"And thus, untaught in youth my heart to tame,
My springs of life were poisoned--'tis too late:
Yet am I changed; though still enough the same
In strength to bear what time cannot abate,
And feed on bitter fruits without accusing fate."
BYRON.
AGAIN 'twas night; but this time deepening into morn. In a spacious
chamber, furnished with all the appliances of opulent luxury, sat a man,
upon whose massive brow forty winters had traced many a deep and rugged
line. He seemed one who had not been slighted by fortune, for the insignia
of several illustrious orders hung upon his breast. A small cabinet table,
upon which were strewed gorgeously bound books and written papers of
various kinds, was drawn up beside him. The materials for writing were
also there; but he heeded them not, but sat with his head leaning upon his
hands apparently in abstracted meditation.
He remained in this position for full an hour, not moving a single muscle,
and more like a dead than a living thing. Then he arose suddenly, and
paced the apartment with a vigorous and hasty step. His limbs were firm
and his form athletic; it was his _head_ only that looked old. This
also lasted some time, and then he sat down once more, and, unlocking a
concealed drawer, drew forth a letter and a miniature. Upon the letter
he gazed long and earnestly, his look assuming an expression of mingled
terror and dejection piteous to behold. Laying down the picture with
a sigh, he then opened the billet and began to read, his countenance
becoming each moment more careworn and haggard. And it was not strange it
should be so; for it is a mournful thing to look upon the letters that
once told of the throbbing affection of some friend or loved one, when
the friendship is dead or merged in a deeper feeling for another, or the
love is banished forever from its chosen temple. To recall the words that
dropped on the page; archangels proclaiming with trumpet notes that we
were the idol of one beating heart at least; to bring up again our old
smile, and find it gleams, and with no Promethean power, upon affection's
corse. Ah me, 'tis sad, indeed! The reader muttered to himself ever and
anon, but his words were disjointed and unintelligible. He sighed, too,
frequently and deeply, and even groaned aloud as he read the following
passage:--
"Oh, believe me, your highness, it is fate, and not my own will, that
makes me seem ungrateful! The gratitude your priceless favor has
engendered in my breast is so warm, so fervid, that _my life_ would be
cheerfully given in requital; but when you ask _my heart_, alas! I can
only say, I have it not to give. Years ago, ere I had seen your highness,
or dreamed of the possibility of our ever meeting, Love had in my heart
a Minerva birth, and, though the object of it lies in a bloody grave in
a stranger's land, it will live in my own weary soul while it remains
on earth, and accompany it when it flees to join him. You say, 'Perhaps
I have not yet been fortunate enough to win your love or attract your
regard but let me beseech you at least to receive and weigh the depth,
the purity, the strength of my devotion against that of other men ere you
decide.' Monseignor, you _compel_, even were _I not willing to accord_, my
'esteem;' my worthless 'regard,' and all the love my father and the dead
do not claim, you also have; but were I to consent to your request, and
become your wife, at his own altar should I send up a perjured vow to God."
Carefully, he placed both letter and picture in the drawer from whence he
had taken them; but, instead of locking it, drew forth another "billet."
It was much shorter, a mere note, in fact, but seemed to contain matter as
pregnant with agitation as its predecessor. He paused some time over the
following postscript:--
"You tell me that the grave, in closing over the object of my love,
severed the tie between him and me forever--that death pronounced a
divorce which gave me liberty to form another attachment. You know not
woman's love to say so. It is impossible, when once ignited, to quench it
entirely. It may be unseen, the ashes may be cold; but a spark certainly
slumbers beneath them, and will never, never die! Oh, your highness, let
me entreat you to select some worthier object than myself upon which to
lavish your affections! I can never be yours!"
The man read this to the end. When he had finished, there was a smile
of mockery upon his face; but a spasmodic shudder which convulsed his
frame evinced the pain which it was meant to hide. How we learn to cheat
_ourselves_ by playing the hypocrite to others! The letter fell from his
grasp to the floor. His head assumed its old position on his hand, and he
gazed on vacancy. He remained in this posture so long that the candles
one by one flickered and went out, not even perceiving, so great was his
abstraction, the glare they gave just before they expired. The large
gothic window immediately opposite to where he sat was open, and the air
grew cooler and cooler each moment. It seemed, however, as if there were
no stars in the sky--all was darkness. Suddenly, a terrific flash of
lightning illumined earth and heaven, and cast a strong ruddy glare upon
every object in the apartment. A tremendous peal of thunder followed, and
the man started to his feet and advanced to the window. The rain was now
coming down in large drops, and flash after flash of lightning, and peal
after peal of thunder followed each other with astounding rapidity. The
wind, which had lain motionless and dead previous to the beginning of the
storm, now at one moment went rushing by with extreme violence, and the
next sank into a low moan that was awful enough to blanch the cheek and
palsy the heart of the stoutest. It was like the wailing voice of a God
sorrowing over the sins of man, or the spirit of earth singing a dirge
over vanished time.
The tenant of the chamber stood with folded arms, regardless of the fierce
gusts that ever and anon dashed the heavy rain-drops in his face, and
the ghastly blue tint cast upon his countenance by the lightning made
him look unearthly enough to be the arbiter of the dreadful contest then
raging between the shrieking storm fiends. His eye grew brighter and more
glistening. There seemed a sympathy between the unchained elements in
their rage and his own proud spirit. His form dilated, and he seemed to
look with a strange delight upon the swaying trees bending beneath the
terrific blasts of wind, and to list to the crashing thunder with a fierce
joy. A magnificent oak, which had resisted every attempt of the tempest to
more than shake its smaller limbs, was suddenly torn up by the very roots,
and, with a rushing noise, fell to the ground. The very earth seemed to
groan as it fell.
"Thus would _I_ die," exclaimed the looker on, exultingly--"thus would
I die! Amid a world's agonizing throes, when the mountains seem to bend
their scathed tops, and the ocean roars its submission to the storm."
As he spoke, he advanced, heedless of the elements, through the casement,
and stood upon the extreme edge of the battlemented parapet. A shrill,
mocking laugh greeted his concluding words, and a voice, that seemed to
his excited imagination preternaturally hollow, exclaimed--
"And die thus you shall!"
For a moment he stood perfectly paralyzed; but a heavy hand was laid upon
his shoulder, and he turned to meet the glare of two eyes that shone as if
lit with fire from hell. The person from whom the glance proceeded held in
a threatening position a long, keen-looking dagger, and the blade gleamed
brightly in the electric light with which a sudden flash of lightning
illumined the scene. The man who had a moment before looked defiantly upon
the wrathy heavens shrank from the danger which now threatened him from
a human foe. It was, however, but for a moment. He saw in the implacable
countenance of the man who had so strangely come upon him, sufficient
evidence of some dark and evil purpose to make him look for mischief. He
suspected the existence of a danger that would tax his every energy. He
turned upon the intruder a look of inquiry, firm and proud, and somewhat
rebuking in its aspect. The next moment, however, recollecting that,
in the intervals between the flashes, all was invisible, he put the
question audibly, which before he had mutely expressed. A tremendous peal
of thunder drowned the words in its frightful reverberations, and the
lightning that followed showed him the arm of his foe raised to strike.
Even as the blade touched his breast he caught his adversary's wrist and
threw himself upon him. Powerful he found him beyond all expectations, and
his cheek turned ghastly pale, for he felt hope deserting him.
The struggle was terrible; a look of vengeful despair sat on the beaded
brow of one, and deep, dark, unmitigable hate gleamed in the strained
eyeballs of the other. The assailed man chafed like a maimed lion in the
hunter's toils, and his efforts bore that character of ruthless savageness
which is the consequence of hopeless fear--of rayless despair. The other,
in the proud consciousness of tried strength, dashed his dagger into
the bosom of the clouded chaos that formed the atmosphere in which they
fought, and, by the exertion of resistless bodily power, bore his victim
back towards the verge of the parapet. _Too_ pale to seem human, like the
animated statues of two contending gladiators, they rocked to and fro on
its extremity. A momentary strife ensued, in which the muscles of each
seemed cracking with the might of their exertions. For a single instant,
the assailant seemed to give way, and the heart of his victim beat with
a hope that intensity made an agony; but the relaxation was but the
prelude to a more violent effort. Again they were upon the verge of the
battlement--they balanced upon the edge--and then sank into the darkness.
A wild, sardonic laugh, and a cry of agony that seemed to freeze the very
elements and hush their destructive howl into silence, went up to heaven,
succeeded by a dull, heavy sound that announced the departure of two souls
to judgment.
The next day the patrol discovered, beneath the postern that opened upon
the castle fosse, two mangled bodies, quite dead. The one was the Prince
Carlos, Regent of Spain, and the other the Count Carlo Zanotti.
FOOTNOTE:
[Footnote 1: I have liberally availed myself, in the above theory, of the
hints of my talented friend, J. J. Woodward, contained in an epistolatory
criticism on Bulwer's Zanoni, written to a mutual friend.]
THE ORPHAN'S DEPARTURE.
BY MARGARET FLOYD.
(_See Plate._)
THE early years of few have been so carefully guarded and protected as
were those of Edith Frazier. Her father was the rector of a church in
a beautiful but secluded country village in the south of England. In
addition to his sincere piety and high-toned moral character, Mr. Frazier
possessed a well-cultivated mind. His wife was also a superior woman, and
as Edith was their only child, her early training was the object of their
most careful attention. In a lovely and sequestered home, surrounded not
only by the comforts and luxuries, but the elegances of life, and in close
association with persons of high refinement and elevated goodness, the
young girl grew slowly up to womanhood. There was no undue excitement of
vanity or the passions to force her, like some hothouse plant, into an
early maturity; and no unseasonable call upon her for self-reliance or
exertion, which entirely blots out of some lives the sweet carelessness of
girlhood. At sixteen, she was still almost a child, when the death of her
mother, her first great sorrow, made her sensible for the first time that
this world is not the place for that uninterrupted happiness which had,
until then, been her portion.
Edith was almost heart-broken at the loss of her mother. They had been
constant companions, and she missed her every moment more and more. Mr.
Frazier tried to supply to his daughter the place both of father and
mother, but he was a studious, reserved man, and himself suffering deeply
from his bereavement, so that they did little else but remind each other
constantly of their great sorrow.
About a year after Mrs. Frazier's death, finding that his daughter did not
rally from the depression so foreign to her nature, Mr. Frazier proposed a
tour through the northern part of England and Scotland. It was just at the
beginning of the pleasant summer weather, and, arranging matters in his
parish so that his absence for two or three months would not be felt, he
decided to leave immediately.
On the Sunday before his departure, a stranger was seen in the little
parish church. He was a man who would have been noticed in any place, and
who, in a quiet country village, was an object of general attention.
Tall, handsome, and with a strikingly high-bred and gentlemanlike
appearance, he would have been singled out anywhere as one of nature's
nobility. Edith was struck and gratified by the stranger's evident
interest in the sermon her father preached that day. It was one with which
he had taken especial pains, and the daughter, proud as well as fond of
her father, was glad to see that he had at least one appreciative listener.
A few days after, Mr. Frazier and Edith set out on their journey.
London was their first stopping-place, and several very busy days were
spent there, while Edith, with the vivid interest of one to whom almost
everything in that vast and crowded city was strange and new, visited the
many places of interest and note within it. While they were standing in
St. Paul's, the stranger who had attracted their attention in Hillcomb,
their own village, a few days before, passed them with a look of evident
recognition. They met again while going over Westminster Abbey; and it
so happened that they were at the same time paying to the genius of
Shakspeare the homage of a visit to his grave at Stratford, and that they
passed each other again while strolling over the grounds around Newstead
Abbey.
By this time they had advanced so far on the way to acquaintanceship,
that, when they again encountered each other near the lakes in
Westmoreland, the home of so many of the poets of England, a bow was the
almost involuntary mark of recognition. English reserve and shyness might
have prevented any more intimate intercourse, but for an accident that
happened to Edith in Scotland.
Mr. Frazier, finding that the cool and bracing air of that country had
as favorable an effect on his daughter's health as the wild and romantic
scenery had on her mind, and being pleased with a quiet country inn which
he had found, proposed that they should make it their home for two or
three weeks. They could not have found a pleasanter resting-place, for
Lock Lomond was spread out in its calm serenity at their feet, and Ben
Lomond towered in savage grandeur above their heads.
The first person whom they recognized on taking their seats at the table
of the inn was the stranger whom they had met so frequently. Edith could
not repress a smile as she shyly returned the stranger's salutation, at
the chance that seemed to take such a whimsical pleasure in thus bringing
them together. A few days after, while walking with her father in the rude
paths on the side of the mountain, she strayed a little way from him when
he stopped to admire the scene from some particularly favorable point of
view; and when she attempted to return, she found herself, to her dismay,
so perplexed by the intricate windings of the paths that she was at a loss
which to take. She called to her father and heard his voice in reply,
but it grew fainter and fainter, until, at last, it could no longer be
discerned. Becoming aware that every step she took only led her farther
from home, she stopped to see if she could not in some way distinguish
the right path. But she was so utterly bewildered that she found it to
be impossible. She thought that the only thing that was left for her to
do was to remain stationary; in that way she would, at least, avoid the
danger of falling into the mountain streams around, or down any of the
precipices.
