DIGNITY AND IMPUDENCE

I knew Ned Ferry was having that inner strife with which we ought always

to credit even Gholson's sort, and I had a loving ambition to help him

"take the upper fork." So doing, I might help Charlotte Oliver fulfil

the same principle, win the same victory. When, therefore, Gholson put

the question to me squarely, Would I speak to Ferry? I consented, and as

the four of us, horsemen, left our beasts in the stable munching corn,

Gholson began a surprisingly animated talk with our host, and Ferry,

with a quizzical smile, said to me "Talk with you?--shall be happy to;

we'll just make a slight _détour_ on this side the grove and

woods-pasture, eh?"

He meant the north side, opposite that one by which we had come from

church. Here the landscape was much the same as there; wide fields on

each side the fenced highway that still ran north and south, and woods

for the sky-line everywhere. We chose an easy footpath along the

northern fence of the grove, crossed the highway, and passed on a few

steps alongside the woods-pasture fence. We talked as we went, he giving

the kindest heed to my every word though I could see that, like any good

soldier, he was scanning all the ground for its fighting values, and,

not to be outdone, I, myself, pointed out, a short way up the public

road, a fence-gap on the left, made by our camping soldiers two nights

before. It was at another such gap, in the woods-pasture fence, that we

turned back by a path through it which led into the wood and so again

toward the highway and the house-grove. The evening General Austin sent

me to Wiggins it was at this gap that I saw old Dismukes sitting

cross-legged on the ground, playing poker; and here, now, I summoned the

desperation to speak directly to my point.

I had already tried hard to get something said, but had found myself at

every turn entangled in generalities. Now, stammering and gagging I

remarked that our experiences of the morning, both in church and out,

had in some way combined with an earlier word of his own to me, and

given me a valuable thought. "You remember, when I wanted to shoot that

Yankee off my horse?"

"Yes; and I said--what?"

"You said 'This isn't your private war.' Lieutenant, I hope those words

may last in my memory forever and come to me in every moral situation in

which I may find myself."

"Yes? Well, I think that's good."

"It seems to me, Lieutenant Ferry, that in every problem of moral

conduct we confront we really hold in trust an interest of all mankind.

To solve that problem bravely and faithfully is to make life just so

much easier for everybody; and to fail to do so is to make it just so

much harder to solve by whoever has next to face it." Whurroo! my blood

was up now, let him look to himself!

"Yes?" said Ferry, picking at the underbrush as we sauntered, and for

some time he said no more. Then he asked, "You want me to apply that to

myself, in--in the present case?" and to my tender amazement, while his

eyes seemed to count his slackening steps, he laid his arm across my

shoulders.

An hour of avowal could not have told me more; could not have filled me

half so full of sympathy, admiration and love, as did that one slight

motion. It befitted the day, a day outwardly so quiescent, yet in which

so much was going on. A realization of this quiet activity kept us

silent until we had come through the woods-pasture to its southern

border, and so through the big white field-gate into the public road;

now we turned up toward the grove-gate, and here I spoke again. "Do you

still think we ought to wait here for the command?"

That from a private soldier to his captain! Yet all my leader answered

was "You think there's cause to change our mind?"

"I don't know, Lieutenant; do you think Jewett has run back into his own

lines?"

"Yes, I think so; and you?"

"Why, eh,--Lieutenant, I don't believe there's a braver man in Grant's

army than that one a-straddle of my horse to-day! Why, just the way he

got him, night before last,--you've heard that, haven't you?"

"Yes, the General told me. And so you think--"

"Lieutenant, I can't help believing he's out here to make a new record

for himself, at whatever cost!"

We went on some steps in silence and entered the gate of the

house-grove; and just as Ferry would have replied we discovered before

us in the mottled shade of the driveway, with her arm on Cécile's

shoulders as his lay on mine, and with _her_ eyes counting _her_

slackening steps, Charlotte Oliver. They must have espied us already out

in the highway, for they also were turned toward the house, and as we

neared them Charlotte faced round with a cheery absence of surprise and

said "Mr. Smith, don't we owe each other a better acquaintance? Suppose

we settle up."

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