RECOGNITION

At these words and at sight of the speaker, Morton Harland started back

as if he had been shot.

"Santoris!" he exclaimed--"Not possible! Rafel Santoris! No! You must

be his son!"

The stranger laughed.

"My good Harland! Always the sceptic! Miracles are many, but there is

one which is beyond all performance. A man cannot be his own offspring!

I am that very Santoris who saw you last in Oxford. Come, come!--you

ought to know me!"

He stepped more fully into the light which was shed from the open door

of the deck saloon, and showed himself to be a man of distinguished

appearance, apparently about forty years of age. He was well built,

with the straight back and broad shoulders of an athlete,--his face was

finely featured and radiant with the glow of health and strength, and

as he smiled and laid one hand on Mr. Harland's shoulder he looked the

very embodiment of active, powerful manhood. Morton Harland stared at

him in amazement and something of terror.

"Rafel Santoris!" he repeated--"You are his living image,--but you

cannot be himself--you are too young!"

A gleam of amusement sparkled in the stranger's eyes.

"Don't let us talk of age or youth for the moment"--he said. "Here I

am,--your 'eccentric' college acquaintance whom you and several other

fellows fought shy of years ago! I assure you I am quite harmless! Will

you present me to the ladies?"

There was a brief embarrassed pause. Then Mr. Harland turned to us

where we had withdrawn ourselves a little apart and addressed his

daughter.

"Catherine,"--he said--"This gentleman tells me he knew me at Oxford,

and if he is right I also knew HIM. I spoke of him only the other night

at dinner--you remember?--but I did not tell you his name. It is Rafel

Santoris--if indeed he IS Santoris!--though my Santoris should be a

much older man."

"I extremely regret," said our visitor then, advancing and bowing

courteously to Catherine and myself--"that I do not fulfil the required

conditions of age! Will you try to forgive me?"

He smiled--and we were a little confused, hardly knowing what to say.

Involuntarily I raised my eyes to his, and with one glance saw in those

clear blue orbs that so steadfastly met mine a world of

memories--memories tender, wistful and pathetic, entangled as in tears

and fire. All the inward instincts of my spirit told me that I knew him

well--as well as one knows the gold of the sunshine or the colour of

the sky,--yet where had I seen him often and often before? While my

thoughts puzzled over this question he averted his gaze from mine and

went on speaking to Catherine.

"I understand," he said--"that you are interested in the lighting of my

yacht?"

"It is most beautiful and wonderful,"--answered Catherine, in her

coldest tone of conventional politeness, "And so unusual!"

His eyebrows went up with a slightly quizzical.

"Yes, I suppose it is unusual," he said--"I am always forgetting that

what is not quite common seems strange! But really the arrangement is

very simple. The yacht is called the 'Dream'--and she is, as her name

implies, a 'dream' fulfilled. Her sails are her only motive power. They

are charged with electricity, and that is why they shine at night in a

way that must seem to outsiders like a special illumination. If you

will honour me with a visit to-morrow I will show you how it is

managed."

Here Captain Derrick, who had been standing close by, was unable to

resist the impulse of his curiosity.

"Excuse me, sir,"--he said, suddenly--"but may I ask how it is you sail

without wind?"

"Certainly!--you may ask and be answered!" Santoris replied. "As I have

just said, our sails are our only motive power, but we do not need the

wind to fill them. By a very simple scientific method, or rather let me

say by a scientific application of natural means, we generate a form of

electric force from the air and water as we move. This force fills the

sails and propels the vessel with amazing swiftness wherever she is

steered. Neither calm nor storm affects her progress. When there is a

good gale blowing our way, we naturally lessen the draft on our own

supplies--but we can make excellent speed even in the teeth of a

contrary wind. We escape all the inconveniences of steam and smoke and

dirt and noise,--and I daresay in about a couple of hundred years or so

my method of sailing the seas will be applied to all ships large and

small, with much wonder that it was not thought of long ago."

