CHAPTER XVII

Blossom still knelt at the bedside with eyes of absorbed suffering and

fingers that strayed flutteringly toward the bandaged head.

Bear Cat, with his hand on the latch, lingered at the door, held there

by a spell which he seemed powerless to combat. His part here was

played out and to remain longer was an intrusion--yet he seemed unable

to go. The kneeling girl was not even conscious of his presence. For

her there was no world except that little one bounded by the sides and

the end of the bed upon which her lover lay dying. Her hands clasped

themselves at last and her face buried itself in the coverings. She was

praying.

Bear Cat saw the glimmer of the firelight on her hair and to him it was

all the lost gold of his dreams. He caught the sweet graciousness of

her lissome curves, and his own fingers clutched at the shirt which had

become stiff with dried blood. Once she had prayed for him, he

remembered--but that was before her real power of loving had burned to

its fulness. Now he stood there forgotten.

He did not blame her for that forgetfulness. It only demonstrated the

singleness of devotion of which she was capable; the dedication of

heart which he had once hoped would be lavished on himself.

He, too, was so centered on one yearning that he was beyond the

realization of lesser matters, so that the gaunt preacher came within

arm's length unnoticed and laid a hand on his shoulder. Brother

Fulkerson nodded toward the other room, and Turner followed him with

the dumb and perfunctory abstraction of a sleep-walker.

"Now, son, ef hit hain't too late ter avail, let's hev a look at yore

own hurts. Ye didn't come through totally unscathed yore own self."

Bear Cat stood apathetically and his eyes turned hungrily toward the

stout partition of logs beyond which knelt the girl. It was not until

the older man had spoken the second time that he replied with a flat

tonelessness of voice, "My worst hurts ... hain't none ... thet ye kin

aid."

"Thet's what I aims ter find out." Joel Fulkerson's manner was brisk

and authoritative. "Strip off yore coat an' shirt."

Indifferently Bear Cat obeyed. Several times his lips moved without

sound, while the other pressed investigating fingers over the

splendidly sinewed torso and bathed away the dried blood.

"Hit looks p'intedly like ye've been seekin' ter prove them fruitless

stories thet bullets kain't kill ye," observed the preacher at the end

of his inspection, speaking with a somber humor. "Ye've done been shot

right nigh yore heart, an' ther bullet jest glanced round a rib without

penetratin'. Ye've done suffered wounds enough ter kill a half-dozen

ord'nary humans--an' beyond wastin' a heap of blood ye don't seem much

injured."

"I wisht," declared the young man bitterly, "ye'd done told me thet I

was about ter lay down an' die. Thet's all I'm longin' fer now."

For some moments they were silent; then Joel Fulkerson's grave pupils

flickered and a hint of quaver stole into his voice.

"Son, I've done spent my life in God's sarvice--unworthily yet plumb

earnest, too, an' thar's been times a-plenty when hit almost looked ter

me like He'd turned aside His face in wrath fer ther unregenerate sin

of these-hyar hills. I've hed my big dreams, too, Turner ... an' I've

seed 'em fail. Oftentimes, despairin' of ther heathenism of ther

growed-ups, I've sot my hopes on ther comin' generation. If ther

children could be given a new pattern of life ther whole system mout

come ter betterment."

The young man had been putting on again his discarded shirt and coat,

but his hands moved with the fumbling and apathetic motions of a

sleep-walker. His face, turned always toward that room beyond the wall,

was set in a dull immobility, yet he heard what the elder man was

saying, and listened with the impatience of one whose thoughts are in

travail, and whose interest for abstractions is dead. The preacher

recognized this, but with a resolute effort he continued. "When _you_

war a leetle shaver I seed in yore eyes thet ye hed dreams above

sordidness.... Oft-times when I watched ye gazin' off acrost the most

distant ridges I 'lowed that God hed breathed a wonderful gift inter ye

... ther ability ter dream an' make them dreams come true. I seed thet

ye hed _power_, power thet mout do great good or make yore name a

terror ter mankind, dependin' on which way ye turned hit." An agonized

groan came brokenly from the twisted lips. Bear Cat dropped into a

chair and covered his eyes with trembling palms. He had faced his

enemies without flinching, but after the cumulative forms of torture

through which he had passed to-night, his stoicism threatened to break

under the kind intentions of a talkative friend.

