III

TEN DAYS later, Mr. Sellers, still house-bound, asked Waythorn to call

on his way down town.

The senior partner, with his swaddled foot propped up by the fire,

greeted his associate with an air of embarrassment.

"I'm sorry, my dear fellow; I've got to ask you to do an awkward thing

for me."

Waythorn waited, and the other went on, after a pause apparently given

to the arrangement of his phrases: "The fact is, when I was knocked out

I had just gone into a rather complicated piece of business for--Gus

Varick."

"Well?" said Waythorn, with an attempt to put him at his ease.

"Well--it's this way: Varick came to me the day before my attack. He

had evidently had an inside tip from somebody, and had made about a

hundred thousand. He came to me for advice, and I suggested his going

in with Vanderlyn."

"Oh, the deuce!" Waythorn exclaimed. He saw in a flash what had

happened. The investment was an alluring one, but required negotiation.

He listened intently while Sellers put the case before him, and, the

statement ended, he said: "You think I ought to see Varick?"

"I'm afraid I can't as yet. The doctor is obdurate. And this thing

can't wait. I hate to ask you, but no one else in the office knows the

ins and outs of it."

Waythorn stood silent. He did not care a farthing for the success of

Varick's venture, but the honor of the office was to be considered, and

he could hardly refuse to oblige his partner.

"Very well," he said, "I'll do it."

That afternoon, apprised by telephone, Varick called at the office.

Waythorn, waiting in his private room, wondered what the others thought

of it. The newspapers, at the time of Mrs. Waythorn's marriage, had

acquainted their readers with every detail of her previous matrimonial

ventures, and Waythorn could fancy the clerks smiling behind Varick's

back as he was ushered in.

Varick bore himself admirably. He was easy without being undignified,

and Waythorn was conscious of cutting a much less impressive figure.

Varick had no head for business, and the talk prolonged itself for

nearly an hour while Waythorn set forth with scrupulous precision the

details of the proposed transaction.

"I'm awfully obliged to you," Varick said as he rose. "The fact is I'm

not used to having much money to look after, and I don't want to make

an ass of myself--" He smiled, and Waythorn could not help noticing

that there was something pleasant about his smile. "It feels uncommonly

queer to have enough cash to pay one's bills. I'd have sold my soul for

it a few years ago!"

Waythorn winced at the allusion. He had heard it rumored that a lack of

funds had been one of the determining causes of the Varick separation,

but it did not occur to him that Varick's words were intentional. It

seemed more likely that the desire to keep clear of embarrassing topics

had fatally drawn him into one. Waythorn did not wish to be outdone in

civility.

"We'll do the best we can for you," he said. "I think this is a good

thing you're in."

"Oh, I'm sure it's immense. It's awfully good of you--" Varick broke

off, embarrassed. "I suppose the thing's settled now--but if--"

"If anything happens before Sellers is about, I'll see you again," said

Waythorn quietly. He was glad, in the end, to appear the more

self-possessed of the two.

The course of Lily's illness ran smooth, and as the days passed

Waythorn grew used to the idea of Haskett's weekly visit. The first

time the day came round, he stayed out late, and questioned his wife as

to the visit on his return. She replied at once that Haskett had merely

seen the nurse downstairs, as the doctor did not wish any one in the

child's sick-room till after the crisis.

The following week Waythorn was again conscious of the recurrence of

the day, but had forgotten it by the time he came home to dinner. The

crisis of the disease came a few days later, with a rapid decline of

fever, and the little girl was pronounced out of danger. In the

rejoicing which ensued the thought of Haskett passed out of Waythorn's

mind and one afternoon, letting himself into the house with a latchkey,

he went straight to his library without noticing a shabby hat and

umbrella in the hall.

In the library he found a small effaced-looking man with a thinnish

gray beard sitting on the edge of a chair. The stranger might have been

a piano-tuner, or one of those mysteriously efficient persons who are

summoned in emergencies to adjust some detail of the domestic

machinery. He blinked at Waythorn through a pair of gold-rimmed

spectacles and said mildly: "Mr. Waythorn, I presume? I am Lily's

father."

Waythorn flushed. "Oh--" he stammered uncomfortably. He broke off,

disliking to appear rude. Inwardly he was trying to adjust the actual

Haskett to the image of him projected by his wife's reminiscences.

Waythorn had been allowed to infer that Alice's first husband was a

brute.