Night closed around Edith as she sat alone under the shelter of a gray
rock that jutted out from the side of the mountain. She had around her
only the light shawl she had thrown on for an afternoon's walk, and it was
but a slight protection from the chilling night-air. In her hurried and
toilsome search after her father, she had bruised her feet and wearied
herself so that she could no longer stand. She called at intervals, in the
faint hope that some wanderer might hear her and come to her assistance;
but her voice died away from exhaustion, and she was still alone.
It was not so much a feeling of fear that weighed upon her, for the
perfect trust in her all-seeing Father, which her mother had taught her
from her childhood, was a tower of strength to her in this her hour of
need; and the physical discomfort she could bear; but the thought of her
father's anxiety and distress on her account almost overcame her.
The stars were going out one by one, when Edith heard in the distance a
faint shout. She could not answer it, but, almost as if led by some unseen
spirit, it came nearer and nearer. At last she gathered voice to reply,
and she had evidently been heard. She could distinguish the sound of
footsteps, and at last dimly discern a man's figure as it stopped before
her.
"Is this Miss Frazier?" said the man in a voice that revealed its owner
to be a person of refinement and tenderness.
"Yes," said Edith, rising with difficulty.
"I am Mr. Hildreth, the gentleman whom you have met so frequently lately.
I heard of your disappearance from your father, and have been seeking for
some hours. Could you walk a little way with me? He is not far from here;
we can soon find him."
Edith tried to walk, but found it impossible. Taking her in his arms, Mr.
Hildreth carried her a little way; then meeting her father, he resigned
her to him while he went before to act as a guide. With some difficulty
they reached the bottom of the mountain, and obtaining a rude vehicle from
some of the country people near, conveyed Edith to the inn.
The acquaintance thus begun soon ripened into a friendship. Mr. Frazier
and Edith learned that Mr. Hildreth was an American from the city of New
York. The letters of introduction that he had with him proved that he had
a right to the best society in England, for which his polished manners
and uncommon conversational powers showed that he was well fitted. He had
been taking an invalid aunt to the south of France for the benefit of the
climate, he told them, and after seeing her comfortably established there,
he had taken advantage of a few months' leisure to travel wherever his
fancy led him. He readily accepted Mr. Frazier's invitation to join him
and his daughter in their tour. The similarity of taste they had shown so
singularly was a sufficient evidence, he said, that any course they might
take would be equally agreeable to both parties.
The next six weeks, Edith thought, were the most delightful she had ever
spent. Nowhere does the society of an agreeable and intellectual person
add more to the enjoyment of the company than in travelling. Although
grave and quiet, Mr. Hildreth was full of thoughtfulness and observant
care for the comfort of his fellow-travellers. Whenever he spoke to Edith,
there was a gentle deference in his manner that, from one of his superior
abilities, was irresistibly attractive.
On his side, Mr. Hildreth was no less charmed by those with whom he had
been so strangely thrown. On the Sunday in which he had first seen them,
he had been pleased and impressed by Mr. Frazier's sermon, and thought
that he had never seen a face of more artless and attractive loveliness
than Edith Frazier's. She reminded him of Chaucer's beauties, of a rose
half opened and still wet with the morning dews, and of all that was most
fresh and delicate in nature. Her mind answered to the promise of her
countenance. Ignorant of the world and uncontaminated by it, she walked
in almost unconscious innocence the simple path of duty. Her disposition,
naturally cheerful and bright, had already begun to recover its buoyancy,
and her happiness reacted on her graver companions, who seemed to vie with
each other as to which should add most to her pleasure.
Seasons of unshaded happiness are generally as brief as bright. By the
end of the six weeks, Mr. Hildreth received a letter from his aunt, who
wrote urgently for his immediate presence. He took a reluctant leave of
his companions, but not before he had had a long conversation with Mr.
Frazier, in which he asked his permission to reveal to Edith the love that
had already become a strong feeling in his heart.
Heretofore he had been thrown, he said, among a set of worldly and
fashionable women, and had come to look upon simplicity and unworldliness
as traits no longer to be met with among the educated and polished members
of society, and Edith Frazier exhibited a character as new as attractive
to him. She was the only woman that he had ever met, whose society and
conversation never wearied or lost their interest to him.
Mr. Frazier's paternal pride was gratified at the tribute thus paid to
Edith by a man like Mr. Hildreth, but he could not bear to think of giving
up the only object of affection left to him, nor contemplate without pain
the idea that his daughter's home might be in a distant land. He did
all that he felt justified in doing to avert the day of separation, and
pleading Edith's youth, requested Mr. Hildreth to postpone for a year his
declaration. To this delay Mr. Hildreth was unwilling to consent; but at
last was obliged unwillingly to yield to a probation of six months.
He left Edith, in accordance with the promise he had made Mr. Frazier,
entirely unconscious of his feelings towards her, and for some time
almost equally unaware of her own. She knew that the loss of his society
had deprived her of the greater part of the pleasure she had taken in
the new scenes through which she was journeying, but it was not until
she was again settled in her own home at Hillcomb that she began to feel
that Mr. Hildreth had been far more to her than a mere agreeable casual
acquaintance.
This discovery mortified her extremely. She felt as though it was both
wrong and humiliating, that one whom she had known so short a time, and
who had shown no proof of regarding her as anything but a very young
and rather pleasing girl, should engross so much of her thoughts. She
resolved to use every means to crush the feelings that, new as they were,
seemed to have struck their roots so deeply in her heart. But first she
could not resist asking her father one question.
"Do you think we shall ever see Mr. Hildreth again, father?" said she one
day, with affected indifference.
"Perhaps so," said he, quietly; "we can never tell what may happen."
"He can never have spoken to my father about coming here," thought Edith,
"or he would not have seemed so uncertain about it;" and, with true
feminine pride, the young girl forbore any farther mention of the one whom
yet she found it impossible to forget.
Two months of the six had passed away, when Edith was called to bear
another heavy trial. Her father died suddenly, leaving her unprovided
for and alone in the world. Such an event was apparently the last in the
world to be expected, as Mr. Frazier had always seemed to be a man in
vigorous health, and with a fair prospect of long life. To a long life
he had evidently looked forward, for he had made no arrangements for his
cherished daughter, and had left no directions by which she might guide
her future course.
In her desolation, Edith could think of but one person from whom she might
expect protection; a half-sister of her father's, who resided in London.
She had seen her aunt, Mrs. Burnleigh, but seldom, but knew that she was a
widow in easy circumstances, with a large family of children. To her she
accordingly applied, and received in return an invitation to come to her
until she had decided on her future course.
With a sorrowful heart, Edith left the home where so many bright and happy
years had been passed. As she sat alone waiting for the coach to pass
that was to convey her to London, with no attendant but the gardener's
boy, and no companion but her canary, a parting gift from Mr. Hildreth,
sent to Hillcomb by him from Dover just before he embarked for France,
the contrast between her present desolation and the warm, sheltering
love in which she had so long lived, almost overcame her. But the lonely
soon acquire the power of self-control, and Edith had already begun to
learn the hard lesson of self-reliance. With an outward composure that
hid the painful throbbings of her heart from her travelling companions,
she took her seat in the coach, and in a few hours arrived safely at Mrs.
Burnleigh's.
Edith found her aunt an apparently well-meaning, proper kind of a woman,
kind and sympathizing in her manners, but who evidently had not the
slightest intention of denying herself or her children the smallest luxury
for the sake of her brother's orphaned daughter. For a few weeks Edith
was left to the quiet indulgence of her grief, and then Mrs. Burnleigh,
thinking that she had done all that society could possibly demand of her
in the way of respect to her brother's memory or kindness to his child,
began to sound Edith as to her intentions for the future.
The young girl, thrown so suddenly upon her own resources, had not yet
begun to think for herself, and the idea of seeking a home among strangers
made her heart sink within her. She begged her aunt to take upon herself
the task of finding for her some position that she could fill creditably,
but she hoped, she said, timidly, that it might be somewhere near her
aunt, her only remaining relative.
This did not suit Mrs. Burnleigh exactly, who, being of that turn of mind
that always foresees the possible evil in all cases, was not pleased
with the idea that she might at any time be called upon to offer a home
to her friendless relative. Like a prudent woman, however, she forbore
saying anything that might reveal her true feelings, but was none the less
resolved that, if two equally favorable situations offered themselves, it
would be wiser for her to advise Edith to accept the one at the greatest
distance.
She succeeded beyond her hopes. Coming in one day, she said to Edith, with
unusual animation--
"My dear, I have found a most delightful situation for you. Two hundred
pounds a year for teaching one little girl. You can speak French, can you
not?"
"Yes, I have spent a year in France."
"And you play unusually well, and draw and paint beautifully, so that I
think the parents of the child may consider themselves quite fortunate."
"Who are they?" asked Edith
"They are Americans--a Mr. and Mrs. Blake, from South Carolina."
Edith's heart had bounded at the mention of the country, but it sank when
the state was named to which Mrs. Burnleigh wished to send her. Unlike
most English girls, she knew enough of the geography of the United States
to remember that a wide distance separated South Carolina from New York,
so that, even if Mr. Hildreth had returned to his own country, which
was unlikely, she would be almost as distant from him there as if she
remained in England. The idea of going so far away from all on whom her
relationship or early association gave her any claim, was exceedingly
painful to her.
"Don't you think, dear aunt," said she, hesitatingly, "that I might find
something to do nearer home?"
"It would be impossible for me to find you another situation so
advantageous in every respect; but, if you think you could succeed, you
had better make the attempt," replied Mrs. Burnleigh, coldly, while a
displeased expression settled upon her face.
There were a few moments' silence, and then Edith said--
"How soon will Mr. and Mrs. Blake expect me?"
"They are now here. I have just met them at one of my friends, who had
been speaking to them about you. They told me that they intended to sail
for America in about two weeks, and that, if you were ready by that time,
they would like you to accompany them."
"Very well," said Edith; "you can tell them that I shall be ready to go
with them."
"They are charming people," said her aunt, caressingly; "I am sure, my
dear, you will like them very much, and be very happy with them. Of
course, I would not wish my brother's child to go where she would not be
with those who are likely to take some interest in her."
Edith could not help perceiving that her aunt was relieved by the prospect
of her departure; and this thought, while it strengthened her in her
resolve, made her feel her isolation still more deeply.
On board the same steamer with Mr. and Mrs. Blake and Edith was a little
girl, an invalid, who interested the young English girl extremely. Edith
had brought her bird with her. It was the only thing she had to remind her
of happier days, and she could not bear to part with it. At little Ellen's
earnest request, she hung the cage in her state-room, and, before the end
of the voyage, the little sick girl had become so attached to the pretty
bird, whose sweet song was almost the only cheering sound she heard during
the long and weary days at sea, that she could not speak of parting with
it without showing by her tearful eyes the pain it gave her. Edith felt
that she ought not to deprive the little sufferer of so great a pleasure,
and, concealing her reluctance to give up a souvenir she had cherished
so long, she told little Ellen that the bird was to be hers. The child's
evident delight was some compensation to Edith for her self-denial, yet
it was with a sharp pang that she watched the cage as it was put in the
carriage, after the arrival of the steamer at New York, to be conveyed
to the upper part of the city, while Edith, with her new friends, went on
board another steamer about to sail for Charleston.
Mr. Blake's residence was among the pine forests of the State; a region
healthful, it is true, but peculiarly desolate, especially to one
accustomed to the soft verdure and smiling landscape of England. The tall
dark trees; unceasingly sighing forth their low and mournful murmurs,
seemed to Edith a fit emblem of the griefs that were henceforward to
darken her life.
There was but little in her new home to call her thoughts from the sad
recollections to which they were constantly recurring. Mr. Blake and
his wife were very kind to her, treating her rather as a guest than one
to whose services they were entitled; but they lived in a part of the
country very thinly settled, their nearest neighbor being at a distance
of seven or eight miles, and there was a wearying monotony in Edith's
daily life that weighed upon her spirits. Gratitude for the unvarying
and thoughtful kindness shown to her by Mrs. Blake induced Edith to make
every exertion to regain her accustomed cheerfulness, and she had, in
some measure, succeeded, when the Christmas holidays came to remind her,
by the contrast between her own position and that of the persons by whom
she was surrounded, more painfully of her isolation. The little family
gatherings, from which she could hardly absent herself without appearing
unmindful of Mrs. Blake's gentle yet urgent requests, and yet where she
felt herself among them, but not of them, recalled to her so forcibly the
former seasons, when her happiness and pleasure were to all around her
the one thing of the greatest importance, that, for the first time since
her departure from England, Edith yielded to her feelings of loneliness,
and every night wet her pillow with her tears. The reply of the Shunamite
woman to the prophet's inquiry about her wants, "I dwell among mine own
people," came with a new and touching significance to her mind, now that
she began to feel that never again would she feel the sweet security and
protection implied in such a position.
