'Why did you bring that dreadful man into my beautiful theatre? He has
upset everybody from Gillies to the call-boy, and now he has made us a
laughing-stock, and this impresario person is in a position to say that
we are jealous. We artists have to hold together or the business men
will bowl us out like a lot of skittles, and where will the theatre be
then?... Where would you be, my dear? They'd make you take off your
clothes and run about the stage with a lot of other young women, and
call that--art.... The theatre is either a temple or it is in Western
Civilisation what the slave-market is in the East. This damned fool of
yours can't see anything outside his own scenery. He thinks he is more
important than me; but is a bookbinder more important than John
Galsworthy?'
'You mustn't be so angry. Nobody takes Charles seriously except in his
work. Everybody expects him to do silly things. You can easily put it
right with a dignified letter.'
'But I can't say my own scene-painter is a confounded idiot.'
'You needn't mention him,' said Clara. 'Just say how much you admire
the German production and talk about the renaissance of the theatre.'
Sir Henry pettishly took pen and paper, wrote a letter, and handed it
to her.
'Will that do?' he asked.
She read it, approved, and admired its adroitness. There were
compliments to everybody and Charles was not mentioned.
'These things _are_ important,' said Sir Henry. 'The smooth running of
the preliminary advertising is half the battle. It gives you your
audiences for the first three weeks, and it inspires confidence in the
Press. That is most important.... I really was within an ace of
throwing the whole thing up. Lady Butcher would like nothing better.'
'I think Verschoyle would be offended if you did.'
'Ah! Verschoyle....' Sir Henry looked suspiciously at her. Though he
wanted to be, he was never quite at his ease with her. She was not
calculable like the women he had known. What they wanted were things
definite and almost always material, while her purposes were secret,
subtle, and, as he sometimes half suspected, beyond his range. She was
new. That was her fascination. She belonged to this strange world
that was coming into being of discordant rhythmic music, of Russian
ballet and novels, of a kind of poetry that anybody could write, of
fashions that struck him as indecent, of a Society more riotous and
rowdy than ever the Bohemia of his day had been, because women--ladies
too--were the moving spirit in it and women never did observe the rules
of any game.... And yet, in his boyish, sentimental way, he adored
her, and clung to her as though he thought she could take him into this
new world.
'I can't go on with Mann,' he said almost tearfully. 'It is too
disturbing. You never know what he is going to do, and, after all, the
theatre is a business, isn't it?-- Isn't it?'
'I suppose so,' replied Clara.
It was extraordinary to feel the great machine of the theatre gathering
momentum for the launching of the play. It was marvellous to be caught
up, as the rehearsals proceeded, into the loveliest fantasy ever
created by the human mind. Clara threw herself into it heart and soul.
Life outside the play ceased for her. She lived entirely between her
rooms and the stage of the theatre. Unlike the other players, when she
was not wanted she was watching the rest of the piece, surrendered
herself to it completely, and was continually discovering a vast power
of meaning in words that had been so familiar to her as to have become
like remembered music, an habitual thought without conscious reference
to anything under the sun.... And as her sense of the beauty of the
play grew more living to her, so she saw the apparatus that kept it in
motion as more and more comic.... Mr Gillies had a thousand and one
points on which he consulted his chief with the most ruthless disregard
of the work going forward on the stage. Lady Butcher would come
bustling in, take Sir Henry aside and whisper to him, and words like
Bracebridge--Sir George--Lady Amabel--Prime Minister--Chancellor--would
come hissing out. Then when the rehearsal was resumed she would stay
surveying it with the indulgent smile of a vicar's wife at a school
treat.... During the exquisite scene between Prospero and Miranda one
day the scenery door was flung open, and Mr Smithson arrived with a
small army of men, who dumped paint-pots on the boards, threw hammers
down, and rushed across the stage with flats and fly-cloths. Yet, in
spite of all these accidents introducing the spirit of burlesque, the
play survived. Sir Henry would tolerate interruptions up to a point,
but, when a charwoman in the auditorium started brushing or turned on a
sudden light, he would turn and roar into the darkness,--
'Stop that din! How can I rehearse if I am continually distracted! Go
away and clean somewhere else! We can't be clean now.... Please go
on.'
