'But there's one happy moment when the mind
Is left unguarded, waiting to be kind,
Which the wise lover understanding right,
Steals in like day upon the wings of light.'
I
The absence of Mrs. Robinson from the villa, even for only a few hours,
afforded a curious relief, a distinct lightening of the atmosphere, to
all those--if one important exception be made, that of Mrs. Mote--whom
she had left at Monk's Eype on the afternoon of her expedition to
Kingpole Farm.
Penelope's unquietude of mind had gradually affected all her guests.
Even her mother, the person of whom she saw least, had become dimly
aware that all was not as it should be, and, while not in any way as yet
connecting her daughter with Sir George Downing, she regarded him as an
evil and alien influence.
Lady Wantley had taken an intuitive, unreasoning dislike to the
remarkable man whose presence she realized her daughter would have
wished her to regard as an honour; and though she was quite unaware of
it, a word ventured by Mrs. Mote very early in Downing's stay at Monk's
Eype had contributed to this feeling of discomfort and suspicion.
Like most gifts, that of intuition can be cultivated, and Lady Wantley
had done all in her power to increase and fructify that side of her
nature. The mere presence of Downing in the same room with herself made
her feel as if she was suddenly thrust amid warring elements, and her
mind became shadowed by the suspicion that this man, when a dweller in
the Eastern country famed immemorially for the potency of its magic, had
foregathered with spirits of evil. That his going had not lifted the
clouds which seemed to hang so darkly over the whole of the little
company about her, Lady Wantley regarded as a proof that her suspicions
were well founded, for to her thinking it is far easier to evoke than to
lay demoniac influences.
These thoughts, however, she kept to herself, and no knowledge that in
her mother Downing had a watchful antagonist came to increase Mrs.
Robinson's nervous unrest.
During those same days following Downing's departure from Monk's Eype,
Mrs. Robinson and Wantley left off sparring, and Penelope would debate
uneasily whether it was his own affairs--or hers--which had so much
altered her cousin's manner, and made him become, to herself, more
kindly and considerate than she had ever before known him. But the young
man kept his own counsel. He and old Miss Wake never referred to the
conversation they had held the day Penelope and Cecily had driven over
to Shagisham; each, however, was aware that the other had felt relieved,
perhaps unreasonably so, to see Persian Downing leave Monk's Eype.
Sometimes Wantley was inclined to think that Miss Wake had been utterly
misled, and then, again, some trifling circumstance would make him fear
that she had been right.
The doubt was sufficiently strong to convince him that this was no
moment to speak--upon another matter--to Cecily Wake: In London, amid
the impersonal surroundings of the Melancthon Settlement, he would
pursue and bring to a happy ending--nay, to an exquisite beginning--his
and Cecily's simple romance. But in the meanwhile he saw no reason for
denying himself the happiness of being with her every moment of the day
not given up by her to Penelope.
Once, when they were thus together, Cecily had said a word--only a word,
and in defence of a toy fund organized by a great London
newspaper--concerning her own giftless childhood and girlhood.
There had been no kind relatives or friends to remember the convent-bred
child. Miss Wake's Christmas present had always been something useful
and, indeed, necessary, and Cecily, remembering, pleaded for the useless
doll and the unnecessary toy.
Wantley, while pretending to be only half convinced, was composing in
his own mind a letter to the old servant who kept for him his few family
relics, his father's books, his mother's lace and simple jewels. Even
now, or so he told himself, the girl walking by his side, talking with
the youthful energy and certainty of being right which always both
amused and moved him, was herself sufficiently a child to enjoy a gift,
especially an anonymous gift, by post.
And this was why the young man, usually so ready to grumble at the
inscrutable ways of Providence, hailed his cousin's departure, for what
she had announced would be a long afternoon's expedition, as a piece of
amazing good fortune.
Each day a man rode over from the villa to Wyke Regis to fetch the
contents of the second post, and to-day the letters had come, by Mrs.
