CHAPTER III.

BREAKERS

Duck! Dive! Here comes another one!

Wait till the crest-ruffles show!

Beyond is smooth water in beauty and wonder--

Shut your mouth! Hold your breath! Dip your head under!

Dive through the weight and the wash, and the thunder--

Look out for the undertow!

If Diantha imagined that her arithmetical victory over a too-sordid

presentation of the parental claim was a final one, she soon found

herself mistaken.

It is easy to say--putting an epic in an epigram--"She seen her duty and

she done it!" but the space and time covered are generally as far beyond

our plans as the estimates of an amateur mountain climber exceed his

achievements.

Her determination was not concealed by her outraged family. Possibly

they thought that if the matter was well aired, and generally discussed,

the daring offender might reconsider. Well-aired it certainly was, and

widely discussed by the parents of the little town before young people

who sat in dumbness, or made faint defense. It was also discussed by

the young people, but not before their parents.

She had told Ross, first of all, meaning to have a quiet talk with him

to clear the ground before arousing her own family; but he was suddenly

away just as she opened the subject, by a man on a wheel--some wretched

business about the store of course--and sent word that night that he

could not come up again. Couldn't come up the next night either. Two

long days--two long evenings without seeing him. Well--if she went away

she'd have to get used to that.

But she had so many things to explain, so much to say to make it right

with him; she knew well what a blow it was. Now it was all over

town--and she had had no chance to defend her position.

The neighbors called. Tall bony Mrs. Delafield who lived nearest to

them and had known Diantha for some years, felt it her duty to make a

special appeal--or attack rather; and brought with her stout Mrs.

Schlosster, whose ancestors and traditions were evidently of German

extraction.

Diantha retired to her room when she saw these two bearing down upon the

house; but her mother called her to make a pitcher of lemonade for

them--and having entered there was no escape. They harried her with

questions, were increasingly offended by her reticence, and expressed

disapproval with a fullness that overmastered the girl's self-control.

"I have as much right to go into business as any other citizen, Mrs.

Delafield," she said with repressed intensity. "I am of age and live in

a free country. What you say of children no longer applies to me."

"And what is this mysterious business you're goin' into--if one may

inquire? Nothin you're ashamed to mention, I hope?" asked Mrs.

Delafield.

"If a woman refuses to mention her age is it because she's ashamed of

it?" the girl retorted, and Mrs. Delafield flushed darkly.

"Never have I heard such talk from a maiden to her elders," said Mrs.

Schlosster. "In my country the young have more respect, as is right."

Mrs. Bell objected inwardly to any reprimand of her child by others; but

she agreed to the principle advanced and made no comment.

Diantha listened to quite a volume of detailed criticism, inquiry and

condemnation, and finally rose to her feet with the stiff courtesy of

the young.

"You must excuse me now," she said with set lips. "I have some

necessary work to do."

She marched upstairs, shut her bedroom door and locked it, raging

inwardly. "Its none of their business! Not a shadow! Why should

Mother sit there and let them talk to me like that! One would think

childhood had no limit--unless it's matrimony!"

This reminded her of her younger sister's airs of superior wisdom, and

did not conduce to a pleasanter frame of mind. "With all their

miserable little conventions and idiocies! And what 'they'll say,' and

'they'll think'! As if I cared! Minnie'll be just such another!"

She heard the ladies going out, still talking continuously, a faint

response from her mother now and then, a growing quiet as their steps

receded toward the gate; and then another deeper voice took up the theme

and heavily approached.

It was the minister! Diantha dropped into her rocker and held the arms

tight. "Now I'll have to take it again I suppose. But he ought to know

me well enough to understand."

"Diantha!" called her mother, "Here's Dr. Major;" and the girl washed

her face and came down again.

Dr. Major was a heavy elderly man with a strong mouth and a warm hand

clasp. "What's all this I hear about you, young lady?" he demanded,

holding her hand and looking her straight in the eye. "Is this a new

kind of Prodigal Daughter we're encountering?"

He did not look nor sound condemnatory, and as she faced him she caught

a twinkle in the wise old eyes.

"You can call it that if you want to," she said, "Only I thought the

Prodigal Son just spent his money--I'm going to earn some."

"I want you to talk to Diantha, Doctor Major," Mrs. Bell struck in.

"I'm going to ask you to excuse me, and go and lie down for a little. I

do believe she'll listen to you more than to anybody."

The mother retired, feeling sure that the good man who had known her

daughter for over fifteen years would have a restraining influence now;

and Diantha braced herself for the attack.

It came, heavy and solid, based on reason, religion, tradition, the

custom of ages, the pastoral habit of control and protection, the

father's instinct, the man's objection to a girl's adventure. But it

was courteous, kind, and rationally put, and she met it point by point

with the whole-souled arguments of a new position, the passionate

enthusiasm of her years.

They called a truce.

"I can see that you _think_ its your duty, young, woman--that's the main

thing. I think you're wrong. But what you believe to be right you have

to do. That's the way we learn my dear, that's the way we learn!

Well--you've been a good child ever since I've known you. A remarkably

good child. If you have to sow this kind of wild oats--" they both

smiled at this, "I guess we can't stop you. I'll keep your secret--"

"Its not a secret really," the girl explained, "I'll tell them as soon

as I'm settled. Then they can tell--if they want to." And they both

smiled again.

"Well--I won't tell till I hear of it then. And--yes, I guess I can

furnish that document with a clean conscience."

She gave him paper and pen and he wrote, with a grin, handing her the

result.

She read it, a girlish giggle lightening the atmosphere. "Thank you!"

she said earnestly. "Thank you ever so much. I knew you would help

me."

"If you get stuck anywhere just let me know," he said rising. "This

Proddy Gal may want a return ticket yet!"

"I'll walk first!" said Diantha.

"O Dr. Major," cried her mother from the window, "Don't go! We want you

to stay to supper of course!"

But he had other calls to make, he said, and went away, his big hands

clasped behind him; his head bent, smiling one minute and shaking his

head the next.

Diantha leaned against a pearly eucalyptus trunk and watched him. She

would miss Dr. Major. But who was this approaching? Her heart sank

miserably. Mrs. Warden--and _all_ the girls.

She went to meet them--perforce. Mrs. Warden had always been kind and

courteous to her; the girls she had not seen very much of, but they had

the sweet Southern manner, were always polite. Ross's mother she must

love. Ross's sisters too--if she could. Why did the bottom drop out of

her courage at sight of them?

"You dear child!" said Mrs. Warden, kissing her. "I know just how you

feel! You want to help my boy! That's your secret! But this won't do

it, my dear!"

"You've no idea how badly Ross feels!" said Madeline. "Mrs. Delafield

dropped in just now and told us. You ought to have seen him!"

"He didn't believe it of course," Adeline put in. "And he wouldn't say

a thing--not a thing to blame you."

"We said we'd come over right off--and tried to bring him--but he said

he'd got to go back to the store," Coraline explained.

"He was mad though!" said Dora--"_I_ know."

Diantha looked from one to the other helplessly.

"Come in! Come in!" said Mrs. Bell hospitably. "Have this rocker, Mrs.

Warden--wouldn't you like some cool drink? Diantha?"

"No indeed!" Mrs. Warden protested. "Don't get a thing. We're going

right back, it's near supper time. No, we can't think of staying, of

course not, no indeed!--But we had to come over and hear about this dear

child's idea!--Now tell us all about it, Diantha!"

There they sat--five pairs of curious eyes--and her mother's sad

ones--all kind--all utterly incapable of understanding.

She moistened her lips and plunged desperately. "It is nothing

dreadful, Mrs. Warden. Plenty of girls go away to earn their livings

nowadays. That is all I'm doing."

"But why go away?"

"I thought you were earning your living before!"

"Isn't teaching earning your living?"

"What _are_ you going to do?" the girls protested variously, and Mrs.

Warden, with a motherly smile, suggested--

"That doesn't explain your wanting to leave Ross, my dear--and your

mother!"

"I don't want to leave them," protested Diantha, trying to keep her

voice steady. "It is simply that I have made up my mind I can do better

elsewhere."

"Do what better?" asked Mrs. Warden with sweet patience, which reduced

Diantha to the bald statement, "Earn more money in less time."

"And is that better than staying with your mother and your lover?"

pursued the gentle inquisitor; while the girls tried, "What do you want

to earn more money for?" and "I thought you earned a lot before."

Now Diantha did not wish to state in so many words that she wanted more

money in order to marry sooner--she had hardly put it to herself that

way. She could not make them see in a few moments that her plan was to

do far more for her mother than she would otherwise ever be able to.

And as to making them understand the larger principles at stake--the

range and depth of her full purpose--that would be physically

impossible.

"I am sorry!" she said with trembling lips. "I am extremely sorry.

But--I cannot explain!"

Mrs. Warden drew herself up a little. "Cannot explain to me?--Your

mother, of course, knows?"

"Diantha is naturally more frank with me than with--anyone," said Mrs.

Bell proudly, "But she does not wish her--business--plans--made public

at present!"

Her daughter looked at her with vivid gratitude, but the words "made

public" were a little unfortunate perhaps.

"Of course," Mrs. Warden agreed, with her charming smile, "that we can

quite understand. I'm sure I should always wish my girls to feel so.

Madeline--just show Mrs. Bell that necktie you're making--she was asking

about the stitch, you remember."

The necktie was produced and admired, while the other girls asked

Diantha if she had her fall dressmaking done yet--and whether she found

wash ribbon satisfactory. And presently the whole graceful family

withdrew, only Dora holding her head with visible stiffness.

Diantha sat on the floor by her mother, put her head in her lap and

cried. "How splendid of you, Mother!" she sobbed. "How simply

splendid! I will tell you now--if--if--you won't tell even

Father--yet."

"Dear child" said her Mother, "I'd rather not know in that case. It

is--easier."

"That's what I kept still for!" said the girl. "It's hard enough,

goodness knows--as it is! Its nothing wicked, or even risky, Mother

dear--and as far as I can see it is right!"

Her mother smiled through her tears. "If you say that, my dear child, I

know there's no stopping you. And I hate to argue with you--even for

your own sake, because it is so much to my advantage to have you here.

I--shall miss you--Diantha!"

"Don't, Mother!" sobbed the girl.

