laid upon her, she moved towards that roughly-fashioned shrine.
Reaching the steps, she paused again. This was where the peasants
knelt to pray. Did they go empty away, she wondered? She wished
again, passionately, that she were as one of them. At least they had
a measure of faith. A sudden agony caught at her heart. Why had she
lost hers? In the old days, kneeling by Aunt Bobby's side, no
troublous questionings had ever arisen within her. In a fashion
Bobby's faith had seemed to suffice for them both. She had been so
sure that Bobby's pure spirit was safely anchored in reality. But
now all that was gone, since Bobby had cheated her. She was left
stranded and alone in a world of unimaginable desolation, a world in
which only evil flourished.
Yet still she stood before the Shrine of Suffering, waiting--waiting
for a sign.
She never knew afterwards how it happened. There was no visible
influence at work. No voice or touch or vision came to her. But
after a space of which she had no reckoning, she suddenly found
herself kneeling on the stone. The pitcher was pushed aside, the
roses were fallen from it, and she was bowed forward, weeping, her
two hands clutching desperately at the base of the Cross.
Words--words which Aunt Bobby had tenderly taught her long ago--fell
piteously from her lips. She did not know why she uttered them.
"Nothing in my hand I bring,
Simply to Thy Cross I cling...."
The Cross! The Cross! This was what it meant then to be made
perfect through suffering. Kneeling there in utter helplessness, it
came to her as by a great flash of illumination.
And something else came to her also--something that she had never
known before--was it an actual Presence by her side?--or a still
small Voice that spoke within?
She knew not. Only--when It was past--she lifted her face in
wonderment and knew that the ground whereon she knelt was holy.
Later she picked up the fallen roses and replaced them in their
jar,--smelt them--kissed them--and softly went away.
CHAPTER VIII
THE MIRROR
That afternoon, sitting under the awning that sheltered the _façade_
of a dream hotel, looking forth upon a dream sea of purest, deepest
blue, Rosemary made a suggestion which frankly astounded her
companion.
"I think," she said, "I should like to go into a convent."
"Gracious Heaven!" said Dick Dynamo, and after that said no more
while his cigarette lasted.
Then, having with capable brown fingers removed the end from the
holder, he tossed it away, and spoke.
"You can't do that," he said.
"Why not?" said Rosemary.
He gave her an odd look. "You haven't done anything to deserve it,"
he said.
Her brow contracted a little. "One isn't obliged to be wicked
first," she said. "It's for the people who are tired and want to
hide as well."
"Does that describe your case?" he asked.
She nodded thoughtfully. "I want to learn to be good," she said.
"You haven't learnt to be anything else yet," he pointed out.
"I'm afraid one doesn't want much teaching in that way," said
Rosemary with a sigh.
"You're very young," said Dick Dynamo.
Thereafter he was silent for a space, watching her as was his wont, a
certain shrewd amusement in his eyes.
He spoke at last, but more to himself than to her. "No, I'm not
going to let you bury yourself in a convent. You're too good for
that. I think I know what your trouble is." He addressed her now
definitely. "You're homesick."
She did not contradict him. The very word "home" seemed to bring her
heart into her throat. Aunt Bobby--Little Staple--all that she had
once held so lightly--rose in a flash before her. All that had once
been hers and would never be hers again!
What could he know about it--this man with the iron-grey hair and
cynical, worn features? He had travelled the world for years for his
own amusement. What could the word mean to him?
"Whatever I am," she said, speaking with difficulty as he seemed to
expect some sort of answer to his challenge, "it's no good talking
about it, because I can't go back."
He smiled at that in a way she did not understand. There were many
things she did not understand about him. "You can certainly go back
if you want to," he said.
She felt herself turn scarlet. "Oh no, I couldn't--I couldn't!" she
said.
"Why not?" he questioned lazily. "Do you think I should prevent you?"
"No--no!" She began to stammer in desperate confusion. "You
are--much too kind--to--to want to keep me--against my will. It's
only--what everyone would be saying--and--and--" Bobby's name was on
her lips, but she could not utter it; she plunged into quivering
silence.
He did not seem to notice her agitation; she had noticed before that
he was strangely blind at times. "What would everyone be saying?" he
asked.
Rosemary uttered a half-choked sound of distress. "You must--know,"
she faltered.
"My dear child," he said, "I merely wanted to find out if you did.
You mean that everyone within a radius of ten miles or so of your old
home is suffering from pious shock because you are travelling in my
company unchaperoned. Is that it?"
She nodded. "Yes."
"Do you think they know?" he proceeded.
"They would know--if I went back," she said.
"Not unless you told them," he argued. "It's a very unlikely story,
after all. I rather doubt if they'd believe it if you did."
"They'd probably believe--something worse," said Rosemary, with
burning cheeks.
"They probably would," he agreed. "It's an uncharitable world, isn't
it? But that being the case, why worry? Surely you are happier
where you are!"
"I know I ought to be," said Rosemary, "but--but--" with a great
effort she brought out the words--"it isn't only oneself that counts,
is it? If--if--I went into a convent, I could write to them then,
and say I was safe."
"You can write to them now and say the same, if you so wish," he
remarked somewhat dryly.
"Oh no, I couldn't," she said again. "I couldn't!"
He took out his cigarette-case, and she felt with relief that his
look was no longer upon her. "It would be strictly true," he said.
"I couldn't," she repeated.
He began to smoke again thoughtfully.
"I wonder," he said presently, "excluding the convent idea of course,
what you would most like to do."
"I think I ought to work for my living," said Rosemary. She spoke in
a low voice but with more assurance than before. His manner gave her
a measure of confidence. "You see, I always have worked. I'm used
to it."
He threw her a brief glance. "Yes? What sort of work?" he said.
She hesitated. It was difficult to make him see life as she had
always seen it hitherto.
"One was always busy on the farm, you know," she said.
"Who ran the farm?" asked Dick Dynamo.
It was the first time he had betrayed any interest in her past
existence. She felt as if a definite command had been laid upon her
to lift the curtain and show him the world in which she had moved up
to the time of her amazing flight with him.
She complied with an effort, but as she proceeded she was surprised
to find the task less difficult than she had thought. She knew that
he was listening intently. "Aunt Bobby ran it," she said, and, once
uttered, her lips no longer faltered at the name. "She has done it
for years. Grandpa was alive at first, then he died and we still
went on at Little Staple, she and Aunt Matilda and I."
"Is your Aunt Matilda married?" he put in.
"No, oh no, she never married," said Rosemary, "but she must have
been thinking of it once, for that bride's dress I wore was made for
her. But she never did anything on the farm. She was too delicate,
and besides, she never wanted to. Aunt Bobby did all the work. I
used to help a little, not much; but I had my lessons to do."
"Who taught you?" he said.
"Aunt Bobby." Rosemary's voice quivered a little; the vision of Aunt
Bobby's sweet flushed face bent over her ironing while she sat on the
window-seat and repeated her French poetry rose before her. "She
made me work very hard at them. But she worked much harder herself.
She never rested."
"Was the farm a success?" he asked.
Rosemary was a little vague. "The pigs were, I think," she said. "I
don't know much about the rest. Oh yes, the eggs were too. And she
used to make butter. But there was never any money to spare. I
suppose it all went in rent."
"Oh, she didn't own the farm then?" His voice had a casual ring, yet
she knew that he was interested.
"Oh no. That belonged to Silas Hickory." The old jealous resentment
sounded in the words, and her companion turned his head and surveyed
her. "He was always in and out. I think he helped quite a lot over
the pigs and things. But I didn't like him much."
"Thought he came too often, eh?" he suggested with lazy humour.
She felt the colour rising again. "He was just a common farmer," she
protested.
"Oh, was he?" said Dick Dynamo. "And she was partial to him, I
gather?"
Rosemary winced. Somehow it seemed to her as if the half-malicious
satire had been levelled at herself. "She was always
very--neighbourly to him," she said, and shrank again involuntarily
at the sound of his laugh.
"Well, why aren't they married, then?" he said.
The question seemed to pierce her. She got up quickly. Her face was
crimson. "You've no right to say that," she said. "Of course she
would never marry him! You don't understand--nothing will ever make
you believe--that--that, whatever may have happened when she was
young--she has really been waiting for you--ever since."
His dark eyes came direct to hers. He did not stir in his seat, nor
did the cruel smile leave his face. "And you believe that?" he said.
"You?"
She flinched again, but she answered him bravely. "Yes, I do. There
are lots of things I don't understand. But I know that is true.
I--have seen it."
"Seen what?" he said.
She told him, feeling that she spoke to a mask. "I've seen it--in
her eyes. She didn't often speak of you. Only once--or twice--when
I asked. But she wore your ring always, night and day, on her right
hand. I asked her once--when we were alone--if you were ever coming
back. She said--she said--" suddenly Rosemary began to sob, she
scarcely knew why, save that the memory of Aunt Bobby and all her
loving ways had become too poignant to be borne--"she said, 'If God
wills, darling.' And then--she sighed,--as if she hadn't much hope
left."
She ceased to speak and with a tremendous effort choked back her
emotion. The man in the chair by her side said nothing whatever. He
lay back with a perfectly inscrutable expression on his dark scarred
face, watching the sparkling horizon, almost as if unaware of her.
After a time, becoming more sure of herself, she began to observe him
covertly and saw that his cigarette was out. For a space she sat
motionless, and then oddly a sense of trespass came upon her, and she
rose.
He spoke immediately, an arresting quality in his voice. "Don't go,
Rosemary! I want you."
She sat down again, and he resumed his silence, the quenched
cigarette still between his lips.
At last, with a curious abruptness, he spoke. "I can't reconcile
what you have told me with what actually happened before you were
born. There's a hitch somewhere. Did she think I shouldn't regard
that letter she wrote as conclusive?"
"I never heard about a letter," said Rosemary.
He flashed her a keen look. His dark eyes had a strange deep glow in
them. "You are so like her," he said. "Yet so unlike. Do you
always tell the truth?"
She started at the question, but it was not uttered as an insult, and
the next instant she realized it. He waited for her answer as if
much hung upon it.
"Yes, I do," she said with simplicity.
He took the cigarette from his mouth and flung it away. "Now I'll
tell you something," he said, "something you haven't dreamed of.
I've called myself Graves for convenience sake for a good many years.
But my real name is Thorgrave--Richard Thorgrave, and I have just
come into the Ravencombe title and estates."
"Good gracious!" said Rosemary, startled.
He went on, ignoring her. "It means nothing whatever to me--dust and
ashes. I have no relations left, except a cousin--Silas Hickory, the
rustic farmer you have just mentioned--who is next of kin,--my heir
in short."
"Silas--Hickory!" gasped Rosemary.
He confirmed the statement grimly. "Yes, Silas Hickory, through a
_mésalliance_ on his mother's part. I've never met the fellow, but I
suppose it's up to me to keep the family pride from being vested in
the type of person you describe as 'a common farmer,' and for that
reason I shall have to marry and get another heir." His eyes were
upon her, holding her with an almost fierce dominance. "No woman who
has played me false once--" he spoke between his teeth as though he
clipped off the words one by one--"is ever given another opportunity.
