She lay under the agony of these thoughts till it was after nightfall,

when the gloom of her mind increased as the shades of darkness spread

around her. She felt that she could suffer the agonising thoughts no

longer, and, starting up, and throwing over her shoulders a night-cloak,

she hurried out of the castle. She found herself intuitively taking the

way to Death's Croft. The night was getting dark, and there was a

hollow, gousty wind blowing among the trees, and whistling among the

whins and tall grass that lay in her path. Heedless of all obstructions,

and insensible to danger, she wandered along, and soon found herself at

the side of the turf-dyke that surrounded the place of the dead.

Surmounting this slight obstacle, she groped her way among the

tombstones, starting occasionally, as a gust of wind made the long grass

rustle by her side, or produced a hollow sound from the reverberation of

some hollow cenotaph. After considerable labour, she came to a new-made

grave, and endeavoured to satisfy herself that there was not another

equally new among the many _tumuli_ that raised their green bosoms

around her. On a stone at the foot of the grave she sat down, and

wrapped the folds of the mantle round her, to keep from her tender frame

the chill night-winds. She rose, and knelt down upon the new-made grave,

the green sods of which she bedewed with her tears. The spot was doubly

hallowed by recollections and self-criminations, and she could not, for

a longer period than was consistent with her safety, drag herself away

from it. Throwing herself on the grass in a paroxysm of grief, she

kissed the sods, and, crying bitterly, rose, and mournfully sought the

path that led to that home where a new misery awaited her. She wandered

slowly along; and, as she approached the castle, saw with dismay a light

shining in her chamber. Her mother, she concluded, was there, and would,

by her absence, get all her suspicions fortified, that her illness was

merely assumed. She stood for a moment, and paused, irresolute how to

proceed--terrified to enter the house, yet unknowing whither to go. A

voice struck her ear--it was that of Bertha; and, looking round, she saw

her old nurse in close conversation with a man who had on the very

dress worn by the individual who formerly endeavoured to carry her off,

and who, she suspected, was no other than Sir Thomas Courtney. What

could this mean? Was it possible that Bertha was in the interest of the

man who had attempted to force her affections, by retaining possession

of her person? The question was an extraordinary one, and startled her.

She stood and looked for a moment. The man observed her, and retreated,

while Bertha stealthily sought the castle by a back entry. Her suspicion

increased, and, hurrying home, she threw herself on a couch. She was

thus beset on every hand. Her lover was dead, and in his grave, and all

left behind seemed to be against her. There appeared to be no refuge

from the fate that awaited her. The marriage-day was on the wing, and

would soon cast the cloud of its dark pinion on the turrets of

Roseallan. Her reliance on Bertha was changed to the poignant suspicion

of treachery. Her mind recurred to the scene on the bridge, which she

suspected was a part of her scheme to get her into the hands of the

English reformer, whose tenets, she thought, Bertha secretly favoured.

Thus had she lost both friend and lover--the one by death, the other by

infidelity; and she could scarcely tell which was most painful to

her--such is the anguish felt on the discovery of the falsehood of

friendship. Her mother's cruel and unjust reproof rung in her ears; her

father was obdurate; her lover proud, determined, and, worse than all,

filled with what he called an ardent love, and which she looked upon as

a loathing, ribald passion, the indications of which she would fly as

she would the embrace of the twisting serpent. Pained to the inmost

recesses of her spirits, she could get no relief from tears; her dry,

glowing eyes looked unutterable anguish; and a feverish heat pervaded

her system, rendering her restless and miserable. She flung herself on

her bed, where she lay tortured by her conflicting thoughts. Her mother

did not again visit her, and Bertha remained absent, apparently from

shame. A domestic obeyed her call, and administered the few necessaries

she required. The night was passed in great anguish, and the morrow's

light brought no assuagement of her pain. The domestic who waited upon

her told her that Sir George Douglas had arrived at the castle with a

party, and that her mother expected her presence in the hall next day.

