CHAPTER X. A FAMILY DISCUSSION.

LONG before Lady Hester awoke on the following morning every

circumstance of her visit was known to Grounsell. It was the doctor's

custom to see Dalton early each day, and before Sir Stafford was

stirring, and to chat away an hour or so with the invalid, telling

the current news of the time, and cheering his spirits by those little

devices which are not among the worst resources of the Materia Medica.

With all his knowledge of Lady Hester's character, her caprices,

her whims, and her insatiable passion for excitement, he was still

astonished beyond measure at this step: not that the false air of

benevolence or charity deceived him, he was too old a practitioner in

medicine, and had seen far too much of the dark side of human nature,

to be easily gulled, but his surprise arose from the novelty of her

condescending to know, and even propitiate, the good graces of people

whom she usually professed to regard as the least interesting of all

classes of mankind. The “reduced lady or gentleman” had only presented

themselves to Lady Hester's mind by the medium of an occasional

curiously worded advertisement in a morning paper, and were invariably

associated with a subsequent police report, where the object of

charity was sure to be confronted with half a dozen peers or members of

parliament, whose sympathies he had put under contribution, to support a

life of infamy or extravagance. “A begging impostor” rang in her mind

as a phrase whose ingredient words could not be divorced, and she was

thoroughly convinced that imposture and poverty were convertible terms.

The very notion of any one having once been well off, and being now in

embarrassment, was, to her deeming, most satisfactory evidence of past

misconduct and present knavery. Grounsell had beard her hold forth

on this theme more than once, “embroidering the sentiment” with an

occasional sly allusion to himself and his own fortunes, so that he

had often thought over the difficulty of serving the Daltons with Sir

Stafford, by reflecting on the hostility any project would meet with

from “my Lady,” and now accident, or something very like it, had done

what all his ingenuity could not succeed in discovering.

The announcement at first rendered him perfectly mute; he heard it

without power to make the slightest observation; and it was only at the

end of a lengthy description from the two sisters, that he exclaimed, in

a kind of half soliloquy, “By Jove, it is so like her, after all!”

“I 'm sure of it,” said Nelly; “her manner was kindness and gentleness

itself. You should have seen the tender way she took poor Hansells hand

in her own, and how eagerly she asked us to translate for her the few

stray words he uttered.”

“Of course she did. I could swear to it all, now that my eyes are

opened.”

“And with what winning grace she spoke!” cried Kate. “How the least

phrase came from her lips with a fascination that still haunts me!”

“Just so, just so!” muttered Grounsell.

“How such traits of benevolence ennoble high station!” said Nelly.

“How easy to credit all that one hears of the charms of intercourse,

where manner like hers prevails on every side!” cried Kate,

enthusiastically.

“How thoughtful in all her kindness!”

“What elegance in every movement!”

“With what inborn courtesy she accepted the little valueless attentions,

which were all we could render her!”

“How beautiful she looked, in all the disorder of a dress so unlike her

own splendor! I could almost fancy that old straw chair to be a handsome

fauteuil since she sat in it.”

“How delightful it must be to be admitted to the freedom of daily

intercourse with such a person, to live within the atmosphere of such

goodness and such refinement!” And thus they went on ringing the changes

upon every gift and grace, from the genial warmth of her heart, to the

snowy whiteness of her dimpled hands; while Grouusell fidgeted in his

chair, searched for his handkerchief, his spectacles, his snuff-box,

dropped them all in turn, and gathered them up again, in a perfect fever

of embarrassment and indecision.

“And you see her every day, doctor?” said Nelly.

“Yes, every day, madam,” said he, hastily, and not noticing nor thinking

to whom he was replying.

“And is she always as charming, always as fascinating?”

“Pretty much the same, I think,” said he, with a grunt.

“How delightful! And always in the same buoyancy of spirits?”

“Very little changed in that respect,” said he, with another grunt.

“We have often felt for poor Sir Stafford being taken ill away from

his home, and obliged to put up with the miserable resources of a

watering-place in winter; but I own, when I think of the companionship

of Lady Hester, much of my compassion vanishes.”

“He needs it all, then,” said Grounsell, as, thrusting his hands into

the recesses of his pockets, he sat a perfect picture of struggling

embarrassment.

“Are his sufferings so very great?”

Grounsell nodded abruptly, for now he was debating within himself what

course to take; for while, on one side, he deemed it a point of honor

not to divulge to strangers, as were the Daltons, any of the domestic

circumstances of those with whom he lived, he felt, on the other,

reluctant to suffer Lady Hester's blandishments to pass for qualities

more sterling and praiseworthy.

