XXXII

The hour that Olive proposed to Mrs. Burrage, in a note sent early the

next morning, for the interview to which she consented to lend herself,

was the stroke of noon; this period of the day being chosen in

consequence of a prevision of many subsequent calls upon her time. She

remarked in her note that she did not wish any carriage to be sent for

her, and she surged and swayed up the Fifth Avenue on one of the

convulsive, clattering omnibuses which circulate in that thoroughfare.

One of her reasons for mentioning twelve o'clock had been that she knew

Basil Ransom was to call at Tenth Street at eleven, and (as she supposed

he didn't intend to stay all day) this would give her time to see him

come and go. It had been tacitly agreed between them, the night before,

that Verena was quite firm enough in her faith to submit to his visit,

and that such a course would be much more dignified than dodging it.

This understanding passed from one to the other during that dumb embrace

which I have described as taking place before they separated for the

night. Shortly before noon, Olive, passing out of the house, looked into

the big, sunny double parlour, where, in the morning, with all the

husbands absent for the day and all the wives and spinsters launched

upon the town, a young man desiring to hold a debate with a young lady

might enjoy every advantage in the way of a clear field. Basil Ransom

was still there; he and Verena, with the place to themselves, were

standing in the recess of a window, their backs presented to the door.

If he had got up, perhaps he was going, and Olive, softly closing the

door again, waited a little in the hall, ready to pass into the back

part of the house if she should hear him coming out. No sound, however,

reached her ear; apparently he did mean to stay all day, and she should

find him there on her return. She left the house, knowing they were

looking at her from the window as she descended the steps, but feeling

she could not bear to see Basil Ransom's face. As she walked, averting

her own, towards the Fifth Avenue, on the sunny side, she was barely

conscious of the loveliness of the day, the perfect weather, all

suffused and tinted with spring, which sometimes descends upon New York

when the winds of March have been stilled; she was given up only to the

remembrance of that moment when she herself had stood at a window (the

second time he came to see her in Boston), and watched Basil Ransom pass

out with Adeline--with Adeline who had seemed capable then of getting

such a hold on him but had proved as ineffectual in this respect as she

was in every other. She recalled the vision she had allowed to dance

before her as she saw the pair cross the street together, laughing and

talking, and how it seemed to interpose itself against the fears which

already then--so strangely--haunted her. Now that she saw it so

fruitless--and that Verena, moreover, had turned out really so

great--she was rather ashamed of it; she felt associated, however

remotely, in the reasons which had made Mrs. Luna tell her so many fibs

the day before, and there could be nothing elevating in that. As for the

other reasons why her fidgety sister had failed and Mr. Ransom had held

his own course, naturally Miss Chancellor didn't like to think of them.

If she had wondered what Mrs. Burrage wished so particularly to talk

about, she waited some time for the clearing-up of the mystery. During

this interval she sat in a remarkably pretty boudoir, where there were

flowers and faiences and little French pictures, and watched her hostess

revolve round the subject in circles the vagueness of which she tried to

dissimulate. Olive believed she was a person who never could enjoy

asking a favour, especially of a votary of the new ideas; and that was

evidently what was coming. She had asked one already, but that had been

handsomely paid for; the note from Mrs. Burrage which Verena found

awaiting her in Tenth Street, on her arrival, contained the largest

cheque this young woman had ever received for an address. The request

that hung fire had reference to Verena too, of course; and Olive needed

no prompting to feel that her friend's being a young person who took

money could not make Mrs. Burrage's present effort more agreeable. To

this taking of money (for when it came to Verena it was as if it came to

her as well) she herself was now completely inured; money was a

tremendous force, and when one wanted to assault the wrong with every

engine one was happy not to lack the sinews of war. She liked her

hostess better this morning than she had liked her before; she had more

than ever the air of taking all sorts of sentiments and views for

granted between them; which could only be flattering to Olive so long as

it was really Mrs. Burrage who made each advance, while her visitor sat

watchful and motionless. She had a light, clever, familiar way of

traversing an immense distance with a very few words, as when she

remarked, "Well, then, it is settled that she will come, and will stay

till she is tired."