Bertha, she said, was indisposed, and could not attend her; but she

would, in the meantime, supply her place. The day passed with no

variation; there was no relief from the hope of succour; and her mind,

dark and foreboding, sunk into a state of gloomy melancholy. The night

came on, and threw the physical shades of gloom into a mind darkened

with the misery of despair. As she lay in this state, she thought she

heard the sound of a lute; and rising, she placed herself at the window.

The night was still, and the moon, which had not for some time been

visible, was sending forth faint beams before she set. The scene was

composed and pleasant, and brought to her mind recollections that added

to her griefs. She fixed her eye on the wood, and observed a figure

passing between the trees. It was too indistinct to enable her to know

who it was. A dark dress, unrelieved by any mixture of colours,

suggested the idea of Bertha's friend, Sir Thomas Courtney. A new source

of curiosity now arose in the individual playing (in, however, as she

thought, a very indifferent manner) the tune that used to be played by

her lover. The sounds went to her heart; but suspicion of treachery

accompanied them, and fired her with as much anger as her gentle nature

was capable of, against this new scheme to wile her from the castle. At

this moment, her mother and father entered.

"We have got again, in the wood-bower, a lover," cried the father. "I

insist, Matilda, that thou dost tell me who it is."

"I do not know, father," replied Matilda.

"Is it he with whom you attempted to elope that night when Bertha fell

on the bridge?" asked the mother.

"I never attempted to elope," answered the maiden, weeping; "but I was

attempted to be carried off by some one in disguise; and the man that is

now in my bower may be he, but I know not."

"Sir Thomas Courtney!" cried the mother.

The father rushed out of the room. The sounds of voices were heard in

the base-court, and that of George Douglas was pre-eminent. A shot was

heard. Matilda looked out at the window, and saw some servants carrying

the body of a wounded man across the bridge. Lights were brought, and

some one called out the name of Templeton the archer. Matilda flew out

of the room, and was in an instant in the ballium. She looked in the

face of the wounded man. It was George Templeton. He opened his eyes,

and fixed them on her face, took her hand into his, pressed it, sighed,

and expired.

Some days afterwards, Matilda Rollo was led, dressed by the hands of her

mother, into the presence of the priest who was to unite her and Sir

George Douglas. When asked if she consented to receive the knight as her

husband, she burst into a loud laugh. Her reason had fled; she was ever

afterwards a maniac, and was tended by Bertha Maitland, who, sitting in

the wood-bower, often contemplated, with feelings we will not attempt to

describe, the unhappy victim of her treachery.

THE TWO SAILORS.

One dark and cloudy evening in September, two young men were seen

walking on the road that winds so beautifully along the shore of the

Solway, below the mouth of the Nith, between the quay and Caerlaverock.

The summit of Criffel was hidden in clouds; the sky was dark and

threatening; and the shrieking of the sea-fowl, and the whitening crests

of the waves, as they broke before the freshening breeze, gave warning

that a storm was at hand. At some distance, a two-masted boat, or

wherry, as it is there called, lay on the beach, half afloat on the

rising tide; and a boy sat on the green bank near, apparently watching

her.

The two men appeared, by their dress, to be sailors. They were both in

the prime of life, and remarkably handsome; but their countenances were

of very different expressions. The one, whose short, crisp hair curled

over a forehead embrowned by exposure to the elements, had the frank,

bold, joyous look which we love to recognise as a characteristic of the

class of men to which he belonged; the other, his superior in face and

figure, as well as his senior in years, had a deep-set dark eye, whose

very smile was ominous of the storm of evil passions and tempers within.

