CHAPTER XXX. THE THREAT OP “A SLIGHT EMBARRASSMENT.”

The Mazzarini Palace was now a proverb for all that was dissipated and

extravagant throughout Florence, and in proportion as the society which

frequented it was select and few in number, the more absurd were the

rumors that went abroad of its dissipations and excesses. In default

of a real, good, tangible scandal the world invented a thousand shadowy

little slanders, that, if not as deadly to reputation at once, were just

as certain to kill character in the long run.

Sir Stafford's gout, of which he was confined to his bed or a sofa, was

pronounced the lingering agonies of a broken heart. “My Lady's” late

dinners were orgies where every licentiousness held sway. George was

a reckless gambler, who had already jeopardized all the wealth of

his family; and, as for Kate, she was at the mercy of that amiable

temperament of the human mind which always believes the worst, and as

constantly draws the darkest inference from its belief.

Now, Sir Stafford was very gouty, very irritable, and very unhappy to

boot, about a number of matters, which, however deeply interesting to

himself, should have had no concern for the world. My Lady did dine at

eleven o'clock at night, and the company was assuredly not that from

which a discriminating public would have selected archbishops, or even

minor canons, consisting for the most part of that class of which we

have already made mention in a former chapter, with now and then some

passer-through of rank, or some stray diplomate on his way to or from

his post. George Onslow was a large loser at play, but without having

recourse to those stratagems for payment which were so generally

ascribed to him. While Kate poor Kate was neither better nor worse than

the reader has hitherto known her.

We do not in this admission seek to conceal the fact that she was very

different from what first we saw her. Society had taught her tact,

grace, and elegance of deportment. Admiration had rendered her yes,--we

say it advisedly admiration had rendered her very attractive, drawing

forth a thousand resources of fascination, and a thousand arts of

pleasing, that often wither and die in the cold chill of neglect. The

most fastidious critic could not have detected a fault in her manner;

an ill-natured one might have objected to what seemed an excess of

gracefulness; but even this was relieved by a youthful freshness and

buoyancy of temperament, the last the very last remnant of her former

self.

She was the belle of Florence. Her sovereignty admitted of nothing like

a rival. Whether she drove, or rode, or danced, or walked, the same

admiring throng surrounded her; some sincere in all their admiration,

others but following the lead which fashion took, and others, again,

watchful observers of a manner in which they fancied they could trace

the settled plan of a daring and ambitious character. Vanity had been

the foible of her childish years; it was now the vice of her womanhood.

Lady Hester ministered to this failing in a hundred ways. Liking Kate

as well as it was possible for her to like anything, she took an intense

pleasure in all the admiration she met with.

As an actor is said to “create the part” which is written for him, when

he impresses the personation with traits peculiarly his own, so did

she fancy that Kate was but a reflected image of all her own graces and

fascinations; and probably the proudest days of her own triumphs never

yielded more enjoyment than she now felt in the flattering praises

bestowed upon Kate Dalton.

There were good-natured people who said that Lady Hester's admiration

had another source, and that, as a somewhat passee beauty, she knew the

full value of a younger and handsomer woman in attracting to her circle

and society all that was distinguished by rank or station. We are not

prepared to deny some force to this argument, but, assuredly, it had

less weight than other reasons. Lady Hester's own claims, besides, were

higher than these detractors admitted. She was, although not very young,

still very handsome, her rank and wealth both considerable, and her

manner the perfection of that school to which she belonged. If her

affection for Kate was only another form of selfishness, it was not the

less strong on that account. She was the confidante of her sorrows, by

no means a sinecure office; the chief counsellor in all her plans;

she was the lay-figure on which she experimented a hundred devices

in costume and toilet; and lastly, greatest charm of all, she was a

dependant. Not, indeed, that Kate herself so understood her position;

pride of family, the Dalton heritage, was too powerful in her to admit

of this. Deeply, sincerely grateful she was for all Lady Hester's

kindness; her affection she returned tenfold, but no sense of

inferiority mingled with this feeling, save that which arose from her

own devoted admiration of her friend.

The homage amid which she passed her life, the unceasing flow of

flatteries around her, were not very likely to undeceive her on this

point. A more respectful devotion could not have waited on a princess of

the royal house. The great Midchekoff gave balls in her honor. The Arab

horses of Treviliani were all placed at her disposal. The various visits

to objects of curiosity or taste were arranged for her pleasure, and

nothing omitted that could tend to stimulate her vanity and heighten her

self-esteem.