Nothing of the kind had been settled, but Olive helped Mrs. Burrage

(this time) more than she knew by saying, "Why do you want her to visit

you, Mrs. Burrage? why do you want her socially? Are you not aware that

your son, a year ago, desired to marry her?"

"My dear Miss Chancellor, that is just what I wish to talk to you about.

I am aware of everything; I don't believe you ever met any one who is

aware of more things than I." And Olive had to believe this, as Mrs.

Burrage held up, smiling, her intelligent, proud, good-natured,

successful head. "I knew a year ago that my son was in love with your

friend, I know that he has been so ever since, and that in consequence

he would like to marry her to-day. I daresay you don't like the idea of

her marrying at all; it would break up a friendship which is so full of

interest" (Olive wondered for a moment whether she had been going to say

"so full of profit") "for you. This is why I hesitated; but since you

are willing to talk about it, that is just what I want."

"I don't see what good it will do," Olive said.

"How can we tell till we try? I never give a thing up till I have turned

it over in every sense."

It was Mrs. Burrage, however, who did most of the talking; Olive only

inserted from time to time an inquiry, a protest, a correction, an

ejaculation tinged with irony. None of these things checked or diverted

her hostess; Olive saw more and more that she wished to please her, to

win her over, to smooth matters down, to place them in a new and

original light. She was very clever and (little by little Olive said to

herself) absolutely unscrupulous, but she didn't think she was clever

enough for what she had undertaken. This was neither more nor less, in

the first place, than to persuade Miss Chancellor that she and her son

were consumed with sympathy for the movement to which Miss Chancellor

had dedicated her life. But how could Olive believe that, when she saw

the type to which Mrs. Burrage belonged--a type into which nature

herself had inserted a face turned in the very opposite way from all

earnest and improving things? People like Mrs. Burrage lived and

fattened on abuses, prejudices, privileges, on the petrified, cruel

fashions of the past. It must be added, however, that if her hostess was

a humbug, Olive had never met one who provoked her less; she was such a

brilliant, genial, artistic one, with such a recklessness of perfidy,

such a willingness to bribe you if she couldn't deceive you. She seemed

to be offering Olive all the kingdoms of the earth if she would only

exert herself to bring about a state of feeling on Verena Tarrant's part

which would lead the girl to accept Henry Burrage.

"We know it's you--the whole business; that you can do what you please.

You could decide it to-morrow with a word."

She had hesitated at first, and spoken of her hesitation, and it might

have appeared that she would need all her courage to say to Olive, that

way, face to face, that Verena was in such subjection to her. But she

didn't look afraid; she only looked as if it were an infinite pity Miss

Chancellor couldn't understand what immense advantages and rewards there

would be for her in striking an alliance with the house of Burrage.

Olive was so impressed with this, so occupied, even, in wondering what

these mystic benefits might be, and whether after all there might not be

a protection in them (from something worse), a fund of some sort that

she and Verena might convert to a large use, setting aside the mother

and son when once they had got what they had to give--she was so

arrested with the vague daze of this vision, the sense of Mrs. Burrage's

full hands, her eagerness, her thinking it worth while to flatter and

conciliate, whatever her pretexts and pretensions might be, that she was

almost insensible, for the time, to the strangeness of such a woman's

coming round to a positive desire for a connexion with the Tarrants.

Mrs. Burrage had indeed explained this partly by saying that her son's

condition was wearing her out, and that she would enter into anything

that would make him happier, make him better. She was fonder of him than

of the whole world beside, and it was an anguish to her to see him

yearning for Miss Tarrant only to lose her. She made that charge about

Olive's power in the matter in such a way that it seemed at the same

time a tribute to her force of character.

"I don't know on what terms you suppose me to be with my friend," Olive

returned, with considerable majesty. "She will do exactly as she likes,

in such a case as the one you allude to. She is absolutely free; you

speak as if I were her keeper!"

Then Mrs. Burrage explained that of course she didn't mean that Miss

Chancellor exercised a conscious tyranny; but only that Verena had a

boundless admiration for her, saw through her eyes, took the impress of

all her opinions, preferences. She was sure that if Olive would only

take a favourable view of her son Miss Tarrant would instantly throw

herself into it. "It's very true that you may ask me," added Mrs.

