I replied at once, without taking thought.

"I think him quite an exceptional man," I said--"Good and

great-hearted,--and I fancy he must have gone through much difficult

experience to make him what he is."

"I entirely disagree with you,"--said Dr. Brayle, quickly--"I've taken

his measure, and I think it's a fairly correct one. I believe him to be

a very clever and subtle charlatan, who affects a certain profound

mysticism in order to give himself undue importance--"

There was a sudden clash. Mr. Harland had brought his clenched fist

down upon the table with a force that made the glasses ring.

"I won't have that, Brayle!" he said, sharply--"I tell you I won't have

it! Santoris is no charlatan--never was!--he won his honours at Oxford

like a man--his conduct all the time I ever knew him was perfectly open

and blameless--he did no mean tricks, and pandered to nothing base--and

if some of us fellows were frightened of him (as we were) it was

because he did everything better than we could do it, and was superior

to us all. That's the truth!--and there's no getting over it. Nothing

gives small minds a better handle for hatred than

superiority--especially when that superiority is never asserted, but

only felt."

"You surprise me,"--murmured Brayle, half apologetically--"I thought--"

"Never mind what you thought!" said Mr. Harland, with a sudden ugly

irritation of manner that sometimes disfigured him--"Your thoughts are

not of the least importance!"

Dr. Brayle flushed angrily and Catherine looked surprised and visibly

indignant.

"Father! How can you be so rude!"

"Am I rude?" And Mr. Harland shrugged his shoulders

indifferently--"Well! I may be--but I never take a man's hospitality

and permit myself to listen to abuse of him afterwards."

"I assure you--" began Dr. Brayle, almost humbly.

"There, there! If I spoke hastily, I apologise. But Santoris is too

straightforward a man to be suspected of any dishonesty or

chicanery--and certainly no one on board this vessel shall treat his

name with anything but respect." Here he turned to me--"Will you come

on deck for a little while before bedtime, or would you rather rest?"

I saw that he wished to speak to me, and willingly agreed to accompany

him. Dinner being well over, we left the saloon, and were soon pacing

the deck together under the light of a brilliant moon. Instinctively we

both looked towards the 'Dream' yacht,--there was no illumination about

her this evening save the usual lamp hung in the rigging and the tiny

gleams of radiance through her port-holes,--and her graceful masts and

spars were like fine black pencillings seen against the bare slope of a

mountain made almost silver to the summit by the singularly searching

clearness of the moonbeams. My host paused in his walk beside me to

light a cigar.

"I'm sure you are convinced that Santoris is honest," he said--"Are you

not?"

"In what way should I doubt him?"--I replied, evasively--"I scarcely

know him!"

Hardly had I said this when a sudden self-reproach stung me. How dare I

say that I scarcely knew one who had been known to me for ages? I

leaned against the deck rail looking up at the violet sky, my heart

beating quickly. My companion was still busy lighting his cigar, but

when this was done to his satisfaction he resumed.

"True! You scarcely know him, but you are quick to form opinions, and

your instincts are often, though perhaps not always, correct. At any

rate, you have no distrust of him? You like him?"

"Yes,"--I answered, slowly--"I--I like him--very much."

And the violet sky, with its round white moon, seemed to swing in a

circle about me as I spoke--knowing that the true answer of my heart

was love, not liking!--that love was the magnet drawing me

irresistibly, despite my own endeavour, to something I could neither

understand nor imagine.

"I'm glad of that," said Mr. Harland--"It would have worried me a

little if you had taken a prejudice or felt any antipathy towards him.

I can see that Brayle hates him and has imbued Catherine with something

of his own dislike."

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