"Its natural for the young to go. We expect it--in time. But you are

so young yet--and--well, I had hoped the teaching would satisfy you till

Ross was ready."

Diantha sat up straight.

"Mother! can't you see Ross'll never be ready! Look at that family!

And the way they live! And those mortgages! I could wait and teach and

save a little even with Father always losing money; but I can't see Ross

wearing himself out for years and years--I just _can't_ bear it!"

Her mother stroked her fair hair softly, not surprised that her own plea

was so lost in thought of the brave young lover.

"And besides," the girl went on "If I waited--and saved--and married

Ross--what becomes of _you,_ I'd like to know? What I can't stand is to

have you grow older and sicker--and never have any good time in all your

life!"

Mrs. Bell smiled tenderly. "You dear child!" she said; as if an

affectionate five-year old had offered to get her a rainbow, "I know you

mean it all for the best. But, O my _dearest_! I'd rather have

you--here--at home with me---than any other 'good time' you can

imagine!"

She could not see the suffering in her daughter's face; but she felt she

had made an impression, and followed it up with heart-breaking

sincerity. She caught the girl to her breast and held her like a little

child. "O my baby! my baby! Don't leave your mother. I can't bear

it!"

A familiar step outside, heavy, yet uncertain, and they both looked at

each other with frightened eyes.

They had forgotten the biscuit.

"Supper ready?" asked Mr. Bell, with grim humor.

"It will be in a moment, Father," cried Diantha springing to her feet.

"At least--in a few moments."

"Don't fret the child, Father," said Mrs. Henderson softly. "She's

feeling bad enough."

"Sh'd think she would," replied her husband. "Moreover--to my mind--she

ought to."

He got out the small damp local paper and his pipe, and composed himself

in obvious patience: yet somehow this patience seemed to fill the

kitchen, and to act like a ball and chain to Diantha's feet.

She got supper ready, at last, making griddle-cakes instead of biscuit,

and no comment was made of the change: but the tension in the atmosphere

was sharply felt by the two women; and possibly by the tall old man, who

ate less than usual, and said absolutely nothing.

"I'm going over to see Edwards about that new incubator," he said when

the meal was over, and departed; and Mrs. Bell, after trying in vain to

do her mending, wiped her clouded glasses and went to bed.

Diantha made all neat and tidy; washed her own wet eyes again, and went

out under the moon. In that broad tender mellow light she drew a deep

breath and stretched her strong young arms toward the sky in dumb

appeal.

"I knew it would be hard," she murmured to herself, "That is I knew the

facts--but I didn't know the feeling!"

She stood at the gate between the cypresses, sat waiting under the

acacia boughs, walked restlessly up and down the path outside, the dry

pepper berries crush softly under foot; bracing herself for one more

struggle--and the hardest of all.

"He will understand!" he told herself, over and over, but at the bottom

of her heart she knew he wouldn't.

He came at last; a slower, wearier step than usual; came and took both

her hands in his and stood holding them, looking at her questioningly.

Then he held her face between his palms and made her look at him. Her

eyes were brave and steady, but the mouth trembled in spite of her.

He stilled it with a kiss, and drew her to a seat on the bench beside

him. "My poor Little Girl! You haven't had a chance yet to really tell

me about this thing, and I want you to right now. Then I'm going to

kill about forty people in this town! _Somebody_ has been mighty

foolish."

She squeezed his hand, but found it very difficult to speak. His love,

his sympathy, his tenderness, were so delicious after this day's

trials--and before those further ones she could so well anticipate. She

didn't wish to cry any more, that would by no means strengthen her

position, and she found she couldn't seem to speak without crying.

"One would think to hear the good people of this town that you were

about to leave home and mother for--well, for a trip to the moon!" he

added. "There isn't any agreement as to what you're going to do, but

they're unanimous as to its being entirely wrong. Now suppose you tell

me about it."

"I will," said Diantha. "I began to the other night, you know, you

first of course--it was too bad! your having to go off at that exact

moment. Then I had to tell mother--because--well you'll see presently.

Now dear--just let me say it _all_--before you--do anything."

"Say away, my darling. I trust you perfectly."

She flashed a grateful look at him. "It is this way, my dear. I have

two, three, yes four, things to consider:--My own personal problem--my

family's--yours--and a social one."

"My family's?" he asked, with a faint shade of offence in his tone.

"No no dear--your own," she explained.

"Better cut mine out, Little Girl," he said. "I'll consider that

myself."

"Well--I won't talk about it if you don't want me to. There are the

other three."

"I won't question your second, nor your imposing third, but isn't the

first one--your own personal problem--a good deal answered?" he

suggested, holding her close for a moment.

"Don't!" she said. "I can't talk straight when you put it that way."

She rose hurriedly and took a step or two up and down. "I don't

suppose--in spite of your loving me, that I can make you see it as I do.

But I'll be just as clear as I can. There are some years before us

before we can be together. In that time I intend to go away and

undertake a business I am interested in. My purpose is to--develop the

work, to earn money, to help my family, and to--well, not to hinder

you."

"I don't understand, I confess," he said. "Don't you propose to tell me

what this 'work' is?"

"Yes--I will--certainly. But not yet dear! Let me try to show you how

I feel about it."

"Wait," said he. "One thing I want to be sure of. Are you doing this

with any quixotic notion of helping me--in _my_ business? Helping me to

take care of my family? Helping me to--" he stood up now, looking very

tall and rather forbidding, "No, I won't say that to you."

"Would there be anything wrong in my meaning exactly that?" she asked,

holding her own head a little higher; "both what you said and what you

didn't?"

"It would be absolutely wrong, all of it," he answered. "I cannot

believe that the woman I love would--could take such a position."

"Look here, Ross!" said the girl earnestly. "Suppose you knew where

there was a gold mine--_knew it_--and by going away for a few years you

could get a real fortune--wouldn't you do it?"

"Naturally I should," he agreed.

"Well, suppose it wasn't a gold mine, but a business, a new system like

those cigar stores--or--some patent amusement specialty--or

_anything_--that you knew was better than what you're doing--wouldn't

you have a right to try it?"

"Of course I should--but what has that to do with this case?"

"Why it's the same thing! Don't you see? I have plans that will be of

real benefit to all of us, something worth while to _do_--and not only

for us but for _everybody_--a real piece of progress--and I'm going to

leave my people--and even you!--for a little while--to make us all

happier later on."

He smiled lovingly at her but shook his head slowly. "You dear, brave,

foolish child!" he said. "I don't for one moment doubt your noble

purposes. But you don't get the man's point of view--naturally. What's

more you don't seem to get the woman's."

"Can you see no other point of view than those?" she asked.

"There are no others," he answered. "Come! come! my darling, don't add

this new difficulty to what we've got to carry! I know you have a hard

time of it at home. Some day, please God, you shall have an easier one!

And I'm having a hard time too--I don't deny it. But you are the

greatest joy and comfort I have, dear--you know that. If you go

away--it will be harder and slower and longer--that's all. I shall have

you to worry about too. Let somebody else do the gold-mine, dear--you

stay here and comfort your Mother as long as you can--and me. How can I

get along without you?"

He tried to put his arm around her again, but she drew back. "Dear,"

she said. "If I deliberately do what I think is right--against your

wishes--what will you do?"

"Do?" The laughed bitterly. "What can I do? I'm tied by the leg

here--l can't go after you. I've nothing to pull you out of a scrape

with if you get in one. I couldn't do anything but--stand it."

"And if I go ahead, and do what you don't like--and make

you--suffer--would you--would you rather be free?" Her voice was very

low and shaken, but he heard her well enough.

"Free of you? Free of _you_?" He caught her and held her and kissed

her over and over.

"You are mine!" he said. "You have given yourself to me! You cannot

leave me. Neither of us is free--ever again." But she struggled away

from him.

"Both of us are free--to do what we think right, _always_ Ross! I

wouldn't try to stop you if you thought it was your duty to go to the

North Pole!" She held him a little way off. "Let me tell you, dear.

Sit down--let me tell you all about it." But he wouldn't sit down.

"I don't think I want to know the details," he said. "It doesn't much

matter what you're going to do--if you really go away. I can't stop

you--I see that. If you think this thing is your 'duty' you'll do it if

it kills us all--and you too! If you have to go--I shall do

nothing--can do nothing--but wait till you come back to me! Whatever

happens, darling--no matter how you fail--don't ever be afraid to come

back to me."

He folded his arms now--did not attempt to hold her--gave her the

freedom she asked and promised her the love she had almost feared to

lose--and her whole carefully constructed plan seemed like a child's

sand castle for a moment; her heroic decision the wildest folly.

He was not even looking at her; she saw his strong, clean-cut profile

dark against the moonlit house, a settled patience in its lines. Duty!

Here was duty, surely, with tenderest happiness. She was leaning toward

him--her hand was seeking his, when she heard through the fragrant

silence a sound from her mother's room--the faint creak of her light

rocking chair. She could not sleep--she was sitting up with her

trouble, bearing it quietly as she had so many others.

The quiet everyday tragedy of that distasteful life--the slow withering

away of youth and hope and ambition into a gray waste of ineffectual

submissive labor--not only of her life, but of thousands upon thousands

like her--it all rose up like a flood in the girl's hot young heart.

Ross had turned to her--was holding out his arms to her. "You won't go,

my darling!" he said.

"I am going Wednesday on the 7.10," said Diantha.

THE "ANTI" AND THE FLY

The fly upon the Cartwheel

Thought he made all the Sound;

He thought he made the Cart go on--

And made the wheels go round.

The Fly upon the Cartwheel

Has won undying fame

For Conceit that was colossal,

And Ignorance the same.

But to-day he has a Rival

As we roll down History's Track--

For the "Anti" on the Cartwheel

Thinks she makes the Wheels go back!

THE BARREL

I was walking, peacefully enough, along a plain ordinary road, when I

lifted my head and observed an impressive gateway. The pillars were of

stone, high, carven, massive; mighty gates of wrought iron hung between

them, the gray wall stretched away on either side.

As the gates were open and there was no prohibitory sign, I entered, and

for easy miles walked on; under the springing arches of tall elms, flat

roofs of beech, and level fans of fir and pine; through woodland, park

and meadow, with glimpses of starred lily-ponds, blue lakelets, and

bright brooks; seeing the dappled deer, the swans and pheasants--a

glorious place indeed.