Robinson's orders, rather earlier than usual. Wantley lingered about in
the hall while the bag was being opened by Penelope. There were several
letters addressed to Downing, and these he saw, with a slight pang, were
quickly put aside with Penelope's own. Two parcels, both small, both
oblong in shape, were addressed in an uneducated handwriting to 'Miss
Cecily Wake,' and, puzzled, he peered down at them curiously.
Then Wantley watched his cousin start off on her lonely way, while she
noted, with discomfort, that he asked no questions as to her
destination. The hour that followed was spent by him in walking up and
down the terrace, in reading the day's paper, which he thought had never
been so empty of interesting news, and in wondering why Cicely did not
come downstairs. He also asked himself, with some anxiety, what there
could possibly be in the second parcel that had arrived for her that
day. He thought he knew all about the contents of the first, and it
seemed odd that on the same day there should have come two....
At last a happy inspiration led him to the studio, and there he found
the girl sitting, various of her treasures--for, like a child, she was
fond of bearing about with her her favourite possessions--spread out on
Penelope's painting-table.
Physical delicacy is too often associated in people's minds with
goodness, but, as a matter of fact, to be good in anything but a very
passive sense almost always requires the possession of health. It was
because Cecily Wake had brought from her convent school unbroken
strength of body, and a mind which had never concerned itself with any
of the more painful problems of life, that she proved so valuable a
helper to Mr. Hammond and Mrs. Pomfret. Thanks to her perfect physical
condition, she was always ready to start off, at a moment's notice, on
the most tiring and the most dispiriting expeditions. Her feet seemed
never weary, her brain never exhausted, and, though she was sometimes
disappointed when things went wrong, she was always ready to start again
with unabated vigour to try and set them right.
To Cecily Wake heaven and hell, the world and purgatory, were all
equally real, matter of fact, and to be accepted without question. She
knew nothing of the hell which people may make for themselves, and only
now, since she had been at Monk's Eype, had she realized that it is
possible to find a very fair imitation of heaven on this earth.
Cecily's hell was very sparsely peopled, and that entirely with
historical characters. As to those who fill the dread place, they were,
to her thinking, an ill-sorted company, and probably very few of those
about her, while believing the numbers to be much greater, would have
included those whom she believed to be there. Judas, Henry VIII., the
man who tortured the little Dauphin in the Temple, the Bishop who
condemned Joan of Arc to be burnt--they, she thought, must surely all be
there. But, as regarded the world about her, Cecily was quite convinced
that, like William of Deloraine, 'Between the saddle and the ground,
they mercy sought and mercy found.'
This little analysis of Cecily Wake's character and point of view is
necessary to explain one of the two gifts which had come to her by the
second post--that with which Wantley had not only had nothing to do, but
which had caused him some searching of heart, for he had been afraid
that it might be the outcome of one of those misunderstandings, those
misreadings of orders, which affect and annoy men so much more than
women.
But the girl knew quite well from whom had come the six woolwork
table-napkin rings, although the only indication of the sender had been
the words, written on a piece of common note-paper
'This is from a friend
Who loves you no end.'
She required no signature to tell her that the sender was a certain
Charlotte Pidder, with whom, more than a year before, Cecily, for a few
days, had been thrown into the most intimate, and it might be said
affectionate, contact.
I am writing of a time when there was but one half-penny evening paper
in London, and when original, or even unusual, contributions were
regarded askance by editors. To the office of that paper came one day a
most remarkable letter, setting forth the sad case of a Cornish girl
who, having come up to London, and having there met with what the poor,
with their apt turn for language, term a 'misfortune,' had found it
impossible thenceforward to make an honest living. The writer explained
very simply his efforts on her behalf, but added that his resources had
come to an end, and that the mere fact that he was a man much in her own
class of life made those whom he sought to interest in her case look on
him, as well as on her, with suspicion. The editor of the evening paper
sent for the writer, convinced himself of the truth of his story, and
then printed the letter.
The effect of its publication was instantaneous and extraordinary. To
that newspaper office letters poured in from all parts of the country,
some of the writers simply offering money, others expressing themselves
as willing to adopt the girl, while many were anxious to give her work
at a reasonable wage. These last were regarded by both the editor and
the girl's workman friend as being alone worthy of consideration.
