BIRDS AND FISHES

For the time being it seemed that the superfluous Kitty had disappeared

from the scene. She made no sign, and no attempt was made to trace

her. Clara knew perfectly well that she was somewhere in the West End,

but in that small crowded area it was possible to avoid meeting.

People quickly fell into a groove and lived between a certain theatre,

a certain restaurant, and home, and the light theatre was almost

completely severed from the theatre which took itself so seriously.

The legitimate stage had nothing to do with the bastard frivolity of

the houses whose appeal was based on lingerie, pretty faces, and

shapely limbs.

As for Charles, he was once again oblivious. He visited Clara at the

flat, and had a painful scene with Freeland, who lashed out at him,

rolled out a number of hard words, such as 'blackguard,' 'selfish

beast,' etc., etc., but was nonplussed when Charles, not at all

offended, said quietly,--

'Have you finished?'

'No. What do you propose to do about it? The poor child has no

people. Julia and I are father and mother to her. In fact, I regard

her as my adopted daughter.'

'I should always let her do exactly as she wished,' said Charles.

'Will you leave her alone then?'

'Certainly.'

Freeland regarded that as a triumph, but Clara was furious with him for

interfering, and she scolded him until he promised that in future he

would not say a word.

'What are you going to do?' he asked.

'I need a holiday from Charles,' she said--a new idea to Freeland,

whose conception of love was besotted devotion--'and I am going to live

alone for a time.'

Out she went, and before the day was done she had found a furnished

apartment in the dingy region of narrow streets behind Leicester

Square, and for a time she was entirely absorbed in this new

acquisition. It was her own, her very own. It was at the top of the

house, and looked out over roofs and chimneys westward so that she had

the London sunset for comfort and companionship: more than enough,

sweeter intimacy than any she had yet found among human beings, whose

shallow business and fussy importance always hurt and exasperated

her.... More clearly than ever she knew that there was only Charles

and his work that mattered to her at all. She saw him occasionally and

knew that he was entirely happy. He wrote to her every day and his

plans were maturing famously. Lord Verschoyle was more and more

interested, and as his lordship's interest grew so there waxed with it

Charles's idea of his immense wealth. That worried Clara, who wanted

her genius to prove himself in order to command and not to crave

support. But Charles was elated with the success of his advertising

campaign, and at the growth of his prestige among the artists....

'Such a combination has never been known. We shall simply overwhelm

the public.'

Clara's answer to this was to see that his relations with Sir Henry

Butcher were not neglected. The explosion produced by Kitty's

intervention had split their efforts, so that Charles was now working

through Lord Verschoyle, she through Sir Henry Butcher, and once again

she was embarked upon a battle with Charles for the realisation of his

dreams--not upon paper, which perfectly satisfied him--but in terms of

life in which alone she could feel that her existence was honourable.

She kept a tight enough hold of Charles to see that he worked at _The

Tempest_, but, as she was no longer with him continually, she could not

check his delighted absorption in his committee. This was properly and

duly constituted. It had a chairman, Professor Laverock, and Mr Clott

acted also as its secretary in an honorary capacity, his emoluments

from Charles being more than sufficient for his needs. It met

regularly once a month in studios and drawing-rooms. The finest

unofficialised brains in London were gathered together, and nervous men

eyed each other suspiciously and anxiously until Charles appeared, with

Mr Clott fussing and moving round him like a tug round a great liner.

His presence vitalised the assembly; the suppressed idealism in his

supporters came bubbling to the surface. Poets whose works were

ignored by the great public, musicians whose compositions were ousted

by Germans, Russians, Frenchmen, and Poles from the concert-rooms of

London, dramatists whose plays were only produced on Sunday evenings,

art critics who had acclaimed Charles's exhibition, all in his presence

were conscious of a solidarity proof against all jealousy and

disappointment; Charles, famous in Paris, Berlin, Moscow, New York,

moved among them like a kindling wind.

