CHAPTER VIII.

GEORGE TAYLOR GIVES A PARTY.

Matilda laughed at him a great deal about his proposed expedition to

New York, telling him she did not believe that he was serious in saying

he entertained it. It was a beautiful night, soft, warm and lovely, the

clock was striking ten when Mark arose to depart. “If you will wait a

few minutes I will go a little way with you,” said Charles Taylor, he

withdrew to another room for his coat, then he rejoined him, passed his

arm in Mark Blakely’s and went out with him. “Is this New York project

a joke?” asked Charles. “Indeed, no, I have not quite made up my mind

to go, I think I shall; if so, I shall go in a week from this, why

should I not go, I have no settled home, no ties?” “Should you not,

Mark, be the happier if you had a settled home; you might form ties,

I think a roving life must be a very undesirable one.” “It is one I

was never fitted for, my inclination would lead me to love home and

domestic happiness, but as you know, I put that out of my power.” “For

a time, but that is over, you might marry again.” “I do not think I

ever shall,” returned Mark Blakely, feeling half prompted to tell his

unsuspicious friend that his own sister was the barrier.

“You have never married,” he resumed, allowing the impulse to die away.

Charles Taylor shook his head; “the cases are different,” he said: “In

your wife you lost one whom you could not regret.” “Don’t call her by

that name Charles;” burst forth Mark Blakely. “And in Janey I lost

one who was all the world to me who could never be replaced,” Charles

resumed, after a pause; “the cases were widely different.” “Yes,

widely different,” assented Mark Blakely, they walked on in silence,

each buried in his own thoughts, at the commencement of the road, Mark

Blakely stopped, and took Charles Taylor’s hand in his, “you shall not

come any farther with me.”

Charles stopped also, he had not intended to go farther. “You shall

really go to New York then.” “I believe I shall.” “Take my blessing

with you, then Blakely we may never meet again in this world.”

“What!” exclaimed Mark. “The medical men entertain hopes that my life

may not be terminated so speedily, I believe that a few months will end

it, I may not live to welcome you home.” It was the first intimation

Mark Blakely had received of Charles fatal malady, Charles explained

to him; he was overwhelmed. “Oh my friend! my friend! can not death

be coaxed to spare you!” he called out in excitement, how many have

vainly echoed the same cry! A few more words, a long grasp of the

lingering hands, and they parted, Charles with a God speed, Mark with a

different prayer, a God save upon his lips. Mark Blakely turned to the

road, Charles towards home. George Taylor’s dinner-table was spacious,

but the absence of one person from it was conspicuous. Mr. Blakely’s

chair was still left. “He would come yet.” George said there was no

clergyman present, and Charles Taylor said the grace, he sat at the

foot of the table opposite his cousin.

“We are thirteen!” exclaimed Mr. Feathersmith, a young man of this

aristocratic gathering, “it is the ominous number, you know.” Some of

them laughed. “What is that peculiar superstition?” asked Major Black,

“I have never been able to understand it.” “The superstition is that

if a party of thirteen sit down to dinner one of them is sure to die

before the year is up,” replied the young man, speaking with grave

seriousness. “Why is not thirteen as good a number to sit down as any

other number?” cried Major Black. “As good as fourteen, for instance?”

“It’s the odd number.” “The odd number; it’s no more the odd number

than any other number is odd that’s not even. What do you say to

eleven? What do you say to fifteen?” “I can’t explain it,” returned

the young man, with an air of indifference. “I only know that the

superstition does exist, and that I have noticed in more instances than

one that it has been carried out. Three or four parties of thirteen

who have sat down to dinner have lost one of their number before the

close of the year. You laugh at me, of course. I have been laughed at

before; but suppose you notice it now; there are thirteen of us, see

if we all are alive at the end of the year.” Charles Taylor in his

heart thought it not unlikely that one of them, at any rate, would

not be living. Several faces were smiling with amusement, the most

serious of them was Mark Blakely. “You don’t believe in it, Blakely?”

