CHAPTER XIX

A TALE THAT IS TOLD

"They have all gone?" Luther Williams fixed his eyes on the woman by

his side.

"Yes, all gone."

"The old Bible is for Phosie. I want my little girl to have some other

things, though her grandmother gave it to me."

Miss Elliott leaned over eagerly. "You are--"

"I am your brother-in-law, Camilla. You have thought so more than once."

"You are Lewis Whitridge! Yes, yes, I have thought so, but I put the

idea away, for it seemed beyond reason when there seemed little doubt

of his having been dead for years. Lew, poor, dear, noble Lew! If I had

known--"

"Not noble, Camilla. I was a wretched man fleeing from the law."

"Yes, but I know why you fled. It was to save my father, who was the

guiltier of the two, for he enticed you, a younger man, into sharing

his speculations. I know it all."

"He told?"

"No. I think he wanted to at the last, but he could not speak. I found

some old letters, Lew, written after you had gone. They told the tale."

"They should have been destroyed. Does she know? My little girl?"

"No, I could not--I could not bring myself to tell her of her

grandfather's share in the matter."

"I am glad of that. It would have done no good. She knows nothing then?"

"Nothing, except that her father gave his life for another."

"But I did not even do that."

"You sacrificed it for my father's good name, and leaving that out of

the question, you have given it now. You tried to save John Bender."

"But my effort had no effect upon his safety. It was sheer good luck

that saved him, and I did not try to save a drowning sailor, as you

supposed. I slipped over the side of the vessel as she lay off the

Mexican coast. I was always a fair swimmer, and I had no trouble

getting to shore where I lay in hiding till the vessel got away. No

one discovered--I changed my name, learned the language, and was

soon earning my living. I managed to save a little and at the end of

a year I yearned for my own country. I didn't want to venture so near

home that I would be tempted to try to get a glimpse of those I had

parted from forever. I would be no possible Enoch Arden to Lillian.

I remembered hearing my father mention this lonely little island, a

primitive enough spot then, and it seemed just the place for me. I took

a vessel to Portland, a sailing vessel, came down here, where it seemed

well to stay. No one has ever known."

"Why did you do it, Lew? Why did you not come back when the deficit was

made good, and the matter was hushed up? My father was able to keep it

out of the papers, and his influence with the directors of the bank

saved the situation, so far as you were concerned, for you were his

son-in-law, remember, and no one dreamed that he was the guiltier of

the two. Your letters with the instructions about the checks were the

ones I found, the last ever received from you."

"There was a little property belonging to me which came from my mother.

I had almost forgotten about it. I went West to see about it and found

it more valuable than I supposed. I sold it and sent your father the

proceeds to pay back the amount I had persuaded myself I had borrowed

from the bank. There was a little more than enough to cover my share."

"And the rest my father was able to pay before he died. And we

thought--the world thought it was all your debt, yet how paltry your

share was compared to his," said Miss Elliott bitterly.

"It does not matter now."

"It has mattered for years. Why did you stay away from Lillian and the

child after all had been made right?"

"You forget that in the eyes of the world I was still responsible for

the entire amount. Besides, there was another reason. I should have

stayed away, anyhow, for Lillian's sake. I didn't know about the child.

I heard from your father only in answer to those letters, that was

just before I left for Mexico. His chief concern was the matter of the

money. He did not mention Lillian. I asked him not to. I couldn't bear

it, so I never knew that my little girl was born. After I had made

restitution it seemed to me that there was nothing left for me to do

but to cut loose from everything that should remind me of the old days.

I would burn my ships behind me. I wonder why your father kept my

letters, Camilla."

Miss Elliott gave a quick sob. "They were his punishment, Lew. He never

recovered from the shock of your supposed death. I think he kept the

letters as a sort of penance, to remind him of what you had done for

him, and I think he meant us to discover them. He had not the courage,

after you had disappeared absolutely, to tell the truth, and to lose

the reputation he had always gloried in, but at the last he tried, I am

convinced now. He died a poor man for he paid back all he owed--and we

thought it was for you--oh, Lew!"

