Gabby had gone to bed early Saturday night. The work of catching twelve
white pigeons and cleaning up their droppings had exasperated and
exhausted her. By five o'clock Sunday morning she was half awake and
positive that she heard thumpings at her door. She got up, put on a
pyjama top and padded out to the studio room. The pigeons rustled and
cooed in their cage. The thumpings continued. She put the chain on the
door, opened it an inch and peeped out into the corridor. A large man
was squirming restlessly on her door mat trying to get comfortable. It
was Lennox.
She bit her lip, debated with herself, and finally unchained the
door and pulled him in. He was semi-conscious, incoherent, rank with
alcohol, sweat and vomit. Gabby locked the door and tried to get Lennox
on his feet. He got to his hands and knees and no further.
"Make a bes'damn oxfords inna worl'," he muttered.
"On your feet," she said.
"Name's Lefty Leftwich an' Icn lick any man inna--" He expired.
She pushed and prodded him down the foyer, through the living room and
into the bath. He crawled on hands and knees, whimpering dolorously. In
the bathroom, she tugged and tussled until she got his clothes off. She
threw the clothes into a corner and worried the hulk until it climbed
into the tub. Gabby turned the shower on hot. Lennox lay under the
deluge, crooning. She took off her pyjama top, got a wash rag and soap
and cleansed him thoroughly. Then she turned off the water, placed a
giant bath towel on the floor and got him out of the tub and sprawling
on the towel. She dried his back, kicked him over and dried his front.
Then Gabby harried him to her bed where he lay, prone and catercorner,
snoring raucously.
She took Jake's clothes to the kitchen and placed them in a carton for
the cleaners, first emptying out the pockets. On the table she placed
his pocket watch, chain, keys, gimmick book, silver pencil, three
dollars in change, one hundred and five dollars in bills, and last of
all, a blue envelope stamped special delivery and addressed to "Who
He?" in a familiar hysterical handwriting. She stared at that envelope
for five ghastly minutes.
It was half-past seven. Gabby made coffee, drank it, put on a dressing
gown and wandered fearfully around the living room for two hours. At
last she went back to the bedroom. Lennox hadn't moved. She picked up
the phone and dialed the number of Jake's apartment. She let the phone
ring until Cooper answered in an inhuman voice.
"Sam," she whispered. "This is Gabby. I've got to see you right away.
Can I come up, please?"
"Now?" Cooper croaked.
"It's very important, Sam. Please. Can I come up?"
"What time is it?"
"Nine-thirty."
"Oh God!" There was a pause. "Got to be at rehearsal by eleven anyway.
Come up."
Gabby dressed, left a note for Lennox, and went downstairs. On this
New Year's Sunday morning The Rock was dead. She found a taxi, still
littered with confetti, and was driven north to Knickerbocker Square.
Cooper was dressed in slacks and jacket, waiting for her. He offered
coffee which she refused and they sat down in the wing chairs in the
living room eyeing each other. Gabby was frightened. Cooper looked
drawn and twitchy.
"Well?" he asked.
"Do you know where Jordan keeps the photostats of those letters?"
"Why?"
"I want to compare them."
"With what?"
Gabby took the blue envelope out of her purse and showed it to Cooper.
"Another one!" he exclaimed. "Where did you find it?"
"In his pocket. It hasn't been mailed yet."
"But how did he...? Oh. He must have run up against that Knott again.
Last night."
"Yes?"
"He gave it to Jake personally."
"Stamped? Marked special delivery?"
"Maybe he wanted him to mail it for him. Irony." Cooper stood up and
crossed to the piano where he fidgeted with manuscript paper.
"I don't think there's any Knott, Sam. Neither do you."
"What makes you think that?"
"The way you're behaving now."
Cooper turned around. The corner of his mouth was ticking. "Hell!"
he burst out. "What's the sense of pussy-footing? He's writing those
letters, Gabby. I know that."
"How long have you known?"
"Since last week when he showed me the photostats." Cooper loped into
his bedroom and came out a moment later with three paper slips from a
telephone pad. He handed them to Gabby. They were covered with the
same hysterical scrawl, matching the writing on the latest letter.
