IX

"Never I think I come to Monterey again," said Don Roberto, as the 'bus

which contained his party only drove from the little toy station to the

big toy hotel. "Once I hate all the Spanish towns, because so

extravagant I am before that I feel 'fraid, si I return, I am all the

same like then; but now I am old and the habits fixit; and now I know my

moneys go to be safe with Trennahan, I feel more easy in the mind and

can enjoy. But I no go to the town, for all is change, I suppose: all

the womens grown old and poor, and all the mens dead--by the drink,

generalmente. Very fortunate I am I no stay there; meeting Eeram in

time. Ay, yi! What kind de house is this? Look like paper, and the

grounds so artifeecial. No like much."

Magdaléna hardly knew her father these last months. From the day that he

found a reminiscent pleasure in the mild diversions of Menlo he had

visibly softened. From the day he was assured of Trennahan he had become

almost expansive, and at times was moved to generosity. Upon one

occasion he had doubled Magdaléna's allowance, and at Christmas he had

given her a hundred dollars; and he had paid the bills of the season

without a murmur. The fear which had haunted him during the last thirty

years,--that he should suddenly relapse into his native extravagance and

squander his patrimony and his accumulated millions, dying as the

companions of his youth had died,--he dismissed after he met Trennahan.

Polk had been the iron mine to the voracious magnet in his character. In

the natural course of things Polk would outlive him; but the possibility

of Polk's extermination by railroad accident or small-pox had been a

second devil of torment, and during the past year he had visibly failed.

Now, however, there was Trennahan to take his place. Don Roberto would

enjoy life once more, a second youth. He was almost happy. If he felt

his will rotting, he would transfer all his vast interests to Trennahan

in trust for his wife and daughter, retaining a large income. He did not

believe, at this optimistic period, that there was any real danger,

after an inflexible resistance of thirty years; but he also realised for

the first time what the strain of those thirty years had been.

Helena, dazzlingly fair in a frock of forest green, and surrounded by

five new admirers, three Eastern and two English tourists, awaited

Magdaléna on the verandah. The strangers gave Magdaléna a faint shock:

being the only well-dressed men she had ever seen except Trennahan, they

assumed a family likeness to him, and seemed to steal something of his

preeminence among men. She commented distantly on this fact as she went

up the stair with Helena.

"Oh, your little tin god on wheels is not the only one," replied Helena,

the astute. "There are five here with possibilities besides dress, and

more coming to-morrow. They _are_ such a relief! If I feel real wicked

to-morrow night--well, never mind!"

"Helena! You will not make those four young men any more miserable than

they are now?"

Helena shook her head. She was looking very naughty. "Four months, my

dear! I didn't realise what I had endured until I had this sudden

vacation. Two days of blissful rest, and then the variations for which I

was born."

They were in Helena's room, and Magdaléna sat down by the open window,

where she could smell the cypresses, and regarded her beloved friend

more critically than was her habit.

"I wonder if you will ever mature,--get any heart?" she said.

"'Léna! What do you mean! Heart? Don't I love you and my father; and the

other girls--some?"

"I don't mean that kind. Nor falling in love, either. I never expressed

myself very well, but you know what I mean."

"Oh, bother. What were men and women made for but to amuse each other?"

"Life isn't all play."

"It is for a time--when you're young. I am sure that that is what Nature

intended, and that the people who don't see it are those who make the

mistakes with their lives. Otherwise life would be simply

outrageous,--no balance, no compensation. After a certain age even fools

become serious: they can't help it, for life begins to take its revenge

for permitting them to be young at all, and to hope, and all that sort

of thing. Therefore those that don't make the most of youth and all that

goes with it are something more than fools."

Magdaléna looked at her in dismay. "How do you realise that, at your

age? I have lived alone, thought more--had more time to think and to

read--but I never should--"

"I have intuitions. And I've seen more of the world than you have. I see

everything that goes on--you can bet your life on that. Talk about my

powers of concentration! They're nothing to my antennae."

"But have you no principles of right and wrong? No morality? You would

not deliberately sacrifice others to your own pleasure, would you?"

"Wouldn't I? I don't take the least pleasure in cruelty, like some

women. If I could give people oblivion draughts, I'd do it in a

minute--for my vanity has nothing to do with it, either. But the world

is at my feet, and there it shall stay, no matter who pays the piper. I

love life. I love everything about it. I've never seen anything in the

world I thought ugly. I don't think anything is ugly. If it was, I

should hate it. I've never been through a slum,--a horrid slum, that

is,--and I don't want to. The beauty of the earth intoxicates me. When I

even think about it, much less look at it, I feel perfectly wild with

delight to think that I am alive. And my senses are so keen. I see so

far. I can hear miles. I believe I can hear the grass grow. I eat and

drink little, but that little gives me delight. A glass of cold spring

water intoxicates me. And, above all, I enjoy being loved. I never

forget how much you and papa love me. I couldn't exist without either of

you. Papa is looking much better since he came down. Don't you think so?