I shall never see your--Aunt Bobby again. But you--I'm sorry for
you. You're only a child. Anyhow, I haven't let you down, haven't
betrayed your trust in me, have I? I've been thinking a good deal
all this time. You're so like her that I didn't know at first if I
could stand it. But I've come to see you lately with different eyes.
You don't remind me of her at every turn as you did. You're getting
a personality of your own. So now--I'm willing to marry you, if
you're willing to be married to me. And I'll look after you and be a
good husband to you--as long as you stick to me."
His hand came out to her with the words and held her own. He looked
at her with eyes from which all hardness had vanished.
"I'll be kind to you, child," he said. "You needn't be afraid."
"Oh stop!" said Rosemary. She had turned very pale, and she met his
look with a kind of desperation. She spoke quickly, her voice sharp
with distress. "Don't you see that's one of the reasons why I
thought I would go into a convent? I don't want to be married. And
even if I did, I couldn't possibly marry you. It wouldn't be right.
It wouldn't be straight. You--you ought to marry Aunt Bobby."
Something in his dark face warned her, and she stopped abruptly. The
hand that held hers had tightened until its grasp was acutely
painful, but she did not flinch, although in that moment she feared
him as she had never feared anyone in her life before. For in his
eyes was something unfathomable, something that made her think of a
soul in torture. His silence appalled her, yet she dreaded to hear
him speak, and when he did so at last her heart was beating so
violently that she could scarcely hear the words.
"Why have you said this to me?" It was an absolutely quiet question,
wholly free from any menace of wrath, but it might have been dead
lips that uttered it. The hand that gripped hers was like cold steel.
She found herself compelled to answer him, compelled to express the
naked truth as she saw it. Her voice sounded odd and strained even
to herself, but the words came without hesitation or faltering.
"Because you love her."
That was all. Just a plain and simple statement of fact! Nothing
had ever before sounded so crude, even brutal, to her ears, but she
had no choice but to utter it. It was as if, at his behest, she had
held up a mirror to his soul to show him the stark reality that dwelt
there. He had demanded it of her, but none the less did she expect
some crushing retribution for what she had done. In that moment she
saw him as a man who had suffered beyond the limit of human
endurance, and it seemed as if human control must fail. But seconds
passed and there came no violent outburst; only that deadly
quiet--only that fixed and mask-like regard!
It continued until her own control began to waver, and finally she
could bear it no longer. She stirred the hand he held, and the next
instant to her surprise she found it free. His own hand fell, and he
lay back in his chair as if he had forgotten her presence. She could
not interpret his attitude, but it seemed almost one of exhaustion.
For a brief space she continued to sit by his side irresolute; then,
summoning her courage, she got up and slipped away.
He did not so much as turn his head to mark her going.
CHAPTER IX
"I WILL ARISE..."
Again, but less poignantly now, that sense of desolation came upon
Rosemary as she walked between the orange-trees in the hotel-garden.
The anguish of soul that had possessed her that morning was over.
That had passed while she had knelt upon the steps of the wayside
Cross, and though complete peace was not yet hers, a certain sense of
security had reached her there and still remained. She knew, quite
inexplicably yet beyond question, that some decision would presently
come to her--a right decision upon which she would be given strength
to act. The amazing revelation regarding himself that her companion
had made had not greatly affected her. In the old days it would have
stirred her to the depths, but so much had happened of late, and she
had known--somehow she had always known--that he was some species of
prince in disguise. The discovery that she herself had made
concerning him went deeper, and now she realized that it was not such
a great discovery after all. She had been more or less aware of it
from the beginning. From the moment of her recognition of him, she
had regarded him as belonging to Aunt Bobby, and--she faced it
now--it was in part that outlook which had induced her in the first
overwhelming revulsion of feeling to give herself into his keeping.
It had been an action of mad, unreasoning impulse made in a moment
when all the values of life had changed for her. In her wild desire
to escape at all costs she had not stopped to ask herself whither
that desperate step might lead. That it had not so far led to
complete shipwreck was due to no effort of hers. It was the
half-cynical, half-compassionate chivalry of her companion that had
been her salvation. Whether through kindness or indifference, he had
given her time to realize the headlong rashness of her action, and to
repent it if she so desired. It came to her as she walked that he
had been astoundingly generous to her. Was it his love for Aunt
Bobby that had made him so?
Again her thoughts returned to the beloved being who had been all the
world to her, and for the first time she tried to bring them into
some sort of order. There was much that she could not know, scarcely
even surmise, but it seemed to her, after a brief review of her own
fantastic situation, that if by some means Aunt Bobby had in the long
ago been betrayed into taking a false step she was possibly not
solely to blame. The bare thought of blaming her renewed the old
pain, but she faced it with greater courage now and with less
bitterness. Allowing for that one terrible fall for which there was
no means of accounting, with what bravery and loyalty she had borne
her burden since! Did she--Rosemary--owe her nothing for that? The
lifelong deception was harder to condone, but it had been conceived
for her own sake; that she clearly saw. And what was she, who had
just acted with such wholesale disregard of consequences, such utter
lack of consideration for others, to stand up in judgment? A strange
humility had begun to awake in Rosemary. She saw herself in a new
light, and by that light she now saw the deeds of others. Certainly
she was in no position to condemn.
Wandering on in the sunshine, with glimpses here and there of a sea
so vividly blue that it seemed as if it could not be real, she came
slowly to the deeper understanding that she sought. So far she had
only thought of herself. She realized the fact with shame. In her
wild dash for freedom, nothing else had mattered. She had suffered
cruelly, but by her action she had caused far greater suffering to
Aunt Bobby. This she knew beyond question, and her sense of shame
increased. Aunt Bobby, the beloved, who had done
everything,--sacrificed everything--for her! What agonies had she
endured as a consequence of this! Rosemary's hands clenched. It was
harder in that moment to think of Aunt Bobby's pain than her own, but
she found herself compelled to think. And this, though she knew it
not, was the first definite upward step she had ever taken.
Self-reproach followed swiftly and overwhelmingly, and presently she
was stumbling blindly among the rocks on the shore of that incredibly
blue sea, heedless of direction, conscious only of the one lacerating
thought that Aunt Bobby--her beloved, her darling--had suffered and
was still suffering through her.
Later, feeling physically exhausted and mentally bewildered, she sat
on one of those dark rocks and gazed before her in a kind of maze of
despair. What was she to do?
Later still--how much later she did not know--words which were
somehow familiar to her began to repeat themselves over and over in
her brain. It was like an inner voice, that would not be denied. "I
will arise--I will arise--and go to my father--and say unto him,
'Father, I have sinned--I have sinned'" ... And then again, more
insistently still: "I will arise--I will arise."
Then at last she knew that the message for which she had been
subconsciously waiting ever since the morning had come to her, and
she must obey. It was the one thing that she had said she could not
do--the one thing that made her shrink with a scorching sense of
shame; but it had been laid upon her, and she would not turn aside.
Whatever the cost, the decision was made and she would not flinch.
She got upon her feet and lifted her face to the sky that had begun
to turn golden towards the west.
"I will do it," she said, and her voice was clear and steadfast. "I
will go back."
The relief of having made that decision was greater than anything she
had ever known. She felt as if a light had suddenly shone in the
darkness, pointing the way, and though it was uphill and difficult
she knew that the strength she needed for the journey would be given.
How it was to be accomplished she knew not, but the will to
accomplish was hers.
And so she turned her face once more towards the orange garden above
the shore to seek her companion and to tell him of the decision she
had made. He would probably be angry, but she faced the possibility
without a falter. Whatever he did or said, she would not be deterred.
She found that she had wandered much further than she had realized,
and already the chill of sunset was in the air. The sea lay like an
immense opal, still and silent, under a sky that was changing from
blue to purest primrose. The sun was sinking rapidly towards the
horizon. The shore looked deeply black.
She quickened her steps. It would be dark before she reached the
hotel. She had not been out alone so late before during their
travels. She was not nervous, but the thought of Dick Dynamo, as she
still called him to herself, agitated her somewhat. She did not want
to upset him unnecessarily; for he had shown her more than once that
he could be formidable.
The way back seemed endless, the curve of the shore interminable.
She wondered what had induced her to come so far. But it was only
the beginning of a much longer journey, and she would not suffer
herself to be discouraged. She had already begun to return.
The sun dipped lower, finally sank. A cold wind swept up from the
west and the whole world turned ashen. The change smote upon
Rosemary's heart almost like a curse. She had the sudden scared
feeling of a lost child. What if return were made impossible for
her? What if she were condemned to wander forever in a world from
which all the sunshine had been withdrawn? Then, away in the
distance ahead of her, a star began to shine, and she took courage
again. Whatever the difficulties ahead of her, she would meet them
bravely. She would not be cast down.
The gloom became darkness as she finally drew near to the steps that
led up from the shore to the hotel-garden. She broke into a run over
the last few yards. It seemed to her that she was leaving an
inexpressible dreariness behind. She stumbled as she ran, for the
ground was rough and stony. The wind was wailing eerily along the
beach.
She reached the steps with relief, began to spring up them; then
suddenly stopped midway, standing with caught breath and wildly
throbbing heart. There at the gate above her, dimly discernible,
stood a figure.
It was not Dick Dynamo; of that she was practically certain. Yet the
impression that it was someone who was awaiting her penetrated deeply
into her consciousness. But if not Dick Dynamo,--and the vague
outline looked too thick-set, altogether too heavily built to be
his--if not he, who could it be?
She could not tell, but in those moments a positive panic of doubt
went through her and she was near to turning in unreasoning terror
and fleeing back along the beach by the way she had come. She
thought later that it was only the desolate sighing of the wind and
the moaning of the sea that deterred her. But many seconds passed
before she nerved herself to continue the ascent to the top of the
steps.
She accomplished it at length, slowly, as if her limbs obeyed her
with difficulty, mounting step by step until she reached the last.
And still the figure above her stood quite motionless, waiting for
her.
She accosted it at last because the silence was unbearable, almost
uncanny.
"Are you wanting anything?" she said. "Are you waiting for me?"
She spoke in English intuitively. Some inner prompting told her that
it could be no Italian standing there, impervious to that icy mistral.
And at once a voice replied in English--a calm, deliberate voice that
sent all the blood to her heart in a rush.
"Yes, I was waiting for you," it said, "but I've done now. I'm going
to take you home."
"Good gracious!" gasped Rosemary, and nearly fell backwards in her
astonishment. "It's The Old Bean!"
A big hand came out and grasped her, pulling her safely through the
gate. "Yes, it's me," said The Old Bean superfluously and somewhat
grimly. "And now we'll go back."
CHAPTER X
THE ESCORT
She stood before him speechlessly. His hand had fallen from her arm.
The gate swung to with a clang, and they remained facing one another
while the wind swept the shore below them and an incongruous scent of
roses wafted down from the garden above.