On New Year's eve, Edith slipped away from the merry group assembled in
Mr. Blake's parlors to indulge her sad meditations for a little while
without interruption. As she stood on the porch listening to the mournful
music of the pines, whose aromatic incense filled the air with its
healthful fragrance, and watching the moon as it slowly waded through the
clouded sky, now shining out in full brilliancy, and then almost entirely
darkened as it passed behind the thick masses of vapor that were hanging
in the vast concave, she thought that just such sudden alternations of
darkness and light had been her lot in this life.
"The clouds hang heavily over me now," thought she; "but there will be
brightness soon."
Almost at the same moment there came the sound of an approaching arrival,
and Edith hastily retreated to the house. She had hardly time to mingle
with the gay family party, when, hearing her name called, she turned
suddenly, while a thrill of amazed delight passed over her at the familiar
tone, and saw before her Mr. Hildreth, whose smile shed a light and warmth
upon her heart to which it had long been a stranger.
The clouds were at once lifted off from her soul, and she was once more
the light-hearted girl she had been in her English home. In the midst
of her happiness there was a feeling of insecurity, a doubt as to its
continuance. But that Edith would not allow herself to dwell upon. It was
happiness enough for the present to think that one whom she so highly
esteemed still cared enough for her to seek her out in her secluded home.
But before the last hours of the old year had passed away, walking in
the serene moonlight under those pine-trees to whose mournful murmur her
thoughts had been so long attuned, Edith listened with a beating heart to
the avowal of the same feelings which Mr. Hildreth had confessed to her
father more than a year before. What had become of all the sadness that
had brooded over Edith's heart so many months? It was gone like the clouds
from the sky, but not to return, like them, in a few short hours.
"How did you find me out?" asked Edith, after many more important
questions had been asked and answered.
"Ah, a little bird told me where I should find the runaway."
"A bird?" said Edith, wonderingly.
"Perhaps it was the cage rather than the bird," replied Mr. Hildreth.
"I had been for some two or three months in search of you, or rather
your aunt, with whom I was told you were staying. But she seemed to be
possessed by some perverse and wandering spirit; for, when I went to
London to find her, she had just left with her family on a tour through
Germany, and, when I followed her there, I learned she had gone into
Italy. Into Italy I went post haste, and reached Naples just in time to
learn that Mrs. Burnleigh had left the week before for Egypt and the
Pyramids. No whit daunted, I was about to seek you, even if I had to go
to the heart of Ethiopia, when the sudden illness of my aunt recalled me
to Marseilles. Her death obliged me to return to New York; but I arranged
my business there as soon as possible, and had already engaged my passage
in the next steamer to Liverpool, when, walking through Fifth Avenue,
my eye was attracted by a cage that I recognized instantly, by certain
peculiarities, as one that I had sent you just before I left England after
our pleasant tour. A sudden hope seized me that some happy impulse had
led your travel-loving aunt to my very hearthstone, and I lost no time in
making inquiries of the lady of the house, from whom I learned all about
the little Edith for whom I had been seeking in such far away places.
"And now, dearest," he continued, after a pause, "have you any objection
to a tour through Europe? I went in such haste before that, far from
satisfying my curiosity, I only increased the desire to see everything
more at my leisure."
"None at all," said Edith, with a smile and blush.
"Well, then, I will see how soon Mrs. Blake can spare you, and we will set
off on our travels. I hope she will be very obliging about it."
She was very obliging, and gave Edith, to whom she had become strongly
attached, a grand wedding in the southern fashion, which lasted two days,
and she hung the pine grove with colored lamps, so that the dark woods
took, for that occasion only, quite a festal appearance.
[Illustration]
CELESTIAL PHENOMENA.--APRIL.
BY D. W. BELISLE.
LEO.--This is one of the most clearly defined and brilliant constellations
in the winter hemisphere, containing an unusual number of very bright
stars. It is situated east of Cancer, and comes to the meridian the sixth
of this month. This constellation contains ninety-five stars visible to
the naked eye.
"Two splendid stars of highest dignity,
Two of the second class the Lion boasts,
And justly figures the fierce summer's rage."
Five very bright stars in this constellation are grouped in the form of
a sickle. Regulus, in the shoulder of Leo, is the lowest of this group,
and forms the end of the handle in the sickle. It is the brightest star
in the cluster, and is of great use to nautical men in determining their
longitude at sea. Eta, a small glittering star, marks the other end of
the handle, while Al Gieba Adhafera, Ras al Asad, and Lambda form the
blade. Two small stars, at an equal distance from Lambda, form a small
right-angled triangle. Denebola, in the brush of the tail, is a star of
the first magnitude, and, with Zozma in the back, and Theta in the thigh,
form a triangle whose vertex is Denebola.
According to Greek mythology, the Lion was one of the formidable animals
killed by Hercules in the forests of Nemæa, and was placed by Jupiter in
the heavens to commemorate the event. Egyptian mythologists claim the
honor of having placed it there, asserting it was placed in the heavens
to commemorate the haunting of the banks of the Nile during the heat of
summer by these monsters, the river then being at its highest elevation.
* * * * *
LEO MINOR.--This constellation is of modern origin, occupying the space
between Ursa Major and Leo Major. The stars in the cluster are of the
third and fourth magnitude, with no particular interest attached to them.
It comes to the meridian the 6th of April.
* * * * *
SEXTANT.--This is a small constellation south of Leo, and contains
forty-one stars, all very small and unimportant, and comes to the meridian
the 6th of April. This constellation is sometimes called Urania's Sextant,
in honor of one of the muses who presided over Astronomy. Urania was
daughter of Jupiter and Mnemosyne.
* * * * *
HYDRA.--This is an extraordinary constellation, winding through a vast
space from east to west for more than one hundred degrees. It lies
south of Cancer, Leo, and Virgo, and reaches from Canis Minor to Libra.
It contains sixty stars, principally of the second, third, and fourth
magnitudes. The head of Hydra may readily be distinguished by four bright
stars south of Acubens, in the Crab. They form a rhomboidal figure.
The three upper stars form a beautiful curve, and are too distinct and
conspicuous to be forgotten when once seen. Alphard, twenty-three degrees
south south-west of Regulus, is a very brilliant star of the second
magnitude, and is in the heart of Hydra, and comes to the meridian twenty
minutes before nine o'clock on the 1st of April. When the head of the
Hydra is on the meridian, its other extremity is many degrees below the
horizon, so that its whole length cannot be traced out in the heavens
until its centre is on the meridian.
"Near the Equator rolls
The sparkling Hydra, proudly eminent,
To drink the Galaxy's refulgent sea;
Nearly a fourth of the encircling curve
Which girds the ecliptic his vast folds involve;
Yet ten the number of his stars diffused
O'er the long track of his enormous spires;
Chief beams his heart, sure of the second rank,
But emulous to gain the first."
According to mythology, the Hydra was a terrible monster that infested the
Lake of Lerna, in the Peloponnesus. It was reported to have had a hundred
heads, and, as soon as one of these was cut off, two grew in its place,
unless the wound was stopped by fire.
"Art thou proportioned to the Hydra's length,
Who, by his wounds, received augmented strength?
He raised a hundred hissing heads in air;
When one I lopped, up sprang a dreadful pair."
The formidable monster was at last destroyed by Hercules, with the
assistance of Iolaus, and who afterwards, dipping his arrows in the gall
of the Hydra, rendered every wound inflicted by them incurable and mortal.
* * * * *
THE CUP.--This small constellation lies south of the Lion, and rests upon
the Hydra. Six of the principal stars form a crescent or semi-circle,
opening to the west. The crescent of the Cup is so striking and clearly
defined, when the moon is absent, that no description is necessary to
point it out, as it is the only one of the kind in that part of the
heavens.
* * * * *
COMETS.--These objects of extraordinary interest form a part in the
economy of the solar system. Since the time when the presence of a comet
was considered by nations to be the sure precursor of war, famine, and
pestilence, up to the present period, these visitors have created much
speculation and excitement; and, no longer ago than the fall of 1853, it
was predicted by an eminent "professor" that one of these waifs in the
heavens would come in collision with the earth, and destroy a portion of
China. This, however, like many other pieces of mischief which had been
predicted it would accomplish, failed, and the professor has retired from
observation covered with the laurels won by his research.
A comet, so brilliant that it could be seen at noonday, made its
appearance seventy-three years before the birth of our Saviour. This date
was just after the death of Julius Cæsar, and by the Romans the comet was
believed to be his metamorphosed soul, armed with fire and vengeance. This
comet appeared again in 1106, and then resembled the sun in brightness,
being of great size, and having an immense trail.
In 1456, a large comet made its appearance. The terror it created extended
through all classes, and the belief was universal that the day of judgment
was at hand. At this time, the Turks, with their victorious armies, seemed
destined to overrun all Europe. This added to the gloom and terror. The
people became regardless of the present, and anxious only for the future.
To prepare the world for its expected doom, Pope Callixtus III. ordered
the Ave Maria to be repeated three times instead of twice a day, and to it
was added, "Lord, save us from the Devil, the Turk, and the Comet!" and
thrice each day these obnoxious personages suffered excommunication. At
length, the comet began to retire from eyes in which it found no favor,
and the Turks retired to their own dominions.
The comet of 1680 was of the largest size, having a trail ninety-six
millions of miles in length. Dawning science, however, robbed it of its
terrors, assisted by the signal failure of its illustrious predecessor.
Such are many of the fantasies which these peculiar visitors have called
up. The beautiful comet of 1811, the most splendid of modern times, was
considered, even by many intelligent persons, as the harbinger of the
war which was declared the spring following; and the remembrance will be
fresh in the minds of many of an indefinite apprehension of some dreadful
catastrophe, which pervaded both continents, in anticipation of Bela's
comet in 1832.
Comets, unlike the planets, observe no one direction in their orbits, but
approach to and recede from their great centre of attraction in every
possible direction. Some seem to come up from immeasurable depths below
the ecliptic, and, having doubled the heaven's mighty cape, again plunged
downward with their fiery trains,
"On the long travel of a thousand years."
Again, they seem to come from the zenith of the universe, and, after
doubling their perihelion about the sun, reascend far above human vision.
Others, again, seem to be dashing through the solar system in every
conceivable direction, apparently in an undisturbed path; others are
known, however, to obey laws like those which regulate planets. Nothing
is known with certainty as to the composition of these bodies, although
it is certain they contain very little matter, for they produce little or
no effect on the motions of planets when passing near those bodies. Upon
what errands they come, what regions they visit when they pass from view,
what is the difference between them, the sun, and planets, and what is
their mission in the economy of the universe, are questions often pondered
over, but the solution of which is beyond the limited powers of human
understanding.
[Illustration]
MRS. MURDEN'S TWO DOLLAR SILK.
BY THE AUTHOR OF "MISS BREMER'S VISIT TO COOPER'S LANDING," "GETTING INTO
SOCIETY," "MUSTARD TO MIX," ETC. ETC.
"ISN'T it perfect?" said young Mrs. Murden, drawing her husband towards a
shop window as she herself made a halt in front of it. "I think it is the
loveliest shade I ever saw, and that satin stripe gives it such an air so
perfectly genteel!"
"What?" asked Mr. Murden, simply, roused from his calculation of
percentage on certain articles just consigned to him. "It" was certainly
an indefinite pronoun, with all that display of elegant silks, ribbons,
laces, and embroideries, so skilfully arranged to attract the promenaders
of Chestnut Street.
"Why, that silk. I've stopped to look at it twice this week."
"That blue and red plaid? Yes, it is very handsome; just the pattern of
your woollen shawl, isn't it?"
"Plaids!" exclaimed Mrs. Murden, contemptuously. "Why, that's only a
dollar silk; besides, everybody wears plaids--they're _so common_!"
"Then a thing is not pretty when it's common?"
"Why, of course not. I heard Mrs. George Barker say yesterday that no real
lady wore such gay colors on the street; that, in Paris, plain colors are
all the rage. I mean that rich purple, with the thick satin stripe. It's
perfect."
Young Mrs. Murden had thought the plaids the very height of fashion, until
she overheard this conversation between Mrs. George Barker and her mother.
Who should know what was stylish, if Mrs. George Barker did not, when she
lived in a house with a marble front, had a coachman in livery, and the
family arms, done in the best manner, on the panel of her crimson lined
carriage?
People said she had made a mistake in the last, however; that the
stately swan of the crest should have been a tailor's goose. But, then,
these were people who had no carriage of their own, and were obliged
to patronize omnibuses. No doubt, if they could have afforded it, the
paternal awl and lapstone would have been transposed into a dagger and
shield, in a similar manner; so their opinion is no manner of consequence.
Mrs. Murden had gone into Evans & Gilman's to "price," as she called it,
the very plaid she now scorned--for her best silk was giving way--when she
overheard its sentence pronounced by those red lips, with a shrug of the
sable-caped shoulders of the fashionable lady. Mrs. Barker pronounced the
purple "exceedingly stylish;" Mrs. Murden "caught the verdict as it fell;"
and, from that moment, her affections were centred upon it.
Not that she had any claims to being stylish herself; on the contrary,
her little home, in a far away cross street, was exceedingly plain; but
the young wife had undeveloped aspirations towards a less humble sphere,
shown by being, in some sort, a leader of the circle in which she visited.