Then a smooth turn, and across velvet lawns and statued gardens I saw a

towering palace, so nobly beautiful, so majestic, I took off my hat

involuntarily. Approaching it I was met by courteous servingmen; told

that it was open to visitors; and shown from hall to hall, from floor to

floor; where every object was a work of art; where line, color and

proportion, perfect architecture and fitting decoration made an

overwhelming beauty.

"Whose it is?" I inquired. "Some Duke?--King?--Emperor? Who owns this

palace?--this glorious estate?"

They bowed and offered to lead me to him.

Downward and toward the back; through servants' apartments; through

workroom, scullery and stable; out to the last and least and meanest

little yard; narrow and dark, stone-paved, stone-walled, shadowed by

caves of barns; there, huddled in a barrel, they pointed out a man.

They bowed to him, they called him master. They told me he was the

owner of this vast estate.

I could not believe it--but they stood bowing--and he ordered them away.

"What!" I cried. "_You!_--you are the owner--the master of all this

wealth of beauty--this beauty of wealth! You own these miles of breezy

upland and rich valley--still forests and bright lakes! You own these

noble trees--those overflowing flowers--those glades of browsing deer!

You own this palace--a joy to the eye and uplift to the soul! This

majesty and splendor--this comfort, beauty, form, you own all this--and

are living--_here._"

He regarded me superciliously, with a weary expression.

"Young man," he said, "you are a dreamer--a visionary--a Utopian!--an

idealist! You should consider Facts, my young sir; fix your mind on

Facts! The _Fact_ is that I live in this Barrel."

It was a fact;--he did visibly live in the Barrel.

It was also a fact that he owned that vast estate.

And there was no lid on the Barrel.

OUR ANDROCENTRIC CULTURE; or, THE MAN-MADE WORLD

III.

HEALTH AND BEAUTY.

NOTE--The word "Androcentric" we owe to Prof. Lester F. Ward. In his

book, "Pure Sociology," Chap. 14, he describes the Androcentric Theory

of life, hitherto universally accepted; and introduces his own

"Gyneacocentric Theory." All who are interested in the deeper

scientific aspects of this question are urged to read that chapter.

Prof. Ward's theory is to my mind the most important that has been

offered the world since the Theory of Evolution; and without exception

the most important that has ever been put forward concerning women.

Among the many paradoxes which we find in human life is our low average

standard of health and beauty, compared with our power and knowledge.

All creatures suffer from conflict with the elements; from enemies

without and within--the prowling devourers of the forest, and "the

terror that walketh in darkness" and attacks the body from inside, in

hidden millions.

Among wild animals generally, there is a certain standard of excellence;

if you shoot a bear or a bird, it is a fair sample of the species; you

do not say, "O what an ugly one!" or "This must have been an invalid!"

Where we have domesticated any animal, and interfered with its natural

habits, illness has followed; the dog is said to have the most diseases

second to man; the horse comes next; but the wild ones put us to shame

by their superior health and the beauty that belongs to right

development.

In our long ages of blind infancy we assume that sickness was a

visitation frown the gods; some still believe this, holding it to be a

special prerogative of divinity to afflict us in this way. We speak of

"the ills that flesh is heir to" as if the inheritance was entailed and

inalienable. Only of late years, after much study and long struggle

with this old belief which made us submit to sickness as a blow from the

hand of God, we are beginning to learn something of the many causes of

our many diseases, and how to remove some of them.

It is still true, however, that almost every one of us is to some degree

abnormal; the features asymmetrical, the vision defective, the digestion

unreliable, the nervous system erratic--we are but a job lot even in

what we call "good health"; and are subject to a burden of pain and

premature death that would make life hideous if it were not so

ridiculously unnecessary.

As to beauty--we do not think of expecting it save in the rarely

exceptional case. Look at the faces--the figures--in any crowd you

meet; compare the average man or the average woman with the normal type

of human beauty as given us in picture and statue; and consider if there

is not some general cause for so general a condition of ugliness.

Moreover, leaving our defective bodies concealed by garments; what are

those garments, as conducive to health and beauty? Is the practical

ugliness of our men's attire, and the impractical absurdity of our

women's, any contribution to human beauty? Look at our houses--are they

beautiful? Even the houses of the rich?

We do not even know that we ought to live in a world of overflowing

loveliness; and that our contribution to it should be the loveliest of

all. We are so sodden in the dull ugliness of our interiors, so used to

calling a tame weary low-toned color scheme "good taste," that only

children dare frankly yearn for Beauty--and they are speedily educated

out of it.

The reasons specially given for our low standards of health and beauty

are ignorance, poverty, and the evil effects of special trades. The Man

with the Hoe becomes brother to the ox because of over-much hoeing; the

housepainter is lead-poisoned because of his painting; books have been

written to show the injurious influence of nearly all our industries

upon workers.

These causes are sound as far as they go; but do not cover the whole

ground.

The farmer may be muscle-bound and stooping from his labor; but that

does not account for his dyspepsia or his rheumatism.

Then we allege poverty as covering all. Poverty does cover a good deal.

But when we find even a half-fed savage better developed than a well

paid cashier; and a poor peasant woman a more vigorous mother than the

idle wife of a rich man, poverty is not enough.

Then we say ignorance explains it. But there are most learned

professors who are ugly and asthmathic; there are even doctors who can

boast no beauty and but moderate health; there are some of the petted

children of the wealthy, upon whom every care is lavished from birth,

and who still are ill to look at and worse to marry.

All these special causes are admitted, given their due share in lowering

our standards, but there is another far more universal in its

application and its effects. Let us look back on our little ancestors

the beasts, and see what keeps them so true to type.

The type itself set by that balance of conditions and forces we call

"natural selection." As the environment changes they must be adapted to

it, if they cannot so adapt themselves they die. Those who live are, by

living, proven capable of maintaining themselves. Every creature which

has remained on earth, while so many less effective kinds died out,

remains as a conqueror. The speed of the deer--the constant use of

speed--is what keeps it alive and makes it healthy and beautiful. The

varied activities of the life of a leopard are what have developed the

sinuous gracile strength we so admire. It is what the creature does for

its living, its daily life-long exercise which makes it what it is.

But there is another great natural force which works steadily to keep

all animals up to the race standard; that is sexual selection.

Throughout nature the male is the variant, as we have already noted.

His energy finds vent not only in that profuse output of decorative

appendages Ward defines as "masculine efflorescence" but in variations

not decorative, not useful or desirable at all.

The female, on the other hand, varies much less, remaining nearer the

race type; and her function is to select among these varying males the

specimens most valuable to the race. In the intense masculine

competition the victor must necessarily be stronger than his fellows; he

is first proven equal to his environment by having lived to grow up,

then more than equal to his fellows by overcoming them. This higher

grade of selection also develops not only the characteristics necessary

to make a living; but secondary ones, often of a purely aesthetic

nature, which make much of what we call beauty. Between the two, all

who live must be up to a certain grade, and those who become parents

must be above it; a masterly arrangement surely!

Here is where, during the period of our human history, we in our newborn

consciousness and imperfect knowledge, have grieviously interfered with

the laws of nature. The ancient proprietary family, treating the woman

as a slave, keeping her a prisoner and subject to the will of her

master, cut her off at once from the exercise of those activities which

alone develop and maintain the race type.

Take the one simple quality of speed. We are a creature built for

speed, a free swift graceful animal; and among savages this is still

seen--the capacity for running, mile after mile, hour after hour.

Running is as natural a gait for _genus homo_ as for _genus cervus._

Now suppose among deer, the doe was prohibited from running; the stag

continuing free on the mountain; the doe living in caves and pens,

unequal to any exercise. The effect on the species would be,

inevitably, to reduce its speed.

In this way, by keeping women to one small range of duties, and in most

cases housebound, we have interfered with natural selection and its

resultant health and beauty. It can easily be seen what the effect on

the race would have been if all men had been veiled and swathed, hidden

in harems, kept to the tent or house, and confined to the activities of

a house-servant. Our stalwart laborers, our proud soldiers, our

athletes, would never have appeared under such circumstances. The

confinement to the house alone, cutting women off from sunshine and air,

is by itself an injury; and the range of occupation allowed them is not

such as to develop a high standard of either health or beauty. Thus we

have cut off half the race from the strengthening influence of natural

selection, and so lowered our race-standards in large degree.

This alone, however, would not have hid such mischievous effects but for

our further blunder in completely reversing nature's order of sexual

selection. It is quite possible that even under confinement and

restriction women could have kept up the race level, passably, through

this great function of selection; but here is the great fundamental

error of the Androcentric Culture. Assuming to be the possessor of

women, their owner and master, able at will to give, buy and sell, or do

with as he pleases, man became the selector.

It seems a simple change; and in those early days, wholly ignorant of

natural laws, there was no suspicion that any mischief would result. In

the light of modern knowledge, however, the case is clear. The woman

was deprived of the beneficent action of natural selection, and the man

was then, by his own act, freed from the stern but elevating effect of

sexual selection. Nothing was required of the woman by natural

selection save such capacity as should please her master; nothing was

required of the man by sexual selection save power to take by force, or

buy, a woman.

It does not take a very high standard of feminine intelligence,

strength, skill, health, or beauty to be a houseservant, or even a

housekeeper; witness the average.

It does not take a very high standard of masculine, intelligence,

strength, skill, health or beauty to maintain a woman in that

capacity--witness average.

Here at the very root of our physiological process, at the beginning of

life, we have perverted the order of nature, and are suffering the

consequences.

It has been held by some that man as the selector has developed beauty,

more beauty than we had before; and we point to the charms of our women

as compared with those of the squaw. The answer to this is that the

squaw belongs to a decadent race; that she too is subject to the man,

that the comparison to have weight should be made between our women and

the women of the matriarchate--an obvious impossibility. We have not on

earth women in a state of normal freedom and full development; but we

have enough difference in their placing to learn that human strength and

beauty grows with woman's freedom and activity.