It was so like The Old Bean, she thought later, not to ask her what
she was doing in that strange place, merely to announce his intention
of taking her back. It dawned on her as she stood there, that he
probably meant to carry out that intention with her consent or
without it, so uncompromising was his attitude. His face she could
not see with any distinctness, and she reflected with some relief
that he could not see hers either. He was not an imaginative person,
and she hoped that he had not fully realized her discomfiture. She
made a determined effort to cover it.
"How clever of you to find me!" she said.
"It was rather," said The Old Bean. "I've had a considerable hunt."
"And you've only just got here?" she said.
"No," said The Old Bean. "I got here yesterday."
That surprised her, though she tried not to be surprised. "Where are
you staying?" she asked.
"I'm putting up at this place," he said, with a nod towards the hotel
that was now giving forth points of light in the darkness.
"You spent last night here?" she questioned.
"Yes," said The Old Bean.
"But why didn't we meet before?" she asked, puzzled.
"I kept out of your way," he explained.
"Why?" she asked.
"I wanted to find out something," said The Old Bean.
Somehow that pierced her; she felt herself tingle all over. "What
did you want to find out?" she demanded.
He did not answer, and she found his silence unbearable.
"I suppose you wanted to know if I'm still respectable or not!" she
flung at him, standing fiercely upright as one braced for attack.
"No," said The Old Bean quietly. "I just wanted to know if you were
married yet."
She caught her breath; it was like a stab through the heart. "I'm
not then!" she declared with a kind of fiery vehemence that seemed to
consume herself. "So now you know!"
"Thank you," said The Old Bean courteously. "I am glad to know."
"Why?" she stormed, finding his calm acceptance of the situation
intolerable. "Why are you glad? What business is it of yours--or
anyone's?"
She was quivering from head to foot as she asked the question. All
the agony of shame that she had suffered in anticipation of her
return to the old life and the old familiar faces was not equal to
this. The intensity of it was such that she almost wanted to scream,
though she did not expect him to understand, even wildly hoped that
he could not. It was more endurable that he should deem her basely
ungrateful than suspect the fiery torture that he had somehow managed
to inflict.
And then, to her utter amazement he broke in upon her turmoil with a
quiet remark that completely altered the trend of her thoughts.
"If you ask me," he said, "I should say it isn't anyone's business
but mine. But you may think otherwise. I daresay you will."
He said the last sentence as one making a concession to a recognized
weakness which would in the end be overcome. She remembered that in
earlier days she had observed a tendency in him to this method of
treating difficulties. It had amused her then. It did not amuse her
now.
"How can you possibly pretend it is your business?" she said, aware
too late that in saying it she exposed a vulnerable point. "You are
only a friend after all."
"Yes, exactly that," said The Old Bean, and with the words he drove
his lance straight into the weak spot before she could attempt to
cover it. "I am a friend. There's no pretense about that anyway.
I'm glad you admit it."
"It doesn't mean anything," said Rosemary hastily.
"It does to me," said The Old Bean, with absolute simplicity. "And
that's why I've come to take you home."
"Oh!" said Rosemary, and after a moment's rapid thought: "But I was
coming in any case. I mean, I'd decided to go back."
He accepted the statement in his usual direct way. Being sincere
himself, he seemed to take it for granted that he would meet with
sincerity in others. "That's so much the better," he said, and again
she had a feeling that his own decision upon that point had been made
before he had acquainted himself with hers. "And the sooner the
better, I should say. When can you start?"
That took her by surprise afresh. It did not seem to go quite
naturally with the general leisureliness of his attitude. He had
waited twenty-four hours before announcing himself, and now he was
apparently prepared for instant action. She had never credited The
Old Bean with a vast amount of energy, and for some reason she felt
inclined to resent this revelation of it.
"Oh, I don't know," she said. "I've got to talk to--to Dick first."
"I'll talk to him," said The Old Bean, "while you're getting ready."
"You!" said Rosemary, still further startled though hardly knowing
wherefore. "I don't suppose he'd listen to you."
"Oh yes, he would," said The Old Bean. "He'd have to."
She stood and stared at him in the darkness. Then she shivered. "Do
you know who he is?" she said.
"Yes, I know," said The Old Bean. "I found that out before I left
England. Shall we go in and find him? You're cold."
He made a move as if to walk up the path, but Rosemary stood still.
Her two hands were pressed tightly against her breast.
"Suppose he won't listen to you!" she said in a low voice. "Suppose
he won't let me go with you!"
"Isn't that rather absurd?" asked The Old Bean in mild surprise.
She shook her head vehemently. "No, it isn't absurd. I can't go
without his consent--after all he has done for me."
"I will get his consent," said The Old Bean patiently.
"You!" she said again, a ring of desperation in her voice. "You
don't know what you're up against."
"It's you who don't know that," said The Old Bean unexpectedly, and
with the words suddenly, amazingly, he took her by the shoulders and
held her. "You talk about not being able to get away from that
loafer up there," he said. "What about me? Think you can get away
from me?"
It was as if a thunderbolt had fallen at her feet. Rosemary gave a
gasp and shut her eyes. It was the most astounding thing that had
ever happened to her. A short time before she would have said that
nothing could ever surprise her again, and now once more the whole
world seemed toppling around her. She made a feeble effort to set
her hands against the broad chest and hold herself from him--an
effort that was instantly and compellingly defeated.
"Don't hurt me, Old Bean!" she begged weakly, as his arms crushed her
to him. "Don't hurt me!"
"Hurt you!" he said, and in his voice was a deep quiver that seemed
to set her whole body vibrating. "I'll kill you if you ever try to
play this game again. But no one else shall ever touch a hair of
your precious head. That I swear! Now kiss me!"
But she hid her face low on his breast, in shamed avoidance, hearing
the firm beat of his heart, and strangely thankful for the warmth of
his sheltering arms. "What must you think of me?" she whispered
inarticulately.
His hand was feeling for her face. There was something quite
indomitable about The Old Bean that night. He strode over every
obstacle. "I'll tell you when you've kissed me," he said.
Again feebly she sought to resist him, but he would not be resisted.
He had his way, and lifting her face to his he kissed her over and
over again until, strangely, her shame slipped from her. Her arms
went round his neck and she kissed him in return....
"Though I don't know why I should!" she whispered a little later.
"Old Bean, what made you--do it?"
"What made me?" he said. "You made me, of course. Do you think
you're going to belong to any other man but me? Just listen to me,
Rosemary! I've tracked you all this way because I want you, and I
mean to have you. We'll be married out here as soon as ever I can
fix it up, and we'll be married again when we get back to England
just to make sure."
"Oh!" said Rosemary, and drew a long breath. "That would
satisfy--everybody."
"So long as it satisfies you, that's all that matters," he told her
bluntly. "I'm not out to please the rest of the world. They can all
jolly well take a back seat, and Ravencombe with 'em. It's you--and
only you--that matters."
Rosemary gave a gasp. There was substantial comfort in this; but
something within her--something which had developed only during that
day of suffering--made her begin to withdraw from his sheltering arms.
"That's all very well, Old Bean," she said. "And I'm very, very
grateful to you, because goodness only knows why you should want to
marry me. But I know of a very big reason why you shouldn't. It's
the reason that made me run away from Bode, and has kept me away all
this time."
"I thought you said you were going back," said The Old Bean, firmly
frustrating her effort to release herself.
"I know--I was." Rosemary's voice trembled a little. "But only
because I realized I ought to, and--and--because I wanted--I so
wanted--Aunt Bobby."
"Well, I shan't keep you away from her," said The Old Bean. "In
fact, it'll be easier for you--tons easier--if you go back with me."
"Oh, but that isn't what I mean," said Rosemary. "It's something
quite different--something I don't know how to tell you. You've been
thinking all this time that I ran away just for an adventure--a lark.
But it wasn't, Old Bean; it really wasn't! It was because of
something I heard--something about myself." Her voice became choked;
she paused to master her distress.
"I say, don't cry!" said The Old Bean, drawing her closer.
"I'm not!" whispered Rosemary resolutely. "But I've got to tell
you--now. You'd better let me go, Old Bean, before--before it's too
late."
"There's only one thing on earth would make me do that," he said with
decision.
"What's that?" she asked faintly.
He answered her with some force. "Being quite sure that you yourself
personally wanted it. If you can't tell me that--and I'm pretty sure
you can't--you needn't tell me anything else."
That moved her; she clasped the arm that she had sought to slacken.
"Old Bean, you are a brick!" she said shakily. "But I'm going to
tell you all the same, because I couldn't let you marry me without
knowing. It wouldn't be right. It's just this--just this. I'm not
what you think I am--what I always used to think I was myself.
I'm--I'm one of those dreadful creatures that are born when they
ought not to be. I don't know who my father was. My mother--my
mother--" she broke off; it was useless to struggle any longer---"I
can't say it!" she sobbed. "You'll have to understand without."
"Oh, poor little darling!" said The Old Bean, and held her
passionately close. "Stop crying! Stop crying, I tell you! I don't
care a twopenny damn! What on earth does it matter when you know I
love you? Who was the brute that told you?"
She clung to him. "Dick--Lord Ravencombe," she whispered. "He knows
it must have been so, because he says there never was a brother. And
he's very bitter about it, because, you see, he--he loved her."
"Loved who?" questioned The Old Bean, bewildered.
"Her--Aunt Bobby--long ago." Rosemary poured the words rapidly into
his ear. The relief of having a confidant was indescribable. "She
sent him away. He didn't know why. But he loves her still, and he
ought to go back to her. I've told him so. Perhaps he will."
"He can go to blazes for all I care," said The Old Bean. "He'd no
right to tell you that. He's a skunk."
"Oh no, he isn't!" she protested. "Truly he isn't! He didn't really
mean to tell me. It just came out. And then I--I was so
shocked--and idiotic--that I begged him to take me away there and
then."
"Oh, I see," said The Old Bean, somewhat mollified. "You didn't
really care for him then?"
"Oh no, never, really," Rosemary assured him. "I did let him kiss
me--just at the first--the night of the Ball. But never since! He's
never wanted to since, Old Bean."
"He's got more decency than I gave him credit for," remarked The Old
Bean, kissing her himself as one who had the right. "Well, that's
all settled then, isn't it? We're going to be married straight away."
"If--if you're sure it doesn't make any difference," said Rosemary
tremulously.
"It does make a difference," he asserted. "It makes me all the
keener to have you and protect you. No one will dare to say a word
against you when you are my wife."
Her arm slipped round his neck again. "What'll you do if they do?"
she said.
"Do!" said The Old Bean, blood-thirstily. "I'll murder them!"
She laid her cheek to his with a great sigh. "Oh, it is jolly of you
to say that!" she said.
CHAPTER XI
THE VICTOR
The glare of light from the hotel lounge dazzled Rosemary as she
entered. She paused on the mat just within the great swing-door,
looking around her. The warmth of the place after the chill without
was almost overpowering. It gave her a curious sensation of
insecurity, as if the old allurement from which she had so narrowly
escaped were weaving its net afresh about her feet. She cast an
instinctive glance over her shoulder, caught a glimpse of The Old
Bean's towsled red head and was reassured. This solid supporter of
hers was made of stouter stuff than dreams. There was no danger of
his vanishing into thin air.