Burrage, smiling, "how you can take a favourable view of a young man who

wants to marry the very person in the world you want most to keep

unmarried!"

This description of Verena was of course perfectly correct; but it was

not agreeable to Olive to have the fact in question so clearly

perceived, even by a person who expressed it with an air intimating that

there was nothing in the world _she_ couldn't understand.

"Did your son know that you were going to speak to me about this?" Olive

asked, rather coldly, waiving the question of her influence on Verena

and the state in which she wished her to remain.

"Oh yes, poor dear boy; we had a long talk yesterday, and I told him I

would do what I could for him. Do you remember the little visit I paid

to Cambridge last spring, when I saw you at his rooms? Then it was I

began to perceive how the wind was setting; but yesterday we had a real

_éclaircissement_. I didn't like it at all, at first; I don't mind

telling you that, now--now that I am really enthusiastic about it. When

a girl is as charming, as original, as Miss Tarrant, it doesn't in the

least matter who she is; she makes herself the standard by which you

measure her; she makes her own position. And then Miss Tarrant has such

a future!" Mrs. Burrage added, quickly, as if that were the last thing

to be overlooked. "The whole question has come up again--the feeling

that Henry tried to think dead, or at least dying, has revived, through

the--I hardly know what to call it, but I really may say the

unexpectedly great effect of her appearance here. She was really

wonderful on Wednesday evening; prejudice, conventionality, every

presumption there might be against her, had to fall to the ground. I

expected a success, but I didn't expect what you gave us," Mrs. Burrage

went on, smiling, while Olive noted her "you." "In short, my poor boy

flamed up again; and now I see that he will never again care for any

girl as he cares for that one. My dear Miss Chancellor, _j'en ai pris

mon parti_, and perhaps you know my way of doing that sort of thing. I

am not at all good at resigning myself, but I am excellent at taking up

a craze. I haven't renounced, I have only changed sides. For or against,

I must be a partisan. Don't you know that kind of nature? Henry has put

the affair into my hands, and you see I put it into yours. Do help me;

let us work together."

This was a long, explicit speech for Mrs. Burrage, who dealt, usually,

in the cursory and allusive; and she may very well have expected that

Miss Chancellor would recognise its importance. What Olive did, in fact,

was simply to inquire, by way of rejoinder: "Why did you ask us to come

on?"

If Mrs. Burrage hesitated now, it was only for twenty seconds. "Simply

because we are so interested in your work."

"That surprises me," said Olive thoughtfully.

"I daresay you don't believe it; but such a judgement is superficial. I

am sure we give proof in the offer we make," Mrs. Burrage remarked, with

a good deal of point. "There are plenty of girls--without any views at

all--who would be delighted to marry my son. He is very clever, and he

has a large fortune. Add to that that he's an angel!"