“She asked the girls to go and see her,” said Dalton, now breaking

silence for the first time; for although flattered in the main by what

he heard of the fine lady's manner towards his daughters, he was not

without misgivings that what they interpreted as courtesy might just as

probably be called condescension, against which his Irish pride of birth

and blood most sturdily rebelled. “She asked them to go and see her, and

it was running in my head if she mio'ht not have heard something of the

family connection.”

“Possibly!” asserted Grounsell, too deep in his own calculations to

waste a thought on such a speculation.

“My wife's uncle, Joe Godfrey, married an Englishwoman. The sister

was aunt to some rich city banker; and indeed, to tell the truth, his

friends in Ireland never thought much of the connection but you see

times are changed. They are up now, and we are down, the way of the

world! It 's little I ever thought of claiming relationship with the

like o' them!”

“But if it 's they who seek us, papa?” whispered Kate.

“Ay, that alters the case, my dear; not but I'd as soon excuse the

politeness. Here we are, living in a small way; till matters come round

in Ireland, we can't entertain them, not even give them a dinner-party.”

“Oh, dearest papa,” broke in Nelly, “is not our poverty a blessing if it

save us the humiliation of being absurd? Why should we think of such a

thing? Why should we, with our straitened means and the habits narrow

fortune teaches, presume even to a momentary equality with those so much

above us.”

“Faith, it's true enough!” cried Dalton, his cheek flushed with anger.

“We are changed, there's no doubt of it; or it is not a Dalton would say

the words you 've just said. I never knew before that the best in the

land wasn't proud to come under our roof.”

“When we had a roof,” said Nelly, firmly. “And if these ancestors had

possessed a true and a higher pride, mayhap we might still have one.

Had they felt shame to participate in schemes of extravagance and costly

display, had they withheld encouragement from a ruinous mode of living,

we might still be dwellers in our own home and our own country.”

Dalton seemed thunderstruck at the boldness of a speech so unlike the

gentle character of her who had uttered it. To have attributed any

portion of the family calamities to their own misconduct to have

laid the blame of their downfall to any score save that of English

legislation, acts of parliament, grand-jury laws, failure of the potato

crop, tithes, Terry alts, or smut in the wheat was a heresy he never, in

his gloomiest moments, had imagined, and now he was to hear it from the

lips of his own child.

“Nelly Nelly Dal ton,” said he; “but why do I call you Dalton? Have you

a drop of our blood in your veins at all, or is it the Godfreys you take

after? Extravagance, ruinous living, waste, what 'll you say next?” He

could n't continue, indignation and anger seemed almost to suffocate

him.

“Papa, dearest, kindest papa!” cried Nelly, as the tears burst from her

eyes, “be not angry with me, nor suppose that any ungenerous repining

against our altered lot finds a place in my heart. God knows that I

grieve not for myself; in the humble sphere in which I am placed, I have

found true contentment, greater, perhaps, than higher fortunes would

have given me; for here my duties are better defined, and my sense of

them is clearer. If I feel sorrow, it is for you and my dear sister,

for you, papa, who suffer from many a privation; for her, who might well

adorn a more exalted station. But for me the lame Nelly, as children

used to call me” She was not suffered to finish her speech, for already

her father had clasped his arms around her, and Kate, in a gush of

tears, was sobbing on his shoulder.

“Where's the doctor? what's become of him?” said Dalton, as, recovering

from his emotion, he wished to give a different direction to their

thoughts.

“He went away half an hour ago, papa,” said Kate. “He always goes off

without saying good-bye, whenever there is a word said about family.”

“I noticed that, too, my dear,” said Dalton, “and I would n't wonder

if he came of low people; not but he 's a kind creature, and mighty

good-hearted.”

Nelly could probably have suggested a better reason for the doctor's

conduct, but she prudently forbore from again alluding to a theme

already too painful.

With the reader's permission, we will now follow him as, with a gesture

of impatience, he abruptly left the room on the very first mention by

Dalton of that genealogical tree in whose branches he loved to perch

himself.