"Never mind. I am glad of what I did for him, though I am afraid he

suffered more than I, after all."

"Poor father, poor father! Yes, I am sure he did. You knew my mother,

Lew, and how dependent a nature hers was. She knew nothing of business

matters and could scarcely be induced to look at one of father's papers

after his death. That is why your letters lay so long unknown."

"It was all for the best--all--all, for Lillian did not love me. She

cared for some one else, as you know, but your father liked me. He

admired my fearless ventures in which I was for awhile successful, as

he was, too. He had befriended my father when they were lads together,

and my father was in danger of going wrong, so I felt I could repay

by shielding my father's friend and mine. When discovery was sure to

come, as we thought, I said to Mr. Elliott, 'You're not to appear in

this. Why should we both suffer? It will kill your wife, and bring the

greatest trouble to mine.' You know how they both adored him, Camilla,

how they thought him the very pattern of a man. You know how he was

honored and looked up to by everyone. Why implicate him when his would

be the greater fall? As for me, Lillian, who had married me for money,

would not tolerate me when I should be stripped of both money and

character. She had already told me that she never loved me. Was it not

better that I, who had lost all I cared for, should spare the others?

'The greatest good to the greatest number,' that was how it was. There

might be a hue and cry for a little while, but the bank would not

allow its depositors to suffer, and I could slip out of sight and be

forgotten, while Lillian, in time, would perhaps marry some one who

could make her happy, the man whom she really cared for. But she did

not marry again?"

"No. Her early lover married just after Gwen was born, and I do not

think she cared then, for she had her baby to comfort her. She was all

in all to Lillian during the six years she lived. Oh Lew, it was hard

for you, hard all around."

"Yes, it was hard--then--but it is all over now, and at the last I

have had a great joy, and at the end there is peace. Poor little

light-hearted Lillian, she had her sorrows, too. I felt so sure she

would marry again, but I could not bear to have my belief made a

certainty, and it was only when Gwen told me of her mother that I knew

that the thing I dreaded had not happened after all. It must have been

hard for you, Camilla, to have them all taken within so few years."

"Yes, though I had been so much from home that Lillian and I were

almost strangers. Gwen has been a great comfort and happiness to me.

She is much like you, Lew, in spirit, though more like her mother in

appearance."

"God was good to let me have my little girl for a short time, and I

thank you, Camilla, for all you have done for her. She must never know.

There would have to be too many explanations, and it is better she

should believe as she does, that she lost her father long ago. It would

be a new grief to her to have the story told her now. You will not let

her know that her father left a smirched character behind when he left

his home."

"Don't, Lew. Dear brother, you long ago made restitution, and have paid

a hard penalty for your folly."

"Yes, I have paid; that is a comfort. It doesn't excuse my past

misdeeds, the borrowing a little more, a little more, hoping in the end

to realize so much that it would be easy to pay back. It doesn't excuse

that, but that I have lived to be honored and respected means much."

A spasm of pain passed over his face. "I am afraid you are tired, you

are suffering," said Miss Elliott anxiously.

"A little maybe, but it will soon be over. Another swallow of the

medicine maybe will be best."

She gave it to him and he lay quite still for a few minutes, then he

turned his eyes upon her wistfully. "You promise she shall not know,

Camilla."

"I promise she shall never think ill of her father. Before they are

married I shall tell Kenneth the story of your love and sacrifice, and

if any knowledge of that cloudy past should ever come to Gwen, I shall

say to Kenneth that he must let her know the truth, so she will know

how truly noble her father was. That is only justice, Lew. It is what

my father would wish I am sure. I will consent to all else, to allowing

the cloud to rest entirely upon you, so far as the world is concerned,

but if there is ever a shadow of doubt in Gwen's mind it must be

cleared so far as possible. You allow that I am right, Lew. It would be

my father's wish, poor, proud, mistaken father!" The tears fell upon

the hand she held.

"There, Camilla, there! It is past and gone. It may be he and I will

meet in another world where we can straighten it all out."