"He has an unconscious habit," Cooper explained. "He scribbles with his
left hand when he's extra nervous. While he's talking on the phone.
When he's reading. It's almost like automatic writing. He doesn't do it
all the time ... just occasionally, but you can't miss it. The minute I
saw those photostats, I knew."
"Does he know?" Gabby asked.
"No. That's what makes it hell."
"We can't let him find out, Sam."
"Maybe he ought to know."
"Maybe later, but not now. It would be disastrous for him. We've got to
protect him."
Cooper jammed the phone slips into his jacket pocket and fretted around
the room. "I tried to warn you. At that crazy cocktail party Thursday.
If I hadn't been so paralyzed myself I might have--Christ! What a mess!"
"What are we going to do?"
"I don't know. He had to call in the police, yet."
"Will they find out?"
"I don't know."
"What would they do if they did?"
"Send him down to City Hospital for observation. Maybe worse. I--Jesus!
What a mess!"
"You mean an asylum?"
"Yes."
"Then we'll have to keep it from the police too. We'd better destroy
this letter."
"It's against the law. That letter's evidence."
"Then we'll be accessories?"
"Yes."
"Burn it," Gabby said.
She spoke with such decision that Cooper took the envelope, placed it
in the practical fireplace and touched a match to the corner. The
flame ran along the edge and then curled slowly across the face. The
letter crackled and gaped.
"Put it out!" Gabby cried so abruptly that Cooper started. She ran past
him and beat the flame out with her hands and purse. Then she picked up
the charred envelope and opened it. It was empty.
"What happened to the letter?" Gabby asked.
Cooper made a feeble gesture. "I can't keep up with this. I--Maybe
he didn't write the letter. Just the envelope. Maybe he--Was it last
night? He was probably plastered. For God's sake, who can figure
anything Jake does sober, let alone drunk? I tell you, I'm lost in
this. I'm nowhere."
"Isn't there anything we can do?"
"Get him off The Rock. Send him somewhere. Get him out of here."
"Is that the only answer?"
"It's the only one I can come up with."
"Did you try?"
"Try? What?"
"To make him go away last week? You tried to make me go away."
"No, I couldn't. I--"
"Why couldn't you?"
"I don't know. Quit hounding me, Gabby. I've got troubles of my own."
Gabby's face darkened. "He's your friend, Sam."
"I can't do anything for Jake."
"That's a shocking thing to say."
"Do you think I enjoy saying it? For God's sake, don't you be angry
with me too. I tell you, I've got my own problems to handle."
Gabby watched Cooper while he prowled around the room as if pursued by
demons. Finally she made up her mind to be frank. "I think I know what
they are, Sam."
"Do you?" He laughed without humor. "That's more than I can say for
myself."
"I wouldn't tell you if it wasn't necessary for Jordan's sake," Gabby
said gravely. She came around a corner. "You don't want to be Jordan's
friend. You want to be his wife."
Cooper turned white.
"You've been acting like a woman," Gabby blurted. "Jealous, possessive,
hysterical. That's why you made such a fuss when he tried to protect
you at the party. It was like a man protecting a woman. You enjoyed it
so much you felt guilty."
"You're kidding, of course."
"No," Gabby said honestly. "I'm trying to help you so you'll help
Jordan. It isn't wrong to be a homosexual, Sam. You mustn't feel
ashamed. You have to face it. You haven't been able to face it and
that's why you made so much trouble for Jordan."
"Are you calling me a fag?"
Gabby nodded. "You knew about the letters a week ago, and you did
nothing. You let it come to a crisis when you could have stopped it.
And I think I know why. You've been living on his strength and you feel
guilty deep down inside because you know it's the way a woman lives on
a man's strength."
"This has gone just about far enough, Gabby! I think--"
"You couldn't admit that to yourself," Gabby went on firmly. "But you
had to do something to wipe out the guilt. So you let Jordan destroy
his own strength. That's the way you're going to prove to yourself that
you're not dependent on him ... that you don't love him like a
woman ... that you're as much of a man as he is."
"This is insane!" Cooper shouted.
"You keep house for him. You wait on him. You watch over him like a ...
like a jealous woman. Because deep down inside you want to go to bed
with him. That's why you resent me. Isn't it the truth?"