“An old fool!” muttered Grounsell, as he passed downstairs, “an old

fool, that no experience will ever make wiser! Well may his native

country be a stumbling-block to legislators, if his countrymen be all

like him, with his family pride and pretension! Confound him! can't

he see that there 's no independence for a man in debt, and no true

self-respect left for him who can't pay his tailor? For himself there's

no help; but the poor girls! he'll be the ruin of them. Kate is already

a willing listener to his nonsensical diatribes about blood and family;

and poor Nelly's spirits will be broken in the hopeless conflict with

his folly! Just so, that will be the end of it; he will turn the head of

one, and break the heart of the other; and yet, all the while, he firmly

believes he is leaving a far better heritage behind him in this empty

pride, than if he could bequeath every acre that once belonged to

them.” Thus soliloquizing, he went on ringing changes over every form of

imprudence, waste, vanity, and absurdity, which, by applying to them the

simple adjective of “Irish,” he fancied were at once intelligible, and

needed no other explanation. In this mood he made his entrance into

Sir Stafford's chamber, and so full of his own thoughts that the worthy

baronet could not fail to notice his preoccupation.

“Eh! Grounsel, what 's the matter, another row with my Lady, eh?” said

he, smiling with his own quiet smile.

“Not to-day. We 've not met this morning, and, consequently, the

armistice of yesterday is still unbroken! The fatigue of last night has,

doubtless, induced her to sleep a little longer, and so I have contrived

to arrive at noon without the risk of an apoplexy.”

“What fatigue do you allude to?”

“Oh, I forgot I have a long story for you. What do you suppose her

Ladyship has been performing now?”

“I 've heard all about it,” said Sir Stafford, pettishly. “George has

given me the whole narrative of that unlucky business. We must take care

of the poor fellow, Grounsell, and see that he wants for nothing.”

“You 're thinking of the pistol-shooting; but that 's not her Ladyship's

last,” said the doctor, with a malicious laugh. “It is as a Lady

Bountiful she has come out, and made her debut last night I am bound

to say with infinite success.” And, without further preface, Grounsell

related the whole adventure of Lady Hester's visit to the dwarf,

omitting nothing of those details we have already laid before

the reader, and dilating with all his own skill upon the possible

consequences of the step. “I have told you already about these

people: of that old fool, the father, with his Irish pride, his Irish

pretensions, his poverty, and his insane notions about family. Well,

his head a poor thing in the best of times is gone clean mad about this

visit. And then the girls! good, dear, affectionate children as they

are, they 're in a kind of paroxysm of ecstasy about her Ladyship's

style, her beauty, her dress, the charm of her amiability, the

fascination of her manner. Their little round of daily duties will

henceforth seem a dreary toil; the very offices of their charity

will lose all the glow of zeal when deprived of that elegance which

refinement can throw over the veriest trifle. Ay! don't smile at it, the

fact is a stubborn one. They 'd barter the deepest devotion they ever

rendered to assuage pain for one trick of that flattery with which my

Lady captivated them. Will all the poetry of poor Nelly's heart shut out

the memory of graces associated with the vanities of fashion? Will all

Kate's dutiful affection exalt those household drudgeries in her esteem,

the performances of which will henceforth serve to separate her more and

more from one her imagination has already enshrined as an idol?”

“You take the matter too seriously to heart, Grounsell,” said Sir

Stafford, smiling.

“Not a bit of it; I 've studied symptoms too long and too carefully not

to be ever on the look-out for results. To Lady Hester, this visit is

a little episode as easily forgotten as any chance incident of the

journey. But what an event is it in the simple story of their lives!”

“Well, well, it cannot be helped now; the thing is done, and there 's

an end of it,” said Sir Stafford, pettishly; “and I confess I cannot see

the matter as you do, for I have been thinking for two days back about

these Daltons, and of some mode of being of service to them, and this

very accident may suggest the way. I have been looking over some old

letters and papers, and I 've no doubt that I have had unintentionally,

of course a share in the poor fellow's ruin. Do you know, Grounsell,

that this is the very same Peter Dalton who once wrote to me the most

insulting letters, and even a defiance to fight a duel, because a

distant relative bequeathed to me a certain estate that more naturally

should have descended to him. At first, I treated the epistles as

unworthy of any serious attention, they were scarcely intelligible,

and not distinguished by anything like a show of reason; but when from

insult the writer proceeded to menace, I mentioned the affair to my

lawyer, and, indeed, gave him permission to take any steps that might be

necessary to rid me of so unpleasant a correspondent. I never heard more

of the matter; but now, on looking over some papers, I see that the case

went hardly with Dalton, for there was a 'rule to show cause,' and an

'attachment,' and I don't know what besides, obtained against him from

the King's Bench, and he was actually imprisoned eight months for this

very business; so that, besides having succeeded to this poor fellow's

property, I have also deprived him of his liberty. Quite enough of

hardship to have suffered at the hands of any one man and that one, not

an enemy.”

