CHAPTER XIII

The round moon was white and at its smallest, high overhead, when I

stepped out of the phaeton in which Miss Elizabeth sent me back to

Madame Brossard's; midnight was twanging from a rusty old clock indoors

as I crossed the fragrant courtyard to my pavilion; but a lamp still

burned in the salon of the "Grande Suite," a light to my mind more

suggestive of the patient watcher than of the scholar at his tome.

When my own lamp was extinguished, I set my door ajar, moved my bed out

from the wall to catch whatever breeze might stir, "composed myself for

the night," as it used to be written, and lay looking out upon the

quiet garden where a thin white haze was rising. If, in taking this

coign of vantage, I had any subtler purpose than to seek a draught

against the warmth of the night, it did not fail of its reward, for

just as I had begun to drowse, the gallery steps creaked as if beneath

some immoderate weight, and the noble form of Keredec emerged upon my

field of vision. From the absence of the sound of footsteps I supposed

him to be either barefooted or in his stockings. His visible costume

consisted of a sleeping jacket tucked into a pair of trousers, while

his tousled hair and beard and generally tossed and rumpled look were

those of a man who had been lying down temporarily.

I heard him sigh--like one sighing for sleep--as he went noiselessly

across the garden and out through the archway to the road. At that I

sat straight up in bed to stare--and well I might, for here was a

miracle! He had lifted his arms above his head to stretch himself

comfortably, and he walked upright and at ease, whereas when I had last

seen him, the night before, he had been able to do little more than

crawl, bent far over and leaning painfully upon his friend. Never man

beheld a more astonishing recovery from a bad case of rheumatism!

After a long look down the road, he retraced his steps; and the

moonlight, striking across his great forehead as he came, revealed the

furrows ploughed there by an anxiety of which I guessed the cause. The

creaking of the wooden stairs and gallery and the whine of an old door

announced that he had returned to his vigil.

I had, perhaps, a quarter of an hour to consider this performance, when

it was repeated; now, however, he only glanced out into the road,

retreating hastily, and I saw that he was smiling, while the speed he

maintained in returning to his quarters was remarkable for one so newly

convalescent.

The next moment Saffron came through the archway, ascended the steps in

turn--but slowly and carefully, as if fearful of waking his

guardian--and I heard his door closing, very gently. Long before his

arrival, however, I had been certain of his identity with the figure I

had seen gazing up at the terraces of Quesnay from the borders of the

grove. Other questions remained to bother me: Why had Keredec not

prevented this night-roving, and why, since he did permit it, should he

conceal his knowledge of it from Oliver? And what, oh, what wondrous

specific had the mighty man found for his disease?

Morning failed to clarify these mysteries; it brought, however,

something rare and rich and strange. I allude to the manner of Amedee's

approach. The aged gossip-demoniac had to recognise the fact that he

could not keep out of my way for ever; there was nothing for it but to

put as good a face as possible upon a bad business, and get it

over--and the face he selected was a marvel; not less, and in no hasty

sense of the word.

It appeared at my door to announce that breakfast waited outside.

Primarily it displayed an expression of serenity, masterly in its

assumption that not the least, remotest, dreamiest shadow of danger

could possibly be conceived, by the most immoderately pessimistic and

sinister imagination, as even vaguely threatening. And for the rest,

you have seen a happy young mother teaching first steps to the

first-born--that was Amedee. Radiantly tender, aggressively solicitous,

diffusing ineffable sweetness on the air, wreathed in seraphic smiles,

beaming caressingly, and aglow with a sacred joy that I should be

looking so well, he greeted me in a voice of honey and bowed me to my

repast with an unconcealed fondness at once maternal and reverential.

I did not attempt to speak. I came out silently, uncannily fascinated,

my eyes fixed upon him, while he moved gently backward, cooing pleasant

words about the coffee, but just perceptibly keeping himself out of

arm's reach until I had taken my seat. When I had done that, he leaned

over the table and began to set useless things nearer my plate with

frankly affectionate care. It chanced that in "making a long arm" to

reach something I did want, my hand (of which the fingers happened to

be closed) passed rather impatiently beneath his nose. The madonna

expression changed instantly to one of horror, he uttered a startled

croak, and took a surprisingly long skip backward, landing in the

screen of honeysuckle vines, which, he seemed to imagine, were some new

form of hostility attacking him treacherously from the rear. They

sagged, but did not break from their fastenings, and his behaviour, as

he lay thus entangled, would have contrasted unfavourably in dignity

with the actions of a panic-stricken hen in a hammock.

