XXXIV.

Braine rings his bell and sends the envelope he has been addressing.

Woolet answers the bell and takes the note. Braine says laconically:

"Send by messenger."

Woolet leaves the room--his master's manner is oppressive. The silence

of the house is oppressive. Ruin and catastrophe seem to pervade the

atmosphere. The sombre looking clock on the mantel strikes solemnly.

Helen's dog sits dejectedly by the fire, now and then going to Braine

and poking its nose into his hand. Braine watches it mechanically. He

has not left his seat since last night at ten o'clock. The room looks

neglected, as all rooms look if not lived in for twenty-four hours.

He has sat silently in his chair during all these hours, with his arms

on the desk before him, and his head on his arms. Now he looks calmly

about the room. On a chair is Helen's scarf. He rises and going over to

it picks it up. It breathes the perfume peculiar to the woman. He folds

it in his hands and carries it about the room as he moves aimlessly here

and there. Her handkerchief is under a chair. He takes that up and

carries it about with the scarf. Helen's dog follows at his heels.

Braine's face is ghastly. There are great rings under his eyes, and

furrows in his cheeks that were not there last night. He pauses in the

middle of the floor. A scene of long ago comes vividly to him. A little

dingy office, in a far off Western town; an "editorial sanctum;" a

little half rusty, half white-washed stove set in its box of sand; grimy

walls; a man at a rickety desk with improvised pigeon-holes of collar

boxes. Not a very inspiring picture? Well, no, but he would give his

house with its art treasures, his fame, his wealth, for that little

dingy office, with its obscurity--and Helen. Helen, with the sunny eyes.

Helen, with the hair where you sought for missing sunbeams; Helen's

heart, that sought for nothing--because it was satisfied with what it

had found. Helen,--the lost Helen!

He goes to the desk and looks among some old papers. He shades his eyes

with his hand--though the light is not strong. He pulls out a

long-folded newspaper clipping that reads:

"There died in this town to-day, a young man much esteemed by his

fellow-citizens," etc., and as he finishes and lays it by, something

near him mutters, "Juggernaut!"

He sits staring into the dead fire--no one has dared intrude upon him to

replenish it.

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