XXXIX.

The night darkened steadily down over London,--a chill dreary night of

heavy fog, half-melting into rain. Cardinal Bonpre, though left to

himself, did not rest at once as Manuel had so tenderly bidden him to

do, but moved by an impulse stronger than any worldly discretion or

consideration, sat down and wrote a letter to the Supreme Pontiff,--a

letter every word of which came straight from his honest heart, and

which he addressed to the Head of his Church directly and personally,

without seeking the interposition of Lorenzo Moretti. And thus he

wrote, in obedience to the dictate of his own soul--

"Most Holy Father!--I have this day received through Monsignor Moretti

the text of certain commands laid by Your Holiness upon me to fulfil if

I would still serve the Church, as I have in all truth and devotion

served it for so many years. These commands are difficult to realise,

and still more difficult to obey,--I would rather believe that Your

Holiness has issued them in brief anger, than that they are the result

of a reasonable conviction, or condition of your own heart and

intellect. In no way can I admit that my conduct has been of a nature

to give offence to you or to the Holy See, for I have only in all

things sought to obey the teaching of our Lord Jesus Christ, upon whose

memory our faith is founded. Your Holiness desires me, first, to cease

every communication with the only relatives left to me on earth,--my

brother-in-law Pietro Sovrani and his daughter, the daughter of my dead

sister, my niece Angela. You demand the severance of these bonds of

nature, because my niece has produced a work of art, for which she

alone is responsible. I venture most humbly to submit to Your Holiness

that this can scarcely be called true Christian justice to me,--for,

whereas on the one side I cannot be made answerable for the thoughts or

the work of a separately responsible individual, on the other hand I

should surely not be prohibited from exercising my influence, if

necessary, on the future career of those related to me by blood as well

as endeared to me by duty and affection. My niece has suffered more

cruelly than most women; and it is entirely owing to her refusal to

speak, that the memory of Florian Varillo, her late affianced husband,

is not openly branded as that of a criminal, instead of being as now,

merely under the shadow of suspicion. For we know that he was her

assassin,--all Rome feels the truth,--and yet being dead, his name is

left open to the benefit of a doubt because she who was so nearly slain

by him she loved, forgives and is silent. I submit to Your Holiness

that this forgiveness and silence symbolise true Christianity, on the

part of the poor child who has fallen under your displeasure,--and that

as the Christian Creed goes, your pity and consideration for her should

somewhat soften the ban you have set against her on account of the work

she has given to the world. As a servant of Holy Church I deeply

deplore the subject of that work, while fully admitting its merit as a

great conception of art,--but even on this point I would most humbly

point out to Your Holiness that genius is not always under the control

of its possessor. For being a fire of most searching and persuasive

quality it does so command the soul, and through the soul the brain and

hand, that oftentimes it would appear as if the actual creator of a

great work is the last unit to be considered in the scheme, and that it

has been carried out by some force altogether beyond and above

humanity. Therefore, speaking with all humility and sorrow, it may

chance that Angela Sovrani's picture 'The Coming of Christ' may contain

a required lesson to us of the Church as well as to certain sections of

certain people, and that as all genius comes from God, it would be well

to enquire earnestly whether we do not perhaps in these days need some

hint or warning of the kind to recall us from ways of error, ere we

wander too far. But, having laid this matter straightly before Your

Holiness, I am nevertheless willing to accede to your desire, and see

my young niece and her father no more. For truly there is very little

chance of my so doing, as my age and health will scarcely permit me to

travel far from my diocese again, if indeed I ever return to it. The

same statement will apply with greater force to the friendship I have

lately formed with him whom you call 'heretic,'--Aubrey Leigh. Your

Holiness is mistaken in thinking that I have assisted him in his work

among the poor and desolate of London--though I would it had been

possible for me to do so! For I have seen such misery, such

godlessness, such despair, such self-destruction in this great English

city, the admitted centre of civilization, that I would give my whole

life twice, ay, three times over again to be able to relieve it in ever

so small a degree. The priests of our Church and of all Churches are

here,--they preach, but do very little in the way of practice, and few

like Aubrey Leigh sacrifice their personal entity, their daily life,