"No."
"And that's what makes you dangerous," Gabby said. "If you could see
the truth, you wouldn't be helping Jordan destroy himself."
"I told you!" Cooper cried, shaking so hard he could barely speak. "I
told you! I had problems of my own. I--"
"They're just your excuse for standing by and watching him fall." Gabby
leaned forward intensely. "I can't let you do that, Sam. It isn't fair
to yourself and it isn't fair to Jordan. You'll be horribly ashamed of
yourself. We've got to come to an understanding and work together."
"Understanding!"
"Yes. He wants you for a friend. I promised him I'd keep you
friends.... And I'm going to keep that promise," Gabby added grimly.
"But not until you understand that you're going to be his friend, not
his wife."
There was an agonizing pause. The phone rang. Cooper looked around in
bewilderment, then jumped up and took the call.
"What? No. He's not in. I don't know where you can get in touch with
him...."
"He's at my place," Gabby said.
"Wait a minute. I do know where he is. He--"
"Who's calling?" Gabby asked.
"Who is this? What? Driscoll? Aimee Driscoll?"
"I'll take it," Gabby said with determination. She seized the phone.
"This is Gabby Valentine, Aimee. What do you want?"
"I want to talk to your boyfriend, sister."
"What about?"
"A man named Knott."
"You're wasting your time. That was a lie you told us Thursday
night ... a cruel malicious lie."
"Sure." Aimee laughed and Gabby could picture the hand covering the
teeth. "Only now it happens I know what plays. I know who this Knott
really is."
"That's another lie."
"Not this time, doll. I seen him write the letter. In front of my eyes.
And what's more, I got the letter. So if Mr. Three-names wants to get
it squared off, tell him he better come down and see me this morning.
And tell him I ain't settlin' for no lousy TV set neither!"
Gabby hung up and looked at Sam. "She's got the letter."
Cooper shook his head. He was dazed.
"We've got to get it from her, Sam."
"Yes, I--" He looked at his watch. "I have to go to the theater."
"Sam!" She took his arm and shook him. "We've got to get that letter."
He stood perplexed, the corner of his mouth twitching, then without
another word, he walked out of the apartment. Gabby ran after him. From
the door she saw him cross the square and disappear around the corner.
Gabby went up to Jake's room, found an overnight bag and packed it with
Jake's clothes. She came downstairs with the bag, took an overcoat from
the closet and let herself out of the apartment. At Third Avenue she
got a cab.
"Nine hundred East Thirty-third, please," she told the driver.
The cab dropped her before a brownstone apartment house. She rang Aimee
Driscoll's bell and the door-release buzzed promptly. Gabby entered the
house and climbed two flights with the bag and overcoat. To Aimee, who
was standing at the door of her apartment wearing the green and scarlet
petuniaed dressing gown, she said: "Good morning, Aimee. I dropped in
on my way home."
"Spent the night out, huh?" Aimee answered, looking at the bag.
"Naughty-naughty. Come in."
She closed the door behind Gabby who put the bag and coat in a corner
and waited.
"Too high class to take a load off in my dump, huh?"
"I was waiting to be asked," Gabby said quietly.
"So I'm asking. Park your high-priced ass."
Gabby sat down on the sofa and looked around. She saw the television
set with the framed photograph on top, and her eyes widened at the
resemblance of the picture to Lennox. Then she noticed that Aimee was
watching her closely.
"Pretty crappy, huh?" Aimee asked. "Not what your kind is used to."
"The trouble with you is you're old-fashioned," Gabby said directly.
"That chair's brand new modernistic. And what about the TV set? Nothing
old-fashioned about that."
"I don't mean your furniture. I mean your attitude toward people ...
talking about my kind and your kind. It's Victorian." Gabby smiled.
"We're both of us people. Don't let's quarrel."
"No? I thought you come up here looking for a fight."
"I don't believe in fighting. What is there to fight about?"
"Your boy friend's letter." Aimee lit a cigarette. "I won't kid you,
doll. I seen him write it last night. He was so dirty drunk he forget
to put it in the envelope when he sealed it. I got it right here."
"May I see it, please?"