Their conversation was loud and earnest, and was carried on in tones of

considerable occasional excitement; the violent motion of their hands,

and the increasing loudness of their voices, gave token that passion was

beginning to usurp the throne of prudence; till at last the elder of the

two, stung to madness by some observation of his companion, suddenly

raised his hand, and struck him a blow on the head, which made him

stagger for some paces. Quick as lightning, however, he recovered

himself, and rushed to avenge the blow. A short and violent struggle

ensued; and then the younger, whom we shall call Richard Goldie, sat

astride the prostrate body of his antagonist, panting with violent

exertion, and with his knees pinioning the arms of the other to the

ground; while the latter, exhausted with his exertions, made feeble and

ineffectual struggles to rise.

"Let me rise," said he, at last, in a sullen tone; "you need not be

afraid."

"Afraid!" replied the other, with a contemptuous laugh; "it wad ill set

a born and bred Nithsdale man to fear a mongrel o' a foreigner. Rise up,

man--rise up; ye brought it on yoursel. I wadna cared for yer sharp

words, or yer ill tongue, had ye but keepit yer hans aff. But dinna look

sae dour-like man. Ye needna be cast doun aboot it; it was a fair

stand-up fecht, and ye did yer best. Come, gie's yer han, and we'll

think nae mair o't?"

"Richie Goldie," said Cummin, rejecting the proffered hand, and drawing

back, as if he thought its touch would be contamination, while his eye

flashed with vindictive fire--"Richie Goldie, hear me. When we were boys

at school together, you were like a serpent in my eyes. Since we left

it, you have always crossed my path, like the east wind, to blight, and

blast, and wither all the flowers that lay in it. You have stood between

me and my love; and now you have struck me to the earth, and wounded me,

when fallen, with your taunts and sarcasms. You have roused the

slumbering devil within me, and before he sleeps again, you shall

bitterly repent this day's work: you shall find the mongrel foreigner is

no mongrel in his revenge!"

"Dinna talk that fearfu gate," said Goldie, laughing; "ye'll mak a body

think ye're clean demented--speakin o' revenge, and lookin at a man as

if ye wished yer een war daggers. I wish ye a better temper and a kinder

heart. I fear neither you nor yer revenge; and as we _maun_ gang this

trip thegither, just put yer revenge in yer pouch, and let's 'gree and

be freends."

So saying, he sprang into the boat, which was now rocking in the tide,

and rewarding the boy for his trouble, and followed in sullen silence by

Cummin, he hauled aft the sheets, and in a few minutes the boat was

dancing over the waves towards Annan.

It is now necessary that we should introduce the two heroes of our tale

more particularly to the reader, which we will endeavour to do as

concisely as possible. Edward Cummin's mother was an Italian, who had

accompanied a family of rank to England in the capacity of lady's-maid.