their sleep, their very thoughts, to help the suffering of their

fellow-men. Holy Father, the people whom Aubrey Leigh works for, never

believed in a God at all till this man came among them. Yet there are

religious centres here, and teachers--Sunday after Sunday, the message

of the Gospel is pronounced to inattentive ears and callous souls, and

yet all have remained in darkest atheism, in hopeless misery, till

their earnest, patient, sympathising, tender brother, the so-called

'atheist,' came to persuade them out of darkness into light, and made

the burdens of their living lighter to bear. And will you not admit him

as a Christian? Surely he must be; for as our Lord Himself declares,

'Not every man that shall say unto Me Lord, Lord, shall enter into the

kingdom of heaven, but he that doeth the will of My Father which is in

heaven.' And of a certainty, the will of the Father is that the lost

should be found, the perishing saved, the despairing comforted,--and

all these things Aubrey Leigh has done, and is yet doing. But I do not

work with him--I am here to look on--and looking on, to regret my lost

youth!

"Touching the miracle attributed to me at Rouen, I have gone over this

ground so often with Your Holiness, both by letter and personally while

in Rome, that it seems but foolish to repeat the story of my complete

innocence in the matter. I prayed for the crippled child, and laid my

hands upon him in blessing. From that day I never saw him--never have

seen him again. I can bear no witness to his recovery,--your news came

from persons at Rouen, and not from me. I am as unconscious of having

healed the child as I am innocent of having any part in the

disappearance of the man Claude Cazeau. The whole thing is as complete

a mystery to me as it is to Your Holiness or to any of those who have

heard the story. I fully and freely admit, as I have always fully and

freely admitted, that I condoned and forgave the sin of the Abbe

Vergniaud, and this, not only because the man was dying, but because we

are strictly commanded to forgive those who truly repent. And on this

point, I cannot even to you, Most Holy Father, admit that I have been

wrong.

"And now coming to the last part of Your Holiness' expressed desire,

wherein you ask me to part from the boy I rescued,--the child Manuel,

who is all alone in the world,--I cannot acknowledge it to be a

Christian act to desert anyone whom we have once befriended. The boy is

young, and far too gentle to fight the world or to meet with such love

and consideration as his youth and simplicity deserve. I will not

disguise, however, from Your Holiness that I have been often much

troubled in mind regarding his companionship with me,--for foolish as

you may judge my words, I feel that there is something in him not

altogether of earth,--that he speaks at times as a wise prophet might

speak,--or as an Angel sent to warn the world of swiftly-coming

disaster! Of the strangely daring spirit in which he addressed himself

to Your Holiness at the Vatican it is not for me to discourse--I cannot

explain it or condone it, for I was overcome with amazement and fear,

and realized the position no more than did Your Holiness at the time,

or than did those of your confidants immediately around us. It was

indeed a matter that went beyond us all.

"But the chief end of this letter is arrived at--Your Holiness asks me

to part with this boy. With the deepest regret at the rupture you

threaten to cause between myself and Holy Church if I disobey this

command, I must still utterly refuse to do so. So long as the child

looks upon me as a friend, so long will I be one to him. So long as he

will accept the shelter of my roof, so long shall he receive it. I

would rather break with a dozen Churches, a dozen forms of creed, than

be untrue to a child who trusts me! That is my answer to Your Holiness,

and in giving it I add the sincere expression of my sorrow to cause you

displeasure or pain. But I venture to pray you, Holy Father, to pause

and consider deeply before you eject me from the Church for so simple

and plain a matter. Let me as one who is nearing the grave in company

with yourself--as one who with yourself must soon stand on that dark

brink of the Eternal from which we see the Light beyond--let me most

humbly yet most earnestly point out to you the far more serious things

than my offence, which are threatening Rome to-day. The people of all

lands are wandering away from faith, and wars and terrors are

encompassing the land. The lust of gold and pride of life are now the

chief objects of man's existence and desire, and there was hardly ever

a time in history when utter indifference to the laws of God was more

openly exhibited than it is just now. The sin of unbelief and all the

evils attendant on that sin are steadily increasing, and the Church

seems powerless to stop the approaching disaster. Is it, that knowing

herself to be weak, she does not make the attempt to be strong? If this

is so, she must fall, and not all the getting-in of gold will help her!