"Why not apply it yourself?" asked Dr. Brayle, now joining in the

conversation for the first time and putting the question with an air of

incredulous amusement--"With such a marvellous discovery--if it is

yours--you should make your fortune!"

Santoris glanced him over with polite tolerance.

"It is possible I do not need to make it,"--he answered, then turning

again to Captain Derrick he said, kindly, "I hope the matter seems

clearer to you? We sail without wind, it is true, but not without the

power that creates wind."

The captain shook his head perplexedly.

"Well, sir, I can't quite take it in,"--he confessed--"I'd like to know

more."

"So you shall! Harland, will you all come over to the yacht to-morrow?

There may be some excursion we could do together--and you might remain

and dine with me afterwards."

Mr. Harland's face was a study. Doubt and fear struggled for the

mastery in his expression and he did not at once answer. Then he seemed

to conquer his hesitation and to recover himself.

"Give me a moment with you alone,"--he said, with a gesture of

invitation towards the deck saloon.

Our visitor readily complied with this suggestion, and the two men

entered the saloon together and closed the door.

Silence followed. Catherine looked at me in questioning

bewilderment,--then she called to Mr. Swinton, who had been standing

about as though awaiting orders in his usual tiresome and servile way.

"What sort of an interview did you have with that gentleman when you

got on board his yacht?" she asked.

"Very pleasant--very pleasant indeed"--he replied--"The vessel is

magnificently appointed. I have never seen such luxury. Extraordinary!

More than princely! Mr. Santoris himself I found particularly

agreeable. When he had read Mr. Harland's note, he said he was glad to

find it was from an old college companion, and that he would come over

with me to renew the acquaintance. As he has done."

"You were not afraid of him, then?" queried Dr. Brayle, sarcastically.

"Oh dear no! He seems quite well-bred, and I should say he must be very

wealthy."

"A most powerful recommendation!" murmured Brayle--"The best in the

world! What do YOU think of him?" he asked, turning suddenly to me.

"I have no opinion,"--I answered, quietly.

How could I say otherwise? How could I tell such a man as he was, of

one who had entered my life as insistently as a flash of light,

illumining all that had hitherto been dark!

At that moment Catherine caught my hand.

"Listen!" she whispered.

A window of the deck saloon was open and we stood near it. Dr. Brayle

and Mr. Swinton had moved away to light fresh cigars, and we two women

were for the moment alone. We heard Mr. Harland's voice raised to a

sort of smothered cry.

"My God! You ARE Santoris!"

"Of course I am!" And the deep answering tones were full of music,--the

music of a grave and infinitely tender compassion--"Why did you doubt

it? And why call upon God? That is a name which has no meaning for you."

There followed a silence. I looked at Catherine and saw her pale face

in the light of the moon, haggard in line and older than her years, and

my heart was full of pity for her. She was excited beyond her usual

self-I could see that the appearance of the stranger from the yacht had

aroused her interest and compelled her admiration. I tried to draw her

gently to a farther distance from the saloon, but she would not move.

"We ought not to listen,"--I said--"Catherine, come away!"

She shook her head.

"Hush!" she softly breathed--"I want to hear!"

Just then Mr. Harland spoke again.

"I am sorry!" he said--"I have wronged you and I apologise. But you can

hardly wonder at my disbelief, considering your appearance, which is

that of a much younger man than your actual years should make you."

The rich voice of Santoris gave answer.

"Did I not tell you and others long ago that for me there is no such

thing as time, but only eternity? The soul is always young,--and I live

in the Spirit of youth, not in the Matter of age."

Catherine turned her eyes upon me in wide-open amazement.

"He must be mad!" she said.

I made no reply either by word or look. We heard Mr. Harland talking,

but in a lower tone, and we could not distinguish what he said.

Presently Santoris answered, and his vibrant tones were clear and

distinct.