It was not large, or very select, but there were some well-educated,
well-bred people, some very warm, true hearts, and, as the case will
always be, others as empty-minded, selfish, and frivolous as if they were
really in fashionable life. Mrs. Murden, as her husband sometimes noticed,
had rather an inclination to court the latter party, as they dressed and
furnished the most showily, and, in fact, to outvie them--a disposition
which the far-sighted Mr. Murden dreaded not a little.
He was decidedly a domestic man, and, besides, as his wife often said,
so her dress was put on properly, with a clean collar and undersleeves,
he did not know half the time whether it was silk or calico. Indeed, he
had brought quite a serious attack of pouting upon himself, by calling
his wife's new green foulard a calico. You may be sure, he had entirely
forgotten that purple silks were ever manufactured by the next day at
dinner, when he was reminded of it by Mrs. Murden abruptly terminating a
long fit of musing by the exclamation--
"I should be perfectly happy, if I had it."
Mr. Murden, foolish man, supposed at first that she meant a picture of the
children, who were marvellously near of an age--two of them.
"Well, dear, when shall we take them down to Root's? Say the word." For
Mr. Murden himself thought it a great pity that such remarkable beauty
should be lost to the world. No doubt, Root would insist on a duplicate
for his show-case.
"Root's! I was talking about _that silk_, Mr. Murden. What has Root got
to do with it, I'd like to know?" Mrs. Murden seemed inclined to help to
tarts before the dessert was served.
"Oh!" And Mr. Murden resumed his carver, helping himself to a second cut
of beef. "Bless my soul, how much women do think of dress! Who's going to
have a new one?"
"It's high time I had, dear. Only think, we've been married three years
next month, and I've only had one silk in that while."
"Why, you had one in the summer--that striped frock and cape."
"That's an India; we don't call these thin things anything. I mean a good,
heavy _poult de soie_, like my mazarine blue I had when we were married.
It's fairly gone now, careful as I have been. It's been turned and
cleaned, and now it's so shabby I hate to put it on."
"I'm sure, you never look better in any dress you've got," insisted Mr.
Murden, who had very pleasant associations connected with their early
married life and the dress in question.
"Why, it's a perfect fringe around the bottom, and has two great stains on
the skirt. What are you thinking of, John?"
"Well, well, I'll give it up. I like it, that's all. How much will a new
one cost?"
Mrs. Murden, slightly diplomatic, could not present an estimate. Her
husband had told her of a business loss when he came in; it was not a very
favorable moment.
Wonderful as it seemed to her, the purple silk was still unsold when a
week had passed; but, then, it is a color very few dare to try their
complexions by, which Mrs. Murden did not reflect upon. The celebrated
"Purple Jar" was not more attractive to "Rosamond," as chronicled by Miss
Edgeworth, than was the dress to its constant worshipper, who made an
errand into Chestnut Street daily that she might pause for a moment before
it. Mr. Murden said she reminded him of his father's old pony, who always
halted of his own accord at the houses of the doctor's principal patients.
Mrs. Murden "did not thank him" for any such comparisons.
That same evening there was a perceptible rise of spirits observable in
the father of the family. He tossed the baby, accordingly, so far that its
anxious mother was sure its poor little head would be dashed against the
ceiling; he gave George Washington, the eldest hope, three several rides
on his boot, and carried him up to bed in a fashion best known to nurses
as "pig-a-back." Mrs. Murden wondered what had happened; she little knew
the good fortune in store for her.
"Well, Barney"--Mr. Murden always called his wife Barney when in
particularly good humor, though her name was a very romantic one, Adelaide
Matilda--"how about that dress? Tell us, out and out, how much it would
cost. Let's see if it would break a fellow."
"It's a splendid piece," began Mrs. Murden.
"So I have been told every day for two weeks."
"You know I'm not _very_ extravagant; and, once in a while, dear, I _do_
take a fancy for something handsome."
Mr. Murden thought the proposition would have been stated correctly,
if she had said, "every little while;" but Mrs. Murden was warming his
slippers for him, and looking very pretty in the bright firelight, so he
made no ungracious comment; he only said--
"Come, Barney, out with it. What's the entire figure?"
"Well, it's a two dollar silk, I find"--Mrs. Murden made a desperate
attempt to look unconcerned--"and it will take ten yards."
"Whew!" Mr. Murden had thought a ten dollar gold piece would have been
all-sufficient, and was turning one over in his pocket at the moment.
"Why, as much as an overcoat almost."
"And will last twice as long, dear; just remember that."
"Well, well, for once in my life--there's a nice piece of extravagance;
but, as you've set your heart upon it, you shall be indulged, Barney. Take
them both." And he dropped the two eagles, received that afternoon for
what he had considered a bad debt, into her outstretched hand.
It was thus that Mrs. Murden came into possession of her two dollar silk,
the envy of her next door neighbor, Mrs. Keyser, her intimate friends,
Mrs. Hopkins and Miss Lippincott, to whom it was shown in the piece.
"How are you going to have it made?" asked Mrs. Keyser. "I'd have a
basque, by all means, and have it open." Mrs. Keyser was one of those
ladies who accomplish so much on a committee of foreign affairs, and so
little in the home department.
"Oh, so would I," said Miss Lippincott, who always assented to everything
that was said.
"I don't believe a basque would be becoming," enviously interposed Mrs.
Hopkins, who was herself remarkably stout and dumpy in figure.
"Perhaps not," said Miss Lippincott; "very likely not."
"I don't believe Miss Johns could fit a basque either," pursued Mrs.
Hopkins, who had no intention of being outdone by her neighbor; _her_
dresses were all made for the winter.
"Nor I," added Miss Lippincott.
"I wouldn't trust Miss Johns to put scissors into _that_ silk anyhow,"
Mrs. Keyser said; for, having relations living in Spruce Street, she was
considered to have unusual claims to knowingness in matters of fashion,
and was not slow to put them forth.
"Surely," thought Mrs. Murden, "it never would do. Miss Johns was well
enough for a plain dress; but a _two dollar silk!_"
"How I wish you could afford to have it made at Miss Stringer's now,"
continued Mrs. Keyser. "Emma Louisa always has everything done there, and
so does Mrs. Coleman, she's so intimate with, and Mrs. George Barker. You
never saw such splendid fits."
It is presumed that Mrs. Keyser did _not_ allude to convulsions; but Mrs.
Hopkins always elevated her little flat _nez_ on a mention of these Spruce
Street relatives; for every one knows she said to Miss Lippincott, as they
walked down the street together--
"Every one knows that she never is invited there when any one else is
expected, not even to the wedding. _I_ wouldn't own such relations, if I
had shoals of them; would you, Miss Lippincott?"
"No, indeed," returned that lady, with unusual animation for her, for she
was rather worn out with allusions to the Spruce Street relations herself,
in an intimacy of some months' standing.
It was a very daring thing, but young Mrs. Murden, revolving all these
things in her mind, the basque, the open front, Miss Johns's lack of
style, and that she was employed by all her acquaintances, came to the
conclusion that her dress should be made at a Chestnut Street shop,
although she had never had anything made out of the house before. "But
it's once in a lifetime," as she said to Mr. Murden, walking down with
him after dinner; and he, who had never seen a fashionable mantuamaker's
bill, thought it of very little consequence to whom the important
commission was intrusted.
The little woman felt rather nervous, it is true, on entering such awful
precincts as the shop of Miss Stringer, which was by no means diminished
by the manner of the lady in waiting, who pursued, at the same time, her
gossip with another damsel seated in the window with a "dummy" on her
knee, shaping a cap on its unconscious head, not less empty, perhaps, than
the one it was destined to grace.
"I should like a dress made, if you could do it," stammered forth Mrs.
Murden as the girl leisurely surveyed her from head to foot, taking an
exact inventory of her dress, and knowing to a fraction the cost of every
article.
"Certainly, madam." And then over her shoulder to the cap-maker at the
window: "Is it possible that she has white feathers on a blue bonnet? I
wouldn't wear such a thing myself. Who's with her?"
"Young Rushton," returned the street surveyor, turning dummy's blank face
for another fold of lace. "He's devoted, they say."
"I beg your pardon, madam." It was not a pardon asked for inattention, but
a suggestion to Mrs. Murden to finish her business.
"A dress," continued Mrs. Murden, falteringly. "When could you make it?"
"Next week, or week after, perhaps, or early next month. You can call
on Wednesday, and Miss Stringer will make an appointment to fit you,"
vouchsafed the attendant with the Jenny Lind silk apron. "You can send
round the material in the mean time. Street or evening-dress?"
Strictly speaking, Mrs. Murden never had had an evening-dress; her silks
were worn to the parties she usually attended. She had the precious
purchase with her, and she considered it quite handsome enough for any
ball that ever was given; but she would not have offered it to the young
woman then on any consideration. She felt convicted of carrying her own
bundles, and consequently carried this one home again, to be left next day
by Mr. Murden on his way to the store.
Wednesday, and Mrs. Murden, dressed in her best, waited again upon Miss
Stringer. This time, the lady herself appeared, and proved not to be
quite so _withering_ as her assistant--principals seldom are. There were
several fashionable ladies in waiting, all on the most gossipping and
familiar terms with Miss Stringer, who was besieged with petitions for
impossible work to be done in incredible haste, enforced by "You kind,
good creature," and other terms of endearment written in the wheedling
vocabulary. According to their piteous statements, not one of these
splendidly attired women had a dress to cover them, or a cloak to shield
them from the cold. Mrs. Murden had a fine opportunity of seeing and
hearing while she waited exactly one hour for Miss Stringer. She had
never been in such close contact with fashionable women before. Like many
others of her own position in life, they had always been her envy and her
admiration from a distance, as they swept across the pavement from their
carriages, or brushed past her at the entrance of Bailey's or Levy's, at
whose fascinating windows she was spell-bound. They could not have a wish
ungratified, she was sure; their lives must pass like a fairy tale, all
flowers and music. But, now that she saw them nearer, the wan and restless
eyes, the half hidden wrinkles painfully distended in the glare of a
bright winter's morning, and the querulous, fretful tones, told another
story.
"They were tired to death"--they whose feet scarcely touched the pavement,
and who had servants at every call. "The party of last night was so
stupid!" "The ball of Thursday wouldn't be worth the trouble of dressing
for." "What should they wear? Miss Stringer must tell them." "Did she know
Rushton's engagement was broken with Bell Hamilton? Her ill health, it was
said; but every one knew, because he had been flirting so all winter with
Mrs. McCord. But then she had such a brute of a husband, Coleman McCord,
who could blame her? He was devoted to the southern beauty, Miss Legree."
"Was lemon color quite out of date? and should they get crimson fuchsias
with gold tips for the wreath?"
Mrs. Murden was so deep in moral reflections suggested by this style of
conversation, that she did not perceive Miss Stringer was ready for her
at first. She was almost sorry when the moment arrived, for she dreaded
an interview with this maker of fine ladies, who dictated to them so
coolly, and was so besieged, and coaxed, and petted by them. The lady's
distant, preoccupied manner added to her embarrassment, when, finding she
had an unoccupied half hour, she proposed to fit her forthwith, and asked
Mrs. Murden into the inner apartment, with its curtains and lounges, its
cheval glass reflecting the little woman's figure from head to foot, and
reminding her that the dress she wore was at least two inches shorter
than the flowing robes of the birds of paradise who had just taken their
departure. Silly little body, she felt so awkward and old-fashioned,
and wished in her heart she was in her own back parlor, with Miss Johns
and her heart-shaped pin-cushion. She was quite a mirror of fashion to
Miss Johns, who was indebted to Mrs. Murden for half her new sleeves and
trimmings, caught by those observing black eyes, and shaped out at home
with the aid of old newspapers. But here it was the mantuamaker's place to
dictate.
"A basque, of course, or is it an evening-dress? What name?"
"Murden--Mrs. Murden." And she knew perfectly well it was one entirely
foreign to the ears that caught it, low as was her tone. But when Miss
Stringer came to see that silk her opinion might change. Mrs. Murden
longed to have it brought forth and note the effect.
"A silk; for the street, I suppose? Basque, of course. We only make
bodices in full dress. Open body?" And Miss Stringer's rapid fingers
measured the shoulders, the waist, the arms, presented to her,
mechanically. Customers were but lay figures to the fashionable _modiste_,
to be made up at pleasure. "Miss Elbert, Mrs. Murden's silk."
But Miss Elbert feigned entire ignorance of its reception. "Mrs.
Murden--she could not remember the name." And a bustle of search ensued,
while the forewoman from the work-room made her appearance for orders,
bringing skirts and waists of such rich and dazzling materials as Mrs.
Murden had never dreamed of, while she trembled for the fate of her own
precious purple. Two errand girls, charity children they looked like,
with their little sharp, thin faces and faded shawls, were dispatched to
match buttons, and gimps, and galloons, with handsful of patterns, and
heads full of instructions, which last did not stay where they were put,
which accounted for Miss Lawrence appearing at the Thursday ball with
yellow fringe on a lemon-colored dress, and Mrs. Johnson Rogers finding
her gray silk--she was in half mourning for the late lamented Mr. Johnson
Rogers--decorated by brown velvet acorn buttons. However, both passed for
Parisian novelties, and were greatly admired; so Miss Stringer, and not
the stupid errand girls, who came back too late to admit of a change,
received the credit of these novel decorations.