cried one, in surprise, as he gazed at him. “I certainly do not, why

should you ask it?” “You look so grave over it.” “I never like to

joke, though it be but a smile, on the subject of death,” replied

Mark. “I once received a lesson on the point, and it will serve me for

life.” “Will you tell us what it was?” interposed Mr. Feathersmith,

who was introduced to Mr. Blakely that day. “I cannot tell it now,”

replied Mark. “It is not a subject suited to a merry party,” he frankly

added, “but it would not tend to bear out your superstition, sir; you

are possibly thinking that it might.” “If I have sat down once with

thirteen, I have sat down fifty times,” cried Major Black, “and we

all lived the year out and many after that. I would not mention such

nonsense again, if I were you.” The young man did not answer for a

moment, he was enjoying a glass of wine. “Only notice, that’s all,”

said he, “I don’t want to act the simpleton, but I don’t like to sit

down with thirteen.” “Could we not make Bell the scapegoat and invoke

the evil to fall on his head?” cried a mocking voice. “It is his

fault.” “Mr. Feathersmith,” interrupted another, “how do you estimate

the time? Is the damage to accrue before this year is out or do you

give us full twelve months from this evening?” “Ridicule me as much as

you like,” said the young man, good humoredly. “All I say is, notice

if every one of us now here are alive this time next year, then I’ll

not put faith in it again. I hope we shall be.” “I hope we shall be,

too,” said Major Black. “You are a social subject, though, to invite

to dinner. I should fancy Mr. George Taylor was thinking so.” Mr.

George Taylor appeared to be thinking of something that rendered him

somewhat mentally disturbed, in point of fact his duties as host

were considerably broken into by listening at the door; above the

conversation, the clatter of plates, the drawing of corks, his ear was

alive, hoping for the knock which would announce Mr. Bell.

It was, of course, strange that he neither came nor sent, but no knock

seemed to come and George could only rally his powers and forget him.

It was a recherche repast. George Taylor’s state dinners always were;

no trouble or expense was spared at them; luxuries in season and out

of season were there; the turtle would seem richer at his table than

any other, the venison more than venison, the turkeys had a sweeter

flavor, the sparkling champagne was of the rarest vintage, the dinner

this day did not disgrace its predecessors and the guests seemed to

enjoy themselves to the utmost in spite of the absence of Mr. Bell and

Mr. Feathersmith’s prognostications thereon. The evening was drawing

on, and some of the gentlemen were solacing themselves with a cup of

coffee, when the butler slipped a note into George’s hand. “The man is

waiting for an answer, sir,” he whispered. George glided out of the

room and read it, so fully impressed was he that it came from Mr. Bell

explaining the cause of his absence that he had to read it twice over

before he could take in the fact that it was not from him; it was few

lines in pencil from the popular hotel and running as follows: “Dear

George, I am not feeling well and have stopped here on my journey, call

at once or I shall be gone to bed, Adam Miller.” One burning desire had

hung over George all the evening that he could run up to Bell’s, and

learn the cause of his absence. His absence in itself would not in the

least have troubled George, but he had a most urgent reason for wishing

to see him, hence his anxiety. To leave his guests to themselves would

have been scarcely the thing, but this note appeared to afford just

the excuse wanting, at any rate he determined to make it the excuse.

“A messenger brought this, I suppose,” he said to the butler. “Yes,

sir.” “My compliments and I will be with Mr. Miller directly.” George

went into the room again, intending to proclaim his proposed absence

and plead Mr. Miller’s illness which he would put up in a strong

light as his justification for the inroad upon good manners a sudden

thought came over him that he would only tell Charles. George drew him

aside, “Charles, you be host for me for half an hour,” he whispered.

“Mr. Miller has just sent me an urgent summons to come and see him at

the hotel; he was passing through here and was compelled to stop for

sickness.” “Won’t to-morrow morning do?” asked Charles. “No, I will be

back before they have time to miss me, if they do miss me, say it is

a duty of friendship that any one of them would have answered as I am

doing, if called upon. I’ll soon be back.” Away he went. Charles felt

unusually well that evening and exerted himself for his cousin. Once

out of the house George hesitated whether he should go to see Mr. Bell

or Mr. Miller. He went to Mr. Miller. They had been friends first at

school, then at college, and since up to now. “I am sorry to have sent

for you,” exclaimed Mr. Miller holding out his hand. “I hear you have

friends this evening.” “It’s the kindest thing you could have done for

me this evening,” answered George. “I would have given anything for

a plea to be absent myself, and your letter came and afforded it.”