The second answer is that much of what man calls beauty in woman is not

human beauty at all, but gross overdevelopment of certain points which

appeal to him as a male. The excessive fatness, previously referred to,

is a case in point; that being considered beauty in a woman which is in

reality an element of weakness, inefficiency and ill-health. The

relatively small size of women, deliberately preferred, steadfastly

chosen, and so built into the race, is a blow at real human progress in

every particular. In our upward journey we should and do grow larger,

leaving far behind us our dwarfish progenitors. Yet the male, in his

unnatural position as selector, preferring for reasons both practical

and sentimental, to have "his woman" smaller than himself, has

deliberately striven to lower the standard of size in the race. We used

to read in the novels of the last generation, "He was a magnificent

specimen of manhood"--"Her golden head reached scarcely to his

shoulder"--"She was a fairy creature--the tiniest of her sex." Thus we

have mated, and yet expected that by some hocus pocus the boys would all

"take after their father," and the girls, their mother. In his efforts

to improve the breed of other animals, man has never tried to

deliberately cross the large and small and expect to keep up the

standard of size.

As a male he is appealed to by the ultra-feminine, and has given small

thought to effects on the race. He was not designed to do the

selecting. Under his fostering care we have bred a race of women who

are physically weak enough to be handed about like invalids; or mentally

weak enough to pretend they are--and to like it. We have made women who

respond so perfectly to the force which made them, that they attach all

their idea of beauty to those characteristics which attract men;

sometimes humanly ugly without even knowing it.

For instance, our long restriction to house-limits, the heavy

limitations of our clothing, and the heavier ones of traditional

decorum, have made women disproportionately short-legged. This is a

particularly undignified and injurious characteristic, bred in women and

inherited by men, most seen among those races which keep their women

most closely. Yet when one woman escapes the tendency and appears with

a normal length of femur and tibia, a normal height of hip and shoulder,

she is criticized and called awkward by her squatty sisters!

The most convenient proof of the inferiority of women in human beauty is

shown by those composite statues prepared by Mr. Sargent for the World's

Fair of '93. These were made from gymnasium measurements of thousands

of young collegians of both sexes all over America. The statue of the

girl has a pretty face, small hands and feet, rather nice arms, though

weak; but the legs are too thick and short; the chest and shoulders

poor; and the trunk is quite pitiful in its weakness. The figure of the

man is much better proportioned.

Thus the effect on human beauty of masculine selection.

Beyond this positive deteriorative effect on women through man's

arbitrary choice comes the negative effect of woman's lack of choice.

Bought or stolen or given by her father, she was deprived of the

innately feminine right and duty of choosing. "Who giveth this woman?"

we still inquire in our archaic marriage service, and one man steps

forward and gives her to another man.

Free, the female chose the victor, and the vanquished went unmated--and

without progeny. Dependent, having to be fed and cared for by some man,

the victors take their pick perhaps, but the vanquished take what is

left; and the poor women, "marrying for a home," take anything. As a

consequence the inferior male is as free to transmit his inferiority as

the superior to give better qualities, and does so--beyond computation.

In modern days, women are freer, in some countries freer than in others;

here in modern America freest of all; and the result is seen in our

improving standards of health and beauty.

Still there remains the field of inter-masculine competition, does there

not? Do not the males still struggle together? Is not that as of old,

a source of race advantage?

To some degree it is. When life was simple and our activities consisted

mainly in fighting and hard work; the male who could vanquish the others

was bigger and stronger. But inter-masculine competition ceases to be

of such advantage when we enter the field of social service. What is

required in organized society is the specialization of the individual,

the development of special talents, not always of immediate benefit to

the man himself, but of ultimate benefit to society. The best social

servant, progressive, meeting future needs, is almost always at a

disadvantage besides the well-established lower types. We need, for

social service, qualities quite different from the simple masculine

characteristics--desire, combat, self-expression.

By keeping what we call "the outside world" so wholly male, we keep up

masculine standards at the expense of human ones. This may be broadly

seen in the slow and painful development of industry and science as

compared to the easy dominance of warfare throughout all history until

our own times.

The effect of all this ultra masculine competition upon health and

beauty is but too plainly to be seen. Among men the male idea of what

is good looking is accentuated beyond reason. Read about any "hero" you

please; or study the products of the illustrator and note the broad

shoulders, the rugged features, the strong, square, determined jaw.

That jaw is in evidence if everything else fails. He may be cross-eyed,

wide-eared, thick-necked, bandy-legged--what you please; but he must

have a more or less prognathous jaw.

Meanwhile any anthropologist will show you that the line of human

development is away from that feature of the bulldog and the alligator,

and toward the measured dignity of the Greek type. The possessor of

that kind of jaw may enable male to conquer male, but does not make him

of any more service to society; of any better health or higher beauty.

Further, in the external decoration of our bodies, what is the influence

here of masculine dominance.

We have before spoken of the peculiar position of our race in that the

woman is the only female creature who carries the burden of sex

ornament. This amazing reversal of the order of nature results at its

mildest in a perversion of the natural feminine instincts of love and

service, and an appearance of the masculine instincts of self-expression

and display. Alone among all female things do women decorate and preen

themselves and exhibit their borrowed plumage (literally!) to attract

the favor of the male. This ignominy is forced upon them by their

position of economic dependence; and their general helplessness. As all

broader life is made to depend, for them, on whom they marry, indeed as

even the necessities of life so often depend on their marrying someone,

they have been driven into this form of competition, so alien to the

true female attitude.

The result is enough to make angels weep--and laugh. Perhaps no step in

the evolution of beauty went farther than our human power of making a

continuous fabric; soft and mobile, showing any color and texture

desired. The beauty of the human body is supreme, and when we add to it

the flow of color, the ripple of fluent motion, that comes of a soft,

light garment over free limbs--it is a new field of loveliness and

delight. Naturally this should have filled the whole world with a new

pleasure. Our garments, first under right natural selection developing

perfect use, under right sex selection developing beauty; and further,

as our human aesthetic sense progresses, showing a noble symbolism,

would have been an added strength and glory, a ceaseless joy.

What is the case?

Men, under a too strictly inter-masculine environment, have evolved the

mainly useful but beautiless costume common to-day; and women--?

Women wear beautiful garments when they happen to be the fashion; and

ugly garments when they are the fashion, and show no signs of knowing

the difference. They show no added pride in the beautiful, no hint of

mortification in the hideous, and are not even sensitive under

criticism, or open to any persuasion or argument. Why should they be?

Their condition, physical and mental, is largely abnormal, their whole

passionate absorption in dress and decoration is abnormal, and they have

never looked, from a frankly human standpoint, at their position and its

peculiarities, until the present age.

In the effect of our wrong relation on the world's health, we have

spoken of the check to vigor and growth due to the housebound state of

women and their burdensome clothes. There follow other influences,

similar in origin, even more evil in result. To roughly and briefly

classify we may distinguish the diseases due to bad air, to bad food,

and that field of cruel mischief we are only now beginning to

discuss--the diseases directly due to the erroneous relation between men

and women.

We are the only race where the female depends on the male for a

livelihood. We are the only race that practices prostitution. From the

first harmless-looking but abnormal general relation follows the well

recognized evil of the second, so long called "a social necessity," and

from it, in deadly sequence, comes the "wages of sin;" death not only of

the guilty, but of the innocent. It is no light part of our criticism

of the Androcentric Culture that a society based on masculine desires

alone, has willingly sacrificed such an army of women; and has repaid

the sacrifice by the heaviest punishments.

That the unfortunate woman should sicken and die was held to be her just

punishment; that man too should bear part penalty was found unavoidable,

though much legislation and medical effort has been spent to shield him;

but to the further consequences society is but now waking up.

COMMENT AND REVIEW

Mr. H. G. Wells is an author whose work I have followed with delight,

interest and respect for years--since first I read that sinister vision

of dead worlds, "The Time Machine." He is a successful craftsman, an

artist of power; and has that requisite so often missing in our literary

craftsmen and artists--something to say. In his mighty work of

electrifying the world's slow mind to the splendid possibilities of life

as it might be, may be, will be, as soon as we wake up, he has my

admiring sympathy.

But alas! and alas! Like many another great man, Mr. Wells loses his

perspective and clear vision when he considers women. He sees women as

females--and does not see that they are human; the universal mistake of

the world behind us; but one unworthy of a mind that sees the world

before us so vividly.

He has knowledge, the scientific habit of mind, an enormous imagination

and the courage to use it; he is not, usually, afraid of facts, even

when an admission carries reproach. But in this field he shows simply

the old race-mind, that attitude which considers women as mothers,

potential, active, and in retrospect; and as nothing else. He likes

them as mothers. He honors them as mothers. He wants to have them

salaried, as mothers. But he thinks it quite beyond reason that they

should appear as regular members of the working world; their motherhood,

to his mind, would prevent it.

In this attitude he has produced a vivid novel called Ann Veronica; a

book of keen analysis and delicate observation, full of amusing darts

and flashes; seeing and showing much that is absurd in our modern

uneasiness and wavering discussion; and thus explained by himself in The

Spectator (which had denounced the work as "poisonous").

"My book was written primarily to express the resentment and distress

which many women feel nowadays at their unavoidable practical dependence

upon some individual man not of their deliberate choice"; and he further

says he sympathizes with the woman who lives with a man she does not

love; and respects her natural desire to prefer some one man as her

husband and father of her children--a harmless position surely.

To carry out these feelings he has described a girl, vigorous and

handsome, a nice, normal girl, who is crushed and stultified in her home

life and wants to get out of it; as is the case with so many girls

today. She wants freedom--room to grow--more knowledge and power--again

as is so common nowadays. We read with sympathy, admiring his keen sure

touch, hoping much for this brave woman in her dash for freedom.

Then he makes this girl, so strong and intelligent, deliberately refuse

various kinds of work she might have done because they did not please

her; and borrow money from a man in preference to earning her living.

She exposes herself to insult and even danger with an idiocy that even a

novel-reared child of sixteen would have scorned. She falls in love,

healthfully enough, with a fine strong man; and sees no reason for

avoiding him when she learns he is married. She cheerfully elopes with

him--quite forgetting the money she had borrowed, and when she remembers

about that abhorrent debt, expects her companion to pay it, without a

qualm apparently.

The ex-wife must have conveniently died after a while; and the man

develops a sudden new talent as a playwright; for they wind up very

respectably in a nice flat, having Ann Veronica's father and aunt to

dinner, and regarding them as a pair of walking mummies. Nothing more

is said of any desire on the part of the heroine for freedom, knowledge,

independence; having attained her man she has attained all; indeed Mr.