Still the evangelist went on: "I had visions of a new type of mountain

folks--some day ... when boys like you an' gals like Blossom grew

up--and wedded. Folks with all the honesty an' generosity we've got

now--but with ther black hate an' suspicion gone--. Ay--an' ther cause

of hit gone, too,--ther blockade stills."

Turner's nails bit into his temples as if with an effort to hold the

fugitive reason in his bursting head, as the words assaulted his ears.

"I've set hyar afore my fire many's ther night, a-dreamin' of some day

when there'd be a grandchild on my knee ... yore child an' Blossom's

... a baby thet would be trained up right."

Suddenly Turner's silence of apathy broke and he fell to trembling,

while his eyes flared wildly. "In God's name why does ye have ter taunt

me in this hour with reminders of all thet I've lived fer an' lost?

Does ye reckon I kin ever fergit hit?" He broke off, then went on again

with panting vehemence. "I hain't never had no dream but what was jest

a part of _thet_ dream.

"Why I've stood up thar on ther ridges in ther spring when ther face of

God's earth war so beautiful thet I've wondered ef His heaven could be

much better--an' thet's ther sperit of ther hills thet Blossom stood

fer ter me." The shaking voice gathered volume and passion. "I've seed

ther bleak misery of winter strangle all but ther breath of life

hitself outen folks thet lives hyar--an' thet's what this country means

ter me without Blossom! Folks knows how ter hate up hyar, but jest now,

somehow, I feels thet no man in all these God-forsaken mountings kin

hate life an' humanity like I hates 'em!"

Joel Fulkerson responded soberly though without reproof: "Yore man

Lincoln could go right on when things was turrible black. When his own

ends failed he still went on--fer others. He didn't give way ter hate.

He could go on tell he give his life hitself--fer dreams of betterin'

things thet needed betterment, an' he come from ther same blood as us."

"Wharfore in God's name does ye stand thar preachin' at me?" The young

man's reaction from stunned torpor to passion had brought with it

something like the fever of madness.

"Ye knows I holds with ye es ter schools--an' all fashion of

betterment--but what's them things ter me now? What I wants in this

hour is ter visit on ther man thet's ruint my life ther direst

punishment thet kin be meted out--an' he's cheatin' me by a-dyin'.

Listen--" He broke off and bent his head toward the wall of Blossom's

room and his voice took on a queer, almost maniacal note. "Kain't ye

heer her--in thar--groanin' out her heart! Let me git outen hyar.... I

kain't endure hit.... I'm liable ter do even _you_ an injury ef I

stays--albeit I loves ye!"

"I hates thet man in thar, too, Turner." The preacher laid a

restraining hand on his companion's taut arm and sought to soothe the

frenzy of wrath with the cool steadiness of his tone. "I've had need

ter pray fer strength against thet hate--but I've heered ther Stacy

rallyin' cry ter-night an' we've got ter hev speech."

"Speech hain't ergoin' ter mollify me. What I wants is ter hev ther

things I've suffered this night paid fer. Hit's all _got_ ter be paid

fer!" The inheritor of feudal instincts wheeled and burst from the

room, the preacher following more slowly but still determined.

Outside Turner halted. The ordeal through which he had passed had left

him shaken in a frenzy of passion, and he stood looking about him with

the gaze of a wild beast fretting under the feral urge of blood-lust.

With a clan easily inflamed and gathering to his call, Brother

Fulkerson realized the danger of that mood. Its menace must be met and

stemmed before it ran to a flood-tide of homicidal violence.