The cast was a good one of very distinguished and highly paid players,
all the principals being ladies and gentlemen who would rather not work
than accept less than twenty or twenty-five pounds a week. One or two
were superior young people who affected to despise the Imperium, but
confessed with a smile that the money was very useful. They were also
rather scornful of Charles because he was not intellectual.
Charles at first attended rehearsals and attempted to interfere, but
was publicly rebuked and told to mind his own business. There would
have been a furious quarrel, but Clara went up to him and dragged him
away just in time. He stayed away for some days, but returned and sat
gloomily in the auditorium. He had moved from his furnished house, and
was in rooms above a ham and beef shop, which, he said, had the
advantage of being warm.
'It isn't a production,' he grumbled, 'it's a scramble. He's ruining
the whole thing with his acting, which is mid-Victorian. He should key
the whole thing up from you, chicken.... You know what I want. You
understand me. The technique of the rest is all wrong. It is a
technique to divert attention from the scenery, raw, unmitigated
barn-storming.... Do, do ask him to let me help! What can he do,
popping in and out of the play and discussing a hundred and one things
with all these fools who keep running in?'
'You should have stipulated for it in your contract,' she said. 'It is
too late now. He does know his business, Charles, if only people would
leave him alone.'
So rehearsals went on for a few more days. Clara was more and more
absorbed. The magical reality of Ariel surpassed everything else in
her life except the memory of Rodd in his empty room, and that also she
wished to obliterate, for she was full of a premonition of danger, and
was convinced that by this dedication of herself to the theatre she
could dominate it. She could not define the danger, but it threatened
Charles, and it menaced Rodd, whom she had decided not to see again.
Sir Henry was delighted with her, and said she had rejuvenated his own
art.
'I used to play Caliban,' he said. 'But Prospero is the part if there
is to be an Ariel who can move as you can move and speak in a fairy
voice as you can speak.... The rest of the play is all in the day's
work....
'Go make thyself like a nymph of the sea: be subject
To no sight but thine and mine, invisible
To every eyeball else.'
And for Clara it was almost literally true. She felt that she was like
a spirit moving among these people marooned on this island of the West
End of London, all spell-bound by the money of this great roaring city,
all enslaved, all amphibious, living between two elements, the actual
and the imagined, but in neither, because of the spell that bound them,
fully and passionately.... Living in the play she saw Sir Henry merged
in Prospero, and when he said,--
'Thou shalt be as free
As mountain winds: but then exactly do
All points of my command,'
she took that also literally, and was blissfully happy to surrender to
a will more potent than her own.... She did not know that the will she
was acknowledging was Shakespeare's, and that with her rare capacity
for living in the imagination she was creeping into his and accepting
life, gaining her freedom, upon his terms.
After some time her spirit began to affect the whole company. She
created an enchantment in which all moved, and Charles, watching, began
to understand more fully the art he had first perceived in her on the
day when he had attempted to force her, like a practised hand, to
capture and fix an apparently accidental effect.... It was no
accident. The girl was possessed with a rare dramatic genius, entirely
unspoiled--pure enough and strong enough to subsist and to move in the
theatrical atmosphere of the Imperium.... What was more, Charles
understood that she was fighting for his ideas, and was, before his
eyes, making their fulfilment possible.
You might talk and argue with Sir Henry until you were blue in the
face, but give him a piece of real acting and he understood at once,
was kindled and became fertile in invention, even courageous in
innovation. Give him that, and he would drop all thought of the public
and the newspapers, and sacrifice even the prominence of his own
personality to the service of this art that he adored. As the
rehearsals proceeded, therefore, he became more intent, was less
patient with interruptions, and at last stopped them altogether. He
became interested in his own part, and tussled with the players who
shared his scenes with him.
'Never,' he said to Clara, 'have I enjoyed rehearsals so much as these.
I am only afraid they are going too smoothly. We shall be over-ripe by
production....'
He resumed cordial relations with Charles, and threw out a suggestion
or two as to scenery and costumes which Charles, who had begun to learn
the elements of diplomacy, pretended to note down. Sir Henry was
magnanimous. He avoided his wife and his usual cronies, and devoted
himself to Charles and Clara, whom his showman's eye had marked down as
potentially a very valuable property.
