CHAPTER XVII.

Happy days pass swiftly. The meeting of the friends at Elmwood was

indeed a joyful reunion and each one seemed anxious to do their utmost

to contribute to the enjoyment of the other. My mother suspended all

regular employment (for the time being) and gave her undivided attention

to the entertainment of Aunt Lucinda, and she fully appreciated the kind

attentions of my mother and little sister Flora; for, notwithstanding

her seemingly cold and crusty exterior, she had really a kindly heart,

and real affection from others ever met with a hearty response: although

one to whom she it was not well-known would have set her down as a hard,

unfeeling disposition; and I am inclined to think my Aunt Lucinda not

the only one who is regarded by the generality of people as cold and

unfriendly, for the simple reason that they do not take the trouble

of looking beyond their often rough exterior, and discover the kindly

feelings which remain hidden till called forth by the voice of sympathy

and friendship. Although in very moderate circumstances my mother often

assisted those who were less favoured, especially when the sick and

suffering required care and attention. Aunt Lucinda often accompanied

her in these ministrations, and seemed to take pleasure in rendering

her assistance in the chambers of sickness which my mother visited. My

mother seldom visited in a social way but to add to the enjoyment of

her sister she at this time accepted numerous invitations to visit

friends, accompanied by my aunt. Scarcely a day passed that failed

to bring something in the way of recreation and amusement. There were

picnic excursions, drives and walks, in which both old and young

participated--even Aunt Lucinda often making one of the company, and

enjoying it too--although she was sometimes heard to wonder, what Deacon

Martin's wife over at Fulton would say if she saw an old woman like her

take such an active part in the pastimes of the young. It would seem that

Deacon Martin's wife felt it her duty to be the first to point out any

delinquency among those in her immediate sphere. Aunt Lucinda fearful the

good Deacon himself would be inclined to think she was evincing a spirit

of too much conformity to the world, by joining so frequently in the

amusements of the young, and gay. "I think" said my mother, "your best

way is to consult your own conscience, instead of the opinion of either

Deacon Martin or his wife; and I am sure your conscience can accuse you

of no wrong in joining the young people in their innocent amusements."

Advised by my mother my aunt purchased a new bonnet of quite modern style

and a shawl to match, both to be worn to a picnic which was to be held

in a beautiful grove near our village. When she brought home her

purchases I laughingly told her if any young lady we might meet on our

homeward journey should enquire their price she could easily satisfy her

curiosity, as the purchase was of such recent date. "I am sure of one

thing," replied my aunt, "if we meet the same young lady we met on our

way here, she won't ask me the price of my bonnet. I don't know after all

but her remark did me good, for it set me thinking how long I have had

this old bonnet, and I believe it was time for me to buy a new one."

The holidays were nearly over and we must soon return to our respective

duties. Charley Gray and I had fully enjoyed the time we passed

together. I fancied that contact with the world had blunted the keen

edge of Charley's nature; for, during all the time we passed together, I

saw nothing of the peculiar disposition which had so often been a source

of trouble, even when we were mere children. I suppose it must have been

that nothing called it forth, for his old enemy still remained in his

heart, but so genial and pleasant was he that I really indulged the hope

when we parted that his nature was undergoing a change.

During my visit at Elmwood I once met with Farmer Judson. Any resentment

I might once have cherished toward him had long since died out, and,

having lost all fear of the crusty farmer, I accosted him pleasantly,

and offered him my hand. The man felt ashamed to refuse taking the hand

so freely offered; but his grasp was certainly not very cordial; and,

with a few words, which, if they had meaning, were uttered in too low

a voice to be intelligible, he passed on his way. As I gazed after his

retreating form I could not fail to mark the change which a year had

wrought in his appearance. His step was far less brisk than formerly,

his hair was fast turning gray, and I fancied that his countenance wore

even a more unhappy and discontented look than usual. I was then too

young to understand what I have since known that his dissatisfied

expression was caused by his having failed to find happiness in the

possession of worldly wealth, and as yet he had not learned to seek

happiness from any other source.

The time soon came when we must bid a reluctant adieu to our friends

at Elmwood. It was decided that I was to spend another year at Fulton.

Charley Gray was to return to his studies for an indefinite time, and

sad enough we all felt when the morning of our separation came. The

steam-cars soon bore us from the pleasant village of Elmwood where we

had spent six happy weeks. Aunt Lucinda allowed that she felt herself

ten years younger than before she left home and declared her intention

of accompanying me on my next visit to my mother.

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