Wells goes to the pains to fully express his idea of the case, by

describing her early struggle and outburst as like "the nuptial flight

of an ant."

It is hard to see why Mr. Wells, in seeking "to express the resentment

and distress which many women feel nowadays" at their dependence; and in

showing sympathy with their natural right of choice, should have

burdened himself with all this unnecessary complication of special

foolishness on the part of his heroine which alienates our sympathy; and

special illegality on the man's position. Perhaps this is to add

heroism to her effort to secure the right mate, to indicate how small

are any other considerations in comparison to this primary demand of

life.

Waiving all objections to this framework of the story, there remains the

painful exhibition of Mr. Wells's misapprehension of the larger causes

of the present unrest among women. What later historians will point out

as the most distinguishing feature of our time, its importance shared

only by the movement towards economic democracy, is the sudden and

irresistible outburst of human powers, human feeling, human activities,

and in that half the world hitherto denied such experiences.

Ann Veronica, as at first portrayed, shared in this world impulse. She

wanted to be human, and tried to be. Her masculine interpreter, seeing

no possible interests in the woman's life except those of sex, dismisses

all that passionate outgoing as comparable to the mating impulse of

insects. He overestimates the weight of this department of life, a

mistake common to most men and some women.

When opposed, the protagonists of this position cry that their opponent

wishes to unsex women; to repudiate motherhood; and see in all the

natural development of the modern woman only a threat of decreased

population.

Cannot Mr. Wells, as one acquainted with zoology, see that both male and

female of a species are alike in the special qualities of that species,

although differing in sex? Can he not see that the area of human life,

the social development of humanity, is one quite common to both men and

women; and that a woman, however amply occupied in wife and mother-hood,

suffers from lack of human relation, if denied it, even as a man would,

whose activities were absolutely limited to husband- and father-hood?

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Here is quite another kind of a novel. Earnest, thoughtful, sincere,

lacking in humor and in technical finish, yet holding one's attention by

the complete preoccupation of the author in her theme, and by the common

interests of the discussion.

It reminds one vaguely of "Together," giving pair after pair of

ill-mated persons, but one happy marriage in the lot, and that a

childless one, and offering no solution to the problem raised save in

that searching philosophy we seek to cover by the term New Thought.

There is much keen observation in this book; and so intimate an analysis

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PERSONAL PROBLEMS

Here is a question of financial ethics sent by one of our readers: "A

woman is sent out on a trip of inspection for her State School, or for

her Club. She is told to keep accurate accounts of her expenditures,

and is expected to send in an itemized account. Shall she send in the

regular two or three dollars a day account? Or shall she itemize each

street carfare and meal? Shall she not be justified in using a dollar

to-day which she did not spend on yesterday's dinner, in livening up her

mind by a visit to the theatre? Or shall she eat, whether hungry or

not, and pay all her own minor expenses?"

This is a good long question, and seems open to some discussion. The

simplest answer seems to be, "If the woman is required to send in an

itemized account, she should do so, accurately. If her expenses are

within the usual amount allowed it should make no difference to the

employer whether the money is spent on a dinner or a theatre.

She visibly could not suppress the theatre expense and yet have an

accurate account; nor could she call it a dinner--and be truthful.

If it is simply a matter of having such and such an allowance for

expenses, then it is no one's business how she spends it; but if she has

agreed to itemize she ought to do so.

PLAY-TIME

THE MELANCHOLY RABBIT

(A Pantoum.)

A melancholy rabbit in distress,

Was heard complaining on the moonlit mead,

And neither we, nor anyone, could guess

If he were ill at ease, or ill indeed

We heard complaining on the moonlit mead,

We sought the lonely wanderer to relieve;

If he were ill at ease or ill indeed

We did not ask--sufficient he should grieve.

We sought the lonely wanderer to relieve

With sundry bundles of electric hay;

We did not ask--sufficient he should grieve--

If he were used to dieting that way.

With sundry bundles of electric hay

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If he were used to dieting that way

It could not be the reason that he died.

The suffering hare was speedily supplied--

A melancholy rabbit in distress;

It could not be the reason that he died--

And neither we, nor anyone, could guess.

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Volume 1. No. 4

FEBRUARY, 1910

Copyright for 1910

C. P. Gilman

There is one large obstacle to woman suffrage which has nothing to do

with sex.

Men, the governing class, hesitate in extending equal political

responsibility and power to their domestic servants. Do you wonder?

TWO PRAYERS

Only for these I pray,

Pray with assurance strong:

Light to discover the way,

Power to follow it long.

Let me have light to see,

Light to be sure and know,

When the road is clear to me

Willingly I go.

Let me have Power to do,

Power of the brain and nerve,

Though the task is heavy and new

Willingly I will serve.

My prayers are lesser than three,

Nothing I pray but two;

Let me have light to see,

Let me have power to do.

AN OFFENDER

"Where's Harry?" was Mr. Gortlandt's first question.

"He's gone to the country, to mother. It was so hot this last day or

two, I've sent him out, with Miss Colton. I'm going Saturday. Sit

down."

"I miss him," said her visitor, "more than I thought I could. I've

learned more in these seven years than I thought there was to know. Or

in the last two perhaps, since I've found you again."

She looked at him with a little still smile, but there was a puzzled

expression behind it, as of one whose mind was not made up.

They sat in the wide window of a top floor apartment, awning-shaded. A

fresh breeze blew in upon them, and the city dust blew in upon them

also, lying sandy on the broad sill.

She made little wavy lines in it with one finger--

"These windows ought to be shut tight, I suppose, and the blinds, and

the curtains. Then we should be cleaner."

"As to furniture," he agreed, "but not as to our lungs."

"I don't know about that," she said; "we get plenty of air--but see

what's in it."

"A city is a dirty place at the best; but Mary--I didn't come to

consider the ethics of the dust--how much longer must I wait?" he asked,

after a little pause. "Isn't two years courting, re-courting--enough?

Haven't I learned my lesson yet?"

"Some of it, I think," she admitted, "but not all."

"What more do you ask?" he pursued earnestly. "Can't we come to a

definite understanding? You'll be chasing off again in a few days; it's

blessed luck that brought you to town just now, and that I happened to

be here too."

"I don't how about the luck," said she. "It was business that brought

me. I never was in town before when it was so hot."

"Why don't you go to a hotel? This apartment is right under the roof,

gets the sun all day."

"It gets the breeze too, and sunlight is good. No, I'm better off in

the apartment, with Harry. It was very convenient of the Grants to be

away, and let me have it."

"How does Hal stand the weather?"

"Pretty well. But he was getting rather fretful, so I sent him off two

hours ago. I do hope he won't run away from Miss Colton again. She's

as nervous as I am about him."

"Don't you think he is fond of me?" asked the man. "I've got to catch

up, you see. He can't help being mine--half mine," he hastily added,

seeing a hint of denial in her look.

"Why yes, he seems fond of you, he is fond of you," she conceded. "I

hope he always will be, and I believe you are beginning to love him."

"A pretty strong beginning, Mary," said the man. "Of course I don't

pretend to have cared much at first, but now!--why he's so handsome, and

quick, and such a good little duffer; and so affectionate! When he

gives a jump and gets his arms around my neck and his legs around my

waist and 'hugs me all over' as he calls it, I almost feel as if I was a

mother! I can't say more than that, can I?"

"No, you certainly can't say more than that. I believe you, I'm not

questioning," for he looked up sharply at her tone.

"I've never had much to do with children, you see," he went on slowly,

"no little brothers or sisters, and then only-- What astonishes me is

how good they feel in your arms! The little fellow's body is so firm

and sinewy--he wriggles like a fish--a big fish that you're trying to

hold with both hands."

The mother smiled tenderly. She knew the feel of the little body so

well! From the soft pink helplessness, the little head falling so

naturally into the hollow of the arm or neck, the fumbling little hands;

then the gradual gain in size and strength, till now she held that eager

bounding little body, almost strong enough to get away from her--but not

wanting to. He still loved to nestle up to "Muzz," and was but newly

and partially won by this unaccustomed father.

"It's seven years Mary! That makes a man all over, they say. I'm sure

it has made me over. I'm an older man--and I think, wiser. I've

repented, I've outgrown my folly and seen the justice of my punishment.

I don't blame you an atom for divorcing me--I think you did right, and I

respect you for it. The biggest lesson I've learned is to love you! I

can see--now--that I didn't before.

Her face hardened as she looked at him. "No, you didn't, Harry, you

certainly didn't, nor the child-- When I think of what I was when you

married me! Of my proud health!--"

"_You_ are not hurt!" he cried. "I don't mean that you haven't been

hurt, I could kill myself when I think of how I made you suffer! But

you are a finer woman now than you were then; sweeter, stronger, wiser,

and more beautiful. When I found you again in Liverpool two years ago

it was a revelation. Now see--I don't even ask you to forgive me! I

ask you to try me again and let me prove I can make it up to you and the

boy!"

"It's not easy for me to forgive," she answered slowly-- "I'm not of the

forgiving nature. But there is a good deal of reason in your position.

You were my husband, you are Hal's father, there's no escaping that."

"Perhaps, if you will let the rest of my life make up for that time of

my Godforsaken meanness, you won't want to escape it, Mary! See--I have

followed you about for two years. I accepted your terms, you did not

promise me anything, but for the child's sake I might try once more, try

only as one of many, to see if I could win you--again. And I love you

now a hundred times better than I did when I married you!"

She fanned herself slowly with a large soft fan, and looked out across

the flickering roofs. Below them lay the highly respectable street on

which the house technically fronted, and the broad, crowded, roaring

avenue which it really overlooked.

The rattle of many drays and more delivery wagons rose up to them. An

unusual jangle drowned his words just then and she smilingly interpreted

"that's railroad iron--or girders, I can tell lots of them now. About

four A. M. there is a string of huge milk wagons. But the worst is the

cars. Hear that now--that's a flat wheel. How do you like it?"

"Mary--why do you bring up these cars again when I'm trying my best to

show you my whole heart? Don't put things like that between us!"

"But they are between us, Henry, all the time. I hear you tell me you

love me, and I don't doubt you do in a way; yes, as well as you can,

very much indeed!--I know. But when it comes to this car question; when

I talk to you of these juggernauts of yours; you are no more willing to

do the right thing than you were when I first knew you."

