Another soft rumble as of a drum, and then--

"No, ma'am, no, that's truth enough, ma'am. I've never been a nun

myself, having had better work to do in the world, ma'am. But it's all

as one--I know what's going on in the convents, I'm thinking. . . .

Harmony and peace, you say? Yes, and jealousy and envy sometimes, too,

or you wouldn't be women like the rest of us, ma'am. . . . As for Mary

O'Neill, _she_ has something better to do too, I'm thinking. . . . After

doing wrong, is she? Maybe she is, the _boght millish_, maybe we all

are, ma'am, and have need of God's mercy and forgiveness. But I never

heard that praying is the only kind of penance He asks of us, ma'am. And

if it is, I wouldn't trust but there are poor women who are praying as

well when they're working over their wash-tubs as some ones when they're

saying their rosaries and singing their Tantum Ergos. . . ."

Another interruption and then--"There's Bella Kinnish herself who keeps

the corner shop, ma'am. Her husband was lost at the 'mackerel' two years

for Easter. He left her with three little children and a baby unborn,

and Bella's finding it middling hard to get a taste of butcher's meat,

or even a bit of loaf-bread itself for them, ma'am. And when she's

sitting late at night, as the doctor's telling me, and all the rest of

the village dark, darning little Liza's stockings, and patching little

Willie's coat, or maybe nursing the baby when it's down with the

measles, the Lord is as pleased with her, I'm thinking, as with some of

your nun bodies in their grand blue cloaks taking turn and turn to kneel

before the tabernacle."

There was another rumble of apologetic voices after that (both Father

Dan's and the Reverend Mother's), and then came Christian Ann's clear

notes again, breaking fast, though, and sometimes threatening to stop.

"What's that you're saying, ma'am? . . . Motherhood a sacred and holy

state also? 'Deed it is, ma'am! That's truth enough too, though some

ones who shut themselves up in convents don't seem to think so. . . . A

mother's a mother, and what's more, her child is her child, wedlock or

no wedlock. And if she's doing right by her little one, and bringing it

up well, and teaching it true, I don't know that when her time comes the

Lord will be asking her which side of her wedding-day it was born

on. . . .

"As for Mary O'Neill, ma'am, when you're talking and talking about her

saving her soul, you're forgetting she has her child to save too, ma'am.

God gave her the _boght villish_, and is she to run away from it? It's a

fine blessing would be on her for that, isn't it? . . . Father Dan, I'm

surprised at you--such a terrible, cruel, shocking, unnatural thing as

you're thinking. I thought you were a better man than that--I really

did. . . . And as for some ones that call themselves Mothers, they're no

mothers at all and never will be--tempting a poor woman in her trouble

to leave her child to be a charge on other people. . . ."

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