'This should be the beginning of great things for you, my boy,' he said
to Charles. 'You will have all the managers at your feet, but the
Imperium is the place for big work, the bold attack, the sweeping
line....'
Charles was a little suspicious of such whole-hearted conversion. He
knew these enthusiasms for the duration of rehearsals, and he was
ill-at-ease because his anticipation of boundless wealth had not come
true. He had spent his advance and could not get another out of Mr
Gillies, who detested him and regarded his invasion of the theatre as a
ruinous departure from its traditions. Clara Mr Gillies considered to
be merely one of his Chief's infatuations. They never lasted very
long. He had seen his Chief again and again rush to the very brink of
disaster, but always he had withdrawn in the nick of time.... Mr
Gillies was like a perpetual east wind blowing upon Charles's
happiness. But for Mr Gillies there would have been boundless
wealth.... It was monstrous: Verschoyle had backed Charles's talent
and Mr Gillies was sitting on the money. Butcher could spend it
royally, but Charles had often to go to Clara and ask her for the price
of his lunch. At the very height of his fame, with success almost
within his grasp, he had to go almost hungry because genius has no
credit.
There was nothing to be done about it. He borrowed here and there, but
knew it was no real help. It simply sent rumours flying as to his
financial position, and he did not want either Butcher or Verschoyle to
know that money trickled through his fingers. He wanted their support
after this success to advance his schemes. Therefore he borrowed from
Clara, and she, entirely indifferent to all but the engrossing
development of the play, allowed Sir Henry to pay for her food, to give
her meals alone with him in the aquarium, and even to buy her clothes
and jewels. She took not the slightest interest in them, but, as it
seemed to give him pleasure to shower gifts and attentions upon her,
she suffered it, and never for a moment dreamed of the turn his
infatuation was taking.
As she progressed in her work she felt that she was achieving what she
desired, a passion for her art equal to Rodd's. For a time she had
thrust all thought of him aside, but as she gained in mastery and power
over the whole activity of the stage, he crept back into her mind, and
she could face him with a greater sense of equality, with more
understanding and without that jealousy the memory of which hurt
her.... She had acquired a sense of loyalty to art which was a greater
thing than loyalty to Charles. She had saved him, helped him, brought
him thus far. Henceforth he must learn to stand on his own feet. She
was glad that she had left him.
All these considerations seemed very remote as she worked her way
deeper and deeper into the play, which contained for her a reality
nowhere to be found in life. She became Ariel, a pure imagination,
moving in an enchanted air, singing of freedom and of a beauty beyond
all things visible.
'You are three men of sin, whom Destiny
That hath to instrument this lower world
And what is in't, the never-surfeited sea
Hath caused to belch up you; and on this island
Where man doth not inhabit...'
Casting spells upon others, she seemed to cast them upon her own life;
and it was incredible to her to think that she was the same Clara Day
who had come so gaily to London with Charles Mann to help him to
conquer his kingdom. The stage of the Imperium was to her, in truth, a
magic island where wonders were performed, and she by an inspiration,
more powerful than her own will, could with a touch transform all
things and persons around her; and when Sir Henry, rehearsing the
character of Prospero, said to her.--
'Then to the elements
Be free and fare you well.'
the words sounded deep in her heart, and she took them as a real
bidding to be free of all that had entangled and cramped her own life.
So she dreamed.
She had a rude awakening one night when, after a supper in the aquarium
alone with Sir Henry, he broke a long moody silence by laying his hand
on hers, drawing her out of her chair and clasping her to his heart
while he kissed her arms, shoulders, face, hair, and cried,--
'You wonderful, wonderful child. I love you. I love you. I have
loved you since I first saw you. I knew then that the love of my life
had come.... You wonderful untouched child----'
He tried to make her kiss him, to force her to meet his eyes, but she
wrestled with him and thrust him back to relinquish his hold.
'How could you? How could you! How could you?' she asked.
'I have never forgotten that marvellous moonlit night----'
'Please be sensible,' she said. 'Does a man never know when a woman
loves him or not?'
'They don't help one much,' replied Sir Henry, with a nervous grin.
'You were so happy.... I thought. Don't be angry with me! I have
thought of nothing but you since then....'