Mr. Cortlandt's face hardened. He drew himself up from the eager

position in which he had leaned forward, and evidently hesitated for a

moment as to his words.

In spite of his love for this woman, who, as he justly said, was far

more beautiful and winsome than the strong, angular, over-conscientious

girl he had married, neglected and shamed, his feelings as a business

man were strong within him.

"My dear--I am not personally responsible for the condition of these

cars."

"You are President of the Company. You hold controlling shares of the

stock. It was your vote that turned down the last improvement

proposition."

He looked at her sharply.

"I'm afraid someone has been prejudicing you against me Mary. You have

more technical information than seems likely to have reached you by

accident."

"It's not prejudice, but it is information; and Mr. Graham did tell me,

if that's what you mean. But he cares. You know how hard the

Settlement has worked to get the Company to make the streets safer for

children--and you wouldn't do a thing."

Mr. Cortlandt hesitated. It would never do to pile business details on

his suit for a love once lost and not yet regained.

"You make it hard for me Mary," he said. "Hard because it is difficult

to explain large business questions to a--to anyone not accustomed to

them. I cannot swing the affairs of a great corporation for personal

ends, even to please you."

"That is not the point," she said quickly.

He flushed, and hastily substituted "Even to suit the noblest

humanitarian feelings."

"Why not?" said she.

"Because that is not what street cars are run for," he pursued

patiently. "But why must we talk of this? It seems to put you so far

away. And you have given me no answer."

"I am sorry, but I am not ready yet."

"Is it Hugh Graham?" he demanded. The hot color leaped to her face, but

she met his eyes steadily. "I am much interested in Mr. Graham," she

said, "and in the noble work he is doing. I think I should really be

happier with him than with you. We care for the same things, he calls

out the best in me. But I have made no decision in his favor yet, nor

in yours. Both of you have a certain appeal to my heart, both to my

duty. With you the personal need, with him the hope of greater service.

But--you are the father of the child, and that gives you a great claim.

I have not decided."

The man looked relieved, and again drew his chair a little closer. The

sharp clangor of the cars rose between the,.

"You think I dragged in this car question," she said. "Really, I did it

because it is that sort of thing which does most to keep us apart,

and--I would like to remove it."

He leaned forward, playing with her big fan. "Let's remove it by all

means!" he said.

She looked at his bent head, the dark hair growing somewhat thin on top,

almost tenderly.

"If I could feel that you were truly on the right side, that you

considered your work as social service, that you tried to run your cars

to carry people--not to kill them!--If you could change your ground here

I think--almost--" she stopped, smiling up at him, her fan in her lap,

her firm delicate white hands eagerly clasped; then went on,

"Don't you care at all for the lives lost every day in this great

city--under your cars?"

"It cannot be helped, my dear. Our men are as careful as men can be.

But these swarming children will play in the streets--"

"Where else can they play!" she interjected.

"And they get right in front of the cars. We are very sorry; we pay out

thousands of dollars in damages: but it cannot be helped!"

She leaned back in her chair and her face grew cold.

"You speak as if you never heard of such things as fenders," she said.

"We have fenders!--almost every car--"

"Fenders! Do you call that piece of rat-trap a fender! Henry

Cortlandt! We were in Liverpool when this subject first came up between

us! They have fenders there that _fend_ and no murder list!"

"Conditions are different there," said he with an enforced quiet. "Our

pavement is different."

"Our children are not so different, are they?" she demanded. "Our

mothers are made of the same stuff I suppose?"

"You speak at if I wanted to kill them! As if I liked to!"

"I thought at first it would hurt you as it did me," she said warmly.

"I turned to you with real hope when we met in Liverpool. I was glad to

think I knew you, and I had not been glad of that for long! I thought

you would care, would do things."

Do what he would, his mouth set hard in its accustomed lines. "Those

English fender are not practicable in this country, Mary. They have

been tried."

"When? Where? By whom?" she threw at him. "I have read about it, and

heard about it. I know there was an effort to get them adopted, and

that they were refused. They cost more than this kind!" and she pointed

disdainfully at the rattling bit of stub-toed slat-work in front of a

passing car.

"Do you expect me to make a revolution in the street car system of

America--to please you? Do you make it a condition? Perhaps I can

accomplish it. Is it a bargain? Come--"

"No," she said slowly. "I'm not making bargains. I'm only wishing, as

I have wished so often in years past--that you were a different kind of

man--"

"What kind do you want me to be?"

"I want you to be--I wish you were--a man who cared to give perfect

service to his country, in his business."

"Perhaps I can be yet. I can try. If I had you to help me, with your

pure ideals, and the boy to keep my heart open for the children. I

don't know much about these things, but I can learn. I can read, you

can tell me what to read. We could study together. And in my position

perhaps, I could really be of some service after all."

"Perhaps?" She watched him, the strong rather heavy face, the

attractive smile, the eyes that interested and compelled. He was an

able, masterful man. He surely loved her now. She could feel a power

over him that her short miserable marriage had never given her; and her

girlhood's attraction toward him reasserted itself.

A new noise rose about them, a dissonant mingled merry outcry, made into

a level roaring sound by their height above the street.

"That's when the school up here lets out," she said. "We hear it every

day. Just see the crowds of them!"

They leaned on the broad sill and watched the many-colored torrent of

juveniles pouring past.

"One day it was different," she said. "A strange jarring shrillness in

it, a peculiar sound. I looked out, and there was a fight going on; two

boys tumbling about from one side of the street to the other, with a

moving ring around them, a big crowd, all roaring in one key."

"You get a birdseye view of life in these streets, don't you. Can you

make out that little chap with the red hair down there?"

"No--we are both near-sighted, you know. I can't distinguish faces at

this distance. Can you?"

"Not very clearly," he said. "But what a swarm they are!"

"Come away," said she, "I can't bear to look at them. So many children

in that stony street, and those cars going up and down like roaring

lions!"

They drew back into the big sunny room, and she seated herself at the

piano and turned over loose sheets of music.

He watched her with a look of intensest admiration, she was so tall, so

nobly formed, her soft rich gown flowed and followed as she walked, her

white throat rose round and royal from broad smooth shoulders.

He was beside her; he took away the music, laid it out of reach,

possessed himself of her hands.

"Give them back to me, Mary," he pleaded. "Come to me and help me to be

a better man! Help me to be a good father. I need you!"

She looked at him almost pleadingly. His eyes, his voice, his

hands,--they had their old-time charm for her. Yet he had only said

"Perhaps"--and he _might_ study, _might_ learn.

He asked her to help him, but he did not say "I will do this"--only "I

may."

In the steady bright June sunshine, in the sifting dust of a city

corner, in the dissonant, confused noise of the traffic below, they

stood and looked at one another.

His eyes brightened and deepened as he watched her changing color.

Softly he drew her towards him. "Even if you do not love me now, you

shall in time, you shall, my darling!"

But she drew back from him with a frightened start, a look of terror.

"What has happened!" she cried. "It's so still!"

They both rushed to the window. The avenue immediately below them was

as empty as midnight, and as silent. A great stillness widened and

spread for the moment around one vacant motionless open car. Without

passenger, driver, or conductor, it stood alone in the glaring space;

and then, with a gasp of horror, they both saw.

Right under their eyes, headed towards them, under the middle of the

long car--a little child.

He was quite still, lying face downward, dirty and tumbled, with

helpless arms thrown wide, the great car holding him down like a mouse

in a trap.

Then people came rushing.

She turned away, choking, her hands to her eyes.

"Oh!" she cried, "Oh! It's a child, a little child!"

"Steady, Mary, steady!" said he, "the child's dead. It's all over.

He's quite dead. He never knew what hit him." But his own voice

trembled.

She made a mighty effort to control herself, and he tried to take her in

his arms, to comfort her, but she sprang away from him with fierce

energy.

"Very well!" she said. "You are right! The child is dead. We can not

save him. No one can save him. Now come back--come here to the

window--and see what follows. I want to see with my own eyes--and have

you see--what is done when your cars commit murder! Child murder!"

She held up her watch. "It's 12:10 now," she said.

She dragged him back to the window, and so evident was the struggle with

which she controlled herself, so intense her agonized excitement, that

he dared not leave her.

"Look!" she cried. "Look! See the them crowd now!"

The first horrified rush away from the instrument of death was followed

by the usual surging multitude.

From every direction people gathered thickly in astonishing numbers,

hustling and pushing about the quiet form upon the ground; held so flat

between iron rails and iron wheels, so great a weight on so small a

body! The car, still empty, rose like an island from the pushing sea of

heads. Men and women cried excited directions. They tried with

swarming impotent hands to lift the huge mass of wood and iron off the

small broken thing beneath it, so small that it did not raise the

crushing weight from the ground.

A whole line of excited men seized the side rail and strove to lift the

car by it, lifting only the rail.

The crowd grew momently, women weeping, children struggling to see, men

pushing each other, policemen's helmets rising among them. And still

the great car stood there, on the body of the child.

"Is there no means of lifting these monsters?" she demanded. "After

they have done it, can't they even get off."

He moistened his lips to answer.

"There is a jacking crew," he said. "They will be here presently."

"Presently!" she cried. "Presently! Couldn't these monsters use their

own power to lift themselves somehow? not even that?"

He said nothing.

More policemen came, and made a scant space around the little body,

covering it with a dark cloth. The motorman was rescued from many would

be avengers, and carried off under guard.

"Ten minutes," said she looking at her watch. "Ten minutes and it isn't

even off him yet!" and she caught her breath in a great sob.

Then she turned on the man at her side: "Suppose his mother is in that

crowd! She may be! Their children go to this school, they live all

about below here, she can't even get in to see! And if she could, if

she knew it was her child, she can't _get him out_!"

Her voice rose to a cry.

"Don't, Mary," said he, hoarsely. "It's--it's horrible! Don't make it

worse!"

She kept her eyes on her watch-face, counting the minutes She looked

down at the crowd shudderingly, and said over and over, under breath, "A

little child! A little soft child!"

It was twelve minutes and a-half before the jacking crew drove up, with

their tools. It was a long time yet before they did their work, and

that crushed and soiled little body was borne to a near-by area grating

and laid there, wrapped in its dingy shroud, and guarded by a policeman.

It was a full half hour before the ambulance arrived to take it away.

She drew back then and crouched sobbing by the sofa. "O the poor

mother! God help his mother!"