She was a beautiful woman, of warm and violent passions, and, for her

station in life, remarkably well-informed and clever. Her mistress had a

high opinion of her, and thought she was throwing herself away when she

asked permission to marry her master's gardener; but, finding that her

arguments to dissuade her from the connection were ineffectual, she gave

her consent to it, and did all in her power to render her favourite's

married state a comfortable one. For seven years the Cummins lived a

happy and industrious life together--the only fruit of their union being

a boy, the Edward of our story. He was an uncommonly handsome child, and

was very much noticed by the family at the hall, from whom he received

the rudiments of an excellent education, and acquired manners and habits

superior to his station. He was the idol of his parents; but his

father--a sensible, steady Scotchman--did not allow his partiality to

blind him to his son's faults, and was firm and steady in his correction

of them; while the mother, with foolish and mistaken fondness,

endeavoured on all occasions to conceal his failings, and soothed and

caressed, when she ought to have checked and punished him. The

consequence was, that young Edward soon learned to fear his father, and

to despise his mother--and dissimulation and hypocrisy were the natural

consequences of such contradictory management. At this time

circumstances obliged the family to leave the hall, and settle on the

Continent--the estate was sold, and Cummin, being deprived of his

situation, returned, with his family, to his native place. Here their

nearest neighbours were the Goldies; and a considerable degree of

intimacy arose between the two families. The boys, Richard Goldie and

Edward Cummin, were sent, during the winter months, to the same school,

where a great deal of apparent friendship subsisted between them. But,

on Edward's part, it was all seeming--for he was a hypocrite by nature,

and, to suit his own purposes, could fawn, and cringe, and flatter, with

an air, at the same time, of bold off-hand independence; and it was his

interest to keep on good terms with Richard Goldie, who, though younger

than himself, was more active and hardy, and who really _was_, what _he_

pretended to be, courageous and independent. But, in his heart, Edward

hated his high-spirited companion; it was gall and wormwood to his proud

and vindictive spirit to notice the evident partiality shown towards

Richard by his companions, and the coolness and avoidance evinced

towards himself. Several circumstances at last transpired, which served

to open Richard Goldie's eyes to the true character of his pretended

friend; and a coolness arose between them, which, though it never

proceeded to an open rupture, for some time put a stop to the closeness

of their intimacy. Years passed, and the young men both adopted the sea

for a profession, and sailed for some time together in the same

vessel--an American trader, "hailing" from Dumfries. Here, as at school,

though equally active in the performance of their duties, Richard

Goldie's frank and generous disposition rendered him a favourite with

the rest of the crew, while Cummin in vain strove to make himself

popular--he always was, or fancied himself to be, an object of distrust

and aversion. Towards Goldie he maintained the same apparently friendly

and kindly bearing, while he was storing up bitter feelings against him

in his heart. It was strange that, with growing, though concealed,

hatred on the one side, and with want of confidence on the other, these

two young men should have continued to associate, and to keep up a

companionship which it only depended upon themselves to discontinue; but

so it was. They had learned from the same books; they had sported

beneath the same roof; they had risen from boyhood to manhood together;

and they could not, though so different in disposition, entirely sever

the links with which early associations had bound them together. In the

neighbourhood of Kelton lived an old fisherman, whose daughter was one

of the loveliest girls in the district. Our two companions, being near

neighbours of old Grey, were very constant in their attentions to him;

they managed his boat for him, helped him to mend his nets, and made

themselves useful in every possible way. Some of the neighbours

insinuated, that all this kindness proceeded less from a regard for the

old man, than from a wish to conciliate his pretty daughter. That,

however, was matter of doubt; and old Grey took the "benefit of the

doubt," and the compliment to himself. While flattering the father,

however, they were both very assiduous in their attentions to the

daughter, and each in turn fancied that he was the object of her

exclusive regard. But Ellen Grey was as sensible as she was lovely, and

had met with so much passing admiration, and knew so well what value to

put upon it, that she was but little affected by this additional proof

of her power. She liked both the young men as pleasant companions, but

had, as yet, shown no decided partiality for either. She was perfectly

well aware that they both admired her, and she was gratified by their

attentions--as what pretty woman would not have been?--but the only use

she made of her influence over them, was to restrain their angry

passions, and to keep up friendly feelings between them. Of the two,

Cummin was the most calculated to please the eye and attract the fancy

of a young and inexperienced girl; for, besides being more strikingly

handsome than Goldie, in his intercourse with the softer sex he had

successfully studied the art of concealing and glossing over all the

worse qualities of his nature. Goldie, on the contrary, was frank and

open to all alike; he was manly and independent in his address to

females, and never stooped to flattery or dissimulation. Things went on

in this uncertain way for some time, till the young men, wearied of

sailing backwards and forwards to and from America, resolved to vary the

scene, by making a voyage to India. Although they both felt that

friendship was with them but a name, yet they had become so united by

habit and early association, that they could not make up their minds to

separate, and accordingly agreed to "enter" on board the same ship.

The evening on which our story commences, was the one fixed upon for

their departure. Goldie had been to Annan the day previous, to ascertain

the time of the steamboat's sailing from Liverpool, and had borrowed a

boat from a friend of his father's there, in which he and Cummin were to

return. They had passed the afternoon together at old Grey's, and Cummin

fancied that Ellen smiled more kindly upon his rival than upon himself.