That was very true, and Olive felt all the more that the attitude of

these fortunate people, for whom the world was so well arranged just as

it was, was very curious. But as she sat there it came over her that the

human spirit has many variations, that the influence of the truth is

great, and that there are such things in life as happy surprises, quite

as well as disagreeable ones. Nothing, certainly, forced such people to

fix their affections on the daughter of a "healer"; it would be very

clumsy to pick her out of her generation only for the purpose of

frustrating her. Moreover, her observation of their young host at

Delmonico's and in the spacious box at the Academy of Music, where they

had privacy and ease, and murmured words could pass without making

neighbours more given up to the stage turn their heads--her

consideration of Henry Burrage's manner, suggested to her that she had

measured him rather scantily the year before, that he was as much in

love as the feebler passions of the age permitted (for though Miss

Chancellor believed in the amelioration of humanity, she thought there

was too much water in the blood of all of us), that he prized Verena for

her rarity, which was her genius, her gift, and would therefore have an

interest in promoting it, and that he was of so soft and fine a paste

that his wife might do what she liked with him. Of course there would be

the mother-in-law to count with; but unless she was perjuring herself

shamelessly Mrs. Burrage really had the wish to project herself into the

new atmosphere, or at least to be generous personally; so that, oddly

enough, the fear that most glanced before Olive was not that this high,

free matron, slightly irritable with cleverness and at the same time

good-natured with prosperity, would bully her son's bride, but rather

that she might take too fond a possession of her. It was a fear which

may be described as a presentiment of jealousy. It occurred,

accordingly, to Miss Chancellor's quick conscience that, possibly, the

proposal which presented itself in circumstances so complicated and

anomalous was simply a magnificent chance, an improvement on the very

best, even, that she had dreamed of for Verena. It meant a large command

of money--much larger than her own; the association of a couple of

clever people who simulated conviction very well, whether they felt it

or not, and who had a hundred useful worldly ramifications, and a kind

of social pedestal from which she might really shine afar. The

conscience I have spoken of grew positively sick as it thought of having

such a problem as that to consider, such an ordeal to traverse. In the

presence of such a contingency the poor girl felt grim and helpless; she

could only vaguely wonder whether she were called upon in the name of

duty to lend a hand to the torture of her own spirit.

"And if she should marry him, how could I be sure that--afterwards--you

would care so much about the question which has all our thoughts, hers

and mine?" This inquiry evolved itself from Olive's rapid meditation;

but even to herself it seemed a little rough.

Mrs. Burrage took it admirably. "You think we are feigning an interest,

only to get hold of her? That's not very nice of you, Miss Chancellor;

but of course you have to be tremendously careful. I assure you my son

tells me he firmly believes your movement is the great question of the

immediate future, that it has entered into a new phase; into what does

he call it? the domain of practical politics. As for me, you don't

suppose I don't want everything we poor women can get, or that I would

refuse any privilege or advantage that's offered me? I don't rant or

rave about anything, but I have--as I told you just now--my own quiet

way of being zealous. If you had no worse partisan than I, you would do

very well. My son has talked to me immensely about your ideas; and even

if I should enter into them only because he does, I should do so quite

enough. You may say you don't see Henry dangling about after a wife who

gives public addresses; but I am convinced that a great many things are

coming to pass--very soon, too--that we don't see in advance. Henry is a

gentleman to his finger-tips, and there is not a situation in which he

will not conduct himself with tact."

Olive could see that they really wanted Verena immensely, and it was

impossible for her to believe that if they were to get her they would

not treat her well. It came to her that they would even overindulge her,

flatter her, spoil her; she was perfectly capable, for the moment, of

assuming that Verena was susceptible of deterioration and that her own

treatment of her had been discriminatingly severe. She had a hundred

protests, objections, replies; her only embarrassment could be as to

which she should use first.

"I think you have never seen Doctor Tarrant and his wife," she remarked,

with a calmness which she felt to be very pregnant.

"You mean they are absolutely fearful? My son has told me they are quite

impossible, and I am quite prepared for that. Do you ask how we should

get on with them? My dear young lady, we should get on as you do!"

If Olive had answers, so had Mrs. Burrage; she had still an answer when

her visitor, taking up the supposition that it was in her power to

dispose in any manner whatsoever of Verena, declared that she didn't

know why Mrs. Burrage addressed herself to _her_, that Miss Tarrant was

free as air, that her future was in her own hands, that such a matter as

this was a kind of thing with which it could never occur to one to

interfere. "Dear Miss Chancellor, we don't ask you to interfere. The

only thing we ask of you is simply _not_ to interfere."

"And have you sent for me only for that?"

"For that, and for what I hinted at in my note; that you would really

exercise your influence with Miss Tarrant to induce her to come to us

now for a week or two. That is really, after all, the main thing I ask.

Lend her to us, here, for a little while, and we will take care of the

rest. That sounds conceited--but she _would_ have a good time."

"She doesn't live for that," said Olive.

"What I mean is that she should deliver an address every night!" Mrs.

Burrage returned, smiling.

"I think you try to prove too much. You do believe--though you pretend

you don't--that I control her actions, and as far as possible her

desires, and that I am jealous of any other relations she may possibly

form. I can imagine that we may perhaps have that air, though it only

proves how little such an association as ours is understood, and how

superficial is still"--Olive felt that her "still" was really

historical--"the interpretation of many of the elements in the activity

of women, how much the public conscience with regard to them needs to be

educated. Your conviction with respect to my attitude being what I

believe it to be," Miss Chancellor went on, "I am surprised at your not

perceiving how little it is in my interest to deliver my--my victim up

to you."