He would arrive with his arms full of papers, while Mr Clott in a

little black bag carried the essential documents--minute-book, agenda,

suggestions, plans. For some months the Committee accomplished nothing

but resolutions to invite and co-opt other members, but it seemed

impossible to lure any really successful person into the net. No

actor-manager, no Royal Academician, no poet with a healthy circulation

could be found to give practical expression to his sympathy, though

admiration for Mr Mann's work and the high reputation he had won for

British Art on the Continent oozed from them all in letters of great

length, which were read to the Committee until its members, most of

them rather simple souls, were bewildered.

The accretion of Lord Verschoyle made a great difference. He attended

in person, a shy, elegant young man, educated at Eton, and in the

Guards for the gentle art of doing nothing. He owned a large area of

London, and his estates were managed by a board which he was not even

expected to attend, and he was a good young man. He wanted to spend

money and to infuriate his trustees, but he did not know how to do it.

Women bored him. He had a yacht, but loathed it, and kept it in

harbour, and only spent on it enough money to keep it from rusting

away. He maintained a stable, but would not bet or attend any other

meeting than Ascot. He had some taste in art, but only cared for

modern pictures, which he could buy for fifty or a hundred pounds.

Indeed he was much too nice for his altogether exceptional

opportunities for wasting money, for he loathed vulgarity, and the only

people who could tell him how to waste his wealth--stable-touts,

art-dealers, women of the West End--were essentially vulgar, and he

could not endure their society.... He had five houses, but all he

needed was an apartment of three rooms, and he was haunted and made

miserable by the idea, not without a fairly solid foundation, that

young women and their mammas wished to marry him for his money.... He

longed to know a young woman who had no mamma, but none ever came his

way. Society was full of mammas, and of ladies eager to push the

fortunes of their husbands and lovers. He was turned to as a man of

power, but in his heart he knew that no human being was ever more

helpless, more miserably at the mercy of his trustees, agents, and

servants.... He had been approached many times by persons interested

in plays, theatres, and schemes, but being that rare and unhappy

creature, a rich man with good taste, he had avoided them as hotly as

the mammas of Mayfair and Belgravia.

He met Charles at his exhibition and was introduced to him. Charles at

once bellowed at him at the top of his voice on the great things that

would be achieved through the realisation of his dreams, and Lord

Verschoyle had in his society the exhilarated sense of playing truant,

and wanted more of it. He was hotly pursued at the moment by Lady

Tremenheer, who had two daughters, and he longed ardently to disgrace

himself, but so perfect was his taste that he could not do it--in the

ordinary way. Charles was outrageous, but so famous as to carry it

off, and Verschoyle seized upon the great artist as the way of escape,

well knowing that art ranked with dissipation in the opinion of his

trustees. With one stone he could kill all his birds. He promised by

letter, being most careful to get his wicked indiscretion down in

writing, his whole-hearted support of Charles's scheme.

Charles thereupon drew up his scheme. Verschoyle's wealth disposed of

the most captious member of his committee, whose meetings now became

more awful and ceremonious than ever. Even so much assembled intellect

could not resist the wealth that through the generations had been

gathered up to surround the gentle personality of Horace Biningham,

Lord Verschoyle, who smiled benignantly upon the strange company and,

all unconscious of the devastating effect upon them of his money, was

most humbly flattered to be in the presence of so many distinguished

persons.

The tenth meeting of the committee was arranged to be the most

critical. Charles was to read and expound the scheme upon which he had

been at work for years. The meeting was to be held at his own house,

and for this occasion only he implored Clara to be present as hostess,

and so eager was she to share in the triumph of that side of his

activities that she consented and was the only woman present. With

Professor Laverock in the chair, Mr Clott read the minutes of the last

meeting, upon which, as nothing had happened, there was no comment.

Clara sat in a corner by the door and looked from face to face, trying

in vain to find in any something of the fire and eagerness that was in

her Charles's, who, radiant and bubbling over with confidence, sat at a

little table in the centre of the room with his papers in front of him,

two enormous candles on either side, and his watch in his hand.

After formalities, Professor Laverock called upon Mr Mann to read his

scheme to the committee.... Rarely can a room have contained so much

eager idealism, rarely can so many mighty brains have been keyed up to

take their tune from one.

Charles smoothed out his paper, shook back his hair, arranged the cuffs

which he always wore in his desire to be taken for an English

gentleman. His hearers settled themselves in their chairs. He began:--

'Gentlemen, we are all here concerned to make the theatre a temple of

art, always open with a welcome to every talent, from that of the

highest and most creative vision to that of the most humble and patient

craftsman's life.'