Then came the difficult question of how a choice among these would-be
employers was to be made, and the editor bethought himself of the
Melancthon Settlement. Very soon he had laid upon Mrs. Pomfret the whole
responsibility of how and where fortunate Charlotte Pidder should find a
home. Together Philip Hammond, Cecily Wake, and Mrs. Pomfret looked over
the letters. They finally weeded out twelve for further consideration,
and the interchange of further letters brought the number down to four.
To the one who appeared to be the most sensible of these generous folk,
Mrs. Pomfret despatched Charlotte Pidder, only to have her sent back the
next day with a curt note to the effect that the good Samaritan could
not think of taking into her service a girl whose hair was short and
curly like a man's! This experience taught wisdom to the three people on
whom Charlotte's fate depended, and so it was decided that, before the
girl was sent off to another would-be benefactor, Cecily Wake should go
and spy out, as it were, the hospitable land.
This is no place to tell the tale of Cecily's experiences, some
grotesque and some sinister. Soon a day came when she and Mrs. Pomfret
were compelled to look over again the letters which they had at first
rejected, and finally after a long journey by train and tram to a
comparatively poor neighbourhood, Cecily found two human beings, good,
simple-hearted, tender-minded folk, with whom there seemed some hope
that Charlotte Pidder would find a peaceful haven, and work her way back
to self-respect and some measure of happiness. It was arranged that her
'days out' should be spent at the Settlement, and she formed a deep,
dumb attachment to the girl, only a year or two older than herself, whom
she had seen take so much trouble on her behalf, and who had treated her
during those anxious days with such kindly, unforced sympathy and
consideration.
These napkin-rings, with their red and blue pattern worked in Berlin
wool, represented many hours of toil, and Cecily, knowing this, was
meditating a letter of warm thanks to the sender, when Wantley walked
into the studio and looked questioningly at the table. At once he saw
the sheet of paper with its rudely-written lines. He looked quickly at
the girl, and then remarked: 'Victor Hugo once said that every kind of
emotion could be expressed in doggerel, and now I am inclined to think
he was right. But I like the poetry better than the present.'
Cecily covered the poor little cardboard box with a sudden protective
gesture. 'I like them very much,' she said stoutly. 'The person who made
them for me has very little spare time, and it was very good of her to
take so much trouble. But I have had another present to-day--one you
will like better.'
Wantley's hand went up to his mouth; he even reddened slightly. But
Cecily was not looking at him. Her hands were busy with the
old-fashioned fastening of a flat red-leather case. At last the little
brass hook slipped back, she lifted the lid, and there, lying on a faded
white satin pad, lay two rows of finely matched, though not very large,
pearls.
The sight affected the two looking down at them very differently. To
Wantley the little red case brought back a rush of memories. He saw
himself again a little boy, standing by his pretty, fair mother's
dressing-table, sometimes allowed as a great treat to fasten the quaint
diamond clasp round the slender neck. Cecily simply flushed with
pleasure, and she felt full of gratitude to the kind giver, about whose
identity she felt no doubt.
'Only the other day,' she said, smiling, 'Penelope noticed that I had no
necklace, nothing to wear in the evening--and now you see what she has
had sent me!'
'Penelope? Then, do you think these pearls are a gift from my cousin?'
'Of course they are! Who else would think of giving me anything of the
kind?'
'Cannot you imagine any other'--Wantley's voice shook a little in spite
of himself--'any other person who might wish to give you pleasure?'
Cecily looked up puzzled. He came round and stood by the table on which
lay the two gifts received by her that day. Very deliberately he took up
one of Mrs. Robinson's soft lead-pencils, and then wrote across a torn
piece of drawing-paper,
'This is from a lover
Who will love you for ever,'
and laid it down so that it covered the pearls. 'You see,' he said,
'this is not, as was the other gift to-day, friendship's offering. But,
still, the words I have written there are meant quite as sincerely.
