A GNAWING IN THE DARK

On our return to the veranda, Camille and I, we found on its front the

house's entire company except only the children of the family. Mrs.

Sessions, Estelle and Cécile formed one group, Squire Sessions and

Charlotte Oliver made a pair, and Ferry and Miss Harper another. Our

posies created a lively demonstration; Camille yielded them to Estelle,

and Estelle took them into the house to arrange them in water. Gholson

went with her; it was painful to see her zest for his society.

Miss Harper "knocked me down," as we boys used to say, to Charlotte

Oliver; "Charlotte, my dear, you already know Mr. Smith, I believe?"

I had expected to see again, and to feel, as well, the starry charms of

Coralie Rothvelt; but what I confronted was far different. The charms

were here, unquenched by this stare of daylight, but from them shone a

lustre of womanliness wholly new. It seemed to grow on even when a

tricksy gleam shot through it as she replied, "Yes, our acquaintance

dates from Gallatin."

With a spasm of eagerness I said it did: "Our

acquai'--hh--Gallatin--hh--" But my soul cried like a culprit, "No, no,

it begins only now!" and my whole being stood under arrest before the

accusing truth that from Gallatin till now my acquaintance had been

solely with that false phase of her which I knew as Coralie Rothvelt. At

the same her kind eyes sweetly granted me a stripling's acquittal--oh!

why did it have to be a stripling's?

Wonderful eyes she had; deep blue, as I have said, in color; black, in

spirit; never so wonderful as when having sparkled black they quieted to

blue again. Always then there came the slightest of contractions at the

outer corners of the delicate lids, that gave a fourfold expression of

thought, passion, tenderness and intrepidity. I never saw that silent

meaning in but one other pair of eyes; wherever it turned it said--at

the same time saying many other things but saying this always

plainest--"I see both out and in; I know myself--and thee." Never but in

one other pair of eyes? no; and whose were those? Ned Ferry's.

"Don't you love to see Charlotte and him look at each other in that

steady way when they're talking together?" Camille asked me later. But

rather coldly I inquired why I should; I felt acutely enough without

admitting it to Camille, that Charlotte and Ferry were meeting on ground

far above me; and when Gholson, in his turn, called to my notice, in

Charlotte's case, this unique gaze, and contrasted it with her beautiful

yet strangely childish mouth, I asked a second time why she was

here, anyhow.

"She's here," murmured Gholson, "because she has to live! To live she

must have means, Smith, and to have means she must either get them

herself or she must--" and again he poised his hand horizontally across

his mouth and whispered--"live with her hus'--"

I jerked my head away--"Yes, yes." Scott Gholson was the only one of us

who could give that wretch that title. "Gholson," I said, for I kept him

plied with questions to prevent his questioning me, "how did that man

ever get her?"

The rest of the company were going into the house; he glanced furtively

after them and grabbed my arm; you would have thought he was about to

lay bare the whole tragedy in five words; "Smith,--nobody knows!"

"Do you believe she has told Ned Ferry anything?"

"Never! About herself? no, sir!" He bent and whispered: "She despises

him; she keeps in with him, but it's to get the news, that's all; that's

positively all." On our way to the stable to saddle up--for we were all

going to church--he told me what he knew of her story. I had heard it

all and more, but I listened with unfeigned interest, for he recited it

with flashes of heat and rancor that betrayed a cruel infatuation eating

into his very bone and brain, the guilt of which was only intensified by

the sour legality of his moral sense.

The church we went to was in Franklin, but the preacher was a man of

note, a Vicksburg refugee. On the way back Gholson and I rode for a time

near enough to Squire Sessions and Ned Ferry to know the sermon was

being discussed by them, and something they said gave my companion

occasion to murmur to me in a tone of eager censure that Ned Ferry's

morals were better than his religion.

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