The preacher came close and spoke quietly.

"I don't know yit what tuck place ter night--over yon," he said. "I

only knows I've heered acrost ther hills a sound I'd prayed I mout

never hear ergin--ther cry of ther Stacys rallyin' fer battle. Ye've

got power, son--power beyond ther common. What air ye goin' ter do with

hit? Air ye a-goin' ter fergit yore dreams, because ther future's black

afore ye? Or air ye goin' ter be big enough, since ye're denied

children of yore own, ter make them dreams come true fer ther benefit

of other men's children?"

Bear Cat Stacy's voice as he answered was gratingly hard and his eyes

were unyielding.

"I don't know yit," he savagely announced. "I don't know yit fer sure

whose a-goin' ter need punishment, but I've called on my kinsmen ter

gather--an' when I knows the truth we'll be ready to deal hit out full

measure."

"Ther days of feuds is past, son. Fer God's sake don't be ther

backwardest man in all this evil-ridden country--you thet should be the

forwardest."

But Bear Cat's hands, clenched into fists, were raised high above his

head.

"My paw's in jail," he ripped out. "I hed ter go over thar ter hide out

in Virginny. Ef them things hadn't come ter pass mebby I mout hev saved

Blossom from her tribulation." Suddenly he fell silent. In the dim

light the preacher saw his face alter to the ugly set of a gargoyle and

his body come to such sudden rigidity as paralysis might have brought.

"God Almighty in heaven!" Turner exclaimed, then his words come racing

in a torrent of frenzy. "I war a damn' fool not ter hev seed hit afore!

Why air my paw in jail? Why did Kinnard Towers counsel me ter go ter

Virginny an' hide out? Hit war because he war plannin' ter murder Jerry

Henderson--an' he didn't dast do hit with us hyar! I knows now who

needs killin' an' so holp me God, I hain't a goin' ter lay down ner

sleep, ever again, until I kills him!" The eyes burned madly; the

figure shook and he would have rushed off at the moment had not the

preacher caught his arms and held them doggedly even though the

infuriated young giant tossed him about in his efforts to free himself.

Yet for all his thinness and age, Joel Fulkerson had power in his

frame--and an unshakeable determination in his heart.

"Listen ter me," he pleaded. "I won't keep ye hyar long--an' ef ye

don't listen now, ye won't never forgive yoreself hereafter.... Ye

hain't got no cause ter misdoubt my loyalty.... I hain't never asked a

favor of ye afore."

At any other time Turner would have acquiesced without debate and in a

spirit of fairness, but now he was driven by all the furies of his

blood. He had been through the icy chill of dull despair and then

plunged into the blast furnace of red wrath. Upon some guilty agency

reprisal must be wreaked--and as if with a revelation, he thought he

saw the origin of the conspiracy which his father had long ago

suspected.

He saw it so late because until now his mind had been too focused on

effects to hark back to causes, and now that he did see it, unless he

could be curbed, he would run amuck with the recklessness of a Mad

Mullah.

"Let me go, damn ye," the young man almost shrieked as he tore himself

loose from the restraining grasp, and flung the old preacher spinning

to the side so that he fell to his knees, shaken. He clambered up

slowly with a thin trickle of blood on his lips, where his teeth had

cut them in the fall.

"Thet war a pity, Bear Cat," he said in a queer voice, though still

unangered, wiping his mouth with his bony hand. "I'd thought thet we

two--with a common sorrow between us----" There he broke off, and the

boy stood for a breathing space, panting and smoldering. He could not

come back to cold sanity at one step because he had been too far shaken

from his balance--but as he watched the gray-haired man, to whom he had

always looked up with veneration and love, standing there, hurt to the

quick, and realized that upon that man he had laid violent hands, the

crazy fire in his arteries began to cool into an unutterable

mortification.