"And so conscience DOES make cowards of us all," I said, with no hope

of being understood.

Recovering some measure of mental equilibrium at the same time that he

managed to find his feet, he burst into shrill laughter, to which he

tried in vain to impart a ring of debonair carelessness.

"Eh, I stumble!" he cried with hollow merriment. "I fall about and

faint with fatigue! Pah! But it is nothing: truly!"

"Fatigue!" I turned a bitter sneer upon him. "Fatigue! And you just out

of bed!"

His fat hands went up palm outward; his heroic laughter was checked as

with a sob; an expression of tragic incredulity shone from his eyes.

Patently he doubted the evidence of his own ears; could not believe

that such black ingratitude existed in the world. "Absalom, O my son

Absalom!" was his unuttered cry. His hands fell to his sides; his chin

sank wretchedly into its own folds; his shirt-bosom heaved and

crinkled; arrows of unspeakable injustice had entered the defenceless

breast.

"Just out of bed!" he repeated, with a pathos that would have brought

the judge of any court in France down from the bench to kiss him--"And

I had risen long, long before the dawn, in the cold and darkness of the

night, to prepare the sandwiches of monsieur!"

It was too much for me, or rather, he was. I stalked off to the woods

in a state of helpless indignation; mentally swearing that his day of

punishment at my hands was only deferred, not abandoned, yet secretly

fearing that this very oath might live for no purpose but to convict me

of perjury. His talents were lost in the country; he should have sought

his fortune in the metropolis. And his manner, as he summoned me that

evening to dinner, and indeed throughout the courses, partook of the

subtle condescension and careless assurance of one who has but faintly

enjoyed some too easy triumph.

I found this so irksome that I might have been goaded into an outbreak

of impotent fury, had my attention not been distracted by the curious

turn of the professor's malady, which had renewed its painful assault

upon him. He came hobbling to table, leaning upon Saffren's shoulder,

and made no reference to his singular improvement of the night

before--nor did I. His rheumatism was his own; he might do what he

pleased with it! There was no reason why he should confide the cause of

its vagaries to me.

Table-talk ran its normal course; a great Pole's philosophy receiving

flagellation at the hands of our incorrigible optimist. ("If he could

understand," exclaimed Keredec, "that the individual must be immortal

before it is born, ha! then this babbler might have writted some

intelligence!") On the surface everything was as usual with our trio,

with nothing to show any turbulence of under-currents, unless it was a

certain alertness in Oliver's manner, a restrained excitement, and the

questioning restlessness of his eyes as they sought mine from time to

time. Whatever he wished to ask me, he was given no opportunity, for

the professor carried him off to work when our coffee was finished. As

they departed, the young man glanced back at me over his shoulder, with

that same earnest look of interrogation, but it went unanswered by any

token or gesture: for though I guessed that he wished to know if Mrs.

Harman had spoken of him to me, it seemed part of my bargain with her

to give him no sign that I understood.

A note lay beside my plate next morning, addressed in a writing strange

to me, one of dashing and vigorous character.

"In the pursuit of thrillingly scientific research," it read, "what

with the tumult which possessed me, I forgot to mention the bond that

links us; I, too, am a painter, though as yet unhonoured and unhung. It

must be only because I lack a gentle hand to guide me. If I might sit

beside you as you paint! The hours pass on leaden wings at Quesnay--I

could shriek! Do not refuse me a few words of instruction, either in

the wildwood, whither I could support your shrinking steps, or, from

time to time, as you work in your studio, which (I glean from the

instructive Mr. Ferret) is at Les Trois Pigeons. At any hour, at any

moment, I will speed to you. I am, sir,

"Yours, if you will but breathe a 'yes,'

"ANNE ELLIOTT."