"And Lillian, too. She will know, perhaps. In that other world our

eyes must be opened to our earthly errors, and she will understand.

That other life must surely compensate if there is any merit in noble

sacrifice."

"I believe it will be all right. You will let them lay me there, over

on the island, where I have been able to hold up my head among men?"

"I, Lew? Why should I raise a finger to prevent the carrying out of any

wish of yours?"

"There is a little money. I have been a successful fisherman. I might

have left it to my good friends the Tibbetts, but Cap'n Ben is not a

poor man, and their wants are few. Good little Phosie, if I left it to

her it might make gossip--besides now there is my own flesh and blood.

So it must go to Gwen and the boy. Then they can marry and have enough.

If this had not happened I might have found another way, but this is

best, and I am content--more than content to die here where Luther

Williams lived." He paused and motioned to the glass standing near.

Miss Elliott gave him the medicine and he went on. "It may seem best to

say that I discovered her to be the nearest relative for whom I cared

at all. You can verify that, if necessary, and you can say that for

family reasons I did not correspond with any of my distant kin. I think

there will be no trouble. My lawyer in Portland will make everything

right." He closed his eyes as if having finished, but he opened them

presently. "You forgive me, Camilla?"

"Forgive you, Lew? It is I who should ask forgiveness for my people,

for Lillian, for my father."

"No, no, that is all over. I have not a bitter thought against anyone.

I have not been unhappy here. It has been peaceful, and at last--at

last, Camilla, you brought her. Think of that! My little girl. I never

dreamed of, or hoped for such happiness as I have had this summer

past. And she loves her Daddy Lu. God bless the darling child. Kenneth

is a good lad. I have taken pains to study him well. He will make her

happy. Thank you for bringing her to me, Camilla." His voice had sunk

into a whisper, and the last words were spoken with effort. His eyes

closed again, and seeing that he made no further attempt to speak, Miss

Elliott stole softly from the room to summon the others.

The autumn afternoon was closing. Royal colors blazed in the sunset

sky. The wind had died down, and only a gentle plash of waves was

heard. The bell-buoy, which all day long had sent forth its melancholy

note at short intervals, but once in a while pealed faintly now.

The doctor put his finger on the patient's pulse. "He is sinking fast,"

he said in a low tone to Cap'n Ben. "He cannot last long."

Luther Williams raised his drooping lids and let his gaze rest on Gwen

as he whispered a few words. She leaned over to hear. "Would you mind

kissing me good-by," she heard. She did not hesitate to respond and

he sighed contentedly. After a while he spoke again. "Phosie, where's

Phosie?" His hand groped for the Bible. "I want you to have it. You

have been good to me, Phosie, and sometimes--" The voice died away.

Miss Phosie knelt by the bed, clasping the Bible. The wandering hand

found her free one presently and held it. So he drifted peacefully into

a safe harbor just as Halfway Light sent its far-reaching beams over

the waters.

It was a solemn procession which moved up the cove on the day that

Luther Williams was laid away in the quiet burying-ground. Not a boat

but went out to meet that one which brought him back to the spot where

he had lived so long and so well. As Cap'n Ben's dory sailed ahead

bearing its honored and beloved burden, each craft fell into line, and

all moved slowly, slowly toward the island, the dories going first, the

little row-boats following after. Into the house that had been home to

him for so long, they bore Luther Williams. Not a window-plant anywhere

about but was robbed of bud and blossom to be carried to Cap'n Ben's

as a last offering to the man whom all his friends honored. Sorrowful

as Kenneth felt he could but realize the picturesqueness of this

fisherman's funeral cortege on the water, and it was scarcely less so

on shore when everyone, on foot, followed the sturdy pall-bearers down

the long road to the small enclosure, where under the October sky, and

within sound of the breakers rested the quiet sleepers who had made

their last port.

