III

Helen read Douglass's letter next morning while still in bed, and its

forthright assault made her shiver. She did not attempt to deceive

herself. She acknowledged the singular power of this young man to shake

her, to change her course of action. From the first she acknowledged

something almost terrifying in the appeal of his eyes, a power which he

seemed unconscious of. His words of condemnation, of solicitude,

troubled her as the praise of no other man in all her life had done. He

had spoken to her soul, making her triumph over the vast audience

loathsome--almost criminal.

He was handsome--a manly man--but so were dozens of others of her wide

acquaintance. His talent was undeniable, but he was still obscure,

undeveloped, a failure as an architect, unambitious as a critic, though

that was his best point. His articles in _The Blazon_ possessed unusual

insight and candor. Beyond this she knew as little of him as of any

other of the young newspaper men who sought her acquaintance, and yet he

had somehow changed her world for her in these two meetings.

She let the letter fall on her breast, and lay with her eyes fastened

upon a big rose in a pot on the window-sill--the gift of another

admirer. "I do know more of him. I know that he is strong, sincere. He

does not flatter me--not even to win me to his play. He does not hasten

to send me flowers, and I like him for that. If I were to take his point

of view, all my rôles and half my triumphs would drop from me. But _is_

there not a subtle letting-down, a disintegration? May he not be right,

after all?"

She went over once more the talk of the few moments they had spent

together, finding each time in all his words less to criticise and more

to admire. "He does not conceal his hate," she said; and she might have

added, "Or his love," for she was aware of her dominion, and divined,

though she did not whisper it even to herself, that his change of

attitude with regard to her rôles came from his change of feeling

towards her. "He has a great career. I will not allow him to spoil his

own future," she decided, at length, in her own large-minded way. And

there were sweet, girlish lines about her mouth when her mother came in

to inquire how she felt.

"Very much like work, mamma, and I'm going to catch up on my

correspondence. Mr. Douglass is coming to take breakfast with us, to

talk about his play. I wish you would see that there is something that a

big man can eat."

* * * * *

The note she sent in answer to his was like herself--firm, assured, but

gentle:

"MR. DOUGLASS,--'What came you out for to see--a reed shaken with

the wind?' I know my own mind, and I am not afraid of my future. I

should be sorry to fail, of course, especially on your account, but

a _succès d'estime_ is certain in your case, and my own personal

following is large enough--joined with the actual lovers of good

drama--to make the play pay for itself. Please come to my

combination breakfast and luncheon, as you promised, and we can

arrange dates and other details of the production, for my mind is

made up. I am going to do your play, come what will. I thank you

for having started all my dormant resolutions into life again. I

shall expect you at twelve-thirty."

Having despatched this note by special messenger, she serenely set to

work on less important matters, and met him in modish street dress--trim

and neat and very far from the meretricious glitter of _The Baroness_.

He was glad of this; he would have disliked her in négligée, no matter

how "artistic."

Her greeting was frank and unstudied. "I'm glad you've come. There are

oceans of things to talk over."

"There was nothing else for me to do but come," he replied, with a

meaning light in his eyes. "Your letter was a command."

"I'm sorry it takes a command to bring you to breakfast with us. True,

this is not the breakfast to be given in your honor--that will come

later."

"It would be safer to have it before the play is produced," he replied,

grimly.

Helen turned to her brother. "Hugh, we have in Mr. Douglass a man not

sanguine of the success of his play. What does that argue?"

"A big hit!" he promptly replied.

The servants came and went deftly, and Douglass quite lost sight of the

fact that the breakfast-room was high in a tower-like hotel, for Helen's

long engagement in the city had enabled her to make herself exceedingly

comfortable even amid the hectic color and insistent gilt of the Hotel

Embric. The apartment not only received the sun, a royal privilege in

New York, but it was gay with flowers, both potted and in vases, and the

walls were decorated with drawings of her own choosing. Only the

furniture remained uncompromisingly of the hotel tone.