The utmost we can say for her all this while is, that if she was carried

away by the excitement of this adulation, yet, in her heart, she was

as little corrupted as was well possible. She could not be other

than enamored of a life so unchanging in its happiness, nor could

she disconnect the enjoyments around her from the possession of great

wealth. She thought of what she had been a few months back: the “same

Kate Dalton,” braving the snows of a dark German winter, with threadbare

cloak and peasant “sabots,” an object of admiration to none except poor

Hanserl, perhaps! And yet now, unchanged, unaltered, save in what gold

can change, how different was her position! It had been well if her love

of splendor had stopped here. It went further, however, and inspired a

perfect dread of humble fortune.

Over and over again did she hear disparaging remarks bestowed upon the

striving efforts of “respectable poverty,” its contrivances derided, its

little straits held up to ridicule. In dress, equipage, or household,

whatever it did was certain to be absurd; and yet all of these people,

so laughed at and scorned, were in the enjoyment of means far above her

own father's!

What a false position was this! How full of deceit must she become to

sustain it! She invoked all her sophistry to assure herself that their

condition was a mere passing state; that at some future perhaps not even

a remote one they should have “their own again;” and that as in family

and descent they were the equals of any, so they were not inferior in

all the just claims to consideration and respect. She tried to think of

her father and Nelly moving in the circles she now lived in; but, even

alone, and in the secrecy of her own thoughts, her cheek became scarlet

with shame, and she actually shuddered at the very notion. And even

Frank, her once ideal of all that was graceful and noble-looking,

how would he pass muster beside these essenced “fashionables” who now

surrounded her! She endeavored to console herself by thinking that her

father would have despised the lounging, unmanly lives they led, that

Ellen would have retired in bashful modesty from a society whose tone

of freedom and license would have shocked her, and that Frank would

have found no companionship in a class whose pleasures lay only in

dissipation; and yet all her casuistry could not reassure her. The

fascinations amid which she lived were stronger than her reason.

She became first aware of the great change in herself on recognizing

how differently a letter from home affected her to what it had done some

months before. At first she would have hastened to her room, and locked

the door, in an ecstasy of delight to be alone with dearest Nelly, to

commune with her own sweet sister in secret, to hang on every line,

every word, with delight, fancying herself once more with arms clasped

around her, or bending down beside her cheek as she leaned over her

work-table. How every little detail would move her; how every allusion

would bring up home before her, the snug little chamber of an evening,

as the bright fire glowed on the hearth, and Nelly brought out her tools

for modelling, while Hanserl was searching for some passage, a line, or

a description that Nelly wanted; and then the little discussions that

would ensue as to the shape of some weapon, or the fashion of some

costume of a past age, so often broken in upon by her father, whose

drolleries would set them laughing!

With what interest, too, she would follow each trifling occurrence of

their daily life; the progress Nelly was making in her last group; its

difficulties how would she ponder over, and wonder how to meet them!

With what eager curiosity would she read the commonest details of the

household, the dreary burden of a winter's tale! and how her heart

bounded to hear of Frank the soldier although all the tidings were that

he was with his regiment, but “spoke little of himself or the service.”

Now, however, the glow of delight which a letter used to bring up was

changed for a deep blush of anxiety and shame, anxiety, she knew not

wherefore or how; of shame, because Nelly's writing on the address was

quaint and old-fashioned; while the paper and the seal bespoke the very

lowliest acquaintance with epistolary elegance. The letter she used

to grasp at with a high-beating heart she now clutched with greater

eagerness, but in terror lest others should see and mark its vulgar

exterior!

How differently, too, did the contents affect her! So long as they

referred to herself, in her own latest narrative of her life, she

read with avidity and pleasure. Nelly's innocent wonderment was a very

delightful sensation; her affectionate participation in her happiness

was all grateful; even her gentle warnings against the seductions of

such a career were not unpleasing; but the subject changed to home, and

what an alteration came over her spirit! How dark and dismal became the

picture, how poverty-stricken each incident and event, what littleness in

every detail, how insignificant the occupations that interested them!

How great the surprise she felt at their interest in such trifles; how

astonished that their hopes and fears, their wishes or their dreads,

could take so mean a form! This came with peculiar force before her,

from a paragraph that closed Nelly's last letter, and which ran thus:

“Think of our happiness, dearest Kate! We have just seen one who saw

you lately, one of your Florence acquaintances; and I believe I might go

further and say friends, for the terms in which he spoke of you evinced

sincere and true regard. It was so kind of him to find us out, just to

come and tell us about you; indeed, he remained a day here for no other

purpose, since his diplomatic duties were urging him to England with

speed.”