He saw the glance and replied to it in an audible undertone. "Carry
on! There he is--over in that corner. You lead--I'll follow!" She
turned her dazzled eyes in the direction he indicated, and, her
vision clearing, she saw the dark, refined face of her
travelling-companion bent over a paper. He was evidently not in the
least perturbed regarding her absence, and her relief at the
discovery was not unmixed with indignation. There seemed to be
something almost studied in his complete indifference. It was more
in response to The Old Bean's request than her own impulse that she
made her way towards him.
There were but few people present as the tea-hour was over. Dick
Dynamo had pushed his own tray on one side and was smoking a
cigarette as he read. He looked up, however, before she reached him,
and she saw in a moment by the mocking light in his eyes that her
entrance had not been unobserved by him.
She felt herself turn scarlet as she stood before him. It was with
immense effort that she spoke.
"I'm sorry I'm late. I--met a friend."
"Pray don't apologize!" said Dick Dynamo. "I concluded that there
was some good reason for your absence." His eyes went beyond her and
spent perhaps two seconds in summing up The Old Bean. Then he said:
"Have you had any tea?"
The question did not convey that the matter was one of the faintest
interest to him, but it had to be answered. Rosemary began to reply
in the negative, but The Old Bean gently assumed the responsibility
himself.
"No, we haven't. But we're just going to. You've had yours, I see,
so it's no good asking you to join us."
Dick Dynamo's eyes kindled a little in response to this, but his
voice remained quite suave as he said, "Thanks, no. But it will give
me great pleasure to look on. I didn't quite catch your name, I'm
afraid."
"It wasn't mentioned," said The Old Bean. "My name is Ross--Donald
Ross. Sit down, Rosemary, while I get hold of a waiter!"
"Don't trouble!" said Dick Dynamo, and struck a bell on his own
table. "My name is Graves--Richard Graves, at the present moment, as
possibly Rosemary may have mentioned. Did she explain that we are
travelling together?"
"I didn't need to be told that," said The Old Bean stolidly. "I've
been following you for the past three weeks."
Dick Dynamo's black brows went up. "Indeed!" he said. "It has taken
you some time to come up with us."
"Yes, I know," said The Old Bean. "It's been rather like following a
streak of lightning." He drew forward a chair for Rosemary with the
words, and pressed her quietly into it.
Dick Dynamo's laugh had a ring of derision. "I followed my mood," he
said. "I had an idea that there was someone behind us. That is
really why I pulled up."
The Old Bean seated himself close to Rosemary. His freckled face
looked more square than usual. His green eyes were unfailingly
direct. There was nothing in the least subtle about him, but he
looked a solid mass of determination.
Rosemary sat forward in her chair with her head bent. She was
evidently feeling her position acutely. She made no attempt to
intervene in any way. The flush of embarrassment had passed, leaving
her very pale.
Dick Dynamo glanced towards her. "You have been a long way," he
remarked.
She shook her head, not lifting her eyes. "No, not very far, only
along the shore."
"Perhaps a little further than you anticipated," he suggested.
She made a quick gesture of negation. The Old Bean leaned forward,
almost with a screening movement.
He was on the verge of speaking when she looked up sharply. "Tell
him we're engaged!" she said.
The Old Bean turned ponderously to the other man. "We're engaged,"
he said.
Dick Dynamo's smile was instant; it had something of an acrobatic
quality. "Oh, not without my consent, I think," he said.
"Your consent?" repeated The Old Bean. "Has that--excuse
me--anything to do with it?"
"I should say--everything--morally," said Dick Dynamo. "But that by
the way! Won't you have your tea first?"
"I don't know," said The Old Bean. "I think I'd sooner talk first if
it's all the same to you. Rosemary may be your guest, but I don't
see that that involves any moral obligation to ask your consent to
our getting married. I've always meant to marry her for as long as
I've known her, and I've known her for considerably longer than you
have."
"It looks as if her intentions and yours have not always been
identical," observed Dick Dynamo, flicking the ash from his
cigarette. "It's the first I've heard of them anyway."
His eyes were upon Rosemary as he spoke with the old appraising look
that she had come to know so well. She met them with a kind of
desperation. "You're only joking," she said, in a low voice. "It
doesn't really matter two pins to you what I do."
His smile at once included her in its mockery. "I hope I take a more
serious view of my responsibilities than that," he said.
"Your responsibilities!" said The Old Bean, a sudden throb in his
voice that seemed to indicate that there was more beneath his
composure than he had so far permitted to appear. "That's a point I
should rather like to discuss with you."
Dick Dynamo's attention was at once transferred to him. "You shall,
my good fellow," he said kindly, "but I recommend that the discussion
should be held in a more private place than this. And meantime, here
is your tea, so don't let me interrupt you!"
He leaned back in his chair again and resumed the study of his paper,
leaving his two companions completely to their own devices. The
result of this proceeding was that they sat as culprits in a guilty
silence while the waiter clattered the tea-cups in front of Rosemary
and finally withdrew.
The Old Bean was the first to move. Laboriously and with furrowed
brow, he dragged his chair round until his back was completely turned
upon Dick Dynamo; then with a steady hand he drew the tray to him and
began to pour out the tea.
Rosemary started, as one coming out of a dream. "Shan't I do that?"
she said.
"No, darling," said The Old Bean quietly and with great distinctness.
"I'll see to everything. You're tired."
The opportunity to serve her seemed to restore his confidence. He
ate and drank and saw that she did the same without the smallest sign
that he was aware of the man who sat reading the paper behind him.
And Rosemary also, re-acting to his influence, gradually recovered
her equilibrium, so that at the end of the meal they were talking
together in low tones almost as if they had been alone.
"You had better go and get a rest," said The Old Bean when she had
finished, and nodded reassuringly when she looked up with quick
interrogation in her eyes.
She rose without demur, and he rose also and walked with her across
the nearly deserted lounge to the stairs. "Don't get wind up!" he
said when they were out of earshot. "I've got you all right and I'm
going to keep you. Mephistopheles himself couldn't alter that."
She smiled though somewhat wanly. "Don't have a row with him, Old
Bean!" she said.
"Good gracious, no!" said The Old Bean with a smile.
He watched her up the stairs, then turned with square intention and
walked back to the corner he had just left. Dick Dynamo was still
deep in his paper. He pulled a chair to his side and sat down.
"I want to talk to you," he said.
The elder man looked up, and over his dark thin features there passed
an odd expression, as if for a moment he saw something more than the
honest, freckled countenance before him.
"Talk away!" he said.
The Old Bean proceeded without further preamble. "You don't
altogether understand the situation," he said. "Perhaps I don't
either. But I know all I need to know. I've followed Rosemary out
here to take her home."
"Oh, indeed!" said Dick Dynamo. He glanced around him with the
words, and seeing one or two people still lingering in the vicinity,
he got up. "Perhaps we shall dispose of this matter more quickly in
private," he said.
"Wherever you like," said The Old Bean.
Dick Dynamo led the way to the lift and they ascended together. On
the top floor he took the lead again, and they finally entered a room
that looked out over the bay now all spangled with lights.
The Old Bean shut the door behind him and moved forward. There was
another door in the room at which he glanced.
Dick Dynamo smiled a little, showing his teeth. "There is a curtain
on the other side," he said. "You won't be overheard unless you
raise your voice."
"Rosemary's room?" asked The Old Bean bluntly.
"Exactly. Rosemary's room." Very blandly came the reply. "I am
taking good care of her, you see."
The Old Bean heard the gibe in the words and flushed a little, but he
kept himself in hand. "I'm glad you've been decent to her," he said.
"I don't see how anyone could be anything else myself. She's such a
kid. I haven't yet fathomed why you brought her here."
"It was by her own wish," said Dick Dynamo.
"Yes, she told me that." The Old Bean paused a moment; then: "She's
told me everything," he said, "that is, everything she knows."
"Then I hope you are satisfied," said Dick Dynamo.
"I am on some points," said The Old Bean. "Not on all. Why don't
you want me to marry her?"
The question was characteristically direct, but it held no challenge.
He spoke merely as one seeking information. Dick Dynamo, leaning
against the bed-rail, regarded him wholly without animosity. He even
after a moment took out his cigarette-case and offered it to him.
"No, thanks," said The Old Bean. "I prefer a pipe later. Do you
mind answering me?"
"You're rather young, aren't you?" said Dick Dynamo, helping himself.
"I am twenty-two," said The Old Bean.
The other nodded. "So I should have said. I shouldn't do it if I
were you."
The Old Bean showed no sign of exasperation. "Different things suit
different people," he said. "But I doubt if I should come to you for
advice in any case. The whole point is that I am going to marry
Rosemary at the earliest possible moment. You may try to prevent it,
though I don't see why you should. But you won't succeed, so it's a
pity to waste your time."
"Quite sure of that?" said Dick Dynamo, blowing his cigarette-smoke
thoughtfully upwards.
"I am quite sure," said The Old Bean.
"You're wrong then," said Dick Dynamo. "I can stop you with the
greatest ease. I think you forget that. Rosemary is a minor."
"That can be got over," said The Old Bean.
"Not without my consent," said Dick Dynamo.
"Your consent!" Again The Old Bean repeated the words as if he were
not quite sure that he heard aright. "But what has it to do with
you? You don't want to marry her yourself, I suppose?"
Dick Dynamo's eyes came to his with a gleam that was like the flash
of steel. "Why should you suppose that, I wonder?" he said in a
voice that was very level.
The Old Bean replied with his customary simplicity. "You're not in
love with her for one thing and she wouldn't have you for another."
"Has she told you so?" asked Dick Dynamo.
"No, she didn't need to. You see, she's accepted me." With complete
assurance The Old Bean made reply. He was playing his strong suit
now and he had no fear of being routed. "You may of course manage to
postpone our marriage but you won't prevent it in the end--just
because of that. I shall take her straight back to her people. I
have told her so, and it is her own wish. I am not afraid of their
refusing their permission."
"I see," said Dick Dynamo. His eyes went back to his
cigarette-smoke, and he was silent for a space. At length: "Then
I--having brought her thus far under my more or less capable
guardianship--am to have no further say in the matter?" he said.
"I don't know why you should want any," said The Old Bean.
"You know very little," said Dick Dynamo. "But I will tell you this.
Having put my mind to the plough, I don't as a rule look back.
Rosemary will not marry you--or any other man--until she has gone
back to her people and got their consent. That's final."
"Then in heaven's name let's take her back!" said The Old Bean.
"Us!" Dick Dynamo's look returned to him, but it was brief and
scathing. "Strange to say, I am not proposing to include you in my
party," he said.
"No," said The Old Bean quietly. "But you can't prevent me coming
too."
"I don't advise you to do that." The words came with a clean-cut
brevity, like the drawing of a rapier. Dick Dynamo no longer leaned
against the bed-rail. He was on his feet, poised as it were for
action like a practised fencer.
But The Old Bean with his hands in his pockets remained completely
quiescent. "I'm sorry," he said. "But I'm not taking your advice.