'A moonlight night and champagne supper,' said she. 'Are they the same
thing to you?'
'Love conquers all,' said Sir Henry, a little sententiously. He was
disgusted. She was not playing the right dramatic part; but she never
did any of the expected things. The ordinary conventions of women did
not exist for her.
She had moved as far away from him as possible and was standing over by
the portrait of Teresa Chesney.
'You must never talk like that again,' she said, 'or I shall not stay
in the theatre.... It is not only the vulgarity of it that I hate, but
that you should have misunderstood.... I was happy to be working with
you in the play. Everything outside that is unimportant.'
'Not love.... Not love,' protested Sir Henry.
'Even love,' she said.
'I thought you liked me,' he mumbled. 'I was so happy giving you
presents. I thought you liked me.... A man in my position doesn't
often find people to like him.'
'So I do,' said Clara. 'You are very like Charles. That is why I
understand you.'
Sir Henry winced. In his heart he thoroughly despised Charles Mann.
He drank a glass of champagne and said nervously,--
'I'm glad we're not going to quarrel.... Forgive me.'
'You have spoiled it all for me,' she said. 'Everything is spoiled.'
She clenched her fists, and her eyes blazed fury at him.
'How dare you treat me as a woman when I had never revealed myself to
you? Isn't that where a man should have some honour? ... You must
understand me if I am to remain in the theatre. If a woman reveals
herself to a man, then she is responsible. She has nothing to say
if--I don't think you understand.'
'No.' And indeed she might have been talking Greek to him. The
insulted woman he knew, the virtuous woman he knew, the fraudulent
coquette he knew, the extravagant self-esteem of women he knew, but
never before had he met a woman who was simple and sincere, who could
brush aside all save essentials and talk to him as a man might have
done, with detachment from the thing that had happened.
'If you think I'm a blackguard, why don't you say so? Why don't you
hit me?'
'I don't think you are anything of the kind. I think you have been
spoiled and that everything has been too easy for you.... I'm hurt
because I thought you wanted Charles and me for the theatre and not for
yourself.'
'_L'etat c'est moi_,' smiled Sir Henry. 'I am the theatre.... All the
immense machinery is my creation. My brain here is the power that
keeps it going. If I were to die to-morrow there would be four walls
and Mr Gillies.... Do you think he could do anything with it? Could
Charles Mann? Could you?'
'Yes,' said Clara, and he laughed. He had never been in such
entrancing company. If she did not want his love-making--well and
good. At least she gave him the benefit of her frankness and he needed
no pose with her. He was glad she was going to be a sensible girl....
She might alter her mind and every day only made her more adorable.
'Sit down and have some chocolates.' He spoke to her as though she
were a child and like a child she obeyed him, for she was alarmed that
he should exert his capricious prerogative and throw over _The Tempest_
at the last moment.
'What would you do with the theatre?'
'I should dismiss Mr Gillies.'
'An excellent man of business.'
'For stocks and shares or boots, but not for art.'
'He's a steadying influence.'
'Art is steady enough, if it is art.'
'My _dear_ child!'
'If you don't know that then you are not an artist.'
'Oh! Would you call Charles Mann steady?'
'I should think of the play first and last.'
'There's no one to write them.'
'I should scour the country for imaginative people and make them think
in terms of the theatre. Besides, there are people!'
'Oh!'
'Yes. There are people who love the drama so much that they can't go
near the theatre.'
He roared with laughter, and to convince him she told him about Adnor
Rodd and his bare room, where without any hope of an audience he wrote
his plays and lived in them more passionately than it was possible to
do in life.
Sir Henry shook his head.
'I don't mind betting,' he said, 'that he's got something wrong with
him. Either he drinks, or has an impossible wife, or he likes low
company, or-- No. There aren't such people.'
'But there are.' And she told him how she had spent a whole day with
Rodd and had gone home with him to see his rooms.
'Alone?' asked Sir Henry.
'Yes.'
'Then if you were my girl I should put you on bread and water for a
week.'
To convince him, she tried to tell him how she had struggled to
overcome Charles's objections to the practical use of his talent, and
had forced him to come to London.... In her eagerness and in her
happiness at having brought him to his senses, she lost sight of the
fact that she was revealing her own history. He brought her up sharp
with,--
'Are you married to Charles Mann?'