"I am sorry to intrude," said Haskett, with his over-the-counter

politeness.

"Don't mention it," returned Waythorn, collecting himself. "I suppose

the nurse has been told?"

"I presume so. I can wait," said Haskett. He had a resigned way of

speaking, as though life had worn down his natural powers of resistance.

Waythorn stood on the threshold, nervously pulling off his gloves.

"I'm sorry you've been detained. I will send for the nurse," he said;

and as he opened the door he added with an effort: "I'm glad we can

give you a good report of Lily." He winced as the _we_ slipped out, but

Haskett seemed not to notice it.

"Thank you, Mr. Waythorn. It's been an anxious time for me."

"Ah, well, that's past. Soon she'll be able to go to you." Waythorn

nodded and passed out.

In his own room, he flung himself down with a groan. He hated the

womanish sensibility which made him suffer so acutely from the

grotesque chances of life. He had known when he married that his wife's

former husbands were both living, and that amid the multiplied contacts

of modern existence there were a thousand chances to one that he would

run against one or the other, yet he found himself as much disturbed by

his brief encounter with Haskett as though the law had not obligingly

removed all difficulties in the way of their meeting.

Waythorn sprang up and began to pace the room nervously. He had not

suffered half so much from his two meetings with Varick. It was

Haskett's presence in his own house that made the situation so

intolerable. He stood still, hearing steps in the passage.

"This way, please," he heard the nurse say. Haskett was being taken

upstairs, then: not a corner of the house but was open to him. Waythorn

dropped into another chair, staring vaguely ahead of him. On his

dressing-table stood a photograph of Alice, taken when he had first

known her. She was Alice Varick then--how fine and exquisite he had

thought her! Those were Varick's pearls about her neck. At Waythorn's

instance they had been returned before her marriage. Had Haskett ever

given her any trinkets--and what had become of them, Waythorn wondered?

He realized suddenly that he knew very little of Haskett's past or

present situation; but from the man's appearance and manner of speech

he could reconstruct with curious precision the surroundings of Alice's

first marriage. And it startled him to think that she had, in the

background of her life, a phase of existence so different from anything

with which he had connected her. Varick, whatever his faults, was a

gentleman, in the conventional, traditional sense of the term: the

sense which at that moment seemed, oddly enough, to have most meaning

to Waythorn. He and Varick had the same social habits, spoke the same

language, understood the same allusions. But this other man...it was

grotesquely uppermost in Waythorn's mind that Haskett had worn a

made-up tie attached with an elastic. Why should that ridiculous detail

symbolize the whole man? Waythorn was exasperated by his own

paltriness, but the fact of the tie expanded, forced itself on him,

became as it were the key to Alice's past. He could see her, as Mrs.

Haskett, sitting in a "front parlor" furnished in plush, with a

pianola, and a copy of "Ben Hur" on the centre-table. He could see her

going to the theatre with Haskett--or perhaps even to a "Church

Sociable"--she in a "picture hat" and Haskett in a black frock-coat, a

little creased, with the made-up tie on an elastic. On the way home

they would stop and look at the illuminated shop-windows, lingering

over the photographs of New York actresses. On Sunday afternoons

Haskett would take her for a walk, pushing Lily ahead of them in a

white enameled perambulator, and Waythorn had a vision of the people

they would stop and talk to. He could fancy how pretty Alice must have

looked, in a dress adroitly constructed from the hints of a New York

fashion-paper; how she must have looked down on the other women,

chafing at her life, and secretly feeling that she belonged in a bigger

place.

For the moment his foremost thought was one of wonder at the way in

which she had shed the phase of existence which her marriage with

Haskett implied. It was as if her whole aspect, every gesture, every

inflection, every allusion, were a studied negation of that period of

her life. If she had denied being married to Haskett she could hardly

have stood more convicted of duplicity than in this obliteration of the

self which had been his wife.

Waythorn started up, checking himself in the analysis of her motives.

What right had he to create a fantastic effigy of her and then pass

judgment on it? She had spoken vaguely of her first marriage as

unhappy, had hinted, with becoming reticence, that Haskett had wrought

havoc among her young illusions....It was a pity for Waythorn's peace

of mind that Haskett's very inoffensiveness shed a new light on the

nature of those illusions. A man would rather think that his wife has

been brutalized by her first husband than that the process has been

reversed.

"Why, how do you do?" she said with a distinct note of pleasure

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