Wherever Rosemary goes--I go."
"You think I shall allow that?" said Dick Dynamo.
"I think you can't prevent it," said The Old Bean.
Dick Dynamo smiled again and the scar down the side of his face
became a deep furrow reaching to the temple. "I believe I can
convince you on that point anyhow," he said, and suddenly his right
hand went into his pocket.
It was a lightning movement, and one which The Old Bean could
scarcely have frustrated had he been forewarned. He found himself
looking straight at the shining muzzle of a small automatic held with
absolute steadiness within a yard of his face.
Taken wholly by surprise, he could not check an instinctive gesture
of recoil, but it was only momentary. The next instant he was his
own master. "Hullo!" he said. "What's that for?" and dug his hands
still deeper into his pockets.
Dick Dynamo answered him in an undertone. He spoke between his
teeth, and his thin lips scarcely moved with the words; they remained
set in that terrible smile that seemed to stretch up to his temple.
"It's for you if you get in my way," he said.
The Old Bean's green eyes faxed him unwaveringly. "I suppose they
allow that sort of thing in this country," he said. "But I haven't
given you much reason for shooting me at present."
"That depends on how you look at it," said Dick Dynamo. "I don't
mean to be hampered by you, that's all. So the sooner you quit, the
better."
But The Old Bean remained stationary. "If you think," he said, "that
I'm like one of those Dago chaps in Mexico to be frightened away by
the sight of a gun, you're damn' well mistaken. I haven't spent
three weeks hunting for Rosemary to be put off by that kind of thing
now I've found her. So--as I've no intention of quitting, you may as
well shoot at once."
He spoke, as he had spoken throughout, with complete moderation.
There was in The Old Bean, wary Scot though he might be, a strain of
that high daring that had borne his ancestors through many a wild
foray. But as he faced Dick Dynamo, there was nothing about him to
suggest that he was literally gambling with his life as the stake.
If the man before him were sane, the odds were in his favour. But
there was something--a species of devilish derision--in the eyes that
met his that made him very doubtful on that point. He realized in
that most critical moment that Dick Dynamo was capable of madness.
And then very abruptly the tension ended, and he knew that he had
won. The murderous little weapon was plunged back into the pocket
from which it had been taken, and a sinewy hand came forth and
grasped his shoulder.
"You young fool!" said Dick Dynamo. "You love her so much that you'd
die for her, eh?"
"Not for choice," said The Old Bean, still almost phlegmatic in his
self-control. "I didn't expect you to murder me, and I'd sooner live
for her. You see, as I think I've mentioned before, I'm going to
marry her."
Dick Dynamo broke into a half-grudging laugh. "Well, you can have
her," he said. "She turned me down only this afternoon. Did she
tell you that?"
"No," said The Old Bean with simplicity. "She wouldn't, you know.
All she said was--after accepting me--that she couldn't marry me
without your consent, because you had been good to her."
"Ah!" said Dick Dynamo. "I told you you couldn't have her without
it, didn't I? You won't get her to run away with you. I promise you
that."
"I'm not the sort that runs away," protested The Old Bean. "I can't
see any necessity. If you think there will be any difficulty about
our getting married without her aunt's consent, I'll wire to her at
once."
"You're a persevering lad, aren't you?" said Dick Dynamo.
"I know what I want, if that's what you mean," said The Old Bean.
"And see that you get it, eh?" Something besides derision sounded in
the words. "Well, it's your own show. But if she lets you down,
don't blame me!"
The Old Bean looked at him and for the first time addressed him with
respect. "I shouldn't blame anyone except myself, sir, if that
happened," he said. "It'll be up to me to see it doesn't."
Dick Dynamo's hand loosed its grasp and struck him a friendly blow.
"By gad, I hope you'll succeed!" he said. "You deserve to. There's
more in you than meets the eye."
"Oh, I don't think so," said The Old Bean modestly. "At least it's
the first I've heard of it."
Dick Dynamo laughed--a laugh that entirely transformed him. "Well,
you've upset my apple-cart completely," he said. "I had just made up
my mind to take her back again to her people when you turned up. And
now, since you are here, perhaps you had better get married first."
"I certainly think the sooner the better," said The Old Bean. "It'll
make things easier for her."
"I suppose you've got enough to live on?" said Dick Dynamo.
"Oh, more than enough," The Old Bean assured him. "I'm quite certain
her people will approve from that point of view."
"All right," said Dick Dynamo. "I'll answer for the rest. Do you
know what made me point that gun at you just now?"
"You probably felt like it," said The Old Bean politely.
"No. I just wanted to know what you would do with your hands." Dick
Dynamo regarded him with unmasked approval. "There's a lot in that,"
he said. "And you did exactly what I wanted you to do. You kept 'em
down. I congratulate you.--It wasn't loaded, by the way."
"Of course I guessed that," said The Old Bean, turning a dark red.
Dick Dynamo's eyes retained their approval. He held out his hand.
"My boy, you're a bad liar," he said. "Will you shake?"
The Old Bean's hand came out of his pocket at last to grip the one
which a few seconds before had threatened him. He said nothing, but
the grip was obviously satisfactory.
"Yes," said Dick Dynamo, with his swift electric smile. "I'd go down
to hell with a fellow like you, and the odds are we'd come back
again. If I'd had you with me fifteen years ago--" he caught back a
sudden sigh and laughed again. "What am I talking about? You
weren't born then!"
"I was seven," said The Old Bean practically. "But I'd be proud to
go to hell with you any day you like to mention."
"Ah!" said Dick Dynamo between a sigh and a smile. "Married men
can't do things like that! And I'm getting past the age myself."
"You'll have to get married too," said The Old Bean.
There was an instant's silence. Then: "Let's go down and get a
drink!" said Dick Dynamo.
PART IV
CHAPTER I
PETER AND MARY
"It'll never be the same thing again," said Mary mournfully.
"Who wants it to be?" said Peter.
He sat in the glow of the fire cleaning his gun while the pale winter
twilight entered frostily through the leaded window behind him. Mary
was too thrifty to light her lamp before it had faded.
She smiled, though somewhat wistfully at his question. "I'm afraid I
don't like change," she said.
"I don't mind if it's for the better," said Peter.
"Ah! That's just it," said Mary, her head bent over her knitting.
He threw a humorous glance towards her. "Cheer up, my girl!" he
said. "Don't get old before your time!"
She managed to send back a smile. "It's not that, Peter. I'm no
older than I am, and no younger either. Goodness knows I don't want
to sadden anybody, but I've had a feeling all this winter as if
there's change coming. Lots of things are going to be different all
round us, and only you and I will be left the same."
"Well, so long as we are the same!" said Peter. "I don't see that
anything else matters much myself."
"You're a man," said Mary with a sigh.
"Well, I can't help that," said Peter with a grin.
She smiled again to humour him, though the effort was a poor one.
"You always used to say that you didn't think Miss Bobby would have
Silas," she said. "And now!"
"She hasn't got him yet, has she?" said Peter.
"They're not married, if that's what you mean," said Mary.
"Wasn't it what you meant?" asked Peter with a twinkle.
Mary's smile faded. "I don't know," she said. "I love her--just as
everyone does. But I don't quite understand her. There's something
at the back of it all, Peter. There's a closed door somewhere. It
isn't for me to ask questions, but I don't feel happy about it all.
I'm dreadfully anxious on Silas's account."
"Oh, leave Silas alone! He can look after himself," said Peter
comfortably. "I've never known Silas go under yet."
"I'm sure I hope you never will," said Mary. "But I don't feel easy
about him. He takes things hard, does Silas. He follows her almost
like a dog. Of course I'm very glad--like everyone else--that
Rosemary is safe and sound and none the worse for her wild pranks.
But I don't quite like their going off to London together like this.
It doesn't seem natural."
"She wasn't fit to go alone," pointed out Peter. "You wouldn't have
liked me to have gone, would you?"
"Miss Matilda was the one who ought to have gone with her to see
Rosemary married," said Mary, ignoring this attempt at levity. "If
only she weren't such a poor thing----"
"I'm not so darned sure that she is such a poor thing," observed
Peter, turning more towards the window to obtain the full benefit of
the fading light. "She's more or less what I call a fictitious
invalid is Miss Matilda. She could get up all right and do things if
she'd a mind."
"Oh, I don't know." Mary rose dutifully to light the lamp. "She's
very bronchial. Dr. Bellamy's car is always going up to the Vicarage
now."
"Jolly decent of 'em to keep her there!" declared Peter. "I'm pretty
thankful she doesn't quarter herself on us, Polly. Miss Bobby's one
thing, but Miss Matilda,--well, she's quite another."
"I know," said Mary. "I'm not grudging anybody anything, and I'm
always glad to do what I can. But I wish things would get straight
again. I don't like all this coming and going, and telegrams--well,
telegrams always do make me feel bad."
"That last one was a godsend anyhow," remarked Peter. "It was new
life to Miss Bobby. I'll never forget how her poor face lighted up
when she read it. It's wonderful the store she sets by Rosemary. On
my word, the losing of her was nearly her death-blow."
"Yes--yes," agreed Mary, the glow from the newly-lighted lamp
spreading over her honest comely face. "It's dreadful to think how
much lies in the hands of the young, and how little they realize it.
Do you suppose that Rosemary and that young Mr. Ross have been going
about together all this time?"
Peter considered the matter judicially. "Well, it's hard to say," he
decided at length. "But I don't think it's altogether likely because
if he's as straight as he looks he'd have got married to her before.
No, it's my opinion that she's got herself into some scrape--as I
always thought she would--and he, being fond of her, has just come to
the rescue."
"Oh, Peter!" said Mary, shocked. "I wouldn't like to think that."
"Well, you never know," said Peter. "There were some funny stories
going round Bode after that Boxing Night Ball. First it was that
young Hudson, and then it was a much more important personage who was
given the credit for spiriting her away. But, whoever it was, the
fact remains that she went--and she didn't go alone."
"No," Mary allowed somewhat reluctantly. "That's true. But it was
just a prank. I'm sure it couldn't have been anything more. It may
have been young Mr. Ross all the time after all. The other was so
unlikely. It sounded like a myth to me."
"Truth is sometimes stranger than fiction," observed Peter
sententiously. "He was staying at _The King's Head_ that night,
remember, and he disappeared during the night. Miss Rosemary did the
same. Roper can testify to that. Why, he was telling me all about
it only last market-day. And she had his room to dress in, moreover.
I thought that was a very fishy circumstance."
Mary turned her attention to boiling the kettle for tea. "You men
always try to believe the worst," she remarked good humouredly.
"Talk about women's gossip--why, they can't hold a candle to the men."
"No, but facts are facts," maintained Peter. "And human nature's
human nature. She always was a wild one, as you know, and small
wonder, considering."
"Considering what?" said Mary.
"You know," said Peter.
She turned from the fire and faced him. "Yes, I do know, Peter. And
I'll tell you now, straight out, I don't believe it. I've nursed her
and watched over her night and day, and if she isn't as pure as an
angel, then I don't know what virtue means!"