To this I returned a reply, as much in her own key as I could write it,

putting my refusal on the ground that I was not at present painting in

the studio. I added that I hoped her suit might prosper, regretting

that I could not be of greater assistance to that end, and concluded

with the suggestion that Madame Brossard might entertain an offer for

lessons in cooking.

The result of my attempt to echo her vivacity was discomfiting, and I

was allowed to perceive that epistolary jocularity was not thought to

be my line. It was Miss Elizabeth who gave me this instruction three

days later, on the way to Quesnay for "second breakfast." Exercising

fairly shame-faced diplomacy, I had avoided dining at the chateau

again, but, by arrangement, she had driven over for me this morning in

the phaeton.

"Why are you writing silly notes to that child?" she demanded, as soon

as we were away from the inn.

"Was it silly?"

"You should know. Do you think that style of humour suitable for a

young girl?"

This bewildered me a little. "But there wasn't anything offensive--"

"No?" Miss Elizabeth lifted her eyebrows to a height of bland inquiry.

"She mightn't think it rather--well, rough? Your suggesting that she

should take cooking lessons?"

"But SHE suggested she might take PAINTING lessons," was my feeble

protest. "I only meant to show her I understood that she wanted to get

to the inn."

"And why should she care to 'get to the inn'?"

"She seemed interested in a young man who is staying there.

'Interested' is the mildest word for it I can think of."

"Pooh!" Such was Miss Ward's enigmatic retort, and though I begged an

explanation I got none. Instead, she quickened the horse's gait and

changed the subject.

At the chateau, having a mind to offer some sort of apology, I looked

anxiously about for the subject of our rather disquieting conversation,

but she was not to be seen until the party assembled at the table, set

under an awning on the terrace. Then, to my disappointment, I found no

opportunity to speak to her, for her seat was so placed as to make it

impossible, and she escaped into the house immediately upon the

conclusion of the repast, hurrying away too pointedly for any attempt

to detain her--though, as she passed, she sent me one glance of meek

reproach which she was at pains to make elaborately distinct.

Again taking me for her neighbour at the table, Miss Elizabeth talked

to me at intervals, apparently having nothing, just then, to make up to

Mr. Cresson Ingle, but not long after we rose she accompanied him upon

some excursion of an indefinite nature, which led her from my sight.

Thus, the others making off to cards indoors and what not, I was left

to the perusal of the eighteenth century facade of the chateau, one of

the most competent restorations in that part of France, and of the

liveliest interest to the student or practitioner of architecture.

Mrs. Harman had not appeared at all, having gone to call upon some one

at Dives, I was told, and a servant informing me (on inquiry) that Miss

Elliott had retired to her room, I was thrust upon my own devices

indeed, a condition already closely associated in my mind with this

picturesque spot. The likeliest of my devices--or, at least, the one I

hit upon--was in the nature of an unostentatious retreat.

I went home.

However, as the day was spoiled for work, I chose a roundabout way, in

fact the longest, and took the high-road to Dives, but neither the road

nor the town itself (when I passed through it) rewarded my vague hope

that I might meet Mrs. Harman, and I strode the long miles in

considerable disgruntlement, for it was largely in that hope that I had

gone to Quesnay. It put me in no merrier mood to find Miss Elizabeth's

phaeton standing outside the inn in charge of a groom, for my vanity

encouraged the supposition that she had come out of a fear that my

unceremonious departure from Quesnay might have indicated that I was

"hurt," or considered myself neglected; and I dreaded having to make

explanations.

My apprehensions were unfounded; it was not Miss Elizabeth who had come

in the phaeton, though a lady from Quesnay did prove to be the

occupant--the sole occupant--of the courtyard. At sight of her I halted

stock-still under the archway.

There she sat, a sketch-book on a green table beside her and a board in

her lap, brazenly painting--and a more blushless piece of assurance

than Miss Anne Elliott thus engaged these eyes have never beheld.

She was not so hardened that she did not affect a little timidity at

sight of me, looking away even more quickly than she looked up, while I

walked slowly over to her and took the garden chair beside her. That

gave me a view of her sketch, which was a violent little "lay-in" of

shrubbery, trees, and the sky-line of the inn. To my prodigious

surprise (and, naturally enough, with a degree of pleasure) I perceived

that it was not very bad, not bad at all, indeed. It displayed a sense

of values, of placing, and even, in a young and frantic way, of colour.

