A DREAM OF THE ABYSS

by Clark Ashton Smith

I seemed at the sheer end:

Albeit mine eyes, in mystery and night

Shrouded as with the thick profundity of death,

Or as if underneath Lethean lentors drowned,

Saw never lamp nor star nor dead star's wraith of light,

Yet seemed I at the world's sheer end;

And fearfully and slowly I drew breath

From silent gulfs of all uncertainty and dread,

Precipitate to Nadir from around;

Nor trusted I on any side to tread

One pace, lest I should overstep the brink

And infinitely and forever sink

Past eye-shot of the Cyclopean sun,

When from the bulwark of the world adown oblivion,

He on the morrow should stare after me.

Swift from infinity,

The black, unformed, enormous Fear that lives between the stars,

Clutched with the cold, great darkness at my heart.

Then from the gulf arose a whispering,

And rustle as of Silence on the wing,

To stay and stand

Anear at my right hand:

What Powers abysmal, born o' the blind black air,

What nameless demons of the nether deep

That 'scape the sun and from the moonlight live apart,

Came and conspired against me there

I heard not, ere the whispering

Ceased, and a heavier darkness seemed to spring

Upon me, and I felt the silence leap

And clasp me closer, and the sweep

Of all the abyss reach up and drag

Body and feet from the crumbling uttermost crag

To the plumb and infinite emptiness unknown:

Nor knew I, in tumult of the rapid air,

If me did Azrael or Abaddon bear,

Or if I fell alone.

The Fantasy Fan, November 1933 The Fans' Own Magazine · 第 18 / 37 题