And I like to see love in the eyes of men I don't care a rap about.

Their eyes are like impersonal mirrors for me to read the secrets of the

future in. And I don't really hurt them. Most men have a lot of

superfluous love in them. I may as well have it as another. It won't

interfere with the destination of the reserve in the least."

"Helena!" exclaimed Magdaléna, with a sinking heart. "I believe you are

a genius."

"I have the genius of personality, but I couldn't do a thing to save my

life."

Magdaléna breathed freely again.

X

Trennahan, who was to have arrived in time to dine with the Belmonts and

Yorbas, missed his train and took his dinner alone. Afterward, he saw

Magdaléna for a few moments in the Yorbas' private parlour, but she had

to dress, and he went off to smoke in the grounds with Don Roberto, Mr.

Polk, Mr. Washington, and Colonel Belmont. They subsequently had a game

of bowls, and--excepting Colonel Belmont--several cocktails. When they

suddenly remembered that a ball was in progress to which they were

expected, it was eleven o'clock, and Trennahan was not dressed.

It was Helena's ball, but she had made every man promise to look after

the wall-flowers, that she might be at liberty to enjoy herself. Her

aunt, Mrs. Yorba, and Magdaléna received with her; and as all the guests

had arrived by the same train, and had dressed at about the same time,

the arduous duty of receiving was soon over. Helena left the stragglers

to her chaperons and prepared to amuse herself. As usual, she had

refused to engage herself for any dances, but she gave the first two to

her devoted four, then announced her intention to dance no more for the

present. The truth was that one of her minute high-heeled slippers

pinched, but this she had no intention of acknowledging; if men wished

to think her an angel, so they should. She was a sensible person, far

too practical to reduce the sum of her happiness by physical discomfort;

but the slippers, which she had never tried on, matched her gown, and

she had no others with her that did. But the one rift in her lute

induced a sympathetic rift in her temper.

The party was very gay and pretty. The rooms had been fantastically

decorated with red berries and snowballs, pine, and cedar. The leader of

the band was in that stage of intoxication which promised music to make

the soles of the dado tingle. All the girls had brought their prettiest

frocks, and all the matrons their diamonds. There were no tiaras in the

Eighties, but there were a few necklaces, stars, and ear-rings--of the

vulgar variety known as "solitaires." It is true that certain of the

Fungi looked like crystal chandeliers upon occasion; but Helena would

have none of them.

Herself had rarely been more lovely,--in floating clouds of pale pink

tulle, which looked like a shower of almond blossoms. Her hair was roped

up with pearls, hinting the head-dress of Juliet, but stopping short of

eccentric effect. She wore nothing to break the lines of her throat and

neck, but on her arms were quantities of odd and beautiful "bangles,"

many made from her own suggestions, others picked up in different parts

of the world.

She was standing opposite the door in the middle of the room as

Trennahan entered, leaning lightly upon a little table to rest her

mischievous foot. Only one man was beside her at the moment, and

Trennahan's view of her was uninterrupted. He knew at once who she was.

His second impression was that he had seen few girls so beautiful. His

third, that she possessed something more potent than beauty, and that he

was responding to it with a certain wild flurry of the senses, and a

certain glad exultation in youth and danger which had not been his

portion for many a long year. The instinct of the hunter leaped from its

tomb, shocked into the eager quivering life of its youth. Trennahan was

appalled to hear the fine web he had spun between his senses and his

spirit rent in a second, then gratified at the youthful singing in his

blood. The old joy in recklessness, in surrender to the delirium of the

senses, came back to him. He pushed them roughly aside, and looked about

for Magdaléna. She was listening to the rapid delivery of Mr. Rollins.

He thought she looked ill, and was about to go to her when Colonel

Belmont took him by the arm.

"You must meet my daughter," he said. "Oh, bother! There go half a

dozen."

When Trennahan reached Helena, he was presented in the same breath with

two other new arrivals, and her slipper was fairly biting. She did not

even hear his name. She was in a mood to make her swains unhappy; and

she liked Trennahan's face, and what she saw there. There was eager

admiration in his eyes and nostrils, and on his face the record of a man

who might possibly be her match. Of man's deeper and more personal life

she never thought. She had heard that men sometimes loved married women,

and others whose like she had never seen; but she hated the mere fact of

vice as she did all forms of ugliness, and dismissed it from her mind.

She read in Trennahan's face that he had had many flirtations, nothing

more.

"I am not going to dance any more to-night," she announced. She placed

her hand in Trennahan's arm. "Take me to the conservatory," she said.

There was really nothing for him to do but take her. But it was three

hours before either was seen again.

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