"Why should it seem to you so wonderful?" he said--"You do not think it

miraculous when the sculptor, standing before a shapeless block of

marble, hews it out to conformity with his inward thought. The marble

is mere marble, hard to deal with, difficult to shape,--yet out of its

resisting roughness the thinker and worker can mould an Apollo or a

Psyche. You find nothing marvellous in this, though the result of its

shaping is due to nothing but Thought and Labour. Yet when you see the

human body, which is far easier to shape than marble, brought into

submission by the same forces of Thought and Labour, you are

astonished! Surely it is a simpler matter to control the living cells

of one's own fleshly organisation and compel them to do the bidding of

the dominating spirit than to chisel the semblance of a god out of a

block of stone!"

There was a pause after this. Then followed more inaudible talk on the

part of Mr. Harland, and while we yet waited to gather further

fragments of the conversation, he suddenly threw open the saloon door

and called to us to come in. We at once obeyed the summons, and as we

entered he said in a somewhat excited, nervous way:--

"I must apologise before you ladies for the rather doubting manner in

which I received my former college friend! He IS Rafel Santoris--I

ought to have known that there's only one of his type! But the curious

part of it is that he should be nearly as old as I am,--yet somehow he

is not!"

I laughed. It would have been hard not to laugh, for the mere idea of

comparing the two men, Santoris in such splendid prime and Morton

Harland in his bent, lean and wizened condition, as being of the same

or nearly the same age was quite ludicrous. Even Catherine smiled--a

weak and timorous smile.

"I suppose you have grown old more quickly, father," she said--"Perhaps

Mr. Santoris has not lived at such high pressure."

Santoris, standing by the saloon centre table tinder the full blaze of

the electric lamp, looked at her with a kindly interest.

"High or low, I live each moment of my days to the full, Miss

Harland,"--he said--"I do not drowse it or kill it--I LIVE it! This

lady,"--and he turned his eyes towards me--"looks as if she did the

same!"

"She does!" said Mr. Harland, quickly, and with emphasis--"That's quite

true! You were always a good reader of character, Santoris! I believe I

have not introduced you properly to our little friend"--here he

presented me by name and I held out my hand. Santoris took it in his

own with a light, warm clasp--gently releasing it again as he bowed. "I

call her our little friend, because she brings such an atmosphere of

joy along with her wherever she goes. We persuaded her to come with us

yachting this summer for a very selfish reason--because we are disposed

to be dull and she is always bright,--the advantage, you see, is all on

our side! Oddly enough, I was talking to her about you the other

night--the very night, by the by, that your yacht came behind us off

Mull. That was rather a curious coincidence when you come to think of

it!"

"Not curious at all,"--said Santoris--"but perfectly natural. When will

you realise that there is no such thing as 'coincidence' but only a

very exact system of mathematics?"

Mr. Harland gave a slight, incredulous gesture.

"Your theories again," he said--"You hold to them still! But our little

friend is likely to agree with you,--when I was speaking of you to her

I told her she had somewhat the same ideas as yourself. She is a sort

of a 'psychist'--whatever that may mean!"

"Do you not know?" queried Santoris, with a grave smile--"It is easy to

guess by merely looking at her!"

My cheeks grew warm and my eyes fell beneath his steadfast gaze. I

wondered whether Mr. Harland or Catherine would notice that in his coat

he wore a small bunch of the same kind of bright pink bell-heather

which was my only 'jewel of adorning' that night. The ice of

introductory recognition being broken, we gathered round the saloon

table and sat down, while the steward brought wine and other

refreshments to offer to our guest. Mr. Harland's former uneasiness and

embarrassment seemed now at an end, and he gave himself up to the

pleasure of renewing association with one who had known him as a young

man, and they began talking easily together of their days at college,

of the men they had both been acquainted with, some of whom were dead,

some settled abroad and some lost to sight in the vistas of uncertain

fate. Catherine took very little part in the conversation, but she

listened intently--her colourless eyes were for once bright, and she

watched the face of Santoris as one might watch an animated picture.

Presently Dr. Brayle and Mr. Swinton, who had been pacing the deck

together and smoking, paused near the saloon door. Mr. Harland beckoned

them.

