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Ransom made no reply; he was watching the door, which at that moment

gave way from within. Verena stood there--it was she, evidently, who had

opened it--and her eyes went straight to his. She was dressed in white,

and her face was whiter than her garment; above it her hair seemed to

shine like fire. She took a step forward; but before she could take

another he had come down to her, on the threshold of the room. Her face

was full of suffering, and he did not attempt--before all those eyes--to

take her hand; he only said in a low tone, "I have been waiting for

you--a long time!"

"I know it--I saw you in your seat--I want to speak to you."

"Well, Miss Tarrant, don't you think you'd better be on the platform?"

cried Mr. Filer, making with both his arms a movement as if to sweep her

before him, through the waiting-room, up into the presence of the

public.

"In a moment I shall be ready. My father is making that all right." And,

to Ransom's surprise, she smiled, with all her sweetness, at the

irrepressible agent; appeared to wish genuinely to reassure him.

The three had moved together into the waiting-room, and there at the

farther end of it, beyond the vulgar, perfunctory chairs and tables,

under the flaring gas, he saw Mrs. Tarrant sitting upright on a sofa,

with immense rigidity, and a large flushed visage, full of suppressed

distortion, and beside her prostrate, fallen over, her head buried in

the lap of Verena's mother, the tragic figure of Olive Chancellor.

Ransom could scarcely know how much Olive's having flung herself upon

Mrs. Tarrant's bosom testified to the convulsive scene that had just

taken place behind the locked door. He closed it again, sharply, in the

face of the reporter and the policeman, and at the same moment Selah

Tarrant descended, through the aperture leading to the platform, from

his brief communion with the public. On seeing Ransom he stopped short,

and, gathering his waterproof about him, measured the young man from

head to foot.

"Well, sir, perhaps _you_ would like to go and explain our hitch," he

remarked, indulging in a smile so comprehensive that the corners of his

mouth seemed almost to meet behind. "I presume that you, better than any

one else, can give them an insight into our difficulties!"

"Father, be still; father, it will come out all right in a moment!"

cried Verena, below her breath, panting like an emergent diver.

"There's one thing I want to know: are we going to spend half an hour

talking over our domestic affairs?" Mr. Filer demanded, wiping his

indignant countenance. "Is Miss Tarrant going to lecture, or ain't she

going to lecture? If she ain't, she'll please to show cause why. Is she

aware that every quarter of a second, at the present instant, is worth

about five hundred dollars?"

"I know that--I know that, Mr. Filer; I will begin in a moment!" Verena

went on. "I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom--just three words. They are

perfectly quiet--don't you see how quiet they are? They trust me, they

trust me, don't they, father? I only want to speak to Mr. Ransom."

"Who the devil is Mr. Ransom?" cried the exasperated, bewildered Filer.

Verena spoke to the others, but she looked at her lover, and the

expression of her eyes was ineffably touching and beseeching. She

trembled with nervous passion, there were sobs and supplications in her

voice, and Ransom felt himself flushing with pure pity for her pain--her

inevitable agony. But at the same moment he had another perception,

which brushed aside remorse; he saw that he could do what he wanted,

that she begged him, with all her being, to spare her, but that so long

as he should protest she was submissive, helpless. What he wanted, in

this light, flamed before him and challenged all his manhood, tossing

his determination to a height from which not only Doctor Tarrant, and

Mr. Filer, and Olive, over there, in her sightless, soundless shame, but

the great expectant hall as well, and the mighty multitude, in suspense,

keeping quiet from minute to minute and holding the breath of its

anger--from which all these things looked small, surmountable, and of

the moment only. He didn't quite understand, as yet, however; he saw

that Verena had not refused, but temporised, that the spell upon

her--thanks to which he should still be able to rescue her--had been the

knowledge that he was near.

"Come away, come away," he murmured quickly, putting out his two hands

to her.

She took one of them, as if to plead, not to consent. "Oh, let me off,

let me off--for _her_, for the others! It's too terrible, it's

impossible!"

"What I want to know is why Mr. Ransom isn't in the hands of the

police!" wailed Mrs. Tarrant, from her sofa.

"I have been, madam, for the last quarter of an hour." Ransom felt more

and more that he could manage it, if he only kept cool. He bent over

Verena with a tenderness in which he was careless, now, of observation.

"Dearest, I told you, I warned you. I left you alone for ten weeks; but

could that make you doubt it was coming? Not for worlds, not for

millions, shall you give yourself to that roaring crowd. Don't ask me to

care for them, or for any one! What do they care for you but to gape and

grin and babble? You are mine, you are not theirs."

"What under the sun is the man talking about? With the most magnificent

audience ever brought together! The city of Boston is under this roof!"

Mr. Filer gaspingly interposed.

"The city of Boston be damned!" said Ransom.