'Ye-es,' she said, her heart fluttering.
'I didn't know,' he replied nonchalantly. His manner towards her
changed. He was still soft and kind, and bland in his impish wit, but
beneath the surface he was brutal, revengeful, cruel, and she felt the
force of the ruthless egoism that had won him his position in spite of
disabilities which would have hampered and even checked a less forceful
man.... In the same moment she understood that what had been a
glorious and lovely reality to her had been a game to him; and that he
designed without the slightest compunction to turn both Charles and
herself to his own profit.... Well, she thought, he might try, but he
could not prevent either of them from making their reputations, and
neither would ever sink to the mechanical docility of London players.
Sir Henry lit a large cigar and moved over to the fire.
'What does Verschoyle think of it?'
She knew that he was insolently referring to her marriage with Charles,
but she turned the shaft by saying,--
'He is delighted with it all. He believes in Charles.'
'Hm.... Even the birds and fishes?'
'Who told you about that?'
'London doesn't let a good story die.'
'Verschoyle was present....'
'Oh!'
The situation was becoming unbearable. Sir Henry was as hard, as
satisfied, and as unconscionable as a successful company-promoter.
This sudden revelation of his egoism, his wariness to protect the ideal
which in his own person he had achieved, shocked Clara out of her
youthful innocence and into a painful realisation that the facts of her
life forbade the impersonalism which had made so much achievement
possible.... It was quite clear to her that Sir Henry was intent upon
a personal relationship if she were to keep what she had won, and it
was as clear that he could not credit her, or Charles, or anybody else
with any other motive than personal ambition. He knew his world, he
knew his theatre. A fulfilled ambition has its price, and he had never
yet met the successful man or woman who did not pay with a good grace,
as he himself had done.
Her brain worked quickly on this new intractable material, this
disconcerting revelation of the fact that success and art are in the
modern world two very different things, the one belonging to the crowd,
the other to solitude.... This old man might have waited. He might
have given her her chance. It was not true. She would not accept that
it could be true that she could only have her success at his price, the
price that he had paid, he and all the others, Julia Wainwright,
Freeland Moore, and the loss of respect and simple humanity.... So
this was why Charles had run away from the theatre. Certain things,
certain elements in human character were too holy to be set before the
crowd.
She remembered her early struggles when she first went into the
theatre. She had won through them and had thought herself victorious
only to find herself confronted once more with the hard actualities:
either to accept the intrusion of the personal element into what should
be impersonal service or to acknowledge defeat.... She could do
neither the one nor the other.
If only she could weep. The woman in her calculated. If only she
could weep! But where another woman would have wept she could not.
She could only turn to her will and draw further strength from that.
It was so maddening, so silly, that play acting should entail such a
price. It was making it all too serious. What after all was it? Just
the instinct of play organised, and what was play without a happy joy?
If only she would weep, the obstinate old man clinging to his success
would melt; he would be kind; he would forgo all this nonsense that had
been buzzing in his scatter brain.... What he could not stand was
sincerity and a will diverted to other purposes than his own.... It
made her tremble with rage to think that all his enthusiasm for the
play, the real work he had put into rehearsals, his snubbing of Mr
Gillies and his wife, had all been only because he fancied himself in
his blown vanity to be in love with her. It was too ridiculous, and
despising him, hating herself, she decided that if it was acting he
wanted, acting he should have, and she burst into a torrent of tears
conjured up out of an entirely fictitious emotion.... At once Sir
Henry had the cue he was waiting for.... He leaped up and came over to
her with his hand on his heart.
Don't cry, little girl,' he said. 'Don't cry.... Harry is with you.
Harry only wants to be kind to her, and to help his poor little girl in
her trouble.... She shall be the greatest actress in the world.'
'Never!' thought Clara, her brain working more clearly now that she had
set up this screen of tears between them.
He patted her hand and caressed her hair, and was sublimely happy
again. He had half expected trouble from this unaccountable and
baffling creature, whose will and wits were stronger than his own. He
was still a little suspicious, but he took her tears for acquiescence
in his plans for her, and holding her in his arms he had the intense
satisfaction of thinking of Charles Mann as a filthy blackguard for
whom shooting was too clean an end.