"Come in, come in!" he said--"Santoris, this is my physician, Dr.

Brayle, who has undertaken to look after me during this

trip,"--Santoris bowed--"And this is my secretary, Mr. Swinton, whom I

sent over to your yacht just now." Again Santoris bowed. His slight,

yet perfectly courteous salutation, was in marked contrast with the

careless modern nod or jerk of the head by which the other men barely

acknowledged their introduction to him. "He was afraid of his life to

go to you"--continued Mr. Harland, with a laugh--"He thought you might

be an illusion--or even the devil himself, with those fiery sails!" Mr.

Swinton looked sheepish; Santoris smiled. "This fair dreamer of

dreams"--here he singled me out for notice--"is the only one of us who

has not expressed either surprise or fear at the sight of your vessel

or the possible knowledge of yourself, though there was one little

incident connected with the pretty bunch of bell-heather she is

wearing--why!--you wear the same flower yourself!"

There was a moment's silence. Everyone stared. The blood burned in my

veins,--I felt my face crimsoning, yet I knew not why I should be

embarrassed or at a loss for words. Santoris came to my relief.

"There's nothing remarkable in that, is there?" he queried,

lightly--"Bell-heather is quite common in this part of the world. I

shouldn't like to try and count up the number of tourists I've lately

seen wearing it!"

"Ah, but you don't know the interest attaching to this particular

specimen!" persisted Mr. Harland--"It was given to our little friend by

a wild Highland fellow, presumably a native of Mull, the very morning

after she had seen your yacht for the first time, and he told her that

on the previous night he had brought all of the same kind he could

gather to you! Surely you see the connection?"

Santoris shook his head.

"I'm afraid I don't!" he said, smilingly. "Did the 'wild Highland

fellow' name me?"

"No--I believe he called you 'the shentleman that owns the yacht.'"

"Oh well!" and Santoris laughed--"There are so many 'shentlemen' that

own yachts! He may have got mixed in his customers. In any case, I am

glad to have some little thing in common with your friend--if only a

bunch of heather!"

"HER bunch behaves very curiously,"--put in Catherine--"It never fades."

Santoris made no comment. It seemed as if he had not heard, or did not

wish to hear. He changed the conversation, much to my comfort, and for

the rest of the time he stayed with us, rather avoided speaking to me,

though once or twice I met his eyes fixed earnestly upon me. The talk

drifted in a desultory manner round various ordinary topics, and I,

moving a little aside, took a seat near the window where I could watch

the moon-rays striking a steel-like glitter on the still waters of Loch

Scavaig, and at the same time hear all that was being said without

taking any part in it. I did not wish to speak,--the uplifted joy of my

soul was too intense for anything but silence. I could not tell why I

was so happy,--I only knew by inward instinct that some point in my

life had been reached towards which I had striven for a far longer

period than I myself was aware of. There was nothing for me now but to

wait with faith and patience for the next step forward--a step which I

felt would not be taken alone. And I listened with interest while Mr.

Harland put his former college friend through a kind of inquisitorial

examination as to what he had been doing and where he had been

journeying since they last met. Santoris seemed not at all unwilling to

be catechised.

"When I escaped from Oxford,"--he said--but here Mr. Harland interposed.

"Escaped!" he exclaimed--"You talk as if you had been kept in prison."

"So I was"--Santoris replied--"Oxford is a prison, to all who want to

feed on something more than the dry bones of learning. While there I

was like the prodigal son,--exiled from my Father's House. And I 'did

eat the husks that the swine did eat.' Many fellows have to do the

same. Sometimes--though not often--a man arrives with a constitution

unsuited to husks. Mine was--and is--such an one."

"You secured honours with the husks," said Mr. Harland.

Santoris gave a gesture of airy contempt.

"Honours! Such honours! Any fellow unaddicted to drinking, with a fair

amount of determined plod could win them. The alleged 'difficulties' in

the way are perfectly childish. They scarcely deserve to be called the

pothooks and hangers of an education. I always got my work done in two

or three hours--the rest of my time at college was pure leisure,--which

I employed in other and wiser forms of study than those of the general

curriculum--as you know."