What, else they said, was between themselves; it was not much, and in

five minutes he was on his way to Bell’s; on he strode his eager feet

scarcely touching the ground, he lifted his hat and wiped his brow,

hot with anxiety; it was a very bright night the moon high; he reached

the mansion, and rang the bell: “Is Mr. Bell at home?” “He’s gone to

the North River,” was the answer. “A pretty trick he played me this

evening,” said George in a tone of dismay. “What trick,” repeated the

house-keeper. “Gone to North River, it cannot be.” “He is,” said she

positively; “when I came from market, I found him going off by the

train he had received a message which took him up.”

“Why did he not call upon me, he knew the necessity there was for me

to see him, he ought to have come.” “I conclude he was in a hurry to

catch the train,” said she. “Why did he not send?” “I heard him send

a verbal message by one of the servants to the effect that he was

summoned unexpectedly to North River, and could not, therefore, attend

your dinner. How early you have broken up!” “We have not broken up,

I left my guests to see after him. No message was brought to me.”

“Then I will enquire,” began she, rising, but George waved her back.

“It is of little consequence,” he said. “It might have saved me some

suspense, but I am glad I got the dinner over without knowing it. I

would like to see him.” George arose to go. “Not there, not that way,”

she said, for George was turning as if he would go into a dark hall,

and she arose and went with him to the door. He intended to take the

lonely road homewards, that dark, narrow road you may remember, where

the maple trees met overhead. All at once George Taylor did take a

step back with a start, when just inside the walk there came a dismal

groan from some dark figure seated on a broken bench. It was all dark

there, the thick maple trees hid the moon. George had just emerged

from where her beams shone bright and open, and not at first did he

distinguish who was sitting there, but his eyes grew accustomed to the

obscurity. “Charles,” he uttered in consternation, “is that you?” For

answer, Charles Taylor caught hold of his cousin, bent forward and

laid his head on George’s arm, another deep groan breaking from him;

that George Taylor would rather have been waylaid by a real ghost than

by his cousin at that particular time and place, was certain; better

that the whole world should detect any undue anxiety for Mr. Bell’s

companionship then than Charles Taylor, at least George thought so,

but conscience makes the best of us cowards, nevertheless he gave his

earnest sympathy to his cousin. “Lean on me Charles, let me support

you, how have you been taken sick?” another minute and the paroxysm of

pain was past. Charles wiped the moisture from his brow, and George sat

down on the narrow bench beside him. “How came you to be here alone,

Charles. Where is your carriage?” “I ordered the carriage early and it

came just as you were going away,” explained Charles. “Feeling well, I

sent it away again, saying I would walk home, the pain struck me just

as I reached this spot and but for the bench I should have fallen.”

“But George, what brings you here?” was the next very natural question.

“You told me that you was going to see Miller?” “So I was--so I did,”

said George, speaking volubly. “I found him poorly, I told him that

he would do better in bed and came away; it was a nice night; I felt

inclined for a run, and went to Bell’s to ask what kept him away. He

was sent for up at North River it seems, and sent an apology, but I

did not get it. In some way or other I think it was misplaced by the

servants.” Charles Taylor might well have rejoined “If Bell was away

where did you stop,” but he made no remark. “Are they all gone,” asked

George, alluding to his guests. “They are all gone, I made it right

with them respecting your absence; my being there was almost the same

thing, they appeared to regard it so. George, I believe I must have

your arm as far as the house, see what an old man I am getting to be.”

“Will you not rest longer, I am in no hurry as they have gone? What can

this pain be that seems to be attacking you of late?” “Has it never

occurred to you what it might be?” rejoined Charles. “No,” replied

George, but he noticed that Charles’ tone was a peculiar one, and he

began to think of all the ailments that flesh is heir to. “It cannot be

rheumatism, can it Charles?” “It is something worse than rheumatism,”

he said, in his serene, ever thoughtful tone. “A short time George,

and you will control my share of the business.” George’s heart seemed

to stand still and then bound onward in a tumult. “What do you mean,

Charles; what do you think is the matter with you?” “Do you remember

what killed my mother?” There was a painful pause. “Oh, Charles!”

“That is it,” said Charles quietly. “I hope you are mistaken! I hope

you are mistaken!” reiterated George. “Have you a physician; you must

have advice!” “I have had it, Brown confirms my suspicions. I asked

for the truth.” “Who is Brown,” returned George, disparagingly. “Go to

London, Charles, and consult the best medical men there.”