But you, Holy Father--you might arrest all this trouble if you would!

If you would change the doctrines of Superstition for those of

Science--if you would purify our beautiful creed from pagan observances

and incredible idolatries--if you would raise the Church of Rome like a

pure white Cross above the blackening strife, you might save the

sinking ship of faith even now! So little is needed!--simplicity

instead of ostentation--voluntary poverty instead of countless riches,

spiritual power instead of the perpetual cry for temporal power,--the

doctrine of Christ instead of the doctrine of Church Councils--and the

glad welcoming and incorporation of every true, beautiful, wise and

wonderful discovery of the age into the symbolic teaching of our Creed.

Holy Father, if this is not done, then things old must disappear to

make room for things new,--and a new Church of Christ must rise from

the ashes of Rome! We cannot but call to mind the words of St. John,

'Repent and do the first works, or else I will come quickly and remove

thy candlestick from its place.' 'Do the first works.' Holy Father,

those first works, as exemplified in Christ Himself, were love,

charity, pity and pardon for all men! With all my heart I beseech Your

Holiness to let these virtues simplify and sustain our Church,--and so

raise it a burning and shining light of loving-kindness and universal

tolerance,--so shall it be the true city set on a hill which shall draw

all men to its shelter! But if unjust judgment, intolerance, cruelty

and fanaticism, should again be allowed, as once before in history, to

blot its fairness and blight its reputation, then there is not much

time left to it,--inasmuch as there is a force in the world to-day

likely to prove too strong for many of us,--a mighty combat for Truth,

in which conflicting creeds will fight their questions out together

with terrible passion and insistence, bringing many souls to grief and

pitiful disaster. You, Holy Father, can arrest all this by making the

Church of Rome, Christian rather than Pagan--by removing every touch of

idolatry, every recollection of paid prayers, and by teaching a lofty,

pure and practical faith such as our Redeemer desired for us, so that

it may be a refuge in the storm, a haven wherein all the world shall

find peace. This is for you and for those who come after you to do,--I,

Felix Bonpre, shall not be here to see the change so wrought, for I

shall have gone from hence to answer for my poor stewardship,--God

grant I may not be found altogether wanting in intention, though I may

have been inadequate in deed! And so with my earnest prayer for your

health and long continuance of life I bid you farewell, asking you

nothing for myself at all but a reasonable judgment,--unprejudiced and

calm and Christlike,--which will in good time persuade you that it

would be but a cruelty to carry out your indignation against me by

depriving me of that diocese where all my people know and love

me,--simply because I have befriended a child, and because having once

befriended him I refuse to desert him. But if your mind should remain

absolutely fixed to carry out your intentions I can only bow my head to

your will and submit to the stroke of destiny, feeling it to be my

Master's wish that I should suffer something for His sake, and knowing

from His words that if I 'offend one of these little ones,' such as

this friendless boy, 'it were better for me that a millstone were hung

about my neck and I myself drowned in the depths of the sea!' Between

the Church doctrine and Christ's own gospel, I choose the gospel;

between Rome's discipline and Christ's command I choose Christ's

command,--and shall be content to be glad or sorrowful, fortunate or

poor, as equally to live or die as my Master, and YOUR Master, shall

bid. For we all are nothing but His creatures, bound to serve Him, and

where we serve Him not there must be evil worse than death.

"So in all humbleness still awaiting a more reasonable decision at your

hands, I am, Most Holy Father,

"Your faithful servant and brother in Christ,

"Felix Bonpre."

This letter finished, signed and sealed, the Cardinal addressed it and

enclosed it under cover to one of the secretaries at the Vatican who he

knew might be trusted to deliver it personally into the Supreme

Pontiff's own hands. Then stretching out his arms wearily he closed his

eyes for a moment with a sigh of mingled relief and fatigue. The night

was very cold, and though there had been a fire in the room all day, it

had died down in the grate, and there were only a few little dull

embers now glowing at the last bar. The chill of the air was deepening,

and a shiver ran through the spare, fragile form of the venerable

prelate as he rose at last from his chair and prepared to take his

rest. His sleeping room was a very small one, adjoining that in which

he now stood, and as he glanced at his watch and saw that time had gone

on so rapidly that it was nearly eleven o'clock, he decided that he

would only lie down for two or three hours.

