MEMORANDUM BY MARTIN CONRAD

I am no mystic and no spiritualist, and I only mention it as one of the

mysteries of human sympathy between far-distant friends, that during a

part of the time when my dear one was going through the fierce struggle

she describes, and was dreaming of frozen regions and a broken pen, the

ship I sailed on had got itself stuck fast in a field of pack ice in

latitude 76, under the ice barrier by Charcot Bay, and that while we

were lying like helpless logs, cut off from communication with the

world, unable to do anything but groan and swear and kick our heels in

our bunks at every fresh grinding of our crunching sides, my own mind,

sleeping and waking, was for ever swinging back, with a sort of yearning

prayer to my darling not to yield to the pressure which I felt so

damnably sure was being brought to bear on her.

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