Here was a young woman of more than "accomplishments!"

"You see," she said, squeezing one of the tiny tubes almost dry, and

continuing to paint with a fine effect of absorption, "I HAD to show

you that I was in the most ABYSMAL earnest. Will you take me painting

with, you?"

"I appreciate your seriousness," I rejoined. "Has it been rewarded?"

"How can I say? You haven't told me whether or no I may follow you to

the wildwood."

"I mean, have you caught another glimpse of Mr. Saffren?"

At that she showed a prettier colour in her cheeks than any in her

sketch-box, but gave no other sign of shame, nor even of being

flustered, cheerfully replying:

"That is far from the point. Do you grant my burning plea?"

"I understood I had offended you."

"You did," she said. "VICIOUSLY!"

"I am sorry," I continued. "I wanted to ask you to forgive me--"

I spoke seriously, and that seemed to strike her as odd or needing

explanation, for she levelled her blue eyes at me, and interrupted,

with something more like seriousness in her own voice than I had yet

heard from her:

"What made you think I was offended?"

"Your look of reproach when you left the table--"

"Nothing else?" she asked quickly.

"Yes; Miss Ward told me you were."

"Yes; she drove over with you. That's it!" she exclaimed with vigour,

and nodded her head as if some suspicion of hers had been confirmed. "I

thought so!"

"You thought she had told me?"

"No," said Miss Elliott decidedly. "Thought that Elizabeth wanted to

have her cake and eat it too."

"I don't understand."

"Then you'll get no help from me," she returned slowly, a frown marking

her pretty forehead. "But I was only playing offended, and she knew it.

I thought your note was THAT fetching!"

She continued to look thoughtful for a moment longer, then with a

resumption of her former manner--the pretence of an earnestness much

deeper than the real--"Will you take me painting with you?" she said.

"If it will convince you that I mean it, I'll give up my hopes of

seeing that SUMPTUOUS Mr. Saffren and go back to Quesnay now, before he

comes home. He's been out for a walk--a long one, since it's lasted

ever since early this morning, so the waiter told me. May I go with

you? You CAN'T know how enervating it is up there at the chateau--all

except Mrs. Harman, and even she--"

"What about Mrs. Harman?" I asked, as she paused.

"I think she must be in love."

"What!"

"I do think so," said the girl. "She's LIKE it, at least."

"But with whom?"

She laughed gaily. "I'm afraid she's my rival!"

"Not with--" I began.

"Yes, with your beautiful and mad young friend."

"But--oh, it's preposterous!" I cried, profoundly disturbed. "She

couldn't be! If you knew a great deal about her--"

"I may know more than you think. My simplicity of appearance is

deceptive," she mocked, beginning to set her sketch-box in order. "You

don't realise that Mrs. Harman and I are quite HURLED upon each other

at Quesnay, being two ravishingly intelligent women entirely surrounded

by large bodies of elementals. She has told me a great deal of herself

since that first evening, and I know--well, I know why she did not come

back from Dives this afternoon, for instance."

"WHY?" I fairly shouted.

She slid her sketch into a groove in the box, which she closed, and

rose to her feet before answering. Then she set her hat a little

straighter with a touch, looking so fixedly and with such grave

interest over my shoulder that I turned to follow her glance and

encountered our reflections in a window of the inn. Her own shed a

light upon THAT mystery, at all events.

"I might tell you some day," she said indifferently, "if I gained

enough confidence in you through association in daily pursuits."

"My dear young lady," I cried with real exasperation, "I am a working

man, and this is a working summer for me!"

"Do you think I'd spoil it?" she urged gently.

"But I get up with the first daylight to paint," I protested, "and I

paint all day--"

She moved a step nearer me and laid her hand warningly upon my sleeve,

checking the outburst.

I turned to see what she meant.

Oliver Saffren had come in from the road and was crossing to the

gallery steps. He lifted his hat and gave me a quick word of greeting

as he passed, and at the sight of his flushed and happy face my riddle

was solved for me. Amazing as the thing was, I had no doubt of the

revelation.

"Ah," I said to Miss Elliott when he had gone, "I won't have to take

pupils to get the answer to my question, now!"

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