When Kate had read thus far, she stopped, her face and neck crimson with

shame, and her heart beating almost audibly. With lightning rapidity she

ran over to herself three or four names of ministers and envoys who

had lately left Florence, trembling to think it might be the gorgeous

Russian, Naradskoi, the princely Neapolitan, Carnporese, or the haughty

Spaniard, Don Hernandez Orloes, who had visited their humble interior.

What a humiliation for her, if she were ever to see them again! Home,

at that instant, presented itself before her but as the witness of her

shame: how sordid and miserable did its poverty appear, and with what

vulgarity associated! Her poor old father, around whose neck but a

moment before she would have hung with rapture, she shrank from with

very terror: his dress, his look, his accent every word he spoke, every

allusion he made, were tortures to her; and Nelly even Nelly how she

blushed to fancy her humble guise and poor exterior; the little dress of

colored wool, from the pockets of which her carving-tools appeared; and

then how the scene rose before her! her father producing Nelly's last

work, some little group in clay or wood. She pictured to herself his

pride, her sister's bashfulness, the stranger's pretended admiration!

Till now, these emotions had never seen a counterfeit. Oh, how she

shuddered as her thoughts took more and more the colors of reality, and

the room itself, and its poverty-struck furniture, rose before her! At

last she read on:

“His visit was of course a great honor, and probably, had he come on any

other errand but to speak of you, we should have been half overwhelmed

with the condescension; but in very truth, Kate, I quite forgot all

his greatness and his grandeur, and lost sight of his ever holding any

higher mission than to bring news of my dearest sister. Papa, of course,

asked him to dinner. I believe he would have invited the Czar himself

under like circumstances; but, fortunately for us, for him, and perhaps

for you too, he was too deaf to hear the request, and politely answered

that he would send my letter to you with pleasure, under his own

diplomatic seal; and so we parted. I ought to add that Mr. Foglass

intends speedily to return to Florence.”

Three or four times did Kate read this name over before she could

persuade herself that she had it aright. Foglass! she had never even

heard of him. The name was remarkable enough to remember, as belonging

to a person of diplomatic rank, and yet it was quite new to her. She

turned to Lady Hester's invitation book, but no such name was there.

What form her doubts might have taken there is no knowing, when Mr.

Albert Jekyl was seen to cross the courtyard, and enter the house.

Knowing that if any could, he would be the person to resolve the

difficulty, she hastened downstairs to meet him.

“Mr. Jekyl,” cried she, hurriedly, “is there such a man as Mr. Foglass

in this breathing world of ours?”

“Of course there is, Miss Dalton,” said he, smiling at her eagerness.

“A minister or an envoy at some court?”

“Not that I have ever heard,” repeated he, with a more dubious smile.

“Well, a secretary of embassy, perhaps? something of that kind? Who is

he? what is he? where does he belong to?”

“You mean Bob, Miss Dalton,” said he, at once puffing out his cheeks

and running his hand through his hair, till it became a very good

resemblance of the ex-Consul's wig, while, by a slight adjustment of

his waistcoat, he imitated the pretentious presence of the mock royalty.

“'You mean Bob, madam,'” said he, mimicking his measured intonation and

pompous tone, “'Old Fogey, as Mathews always called me. Mathews and

I and Townsend were always together, dined at Greenwich every Sunday

regularly. What nights they were! Flows of reason, and feasts of eh?

yes, that's what they were.'”

“I must remind you that I never saw him,” said she, laughing; “though

I'm certain, if I should hereafter, it will not be very hard to

recognize him. Now, who is he?”

“He himself says, a grandson of George the Fourth. Less interested

biographers call him a son of Foglass and Crattles, who, I believe, were

not even coachmakers to royalty. He was a consul at Ezmeroum, or some

such place. At least, they showed him the name on a map, and bade him

find it out; but he found out something more, it seems, that there was

neither pay nor perquisites, neither passports nor peculation; and he

has brought back his wisdom once again to besiege the Foreign Office.

But how do you happen to ask about him?”

“Some of my friends met him in Germany,” said she, hesitatingly. She

might have blushed, had Jekyl looked at her; but he knew better, and

took pains to bestow his glances in another direction.

“It would be kind to tell them that the man is a most prying,

inquisitive sort of creature, who, if he only had the sense of hearing,

would be as mischievous as Purvis.”

“I fancy they will see but little of him,” said she, with a saucy toss

of the head. “He made their acquaintance by affecting to know me. I 'm

sure I 've no recollection of having ever seen him.”