Much to Mrs. Murden's relief, the silk was at last forthcoming, from an
out-of-the-way drawer, and she awaited with inward satisfaction Miss
Stringer's inspection. But two-dollar silks were everyday bread and butter
to that lady, who merely glanced at it, and tossed the package upon a
neighboring sofa, as if it had been so many yards of crash towelling.
"Very good quality," she remarked. "You got it at Evans & Gilman's. Trying
to most complexions. _What now_, Miss Elbert? No, I shall not _touch_ Mrs.
Cadwalader's dress before Monday. Tell her she can wear her white _moire
d'antique_; she's only worn it twice this season to my knowledge. Tell her
to wear her Honiton scarf, and no one will know what kind of a dress she
has on. That will do, Mrs.--I beg your pardon--Mudon. You can come again
on Thursday week. How will you have it trimmed?"
Mrs. Murder did not venture to suggest a trimming, and prudently left the
whole matter to Miss Stringer's abler hands. Prudently, in one sense; she
had never seen a bill from a fashionable shop, recollect. She had been
just about to inquire what Miss Stringer would charge. Fortunate escape!
The question would have been met with paralyzing coldness. It is a risk
to procure your own trimming; but to seek to place a limit as to ultimate
expense--unpardonable in the eyes of an autocrat of fashion.
So Mrs. Murden departed very much cast down, and very insignificant in
her cashmere dress and the fur she had thought so handsome--so it was in
her own set; but her eyes had been dwelling upon velvet cloaks and sable
victorines the past two hours. Alas! for her last year's mantle, pretty as
it had been; embroidered merinos looked so _common_--fatal word.
Miss Stringer had entirely forgotten the appointment when she presented
herself again on Thursday week. Meantime, it had been very difficult
to parry the inquiries of her trio of intimates as to when and how the
dress was to be made, without betraying her all-important secret. But she
succeeded to admiration. It was in vain for Mrs. Hopkins to remark that
Miss Johns was engaged for nearly all the week, to her certain knowledge,
or for Mrs. Keyser to allude to Emma Louisa's green poplin, the "sweetest"
thing she had ever seen; Mrs. Murden did not give out a clue. She saw
the identical green poplin at Miss Stringer's, on her second audience,
and heard Miss Elbert remark, with her accustomed freedom, upon its
possessor, who was set down by Miss Stringer's young woman as decidedly
vulgar and over-dressed. Mrs. Keyser never would have survived overhearing
this assault upon her kinswoman. Mrs. Murden treasured it up for future
remembrance.
"It does make me sick," remarked Miss Elbert, "to see people load on such
things. Thank my stars, I'm not a rich woman! Poor things, I pity them!
in a fever from morning till night about a dress or a cloak. Half of them
murder the king's English. Don't you say so, Miss Replier?"
Miss Replier, who still fitted "dummy" to one unending round of caps,
assented with a nod.
"Then they're so afraid some one else will have something," continued
this free-spoken, candid young person. "Did you see Mrs. James Thomas,
the day of our opening, take up that garnet hat Miss Stringer had ordered
out for Mrs. McCord? Mrs. McCord wouldn't have it, after all, when she
heard there was one made from it. And there's Miss Thornton thinks she's
got the only _Eugenie_ robe in the country. Levy imported three to my
certain knowledge. For my part, it makes me sick as the head boy at a
confectioner's. If I was as rich as Mrs. Rush, I wouldn't have a thing
better than I have now." And here she condescended to see if Miss Stringer
was disengaged, and ushered the possessor of the purple silk into the
fitting-room.
It was quite a picture as Mrs. Murden entered it. The lounges spread
with dresses that surpassed her imagination. Two bonnets, all lace and
flowers, the frame seeming only intended to support them, were on stands
in one corner, and wreaths, gloves, ribbons, and embroideries made up the
graceful confusion. Miss Stringer was on her knees before a large deal
box, folding and packing these wonderful creations.
"A bridal order," she said, "for the South. Look around, if you would like
to."
Mrs. Murden would not have touched any of them for a kingdom; it seemed
as if a breath would soil the gossamer-like evening-dresses, with their
light garlands of flowers. A velvet robe fit for a queen, destined for the
mother of the bride; a morning-dress of French cambric embroidery, over a
violet-colored silk; flounced dresses, with borders of woven embroidery,
in the most delicate contrasting shade; glove-knots, shoulder-knots,
breast-knots, of ribbon and gold lace, were some of the items of this
costly _trousseau_.
The cherished purple silk faded, as if it had been exposed to a summer
sun, in Mrs. Murden's eyes. It looked so very "_common_"--to think of a
two dollar silk being common--beside those brocades and flounced taffetas,
when it came to be tried on; and then the prices dealt out in the most
amiable manner by Miss Stringer conscious that she had made a good thing
of it.
The velvet had cost a hundred dollars "before scissors had touched it."
The lace on the skirt of the bridal-dress was seventy-five dollars a
yard; the morning-dress was a robe imported, of course, at sixty dollars;
and so on to the ermine-bordered mantle, at four hundred and fifty.
Mrs. Murden asked when her dress would be sent home, as she resumed her
bonnet and cloak. She had lost nearly all interest in it, as Miss Stringer
pulled and puckered, let out, and let in, the nicely fitting basque. It
was not lost, perhaps, but swallowed up for the time in the contemplation
of so much elegance, which, come what would, she could never hope to
attain. And she colored, we grieve to record it, as she gave the lynx-eyed
Miss Elbert her address, so far away from the fashionable quarter. Perhaps
she saw the glance exchanged with Miss Replier as it was named.
Mrs. Murden anticipated the arrival of the purple silk with dread
forebodings. She hoped her husband would not be at home if the bill came
with it. "Making up" was a trifle when she sewed with Miss Johns, and
found her own trimmings. She knew that Mr. Murden had not calculated on
any extra demands, the dress once purchased. Besides, he had been losing
money all the week, and besides, she had anticipated the last dollar of
her month's allowance. She was more abstracted than ever as the time drew
near.
But it came, and there was no help for it--on Saturday evening, the night
of all others when Mr. Murden was sure to be at home. It was very, very
stylish; the trimming, a broad embossed velvet ribbon, matched the shade
to perfection. Mr. Murden wanted to have it tried on at once, and did
not think the absence of a chemisette detracted at all from the _tout
ensemble_.
He felt very much pleased with himself for having allowed his pretty wife
to have her own way, and gave her a kiss by way of approval to her taste,
which chaste matrimonial salute was interrupted by the reappearance of
their one servant, to say that the girl was waiting in the hall, as the
bill was receipted.
"Ah, the bill!" There it was, pinned conspicuously on the flap of the
basque. Mr. Murden detached it, and read the amount: "$13 29 cts. Received
payment, Ann Stringer."
"Good gracious, my dear, what a mistake! More than half as much as the
dress cost!"
Mrs. Murden caught at the straw. Perhaps it was a mistake, and the wrong
bill had been sent to her. But there was no such good fortune; there it
was, in Miss Elbert's own hard, angular handwriting, item by item. And Mr.
Murden paid it on the spot, for he never allowed a bill to be presented
twice; but he went out without returning to the parlor, and shut the
front door with a bang, to countermand the new overcoat which he had been
measured for that afternoon, and which he needed badly.
It was weeks before the purple silk was again alluded to by him, and
spring before Mrs. Murden could afford to purchase undersleeves and a
chemisette to wear with it. She walked to church in the mazarine blue
beside the shabby overcoat, with its threadbare sleeves and rusty collar,
a humbler and a better woman. It was only when Mr. Murden discovered what
a cure the surfeit of finery in Mrs. Stringer's fitting-room had wrought,
that he quite pardoned the folly and extravagance of the purple silk.
"For," as Mrs. Murden said, "there must always be a great many people
better dressed, spend what she would, so where was the use? And, after
all, comfort was the thing, not show."
The purple silk became quite a favorite eventually, for Mr. Murden did not
consider the lesson dearly bought at thirty-three dollars and twenty-nine
cents, since it was to last a lifetime.
[Illustration]
MANAGEMENT OF CANARY BIRDS.
BY request of a correspondent, we publish the following from Mrs. Hale's
"New Household Receipt-Book:"--
"Canary birds that are kept tame will breed three or four times in the
year. Towards the middle of March begin to match your birds, putting one
cock and hen into the breeding-cage, which should be large, so that the
birds may have room to fly and exercise themselves. Place two boxes or
little basket-nests in the cage, for the hen to lay her eggs in, because
she will sometimes have a second brood before the first are fit to fly,
leaving the care of them to the father bird, who feeds and brings them up
with much care, while she is sitting on her second nest of eggs. Whilst
your birds are pairing feed them, besides the usual seeds, with the yolks
of hard-boiled eggs, bread that has been moistened, or, if hard, grated
fine, and pounded almond-meat. When the young birds are to be fed, give
the same soft food, and be sure have it fresh every day; also furnish
the old birds with fresh greens, such as cabbage-lettuce, chickweed,
groundsel, &c. Give fresh water every day, and a clean bath every morning.
The hen lays, commonly, four or five eggs, and sits fourteen days. When
the young are hatched, leave them to the care of the old birds to nurse
and bring up till they can fly and feed themselves, which is, usually, in
about twenty days."
GODEY'S COURSE OF LESSONS IN DRAWING.
LESSON IV.
Fig. 36 shows the position of the two ellipses _a_ and _b_, which form
the bases of the ornamental sketch shown in Fig. 37. In like manner,
the half-ellipse, formed on the horizontal line in Fig. 38, is the
foundation of the sketch shown in Fig. 39. So also is the foundation of
a flower-petal, shown in Fig. 40, made clear by the analytical sketch
in Fig. 41, where the preliminary forms are shown drawn. Again, the
ornamental scroll in Fig. 42 is drawn by sketching a half-ellipse on the
horizontal line.
[Illustration: Fig. 36.]
[Illustration: Fig. 37.]
[Illustration: Fig. 38.]
[Illustration: Fig. 39.]
[Illustration: Fig. 40.]
The convolvulus flower and stem in Fig. 43 are also drawn by previously
sketching an ellipse to form the flower.
[Illustration: Fig. 41.]
[Illustration: Fig. 42.]
In sketching the flower in Fig. 44, the pupil must first draw an outline
which will take in the whole figure, making it as near the shape of the
sketch as the eye dictates. After the correct outline is formed, the
details must be drawn.
[Illustration: Fig. 43.]
[Illustration: Fig. 44.]
[Illustration: Fig. 45.]
[Illustration: Fig. 46.]
[Illustration: Fig. 47.]
[Illustration: Fig. 48.]
[Illustration: Fig. 49.]
The flower, stem, and leaves of the sketch in Fig. 45 must be drawn in,
the form being estimated chiefly by the eye; the stem ought to be put in
first, thereafter the distances between the leaves, and then filling in
the details. The ivy-leaf in Fig. 46 is to be drawn in the same way as
the last. The ivy-stem and leaves shown in Fig. 47 should be drawn by
first sketching out the length, form, and direction of the stem, then
ascertaining and marking the distances between the leaves, and filling in
the details as before. The leaf in Fig. 48, and the leaves in Fig. 49,
should next be copied. Fig. 50 is the leaf of the common "dock." It is to
be copied by first drawing an ellipse, thereafter filling in the details.
Fig. 51 is the stem and leaves of the "burdock." The sketch may be put in
at once by the assistance of the eye; it may be better, however, to draw a
circle for the part _a_, and an ellipse for that of _b_.
[Illustration: Fig. 50.]
[Illustration: Fig. 51.]
The scroll in Fig. 52 may be sketched by drawing an outline which would
touch all the parts of the design, thereafter filling up the details.
[Illustration: Fig. 52.]
[Illustration: Fig. 53.]
In drawing the sketch shown in Fig. 53, the pupil will have to trust
greatly to the eye. The stem should be drawn first, its length and
direction being carefully noted; the distances of the extremities of
the leaves from the stem should next be marked off; next, their general
outline, and thereafter the details. The proportions the parts bear to one
another must be attended to.
THE TRIALS OF A NEEDLEWOMAN.[2]
BY T. S. ARTHUR.
(Continued from page 227.)
CHAPTER VI.
THE efforts made by Perkins to find the residence of the stranger proved
unavailing. Half suspecting that Michael had deceived him, he returned to
the shop of Mr. Berlaps, and asked the direction anew. It was repeated
precisely as at first given.
"But I have been there."
"Well, wasn't she at that number?"
"No."
"I don't know anything about her, then. It often happens that these
sewing-girls deceive us as to their whereabouts."
Perkins turned away disappointed, but with his interest in the stranger
more than ever excited.
"Who and what can she be? and why do I feel so deep an interest in a
perfect stranger, who cannot possibly be anything to me?" were involuntary
questions which the young man endeavored, but in vain, to answer.
That night, as he sat alone in his room, his friend Milford came in and
found him with the miniature before alluded to in his hand.