"Wouldn't you like to?" Aimee smiled without parting her lips. "Old
three-names is in a bad jam, ain't he? I ought to take that letter to
the cops. It's against the law writing dirty letters like that and
sending 'em through the mail."
"You misunderstand, Aimee. It was a joke."
"Yeah? Ha. Ha. A gag got you up here so fast, did it? Try something
else, doll."
"I came up because I'm afraid other people will misunderstand ... like
you."
"Don't hand me that. I seen the fuss you and him made Thursday. I
figured it out. That guy's off his rocker. He ought to be put away. He
ain't fit to hang out with sane people. He's dangerous." Aimee crushed
out the cigarette violently. "No wonder he beat hell outa me last week.
I'm lucky I didn't get killed."
"Then are you going to the police?"
"So help me, I ought to. But I'm willing to be a right guy if he'll
keep away from me ... and make it worth while. He can afford it, being
a big-shot writer."
"How much?" Gabby asked.
Aimee gave her a poker face. "Ten grand."
Gabby mustered herself and began her first lie. She burst out laughing.
"What's so funny?" Aimee demanded.
"Your price. You'll have to be a little more realistic."
"He ain't got ten grand to keep outa trouble?"
"Of course not." Gabby blushed, being unused to the sensation of
flagrant lying. She inched her way further into falsehood. "How much do
you think he gets for writing that show?"
"At least three-four hundred bucks a week."
"Half that."
"You're crazy."
"Half that," Gabby repeated. "One hundred and fifty dollars a week."
"I don't believe it.
"It's the truth."
"He had a couple hundred bucks on him last Saturday."
"It took him two months to save two hundred dollars." Gabby was
discovering it was no problem at all to lie. She pointed to the
television set. "It took him two months to save up enough to buy that
present for you, Aimee. The money was supposed to be for me. I think
you owe me a favor."
"All right. Here's your favor. Five grand."
Gabby shrugged. "He can't do it."
"One grand. He's got to have a thousand bucks stashed somewhere.
Everybody's got a thousand bucks."
"I don't. Do you?"
"I will if three-names don't want his letter to go to the cops."
"All right," Gabby said. She held out her hand. "Now may I have the
letter, please?"
"Are you kidding, sister?"
"I can't pay you until tomorrow. Won't you trust me?"
"No."
"But you want me to trust you."
"You'll have to."
"All right. I will." Gabby arose. "I'll bring the money tomorrow
afternoon."
"Not you. Him."
"He may not be able to come. I'll bring the money. That won't make any
difference, will it?"
"Either he brings it himself or it's no deal." Aimee insisted. She
looked at Gabby malevolently.
"Why?"
"Never mind why. He brings it himself. He hands it to me like a
gentleman, and he asks me extra polite like a gentleman to do him a
favor and give him back the letter. Extra polite or it's no deal."
"Then I can't trust you."
"You can trust me if he behaves himself."
Gabby hesitated. At last she said: "He can't do that, Aimee. We can't
let him find out he's been writing those letters ... not now. Please
understand."
Aimee's eyes lit up. "So it'll hurt him a little. It's time he found
out how it feels to get hurt."
"What are you trying to do? Punish him?"
"That's between me and him."
"No. I think it's between you and somebody else." Gabby examined Aimee.
"You're using him to punish somebody else."
"It's between him and my ass!" Aimee shouted.
"Don't show me your bruise again," Gabby said. "Please listen to me.
He's in trouble. Don't make it worse for him. You must have been in
trouble yourself. You must know what it means to need help."
"And who got me in trouble?" Aimee spat. "The nice respectable safe
ones like you."
"Why are you so hostile to me? You think I look down on you, don't you.
Why are you so class conscious?"
"Class my ass! What the hell do I care about class? They all gimme a
lousy time ... all of them. So now it's my turn to hand out a little
grief."
"Stop whining, Aimee. You're just feeling sorry for yourself. I'm doing
the same thing you are, but I'm not whining. Half the women in the
world are too, and they don't whine either."
"Do what?"
"Sleep with men the law doesn't approve of." Gabby tried to smile.
"Let's be honest, Aimee. As far as the law's concerned we're both
whores. Let's stick together and help each other."