These pearls belonged to my mother. They were given to her by my father
on the first anniversary of their wedding-day, and I know how happy it
would have made her--have made them both--to think that you would wear
them.'
He spoke quickly, and yet after the first moment, with great gravity. As
Cecily made no answer, he added: 'You will not refuse to take them from
me?'
II
The old nurse had watched Penelope drive off alone that afternoon with
deep misgiving and fear, for she was quite sure that her mistress was
bound for Kingpole Farm.
Motey had soon become aware that Mrs. Robinson received no letters from
Downing, and this, to a mind sharpened by jealousy and semi-maternal
instinct, only the more indicated the closeness and the thorough
understanding between them, and showed, or so the maid believed, that
all their plans as to the future were already arranged.
Again and again she had been on the point of attacking her mistress, of
asking Penelope to confirm or to deny her suspicions, and many a night,
while lying awake listening through the closed door to Mrs. Robinson's
restless movements, always aware when her nursling was not asleep, Mrs.
Mote would make up long homely phrases in which to formulate her appeal.
But when daylight came, when she found herself face to face with
Penelope, her courage ebbed away, and she became afraid--for herself.
What if anything said by her provoked a sudden separation from her
mistress? More than once in the last ten years Motey and Mrs. Robinson
had come to moments of sudden warfare, when the younger woman's
affection for her old nurse had been sorely tried, and yet on those
occasions, as Mrs. Mote was only too well aware, no feeling even
approaching that which now bound Penelope to Sir George Downing had been
in question.
Sometimes the old woman told herself that she was a fool, and that her
terrors were vain terrors, for the actual proofs of what she feared was
about to happen were few.
Again and again, during Mrs. Robinson's brief absences from the villa,
Motey had sought to find--what?
She hardly knew.
Never had Penelope, careless as she had always been hitherto of such
things, left one of Downing's letters about in her room, or, forgotten,
in a pocket. In the matter of her searching, the old nurse was troubled
by no scruples. She would have smiled grimly had some accident made
known to her how some of the people about her would have regarded this
turning out of pockets, this trying of locked places with stray keys.
Poor Motey! She felt like a mother whose child has been given a packet
of poisoned sweets, and who knows that they must be found at all costs
before evil befalls. But so far her unscrupulous seeking had yielded
little or nothing to confirm what she was fast coming to believe an
absolute certainty--namely, that Penelope was on the eve of forming with
Downing what both intended should be a lifelong tie.
Many little incidents, deepening this conviction, crowded on her day by
day, as it grew increasingly clear that Mrs. Robinson was silently
preparing for some great change in her life. The maid marvelled at the
blindness of Penelope's mother, of Wantley, even of Cecily Wake--how
could they help noting that Penelope never now spoke of the future, that
she made no plans, as she was so fond of doing, for the coming winter?
Then, late in the afternoon which saw Mrs. Robinson at Kingpole Farm,
Motey at last found something which provided, to her mind, undoubted
proof. This was a formal business letter from a great London firm,
celebrated for the perfection of its Eastern outfits, and it contained
answers to a number of questions evidently written by one contemplating
a long sojourn in Teheran.
Penelope, before starting out that afternoon, had shown considerable
annoyance at having mislaid a paper she wished to take with her. She had
made no secret of the fact, and both she and Motey had searched for the
envelope all over the large room. After her mistress had left, Mrs. Mote
had continued the search, and she had at last found this letter, laid
under some gloves which Penelope had at first intended to take, but had
rejected in favour of a thicker pair.
The maid carried off this, to her, most sinister sheet of paper into her
own room, and as the evening closed in, and Penelope did not come back,
she saw in it, or rather in her mistress's desire to take it with her
that day, an indication that perhaps Mrs. Robinson had gone, not
intending to return, and that she might be at this very moment on her
way, and not alone, to London.
III
Suspense has been described as the most terrible of the many agonies the
human heart and mind are so often called upon to endure.