He sat tense and white for a while; and when she grew quieter he spoke.

"You were right, Mary. I--naturally, I never--visualized it! It is

horrible! I am going to have those fenders on every car of the four

systems!"

She said nothing. He spoke again.

"I hate to leave you feeling so, Dear. Must I go?"

She raised a face that was years older, but did not look at him.

"You must go. And you must never come back. I cannot bear to see your

face again!"

And she turned from him, shuddering.

BEFORE WARM FEBRUARY WINDS

Before warm February winds

Arouse an April dream--

Or sudden rifts of azure sky

Suggest the bluebird's gleam;

Before the reddening woods awake,

Before the brooks are free--

Here where all things are sold and hired,

The driven months we see.

Wither along our snow-soiled streets,

Or under glass endure,

Fruits of the days that have not come,

Exotic--premature.

I hear in raw, unwelcome dawns

The sordid sparrows sing,

And in the florist's windows watch

The forced and purchased spring.

KITCHEN-MINDEDNESS

It is physically possible to see through a knot-hole. If the eye be

near enough, and the board be movable, one can, with patient rotation,

see the universe in spots, through a knot-hole. Such a purview is

limited of necessity, and while suitable to the microscope, is not

congenial to the study of life in general.

When those who would save the forests of America began their work, the

burden of effort lay in so stimulating and stretching the mental vision

of our people, that they could see wider than their own immediate

acreage, deeper than their own immediate profit, further than their own

immediate time. Some such struggle was no doubt gone through, when that

far-seeing iconoclast of early times strove to prove to the greedy

hunter that more food was to be attained by breeding cattle than by

killing them all at once; that meat kept better when alive. What mental

labor, what arduous conflict between that prehistoric ant and

grasshopper!

Steadily up the ages the mind of man has had to stretch, and sturdily

has he resisted the process. That protoplasmic substance of the brain,

used so much and understood so little, astonishes us no less by its

infinite capacity for new extension, for endless fluent combination,

than by its leaden immobility. Here are some, open-minded, sensitive

and hospitable to new impressions; and here are others, an innumerable

majority, preferring always to know only what they have known, to think

only what they have thought before. The distinction does not seem

innate. A normal child provided with proper stimulus, responds with

ever fresh interest as field after field of new fact and new idea opens

before him.

Twenty years later that same child has lost this capacity, has become

dull, inert, conventional, conservative, contented. Upon his growing

mind have been imposed in long succeeding years, the iron limitations of

his "elders and betters"; only in the rarest of cases has he the mental

strength to resist these influences and "think new," think for himself.

Here we all are, living together in relations as complex as the pattern

of some mighty tapestry; each of us, seeing only his own part in it,

considering the pattern from the point of view of a stitch. This

attitude is exquisitely expressed by the reply of a dull student to the

earnest teacher who strove to arouse in him some spontaneous opinion on

human conduct. With enthusiasm and dramatic force, this instructor

exhibited the career of Nero,--showed his list of crimes natural and

unnatural, personal and political; his indecency, and cruelty, demanding

what should be said of the monster. The student, spurred by questions,

some-what fretfully responded, "He never did anything to me!"

Consciousness is of varying range. We know its gradual development, its

narrow field in childhood, its permanent restriction in idiocy. We know

how it may be developed, even in animals, how we have added to the dog's

field of consciousness a deep and passionate interest in his master's

life; how a well-befriended cat becomes desperately uneasy, when the

family begins to pack for a journey. We know personally the difference

between our range of thought at one age, and at another; how one's

consciousness may include wider and wider fields of knowledge, longer

ranges of time, deeper causal relations; and how the same object, viewed

by different minds, may arouse in one as it were, a square inch, and in

the other a square mile of consciousness. Those of us, who have the

larger area under cultivation,--who are accustomed to think of human

life as age-long, world-wide, and in motion, learn to see human conduct,

not as something in neat detachable strata, like a pile of plates, but

as having long roots and longer branches, and requiring careful handling

to alter.

To these, studying the world's affairs, clear lines of causal sequence

present themselves. Is it a thousand cases of typhoid? They trace the

fever to its lair as one would hunt a tiger; they point out every step

of its course; they call on the citizens to rise and fight the enemy, to

save their lives. Do the citizens do it? Not they. Individually they

suffer and die. Individually they grieve and mourn, bury,their dead

(when they should cremate them), and pay the doctor and the undertaker.

Hundreds of dollars they pay as individuals to nurses, doctors,

graveyard men, and monument makers. If, collectively they would put up

a tenth of the sum to ensure a pure water and milk supply, they would

save not only hundreds for themselves, but thousands and millions for

those after them.--to say nothing of grief!

But they look at life through a knot-hole. They see their own personal

affairs as things of sky-shadowing importance, and those same affairs,

taken collectively, become as remote and uninteresting as the Milky Way.

Now in the mere labor of intellectual comprehension our average citizen

of common-school education is able to see that where so much tuberculous

milk is fed into so many babies, that such a proportion will surely die.

He sees, but it does interest him. Show him tubercular bacilli from

the autopsy of his dead baby, show him the same in the bottle of milk

reposing in his refrigerator, and show him the man who put them

there--and you may get results.

He could see the larger facts, but only feel the smaller ones. It is a

limitation of consciousness.

All workers for human advance know this. Whatever the cause upheld,

those who work for it find everywhere the same difficulty; they have to

stretch the minds, to stimulate the consciousness, to arouse the

interest of their hearers, so that they will take action for the common

good.

In one field it is easy, that of public danger from war. The reason is

clear. Wars are carried on by men, and men have reacted to conflict

stimuli collectively, for so many ages, that it is a race habit with

them. Only in the last extreme of terror is this habit broken, and the

battle turns to rout, with every man for himself. Then comes the

officer and strives to rekindle that common consciousness without which

is no human victory.

In the economic world our habits of organization are not so old. We

have fought in company since we fought at all, as humans; but we have

worked, for the most part alone. The comradeship of shop and factory is

of yesterday, compared to the solitary spindle, loom and forge of

earlier centuries. Yet in that comradeship wherever found, comes the

new consciousness, that recognizes common danger or common gain, and

substitutes the army for the mob, the victory for the rout.

This effect is so strong, so clear, so quick in appearance, that even

with one poor century or two of economic combination, we ought to find

much better results than we do. Where the common interest is as clear

as day, where the common strength is so irresistible, where the loss and

the danger lie so wholly in isolation, one wonders over and over at the

lack of comprehension which keeps us so helplessly apart.

We can see the immense activities of the nation, the multiplication of

national wealth, power, and progress,--the saving of life, the

elimination of disease, the development of art and science, of beauty

and of health and glorious living that we might have, but we cannot feel

these things. Therefore we do not act.

Can there be still among us some general cause, acting on everyone,

which mysteriously checks out progress, which makes us "penny-wise and

pound-foolish," makes us "save at the spigot and spend at the

bung-hole," which continually intensifies our consciousness of personal

interest and continually prevents the recognition of social interests?

It may seem almost grotesque to make so heavy a complaint as this, and

then to put forward as chief offender our old companion the kitchen.

Briefly the charge is this: that in the private kitchen, we maintain in

our civilization an economic institution as old as house-building,

almost as old as the use of fire. The results of this surviving

rudiment of a remote past are many. The one presented here is the

effect of the kitchen on the mind.

The condition is practically universal. For each house a kitchen. Be

it the merest hut, the smallest tenement, one room; wherever the family

is found, there is the kitchen. For each man there is a cook. In the

great majority of cases the man's wife is his cook, and as she must

spend most of her time in the kitchen, there must be her little ones

also. In fifteen-sixteenths of American families, the children are thus

reared,--by cooks in kitchens.

We, in our fatuous acceptance of race habits, have ceaselessly

perpetuated this kitchen-bred population, and even defended it as an

educational influence of no mean importance. "Children brought up by

their mothers in the kitchen," we say, "early acquire knowledge and

skill in various occupations; they see things done, and learn how to do

them themselves."

This seems to the superficial listener like good sense. He never looks

below the allegation for the evidence. He sees that daily observation,

and practice should develop knowledge and skill, and fails to inquire

further to see if it does.

Surely if all children were brought up in blacksmith shops, it would

make them good blacksmiths; if they were brought up in dental parlors

they would become good dentists!

Waiving the desirability of a form of training calculated to turn out an

unvarying population of cooks, let us see if this daily association with

the maternal house-servant in her workshop does educate as stated. On

this point one clear comment has been made: "If kitchen life is such

good training to mind and hand, why is it that so few of us are willing

to follow the kitchen trades when we are grown? and why is it that

competence in the kitchen is so rare?" This is a most practical

observation. If fifteen-sixteenths of our women followed incessantly

the occupation of shoemaking, and brought up their children in the shoe

shop, we should hardly claim great educational advantages for that

arrangement. If we did, would it not be disappointing to find that the

trade of shoemaking was universally disliked and despised, and that good

shoemakers were hard to find at any price?

Yet this is precisely the case in hand. Our kitchen-bred children, boy

and girl alike, prefer almost any other trade, and when we wish to

secure competent workers in the kitchen we find them extremely scarce.

Moreover, in its own special activities, the private kitchen makes no

advance. Advance comes to it from outside; from the wider and more

progressive professionalism of its various industries; specialized and

socialized one by one. But, left to itself, domestic cook hands down to

domestic cook the recipes of female ancestors, occasionally added to by

obliging friends. It is endless repetition, but not progress.

The purpose of this discussion, however, is not to show the inefficacy

of this ancient workshop, as a means of carrying on that great art,

science, handicraft, and business--the preparation of food; but to point

out the effect of the kitchen on the human mind.

The one dominant note of kitchen work is personality. Its products are

all prepared for home consumption only. Its provisions are all secured

and its processes directed with a view to pleasing a small group. It

does not and cannot consider the general questions of hygiene, of

nutrition, of the chemistry of improved processes of preparation, and

the immense and pressing problems of pure food.

The kitchen mind, focussed continually upon close personal concerns,

limited in time, in means, in capacity, and in mechanical convenience,

can consider only; a, what the family likes; b, what the family can

afford; and, c, what the cook can accomplish.

The most perfect type of organization we have is the military. Military

success depends most absolutely on the commissary and sanitary

departments. "An army travels on its belly," is the famous dictum.

