CHAPTER IV.

AN UNEXPECTED DEATH.

Charles having reached the station, taken the train to Waterville

in response to the telegram, and when he reached there taken a

carriage and was driven to the residence of Marshall Bangs, he found

the decaying invalid sitting on a sofa in his bed-room; he had just

recovered from a fainting spell, and he had recovered only to be the

more weak. He was standing on the lawn before his house talking with

a friend when he suddenly fell to the ground. He did not recover

consciousness until evening, and nearly the first wish he expressed

was a desire to see his friend and partner, Charles Taylor. “Dispatch

for him” he said to his wife. Mrs. Bangs had a horror for fevers,

especially when they were confined to everybody; at the present time

she considered herself out of the reach of it, and no amount of

persuasion could induce her to return, but her husband had grown tired

and restless and was determined to go home, but let her remain until

the fever had taken its departure, hence the dispatch. On the second

day he was well enough to converse with Charles on business affairs,

and that over, he expressed the wish that Charles would take him home.

Charles mentioned it to Mrs. Bangs; it did not meet her approbation.

“You should have opposed it entirely,” she said, in a firm tone. “But

why so, Mrs. Bangs, if he desires to return, I think he should.” “Not

while the fever lingers there; were he to take it and die I should

never forgive myself.” Charles had no fear of the fever for himself,

and did not fear it for his friend; he intimated as much, “it is not

the fever that will hurt him, Mrs. Bangs.” “You have no right to say

that. Mrs. Brewster, a month ago, would have said that she did not

fear it for Mary Ann, and now she is dying, or dead, you confess you

did not think that she could last more than a day or two when you

left.” “I certainly did not,” said Charles. “She looked fearfully

ill and emaciated, but that has nothing to do with Mr. Bangs.” “I

cannot conceive how you could be so imprudent as to venture into her

sick-room,” cried Mrs. Bangs, “indeed that you went to the house at

all while the fever was in it.” “There could be no risk in my going

into her room, nothing is the matter with her now but debility.” “We

cannot tell, Mr. Taylor, when risk ends or when it begins; had not so

many hours elapsed before you came here I should feel afraid of you.”

Charles smiled. But he wished he had said nothing of his visit to the

sick-room, for he was one of those who observe strict consideration

for the feelings and prejudices of others; there was no help for it

now. “It is not I that shall be returning to Bellville yet,” said Mrs.

Bangs, “the sickly old place must give proof of its renewed health

first; you will not get either me nor Mr. Bangs there for quite a

while.”

“What does the doctor think of the fever, that it will linger long?”

“On the night I came away he told me he believed it was going at last.

I hope he will prove right.”

Charles Taylor spoke to his partner of his marriage arrangements. He

had received a letter from Mary the morning after he left, in which she

agreed to the proposal that Janey should be her temporary guest. This

removed all barriers to the immediate union. “But, Charles, suppose

Mary Ann should die,” observed Mr. Bangs. This conversation was taking

place on the day previous to their leaving Waterville, where Charles

had now been three days. “In that case, I suppose it will have to be

postponed,” he replied, “but I hope for better news. That she is not

dead yet is certain, or they would have written to me, and in such

cases, if a patient can pull through the first debility, recovery may

be possible.” “Have you heard from Janey?” “No. I have written to her

twice, but in each letter I told her I would soon be home; therefore,

most likely she did not write, thinking it would miss me. Had the worst

happened, they would have written to me at all events.” “So you will

marry soon, if she lives?” “Very soon.” “I hope that God will bless

you both,” cried the invalid. “She will be a wife in a thousand.”

Charles thought she would, but did not say so. “I wish I had never left

Bellville,” he said, turning his haggard, but still fine blue eyes upon

his friend. Charles was silent. None had regretted the departure more

than he. “I wish I could go back to it to die.” “My dear friend, I hope

you may live many years to bless us. If you can get through the winter,

and I see no reason why you should not, with care, you may regain your

strength and be as well as ever.” The invalid shook his head. “It will

never be.” While they were thus engaged a servant called Charles from

the room. A telegram had arrived for him at the station, and a boy had

brought it over. A conviction of what it contained flashed over Charles

Taylor’s heart as he opened it; the death of Mary Ann Brewster. From

Mrs. Brewster it proved to be, not much more satisfactory than Mrs.

Bangs, for if hers was unexplanatory this was incoherent. “The breath

has just left my daughter’s body. Mrs. Brewster.” Charles returned to

the room, his mind full; in the midst of his sorrow and regret for

Mary Ann, his compassion for her mother, and he did really feel sorry,

intruded the thoughts of his marriage; it must be postponed now. “What

did he want with you,” asked Mr. Bangs when Charles returned to him.