Mrs. Mote, sitting in the twilight watching the gathering storm,
listening in vain for the soft rumble of the little pony-cart, felt as
if actual knowledge that what she feared had happened would be
preferable to this anxiety.
More than once she got up and stood by one of the long narrow windows in
the broad passage which commanded a view of the winding road, cut
through the down, on which Penelope, if she ever came back, must appear.
But Mrs. Mote was in no mood to pass the time of day with the upper
housemaid, who would soon be coming to light the tall argand lamp in the
corridor, and so at last she retreated into her room, there to remain in
still wretchedness, convinced that Penelope had indeed gone, though her
ears still remained painfully alive to the slightest sound which might
give the lie to her dread.
It was eight o'clock. Already someone, probably Wantley, had ordered
dinner to be put back half an hour, when the deep, soft-toned
dressing-bell rang in the hall.
The maid listened dully to the comings to and fro up and down the
staircase; there was an interval of silence; and then the door of her
room suddenly opened, and Lady Wantley's tall figure was outlined for a
moment against the dim patch of light afforded by the corridor window
opposite.
'Surely your mistress did not intend to stay out so late to-night?' The
voice was full of misgiving and agitation.
The old servant stood up; a curious instinct of loyalty to Mrs. Robinson
seemed to impel her to say no word of her great fear. And yet she felt
it not fair that Lady Wantley should be left in complete ignorance of
what, if she, the old nurse, were right, would soon be known to the
whole household.
'Perhaps my mistress is not coming back to-night; perhaps she intended
to go on to London from Kingpole Farm,' she said in a curious,
hesitating tone.
'From Kingpole Farm?' Lady Wantley advanced into the room. She turned
and closed the door into the passage, and then seemed to tower above the
stout little woman who stood before her in the twilight.
Mrs. Mote had taken up a corner of the black apron she always wore, and
she was twisting it up and down in her fingers, remaining silent the
while.
'Motey, what do you mean?' Lady Wantley spoke with a touch of haughty
decision in her voice.
'What led you to suppose for a moment that my daughter has gone to
Kingpole Farm? That, surely, is where Sir George Downing is staying!'
Then Mrs. Mote lost her head. She was spent with trouble, sick with
suspense, and exasperated by Lady Wantley's clearly-conveyed rebuke.
After all, Penelope was as dear--ay, perhaps dearer--to herself, the
nurse, as to the mother who had had so little of the real trouble
entailed by the rearing of her child. Was it likely that she, Motey,
would say anything reflecting on the creature whom she loved so well,
for whose honour she had often shown herself far more jealous than Lady
Wantley had seemed to be, and whom she had saved, or so she firmly
believed, from so many pitfalls?
'What made me think of it?' she repeated violently. 'Why, I _know_ she's
there! She wasn't likely to keep away any longer! Oh, my lady, how is it
you've not seen, that you haven't come to understand, how it is with
her? I should have thought that anyone who cared for her, and who isn't
blind, must surely know, know that----'
Mrs. Mote's voice fell almost to a whisper as she added, throwing out
her hands: 'She _do_ like him; it's no good my saying anything else! Why
didn't his lordship let her have Master David? He was the one for her;
she's never liked anyone so well till just now.'
Then the speaker turned and nervously struck a match, lighting one of
two tall candles standing on the chest of drawers behind her.
Lady Wantley's face looked very grey and drawn in the yellow light, but
it was set in stern lines. 'Hush!' she said: 'you forget yourself,
Motey,' and you are making a great mistake. If you refer to Sir George
Downing'--she brought out the name with a certain effort--'you cannot be
aware of what is known quite well to your mistress, for she herself told
me that he is married. His wife, who is an American lady, once came to
see your master.'
There was a long silence. Lady Wantley was waiting for the other to make
some sign of submission, but the old servant only gave the woman who had
been for so many years her own mistress a quick, furtive look, full of
mingled pity and contempt, of fierce personal distress and impatience.
'Were they together then?' she said at last, and with apparent
inconsequence she added; 'Does your ladyship remember Mrs. Winfrith, and
what happened to her?'