Her voice shook a little with the intensity of her declaration. Her
homely features were alight with a generous glow. It was not often
that Mary stood up to anyone, but when she did, she did the thing
nobly. Peter, with his gun between his knees, quite forgot his job
in watching her.
"I'm not saying anything about Rosemary," Mary proceeded. "She's
young, and she might get led astray in these free times. Anybody
might. But Miss Bobby--Miss Bobby's different. She's a saint and
always has been. There may be things we don't know. There are. But
nothing will shake my belief in her. She's as white as the driven
snow."
"By Jove!" said Peter. He said it more to himself than to Mary whose
simple eloquence served somehow to place her on a higher level. He
sat looking up at her if she had stepped into a niche very far above
him. "It's nice of you to think like that," he added after a moment.
"It isn't what I think," said Mary. "It's what I believe and know.
Silas knows it too. That's why he worships her so. But, ah dear,"
she turned back to her kettle with a sigh, "I sometimes doubt if he
wins her after all. Somehow I don't think she's to be won."
"What do you think?" asked Peter cautiously.
"I don't know." Mary bent a little, looking into the fire, as though
seeking inspiration there. "There's change coming, as I said before.
Things'll never settle down again as they have been. Miss
Bobby--she'll never go back to live at Little Staple without
Rosemary. Her being married is going to make a lot of difference all
round."
"She'll have Silas all right," declared Peter. "It's the only
possible thing."
Mary shook her head. "I don't know. I think he'll break his heart
if she doesn't. But--I don't know."
"And you'll break yours if she does, eh?" said Peter.
"Me!" said Mary. She did not turn from the fire this time, but as
she stood there, her face half-averted, he saw a deep flood of colour
spread from neck to brow. She remained bent and silent for several
seconds, then slowly she straightened herself and spoke again. "I
may be a fool, Peter Garnet," she said, "but I am not quite such a
big fool as that, thank God!"
The simple dignity with which she spoke had a strange effect upon
Peter. He shuffled his feet as if embarrassed, finally blurting out
with schoolboy abruptness, "I wasn't calling you a fool. I think
you're the finest woman I've ever seen, bar none. It's Silas that's
the fool not to see where his true happiness lies."
Mary gave an odd choked laugh and lifted the kettle off the fire.
"Silas is no fool either," she said. "It's what I've always said.
He's different from you and me--born different. It's natural that he
should turn to a lady born--like Miss Bobby--for his happiness, and I
pray every night that she may be moved to give it him. It may be
that their going off together like this to see little Rosemary
married is a sign that she will. P'raps even, they'll get married
themselves before they come back. If so--I tell you, Peter,--I'll be
very, very pleased."
She spoke with an emphasis that permitted no questioning, and Peter
attempted none. He merely got up and propped his gun in a corner,
then stooped to fondle Nero who had risen punctiliously at his
movement.
"Don't go out again!" said Mary. "I'll have tea ready in five
minutes."
"All right," said Peter. He stood up and looked out of the window to
the primrose sky of evening where hung a new moon like a silver horn
and a single gem-like star.
Mary busied herself with the tea-things, and for a minute or two the
silence between them remained unbroken and unobtrusive. Then, quite
suddenly and for no apparent reason, it dawned upon her that there
was something unusual about Peter. She paused in her work and looked
at him.
There was nothing remarkable about his attitude. His square
shoulders and rather thick neck and bullet-head conveyed nothing
abnormal to her mind. She had seen him stand so, waiting for a meal,
many times in her life, and had never sensed anything in him but that
practical patience and goodnature upon which she had always relied.
But now--somehow there was something different, something that
strangely stirred her, making her feel uncertain, almost afraid.
She stood quite motionless while that curious influence to which she
could give no name pulsed and tingled all around her, like an
electric current. At last, abruptly, feeling almost as if she could
bear no more, she spoke.
"Peter! What are you looking at?"
Her voice had a startled note wholly different from her usual cheery
tones. Peter made a slight movement as if taken by surprise, but he
did not turn.
"I was just looking at the moon," he said half-sheepishly.
"What ever for?" said Mary.
Her voice still had a staccato sound though she made a definite
effort to calm it. She stood by the kitchen-table and her hand
gripped the edge of it, for, quite unaccountably, she was trembling.
Peter's answer came with more assurance. It even had a stubborn
note; but still he did not turn. "I was wishing for something," he
said.
"It's no good wishing through glass," said Mary.
"Oh, isn't it?" said Peter. He made a sudden dive forward, fumbled a
moment at the bolt of the window, then threw it wide. "Just you come
here!" he said.
She went, strangely torn with emotion. He stretched out a hand to
her, not looking towards her, and, as she came within reach, drew her
quietly to him. "Look here, Polly!" he said. "Kneel on the
window-seat a minute with me! That's right! Now look, old girl!
Look at that moon--and wish!"
"What am I to wish for?" said Mary under her breath.
His arm slipped round her as she knelt. His voice also came hushed.
"Wish that you may get to love the chap that loves you well enough to
marry him!" he said.
"Good gracious, Peter!" said Mary.
His arm closed firmly. "You might do worse," he said.
The frosty air blew in upon them, and Mary became aware of a certain
magic quality in it which seemed to be depriving her of her cherished
commonsense. She made one despairing effort to retain it.
"Peter, what'll the neighbours say? We've always been like brother
and sister, you and I."
"I don't care a damn for that," said Peter, "or the neighbours
either. I care for you, and that's about all."
"Good gracious!" said Mary again, with weakening resolution.
"You see," said Peter, "the chances are it won't be you and I and
Silas much longer. It'll just be you and I. The neighbours'll jaw
worse than ever then--unless we get married."
"Good gracious!" said Mary for the third time, half in awe and half
in admiration. "I'd never thought of that!"
"Well, I have," said Peter. "I take it you don't want to lose me as
well as Silas, do you?"
"Oh, God forbid!" cried poor Mary, and laid her head down on his
shoulder.
"Well, that's all right then," said Peter, "because it's the same
with me. So now you can give me a kiss and stop worrying."
She lifted her face obediently. Peter's kisses were offered too
rarely to suffer postponement. But when the kiss was over, misgiving
again arose within her.
"You're sure we're doing right to think about it, Peter?" she said
wistfully. "Sure it isn't for my sake? I'm older than you are, you
know, Peter. You're in your prime and I'm getting past mine now."
"Oh, stop talking like a durned fool!" said Peter, and kissed her
again roughly and possessively. "Can't you give me credit for
knowing my own mind? Who's going to look after me like you do, I'd
like to know? Think one of the village-girls with their dances and
their whist-drives 'd do the job well enough to please me? Because I
don't, and I'm not wanting any of 'em to try! You old fool, Polly!"
He took her by her plump shoulders and gently shook her. "Don't you
know a woman like you is God's best gift to a man? Don't you know
I'd go sheer crazy without you?"
"Oh, Peter!" said Mary with her eyes full of tears. "Just to think
of you feeling like that!"
"I do then!" he said, gripping her almost defiantly. "I've felt like
it a long time, but I haven't told you so. It wouldn't have been
fair to Silas. But I never meant anyone else to have you, that I
promise you. So now, whatever happens, you belong to me."
"Oh, my dear--my dear!" said Mary brokenly.
She would have said much more, but at that moment the kettle boiled
over, and commonsense instantly reasserted itself. Peter found
himself left alone at the window which he shut and fastened, pulling
down the blind and drawing the curtains, while Mary with some
lingering agitation attended to the source of their interruption.
When he came and joined her by the fire, she had regained much of her
customary composure and addressed him with resolution, albeit with
still heightened colour.
"We'll say no more of this, Peter, till Silas comes back. I've no
wish to seem ungrateful, but--after all these years--I think it would
be more becoming."
"All right," said Peter. "But not Silas or anyone else is going to
make any difference now. Just you mind that!"
Mary turned round to the table to set down the teapot and in her
honest eyes there shone a light which neither Peter nor Silas had
ever seen there.
"Oh, don't you be afraid, my dear!" she said softly. "I'm
yours--just as I always have been. And if you're satisfied with me
as I am now,--well, I shall never be any different, except, maybe, in
loving you more as the years go by."
"You'll marry me then?" said Peter, with masculine determination to
obtain a definite understanding.
Mary laughed at him--a soft, happy laugh. "Do you want it in
writing, Peter?" she said.
"Your word is enough," he said. "Just say, I will!"
"All right! I will," said Mary simply and sincerely. "And now sit
down and have your tea!"
CHAPTER II
THE MEETING
The message that had reached Bobby that morning was one which she had
little expected to receive. She had been making strenuous efforts to
regain her strength to start upon her quest, though in what direction
she meant to go was still a matter of hopeless indecision, when
suddenly like the flash of a torch on a dark night, news had come.
She carried it with her now though she did not need it, for she had
the words by heart and repeated them over and over inwardly to the
drumming of the express in which she sat. They had lost no time, she
and Silas, for it had been an understood thing that he should
accompany her. She had left everything to him save the packing of
her simple luggage which had been Mary's willing service. And
already they were on their way.
To Bobby after her long bereavement it had been as a message from the
dead. And yet its very simplicity had seemed to breathe of the
warmth and vitality that had been the sheer essence of her Rosemary.
"I am here with Donald Ross," so had the message run. "We want to
get married at once. Please will you come and give me away? Your
loving Rosemary."
The address was a London hotel of which Bobby had no knowledge, but
her misgivings were at rest, She knew and trusted Donald Ross. The
stability of The Old Bean was as it were his hall-mark. The relief
of realizing that his search had been rewarded with success was
almost more than she could bear. She could hardly believe that the
long suspense and separation were so nearly over.
"All must be well with her! Surely all must be well!" she had said
to Silas.
And he had responded somewhat briefly, "We shall soon know anyhow."
He had made immediate arrangements for the journey, and she knew that
he had been prepared for the contingency for some time. Everything
that could be done for her comfort was done with a swift,
unquestioning efficiency which moved her deeply though it was no time
for words. His devotion had always been of a practical turn, and it
had become an understood thing between them that she should accept it
without scruple. Later she would make such return as lay in her
power. This also was understood, and they discussed it no further.
It seemed as if they had already become partners.
He watched over her throughout the journey with an attention that was
always ready though never obtrusive. Now and then they talked a
little, but it was mainly of unimportant things. For the most part
they were silent. And the message kept on echoing and re-echoing in
Bobby's heart. The child she had loved so tenderly, for whom she had
sacrificed so much, was still wanting her, had appealed to her out of
the void, calling herself her loving Rosemary. Very soon now--oh,
very soon--she would have her darling in her arms again.
The daylight faded and darkness came and with it the moon--that pale
new moon which had drawn Mary and Peter for a brief space out of
their work-a-day world. The hopes and fears in Bobby's heart had
turned to earnest prayer. As time passed and they sped on she forgot
her companion, forgot her own physical weariness, forgot everything
in life save that deep supplication of the spirit. How often she had
prayed for Rosemary! And how hard of late it had been to feel that
her prayers were heard! But to-night a sense of peace came upon her.
To-night she knew that she did not pray in vain.
