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_December 2, 1901._--In view of the hatred in which Bettesworth had

previously held the workhouse infirmary, and which he was destined to

renew later, it is interesting to observe how favourably the place

impressed him about this time, when he visited a friend there.

The friend, whom I will rename "Tom Loveland," had been taken to the

infirmary in October, suffering with the temporary increase of some

obscure chronic disorder which to this day cripples him. Bettesworth

had gone to see him on Sunday afternoon, December 1, in company with

Harriett Loveland, the man's wife.

The patient still lay there, "on his back," I heard on the Monday.

"On Saturday they took off the poultices. Seven weeks they bin

poulticin' of 'n; but Saturday the doctor thought there was 'a slight

change.' But, law!" Bettesworth continued, in scorn of the doctor's

opinion, "they abscesses 'll keep comin'."

"There was two more died, up there in that same room where he is, o'

Saturday." This made six deaths since Loveland's admission. "One of

'em was a man I used to know very well--that 'ere Jack Grey that used

to do" so-and-so at where-is-it. "They sent for his wife, an' she got

there jest two minutes afore he died. Loveland says, 'I tucked my head

down under the blankets when I see 'em bring in the box' (the coffin)

'for 'n.' 'What, did ye think he was for you, Tom?' I says. But he

always was a meek-hearted feller: never had no nerve."

But it was in the appointments of the place where Loveland lay that

Bettesworth was chiefly interested. He was almost enthusiastic over

the whiteness of the sheets, the beeswaxed floor ("like glass to walk

on. I says to Harriet, 'You must take care you don't slip up'"), the

little cupboards ("lockers, they calls 'em") beside each bed; the

nurse, who "seemed to be a pleasant woman;" the daily attendance of

the medical men; and other advantages. All these things persuaded

Bettesworth that the patients were "better off up there than what they

would be at home." And out in the grounds, "You'd meet two old women,

perhaps, walkin' along together; and then, a little further on, some

old men," which all appeared to be very satisfactory.

Were there any circumstances to give offence? Yes: "There's that

Gunner, what used to live up the lane, struttin' about there, like

Lord Muck, in his fine slippers. He's a wardsman. And Bill Lucas,

too." (This latter is a man who lost good work and a pension by giving

way to drink.) "_He_ books ye in an' books ye out. 'I s'pose this is

your _estate_?' I says to 'n." In fact, Bettesworth would seem to have

been publicly sarcastic at this man's expense; and other visitors, I

gathered, laughed at hearing him. "'You be better able to work than

what I be,' I says; 'and yet we got to keep ye. It never ought to be

allowed.'"

To those in the infirmary "You may take anything you mind to, except

spirits or beer. Tea, or anything like that, they may have brought."

And so Bettesworth, having gone unprepared, gave Loveland a shilling,

"to get anything he fancied."

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