"I did intend to refurnish, but mother, who retains a little of her old

Scotch training, talked me out of it," Helen explained, in answer to a

query. "Is there anything more hopelessly 'handsome' and shining than

these chairs? There's so little to find fault with, and so little to

really admire."

"They're like a ready-made suit--unobjectionable, but not fit."

"They have no soul. How could they have? They were made by machines for

undistinguished millions." She broke off this discussion. "I am eager

for a run through the park. Won't you go? Hugh is my engineer. Reckless

as he looks, I find him quite reliable as a tinker, and you know the

auto is still in the tinkery stage."

"I have a feeling that it is still in the dangerous stage," he said.

"But I will go." He said this in a tone of desperation which amused them

all very much.

It was impossible for him to remain glum in the midst of the good cheer

of that luxurious little breakfast with the promise of a ride in the

park in prospect. A few moments later a young girl, Miss Fanny Cummings,

came in with a young man who looked like an actor, but was, in fact,

Hugh's college-mate and "advance man" for Helen, and together they went

down to the auto-car.

There was a well-defined sense of luxury in being in Helen Merival's

party. The attendants in the hotel were so genuinely eager to serve her,

and the carefully considered comfort of everything she possessed was

very attractive to a man like George Douglass, son of a village doctor,

who had toiled from childhood to earn every dollar he spent. To ride in

such swift and shining state with any one would have had extraordinary

interest, and to sit beside Helen in the comparative privacy of the rear

seat put a boyish glow of romance into his heart. Her buoyant and sunny

spirit reacted on his moody and supersensitive nature till his face

shone with pleasure. He forgot his bitter letter of the night before,

and for the moment work and worry were driven from his world. He entered

upon a dreamland--the city of menace disappeared.

The avenue was gay with promenaders and thick with carriages. Other

autos met them with cordial clamor of gongs, and now and then some

driver more lawless than Hugh dashed past them in reckless race towards

the park. The playwright had never seen so many of New York's glittering

carriages, and the growing arrogance of its wealth took on a new aspect

from his newly acquired viewpoint. Here were rapidly centring the great

leaders of art, of music, of finance. Here the social climbers were

clustering, eager to be great in a city of greatness. Here the chief

ones in literature and the drama must come as to a market-place, and

with this thought came a mighty uplift. "Surely success is now mine," he

thought, exultantly, "for here I sit the favored dramatist of this

wondrous woman."

There was little connected conversation--only short volleys of jests as

they whizzed along the splendid drives of the park--but Douglass needed

little more than Helen's shining face to put him at peace with all the

world. Each moment increased their intimacy.

He told her of his stern old father, a country doctor in the West, of

the way in which his brother and sisters were scattered from North to

South, and how he came to set his face Eastward while all the others

went West.

"How handsome he is," thought Helen.

"How beautiful you are," his glances said in answer, and both grew

young beneath the touch of love.

When they were once more in the hotel Helen cried out:

"There! Isn't your brain washed clear of all doubts? Come, let's to work

at the play."

He looked down at her with eyes whose glow made her eyelids fall in

maidenly defence. "I am capable of anything you ask," he said, with

quiet power.

After a long and spirited discussion of the last act she said: "Well,

now, we'll put it in rehearsal as soon as you feel that it is ready. I

believe in doing a part while the spell of its newness is on me. I shall

put this on in place of the revival of _Rachel Endicott_." She rose on

the wave of her enthusiasm. "I feel the part taking hold of me. I will

make _Lillian's Duty_ the greatest success of my life, and the lion's

share of both honor and money shall be yours."

He left the hotel quite as exalted as he had been previously depressed.

The pleasure of sitting by her side for four blessed hours enriched him

to the point of being sorry for all the rest of the world. The Prince of

Wales had been denied an introduction to her, he had read; therefore the

Prince was poor.

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