Since the cattle trader's story had been told back in the Virginia

cabin, until this moment, his mind had been successively scorched with

wrath, chilled in despair and buffeted by hurricane violence, but never

had it for a tranquil instant been stilled to normality. Over at the

Quarterhouse, when in Berserker rage he had been lashing out through a

red mist of battle, he had suffered less than since, because in action

he was spending the hoarded accumulation of wrath--but since then he

had been in the pits of an unbearable hell.

Now at the sight of that unresenting figure, wiping the blood from its

lip, a new emotion swept him with a flood of chagrin and self-contempt.

He had struck down a friend, defenseless and old, who had sought only

to give true counsel. The stubborn spirit that had upheld him as he

fought his fever-scalded way over the hills, and remained with him as

he watched the wedding ceremony, broke; and with face hidden behind

spread palms and a body racked by a spasm of collapse, he shook with

dry sobs that come in wrenching incoherence from deep in his chest.

He reeled and rocked on his feet under the tempest of tearless

weeping--and like a blind man staggered back and forth, until the

preacher, with a hand on each shoulder, had soothed him, as a child is

soothed. At last he found the power of speech.

"Fer God's sake, Brother Fulkerson, fergive me ... ef ye kin.... I

don't know what I'm doin'.... I'm seein' red." Again his voice vaulted

into choleric transports. "Ye says I mustn't call ther Stacys ter

bloodshed. Ye're right. Hit's my own private job--an' I'm goin' back

thar ter kill him--now! But es fer _you_, I wouldn't hev treated ye

with sich disrespect fer no cause in ther world--ef I hadn't been

well-nigh crazed."

"Son, I forgives ye full free ... but ye jest suspicions these other

matters. Ye hain't dead sure--and ye hain't ther man ter go out killin'

without ye _air_ plumb sartain.... Now will ye set down an' give me

leave ter talk a spell?"

The boy dropped upon the edge of the porch and jerked with a palsy of

wretchedness, and as he sat the old preacher pleaded.

For a while Bear Cat's attention was perfunctory. He listened because

he had promised to listen, but as the evangelist swept on with an

earnestness that gave a fire of eloquence to his uncouth words, his

congregation of one was heeding him because of the compulsion of

interest. He saw a bigger enemy and one more worthy of his warfare

behind the malign individual who was, after all, only its figure-head

and coefficient.

"Ef them ye loves hed been struck ter death by a rattlesnake--and hit

war feasible fer ye, 'stid of jest killin' ther snake, ter put an end

ter ther pizen hitself--fer all time--would ye waste strength on a

single sarpent?" The eyes of the speaker were glowing with ardor. "Men

like Kinnard air snakes thet couldn't do no harm save fer ther pizen of

ther copper worms. Hit's because they pertects them worms thet ther

lawless stands behind sich men--an' ther law-abidin' fears 'em. Wipe

out ther curse itself--an' ye wipes out ther whole system of meanness

an' murder." He paused, and for the first time since his outburst Bear

Cat spoke soberly.

"Over thar--at ther Quarterhouse--whar they sought ter git

Henderson--they warn't nothin' but a yelpin' pack of mad dogs--all

fired ter murder with white licker."

Brother Fulkerson nodded.

"I said ye hed power, an' I don't want ter see ye misuse hit.

"Ye asked me a spell back why I pestered ye with talk about betterment

in this hour of yore affliction. Hit's because I wants ye ter go on

fightin' fer thet dream--even ef hit's denied ye ter profit by hit. I

wants thet jest now with ther Stacys gatherin' in from back of beyond,

ye starts out leadin' 'em rightfully 'stid of wrongfully--fer whichever

way ye leads, ye'll go far."

Bear Cat Stacy rose from his seat. His chest still heaved, but his eyes

were aflame with a fire no longer baleful. In them was the thrilling

blaze of far-reaching vision. For a time he stood silent, then he

thrust out his hand.