"'So shall they come to the haven where they would be,'" murmured

Miss Elliott as they walked away. "How much better to leave one that

you love, there in that peaceful place than to think of him still

buffetting with the storms of life, with the waves of trouble that

might wreck him utterly. He is spared much, dear child." She spoke to

Gwen who was sobbing softly, while the tears welled constantly to Miss

Elliott's own eyes.

"I know all that," replied the girl, "but when I think of him only a

few days ago, so alive and well, so full of our plans, so helpful and

kind to everyone, I cannot feel reconciled to his going."

"It is not you who will miss him most, my dear," said Miss Elliott;

"it is those who for twenty years have seen him go and come, who have

depended upon his unostentatious acts of kindness, his little deeds

of willing service, and among them all it is Miss Phosie who will

mourn longest, who will miss the ministering to his wants, who will

have to become used to the silence of his room, who can no more watch

for him at noon and at night. Yes, Gwen, he was but a new pleasure

in your life, and when you go back home you will not miss him from

your accustomed surroundings. Miss Phosie will have no one to take his

place. Her lot is the hardest."

Gwen wiped her eyes and took hold of her aunt's hand. "Do you think--"

she began.

Miss Elliott understood. "I think hers has been the devotion of years.

You did not see her when she made her last farewell and put her one

white rose into his hand. I did. At such times one sees to the depth

of a human heart. I tell you because I want you always to cherish and

love Miss Phosie as you would one who had been your own father's best

friend."

Gwen's tears again flowed. "Dear Miss Phosie," she said. "You may be

sure, Aunt Cam, that I shall always love her for what she did for Daddy

Lu."

They were walking on alone. Kenneth had lingered with Cap'n Ben's

family. "Aunt Cam," said Gwen after a while, "what was it Daddy Lu

wanted to talk to you about, that last time?"

"About a sad family misunderstanding which he has not liked to mention

to anyone," replied Miss Elliott quietly. She had been prepared for

this question. "He also wanted to say," she went on, "that he had

decided to leave his savings to you, or at least most of them, since

you seem to be the nearest relative for whom he entertained any

affection."

"Then he was really a relative."

"Yes, he had made investigations which gave him proof of that. Cap'n

Ben says the will was probably made but a few days ago. Mr. Williams

told him it was that which took him to Portland recently. He gave Cap'n

Ben the name of the lawyer who drew it up and who has it now in his

possession. Cap'n Ben is one of the executors I believe, while I am the

other."

"It seems almost as if he must have had a premonition," said Gwen

thoughtfully. "And to think he cared for me that much. Dear man!

there will never be his like again. It does not seem possible that we

had known him only this short time. I feel as if we had been friends

always."

"Evidently he had the warmest affection for you," said Miss Elliott

unsteadily, as she wiped her eyes.

"Shall we have to stay here longer, on account of the will?" asked Gwen

presently.

"Not here I think, but maybe for a few days in Portland, so we will

keep to our original plan of closing Wits' End next week."

Therefore when the boat left the wharf early the following Monday, it

bore away Miss Elliott, Gwen and Kenneth. The two latter stood together

watching first the houses then the last bit of Sheldon woods disappear

from view.

"Such an eventful summer it has been," said Gwen as they swung around

into the bay and lost sight of Fielding's Island.

"It has brought joy and sorrow to us both," returned Kenneth.

"In spite of the sorrow I hate to leave the dear island," said Gwen.

"Could anyone ever have supposed I should find not only you there,

Kenneth, but that I should have met a relative who learned to care

so much for me that he named me as principal legatee in his will. I

never dreamed that such a thing could ever come to me. Truly it is the

unexpected that has happened. Dear Daddy Lu, if only he could have

lived, and we all have been happy together. I shall never forget him,

never. Oh, Kenneth, here is where we used to turn to go to his retreat

as I called it. Everything reminds me of him--everything." Her eyes

filled.

"Don't grieve for him, dearest. He wanted you to be happy. It would

please him best to know he had helped to make you so."

"I can be happy after a while, perhaps, but not now--not yet. If we

could but be together--you and I as we have been this summer."

"But we are coming back," replied Kenneth--"and it will be together."

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