“And would you believe it, Onslow, we have talked over you and your

affairs a hundred times together, and yet he has never even alluded to

this? One would think that such an event would make an impression upon

most men; but, assuredly, he is either the most forgetful or the most

generous fellow on earth.”

“How very strange! And so you tell me that he remembers my name, and all

the circumstances of that singular bequest for singular it was from a

man whom I never saw since he was a boy.”

“He remembers it all. It was the last blow fortune dealt him, and,

indeed, he seemed scarcely to require so heavy a stroke to fell

him, for, by his own account, he had been struggling on, in debt and

difficulty, for many a year, putting off creditors by the plausible plea

that a considerable estate must eventually fall in to him. It is quite

certain that he believed this himself, but he also maintained a course

of expenditure that, were he even in possession of the property, it

would have been impossible to keep up. His brother-in-law's parsimony,

too, was a constant source of self-gratulation to him, fancying, as he

did, that a considerable sum in Bank stock would be among the benefits

of this bequest. To find himself cut off, without even a mention of his

name, was, then, to know that he was utterly, irretrievably ruined.”

“Poor fellow!” exclaimed Onslow; “I never suspected the case had been

so hard a one. His letters you shall see them yourself bore all the

evidence of a man more touchy on the score of a point of honor than

mindful of a mere money matter. He seemed desirous of imputing to me

who, as I have told you, never saw Mr. Godfrey for above forty years

something like undue influence, and, in fact, of having prejudiced his

brother-in-law against him. He dated his angry epistles from a park or a

castle I forget which and they bore a seal of armorial pretensions

such as an archduke might acknowledge. All these signs seemed to me so

indicative of fortune and standing, that I set my friend down for a very

bloodthirsty Irishman, but assuredly never imagined that poverty had

contributed its sting to the injury.”

“I can easily conceive all that,” said Grounsell. “At this very moment,

with want staring him on every side, he 'd rather talk of his former

style at confound the barbarous place, I never can remember the name

of it than he 'd listen to any suggestion for the future benefit of his

children.”

“I have been a grievous enemy to him,” said Sir Stafford, musingly.

“He reckons the loss at something like six thousand a year,” said

Grounsell.

“Not the half of it, doctor; the estate, when I succeeded to it, was

in a ruinous condition. A pauper and rebellious tenantry holding their

tenures on nominal rents, and either living in open defiance of all law,

or scheming to evade it by a hundred subterfuges. Matters are somewhat

better; but if so, it has cost me largely to make them so. Disabuse his

mind, I beg you, of this error. His loss was at least not so heavy as he

reckoned.”

“Faith, I'll scarcely venture on so very delicate a theme,” said

Grounsell, dryly. “I 'm not quite so sure how he 'd take it.”

“I see, doctor,” said Onslow, laughing, “that his duelling tastes have

impressed you with a proper degree of respect. Well, let us think of

something more to the purpose than rectifying a mere mistaken opinion.

How can we serve him? What can be done for him?”

“Ruined gentlemen, like second-hand uniforms, are generally sent to the

colonies,” said Grounsell; “but Dalton is scarcely fit for export.”

“What if we could get him appointed a magistrate in one of the West

India Islands?”

“New rum would finish him the first rainy season.”

“Is he fit for a consulship?”

“About as much as for Lord Chancellor. I tell you the man's pride would

revolt at anything to which a duty was annexed. Whatever you decide on

must be untrammelled by any condition of this kind.”

“An annuity, then, some moderate sum sufficient to support them in

respectability,” said Onslow; “that is the only thing I see for it, and

I am quite ready to do my part, which, indeed, is full as much a matter

of honor as generosity.”

“How will you induce him to accept it?”

“We can manage that, I fancy, with a little contrivance. I 'll consult

Prichard; he 's coming here this very day about these renewals, and he

'll find a way of doing it.”

“You'll have need of great caution,” said Grounsell; “without being

naturally suspicious, misfortune has rendered him very sensitive as to

anything like a slight. To this hour he is ignorant that his daughter

sells those little figures; and although he sees, in a hundred

appliances to his comfort, signs of resources of which he knows nothing,

he never troubles his head how the money comes.”

“What a strange character!”

“Strange indeed. True pride and false pride, manly patience, childish

petulance, generosity, selfishness, liberality, meanness, even to the

spirits alternating between boy-like levity and downright despair! The

whole is such a mixture as I never saw before, and yet I can fancy it is

as much the national temperament as that of the individual.”

And now Grounsell, launched upon a sea without compass or chart, hurried

off to lose himself in vague speculation about questions that have

puzzled, and are puzzling, wiser heads than his.

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