“For the satisfaction of you all I can do so,” he replied; “but it will

not benefit me.” “Good heavens! what a dreadful thing,” uttered George,

with feeling; “what a blow to fall upon you.” “You would regard it so

were it to fall upon you, and naturally you are young, joyous, and have

something to live for.” George Taylor did not feel joyous then, had not

felt particularly joyous for a long time; some how his own care was

a burden to him; he lifted his right hand to his temple and kept it

there; Charles suffered his own hand to fall upon George’s left, which

rested on his knee. “Don’t grieve, George, I am more than resigned. I

think of it as a happy change; this world at its best is full of care;

if we seem free from it one year it only falls more unsparingly the

next; it is wisely ordered, were the world made too pleasant for us, we

might be wishing it was our permanent home; few weary of it, whatever

may be their care, until they have learned to look for a better. In the

days gone by, I have felt tempted to wonder why Janey should have been

taken,” resumed Charles. “I see now how merciful the fiat was, George.

I have been more thoughtfully observant perhaps, than many are, and I

have learned to see, to know, how marvelously all the fiats are fraught

with mercy; full of dark sorrows as they may seem to us, it would have

been a bitter trial to me to leave her here unprotected in deep sorrow.

I scarcely think I could have been reconciled to go, and I know what

her grief would have been. All’s for the best.” Very rare was it for

undemonstrative Charles thus to express his hidden sentiments. George

never knew him to do so before; the time and place were peculiarly

fitted for it, the still, bright night, telling of peacefulness, the

shady trees around, the blue sky overhead; in these paroxysms of pain

Charles felt himself brought face to face with death. “It will be a

blow to Mary,” said George, the thought striking him. “She will feel

it as one. Charles, can nothing be done for you?” was the impulsive

rejoinder. “Could it have been done for my mother?” “I know, but

since then science has been broadened; diseases once incurable yield

now to medical skill. I wish you would go to London. There are some

diseases which bring death with them in spite of human skill, which

will bring it to the end of time,” rejoined Charles. “This is one.”

“Well, Charles, you have given me enough for to-night, and for a great

many more nights and days, too. I wish I had not heard it; it is a

dreadful affliction for you. I must say it is a dreadful affliction.”

“The disease or the ending you mean?” asked Charles, with a smile.

“Both are, but I spoke more particularly of the disease. The disease in

itself is a lingering death, and nothing better.” “A lingering death

is the most favored, as I regard it; a sudden death the most unhappy

one. See what time has given me to set my house in order,” he added,

the sober smile deepening. “I must not fail to do it well.” “And the

pain, Charles, that will be lingering, too.” “I must bear it.” He

rose as he spoke, and put his arm in his cousin’s. He stood a minute

or two as if getting strength, and then walked on, leaning heavily

on George. It was the pain, the excessive agony, that unnerved him;

a little while, and he would seem in the possession of his strength

again. “George, I can not tell how you will manage the business when I

am gone,” he continued, more in a business-like tone. “I think of it a

great deal. Sometimes I fancy it might be better if you took a staid,

sober partner, one of middle age, a thorough man of business. Great

confidence has been accorded me, you know, George. I suppose people

like my steady habits.”

“They like you for your honest integrity;” returned George, the words

seemed to break from him impulsively, “I shall manage very well, I dare

say, when the time comes, I suppose I must settle down to business

to be more like what you have been, I can,” he continued in a sort

of soliloquy, “I can, and I will.” But they walked on slowly neither

saying a word until they reached the house. George shook hands with

his cousin, “don’t you attempt to come to business to-morrow,” he said,

“I will come up in the evening to see you.”

“Won’t you come in now, George?” “Thank you. Good night, Charles, I

heartily wish you better.” There went on the progress of a few days

and another week had dawned and Charles seemed to all appearances to

be improving, he arose now to the early breakfast table, he began to

hasten to business for there was much work there with the accounts,

and one morning when they were at breakfast the old servant entered

with one or two letters for Charles, but before the old man could

reach his master, whose back was toward the door, Mary made him a

sign and he laid the letters down on a remote table. Charles had been

receiving a large number of letters of late, and Mary was fearful that

so much business might bring on another of those spells and deemed it

just as well that he should at least eat his breakfast in peace. The

circumstances of the letters having passed from her mind he ate on in

silence, but Martha and Matilda were discussing certain news which they

had received the previous day, news which had surprised them concerning

the engagement of a lady who had looked upon matrimony as folly.

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