THE HEROINE BEGINS HER STORY

It is difficult at all times to write or speak of circumstances which

though perfectly at one with Nature appear to be removed from natural

occurrences. Apart from the incredulity with which the narration of

such incidents is received, the mere idea that any one human creature

should be fortunate enough to secure some particular advantage which

others, through their own indolence or indifference, have missed, is

sufficient to excite the envy of the weak or the anger of the ignorant.

In all criticism it is an understood thing that the subject to be

criticised must be UNDER the critic, never above,--that is to say,

never above the critic's ability to comprehend; therefore, as it is

impossible that an outsider should enter at once into a clear

understanding of the mystic Spiritual-Nature world around him, it

follows that the teachings and tenets of that Spiritual-Nature world

must be more or less a closed book to such an one,--a book, moreover,

which he seldom cares or dares to try and open.

In this way and for this reason the Eastern philosophers and sages

concealed much of their most profound knowledge from the multitude,

because they rightly recognised the limitations of narrow minds and

prejudiced opinions. What the fool cannot learn he laughs at, thinking

that by his laughter he shows superiority instead of latent idiocy. And

so it has happened that many of the greatest discoveries of science,

though fully known and realised in the past by the initiated few, were

never disclosed to the many until recent years, when 'wireless

telegraphy' and 'light-rays' are accepted facts, though these very

things were familiar to the Egyptian priests and to that particular

sect known as the 'Hermetic Brethren,' many of whom used the 'violet

ray' for chemical and other purposes ages before the coming of Christ.

Wireless telegraphy was also an ordinary method of communication

between them, and they had their 'stations' for it in high towers on

certain points of land as we have now. But if they had made their

scientific attainments known to the multitude of their day they would

have been judged as impostors or madmen. In the time of Galileo men

would not believe that the earth moved round the sun,--and if anyone

had then declared that messages could be sent from one ship to another

in mid-ocean without any visible means of communication, he would

probably have been put to torture and death as a sorcerer and

deliberate misleader of the public. In the same way those who write of

spiritual truths and the psychic control of our life-forces are as

foolishly criticised as Galileo, and as wrongfully condemned.

For hundreds of years man's vain presumption and belief in his own

infallibility caused him to remain in error concerning the simplest

elements of astronomy, which would have taught him the true position of

the sphere upon which he dwells. With precisely equal obstinacy man

lives to-day in ignorance of his own highest powers because he will not

take the trouble to study the elements of that supreme and

all-commanding mental science which would enable him to understand his

own essential life and being, and the intention of his Creator with

regard to his progress and betterment. Therefore, in the face of his

persistent egotism and effrontery, and his continuous denial of the

'superhuman' (which denial is absurdly incongruous seeing that all his

religions are built up on a 'superhuman' basis), it is generally

necessary for students of psychic mysteries to guard the treasures of

their wisdom from profane and vulgar scorn,--a scorn which amounts in

their eyes to blasphemy. For centuries it has been their custom to

conceal the tenets of their creed from the common knowledge for the

sake of conventions; because they would, or might, be shut out from

such consolations as human social intercourse can give if their

spiritual attainments were found to be, as they often are, beyond the

ordinary. Thus they move through the world with the utmost caution, and

instead of making a display of their powers they, if they are true to

their faith, studiously deny the idea that they have any extraordinary

or separate knowledge. They live as spectators of the progress or decay

of nations, and they have no desire to make disciples, converts or

confidants. They submit to the obligations of life, obey all civil

codes, and are blameless and generous citizens, only preserving silence

in regard to their own private beliefs, and giving the public the

benefit of their acquirements up to a certain point, but shutting out

curiosity where they do not wish its impertinent eyes.

To this, the creed just spoken of, I, the writer of this present

narrative, belong. It has nothing whatever to do with merely human

dogma,--and yet I would have it distinctly understood that I am not

opposed to 'forms' of religion save where they overwhelm religion

itself and allow the Spirit to be utterly lost in the Letter. For 'the

letter killeth,--the spirit giveth life.' So far as a 'form' may make a

way for truth to become manifest, I am with it,--but when it is a mere

Sham or Show, and when human souls are lost rather than saved by it, I

am opposed to it. And with all my deficiencies I am conscious that I

may risk the chance of a lower world's disdain, seeing that the 'higher

world without end' is open to me in its imperishable brightness and

beauty, to live in both NOW, and for ever. No one can cast me out of

that glorious and indestructible Universe, for 'whithersoever I go

there will be the sun and the moon, and the stars and visions and

communion with the gods.'

And so I will fulfil the task allotted to me, and will enter at once

upon my 'story'--in which form I shall endeavour to convey to my

readers certain facts which are as far from fiction as the sayings of

the prophets of old,--sayings that we know have been realised by the

science of to-day. Every great truth has at first been no more than a

dream,--that is to say, a thought, or an instinctive perception of the

Soul reaching after its own immortal heritage. And what the Soul

demands it receives.

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At a time of year when the indolent languors of an exceptionally warm

summer disinclined most people for continuous hard work, and when those

who could afford it had left their ordinary avocations for the joys of

a long holiday, I received a pressing invitation from certain persons

whom I had met by chance during one London season, to join them in a

yachting cruise. My intending host was an exceedingly rich man, a

widower with one daughter, a delicate and ailing creature who, had she

been poor, would have been irreverently styled 'a tiresome old maid,'

but who by reason of being a millionaire's sole heiress was alluded to

with sycophantic tenderness by all and sundry as 'Poor Miss Catherine.'

Morton Harland, her father, was in a certain sense notorious for having

written and published a bitter, cold and pitiless attack on religion,

which was the favourite reading of many scholars and literary men, and

this notable performance, together with the well accredited reports of

his almost fabulous wealth, secured for him two social sets,--the one

composed of such human sharks as are accustomed to swim round the

plutocrat,--the other of the cynical, listless, semi-bored portion of a

so-called cultured class who, having grown utterly tired of themselves,

presumed that it was clever to be equally tired of God. I was surprised

that such a man as he was should think of including me among his

guests, for I had scarcely exchanged a dozen words with him, and my

acquaintance with Miss Harland was restricted to a few casual

condolences with her respecting the state of her health. Yet it so

chanced that one of those vague impulses to which we can give no name,

but which often play an important part in the building up of our

life-dramas, moved both father and daughter to a wish for my company.

Moreover, the wish was so strong that though on first receiving their

invitation I had refused it, they repeated it urgently, Morton Harland

himself pressing it upon me with an almost imperative insistence.

"You want rest,"--he said, peering at me narrowly with his small hard

brown eyes--"You work all the time. And to what purpose?"

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