HOW FATHER TOM CONNOLLY BEGAN TO BE A SAINT

If you knew Father Tom Connolly, you would like him, because--well,

just because Father Tom Connolly was one of the kind whom everybody

liked. He had curly black hair, over an open and smiling face; he was

big, but not too big, and he looked the priest, the _soggarth aroon_

kind, you know, so that you just felt that if you ever did get into

difficulties, Father Tom Connolly would be the first man for you to

talk it all over with. But Father Tom had a large parish, in a

good-sized country town, to look after; and so, while you thought that

you might monopolize all of his sympathy in your bit of possible

trouble, he had hundreds whose troubles had already materialized, and

was waiting for yours with a wealth of experience which would only

make his smile deeper and his grasp heartier when the task of

consoling you came to his door and heart.

Now, there lived in the same town as Father Tom another priest of

quite a different make. He, too, had a Christian name. It was Peter;

but no one ever called him Father _Peter_. Every one addressed him as

Father _Ilwin_. Somehow this designation alone fitted him. It was not

that this other priest was unkind--not at all--but it was just that in

Father Tom's town he did not quite fit.

Father Ilwin had been sent by the Bishop to build a new church, and

that on a slice of Father Tom's territory, which the Bishop lopped off

to form a new parish. Father Ilwin was young. He had no rich brogue on

his tongue to charm you into looking at his coat in expectation

of seeing his big heart burst out to welcome you. He was

thoughtful-looking and shy, so he did not get on well and his new

church building grew very slowly.

I have given you the characters of my little story, but, for the life

of me, I can not tell you which one is to be the hero and which the

villain--but, let that go, for I am sure of one thing at least: this

story has no villain. But it followed just as naturally as day follows

night--for which figure of speech, my thanks to Mr. Shakespeare--that

when Father Ilwin failed to do well, he grew gloomy and sad; and just

as naturally--God help us--there was enough of human nature in Father

Tom to say, "I told you so" to himself, and to have him pity Father

Ilwin to others in that superior sort of way that cuts and stings more

than a whip of scorpions. Then, when Father Tom spoke to some of his

people of Father Ilwin's poor success and said, "He meant well, good

lad," they all praised the soft, kind heart of Father Tom; but when

Father Ilwin heard of this great kindness he just shut his lips

tightly, and all the blood was chased from his set face to grip his

heart in a spell of resentment. Why? Oh, human nature, you know! and

human nature explains a lot of things which even story-writers have to

give up. Of course, people _did_ say that Father Ilwin was ungracious

and unappreciative; yet, as I write, much as I like Father Tom, I have

a tear in my eye for the lonely man who knew well that the only

obstacle to his success was the _one_ that people never _could_ see,

and that the _obstacle himself_ was never _likely_ to see.

But let us go on. Of all the things in this world that Father Tom

believed in, it was that his "parish rights" were first and foremost.

So he never touched foot in his neighbor's parish, except to pay him a

friendly visit, or to go to his righteous confession. He visited no

homes out of his territory, though he had baptized pretty nearly every

little curly-headed fairy in each. They were his no longer and that

was enough. He wanted no visitor in his limits either, except on the

same terms. So no one in Father Tom's parish had helped much in

building the church across the river. The people understood.

It had never occurred to Father Tom that his own purse--not _too_

large, but large enough--might stand a neighborly assessment. No, he

had "built his church by hard scraping, and that is how churches

should be built." Now, do not get a bad opinion of Father Tom on this

account. He thought he was right, and perhaps he was. It is not for me

to criticize Father Tom, whom every poor person in the town loved as a

father; only I did feel sorry that poor Father Ilwin grew so thin and

worn, and that his building work was stopped, and people did not seem

to sympathize with him, at all, at all. Over in his parish there were

open murmurs that "the people had built one church and should not be

asked now to build another"; or "what was good enough for Father Tom

was good enough for anyone"; or "the Bishop should have consulted _us_

before he sent this young priest into Father Tom's parish." In the

other part of the town, however, everything was quiet enough, and none

would think of offending his pastor by showing any interest in Father

Ilwin, financially or otherwise. Father Ilwin said nothing; but do you

wonder that one day when a generous gift was announced from "the Rev.

Thomas Connolly, our respected fellow citizen," to help in the

erection of a Soldier's Monument for the town, Father Ilwin read it

and went back into his room, where, on the table, were laid out the

plans of his poor little church, and cried like a baby?

[Illustration: "Father Ilwin read it and went back into his room,

where on the table were laid out the plans of his poor little church,

and cried like a baby."]

It happened that Father Tom rarely ever left his parish, which was

again much to his credit with the people. "Sure, _he_ never takes a

vacation at all," they said. But at last a call came that he could not

refuse, and, having carefully made his plans to secure a monk from a

monastery quite far away to take his place over Sunday, he left to see

a sick brother from whom he had seldom heard, and who lived far in the

Southwest. Perhaps it was significant, perhaps not--I do not know, and

I do not judge--that Father Tom was particular to say in his letter to

the monastery that, "as the weather is warm, the father who comes to

take my place need only say a Low Mass and may omit the usual sermon."