"Brother Fulkerson, I've done been right close ter hell's edge

ter-night--but ye've brought me out. I hevn't put by my resolve ter

punish murder--if I can prove hit--but I've put by punishin' hit with

more murder. I aims ter make an end of blockadin'."

"Praise God," murmured Brother Fulkerson with the glowing face of an

old and wearied prophet who sees a younger and mightier rise before

him. Yet because his own long labors had taken heavy toll of weariness,

he knew the ashes of despair as well as the flame of ardor. Now he

found himself arguing the insurmountable difficulties. "But how does ye

aim ter persuade men ter forego blockadin'? Yore own kinfolks air

amongst 'em."

Bear Cat's excitement of resolve brought a tremor to his voice.

"By God, I don't aim ter persuade 'em over-much. I aims ter force 'em.

I aims ter rip out every still this side of Cedar Mounting--Stacys' and

Towers' alike, an' I don't aim ter sneak up on 'em, but ter march open

about ther business!"

It was to a campaign of persuasion, rather than abrupt coercion, that

the preacher had sought to guide his convert, and at this announcement

of audacious purpose he shook his head, and the hopefulness faded from

his pupils.

"The system hes hits roots set deep in ancient toleration, an' hooked

under ther rocks themselves. Afore ye alters hit by fo'ce, ye've got

ter shake, ter the bottom-most ledges, hills thet hain't never been

shuck afore."

But Bear Cat Stacy had within the hour become the crusader in spirit,

hot with a new-born purpose, and it would have been as possible to send

molten lava traveling uphill to go tamely back again into its bursted

crater, as to shake his purpose. He was in eruption.

"I knows thet, but I aims ter blast out the bed-rock hitself an' build

hit up anew.

"Hit seems ter me right now es ef I kin see ther picture of this land

in y'ars ter come. I kin see men walkin' with thar heads high an' thar

gaze cl'ar--'stid of reelin' in thar saddles an' scowlin' hate outen

drunken eyes. I kin see sich schools es Jerry Henderson named ter me in

other valleys an' coves.

"Ye says hit hain't a-goin' ter be easy, but I tells ye more then

thet--hit's goin' ter be jest one mite short of impossible--an'

none-the-less I'm a-goin' ter do hit. I'm a-goin' ter lay ther

foundations fer a peace thet kin endure. I reckon folks'll laugh at 'em

fust, an' then mark me down fer death, but I means ter prevail afore I

quits--an' I'm beholden ter ye fer p'intin' me ther way."

The preacher clasped his hands in a nervous uncertainty. The transition

from night to the twilight of the day's beginning had passed through

its most ghostly vagueness to a fog-wrapped morning. A dour veil of

gray and sodden mists trailed along the slopes with that chill that

strikes at the heart and quenches the spirit in depression.

Joel Fulkerson stood, gray, too, and colorless.

"I don't hardly know how ter counsel ye, son," he said, and his voice

was that of a man whose burden of weariness was crushing him.

"Ye aims ter do a thing thet hain't nuver been successfully undertook

afore. Ef ye seeks ter fo'ce men 'stid of persuadin' 'em--ye're mighty

liable ter fail--and cause ther valleys ter run red."

Bear Cat's lips twisted themselves into a smile ironically mirthless.

"Brother Fulkerson," he said, "in thar--ye kin almost hear her moanin'

now--is ther gal thet I've always loved. Ter me ther ground she walks

on is holy--ther air she breathes is ther only air I kin breathe

without tormint ... ter-night I fotched hyar ther man thet my heart was

clamorin' ter kill: fotched him hyar ter wed with her." As he paused

Turner's face twitched painfully.

"Ye says I mustn't undertake this job in no spirit of vengeance. Thar

hain't no other fashion I _kin_ undertake hit. I must needs throw

myself inter this warfare with all ther hate--an' all ther love thet's

in my blood. I hain't a-goin' ter try ter gentle iniquity--I'm goin'

ter strive ter tromp hit underfoot."