If we were at this moment to take, in a single glance, an inside view of

Mrs. Burrage (a liberty we have not yet ventured on), I suspect we

should find that she was considerably exasperated at her visitor's

superior tone, at seeing herself regarded by this dry, shy, obstinate,

provincial young woman as superficial. If she liked Verena very nearly

as much as she tried to convince Miss Chancellor, she was conscious of

disliking Miss Chancellor more than she should probably ever be able to

reveal to Verena. It was doubtless partly her irritation that found a

voice as she said, after a self-administered pinch of caution not to say

too much, "Of course it would be absurd in us to assume that Miss

Tarrant would find my son irresistible, especially as she has already

refused him. But even if she should remain obdurate, should you consider

yourself quite safe as regards others?"

The manner in which Miss Chancellor rose from her chair on hearing these

words showed her hostess that if she had wished to take a little revenge

by frightening her, the experiment was successful. "What others do you

mean?" Olive asked, standing very straight, and turning down her eyes as

from a great height.

Mrs. Burrage--since we have begun to look into her mind we may continue

the process--had not meant any one in particular; but a train of

association was suddenly kindled in her thought by the flash of the

girl's resentment. She remembered the gentleman who had come up to her

in the music-room, after Miss Tarrant's address, while she was talking

with Olive, and to whom that young lady had given so cold a welcome. "I

don't mean any one in particular; but, for instance, there is the young

man to whom she asked me to send an invitation to my party, and who

looked to me like a possible admirer." Mrs. Burrage also got up; then

she stood a moment, closer to her visitor. "Don't you think it's a good

deal to expect that, young, pretty, attractive, clever, charming as she

is, you should be able to keep her always, to exclude other affections,

to cut off a whole side of life, to defend her against dangers--if you

call them dangers--to which every young woman who is not positively

repulsive is exposed? My dear young lady, I wonder if I might give you

three words of advice?" Mrs. Burrage did not wait till Olive had

answered this inquiry; she went on quickly, with her air of knowing

exactly what she wanted to say and feeling at the same time that, good

as it might be, the manner of saying it, like the manner of saying most

other things, was not worth troubling much about. "Don't attempt the

impossible. You have got hold of a good thing; don't spoil it by trying

to stretch it too far. If you don't take the better, perhaps you will

have to take the worse; if it's safety you want I should think she was

much safer with my son--for with us you know the worst--than as a

possible prey to adventurers, to exploiters, or to people who, once they

had got hold of her, would shut her up altogether."

Olive dropped her eyes; she couldn't endure Mrs. Burrage's horrible

expression of being near the mark, her look of worldly cleverness, of a

confidence born of much experience. She felt that nothing would be

spared her, that she should have to go to the end, that this ordeal also

must be faced, and that, in particular, there was a detestable wisdom in

her hostess's advice. She was conscious, however, of no obligation to

recognise it then and there; she wanted to get off, and even to carry

Mrs. Burrage's sapient words along with her--to hurry to some place

where she might be alone and think. "I don't know why you have thought

it right to send for me only to say this. I take no interest whatever in

your son--in his settling in life." And she gathered her mantle more

closely about her, turning away.

"It is exceedingly kind of you to have come," said Mrs. Burrage

imperturbably. "Think of what I have said; I am sure you won't feel that

you have wasted your hour."

"I have a great many things to think of!" Olive exclaimed insincerely;

for she knew that Mrs. Burrage's ideas would haunt her.

"And tell her that if she will make us the little visit, all New York

shall sit at her feet!"

That was what Olive wanted, and yet it seemed a mockery to hear Mrs.

