XX

As Douglass entered the theatre that night Westervelt met him with

beaming smile. "I am glad to see you looking so well, Mr. Douglass." He

nodded and winked. "You are all right now, my boy. You have them coming.

I was all wrong."

"What do you mean?"

"Didn't she tell you?"

"You mean about the advance sale?--no."

Westervelt grew cautious. "Oh--well, then, I will be quiet. She wants to

tell you. She will do so."

"Advance sale must be good," thought the playwright, as he walked on

into the auditorium. The ushers smiled, and the old gatekeeper greeted

him shortly.

"Ye've won out, Mr. Douglass."

"Can it be that this play is to mark the returning tide of Helen's

popularity?" he asked himself, and a tremor of excitement ran over him,

the first thrill of the evening. Up to this moment he had a curious

sense of aloofness, indifference, as if the play were not his own but

that of a stranger. He began now to realize that this was his third

attempt to win the favor of the public, and according to an old boyish

superstition should be successful.

Helen had invited a great American writer--a gracious and inspiring

personality--to occupy her box to meet her playwright, and once within

his seat Douglass awaited the coming of the great man with impatience

and concern. He was conscious of a great change in himself and his

attitude towards Helen since he last sat waiting for the curtain to

rise.

"Nothing--not even the dropping of an act--could rouse in me the

slightest resentment towards her." He flushed with torturing shame at

the recollection of his rage, his selfish, demoniacal, egotistic fury

over the omission of his pet lines.

"I was insane," he muttered, pressing a hand to his eyes as if to shut

out the memory of Helen's face as she looked that night. "And she

forgave me! She must have known I was demented." And her sweetness, her

largeness of sympathy again overwhelmed him. "Dare I ask her to marry

me?" He no longer troubled himself about her wealth nor with the

difference between them as to achievement, but he comprehended at last

that her superiority lay in her ability to forgive, in her power to

inspire love and confidence, in her tact, her consideration for others,

her wondrous unselfishness.

"What does the public know of her real greatness? Capable of imagining

the most diverse types of feminine character, living each night on the

stage in an atmosphere of heartless and destructive intrigue, she yet

retains a divine integrity, an inalienable graciousness. Dare I, a

moody, selfish brute, touch the hem of her garment?"

In this mood he watched the audience gather--a smiling, cheerful-voiced,

neighborly throng. There were many young girls among them, and their

graceful, bared heads gave to the orchestra chairs a brilliant and

charmingly intimate effect. The _roué_, the puffed and beefy man of

sensual type, was absent. The middle-aged, bespangled, gluttonous woman

was absent. The faces were all refined and gracious--an audience

selected by a common interest from among the millions who dwell within

an hour's travel of the theatre.

Douglass fancied he could detect in these auditors the same feeling of

security, of satisfaction, of comfort with which they were accustomed to

sit down of an evening with a new book by a favorite author.

"If I could but win a place like that," he exclaimed to himself, "I

would be satisfied. It can be done when the right man comes."

A dinner engagement delayed the eminent author, but he came in as the

curtain was rising, and, shaking hands cordially, presented Mr. Rufus

Brown, a visiting London critic.

"Mr. Brown is deeply interested in your attempt to do an American play,"

said the great novelist. "I hope--I am sure he will witness your triumph

to-night." Thereupon they took seats with flattering promptness in order

not to miss a word of the play.

Helen, coming on a moment after, was given a greeting almost frenziedly

cordial, and when she bowed her eyes sought the box in which her lover

sat, and the audience, seeing the distinguished novelist and feeling

some connection between them, renewed their applause. Douglass, at the

back of the box, rose and stood with intent to express to Helen the

admiration, the love, and the respect which he felt for her. She was,

indeed, "the beautiful, golden-haired lady" of whom he had written as a

boy, and a singular timidity, a wave of worship went over him.

He became the imaginative lad of the play, who stood in awe and worship

of mature womanhood. The familiar Helen was gone, the glittering woman

was gone, and in her place stood the ideal of the boy--the author

himself had returned to "the land of morning glow"--to the time when the

curl of a woman's lip was greater than any war. The boy on the stage

chanted:

"Where I shall find her I know not.

But I trust in the future! To me

She will come. I am not forgot.

Out in the great world she's waiting,

Perhaps by the shore of the sea,

By the fabulous sea, where the white sand gleams,

I shall meet her and know her and claim her.

The beautiful, stately lady I see in my dreams."

"I dare not claim her," said the man, humbled by her beauty. "I am not

worthy of her."

The applause continued to rise instant and cordial in support of players

and play. Auditors, actors, and author seemed in singularly harmonious

relation. As the curtain fell cries of approval mingled with the

hand-clapping.

The novelist reached a kindly hand. "You've found your public, my dear

fellow. These people are here after an intelligent study of your other

plays. This is a gallant beginning. Don't you think so, Brown?"

"Very interesting attempt to dramatize those boyish fancies," the

English critic replied. "But I don't quite see how you can advance on

these idyllic lines. It's pretty, but is it drama?"

"He will show us," replied the novelist. "I have great faith in Mr.

Douglass. He is helping to found an American drama. You must see his

other plays."

Westervelt came to the box wheezing with excitement. "My boy, you are

made. The critics are disarmed. They begin to sing of you."

Douglass remained calm. "There is plenty of time for them to turn

bitter," he answered. "I am most sceptical when they are gracious."

The second act left the idyllic ground, and by force of stern contrast

held the audience enthralled. The boy was being disillusioned. _The

Morning_ had grown gray. Doubt of his ideal beset the poet. The world's

forces began to benumb and appall him. His ideal woman passed to the

possession of another. He lost faith in himself. The cloud deepened, the

sky, overshadowed as by tempest, let fall lightning and a crash of

thunder. So the act closed.