'Ah!' some one sighed contentedly.

'We cannot expect such a theatre either from actors or from commercial

persons who would be much better engaged in selling boots or soap....

In Germany art is honoured. Nietzsche, whom I acknowledge as my

compeer, is to be commemorated with an enormous stadium upon a hill.

In England we have turned away from the hill-top and are huddled

together in the valleys until beauty is lost and dreams are but aching

memories....'

Clara was irritated by this preamble. It was too much like the spirit

of Sir Henry Butcher. If only Charles had consulted her she would have

cut out this ambitious bombast, and brought him down to practical

detail.

'My proposal is that we should erect upon one of three suitable sites

in London a theatre which shall be at once a school and a palace of

art. There will be one theatre on the German model, and an outdoor

theatre on the plan of an arena in Sicily of which I have here sketches

and plans.'

'Is that quite suitable in the English climate?' asked Adolph

Griffenberg, a little Jewish painter.

'The disabilities of the English climate are greatly exaggerated,' said

Charles. 'There could be protection from wind and rain, if it were

thought necessary. There will be attached to the indoor theatre an

experimental stage to which I of course shall devote most of my

energies; then schoolrooms, a kitchen, a dining-room, a dancing-room, a

music-room, a wardrobe, three lifts and two staircases.'

'Isn't this too detailed for our present purpose?' asked Griffenberg.

'I merely wish to show that I am entirely practical,' retorted Charles.

'There will be every modern appliance upon the stage, several

inventions of my own, and an adjustable proscenium. The staff will

consist of myself, a dozen instructors in the various arts of the

theatre, and a larger number of pupils, who will be promoted as they

give evidence of talent and skill in employing it.'

So far attention had been keen and eager. Charles's happy vision of a

marble temple lit with the inward sun of vision and rosy with youth had

carried all before it. He warmed to his task, talked on as the candles

burned low, and at last came to the financial aspect of his proposal.

Griffenberg leaned forward, and Clara watched him apprehensively.

'I have estimated the cost as follows,' said Charles, now confident

that he had his hearers with him. 'I have put my estimate as low as

possible, so that we may know our minimum:--

The Outdoor Theatre . . . . . . . . L6,000

The Indoor Theatre . . . . . . . . . L15,000

To Machinery . . . . . . . . . . . . L4,000

To Salaries . . . . . . . . . . . . L1,500

My Own Salary . . . . . . . . . . . L5,000

Wardrobe . . . . . . . . . . . . . . L600

Ground rent . . . . . . . . . . . . Nominal

Musicians and music . . . . . . . . L600

Paint, materials, etc. . . . . . . . L400

Food for the birds and fishes . . . L25

There was a dead silence. One or two men smiled. Others stared.

Others pulled their noses or smoothed their hair. Griffenberg laughed

harshly and said,--

'Excuse me, Mr Mann. I didn't quite catch that last item.'

Charles who was entirely unaware of the changed atmosphere looked up

and repeated,--

'Food for the birds and fishes.... There must be beautiful birds

flying in the outdoor theatre. In the courtyard there must be

fish-ponds with rare fish....'

'We are not proposing to build a villa of Tiberius,' snapped

Griffenberg, who was deeply wounded. 'I cannot agree to a scheme which

includes birds and fishes.'

Clara was bristling with fury against Charles for being so childish,

and against Griffenberg for taking advantage of him. She knew that

Charles was in an ecstasy, and unable to cope with any practical point

they chose to raise. It would have been fair for Griffenberg to take

exception to his estimates, but not to the birds and fishes.... Her

sense of justice was so outraged that to keep herself from intervening

she slipped out of the room and gave vent to her fury in the darkness

of the passage.

The worst happened. The scheme was forgotten; the birds and fishes

were remembered.... Griffenberg asked rather insolently if Mr Mann

proposed to publish the scheme as it stood, and Charles, who did not

detect the insolence, said that he certainly intended to publish the

scheme and had indeed already sent a copy to the Press Association.

'As your own or as the Committee's scheme?'

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