Burrage say it. Miss Chancellor retreated, making no response even when

her hostess declared again that she was under great obligations to her

for coming. When she reached the street she found she was deeply

agitated, but not with a sense of weakness; she hurried along, excited

and dismayed, feeling that her insufferable conscience was bristling

like some irritated animal, that a magnificent offer had really been

made to Verena, and that there was no way for her to persuade herself

she might be silent about it. Of course, if Verena should be tempted by

the idea of being made so much of by the Burrages, the danger of Basil

Ransom getting any kind of hold on her would cease to be pressing. That

was what was present to Olive as she walked along, and that was what

made her nervous, conscious only of this problem that had suddenly

turned the bright day to greyness, heedless of the sophisticated-looking

people who passed her on the wide Fifth Avenue pavement. It had risen in

her mind the day before, planted first by Mrs. Burrage's note; and then,

as we know, she had vaguely entertained the conception, asking Verena

whether she would make the visit if it were again to be pressed upon

them. It had been pressed, certainly, and the terms of the problem were

now so much sharper that they seemed cruel. What had been in her own

mind was that if Verena should appear to lend herself to the Burrages

Basil Ransom might be discouraged--might think that, shabby and poor,

there was no chance for him as against people with every advantage of

fortune and position. She didn't see him relax his purpose so easily;

she knew she didn't believe he was of that pusillanimous fibre. Still,

it was a chance, and any chance that might help her had been worth

considering. At present she saw it was a question not of Verena's

lending herself, but of a positive gift, or at least of a bargain in

which the terms would be immensely liberal. It would be impossible to

use the Burrages as a shelter on the assumption that they were not

dangerous, for they became dangerous from the moment they set up as

sympathisers, took the ground that what they offered the girl was simply

a boundless opportunity. It came back to Olive, again and again, that

this was, and could only be, fantastic and false; but it was always

possible that Verena might not think it so, might trust them all the

way. When Miss Chancellor had a pair of alternatives to consider, a

question of duty to study, she put a kind of passion into it--felt,

above all, that the matter must be settled that very hour, before

anything in life could go on. It seemed to her at present that she

couldn't re-enter the house in Tenth Street without having decided first

whether she might trust the Burrages or not. By "trust" them, she meant

trust them to fail in winning Verena over, while at the same time they

put Basil Ransom on a false scent. Olive was able to say to herself that

he probably wouldn't have the hardihood to push after her into those

gilded saloons, which, in any event, would be closed to him as soon as

the mother and son should discover what he wanted. She even asked

herself whether Verena would not be still better defended from the young

Southerner in New York, amid complicated hospitalities, than in Boston

with a cousin of the enemy. She continued to walk down the Fifth Avenue,

without noticing the cross-streets, and after a while became conscious

that she was approaching Washington Square. By this time she had also

definitely reasoned it out that Basil Ransom and Henry Burrage could not

both capture Miss Tarrant, that therefore there could not be two

dangers, but only one; that this was a good deal gained, and that it

behoved her to determine which peril had most reality, in order that she

might deal with that one only. She held her way to the Square, which, as

all the world knows, is of great extent and open to the encircling

street. The trees and grass-plats had begun to bud and sprout, the

fountains plashed in the sunshine, the children of the quarter, both the

dingier types from the south side, who played games that required much

chalking of the paved walks, and much sprawling and crouching there,

under the feet of passers, and the little curled and feathered people

who drove their hoops under the eyes of French nursemaids--all the

infant population filled the vernal air with small sounds which had a

crude, tender quality, like the leaves and the thin herbage. Olive

wandered through the place, and ended by sitting down on one of the

continuous benches. It was a long time since she had done anything so

vague, so wasteful. There were a dozen things which, as she was staying

over in New York, she ought to do; but she forgot them, or, if she

thought of them, felt that they were now of no moment. She remained in

her place an hour, brooding, tremulous, turning over and over certain

thoughts. It seemed to her that she was face to face with a crisis of

her destiny, and that she must not shrink from seeing it exactly as it

was. Before she rose to return to Tenth Street she had made up her mind

that there was no menace so great as the menace of Basil Ransom; she had

accepted in thought any arrangement which would deliver her from that.

If the Burrages were to take Verena they would take her from Olive

immeasurably less than he would do; it was from him, from him they would

take her most. She walked back to her boarding-house, and the servant

who admitted her said, in answer to her inquiry as to whether Verena

were at home, that Miss Tarrant had gone out with the gentleman who

called in the morning, and had not yet come in. Olive stood staring; the

clock in the hall marked three.

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