Is there any difference in this respect between soldiers and other

people? Are we not all gasteropods whether singly or in regiments? Is

not the health and strength of the productive workers of the world, at

least as valuable as that of the cumbrous forces of destruction?

In our last little war, and in the big one before that, disease killed

more than sword and steel. We lament this--in armies. We prefer to

keep our soldiers healthy that they may fight more strongly, and die

more efficaciously, and this sick list is pure waste.

Is it any less waste in private life? Can we easily afford the loss in

money--annual billions; the loss in strength, the loss in intellect, the

loss in love, that falls on us so heavily from year to year? Study the

record of man's fight with disease. See how the specialists devoting

not only lifetimes, but the accumulating succession of lifetimes to the

study of causes, cures and preventions, announce to us at last, "thus

and thus are you made sick. Thus may you be cured, and thus may you so

live as to be well."

See then the sanitary work of an aroused public; a truth is discovered;

a truth is announced; a law is made; the law is enforced--a disease is

conquered.

This is vividly shown in the work of our Government against

pleuro-pneumonia--in cattle. The Federal Government, furnishing

information and funds, and cooperating with the various States, attacked

that disease, and stamped it out completely.

There is an effort now to rouse our government to fight the White

Plague, in people as well as in cattle. And, as always, the difficulty

is to stir and stretch and rouse our kitchen minds, to make us see

things in common instead of individually. The men whose cattle had

pleuro-pneumonia, kept them in herds, and lost them in herds, losing

much money thereby. Many men were so afflicted. Therefore these many

men got together, and, using the machinery of the State, they together

destroyed their enemy. Cattle-raising is a business, a social industry.

But child-raising, husband-feeding, the care of the lives and health of

all our families, is a domestic industry, in the management of the

kitchen mind.

it has been shown recently that 72 per cent. of the cattle in New York

State are tuberculous. This does not kill them quickly like

pleuro-pneumonia. They live and may be sold. They live and may give

milk. It has been shown recently (as stated in our unimpeachable daily

press), that in some of the milk sold in New York City, there were more

germs to the cubic millimeter, than in the same amount of sewage!

This milk, and most of the milk in all our cities, goes into the

kitchen; the blind, brainless, family-feeding kitchen, and from there is

given us to drink.

What protest rises from the kitchens of New York, or Chicago, or any

city? What mass-meeting of angry women, presenting to their legislators

the horrible facts of strong men poisoned and babies slain by this or

any other abomination in the food supply?

A young man writes a novel exhibiting the badness of our meat supply.

Men become excited. Men take action. Men legislate. The great meat

industries stagger under the shock, recover, and go on smiling. Before

this meanwhile, and afterwards, the meat went into out kitchens and we

ate it.

Being kitchen-minded we cannot see that health is a public concern; that

the feeding of our people is one of the most vital factors in their

health, and that the private kitchen with its private cook is not able

to keep the public well.

Ask the physician, the sanitary expert. He will tell you that the great

advance in sanitary science is in its battle with the filth diseases;

and that we die worse than ever from food diseases.

In fighting the filth diseases we have the public forces to work with;

compulsory systems of sewage and drainage, quarantine, isolation

hospitals, and all the other maneuvers by which an enlightened public

protects itself.

But who shall say what a child shall eat, or a man or woman? Is it not

wholly their own affair?

We cry out upon our women for the falling birth rate;--why not say

something about the death rate of their babies? The average family must

have four, merely to maintain a stationary population, said Grant Allen;

"two to replace themselves and two to die." The doctor will tell you

that they die mostly of what are called "preventable diseases" and that

those diseases are mainly of the alimentary canal.

Kitchen-fed are we all, and those of us who survive it, who become

immune to it, cry loudly of its excellence! If we could once see

outside of these ancient limits, once figure to ourselves the vision of

a healthy world, and the noble duty of making it,--then we should no

longer be kitchen-minded.

Our narrowness of vision, our petty self-interest, does not end its

injuries with our bodily health. Its leaden limitation is felt in all

the economic field.

Not a business have we in the world but needs to be considered as a

matter of public service; needs to be studied, helped, restricted,

generally managed for the public good. Not a business in the world but

is crippled and distorted by the childish self-interest of its

promoters. Kitchen-bred men born of kitchen-bred mothers are we, and

inevitably must we consider the main duty of life to be the service of

our own body. What else does the child see his mother do, but work,

work, work to cover the family table with food three times a day, and

clear up afterward? What else can he grow up to do but work, work,

work, to provide the wherewithal for another woman to do the same?

A million women are making bread as their mothers made it. How many

women are trying to lift the standard of bread-making for their country?

How many even know the difference in nutriment and digestibility

between one bread and another?

They do not think "bread," but only "my bread." Their view of the staff

of life is kitchen-minded. When our kitchen trades become world trades,

when we are fed, not by the most ignorant, but by the wisest; when

personal whims and painfully acquired habits give place to the light of

science, and the fruit of wide experience; when, instead of dragging

duty or sordid compulsion, we have wisdom and art to feed us; the change

will be far greater than that of improved health. It will be a great

and valuable advance even there. We shall become healthy, clean-fleshed

people, intelligent eaters, each generation improving in strength and

beauty, but we shall be helped in wider ways than that. We shall have

the enlarged mental capacity that comes of a wider area of work and

responsibility. We shall have in each man and woman the habitual power

of organization, the daily recognition of mutual service and world-duty.

When the world comes out of the kitchen for good and all, and for that

primitive little shop is substituted the cool glittering laboratory,

wherein the needs of bodily replenishment are fully and beautifully met,

it will give to the growing child a different background for his thought

processes. At last we shall mark the great division between production,

which is the social function, and consumption which is personal.

As we now emerge from the warm and greasy confines of our ancient

cookshop, we begin to see with new eyes its true place as an economic

factor. We are learning the unbridled waste of it; how it costs

struggling humanity about forty-three per cent. of its productive labor,

and two-thirds of its living expenses; how it does not conserve the very

end for which we uphold it,--the health of the family; how it leaves us

helpless before the adulterators of food, the purveyors of impure milk,

diseased meat, and all unpleasantness. We are beginning to see how,

most dangerous of all, it works against our economic progress, by

perpetuating a primitive selfishness.

Public interest grows in public service. Self-interest is maintained by

self-service. We can neither rightly estimate social gain, nor rightly

condemn social evil, because we are so soddenly habituated to consider

only personal gain, personal good and personal evil; because we are

kitchen-minded.

TWO STORKS

Two storks were nesting.

He was a young stork--and narrow-minded. Before he married he had

consorted mainly with striplings of his own kind, and had given no

thought to the ladies, either maid or matron.

After he married his attention was concentrated upon his All-Satisfying

Wife; upon that Triumph of Art, Labor, and Love--their Nest, and upon

those Special Creations--their Children. Deeply was he moved by the

marvellous instincts and processes of motherhood. Love, reverence,

intense admiration, rose in his heart for Her of the Well-built Nest;

Her of the Gleaming Treasure of Smooth Eggs; Her of the Patient Brooding

Breast, the Warming Wings, the downy wide-mouthed Group of Little Ones.

Assiduously he labored to help her build the nest, to help her feed the

young; proud of his impassioned activity in her and their behalf;

devoutly he performed his share of the brooding, while she hunted in her

turn. When he was o-wing he thought continually of Her as one with the

Brood--His Brood. When he was on the nest he thought all the more of

Her, who sat there so long, so lovingly, to such noble ends.

The happy days flew by, fair Spring--sweet Summer--gentle Autumn. The

young ones grew larger and larger; it was more and more work to keep

their lengthening, widening beaks shut in contentment. Both parents

flew far afield to feed them.

Then the days grew shorter, the sky greyer, the wind colder; there was

less hunting and small success. In his dreams he began to see sunshine,

broad, burning sunshine day after day; skies of limitless blue; dark,

deep, yet full of fire; and stretches of bright water, shallow, warm,

fringed with tall reeds and rushes, teeming with fat frogs.

They were in her dreams too, but he did not know that.

He stretched his wings and flew farther every day; but his wings were

not satisfied. In his dreams came a sense of vast heights and boundless

spaces of the earth streaming away beneath him; black water and white

land, grey water and brown land, blue water and green land, all flowing

backward from day to day, while the cold lessened and the warmth grew.

He felt the empty sparkling nights, stars far above, quivering, burning;

stars far below, quivering more in the dark water; and felt his great

wings wide, strong, all sufficient, carrying him on and on!

This was in her dreams too, but he did not know that.

"It is time to Go!" he cried one day. "They are coming! It is upon us!

Yes--I must Go! Goodbye my wife! Goodbye my children!" For the

Passion of Wings was upon him.

She too was stirred to the heart. "Yes! It is time to Go! To Go!" she

cried. "I am ready! Come!"

He was shocked; grieved; astonished. "Why, my Dear!" he said. "How

preposterous! You cannot go on the Great Flight! Your wings are for

brooding tender little ones! Your body is for the Wonder of the

Gleaming Treasure!--not for days and nights of ceaseless soaring! You

cannot go!"

She did not heed him. She spread her wide wings and swept and circled

far and high above--as, in truth, she had been doing for many days,

though he had not noticed it.

She dropped to the ridge-pole beside him where he was still muttering

objections. "Is it not glorious!" she cried. "Come! They are nearly

ready!"

"You unnatural Mother!" he burst forth. "You have forgotten the Order

of Nature! You have forgotten your Children! Your lovely precious

tender helpless Little Ones!" And he wept--for his highest ideals were

shattered.

But the Precious Little Ones stood in a row on the ridge-pole and

flapped their strong young wings in high derision. They were as big as

he was, nearly; for as a matter of fact he was but a Young Stork

himself.

Then the air was beaten white with a thousand wings, it was like snow

and silver and seafoam, there was a flashing whirlwind, a hurricane of

wild joy and then the Army of the Sky spread wide in due array and

streamed Southward.

Full of remembered joy and more joyous hope, finding the high sunlight

better than her dreams, she swept away to the far summerland; and her

children, mad with the happiness of the First Flight, swept beside her.

"But you are a Mother!" he panted, as he caught up with them.

"Yes!" she cried, joyously, "but I was a Stork before I was A Mother!

and afterward!--and All the Time!"

And the Storks were Flying.

WHAT DIANTHA DID

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