When Bear Cat was joined by Joe Sanders a few minutes later, the ridges

were still grim and unrelieved heaps of ragged gray. The sky was

lowering and vague, and the face of the sun pale and sullen.

Joe, too, in that depressing dimness looked like a churlish ghost, and

as the pair stood silently in the road they saw a trio of horsemen

approaching and recognized at their head Dog Tate, mud-splashed and

astride a horse that limped stiffly with weariness.

Dog slid from his saddle, and reported briefly.

"Ther boys air a-comin' in from ther branch waters an' ther furthermost

coves. I've done started a tide of men flowin' ter-night."

"I'm beholden ter ye. I reckon we'd all better fare over ter my house

and make ready ter meet 'em thar."

Tate leaned forward and gripped Bear Cat's arm.

"I've done warned everybody thet our folks must come in quiet. I 'lowed

ye'd want ter hold counsel afore any man fired a shot--but--" He paused

and looked furtively about him, then lowered his voice. "But thar's a

thing comin' ter pass thet don't pleasure me none. Kinnard Towers air

a-ridin' over hyar ter hev speech with ye--an' ef ye jest says ther

word--thar hain't no need of his ever gittin' hyar."

"Kinnard Towers!" For an instant an astonished and renewed anger flared

in Bear Cat's pupils, and the face of the other man blackened with the

malevolence of a grudge long nursed and long festering in repression.

"Kinnard Towers," repeated Dog Tate, vindictively mouthing the name.

"He's hired more men killed then he's got teeth in his jaws. He's raked

hell itself, stirrin' tribulation fer yore people an' mine--an' I've

done took my oath. Jest es soon es things start poppin' he's my man ter

kill!"

Abruptly Tate fell to trembling. His face became a thing of ash and

flint. From his pocket he drew a small package folded in newspaper,

which he unwrapped and held out, displaying an old and very soiled

handkerchief, spotted with dark discolorations. A shrill note sharpened

his voice as he spoke in vehement haste.

"Thar hit air! Thet's my daddy's 'kerchief--an' thet spot air ther

blood thet was spilled outen his heart--by a bullet Kinnard Towers

caused ter be fired! Seems like I kin see him a-lyin' thar now, sort of

gaspin' an' tryin' ter say somethin' ter me, thet he didn't never

succeed in utterin' afore he died! I wasn't hardly more'n a baby them

days an' when I come ter manhood they'd done made a truce an' yore paw

'lowed thet hit bound me. But now!" The man's excited tones cracked

like a mule-whip. "Now ef ther truce air ended, hit's my right ter hev

ther fust chance."

Slowly, with a comprehending sympathy but a firm resolution, Stacy

shook his head.

"Ye've got ter be as heedful an' patient es ye bade ther others be.

I've got a right-sensible hankerin' atter vengeance myself to-day,

Dog--but I've got ter hold my hand for a spell yit, an' ye've got ter

give me yore solemn pledge ter hold your'n, too. Hit mustn't be said

thet ef any man--even Kinnard--trusts us enough ter ride inter our

midst when we're gathered, he kain't be heered in safety."

The messenger stood looking down at the grewsome souvenir of the

tragedy which he believed left him a debtor with an unpaid score. Clan

obedience and individual lust for reprisal shook him in profound

dilemma, but finally, with a strong effort, he nodded his head--though

grudgingly.

"I gives ye my hand," he said in a dull voice, and up to them at that

moment rode a spattered horseman who, because of Towers' relationship

and marriage with a Stacy wife, was qualified as a neutral.

"I brings tidin's from Kinnard Towers," he announced. "He seeks ter

hold a parley with ye. He comes in peace, an' he wants yore pledge thet

he kin fare hither without harm."

Turner's jaw came out with a belligerent set, but he answered slowly.

"I was over at his place last night an' he didn't hardly hold _me_

harmless. None-the-less, tell him ter come on. I'll send back a few of

my kinfolks with ye ter safeguard him along ther way."

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