"Mr. Ransom is very much interested in my daughter. He doesn't approve

of our views," Selah Tarrant explained.

"It's the most horrible, wicked, immoral selfishness I ever heard in my

life!" roared Mrs. Tarrant.

"Selfishness! Mrs. Tarrant, do you suppose I pretend not to be selfish?"

"Do you want us all murdered by the mob, then?"

"They can have their money--can't you give them back their money?" cried

Verena, turning frantically round the circle.

"Verena Tarrant, you don't mean to say you are going to back down?" her

mother shrieked.

"Good God! that I should make her suffer like this!" said Ransom to

himself; and to put an end to the odious scene he would have seized

Verena in his arms and broken away into the outer world, if Olive, who

at Mrs. Tarrant's last loud challenge had sprung to her feet, had not at

the same time thrown herself between them with a force which made the

girl relinquish her grasp of Ransom's hand. To his astonishment, the

eyes that looked at him out of her scared, haggard face were, like

Verena's, eyes of tremendous entreaty. There was a moment during which

she would have been ready to go down on her knees to him, in order that

the lecture should go on.

"If you don't agree with her, take her up on the platform, and have it

out there; the public would like that, first-rate!" Mr. Filer said to

Ransom, as if he thought this suggestion practical.

"She had prepared a lovely address!" Selah remarked mournfully, as if to

the company in general.

No one appeared to heed the observation, but his wife broke out again.

"Verena Tarrant, I should like to slap you! Do you call such a man as

that a gentleman? I don't know where your father's spirit is, to let him

stay!"

Olive, meanwhile, was literally praying to her kinsman. "Let her appear

this once, just this once: not to ruin, not to shame! Haven't you any

pity; do you want me to be hooted? It's only for an hour. Haven't you

any soul?"

Her face and voice were terrible to Ransom; she had flung herself upon

Verena and was holding her close, and he could see that her friend's

suffering was faint in comparison to her own. "Why for an hour, when

it's all false and damnable? An hour is as bad as ten years! She's mine

or she isn't, and if she's mine, she's all mine!"

"Yours! Yours! Verena, think, think what you're doing!" Olive moaned,

bending over her.

Mr. Filer was now pouring forth his nature in objurgations and oaths,

and brandishing before the culprits--Verena and Ransom--the extreme

penalty of the law. Mrs. Tarrant had burst into violent hysterics, while

Selah revolved vaguely about the room and declared that it seemed as if

the better day was going to be put off for quite a while. "Don't you see

how good, how sweet they are--giving us all this time? Don't you think

that when they behave like that--without a sound, for five minutes--they

ought to be rewarded?" Verena asked, smiling divinely, at Ransom.

Nothing could have been more tender, more exquisite, than the way she

put her appeal upon the ground of simple charity, kindness to the great

good-natured, childish public.

"Miss Chancellor may reward them in any way she likes. Give them back

their money and a little present to each."

"Money and presents? I should like to shoot you, sir!" yelled Mr. Filer.

The audience had really been very patient, and up to this point deserved

Verena's praise; but it was now long past eight o'clock, and symptoms of

irritation--cries and groans and hisses--began again to proceed from the

hall. Mr. Filer launched himself into the passage leading to the stage,

and Selah rushed after him. Mrs. Tarrant extended herself, sobbing, on

the sofa, and Olive, quivering in the storm, inquired of Ransom what he

wanted her to do, what humiliation, what degradation, what sacrifice he

imposed.

"I'll do anything--I'll be abject--I'll be vile--I'll go down in the

dust!"

"I ask nothing of you, and I have nothing to do with you," Ransom said.

"That is, I ask, at the most, that you shouldn't expect that, wishing to

make Verena my wife, I should say to her, 'Oh yes, you can take an hour

or two out of it!' Verena," he went on, "all this is out of

it--dreadfully, odiously--and it's a great deal too much! Come, come as

far away from here as possible, and we'll settle the rest!"

The combined effort of Mr. Filer and Selah Tarrant to pacify the public

had not, apparently, the success it deserved; the house continued in

uproar and the volume of sound increased. "Leave us alone, leave us

alone for a single minute!" cried Verena; "just let me speak to him, and

it will be all right!" She rushed over to her mother, drew her, dragged

her from the sofa, led her to the door of the room. Mrs. Tarrant, on the

way, reunited herself with Olive (the horror of the situation had at

least that compensation for her), and, clinging and staggering together,

the distracted women, pushed by Verena, passed into the vestibule, now,

as Ransom saw, deserted by the policeman and the reporter, who had

rushed round to where the battle was thickest.

"Oh, why did you come--why, why?" And Verena, turning back, threw

herself upon him with a protest which was all, and more than all, a

surrender. She had never yet given herself to him so much as in that

movement of reproach.

"Didn't you expect me, and weren't you sure?" he asked, smiling at her

and standing there till she arrived.