Silas roused her presently with some food that he made her take, and
he told her that they were within an hour of their journey's end.
That brought her thoughts back to him again. She smiled and thanked
him, repudiating the fatigue which nevertheless she could not wholly
hide.
"I wonder if they will meet us," she said.
"Somebody is sure to," said Silas.
The thought of that meeting shook Bobby to the depths. She felt as
if it were years, instead of a few dreary weeks, that separated her
from her Rosemary. She even began to wonder if she would find her
greatly changed. Somehow she had a conviction that she also had been
through a good deal during those long weeks. But, whatever her
experiences had been, she was giving herself into the keeping of a
trusty friend at last. Bobby had no misgivings regarding The Old
Bean. She did not know him intimately, but she had always liked him,
had always instinctively felt that she could trust him. She had said
as much to Matilda with whom she had had a brief interview that
morning at the Vicarage on her way to the station. But Matilda, who
was in bed and being waited on by the patient Mrs. Hudson, had turned
her face to the wall and begged her to go away, as she had no desire
ever to see or hear anything more of Rosemary and her doings.
Perhaps when Bobby had spent all her savings on getting her married
she would kindly come back and look after her, instead of leaving her
to be a burden to strangers. She had not even glanced at Bobby or
noticed the ravages which those past weeks had wrought upon her.
Bobby was the bond-slave born to service, and she had no right to be
ill.
Bobby had gone swiftly away from her sister's bedside, and she had
not suffered her mind to return thither. Matilda could come
afterwards, but Rosemary now was second to none.
The inner tumult increased within her as they neared their
destination, though she fought with all her strength for composure.
Gazing through the dark window, she hoped and believed that her
agitation was not apparent to Silas who had betaken himself to the
further corner of the compartment which he had succeeded in keeping
clear of intruders throughout the journey.
She tried to think of him for a space, of all that he had done for
her; but her thoughts kept flying back to Rosemary, and she was
forced to let them go. Silas also must come afterwards.
They reached the suburbs of the Metropolis at last, and she knew that
only a few more minutes remained. Her heart was throbbing very hard
and she struggled against a feeling of suffocation that threatened
over and over again to overwhelm her. On and on between endless rows
of houses dimly seen they rushed, till it seemed to Bobby that her
nightmare of suspense would never end. On and on, and now they were
slackening speed and the end was near.
She felt powerless, as one in the grip of fate; yet as Silas rose and
began to collect her belongings she managed to whisper, "Shall I
stand by the window--in case--just in case--she is there?"
He saw her agitation and bent down to her. "Steady now! Steady!" he
said. "You mustn't let yourself go. Let me give you a hand!"
He helped her to her feet and let down the window. He was close
behind her, ready to support her, as she leaned forth.
They glided into the great station with its flaring lamps and waiting
porters. Bobby's heart was in her throat. She clutched the woodwork
desperately. Surely Rosemary would be there to greet her! Surely
she would be there!
But they ran past light after light and she saw no girlish figure
searching the train for arrivals. There were very few people at all
besides the row of porters. One tall man, clad in an overcoat that
did not wholly conceal evening clothes, caught her attention though
she did not know why. He was not in the least like The Old Bean.
But he had evidently come to meet someone, for he was scanning the
carriage-windows as they passed him.
And now, just as the train slid to a standstill, the one at which she
stood came within his range of vision, and she saw him move with a
slight start. The light was full upon her, but his face was in
shadow. He pushed aside a porter and reached the door. With his
hand upon it, he swept off his hat and greeted her.
"Ah, Roberta!" he said.
She saw him as in a dream--as in many dreams she had seen him; and as
in those dreams her heart ceased to beat with the wonder of the
meeting. It was as though she saw him rise from the grave.
"Dick!" she said.
There arose a great rushing in her ears, a tumult as of engulfing
waters all around her. She felt herself sink downwards towards a
darkness unfathomable, and was aware of an arm that gripped her and
raised her up. Then she was lying back on the cushioned seat,
nerveless and gasping, while Silas--strong and able friend--pulled
off her gloves and chafed her icy hands.
"Wait! I've got some brandy here," she heard him say, and while she
was vaguely marvelling at the forethought that had made him bring it,
he was holding a flask to her lips and making her drink.
It brought her to life again with a painful jerk. She fastened
trembling hands on his arm.
"Please, Silas, please!" she said.
"Go on!" he said relentlessly. "You want it. I wish I'd made you
have it sooner."
It was useless to attempt to resist him. Silas in moments of
emergency was apt to loom gigantic and there was nothing for it but
submission. She obeyed him therefore, and gradually her strength
returned.
She tried to sit up. "Oh, I'm so sorry," she said.
"Stay as you are!" said Silas. "There's no hurry and nothing to be
sorry about."
The noises of the great station came back into her consciousness--and
with them the memory of her vision. She made a more determined
effort to recover her self-control.
"I'm quite all right again," she told him tremulously. "Please help
me to sit up! There--there's someone there, waiting--someone I used
to know."
"Do you want him?" said Silas.
She looked up into his rugged face and met the clean directness of
his eyes. "Please, Silas!" she said.
He moved, straightening himself, and turned to the open door. "Will
you get in? She's asking for you," he said.
Bobby sat up. She was deathly white still, but she was smiling with
that high courage of hers which it took so much to daunt.
"It is really--you!" she said, and held out her hand to the stranger
as he stood in the doorway.
He took it with a courtly gesture. His dark eyes swept her face. "I
am afraid I have upset you," he said.
Bobby's lips were quivering piteously in spite of that gallant smile.
She did not know what it was in him that so wounded her. It was
something more subtle than words or touch,--something that seemed a
part of the man himself.
"I am quite all right really," she said; "only a little tired after
the journey."
"She has been ill," volunteered Silas grimly. "We had better get her
out of this as soon as possible."
Bobby stretched out an appealing hand. "Silas, let me introduce you!
This is--an old friend--Captain Thorgrave."
There was an instant's pause; then: "Perhaps I had better introduce
myself to you both," the other man said. "I am now--Lord Ravencombe."
"Ah! Is that it?" said Bobby, with a sharp breath.
He answered her curtly, as one who seeks to check all discussion at
the outset. "Yes, that's it. Through force of circumstances I have
become the temporary guardian of Rosemary, and that is how I come to
be here. This gentleman whom you call Silas--" he turned to him
almost aggressively--"your name is Hickory, I believe?"
"It is," said Silas, with a brevity that equalled his own. The other
smiled, showing his teeth a little. "Then we are long-lost cousins
or something of the kind. You've got a look of the family about you."
"That doesn't interest me," said Silas.
Ravencombe's smile became a half-smothered laugh that threw his long
scar into terrible prominence. He turned again to Bobby.
"Don't you see the likeness between us?" he said.
She tried to avert her eyes from his disfigurement and failed.
Somehow, very strangely, she was aware of a likeness between the two
men--a resemblance so marked that she marvelled that she had never
noted it before, yet could not have said wherein it lay.
She could not answer his question. She could only ask another of
infinitely greater importance to her trembling heart. "Rosemary!
What of Rosemary?" she said.
"She is quite well," Ravencombe answered, "and waiting for you. I've
got a taxi engaged. We thought you would be alone."
"Let us go!" said Bobby.
He helped her to her feet and handed her down, while Silas turned to
collect their belongings. They stood together on the platform for a
few seconds, but they did not speak. It seemed to Bobby in the rush
and roar of the station as if no words were left. In that amazing
meeting she had glimpsed a gulf far wider than any mere years of
separation could have made, and deep within her she knew that this
man--the lover of her youth for whom she had so long and faithfully
waited--had never intended to return.
But even that thought, now that she was herself again, was not
paramount with her. She dismissed it almost feverishly. What did it
matter--on this night of wonders what did anything matter except
Rosemary who was waiting for her--waiting for her?
"Can we get away now?" she said, as Silas descended.
Ravencombe signed to a porter. "The sooner the better," he said.
And then she found herself walking between them down the long
platform, feeling very weak yet longing to force herself to a run, to
shorten the span of time that still must pass ere she could clasp her
darling in her arms again.
They were nearing the barrier when abruptly Silas spoke to her. "It
seems to me that I am hardly wanted now," he said. "Wouldn't you
rather go on alone?"
She turned and stared at him. Somehow the suggestion took her breath
away. "Go on alone!" she repeated; then quickly: "Oh no--no!
Please--please come too!"
"You are sure you wish it?" he said.
Her answer was so prompt and emphatic that it must have satisfied the
most incredulous. "Quite--quite sure!" she said. "I should be--lost
without you."
He accepted her assurance in silence, and the man on her other side
sent him a curious glance. Their eyes met over her head in almost
open challenge. But neither spoke. As they reached the barrier,
Silas fell behind.
CHAPTER III
THE CONFLICT
That journey through the London streets seemed unending to Bobby. It
was raining, and the roads shone like glass. She felt dazzled,
bewildered, uncertain of herself, acutely conscious of a tension
between her companions for which she could discover no remedy. She
realized that Ravencombe had given a very definite hint to Silas and
that but for her much more definite assurance he would have taken it.
Strangely enough, obsessed as she was by the thought of Rosemary, she
had time to be angry for his sake. And it was Dick--of all people,
Dick--who had made her so. Dick, now Lord Ravencombe and a cousin of
Silas! That was the amazing thing. And Silas who hated and despised
the Thorgrave blood that ran so strongly in his veins!
By the fitful glare of the streets she watched his face, sternly
emotionless, in front of her, and again she saw that likeness which
till then had been hidden from her. They were utterly unlike--these
two cousins, and yet so much alike that they might have been
brothers. How was it that she had never seen it before? The answer
came to her almost without her seeking. It was not the old Dick whom
she had known in the long ago who resembled Silas, but this stranger
who yet had a look of the old Dick about him and spoke with the old
Dick's voice. Somehow, in totally different surroundings, they had
developed along similar lines. And she realized that while Silas had
probably altered but little with the years, the other man had been
changing day by day till now she found a being almost
unrecognizable--yet still in some ways poignantly the same, and also
somehow, unaccountably, displaying an elusive resemblance to one whom
in earlier days she was certain he had never resembled.
It was all rather like a dream from which she could not disentangle
herself. She even began to wonder whether it was possible that this
curious resemblance which till now she had never seen had been a
factor acting upon her sub-conscious mentality to induce the intimacy
between herself and Silas which Rosemary and Matilda had so deeply
resented. It had never occurred to her before that there could be
any attraction save that of genuine friendship and gratitude. But
now--she wondered.
Again her eyes sought Silas's face, and this time she found his eyes
upon her in a straight regard that seemed to pierce her very soul.
She met them for a space unfaltering, then the light passed and she
could see them no longer.
Ravencombe's voice spoke beside her. "We are just there," he said.
The taxi turned a corner and stopped at last. Another glare of light
burst in upon them, but she thought of Silas no more though it was
his hand that helped her out and urged her swiftly into shelter from
the pouring rain. She went through glass doors into a high hall, and
looked around her eagerly. But only the casual glances of strangers
met her gaze.