The applause was unreservedly cordial--no one failed to join in the fine

roar--and in the midst of it Douglass, true to his promise, hurried back

to the scenes to find Helen.

She met him, radiant with excitement. "My brave boy! You have won your

victory. They are calling for you." He protested. She insisted. "No, no.

It is _you_. I've been out. Hear them; they want the author. Come!"

Dazed and wordless, weak from stage-fright, he permitted himself to be

led forth into the terrifying glare of the footlight world. There his

guide left him, abandoned him, pitifully exposed to a thousand eyes,

helpless and awkward. He turned to flee, to follow her, but the roguish

smile on her face, as she kissed her fingers towards him, somehow roused

his pride and gave him courage to face the tumult. As he squared himself

an awesome silence settled over the house--a silence that inspired as

well as appalled by its expectancy.

"Friends, I thank you," the pale and resolute author weakly began. "I

didn't know I had so many friends in the world. Two minutes ago I was so

scared my teeth chattered. Now I am entirely at my ease--you notice

that." The little ripple of laughter which followed this remark really

gave him time to think--gave him courage. "I feel that I am at last face

to face with an audience that knows my work--that is ready to support a

serious attempt at playwriting. I claim that a play may do something

more than amuse--it may _interest_. There is a wide difference, you will

see. To be an amusement merely is to degrade our stage to the level of a

Punch-and-Judy show. I am sorry for tired men and weary women, but as a

dramatist I can't afford to take their troubles into account. I am

writing for those who are mentally alert and willing to support plays

that have at least the dignity of intention which lies in our best

novels. This does not mean gloomy plays or problem plays, but it does

mean conscientious study of American life. If you like me as well after

the close of the play"--he made dramatic pause--"well I shall not be

able to sleep to-night. I sincerely thank you. You have given me a fair

hearing--that is all I can ask--and I am very grateful."

This little speech seemed to please his auditors, but his real reward

came when Helen met him at the wings and caught his arm to her side in

an ecstatic little hug. "You did beautifully! You make me afraid of you

when you stand tall and grand like that. You were scared though. I

could see that."

"You deserted me," he answered, in mock accusation. "You led me into the

crackling musketry and ran away."

"I wanted to see of what metal you were made," she answered, and fled to

her dressing-room to prepare for the final act.

"Now for the real test," said the novelist, with a kindly smile. "I

think we could all write plays if it were not for the difficulty of

ending them."

"I begin to tremble for my climax," Douglass answered. "It is so

important to leave a sweet and sonorous sound in the ear at the last. It

must die on the sense like the sound of a bell."

"It's a remarkable achievement, do you know," began the English critic,

"to carry a parable along with a realistic study of life. I can't really

see how you're coming out."

"I don't know myself," replied Douglass.

The play closed quietly, with a subjective climax so deep, so true to

human nature that it laid hold upon every heart. The applause was slow

in rising, but grew in power till it filled the theatre like some great

anthem. No one rose, no one was putting on wraps. The spell lasted till

the curtain rose three times on the final picture.

Douglass could not speak as the critic shook his hand. It was so much

more affecting than he had dared to hope. To sit there while his ideals,

his hopes, his best thoughts, his finest conceptions were thus

gloriously embodied was the greatest pleasure of his life. All his doubt

and bitterness was lost in a flood of gratitude to Helen and to the

kindly audience.

As soon as he could decently escape he hurried again to Helen. The stage

this time was crowded with people. The star was hid, as of old, in a mob

of her admirers, but they were of finer quality than ever before. The

grateful acknowledgment of these good people was an inspiration. Every

one smiled, and yet in the eyes of many of the women tears sparkled.

Helen, catching sight of her lover, lifted her hand and called to him,

and though he shrank from entering the throng he obeyed. Those who

recognized him fell back with a sort of awe of his good-fortune. Helen

reached her hand, saying, huskily, "I am tired--take me away."

He took her arm and turned to the people still crowding to speak to her.

"Friends, Miss Merival is very weary. I beg you to excuse her. It has

been a very hard week for her."

And with an air of mastery, as significant as it was unconscious he led

her to her room.

Safely inside the door she turned, and with a finger to her lips, a

roguish light in her eyes, she said: "I want to tell you something. I

can't wait any longer. _Enid's Choice_ ran to the capacity of the house

last week."

For a moment he did not realize the full significance of this. "What!

_Enid's Choice_? Why, how can that be? I thought--"

"We had twelve hundred and eighty dollars at the Saturday matinée and

eleven hundred at night. Of course part of this was due to the knowledge

that it was the last day of the piece, but there is no doubt of its

success."

A choking came to his throat, his eyes grew dim. "I can't believe it.

Such success is impossible to me."

"It is true, and that is the reason I was able to burn _Alessandra_."

"And that is the reason Hugh and Westervelt were so cordial, and I

thought it was all on account of the advance sale of _The Morning_!"

"And this is only the beginning. I intend to play all your plays in a

repertoire, and you're to write me others as I need them. And

finally--and this I hate to acknowledge--you are no longer in my debt."

"That I know is not true," he said. "Everything I am to-night I owe to

you."

"The resplendent author has made the wondrous woman very proud and yet

very humble to-night," she ended, softly, with eyelashes drooping.

"She has reared a giant that seeks to devour her." He caught her to his

side. "Do you know what all this means to you and to me? It means that

we are to be something more than playwright and star. It means that I

will not be satisfied till your life and mine are one."

She put him away in such wise that her gesture of dismissal allured.

"You must go, dearest. Our friends are waiting, and I must dress. Some

time I will tell you how much--you have become to me--but not now!"

He turned away exultant, for her eyes had already confessed the secret

which her lips still shrank from uttering.