"Whose sweet face is that? Bless me! But she is a lovely creature!" said
Milford, as his eye caught a glimpse of the picture which Perkins made a
movement to conceal. "Aha! Mr. Sobersides! have I found you out at last?"
But seeing that his remarks had the effect to disturb, even agitate his
friend, he said, in a changed tone--
"Forgive me if I have thoughtlessly jarred a string that vibrates
painfully! I knew not that you carried in your heart an unhealed wound."
"And yet I do, my friend. A wound that, I fear, will never cicatrize. Five
years have passed since I parted with the living original of this picture.
The parting was to be only for a few months. We have never met since, and
never will, in this world! The sea gives not up its dead!"
There was a solemn earnestness in the voice of Perkins that showed how
deeply the loss still affected him.
"To me," said his companion, after a pause, "it seems strange that you
should never have alluded to this subject, even to your nearest friend."
"I could not, Milford. The effort to keep my feelings under control has
been severe enough, without permitting myself to speak of the matter at
all. But now that it has been alluded to, I feel inclined to talk upon the
subject, if you have any desire to hear."
"I certainly have an anxious desire to hear," replied Milford.
Perkins shaded his face for a few moments with his hand, and sat silent
and thoughtful. He then gave, in a calm voice, the following narration:--
"You are aware that, when I came to this city to reside, a few years
since, I removed from Troy, New York. That is my native place--or, at
least, I had lived there from boyhood up, when I removed to Boston. It is
now about ten years since a man named Ballantine, who seemed to possess
considerable wealth, made his appearance in the place, accompanied by
his daughter, a young girl about thirteen years of age. He came from
New Orleans, where his wife had died, and where he was still engaged in
business. His object in coming north with his child was to secure for
her the advantages of a good seminary. He seemed to prefer Troy, and
after remaining there for some months, concluded to place his child in
the family of a newly-married man, whose wife, somewhat matronly in age
and in habits, happened to please his fancy, as a maternal guardian for
his child. After making every requisite arrangement in regard to her
education, he returned to New Orleans, from which city money to defray her
expenses was regularly transmitted. Once a year he came north to visit
her, and remained in our town for a few weeks.
"I happened to know the family in which Eugenia Ballantine was placed,
and became acquainted with her immediately. I was then but a boy,
though some four years her senior, yet old enough to feel for her, from
the beginning, something more than a mere fraternal regard. And this
sentiment was reciprocal. No place was so pleasant to me as that which was
cheered by her presence--no smile warmed my heart like her smile; and I
could always see her countenance brighten the moment I came where she was.
"Gradually, as year after year passed, and she still remained among us,
our early preference for each other, or rather our early affection,
assumed a more serious character. We loved each other; she was just
seventeen, and I twenty-one, when I ventured to tell her how deeply,
fervently, and purely I loved her. The formal announcement did not seem to
create surprise, or agitate her in the least.
"'I never doubted it,' was her innocent reply, looking me tenderly in the
face.
"'And do you love me as truly as I love you, Eugenia?' I asked.
"'Have you ever doubted it?' was her quiet response to this, also.
"From that moment I was bewilderingly happy. My family was one of wealth
and standing, and I immediately wrote to Mr. Ballantine, who, after
sufficient time to make inquiry in regard to the character and position
of his daughter's lover, returned a cordial assent to my proposal for her
hand. Thus far everything had gone on as smoothly as a summer sea. We
smiled sometimes together at the carping adage, 'The course of true love
never did run smooth,' and referred to our own case as a signal instance
of its falsity.
"During the summer succeeding our engagement, Mr. Ballantine did not come
on to the north. In the ensuing spring, Eugenia's term of instruction
closed at the seminary, after having been in Troy nearly five years. She
was a tall, beautiful woman, with a mind highly cultivated, and externally
accomplished in every respect. I was proud of her beauty and acquirements,
at the same time that I loved her with fervent devotion. Spring passed
away and summer came; with the advancing season her father arrived from
the south. He had not seen his child for two years, during which time she
had grown up into a mature and lovely woman. I could forgive the jealous
pride with which he would look into her face, and the constant tenderness
of his allusions to her when she was away from his side.
"'I do not think, Mr. Perkins,' he would say to me, sometimes, 'that I can
let you have my Eugenia, unless you will go south. I am sure I cannot part
with her again.'
"'Why not come north, Mr. Ballantine?' I would suggest.
"But he would shake his head as he made some disparaging remark in regard
to the north, and playfully insist that I must go with him to the sunny
south. It was about the first of September that I asked that our marriage
might take place at an early day. But the father shook his head.
"'Be content that the flower is to be yours. Do not become too eager to
pluck it from its parent stem. I must have my dear girl with me for at
least one winter. In the spring she shall be yours.'
"'Oh, no! Mr. Ballantine,' I said, in alarm, 'you are not going to rob me
of her for so long a time?' I spoke with warmth.
"'Rob you of her!' ejaculated the father, in seeming half indignation.
'You are unreasonable and very selfish, my dear boy! Here you have had her
for five years, and after a little while are to have her for life, and yet
are unwilling to give me even the boon of a few short months with my own
child. You are not generous!'
"I felt the rebuke, and confessed that I had been moved by too selfish
feelings.
"'If you think the time long,' he added, 'all you have to do is to take a
packet and come round--we shall welcome you with joy.'
"'That I shall no doubt be compelled to do, for I will not be able to
exist for five or six long months away from Eugenia.'
"'So I should suppose. Well, come along, and after I get you there, I will
see if I can't inoculate you with a love of Southern people, Southern
habits, and Southern manners. I am sanguine that you will like us.'
"'Well, perhaps so,' I said. 'But we will see.'
"The time for the departure of Mr. Ballantine and his daughter was set
for the first of October. The few remaining days passed on fleet wings,
and then, after completing the necessary arrangements, Eugenia left Troy
with her father for New York, thence to go by sea to her native city.
I accompanied them down the river, and spent two days with them in the
city, previous to the sailing of the ship Empress, in which they were to
embark. Our parting was tender, yet full of hope for a speedy meeting. I
had already made up my mind to visit New Orleans about January, and remain
there during the winter. Our marriage was then to be solemnized.
"After the sailing of the Empress, I returned to Troy, to await the news
of her safe arrival at New Orleans. I felt gloomy and desolate, and for
my uncompanionable humor received sundry playful jibes or open rebukes
from my friends. In about a week I began to examine the shipping lists of
the New York papers, in the hope of seeing some notice of the good ship
that contained my heart's best treasure. But no record of her having been
spoken at sea met my eyes as I scanned the newspapers day after day with
an eager and increasing hope, until four, five, and six weeks had passed
away. So much troubled had I now become, that I went down to New York to
see the owners of the ship.
"'Has the Empress arrived out yet?' I asked, on entering their
counting-room.
"'Not at the latest dates,' was the reply, made in a voice expressive of
concern.
"'Is not her passage a very long one?'
"'We should have had news of her arrival ten days ago.'
"'Has she been spoken on the passage?'
"'Never but once, and that after she was three days out.'
"'Is she a good ship?' I next inquired.
"'None better out of this port,' was the prompt answer.
"For ten days I remained in New York, eagerly examining each morning the
shipping lists, and referring to all the southern papers to which I could
get access. I met during that time but one reference to the Empress,
and that was contained in a paragraph alluding to her long passage, and
expressing great fears for her safety. This thrilled my heart with a
more palpable and terrible fear. On the next day but one, I met in a New
Orleans paper a farther allusion to her, coupled with the remark that a
suspicious-looking vessel, clipper-built, with a black hull, had been
seen several times during the past few weeks cruising in the Gulf, and
expressing a fear lest she had come across the Empress. I thought this
would have driven me beside myself. But why prolong this painful narration
by attempting to describe my feelings, as day after day, week after week,
and month after month passed, and no tidings came of the missing ship?
From the day I parted with Eugenia, I have neither seen her nor heard
from her. The noble vessel that bore her proudly away neither reached her
destination, nor returned back with her precious freight. All--all found a
grave in the dark depths of the ocean.
"It is a terrible thing, my friend, to be _thus_ reft of all you hold
dearest in life. If I had seen her touched by the hand of disease, and
watched the rose fading from her cheek, leaf after leaf falling away,
until death claimed at last his victim, I could have borne the severe
affliction with some degree of fortitude. Even if she had been struck down
suddenly at my side, there would have been something for the bruised heart
to rest upon. But to be taken from me thus! her fate shrouded in a most
fearful mystery! Oh! it is terrible!"
And the young man set his teeth firmly, and clenched his hands, in a
powerful struggle with his still o'ermastering feelings. At length he
resumed, in a calmer voice--
"No matter what terrors or violence attended her death--no matter how deep
she lies in the unfathomable sea, her spirit is with the blessed angels,
for she was pure and good. This ought to be enough for me. The agonies of
a fearful departure are long since over. And why should I recall them,
and break up afresh the tender wounds that bleed at the slightest touch?
Henceforth I will strive to look away from the past, and onward, in
pleasing hope, to that future time when we shall meet where there will be
no more parting."
"She must have been a lovely creature, indeed," said Milford, some minutes
after his friend had ceased, holding, as he spoke, the miniature in his
hand, and looking at it attentively.
"She was lovely as innocence itself," was the half abstracted reply.
"Although I never saw her, yet there is an expression in her face that
is familiar"--Milford went on to say--"very familiar; but it awakens, I
cannot tell why, a feeling of pain. This face is a happy face; and yet it
seems every moment as if it would change into a look of sadness--yea, of
deep sorrow and suffering."
"This may arise, and no doubt does, from the melancholy history connected
with her, that I have just related."
"Perhaps that is the reason," Milford returned, thoughtfully. "And yet I
know not how to account for the strangely familiar expression of her face."
"Did you ever see a picture in your life that had not in it some feature
that was familiar?" asked Perkins.
"Perhaps not," the friend replied, and then sat in mental abstraction
for some moments. He was not satisfied with this explanation, and was
searching his memory for the original of that peculiar expression which
had struck him so forcibly. He was sure that it did exist, and that he had
looked upon it no very long time before. But he tried in vain to fix it.
The impression floated still in his mind only as a vague idea.
"There! I have it!" he at length exclaimed, but with something of
disappointment in his tones. "I remember that the young seamstress we were
speaking of a few days ago, a single glimpse of whose face I obtained, had
that very look which strikes me as familiar in this picture. I thought I
had seen it somewhere else."
Perkins started, and looked surprised and agitated. But this was only
momentary.
"Now you speak of her," he said, calmly, "I remember that I always thought
of Eugenia when I saw her, which is no doubt the reason why I have felt
strongly interested for the young stranger, who has doubtless seen better
days. I related to you, I believe, the adventure I had near the bridge, in
which she was concerned?"
"You did. I wonder what in the world takes her over to Charleston so
often? She goes, I believe, almost every day, and usually late in the
afternoon. Several persons have spoken of her to me; but none seemed to
know her errand there, or to have any knowledge of her whatever."
"There is some mystery connected with her, certainly. This afternoon I
went in to make some inquiries in regard to her of Berlaps. I was just in
time to hear Michael, his salesman, give her some insulting language, for
which I rebuked the fellow sharply."
"Indeed! How did she take it?" said Milford.
"She did not seem to notice him, but glided quickly past, as he bent over
the counter towards her, and left the store."
"Did you see her face?"
"No. Her veil was closely drawn, as usual," answered Perkins.
"I don't know why it is, but there is something about this young female
that interests me very much. Have you yet learned her name?"
"It is Lizzy Glenn--so I was told at the clothing store for which she
works."
"Lizzy Glenn? An assumed name, in all probability."
"Very likely. It sounds as if it might be," said Perkins.
"If I were you," remarked the friend, "I would learn something certain
about this stranger; if for no other reason, on account of the singular
association of her, in your involuntary thought, with Miss Ballantine. She
may be a relative; and, if so, it would afford a melancholy pleasure to
relieve her from her present unhappy condition, for the sake of the one in
heaven."
"I have already tried to find her; but she was not at the number where
Michael said she resided."
"She may not have given him the right direction," said Milford.
"So he pretends to infer. But I would rather believe that Michael has
purposely deceived me than that she would be guilty of falsehood."
"If I see her again," said Milford, "I will endeavor, by all means, to
discover her place of residence."
"Do, if you would oblige me. It is my purpose not to lose sight of her
at our next meeting, be it where it may. Our present conversation has
awakened a deeper interest, and stimulated a more active curiosity. I am
no blind believer in chance, Milford. I do not regard this meeting with
the stranger as something only fortuitous. There is a Providence in all
the events of life, and I am now firmly assured that these encounters with
the seamstress are not merely accidental, as the world regards accidents,
but events in a chain of circumstances that, when complete, will result in
positive good. Of the nature of that good--as to who will be blessed or
benefited--I do not pretend to divine. I only feel ready to act my part in
the drama of life. I must and will know more about this stranger."
* * * * *
CHAPTER VII.