Ravencombe spoke again. "She isn't here. I've got a sitting-room.
Go straight through to the lift!"
She went, and was aware that he followed her. In the lift she
realized that they were alone, and sharply turned.
"Where is Silas?"
He had already shut the doors. "He stopped to engage a room," he
said.
The lift shot upwards as he spoke, and for those few seconds they
were alone. They were over almost before she had begun to realize
them, but as they reached the fourth floor and stopped she knew that
she had been under a close observation that had missed nothing.
"You lead the way!" she said, as she stepped on to the landing.
He did so in silence, and they went down a long empty corridor till
they came at length to a door at which he paused. She was close
behind him and quivering with eagerness.
Very suddenly he turned and faced her. "It was a pity," he said,
"that you brought an escort with you. I wanted you alone to-night."
"Alone!" She went backwards with the words, her hand to her heart.
"Where is Rosemary?"
He smiled at her. Why was his smile so terrible? Then very quietly
he took a key from his pocket and opened the door, switching on the
light.
"Come in here," he said, "and I will tell you!"
She obeyed him, trembling from head to foot. She found herself in a
well-lighted sitting-room in which a meal had been spread. There was
a door at the further end towards which she turned instinctively, but
Ravencombe's voice arrested her.
"No, she isn't in there. I can't produce her for the moment, though
she is quite safe and happy; so you needn't be anxious. Take off
your things and sit down!"
She turned swiftly upon him, all her joyful anticipation swept away
in a wave of anger. "How dare you trick me like this?" she said.
"Why did you say she was here?"
He shrugged his shoulders slightly. "I should have thought the
reason was obvious. As for tricking you,--well, that was a game of
your own starting many years ago."
She gazed at him, taking in every detail for the first time, noting
the iron-grey of his hair, the bitter lines that the years had carved
upon him, and the cruel scar which no years could ever efface.
Then, at the end of a deep silence, she spoke. "Dick, why--why
didn't you come back before?"
He made her a curious bow. "At last," he said, "I have succeeded in
attracting your attention. But I should have thought that once more
the answer to your question was obvious. I had nothing to come back
for."
The words were like cold steel, piercing her. She made a gesture
that was unconsciously tragic. "Was I--nothing?" she said.
He raised his brows. "The answer to that," he said, "is not so
obvious, I admit. But come and sit down, and perhaps we shall arrive
at an understanding."
He motioned her forward, but she remained stationary. "Before I do
anything at all," she said, "you must first--please--tell me the
truth about Rosemary. Where is she? What is she doing? You--you
can't mean to torture me by keeping it back?"
The words sounded strange even to herself. That Dick--that dear
lover of hers--could have come back thus to torture her seemed so
monstrous, so utterly outside the bounds of possibility. And yet his
attitude--his voice--his look--all conveyed the same. Mockery,
cynicism, even malice, were there expressed. There might be more
also. There might be fires of hatred hidden below the surface which
she found so ominous. And this was the man for whom she had waited
all the days of her youth.
But she maintained her self-control though he showed no sign of
yielding to her entreaty. "You must please answer me," she said. "I
can't think of anything--attend to anything until I know. That
telegram----"
"I sent that telegram," he said.
"Ah!" Again she felt as if her heart would choke her. "Then--it was
all a hoax! You can tell me nothing--you know nothing--about her?"
He walked slowly forward into the room so that she was obliged to
follow. "On the contrary, I know almost everything about her," he
said. "I have already told you that she is safe and happy, and that
is the truth. But she is no longer in my keeping, or--in yours."
He reached the table and stopped before it to pour out a glass of
wine. She watched him, fascinated. He turned towards her again, and
she saw a strange, leaping light in his eyes that made him unfamiliar
to her. The Dick Dynamo of old had been bold and daring, but his
eyes had never held aught but love for her.
He held the wine towards her. "Come!" he said. "This is for you.
It will help you to hold your own."
She took it from him almost mechanically, but the next moment she
came to the table and set it down untasted. "Dick," she said
resolutely, "we have got to understand one another."
He smiled, the baffling, fitful fire still in his eyes. "Which is
exactly why I decoyed you hither, my dear Roberta," he said. "I have
heard a good deal about you lately which does not altogether tally
with my own conceptions of you. Take off your hat and coat and let
me see you!"
She turned fully towards him. "No," she said quietly. "I am going
again immediately. Now please tell me about Rosemary! I must know
about her. You can't mean to keep it from me."
A hint of entreaty crept into her voice despite her determined effort
to keep it steady. The man who faced her made a curious gesture as
of repudiation.
"I have told you that she is safe," he said. "Nor has she come to
any harm while in my company. I am sorry that the pleasure of
meeting me is not sufficient to counterbalance your disappointment.
I can only suggest that you make the best of a bad bargain--or shall
we say a bad exchange not of your arranging?--and answer a few
questions I have to ask. When you have done that, I will do my best
to answer yours."
She saw that he was in earnest. Behind his bantering pose was deadly
intention, and she remembered of old that Dick Dynamo had never been
one to endure opposition to his will. She made a desperate attempt
to master her impatience and to meet his mood undismayed.
"Well, Dick," she said, "what is it that you want to know?"
The flicker of a smile crossed his face, and she knew--just as
Rosemary had known--that her motives were quite bare to his gaze.
"I should like to know everything, please," he said smoothly. "But
before you begin, may I request you once more to remove your hat? I
want to see you properly."
She obeyed him without further hesitation, somehow realizing that she
had no choice; and she saw his look change subtly as it dwelt upon
the gleaming gold of her hair.
"So you are neither grey nor shorn!" he said. "I appreciate that.
Why don't you sit down if you are tired?"
"I am just going," Bobby said.
"That depends," he remarked enigmatically.
Again, as if compelled, she took the chair he indicated, and doing
so, acknowledged to herself that her strength was limited.
"That's better," he said. "Now begin at the very beginning and tell
me everything that has happened to you since I saw you last!"
She looked up at him with her clear, unswerving gaze. "I don't think
I have very much to tell," she said. "I have just kept on working."
His eyes held hers with an almost fierce intentness.
"For--Rosemary," he said, his voice very level and distinct. "You
hadn't got her to work for, you must remember, when I left."
"No. I know," said Bobby, and closed her lips firmly upon the words.
He marked the fact with a grim hardening of the features that gave
them a stony, carved look. "Is that all?" he said.
"That's all," said Bobby quietly.
"You have no intention of telling me anything more?" he said.
Her eyes still met his without a falter. "No, Dick," she said. "I
don't discuss other people's affairs with anyone."
"You'd sooner lie," he said.
The colour rose and spread all over her face at his words, but she
still continued to meet his look. "I should not lie to you," she
said.
"Ah!" He laughed, though his face scarcely altered. "That is kind of
you, Roberta, though I imagine it is only because you could not hope
for any success if you did. Tell me, why have you never married in
all these years?"
The colour deepened in her face, became a most painful blush. Her
eyelids flickered a little, as though she would fain shield herself
from that merciless regard of his. But she kept her head up still.
"I have had--other things to do," she said.
"Is that your sole reason?" he said.
She made a small unconscious gesture of protest, and locked her hands
together. "It isn't quite fair to ask me that," she said.
"Oh, I assure you everything is fair at this stage," he declared.
"Are you going to answer me--or must I draw my own conclusions?"
Again she made a small, quivering movement, as though the inquisition
were more than she could bear. "I will answer if you wish," she
said. "But I don't think it will help things very much."
"I do wish," he said briefly.
Her face was scarlet now, her lips trembling; but with a great effort
she controlled herself to speak.
"I daresay I shouldn't have married in any case," she said. "I can't
tell. But--I have always--until lately--regarded myself as engaged
to you."
It was his turn to be discomfited, and though he kept himself rigidly
in hand, there was something about him--a subtle, scarcely
perceptible change of countenance--that betrayed it.
"Oh, you stick to that story too, do you?" he said.
"What do you mean?" said Bobby.
He told her with a cynicism that but thinly veiled some deeper
emotion. "The heart-ever-faithful fable. Of course it's a very
touching one and can reflect nothing but credit upon you. I am
rather surprised that you should take the trouble to repeat it to me,
that's all."
"I don't understand you," said Bobby. The violent colour was fading
from her face, leaving her haggard and strangely aged. "I am telling
you the truth, Dick," she said almost pleadingly. "And you meet me
with nothing but gibes and sneers. Why? What have I done to deserve
it? How have I wronged you in all these years?"
"How have you wronged me?" he said. "You ask me that?"
"Yes, I do ask you." Her voice still trembled, but she spoke with
more assurance. There was something about him that seemed to
indicate that he had given ground before her. "I do ask you, Dick;
because, as I say, until lately--I have always felt that you might
come back to me, and I have held myself in readiness for you."
"Until lately?" he threw in.
She bent her head. "Yes. Lately--just lately--I had begun to feel
that you would never come."
"Since when?" he said.
She hesitated for a second, then again raised her eyes to his.
"Since Rosemary went," she said.
"Ah!" He made a sharp movement, but as swiftly controlled himself.
"Go on!" he commanded. "Tell me what made you feel that!"
She obeyed with absolute simplicity. "I had begun to wonder if you
were still living, before that. After that, I can't tell you why,
but I became somehow sure--quite sure--that I should never see--_my_
Dick again."
He uttered a harsh sound that might have been either laugh or groan.
"You were right there," he said. "You never will,--at least not the
Dick you used to know. He was buried alive long, long ago, and
though he lived on for a time, he died in the end--of starvation,
suffocation, madness--whatever the poor devils generally die of after
they have been bricked up long enough."
There was a wild ring of reality in his voice, and Bobby shuddered.
It might have been a madman speaking, and yet in that moment she saw
the things he saw. Instinctively she sought to turn him aside from
contemplating them.
"We are neither of us what we used to be," she said gently. "Life
won't let us stay the same. Perhaps we have both been through a good
deal in our different ways; but, Dick, we needn't be bitter because
we have ceased to be what we once were. It isn't our faults. I am
not blaming you, and you mustn't blame me either. I have tried to do
my best."
"You!" he said, staring at her. "You say that! You who took my life
between your hands and broke it--like that!" He made a graphic
gesture.
"I, Dick!" For a moment she met his look in blank surprise, and then
suddenly she rose and stood before him. "You are wrong," she said
steadily. "You are making a mistake. Something must have happened
which I have never known. What is it?"
"What about Rosemary?" he said.
"Rosemary?" She repeated the name with a soft, unconscious
tenderness. "But I never told you of her. It couldn't have
been--Rosemary."
"No, you never told me of her." Sternly he corroborated the
statement. "But--wasn't it because of her that you sent me away?"
She still faced him. "Yes," she said. "But--I always meant at that
time to come to you--afterwards."
"You meant to come to me!" There was something like desperation in
his voice. "And I was to be kept in ignorance. You admit that! You
dare to admit it!"
"No," said Bobby. "As your wife, I would have told you. But not
otherwise."
"As my--" Something seemed to rise in his throat and choke him; he
swung suddenly away, as if he could no longer bear to look upon her.