It was known that Father Tom did not care for preachers from outside.

He could preach a little himself, and he knew it.

It was a long and tiresome journey to the bedside of Father Tom's

dying brother, so when the big, good-natured priest stepped off the

train at Charton station in Texas, he was worn out and weary. But he

soon had to forget both. A dapper young man was waiting for him in a

buggy. The young lad had a white necktie and wore a long coat of

clerical cut. Father Tom passed the buggy, but was called back by its

occupant.

"Are you not the Reverend Thomas Connolly?"

"I am," said the priest in surprise.

"Then father is waiting for you. I am your nephew. Get in with me."

Father Tom forgot his weariness in his stupefaction.

"You--you are a clergyman?" he stammered.

"Oh, yes! Baptist pastor over in the next village. Father was always a

Romanist, but the rest of us, but one, are Christians."

If you could only have seen Father Tom's face. No more was said; no

more was needed. In a few minutes the buggy stopped before the

Connolly farm home and Father Tom was with his brother. He lost no

time.

"Patrick," said he, "is that young Baptist minister your son?"

"Yes, Tom, he is."

"Good Lord! Thank Him that mother died before she knew. 'Twill be no

warm welcome she'll be giving ye on the other side."

"Perhaps not, Tom. I've thought little of these things, except as to

how I might forget them, till now. Somehow, it doesn't seem quite

right. But I did the best I could. I have one of the children to show

her."

"How did _one_ stay?"

"She didn't _stay_. She came back to the Faith. She was converted by a

priest who was down here for his health and who was stationed in this

town for about a year. He went back North when he got better. I would

not have sent even for you, Tom, only _she_ made me."

Father Tom felt something grip his heart and he did not speak for a

long minute. Then he took his brother's hand and said in his old boy

language: "Paddy, lad, tell me all about it--how you fell away. Maybe

there was something of an excuse for it."

"I thought there was," said the dying man, "but now all seems

different. When I came here first, I was one of the few Catholic

settlers, and I was true to my religion. I saw the other churches

built, but never went into them, though they tried hard enough to get

me, God knows. But I was fool enough to let a pretty face catch me. It

was a priest from Houston who married us. She never interfered; and

later a few more Catholics came. The children were all baptized and we

got together to build a church. I gave the ground and all I had in the

bank--one hundred and fifty dollars. We were only a few, but we got a

thousand dollars in all. We could get no more, and money was bringing

twelve per cent, so we couldn't borrow. We had to give it all back and

wait. Without church or priest, the children went to the

Sunday-schools and--I lost them. Then, I, somehow, seemed to drift

until this priest came for his health. He got us few Catholics

together and converted my best--my baby girl--Kathleen. She was named

after mother, Tom. We could only raise eight hundred dollars this

time, but the priest said: 'I'll go to my neighbors and ask help.' So

he went over to Father Pastor and Father Lyons, but they refused to

help at all. They have rich parishes, whose people would be glad to

give something; but the priests said, 'No.' They thought helping was a

mistake. It hurt our priest, for he could do nothing on eight hundred

dollars. We needed only another five hundred. But that ended the

struggle. I say my beads and wait alone. Murphy and Sullivan went

away. Keane died. His family are all 'fallen away.' My boy went to a

college his mother liked--and you saw him. The others--except

Kathleen--are all Baptists. I suppose I have a heavy load to bear

before the judgment seat, but Tom--Tom, you don't know the struggle it

cost, and the pain of losing was greater than the pain of the fight."

A beautiful girl came into the room. The sick man reached out his hand

which she took as she sat beside him.

"This is Kathleen, Tom. He's your uncle and a priest, my darling. She

sits by me this way, Tom, and we say our beads together. I know it

won't be long now, dearie, 'till you can go with your uncle where

there is a church and a chance to profit by it."

Father Tom closed his brother's eyes two days later.

He left with Kathleen when the funeral was over. His nephew

accompanied them to the train and said with unction:

"Good-bye, brother, I shall pray for you," and Father Tom groaned down

to his heart of hearts.

Father Ilwin was at the train when Father Tom and his niece arrived

home, though quite by accident. Kathleen's eyes danced when she saw

him and she rushed to shake hands. Father Tom said:

"Sure, I had no idea that you knew one another."

"Yes, indeed, we do," cried the child. "Why, uncle, it was Father

_Peter_ who converted me."

Father Tom heard, but did not say a word.

It was only three days later when Father Tom stood in the miserable

little room that Father Ilwin called his library. On the table still

reposed the plans of the new church, but no sound of hammer was heard

outside. Father Tom had little to say, but it was to the point. He had

profited by his three days at home to think things out. He had arrived

at his conclusions, and they were remarkably practical ones.

"Ilwin, me lad, I don't think I've treated ye just as a priest and

Christian should--but I thought I was right. I know now that I wasn't.

Ilwin, _we_ can build that church and _we will_. Here are a thousand

dollars as a start to show that I mean it. There'll be a collection

for you in St. Patrick's next Sunday. After that I intind going about

with ye. I think I know where we can get some more."

Then and there Father Tom Connolly began to be a Saint.

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