Lady Wantley deigned no answer to Motey's questions. 'I know that you
love my daughter,' she said slowly, almost reluctantly; but the servant,
with a quick movement, shrank back, and her look, her gesture, forbade
the other--the more fortunate woman who had borne the child Motey loved
so well--to intrude on the nurse's relation to that child.
'Love her!' Motey was repeating to herself, though no words passed her
lips, 'why, I'd give my body and soul for her, which is more than you
would do!' But Mrs. Mote mis-estimated the mother-instinct in the woman
who was now standing opposite to her.
Then, quickly, vehemently, the old nurse told of what she knew and what
she feared with so great a dread, and the story which Lady Wantley
heard, still standing, in dead silence, though it might have seemed
very unconvincing to a lawyer, brought absolute conviction to Penelope's
mother.
She was told in Motey's rough, expressive words of that first meeting in
the great Paris station, when Mrs. Robinson, as if hypnotized by this
singular-looking man, then a complete stranger, had accepted from him a
real service, thus opening the door to an acquaintance which, with
scarce any interval, had ripened into an absorbing passion. The maid
recalled her own dawning suspicions, her powerlessness to stay the
feeling which had seemed suddenly to overpower her mistress, her vain
attempts to persuade Penelope to leave Pol les Thermes. Then the silent
listener heard of the journey back, with Downing in close attendance, of
Mrs. Mote's hope that this was the end of the affair, finally of the
nurse's dismay when she discovered that he was actually coming to Monk's
Eype.
The story the more impressed Lady Wantley because it was the first time
she had received such confidences. She did not know, and Mrs. Mote saw
no reason to enlighten her, that Penelope had always been fond of
passing adventure, and she would have been astonished indeed had she
known that, just at first, her daughter's vigilant companion had
troubled but little about her mistress and Sir George Downing. Mrs. Mote
had so often seen Penelope come forth, apparently unscathed, from
romantic encounters, from long sentimental duels, in which the woman had
always been an easy victor.
At last the nurse had said all there was to say. She had even shown Lady
Wantley the letter which she regarded as such absolute evidence of what
she feared, when again the door suddenly opened, and the two within the
room started, or so it seemed to themselves, guiltily apart, as Mrs.
Robinson, travel-stained and weary, and yet scarcely dishevelled, and
with a bright colour in her cheeks, stood before them.
'I had an accident,' she said, rather breathlessly. 'The left wheel came
off the pony-cart. That made me late, the more so that I was caught in
the great storm which you do not seem to have had here.'
As she spoke she was glancing sharply from her mother to her maid. 'Were
you afraid? I fear you have both been very anxious.' She added, 'I
should have wired from Burcombe, but as I drove through I saw that the
post-office was shut.' Again, as she spoke, she looked from the one to
the other, and said rather coldly, 'But it's not so very late, after
all.' Then she passed through into her own room, and Motey silently
followed her.
That same night Wantley was sitting up, fully an hour after every one
else had gone up to bed, smoking and reading, when Lady Wantley came
into the room, which, as far as he knew, had never been entered by her
since it had been set apart for his own use.
The young man rose, and tried to keep the surprise he felt out of his
face. For a moment--a very disagreeable moment--he wondered if she had
come to speak to him about Cecily Wake.
The great Lord Wantley had had a strong prejudice against Roman
Catholics, and it was, of course, quite possible that his widow might
consider herself bound to protest against the idea of a marriage between
his successor and a Catholic girl. But he soon felt reassured on this
point.
In a few moments he learnt that Lady Wantley had sought him out for a
very different reason. 'I have to see Mr. Gumberg on urgent private
business,' she said, 'and I have come to ask you if you will accompany
me to London to-morrow morning. It is all-important that we should go
quite early.'
'Certainly,' he said quickly; 'I will arrange everything.'
'Everything is arranged,' observed Lady Wantley very quietly. 'I have
ordered the carriage for seven, and I have written a note to Penelope
explaining my absence, but I have not mentioned the name of the person I
am going to see. To do so was not necessary, and I beg that you also
will keep it secret.'