“He brought me a telegram from Bellville.” “A business message?” “No,

sir; from Mrs. Brewster.” By the tone of his voice, by the falling of

his countenance, he could read what had occurred, but he kept silent,

waiting for him to speak. “Poor Mary Ann is gone.” “It will make a

delay in your plans, Charles,” said Mr. Bangs sorrowfully, after some

minutes had been given to expressions of regret. “It will, sir.” The

invalid leaned back in his chair, and said in a low voice, “I shall not

be long after her, I feel that I shall not.”

Very early indeed did they start in the morning, long before daybreak.

They would reach Bellville at twelve at night, all things being well;

a weary day, a long one at any rate, and the train steamed into

Bellville. The clock was striking twelve. Mr. Bangs’ carriage stood

waiting. A few minutes was spent in collecting baggage. “Shall I give

you a seat as far as the bank, Mr. Taylor?” inquired Mr. Bangs. “Thank

you; no I shall just go for a minute’s call on Mrs. Brewster.” Mr.

Davis who was in the station getting mail heard the words, he turned

hastily, caught Charles by the hand and drew him aside. “Are you

aware of what has happened?” “Yes,” replied Charles, “Mrs. Brewster

telegraphed to me last night.” Mr. Davis pressed his hand and moved on,

Charles taking the road that would lead him to Mrs. Brewster’s house.

It is now ten days since he was there, the house looked precisely as it

did then, all in darkness, except the dull light that burned from Mary

Ann’s sick room; it burnt there still; then it was lighting the living;

now--Charles Taylor rang the bell gently, does any one like to go with

a fierce peal to a house where death is an inmate? Eliza opened the

door as usual and burst into tears when she saw who it was. “I said

it would bring you back, sir!” she exclaimed. “Does Mrs. Brewster bear

it pretty well,” he asked, as she showed him into the drawing-room.

“No, sir; not over well,” sobbed the girl. “I’ll tell the mistress that

you are here.” He stood over the fire as he had done before, it was

low now like it was then, strangely still seemed the house, he could

almost have told that one was lying dead in it, he listened waiting

for the step of Janey, hoping that she would be the first to meet him.

Eliza returned. “My mistress says, would you be kind enough to come

to her.” Charles followed her upstairs, she went to the room where he

had been taken the other time, Mary Ann’s room, in reality the room

of Mrs. Brewster; but it had been given to Mary Ann for her sickness.

Eliza with soft tread crossed the corridor to the door and opened it.

Was she going to show him into the presence of the dead. He thought

she must have mistaken Mrs. Brewster’s orders and he hesitated on the

threshhold. “Where is Miss Janey,” he whispered. “Who, sir;” “Miss

Janey, is she well?” The girl stared at him, flung the door wide open

and gave a loud cry as she flew down the stairs. He looked after her in

amazement, had she gone mad, then he turned and walked into the room

with a hesitating step. Mrs. Brewster was coming forward to meet him,

she was convulsed with grief, he took both her hands in his with a

soothing gesture, essaying a word of comfort, not of inquiry why she

should have brought him to this room, he glanced at the bed expecting

to see the corpse upon it; but the bed was empty and at that moment his

eyes caught another sight.

Seated by the fire in an invalid chair surrounded by pillows covered

with shawls, with a wan, attenuated face and eyes that seemed to have

a glaze over them was--who? Mary Ann? It certainly was Mary Ann, in

life yet, for she feebly held out her hand in welcome, and the tears

suddenly gushed from her eyes, “I am getting better, Mr. Taylor.”

Charles Taylor--how shall I write it, for one minute he was blind

to what it could all mean, his whole mind was a chaos of astonished

perplexity, and then when the dreadful truth burst upon him he

staggered against the wall with a wailing cry of agony, it was Janey

who had died. Charles Taylor leaned against the wall in his shock

of agony; it was one of those moments that can come only once in a

life-time, in many lives never, when the greatest of earthly misery

bursts upon the startled spirit, shattering it for all time. Were

Charles Taylor to live a hundred years he could never know another

moment like this, the power so to feel would have left him. It had not

left him yet; it had scarcely come to him in its full realization;

at present he was half stunned. Strange as it may seem, the first

impression upon his mind was that he was so much nearer the next world.

How am I to define this nearness? It was not that he was nearer to it

by time or in goodness; nothing of that.

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