"I didn't know--it was terrible--it's awful! I saw you in your place, in

the house, when you came. As soon as we got here I went out to those

steps that go up to the stage and I looked out, with my father--from

behind him--and saw you in a minute. Then I felt too nervous to speak! I

could never, never, if you were there! My father didn't know you, and I

said nothing, but Olive guessed as soon as I came back. She rushed at

me, and she looked at me--oh, how she looked! and she guessed. She

didn't need to go out to see for herself, and when she saw how I was

trembling she began to tremble herself, to believe, as I believed, we

were lost. Listen to them, listen to them, in the house! Now I want you

to go away--I will see you to-morrow, as long as you wish. That's all I

want now; if you will only go away it's not too late, and everything

will be all right!"

Preoccupied as Ransom was with the simple purpose of getting her bodily

out of the place, he could yet notice her strange, touching tone, and

her air of believing that she might really persuade him. She had

evidently given up everything now--every pretence of a different

conviction and of loyalty to her cause; all this had fallen from her as

soon as she felt him near, and she asked him to go away just as any

plighted maiden might have asked any favour of her lover. But it was the

poor girl's misfortune that whatever she did or said, or left unsaid,

only had the effect of making her dearer to him and making the people

who were clamouring for her seem more and more a raving rabble.

He indulged not in the smallest recognition of her request, and simply

said, "Surely Olive must have believed, must have known, I would come."

"She would have been sure if you hadn't become so unexpectedly quiet

after I left Marmion. You seemed to concur, to be willing to wait."

"So I was, for a few weeks. But they ended yesterday. I was furious that

morning, when I learned your flight, and during the week that followed I

made two or three attempts to find you. Then I stopped--I thought it

better. I saw you were very well hidden; I determined not even to write.

I felt I _could_ wait--with that last day at Marmion to think of.

Besides, to leave you with her awhile, for the last, seemed more decent.

Perhaps you'll tell me now where you were."

"I was with father and mother. She sent me to them that morning, with a

letter. I don't know what was in it. Perhaps there was money," said

Verena, who evidently now would tell him everything.

"And where did they take you?"

"I don't know--to places. I was in Boston once, for a day; but only in a

carriage. They were as frightened as Olive; they were bound to save me!"

"They shouldn't have brought you here to-night then. How could you

possibly doubt of my coming?"

"I don't know what I thought, and I didn't know, till I saw you, that

all the strength I had hoped for would leave me in a flash, and that if

I attempted to speak--with you sitting there--I should make the most

shameful failure. We had a sickening scene here--I begged for delay, for

time to recover. We waited and waited, and when I heard you at the door

talking to the policeman, it seemed to me everything was gone. But it

will still come back, if you will leave me. They are quiet again--father

must be interesting them."

"I hope he is!" Ransom exclaimed. "If Miss Chancellor ordered the

policeman, she must have expected me."

"That was only after she knew you were in the house. She flew out into

the lobby with father, and they seized him and posted him there. She

locked the door; she seemed to think they would break it down. I didn't

wait for that, but from the moment I knew you were on the other side of

it I couldn't go on--I was paralysed. It has made me feel better to talk

to you--and now I could appear," Verena added.

"My darling child, haven't you a shawl or a mantle?" Ransom returned,

for all answer, looking about him. He perceived, tossed upon a chair, a

long, furred cloak, which he caught up and, before she could resist,

threw over her. She even let him arrange it, and, standing there, draped

from head to foot in it, contented herself with saying, after a moment:

"I don't understand--where shall we go? Where will you take me?"

"We shall catch the night-train for New York, and the first thing in the

morning we shall be married."

Verena remained gazing at him, with swimming eyes. "And what will the

people do? Listen, listen!"

"Your father is ceasing to interest them. They'll howl and thump,

according to their nature."

"Ah, their nature's fine!" Verena pleaded.

"Dearest, that's one of the fallacies I shall have to woo you from. Hear

them, the senseless brutes!" The storm was now raging in the hall, and

it deepened, to such a point that Verena turned to him in a supreme

appeal.

"I could soothe them with a word!"

"Keep your soothing words for me--you will have need of them all, in our

coming time," Ransom said, laughing. He pulled open the door again,

which led into the lobby, but he was driven back, with Verena, by a

furious onset from Mrs. Tarrant. Seeing her daughter fairly arrayed for

departure, she hurled herself upon her, half in indignation, half in a

blind impulse to cling, and with an outpouring of tears, reproaches,

prayers, strange scraps of argument and iterations of farewell, closed

her about with an embrace which was partly a supreme caress, partly the

salutary castigation she had, three minutes before, expressed the wish

to administer, and altogether for the moment a check upon the girl's

flight.