"For there is much to do yet," he mused. "This one letter to the Pope

will not suffice. I must write to Angela,--to say farewell to her, poor

child!--and give her once more my blessing--and then I must prepare the

way at home--for myself, and also for Manuel." He sighed again as the

vision of his own house in the peaceful old-world French town far away,

floated before his mental sight,--almost he heard the sweet chiming of

the bells in his own Cathedral tower; which like a pyramid of delicate

lace-work, always seemed held up in the air by some invisible agency to

let the shafts of sunlight glimmer through,--once more he saw the great

roses in his garden, pink and white and cream and yellow, clambering

over the walls and up to the very roof of his picturesque and peaceful

home--the white doves nesting in the warm sun--the ripe apples hanging

on the gnarled boughs, the simple peasantry walking up his garden

paths, coming to him with their little histories of pain and

disappointment and sorrow; which were as great to them as any of the

wider miseries of sufferers more beset with anguish than themselves. He

thought of it all sorrowfully and tenderly,--his habit was ever to

think of others rather than himself,--and he wondered sadly, as he

considered all the bitterness and hardships of the poor human creatures

who are forced into life on this planet,--why life should be made so

cruel and hard for them,--why sudden and unprepared death should snap

the ties of tenderest love--why cruelty and treachery should blight the

hopes of the faithful and the trusting--why human beings should always

be more ready to destroy each other than to help each other--why, to

sum all up, so merciful and divine a Being as Christ came at all into

this world if it were not to make the world happier and bring it nearer

to heaven!

"The ways of the Infinite Ordainment are dark and difficult to

understand," he said. "And I deserve punishment for daring to enquire

into wisely-hidden mysteries! But, God knows it is not for myself that

I would pierce the veil! Nothing that concerns myself at all

matters,--I am a straw on the wind,--a leaf on the storm--and whatever

God's law provides for me, that I accept and understand to be best. But

for many millions of sad souls it is not so--and their way is hard! If

they could fully understand the purpose of existence they would be

happier--but they cannot--and we of the Church are too blind ourselves

to help them, for if a little chink of light be opened to us, we

obstinately refuse to see!"

He went to his sleeping room and threw himself down on his bed dressed

as he was, too fatigued in body and mind to do more than utter his

brief usual prayer, "If this should be the sleep of death, Lord Jesus

receive my soul!" And as he closed his eyes he heard the rain drop on

the roof in heavy slow drops that sounded like the dull ticking of a

monstrous clock piecing away the time;--and then he slept, deeply and

dreamlessly,--the calm and unconscious and refreshing slumber of a

child.

How long he slept he did not know, but he was wakened suddenly by a

touch and a voice he knew and loved, calling him. He sprang up with

almost the alacrity of youth, and saw Manuel standing beside him.

"Did you call me, my child?"

"Yes, dear friend!" And Manuel smiled upon him with a look that

conveyed the brightness of perfect love straight from the glance into

the soul. "I need you for myself alone to-night! Come out with me!"

The Cardinal gazed at him in wonder that was half a fear.

"Come out with me!"

Those had been the words the boy had used to the Pope, the Head of the

Church, when he had dared to speak his thoughts openly before that

chiefest man of all in Rome!

"Come out with me!"

"Now, in the darkness and the rain?" asked the Cardinal wonderingly.

"You wish it? Then I will come!"

Manuel said nothing further, but simply turned and led the way. They

passed out of the little tenement house they inhabited into the dark

cold street,--and the door closed with a loud bang behind them, shut to

by the angry wind. The rain began to fall more heavily, and the small

slight figure of the waif and stray he had befriended seemed to the

Cardinal to look more lonely and piteous than ever in the driving fog

and darkness.

"Whither would you go, my child?" he asked gently. "You will suffer

from the cold and storm--"

"And you?" said Manuel. "Will you not also suffer? But you never think

of yourself at all!--and it is because you do not think of yourself

that I know you will come with me to-night!--even through a thousand

storms!--through all danger and darkness and pain and trouble,--you

will come with me! You have been my friend for many days--you will not

leave me now?"