"You mean occult mysteries and things of that sort?"

"'Occult' is a word of such new coinage that it is not found in many

dictionaries,"--said Santoris, with a mirthful look--"You will not find

it, for instance, in the earlier editions of Stormonth's reliable

compendium. I do not care for it myself; I prefer to say 'Spiritual

science.'"

"You believe in that?" asked Catherine, abruptly.

"Assuredly! How can I do otherwise, seeing that it is the Key to the

Soul of Nature?" "That's too deep for me!" said Dr. Brayle, pouring

himself out a glass of whisky and mixing it with soda-water--"If it's a

riddle I give it up!"

Santoris was silent. There was a moment's pause. Then Catherine leaned

forward across the table, looking at him with tired, questioning eyes.

"Could you not explain?" she murmured.

"Easily!" he answered--"Anyone can understand it with a little

attention. What I mean is this,--you know that the human body outwardly

expresses its inward condition of health, mentality and

spirituality--well, in exactly the same way Nature, in her countless

varying presentations of beauty and wisdom, expresses the Soul of

herself, or the spiritual force which supports her existence.

'Spiritual science' is the knowledge, not of the outward effect so much

as of the inward cause which makes the effect manifest. It is a

knowledge which can be applied to the individual daily uses of

life,--the more it is studied, the more reward it bestows, and the

smallest portion of it thoroughly mastered, is bound to lead to some

discovery, simple or complex, which lifts the immortal part of a man a

step higher on the way it should go."

"You are satisfied with your researches, then?" asked Mr. Harland.

Santoris smiled gravely.

"Do I look like a man that has failed?" he answered.

Mr. Harland studied his handsome face and figure with ill-concealed

envy.

"You went abroad from Oxford?" he queried.

"Yes. I went back to the old home in Egypt--the house where I was born

and bred. It had been well kept and cared for by the faithful servant

to whom my father had entrusted it--as well kept as a Royal Chamber in

the Pyramids with the funeral offerings untouched and a perpetual lamp

burning. It was the best of all possible places in which to continue my

particular line of work without interruption--and I have stayed there

most of the time, only coming away, as now, when necessary for a change

and a look at the world as the world lives in these days."

"And"--here Mr. Harland hesitated, then went on--"Are you married?"

Santoris lifted his eyes and regarded his former college acquaintance

fixedly.

"That question is unnecessary"--he said--"You know I am not."

There was a brief awkward pause. Dr. Brayle looked up with a satirical

smile.

"Spiritual science has probably taught you to beware of the fair

sex"--he said.

"I do not entirely understand you"--answered Santoris, coldly--"But if

you mean that I am not a lover of women in the plural you are right."

"Perhaps of the one woman--the one rare pearl in the deep sea"--hinted

Dr. Brayle, unabashed.

"Come, you are getting too personal, Brayle," interrupted Mr. Harland,

quickly, and with asperity--"Santoris, your health!"

He raised a glass of wine to his lips--Santoris did the same--and this

simple courtesy between the two principals in the conversation had the

effect of putting their subordinate in his proper place.

"It seems superfluous to wish health to Mr. Santoris," said Catherine

then--"He evidently has it in perfection."

Santoris looked at her with kindly interest.

"Health is a law, Miss Harland"--he said--"It is our own fault if we

trespass against it."

"Ah, you say that because you are well and strong," she answered, in a

plaintive tone--"But if you were afflicted and suffering you would take

a different view of illness."

He smiled, somewhat compassionately.

"I think not,"--he said--"If I were afflicted and suffering, as you

say, I should know that by my own neglect, thoughtlessness,

carelessness or selfishness I had injured my organisation mentally and

physically, and that, therefore, the penalty demanded was just and

reasonable."