AS little Henry, after parting with his mother, hurried on by the side
of Mr. Sharp, who took his way directly across the bridge leading over
to Charleston, where he had left the chaise in which he had ridden from
Lexington, a handsome carriage, containing a mother and three happy
children, about the age of himself, Emma, and the sister who had just
died, drove rapidly by. The children were full of spirits, and, in their
thoughtless glee, called out gayly, but with words of ridicule, to the
poor, meanly clad child, who was hurrying on at almost a run beside the
man who had become his master. Their words, however, were heeded not by
the full-hearted boy. His thoughts were going back to his home, and to his
much-loved mother.
This incident is mentioned here, as a striking illustration of the
practical working of that system of grinding the poor, especially poor
females, by which many men make fortunes, or at least acquire far more
than a simple competence for life. That carriage belonged to Berlaps,
and those happy children were his. But how could he buy a carriage and
horses, and build fine houses, and yet not be able to pay more than the
meagre pittance for his work that the reader has seen doled out to
his half-starving workwomen? How could his children be fed and clothed
sumptuously every day, and the widow, who worked for him from early dawn
until the silent watches of midnight, not be able to get wholesome bread
and warm garments for her little ones, _unless he took more than his just
share_ of the profits upon his goods? If he could only afford to pay seven
cents for coarse shirts, and so on, in proportion, up through the entire
list of articles made, how came it that the profits on these very articles
enabled him to live in elegance, build houses, and keep his own carriage
and horses?
Such questions apply not alone to the single instance of Berlaps, here
introduced. They are pertinent in their application to all who add to
their profits for the purpose of a grand aggregate, at the expense of
reducing the pay, even a few cents, upon the hard toiling workwoman whose
slender income, at best, is barely sufficient to procure the absolute
necessaries of life. This cutting down of women's wages, until they
are reduced to an incompetent pittance, is a system of oppression too
extensive, alas! in this, as well as many other countries. It is one of
the quiet and safe means by which the strong oppress the weak--by which
the selfish build themselves up, cruelly indifferent to the sufferings of
those who are robbed of a just compensation for their labor. The record
of a conversation overheard between two of the class alluded to will
illustrate this matter. They were tailors--or, rather, what are sometimes
called slop-shop or clothing men. Let it not be supposed that tailors
alone are the oppressors of workwomen. In most of the employments at
which females engage, especially such as admit of a competition in labor,
advantage is taken of the eager demands for work, and prices reduced to
the lowest possible standard. In the eager scramble for monopolizing
more than a just share of custom, or to increase the amount of sales by
the temptation of extremely moderate rates, the prices of goods are put
down to the lowest scale they will bear. If, in doing this, the dealer
was content with a profit reduced in some proportion to the increase of
his sales, no one would have a right to complain. He would be free to
sell his goods at cost, or even below cost, if that suited his fancy.
Instead of this, however, the profits on his articles are often the same
that they were when prices were ten or fifteen per cent. higher, and he
reaps the advantage of a greatly increased sale, consequent upon the more
moderate rates at which he can sell. The evil lies in his cutting down
his operatives' wages; in taking off of them, while they make no party to
his voluntary reduction of prices, the precise amount that he throws in
to his customer as a temptation to buy more freely. But to the promised
dialogue:--
"Money don't come in hand-over-fist, as it ought to come," remarked Grasp,
of the flourishing firm of Grasp & Co., Merchant Tailors, of Boston, to
the junior partner of the establishment. "The nimble sixpence is better
than the slow shilling, you know. We must make our shears eat up cloth
a little faster, or we sha'n't clear ten thousand dollars this year by
one-third of the sum."
"Although that would be a pretty decent business these times."
"I don't call any business a decent one that can be bettered," replied
Grasp, contemptuously.
"But can ours be bettered?"
"Certainly!"
"How?"
"By selling more goods."
"How are we to do that?"
"By putting down the prices, and then making a confounded noise about it.
Do you understand?"
"I do. But our prices are very low now."
"True. But we may reduce them still further, and, by so doing, increase
our sales to an extent that will make our business net us beyond the
present income quite handsomely. But, to do this, we must cut down the
prices now paid for making up our clothes. In this way, we shall be able
to greatly increase our sales, with but a slight reduction upon our
present rates of profit."
"But will our workmen stand it? Our needle-women, particularly, work very
low now."
"They'll have to stand it!" replied Grasp; "most of them are glad to get
work at any price. Women, with half a dozen hungry mouths around them,
don't stand long to higgle about a few cents in a garment, when there
are so many willing to step in and take their places. Besides, what are
three or four cents to them on a vest, or pair of pants, or jacket? The
difference in a week is small and will not be missed--or, at the worst,
will only require them to economize with a little steadier hand; while
upon the thousands of garments we dispose of here, and send away to other
markets, it will make a most important aggregate on the right side of
profit and loss."
"There is no doubt of that," replied the partner, the idea of the
aggregate of three or four cents on each garment occupying his mind, and
obscuring completely, for a time, every other idea. "Well, I'm with you,"
he said, after a little while, "in any scheme for increasing profits.
Getting along at the rate of only some two or three thousand a year is
rather slow work. Why, there's Tights, Screw, & Co., see how they're
cutting into the trade, and carrying everything before them. Tights told
me that they cleared twenty thousand dollars last year."
"No doubt of it. And I'll make our house do the same before three years
roll over, or I'm no prophet."
"If we are going to play this cutting down game, we had better begin at
once."
"Oh, certainly. The sooner the better. But first, we must arrange a
reduced scale of prices, and then bring our whole tribe of workwomen and
others down to it at once. It will not do to hold any parley with them. If
we do, our ears will be dinned to death with trumped-up tales of poverty
and distress, and all that sort of thing, with which we have no kind of
concern in the world. These are matters personal to these individuals
themselves, and have nothing to do with our business. No matter what
prices we paid, we would have nothing but grumbling and complaint, if we
allowed an open door on that subject."
"Yes, there is no doubt of that. But, to tell the truth, it is a mystery
to me how some of these women get along. Very few make over two dollars
a week, and some never go beyond a dollar. Many of them are mothers,
and most of them have some one or more dependent upon them. Food, rent,
clothes, and fuel, all have to come out of these small earnings. By what
hocus-pocus it is done, I must confess, puzzles me to determine."
"Oh, as to that," returned Grasp, "it is, no doubt, managed well enough.
Provisions, and everything that poor people stand in need of, are very
cheap. The actual necessaries of life cost but little, you know. How far
above the condition of the starving Irish, or the poor operatives in the
manufacturing portions of England, is that of the people who work for us!
Think of that for a moment."
"True--very true," replied the partner. "Well," he continued, "I think we
had better put the screws on to our workwomen and journeymen at once. I am
tired of plodding on at this rate."
"So am I. To-night, then, after we close the store, we will arrange our
new bill of prices, and next week bring all hands down to it."
And they were just as good as their word. And it happened just as they
said--the poor workmen had to submit.
* * * * *
But we must return from our digression.
The child who, under the practical operation of a system of which the
above dialogue gives some faint idea, had to go out from his home at the
tender age of ten years, because his mother, with all her hard toil early
and late, at the prices she obtained for her labor, could not earn enough
to provide a sufficiency of food and clothes for her children--that child
passed on, unheeding, and, indeed, unhearing the jibes of the happier
children of his mother's oppressor, and endeavored, sad and sorrowful
as he felt, to nerve himself with something of a manly feeling. At
Charlestown, Mr. Sharp got into his chaise, and, with the lad he had taken
to raise, drove home.
"Well, here is the youngster, Mrs. Sharp," he said, on alighting from his
vehicle. "He is rather smaller and punier than I like, but I have no doubt
that he will prove willing and obedient."
"What is his name?" asked Mrs. S., who had a sharp chin, sharp nose, and
sharp features throughout; and, with all, rather a sharp voice. She had
no children of her own--those tender pledges being denied her, perhaps on
account of the peculiar sharpness of her temper.
"His name is Henry," replied her husband.
"Henry what?"
"Henry Gaston, I believe. Isn't that it, my boy?"
Henry replied in the affirmative. Mr. Sharp then said--
"You can go in with Mrs. Sharp, Henry. She will tell you what she wants
you to do."
"Yes, come along." And Mrs. Sharp turned away as she spoke, and retired
into the more interior portion of the house, followed by the boy.
"Mrs. Sharp will tell you what she wants you to do!" Yes, that tells
the story. From this hour the child is to become the drudge--the hewer
of wood and drawer of water--for an unfeeling woman, whose cupidity and
that of her husband have prompted them to get a little boy as a matter of
saving--one who could do the errands for the shop and the drudgery for
the house. There was no thought for, and regard towards, the child to be
exercised. He was to be to them only an economical little machine, very
useful, though somewhat troublesome at times.
"I don't see that your mother has killed you with clothes," said Mrs.
Sharp to him, after taking his bundle and examining it, and then surveying
him from head to foot. "But I suppose she thinks they will do well enough;
and I suppose they will. There, do you see that wooden pail there? Well,
I want you to take it and go to the pump across the street, down in the
next square, and bring it full of water."
Henry took the pail, as directed, and went and got the water. This was the
beginning of his service, and was all well enough, as far as it went. But
from that time he had few moments of relaxation, except what the night
gave him, or the quiet Sabbath. All through the first day he was kept busy
either in the house or shop, and, before night, had received two or three
reprimands from Mrs. Sharp, administered in no very affectionate tones.
When night came, at last--it had seemed a very long day to him--and he was
sent to bed alone, in the dark, he put off his clothes and laid himself
down, unable, as he did so, to restrain the tears and sobs. Poor child!
How sadly and yearningly did his heart go back to the narrow apartment,
every nook and corner of which were dear to him, because his mother's
presence made all sunshine there! And how earnestly did he long to be with
her again! But he soon sank away to sleep, from which he did not awaken
until the half angry voice of Mrs. Sharp chided him loudly for "lazing it
away" in bed until after sunrise. Quickly getting up and dressing himself,
he went down and commenced upon a new day of toil. First he had to bring
in wood, then to grind the coffee, afterwards to bring water from the
pump, and then to scour the knives for breakfast. When these were done,
he was sent into the shop to see if Mr. Sharp didn't want him, where he
found plenty to occupy his attention. The shop was to be sprinkled and
swept out, the counter to be dusted, and various other little matters to
be attended to, which occupied him until breakfast-time. After he had
finished this meal, Mrs. Sharp managed to find him plenty to do for some
hours, and then her husband laid out work for him, at which he devoted
himself all the rest of the day, except when he was wanted in the kitchen
for some purpose or other. And so it continued, day after day, from
morning until night. Not an hour's relaxation was allowed the child; and
if, from weariness or disheartened feeling, he sometimes lingered over a
piece of work, a severe scolding or some punishment from Mrs. Sharp was
sure to follow.
Thus things went on, every day adding to the cold of a rapidly advancing
northern winter. But Mrs. Sharp still thought, according to her first
conclusions in regard to Henry's clothes, that "they would do." They were
not very warm, it is true--that she could not help admitting. "But then
he is used to wearing thinner clothes than other children," she reasoned,
"or else his mother would have put warmer ones on him. And, any how,
I see no use in letting him come right down as a dead expense upon our
hands. He hasn't earned his salt yet, much less a suit of winter clothes."
But the poor little fellow was no more used to bearing exposure to the
chilling winds of winter than she had been when a child. He therefore
shrunk shiveringly in the penetrating air whenever forced to go beyond
the door. This did not fail to meet the eye of Mrs. Sharp--indeed,
her eye was rarely off of him when he was within the circle of its
vision--and it always irritated her. And why? It reproved her for not
providing warmer clothes for the child; and hurt her penurious spirits
with the too palpable conviction that before many weeks had passed they
would be compelled to lay out some money for "the brat," as she had
begun frequently to designate him to her husband, especially when she
felt called upon to complain of him for idleness, carelessness, dulness,
stupidity, wastefulness, uncleanliness, hoggishness, or some other one of
the score of faults she found in a child of ten years old, whom she put
down to work as steadily as a grown person.
A single month made a great change in his external appearance; such
a change as would have made him unfamiliar even to his mother's eye.
While under her care, his clothes, though poor, had always been whole
and clean--his skin well washed, and his hair combed smoothly. Now, the
color of his thin jacket and trowsers could scarcely have been told for
the dust and grease which had become imbedded in their texture. His skin
was begrimed until it was many shades darker, and his hair stood stiffly
about his head, in matted portions, looking as if a comb had not touched
it for weeks. One would hardly have imagined that so great a change could
have passed upon a boy in a few weeks as had passed over him. When he left
his mother's humble abode, there was something about him that instantly
attracted the eye of almost any one who looked at him attentively, and won
for him favorable impressions. His skin was pure and white, and his mild
blue eyes, with their expression of innocent confidence, looked every one
in the face openly. Now there was something repulsive to almost every one
about the dirty boy, who went moping about with soiled face and hands, a
cowed look, and shrinking gait. Scarcely any one seemed to feel a particle
of sympathy for him, either in or out of the house where he dwelt.