"Neither now nor at any time," answered Bonpre firmly and tenderly. "I

will go with you where you will! Is it to some sad home you are taking

me?--some stricken soul to whom we may give comfort?"

Manuel answered not,--but merely waved his small hand beckoningly, and

passed along up the street through the drifting rain, lightly and

aerially as though he were a spirit,--and the Cardinal possessed by

some strange emotion that gave swiftness to his movements and strength

to his will, followed. They met scarcely a soul. One or two forlorn

wayfarers crossed their path--a girl in rags,--then a man half-drunk

and reeling foolishly from side to side. Manuel paused, looking at them.

"Poor sad souls!" he said. "If we could see all the history of their

lives we should pity them and not condemn!"

"Who is it that condemns?" murmured Bonpre gently.

"No one save Man!" responded Manuel. "God condemns nothing--because in

everything there is a portion of Himself. And when man presumes to

condemn and persecute his fellow-men, he is guilty of likewise

condemning and persecuting his Maker, and outraging that Maker in his

own perverted soul!"

The boy's voice rang out solemn and clear,--and the heavy fog drifting

densely through the street, seemed to the Cardinal's keenly awakened

and perturbed senses as though it brightened into a golden vapour round

that childish figure, and illumined it with a radiation of concealed

light. But having thus spoken, Manuel turned and went on once

more,--and faithfully, in a mental ravishment which to himself was

inexplicable, the venerable Felix followed. And presently they came to

the plain and uncomely wooden edifice where Aubrey Leigh and his bride

had plighted their vows that morning. The door was open--Aubrey would

always have it so, lest any poor suffering creature might need a

moment's rest, and resting thankfully, might see the Cross and

perchance find help in prayer.

"Do you remember," said Manuel then, "when you found me outside the

great Cathedral, how the doors were barred against me? This door is

always open!"

He entered the building, and the Cardinal followed, wondering and

deeply agitated. It should have been dark within, but instead of

darkness, a soft light pervaded it from end to end, a warm and delicate

radiance, coloured with a rose glory as of sunset--and Bonpre seeing

this stopped, seized with a sudden fear. He looked about him--on either

side the huge unadorned barn-like place was empty,--he and Manuel stood

alone together as it were in the cold vast void. Before them towered

the Cross on its raised platform, and below that Cross was the sloping

footway leading to it, where lay many of the buds and leaves and

blossoms of Sylvie's bridal flowers given to her by the poor, and

yet--in this empty desolate shed there was a sense of warmth and

consolation, and the light that illumined it was as the light of

Heaven! Trembling in every limb, the Cardinal turned to his

companion--words were on his lips, but they faltered and refused to be

spoken aloud. And Manuel gently touching him said--

"Follow me!"

Straight up through the centre of this place hallowed by the prayers of

the poor and the broken-hearted, the light child-figure moved, the old

man following,--till at the footway leading to the Cross he paused.

"Here will we pray together!" he said,--and as he spoke a smile lighted

his eyes and rested on his lips--a smile which gave his fair face the

aspect of a rapt angel of wisdom and beauty. "Here will we ask the

Father which is in Heaven--the Father of all worlds--whether we shall

part now one from the other, or still remain--together!"

As he spoke a rush of music filled the air,--and the Cardinal sank

feebly on his knees, overcome by a great wave of awe and terror which

engulfed his soul--for it was the same divine, far-reaching,

penetrative music which had once before enthralled his ears in the

Cathedral at Rouen. Kneeling he clasped his worn hands, and in all the

dizziness and confusion of his brain, raised his eyes for help to the

great Cross, bare of all beauty, save for the flowers of Sylvie's

strange bridal that lay at its foot. And as he looked he saw a

marvellous Vision!--a Dream of Angels standing on either side of that

symbol of salvation!--of angels tall and white and beautiful, whose

towering pinions glowed with the radiant light of a thousand mornings!

Amazed and awe-stricken at this great sight, he uttered a faint cry and

turned to his child companion.

"Manuel!"

"I am here," answered the clear young voice. "Be not afraid!"