"Surely you do not maintain that a man is responsible for his own

ailments?" said Mr. Harland--"That would be too far-fetched, even for

YOU! Why, as a matter of fact a wretched human being is not only cursed

with his own poisoned blood but with the poisoned blood of his

forefathers, and, according to the latest medical science, the very air

and water swarm with germs of death for the unsuspecting victim."

"Or germs of life!" said Santoris, quietly--"According to my knowledge

or 'theory,' as you prefer to call it, there are no germs of actual

death. There are germs which disintegrate effete forms of matter merely

to allow the forces of life to rebuild them again--and these may

propagate in the human system if it so happens that the human system is

prepared to receive them. Their devastating process is called disease,

but they never begin their work till the being they attack has either

wasted a vital opportunity or neglected a vital necessity. Far more

numerous are the beneficial germs of revivifying and creative

power--and if these find place, they are bound to conquer those whose

agency is destructive. It all depends on the soil and pasture you offer

them. Evil thoughts make evil blood, and in evil blood disease

germinates and flourishes. Pure thoughts make pure blood and rebuild

the cells of health and vitality. I grant you there is such a thing as

inherited disease, but this could be prevented in a great measure by

making the marriage of diseased persons a criminal offence,--while much

of it could be driven out by proper care in childhood. Unfortunately,

the proper care is seldom given."

"What would you call proper care?" asked Catherine.

"Entire absence of self-indulgence, to begin with,"--he answered--"No

child should be permitted to have its own way or expect to have it. The

first great lesson of life should be renunciation of self."

A faint colour crept into Catherine's faded cheeks. Mr. Harland

fidgeted in his chair.

"Unless a man looks after himself, no one else will look after him"--he

said.

"Reasonable care of one's self is UNselfishness," replied

Santoris--"But anything in excess of reasonable care is pure vice. A

man should work for his livelihood chiefly in order not to become a

burden on others. In the same way he should take care of his health so

that he may avoid being a troublesome invalid, dependent on others'

compassion. To be ill is to acknowledge neglect of existing laws and

incapacity of resistance to evil."

"You lay down a very hard and fast rule, Mr. Santoris"--said Dr.

Brayle--"Many unfortunate people are ill through no fault of their own."

"Pardon me for my dogmatism when I say such a thing is

impossible"--answered Santoris--"If a human being starts his life in

health he cannot be ill UNLESS through some fault of his own. It may be

a moral or a physical fault, but the trespass against the law has been

made. And suppose him to be born with some inherited trouble, he can

eliminate even that from his blood if he so determines. Man was not

meant to be sickly, but strong--he is not intended to dwell on this

earth as a servant but as a master,--and all the elements of strength

and individual sovereignty are contained in Nature for his use and

advantage if he will but accept them as frankly as they are offered

ungrudgingly. I cannot grant you "--and he smiled--"even the smallest

amount of voluntary or intended mischief in the Divine plan!"

At that moment Captain Derrick looked in at the saloon door to remind

us that the boat was still waiting to take our visitor back to his own

yacht. He rose at once, with a briefly courteous apology for having

stayed so long, and we all vent with him to see him off. It was

arranged that we were to join him on board his vessel next day, and

either take a sail with him along the island coast or else do the

excursion on foot to Loch Coruisk, which was a point not to be missed.

As we walked all together along the moonlit deck a chance moment placed

him by my side while the others were moving on ahead. I felt rather

than saw his eyes upon me, and looked up swiftly in obedience to his

compelling glance. There was a light of eloquent meaning in the

expression of his face, but he spoke in perfectly conventional tones:--

"I am glad to have met you at last,"--he said, quietly--"I have known

you by name--and in the spirit--a long time."

I did not answer. My heart was beating rapidly with an excitation of

nameless joy and fear commingled.

"To-morrow"--he went on--"we shall be able to talk together, I hope,--I

feel that there are many things in which we are mutually interested."

Still I could not speak.

"Sometimes it happens"--he continued, in a voice that trembled a

little--"that two people who are not immediately conscious of having

met before, feel on first introduction to each other as if they were

quite old friends. Is it not so?"

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