Time passed on, and New Year's day rapidly approached, that anxiously
longed-for time, to which Henry had never ceased to look forward since
he left his mother's presence. Every passing day seemed to render his
condition more and more uncomfortable. The air grew colder and colder,
and the snow lay all around to the depth of many inches. A suit of cloth
clothes had been "cooked up" for him out of an old coat and trowsers that
had long since been worn threadbare by Mr. Sharp. Thin though they were,
they yet afforded a most comfortable substitute for those their welcome
appearance had caused him to throw aside. But the pair of shoes he had
worn when he left Boston were still considered good enough, if thought
of at all, notwithstanding they gaped largely at the toes, and had been
worn so thin in the soles that scarcely the thickness of a knife-blade lay
between his feet and the snow-covered ground. In regard to sleeping, he
was not much better off. His bed was of straw, upon the floor, in a large,
unplastered garret, and but scantily supplied with covering. Here he would
creep away alone and in the dark every night, on being driven away to bed
from crouching beside the warm kitchen fire after his daily toil was done,
and get under the thin covering with all his clothes on. There he would
lie, all drawn up into a heap to keep warm, and think of his mother, and
long for New Year's day to come, until sleep would lock up his senses in
unconsciousness.
At last it was New Year's eve, but the poor child had heard no word about
going home. He could sleep but little through that night for thinking
about the promised return to his mother on the next day, and for the dread
he felt lest Mr. Sharp had forgotten, or would disregard his promise. The
bright morning of another new year at length arose, clear and piercingly
cold, and Henry crept early from his bed, and went down stairs to make the
fires as usual. When Mr. Sharp at length made his appearance, he looked
wishfully and inquiringly into his face, but no notice whatever was taken
of him, except to give him some order, in the usual short, rough tone in
which he always addressed him.
"Ain't I going home to see my mother to-day, sir?" was on his tongue, but
he feared to utter it.
After breakfast he watched every movement of Mr. Sharp, expecting each
moment to see him go out and get the chaise ready to take him to Boston.
But no such idea was in the mind of the thoughtless, unfeeling master.
Nine, ten, and eleven o'clock came and went, and the poor child's anxious
heart began to fail him. Several times he was on the point of recalling to
the mind of Mr. Sharp his promise to his mother that he should be sent
home at New Year's, but as often his timid heart caused him to shrink
back. At last dinner-time came, and yet nothing was said, nor were there
any indications that the boy was to go home. The meal passed, and then
Henry was directed to go on some errand about a mile away.
"But ain't I going home to-day, Mr. Sharp?" said he, with a sudden,
despairing resolution, looking up with tearful eyes, as he spoke.
"What's that?" eagerly asked Mrs. Sharp, coming forward. "What's that, ha?"
The frightened boy slunk back, and stood with his eyes upon the floor.
"Go where, did he say, Mr. Sharp?"
"Go to see his mammy, to be sure!" replied the hatter, in a half-sneering
tone of surprise.
"His mammy, indeed! And pray what put that into his head, I should like to
know?"
"Mr. Sharp told mother he would send me home to see her on New Year's
day," the child ventured to say, in explanation.
"Clear out! Off with you, Mr. Assurance!" exclaimed Sharp, in an angry
voice, at this, half raising his hand to strike the lad. "How dare you!"
Henry started back trembling, at once conscious that all hope of seeing
her he had so pined to meet for many long and weary days of suffering and
privation, was at an end. Slowly he left the house, shrinking in the cold
blast, and went on his errand through the hard frozen snow.
"Did any one ever hear such impudence!" ejaculated Mrs. Sharp, in
breathless surprise. "Sent home on New Year's day to his mammy! A pretty
how-do-you-do, upon my word! the dirty little ill-conditioned brat!"
"I believe, now I come to think of it," said Sharp, "that I did say
something of the kind to his mother, just to pacify her, though I had no
thought of doing it; and, indeed, I don't suppose she cares any great
deal about seeing him. She didn't look as if she could keep soul and body
together long."
"If she wanted to see him so dreadful bad, why didn't she keep him at home
with her, tied all the while to her apron-string?" said the unfeeling
woman.
"She would have had to work a little harder to have done that. No doubt
she was glad enough to get rid of the burden of supporting him."
"Well, all that I can say is, that any mother who is not willing to work
to take care of her children, don't deserve to see them."
"So say I," returned the husband.
"And as to Henry's going home, I wouldn't hear to any such thing. He'd not
be a bit too good to trump up any kind of stories about not being treated
well, so as to prevail upon her not to let him come back. I know just how
boys like him talk when they get a chance to run home. Even when they do
come back, they're never worth a cent afterwards."
"Oh, no! As to his going home, that is out of the question this winter,"
replied Sharp. "If his mother cares about seeing him, she'll find her way
out here."
With a sadder heart than ever did poor Henry grope his way up into the
cold garret that night, with but one thought and one image in his mind,
the thought of home and the image of his mother. He dreamed of her all
night. He was at home. Her tender voice was in his ear, and his head
rested on her bosom. She clothed him in warmer garments, and set him
beside her at the table, upon which was tempting food. But morning came
at last, and he was awakened from visions of delight to a more painful
consciousness of his miserable condition by the sharp, chiding voice of
his cruel mistress. Slowly, with stiffened limbs and a reluctant heart,
did he arise, and enter upon the repulsive and hard duties of another day.
As he had not been permitted to go home, his next consolatory thought was
that his mother would come out at once to see him. This hope he clung to
day after day, but he clung to it in vain. It mattered not that, every
time the shop door opened when he was in it, he turned with a quickened
pulse to see if it were not his mother, or that he would pause and listen,
when back in the house, to hear if the strange voice that came suddenly
from the shop, were not the voice of her he so longed to see. She came
not; nor was any word from her brought to him.
And thus passed the whole of the severe month of January, the long and
cold winter adding greatly to his other causes of suffering.
(To be continued.)
FOOTNOTE:
[Footnote 2: Entered according to Act of Congress, by T. B. PETERSON,
in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the Eastern District of
Pennsylvania.]
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LETTERS LEFT AT THE PASTRY-COOK'S:
BEING THE CLANDESTINE CORRESPONDENCE BETWEEN KITTY CLOVER AT SCHOOL, AND
HER "DEAR, DEAR FRIEND" IN TOWN.
EDITED BY HORACE MAYHEW.
THE FOURTH LETTER LEFT.
(_Dated March 9th._)
SHOWING WHAT KITTY THOUGHT OF SOME MORE OF HER SCHOOLFELLOWS.
IN my last letter, I forgot to tell you about the two Miss Suetts, Emilia
and Julia. They are fat, and round, and heavy, like (Meggy says) a couple
of yeast dumplings. Their parents are in India, and they never go home.
No one cares much about that, however; for they are great _teazers_, and
the most dreadful _tell-tales_. But they are never without preserves and
pickles of some kind, and have such delicious pomegranates and guava
jelly sent to them, in such large blue jars, that, after all, I doubt
if any two girls would be more missed from the school than the two
Suetts--disagreeable things as they are. You should only taste their
tamarinds, Nell!
There is also Ada Steele, the poetess, who writes verses, some of which
have actually appeared in print (in the "Family Page," I think), and you
cannot imagine how conceited she is about it. I am told she knows every
line of poetry that ever was written. She is such a dreadful plague, that
I never go near her if I can avoid it. You cannot ask her what's the day
of the month, but she'll give you a hundred lines of poetry right off from
some poet or other. Meggy calls her "a tap of poetry," which once turned
on, will go on running till you stop it. Byron is her especial favorite,
and she always calls him "dear." His works are not allowed in the college;
but Ada Steele has got a copy of them, and she puts it under her pillow
every night.
But the girl I dislike most is Susan Carney. Fancy a tall, thin creature,
with hair the color of blotting-paper, and with eyes like an owl's, that
cannot look at you, and you have her standing before you. She is the
"_sneak_" of the school; and moves about like a cat. When we are talking
secrets, and turn round, there she is--pretending to look for something,
but in reality listening. Or, if a girl has comfortably got one of James's
delicious novels inside her grammar, and looks up to see that it is all
right and snug, there is Carney's cold, fishy eye sure to be fixed
sideways upon her. Meggy says her eye is so sharp, she's confident that,
like a needle's, _it would cut thread_. We cannot have a bit of fun but
Miss Carney is sure to spoil it. We cannot read or write a letter in
class without her knowing it. We cannot talk to the masters, or have a
comfortable bit of gossip about the filthy dinners and the lady principal,
without our being requested, before the day is half over, "to step to Mrs.
R.'s boudoir," after which you will see the girls coming back with red
eyes and burning cheeks.
The oddest thing is, no one is sure that it is Carney who tells, though
every one is convinced that she does. She manages it so cleverly that
she is never found out. We tease her as much as we dare, calling her
"policeman," "spy," "tell-tit," and everything we can think of; but it
takes no effect upon her. She turns a little pale, talks morality in a
whining tone, and leaves it to Mrs. Rodwell to redress her wrongs.
Another curious thing is the way in which she wheedles a secret out of
you. Though on your guard, she flatters and fawns, and coaxes and lectures
till you have parted with your secret long before you are aware of it.
You would imagine she was chloroform, so cleverly does she extract it,
without the smallest consciousness on your part. The fact is, _she crawls
over you_, Nelly; and as for talking, it is my firm belief she would talk
a letter out of a letter-box. She is exceedingly neat and clean, with not
a single hair out of bounds; and, somehow, her dresses do not rustle, nor
her shoes creak, as other persons' do. She is down upon you, like a shower
at the horticultural _fête_, before you have time to run for it. What with
her crawling, and her sleek appearance, and her gliding so noiselessly
about the room, she looks like a big lizard, or some slippery serpent,
that was advancing towards you; and I always feel inclined to scream, or
to put up my parasol, when she comes near me, to frighten her away.
Nor is she much a favorite with the remainder of the school. The little
girls bribe her with oranges and cakes, and lend her small sums of money,
to prevent her telling. But the big girls know it's no use, and waste
nothing upon her; they know well enough she will take the bribe one
minute, and go and _blab_ the next. The governesses are even afraid of
her, and begin talking of the weather whenever she approaches.
But what shocks me the most, Nelly, is that she is righteous. She moans
and groans, and turns up the whites (or the yellows, rather) of her
eyes, and is _so_ pious at church, and is always inveighing against
"the shameful wickedness" of the school. Then she reads hymns, and is
embroidering a _prie-dieu_ for her godpapa, who is something in the
church, and exceedingly rich; and she writes such insufferably long
sermons, twice the length of anybody else's; and after service she begs
to see Mrs. Rodwell, _pour confier son cœur_ as she calls it, but we all
know what that means, for as sure as plum-pudding on Sunday, some one is
sure to be punished that same afternoon! I only wish we could find her
out in anything. I really believe the entire school would rush up to the
lady principal, and tell of her. But Miss Carney is far too cautious to be
caught tripping! They tell me she even sleeps with her eyes open.
Let us turn from this hateful creature (I can't help hating her, Nelly) to
some more agreeable subject. I will not tire you with descriptions of Miss
Smiffel, the butcher's daughter, or Miss Embden, the baker's daughter,
except to tell you that they have a sad time of it, and are called rare
ugly names, because their papas happen to be butchers and bakers, just as
if they could help it. I need not tell you, either, about Lizzy Spree,
a little, merry, fidgety, laughing thing, with black eyes, who is the
romp--the "bad girl" of the school. She is always playing tricks, making
apple-pie beds, or sewing up the tops of our stockings, or hiding the
dancing-master's shoes, or tying the cat's tail to the parrot's leg, or
filling Miss Blight's bed with bread-crumbs and cockchafers, or breaking a
window, or tearing her dress every day. The consequence is, she is always
in punishment; but she cares no more for it than a duck cares for an
umbrella. She spends all her pocket-money on crackers and detonating balls
and valentines, and is always going to be expelled; only Mrs. Rodwell
relents, and gives her "one chance more." The maid fell down stairs with
the soup-tureen yesterday, from the fact of her strewing the kitchen-steps
with marbles and orange-peel. It was too bad. We had to go without soup in
consequence.
But, Nelly, you would quite love little Jessie Joy; she is the wee'st
little thing you ever saw. You might hang her to your _châtelaine_. You
would declare that she was not more than ten, and yet she was sixteen last
birthday. She has a rosy round face, and little flaxen curls, exactly like
a pretty doll, if you could only keep her still for a moment to look at
her. She plays about the room like the sun on a looking-glass, and her
whole body seems to quiver with light. I defy you to catch her, unless,
perhaps, it was in the dark. We call her "pet" and "tiny."
I don't know how it is Jessie cannot be taught; and yet she is far from
being an idiot, for the little thing understands; nor is she stupid, for
she is quick enough to outwit us all. Still, they have never been able
to teach her anything. Her eyes (I don't know what color they are) fly
away like butterflies directly you attempt to catch them, and settle on
all places but on her book. We think she can read, but no one is sure of
it. If told to learn, she pouts her lips like cherries, until you feel
inclined to bite them; and her little head swings to and fro, Nelly, like
the bells on a fuchsia when set a dancing by the wind. The lady principal
cannot scold her. The utmost she can do is to call her to her in an angry
tone, when she takes up her little head in her two hands as if it were
a bowl of milk, and kisses her gently on the forehead. This is all her
punishment; and the little culprit runs back into her place as quick as a
rabbit.