"Mother, dearest, it's all for the best, I can't help it, I love you

just the same; let me go, let me go!" Verena stammered, kissing her

again, struggling to free herself, and holding out her hand to Ransom.

He saw now that she only wanted to get away, to leave everything behind

her. Olive was close at hand, on the threshold of the room, and as soon

as Ransom looked at her he became aware that the weakness she had just

shown had passed away. She had straightened herself again, and she was

upright in her desolation. The expression of her face was a thing to

remain with him for ever; it was impossible to imagine a more vivid

presentment of blighted hope and wounded pride. Dry, desperate, rigid,

she yet wavered and seemed uncertain; her pale, glittering eyes

straining forward, as if they were looking for death. Ransom had a

vision, even at that crowded moment, that if she could have met it there

and then, bristling with steel or lurid with fire, she would have rushed

on it without a tremor, like the heroine that she was. All this while

the great agitation in the hall rose and fell, in waves and surges, as

if Selah Tarrant and the agent were talking to the multitude, trying to

calm them, succeeding for the moment, and then letting them loose again.

Whirled down by one of the fitful gusts, a lady and a gentleman issued

from the passage, and Ransom, glancing at them, recognised Mrs.

Farrinder and her husband.

"Well, Miss Chancellor," said that more successful woman, with

considerable asperity, "if this is the way you're going to reinstate our

sex!" She passed rapidly through the room, followed by Amariah, who

remarked in his transit that it seemed as if there had been a want of

organisation, and the two retreated expeditiously, without the lady's

having taken the smallest notice of Verena, whose conflict with her

mother prolonged itself. Ransom, striving, with all needful

consideration for Mrs. Tarrant, to separate these two, addressed not a

word to Olive; it was the last of her, for him, and he neither saw how

her livid face suddenly glowed, as if Mrs. Farrinder's words had been a

lash, nor how, as if with a sudden inspiration, she rushed to the

approach to the platform. If he had observed her, it might have seemed

to him that she hoped to find the fierce expiation she sought for in

exposure to the thousands she had disappointed and deceived, in offering

herself to be trampled to death and torn to pieces. She might have

suggested to him some feminine firebrand of Paris revolutions, erect on

a barricade, or even the sacrificial figure of Hypatia, whirled through

the furious mob of Alexandria. She was arrested an instant by the

arrival of Mrs. Burrage and her son, who had quitted the stage on

observing the withdrawal of the Farrinders, and who swept into the room

in the manner of people seeking shelter from a thunderstorm. The

mother's face expressed the well-bred surprise of a person who should

have been asked out to dinner and seen the cloth pulled off the table;

the young man, who supported her on his arm, instantly lost himself in

the spectacle of Verena disengaging herself from Mrs. Tarrant, only to

be again overwhelmed, and in the unexpected presence of the

Mississippian. His handsome blue eyes turned from one to the other, and

he looked infinitely annoyed and bewildered. It even seemed to occur to

him that he might, perhaps, interpose with effect, and he evidently

would have liked to say that, without really bragging, _he_ would at

least have kept the affair from turning into a row. But Verena, muffled

and escaping, was deaf to him, and Ransom didn't look the right person

to address such a remark as that to. Mrs. Burrage and Olive, as the

latter shot past, exchanged a glance which represented quick irony on

one side and indiscriminating defiance on the other.

"Oh, are _you_ going to speak?" the lady from New York inquired, with

her cursory laugh.

Olive had already disappeared; but Ransom heard her answer flung behind

her into the room. "I am going to be hissed and hooted and insulted!"

"Olive, Olive!" Verena suddenly shrieked; and her piercing cry might

have reached the front. But Ransom had already, by muscular force,

wrenched her away, and was hurrying her out, leaving Mrs. Tarrant to

heave herself into the arms of Mrs. Burrage, who, he was sure, would,

within a minute, loom upon her attractively through her tears, and

supply her with a reminiscence, destined to be valuable, of aristocratic

support and clever composure. In the outer labyrinth hasty groups, a

little scared, were leaving the hall, giving up the game. Ransom, as he

went, thrust the hood of Verena's long cloak over her head, to conceal

her face and her identity. It quite prevented recognition, and as they

mingled in the issuing crowd he perceived the quick, complete,

tremendous silence which, in the hall, had greeted Olive Chancellor's

rush to the front. Every sound instantly dropped, the hush was

respectful, the great public waited, and whatever she should say to them

(and he thought she might indeed be rather embarrassed) it was not

apparent that they were likely to hurl the benches at her. Ransom,

palpitating with his victory, felt now a little sorry for her, and was

relieved to know that, even when exasperated, a Boston audience is not

ungenerous. "Ah, now I am glad!" said Verena, when they reached the

street. But though she was glad, he presently discovered that, beneath

her hood, she was in tears. It is to be feared that with the union, so

far from brilliant, into which she was about to enter, these were not

the last she was destined to shed.

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