And now the music of the unseen choir of sound seemed to grow deeper

and fuller and grander,--and Felix Bonpre, caught up, as it were, out

of all earthly surroundings, and only made conscious of the growing

ascendency of Spirit over Matter, saw the bare building around him

beginning to wondrously change its aspect. Slowly, as though a wind

should bend straight trees into an arching round, the plain walls took

on themselves a form of perfect architectural beauty,--like swaying

stems of flowers or intertwisted branches, the lines formed

symmetrically, and through the shadowy sculptured semblance came the

gleam of "a light that never was on sea or land,"--the dazzling light

of thousands of shining wings!--of thousands of lustrous watchful

eyes!--of thousands of dazzling faces, that shone like stars or were

fair as flowers! The Vision grew more and more beautiful--more and more

full of light--and through veils of golden vapour, great branching

lilies seemed to grow and blossom out, filling the air with perfume,

and in their flowering beauty perfected the airy semblance of this

wondrous Place of Prayer built by spiritual hands--and like a far-off

echo of sweetness falling from unseen heights there came a musical

whisper of the chorus sung by the poor--

"All God s angels will say, 'Well done!'

Whenever thy mortal race is run.

White and forgiven,

Thou'lt enter heaven,

And pass, unchallenged, the Golden Gate,

Where welcoming spirits watch and wait

To hail thy coming with sweet accord

To the Holy City of God the Lord!"

A convulsive trembling seized the Cardinal's mortal frame--but the soul

within him was strong and invincible. With hands outstretched he turned

to Manuel,--and lo!--the boy was moving away from him--moving slowly

but resolutely up towards the Cross! Breathless, speechless, the aged

Felix watched him with straining uplifted eyes,--and as he watched, saw

his garments grow white and glistening, and a great light began to

shine about him--till reaching the foot of the Cross He turned,--and

then--He was no more a child! All the glory of the "Vision Beautiful"

shone full upon the dying body and escaping soul of Christ's faithful

servant!--the Divine Head crowned with thorns!--the Divine arms

stretched out against the beams of the great Cross!--the Divine look of

love and welcome!--and with a loud cry of ecstasy Felix Bonpre extended

his trembling hands.

"Master! Master!" he murmured. "Did not my heart burn within me when

Thou didst talk with me by the way!"

Yearning towards that Mystic Glory he clasped his hands, and in the

splendour of the dream, and through the pulsations of the solemn music

he heard a Voice--the Voice of his child companion Manuel, but a Voice

grown full of Divine authority while yet possessing all human

tenderness.

"Well done, thou good and faithful servant! Because thou hast been

faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things!

Enter thou into the joy of thy Lord!"

And at that Voice--and in the inexplicable beauty of that Look of Love,

Felix Bonpre, "Prince of the Roman Church," whose faithfulness Rome

called in question, gave up his mortal life,--and with a trembling sigh

of death and delight intermingled, fell face forward at the foot of the

Cross, where the radiance of his Master's Presence shone like the sun

in heaven! And as he passed from death to life, the Vision faded--the

light grew dim,--the arches of the heavenly temple not made with hands

melted away and rolled up like clouds of the night dispersing into

space--the last dazzling Angel face, the last branch of Heavenly

flowers--vanished--and the music of the spheres died into silence. And

when the morning sun shone through the narrow windows of that Place of

Prayer dedicated only to the poor, its wintry beams encircled the

peaceful form of the Dead Cardinal with a pale halo of gold,--and when

they came and found him there and turned his face to the light--it was

as the face of a glorified saint, whom God had greatly loved!

. . . . . . . . . .

And of the "Cardinal's foundling"--what of Him? Many wondered and

sought to trace Him, but no one ever heard where He had gone.

Now,--when the Cardinal himself has been laid to rest in the shadow of

his own Cathedral spires--and the roses which he loved so well are

growing into a crimson and white canopy over his quiet grave, there are

those who wonder who that lonely child wanderer was,--and whether He

ever will return? Some say He has never disappeared,--but that in some

form or manifestation of wisdom, He is ever with as, watching to see

whether His work is well or ill done,--whether His flocks are fed, or

led astray to be devoured by wolves--whether His straight and simple

commands are fulfilled or disobeyed. And the days grow dark and

threatening--and life is more and more beset with difficulty and

disaster--and the world is moving more and more swiftly on to its

predestined end--and the Churches are as stagnant pools, from whence

Death is far more often born than Life.

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