“Of course you never knew him, Miss Dalton!” replied he, with a subdued

horror in his voice as he spoke.

“A letter for you, Mademoiselle,” said the servant to Kate; “and the man

waits for an answer.”

Kate broke the seal with some trepidation. She had no correspondents

nearer than her home, and wondered what this might mean. It was in a

strange commotion of spirit that she read the following lines:

“Mrs. Montague Ricketts presents her respectful compliments to Miss

Dalton, and begs to know at what hour to-day Mrs. M. R. may wait upon

Miss D., to present a letter which has been committed to Mrs. R.'s hands

for personal delivery. It may secure an earlier hour of audience if Mrs.

R. mentions that the precious document is from Miss D.'s father.”

What could this possibly mean? It was but that very same day the post

brought her a letter from Nelly. Why had not her father said what he

wished to say, in that? What need of this roundabout, mysterious mode of

communicating?

The sight of the servant still in waiting for the answer recalled her

from these cross-questionings, and she hurried away to consult Lady

Hester about the reply.

“It's very shocking, my dear child,” said she, as she listened to the

explanation. “The Ricketts, they tell me, is something too dreadful; and

we have escaped her hitherto. You could n't be ill, could you?”

“But the letter?” said Kate, half smiling, half provoked.

“Oh, to be sure the letter! But Buccellini, you know, might take the

letter, and leave it, with unbroken seal, near you; you could read

it just as well. I 'm sure I read everything Sir Stafford said in his

without ever opening it. You saw that yourself, Kate, or, with

your scepticism, I suppose, you 'd not believe it, for you are very

sceptical; it is your fault of faults, my dear. D'Esmonde almost shed

tears about it, the other day. He told me that you actually refused to

believe in the Madonna della Torre, although he showed you the phial

with the tears in it!”

“I only said that I had not seen the Virgin shed them,” said Kate.

“True, child! but you saw the tears; and you heard D'Esmonde remark,

that when you saw the garden of a morning, all soaked with wet, the

trees and flowers dripping, you never doubted that it had rained during

the night, although you might not have been awake to hear or see it.”

Kate was silent; not that she was unprepared with an answer, but dreaded

to prolong a discussion so remote from the object of her visit.

“Now, Protestant that I am,” said Lady Hester, with the triumphant tone

of one who rose above all the slavery of prejudice, “Protestant that I

am, I believe in the 'Torre.' The real distinction to make is, between

what is above, and what is contrary to, reason, Kate. Do you understand

me, child?”

“I'm sure Mrs. Ricketts's visit must be both,” Kate said, adroitly

bringing back the original theme.

“Very true; and I was forgetting the dear woman altogether. I suppose

you must receive her, Kate; there 's no help for it! Say three o'clock,

and I'll sit in the small drawing-room, and, with the gallery and the

library between us, I shall not hear her dreadful voice.”

“Has she such?” asked Kate, innocently.

“I'm sure I don't know,” said Lady Hester, pettishly; “but of course

she has! Those dreadful people always have! Make the visit as brief as

possible, Kate. Let it not be a pretext for anything after. Use your

eyeglass on every occasion, so that you can be short-sighted enough

never to know her again. I have seen you very supercilious at times,

child, it is precisely the manner for this interview. It was really very

wrong of your papa to write in this fashion; or your sister, or whoever

it was. Nobody thinks of anything but the post, nowadays. Pray tell them

so; say it makes me quite nervous; you see I am nervous to-day! There,

there! I don't want to fret you, child but everything has gone wrong

to-day. Midchekoff has given away his box, and I have promised mine to

the Lucchesini; and that blond flounce is much too narrow, so Celestine

tells me; but I 'm sure she has cut a piece off it to make a 'berthe'

for herself. And then the flowers are positively odious. They are

crimson, instead of cherry-color, although I told Jekyl twice over they

ought to be the very tint of Lady Melgund's nose! There, now; goodbye.

Remember all I've been saying, and don't forget that this is a 'giorno

infelice,' and everything one does will prove unlucky. I hope D'Esmonde

will not come today. I 'm really not equal to controversy this morning.

I should like to see Buccellini, however, and have a globule of the

Elysian essence. Bye-bye; do think better about the 'Madonna della

Torre,' and get rid of that odious Ricketts affair as speedily as may

be.”

With these injunctions, Kate withdrew to indite her reply to Mrs.

Ricketts, appointing three o 'clock on that same afternoon for a visit,

which she assuredly looked forward to with more of curiosity than

pleasure.

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