She immediately, with the quickness of woman's tact, perceived, and

endeavoured to remove, the impression--but in vain; and, in so doing,

excited the jealous feelings of Goldie. They left the house in gloomy

silence; but had not proceeded far before their irritated feelings found

vent in words--few, and cautious, and half-suppressed at first, but

gradually increasing in loudness, and energy, and bitterness, till the

result was the struggle we have already described. Cummin's face, as he

sat beside Goldie in the stern-sheets of the boat, was a true index to

the black and vindictive passions that boiled within his heart. His

glaring eye, set teeth, clenched hand, and heavy breathing, told too

plainly what was passing within. A child might have read his secret on

his brow--and yet he was too great a coward to utter it. He sat brooding

over his wrath, and nourishing dark thoughts of hatred and revenge

against his unconscious companion, whose momentary anger had passed

away, and left no trace behind it.

"Ye're as quiet's a sittin hen, Ned," said he; "I doot ye're hatchin

mischief. Dinna tak on sae, man; let byganes be byganes, and think nae

mair aboot it."

Cummin's first flush of rage had by this time passed away, and he began

to think of the expediency of _appearing_ to be reconciled to

Goldie--for he knew that it was only by treachery and cunning he could

hope to gratify his longing for revenge. He, therefore, in reply to

Richard's speech, grasped him warmly by the hand, and said--

"Do not think so ill of me, Richard, as to suppose that I bear you any

ill-will on account of what has passed. The words I uttered in my

passion I am sorry for and disclaim, now that I am cool. I _was_

angry--very angry, certainly; but that is past. How can you wonder that

I am sad and silent, when you remember that we may never return to the

'bonny banks o' Nith.' We are going among strangers, and into strange

lands: let us not forget our old friendship--let us always be friends as

well as countrymen."

"That's said like a true Scot, at a' rates," replied Goldie. "What wi'

yer English lingo and yer grand words, ye talk for a' the warld like a

prented bulk; it does a body's lugs guid to listen t'ye. Ay, 'shouther

to shouther' is the word in the Highlands, and we'll tak it for _our_

by-word." And the warm-hearted, generous lad shook him heartily by the

hand.

Next day, they took their passage in the steamer for Liverpool, and from

thence made the best of their way to London. There they were soon picked

up by one of the "crimps," on the look-out for men for the

outward-bound Indiamen, and, in the course of a few days, were shipped

on board the Briton--a vessel of twelve hundred tons. Here everything

was strange to them, and they were subjected to a course of discipline

to which they had not before been accustomed. They both proved

themselves to be smart, active young fellows, and good seamen; but at

first Cummin was a greater favourite than Goldie--for he was too cunning

and timeserving to commit himself in any way; while the latter, always

in the habit of speaking out his mind boldly and freely, frequently got

himself into trouble by his forgetfulness of forms, and by the bluntness

of his remarks. In a short time, however, they each appeared in their

true colours, and the scale was turned in favour of Goldie, whose frank

and open manners, and straightforward, fearless confidence, established

him in the general good opinion of his officers and messmates; while, on

the other hand, the mean cunning spirit of Cummin, becoming daily more

apparent, rendered him an object of contempt and avoidance to the

latter. This change in the opinion of his shipmates rankled deep in the

heart of the vindictive Cummin; and, forgetting that he himself was the

cause of it, he attributed all to the influence of the detested Goldie.

A circumstance soon occurred which served to add fuel to the fire of

evil passions that lay smouldering in his heart. The ship was within a

few degrees of the equator, when one day a strange sail was seen ahead,

which proved to be a "homeward-bounder." The captain immediately

determined to board her, and gave his orders accordingly to the chief

mate.

"Midshipman! tell the sailmaker to make a bag for the letters, and pass

the word fore and aft that a bag is going to be made up for England.

First cutters, clean themselves!"