"Get outa here," Aimee raged.
"Not without the letter."
"I already told you. Let him bring the dough and beg, and he'll get the
letter. Now beat it."
Gabby shook her head. "I'm sorry. It's a dreadful thing to say, but
you're not even an honest whore, Aimee. You'll have to trust me for the
money. Give me the letter."
"I'll give you a kick in your high-class ass," Aimee cried. She darted
at Gabby, seized her by the shoulders and pushed her toward the door.
"You get the hell outa my house."
Gabby tore her hands away. "How dare you!" she exclaimed.
"Yeah. Now it comes! The high-tone how dare you!" Aimee screeched. "How
dare anybody like me touch somebody like you, you goddam high-assed
duchess!" She leaped at Gabby in a burst of fury, kicking and clutching
at her hair. Gabby staggered, then swung her purse and knocked Aimee
back against the wall.
"I'll bring you down," Aimee spat.
"You aren't bad," Gabby answered grimly. "You're spoiled. You're a
spoiled, selfish, lazy slut."
As Aimee advanced, she backed away, kicking off her shoes and stripping
off her jacket to clear for action. Aimee clawed like an alley cat.
Gabby threw up her left arm to defend herself from the tearing nails
and cracked Aimee across the face with her right.
Aimee began to scream. She clinched, biting and kicking, and they
staggered against the window. Gabby's blouse was torn off. Both women
lost their balance and clutched at the drapes. The curtains came down
on top of Aimee, pole and all. When she struggled free, she had lost
the dressing gown.
She ran into the kitchen. There was a crash and she came charging
back, left arm shielding her bosom, the neck of a broken beer bottle
in her right fist. Gabby gave ground in terror, dodged a vicious
swipe and stumbled back against the window where Aimee cornered her.
In desperation she snatched up the five foot curtain pole that had
fallen. She delivered a frantic chop that caught Aimee between neck and
shoulder and dropped her to her knees. The beer bottle slipped out of
her hand and clattered across the floor.
Aimee clawed at Gabby's legs, ripped off her skirt and brought her down
to the floor. They rolled across the room, pummeling each other with
knees, elbows and hands. When they jammed against the television set,
Gabby twisted on top of Aimee, took her blonde hair in both hands and
hammered her head against the cabinet. After three punishing blows, she
stopped.
"Where's the letter?" she gasped.
Aimee screeched and swore. Gabby pounded her head three times again,
and Aimee went limp.
"Where's the letter?"
"Bedroom," Aimee answered faintly.
"Show me."
She got up and pulled Aimee up by the hair. Never releasing her hold,
she dragged Aimee into the bedroom. Both women were gasping and
gleaming with perspiration. In the bedroom Aimee fumbled at a dresser
drawer. Gabby opened it for her. Under a pile of black net nylons was a
sheet of blue writing paper.
Gabby glanced at it and then released Aimee who dropped on the bed.
Gabby went back to the living room, folded the sheet twice and placed
it in an ash tray. She lit a match and burned the letter. She crushed
the ashes with her fingers until they were dust. Suddenly she shivered.
She took off the shreds of her stockings and put on her shoes. The
blouse was hopeless. She opened Jake's bag, took out his clean shirt
and put it on. Over that she put her jacket and skirt. The zipper of
the skirt was wrecked. She went to the bedroom and searched the dresser
until she found a couple of safety pins. While she pinned her skirt she
watched Aimee who hadn't moved.
"I'm sorry for you," Gabby said at last. "You should have had this
lesson when you were a child. Maybe it isn't too late now."
"I'm going to the cops anyway," Aimee moaned. "I'll have him put away.
I'll fix both of you for this."
"If you make any more trouble," Gabby answered in a hard voice, "I
promise you'll regret it for the rest of your life."
She went back to the living room, hoping that her threat would
silence Aimee for good. She picked up Jake's coat and bag and left
the apartment. Her knees gave as she went down the stairs and she was
trembling; but her eyes sparkled and her face wore a triumphant smile.
And when, on the street, she tasted blood from a cut inside her mouth,
she spat into the gutter with the cocky assurance of a kid who has won
his first fight.