The breeze was light, and gradually dying away; and, as the stranger was

still at a considerable distance, orders were given to "pipe to dinner,"

and for the cutter's crew to come up as soon as they had dined, to

lower the boat down. In a short time, the coxswain of the boat--a fine,

active, young north-country man--came up with three of his crew, two of

whom were stationed at the tackle-fall, to lower the boat, while the

coxswain, with the other man, jumped in, to be lowered down in her. One

of the men at the "falls" was Cummin; lowering away, quickly and

carelessly, he allowed the rope to run too quickly round the "cleat,"

and not being able to check it again, he was obliged to let go "by the

run." The consequence was, that the stern of the boat was plunged into

the water, while the bow hung suspended in the other tackle--the men

were thrown out, and the poor coxswain, not being able to swim, made two

or three ineffectual struggles, and sank to rise no more. The accident

was so sudden and unexpected, and there was so little apparent

danger--for the water was as smooth as a mill-pond, and the poor fellow

was within arm's-length almost of the boat's gunwale--that he was gone

almost before an alarm was given. The men were all below at dinner; but

ill news flies fast--in a moment there was a rush to the hatchways, each

hurrying to get on deck. Goldie was one of the first up, and, rushing

aft on the poop, he exclaimed, "Where is he?" and, hardly waiting for an

answer, sprung over the taffrail into the water, a height of twenty

feet, and dived after the sinking man; but in vain--the poor fellow was

gone beyond recall. The captain reprimanded Cummin severely for his

carelessness, degraded him from his station as topman, made him a

"sweeper," and stopped his allowance of grog. Goldie was publicly

praised on the quarterdeck for his spirited conduct, and received a

handsome present from the captain, besides being promoted to the station

of boatswain's mate at the first opportunity. This was a bitter potion

for the moody and jealous spirit of Cummin; and he brooded day and night

over his fancied wrongs.

The ship was now rapidly approaching the "line," and the crew had been

for some time anticipating with great glee the day of fun and license

which was in store for them. The old stagers amused themselves with

practising upon the credulity of those comparatively fresh-water sailors

who had never been to the southward of the equator; and strange and

mysterious were the notions which many of the latter formed of the

dreaded "line," from the contradictory accounts they heard. Some

imagined that it was a rope drawn across the sea, which could not be cut

without the permission of the old king of the waves; others were gulled

into the belief that there was a large tree growing out of the water, to

which the ship was to be made fast, until the necessary ceremonies were

gone through. But their doubts on the subject were soon to be changed

into certainty. The officer of the deck one day made his report to the

captain--

"The sun's up, sir."

"What is the latitude?"

"Fifty minutes north, sir."

"Very well--make it twelve o'clock."

"Strike eight-bells, quartermaster!" And away went the old fellow

"forward," to strike the bell, brimful of the intelligence he had just

overheard; and in two minutes it was known all over the ship, that, if

the breeze held, they would cross the "line" before morning.

"There it is at last," muttered one of the middies, who had been for

some minutes apparently straining his eyes through a three-foot

"Dollond," and who, knowing he was within ear-shot of a knot of young

cadets, _muttered_ loud enough to be overheard.

"What is it?" said a young Irishman.

"The line, to be sure--the equinoxial line--which we have been so

anxiously looking for."

In the meantime, great was the bustle among all the old hands on board.

Paint and tar were in constant requisition. A deputation had waited some

days before upon the lady passengers, requesting from them some of their

cast-off wearing apparel, as the crew expected "Mrs Neptune" to honour

them with a visit in a few days, and wished to have a change of raiment

in readiness for her, as she would most likely be wet and cold with her

long cruise upon the water. A list had been drawn up, ready for

presentation to Neptune, on his arrival, of all those who were for the

first time crossing the line; and those of the passengers who were

unwilling to undergo the ceremonies attendant upon being made "freemen

of the line," had expressed their readiness to pay the customary

exempting tribute, under the salutary dread of the razors, of three

degrees of comparison, which were duly brandished before their eyes.

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