At this most unexpected revelation Mr. Wycherly fairly jumped.
"You mean you sat on the baby?" he cried, aghast.
"No, it was _Punch_ sat on the baby and it didn't like it. It yelled."
"Do explain--your statements are so confused--what _do_ you mean?"
"I mean," she continued, "I opened _Punch_ on the baby and read it--it
was only a minute, but I was so interested, and I've heard them say that
it doesn't hurt to let a healthy baby cry for a minute--and all the
nurses read, I've seen them hundreds of times; but they heard and came
flying all in a hurry and were so cross, and Mrs. Cox said I needn't
ever come back."
It was well that Jane-Anne couldn't see Mr. Wycherly's face, which was
lighted up by a smile of immense satisfaction; but what he _said_
sounded very grave.
"I fear you have not been very honest, little Jane-Anne."
She sat up and looked at him.
"Honest! I've told you exactly what happened."
"Certainly, you've been honest to me, but what about Mrs. Cox?"
Jane-Anne hung her head.
"The baby slept at first," she said, "and it was so dull and all the
_Punches_ were there--and I got so interested----"
"You've not done what you undertook to do, that was to look after the
baby. Mrs. Cox didn't ask you there to read her _Punches_ did she?"
"She'll never have me again, she said so."
"I'm not surprised."
"What will Mrs. Methuen say?"
"I can't think."
"And aunt?"
"I don't think your--aunt" (Mr. Wycherly was just going to say
"excellent," but restrained himself) "will be much surprised."
Jane-Anne sighed deeply. "I shall never be a Norland Nurse now," she
said sadly. "I've lost my character."
"I'm afraid you have."
"Do _you_ mind very much?"
"Upon my soul," said Mr. Wycherly, "I don't care a brass farthing."
*CHAPTER XV*
*THE PHILOSOPHY OF BEAUTY*
"The foundation of beauty is a reasonable order addressed to the
imagination through the senses." PHILEBUS.
The last time Mrs. Methuen called in Holywell, just before she went
away, she left a ladies' paper, _The Peeress_.
Jane-Anne fell upon it instantly and carried it off to her room. She
had never seen such a paper before and her mind was in a curiously
receptive state. Lord Byron's Hebrew melodies rang in her ears, and she
immensely enjoyed herself when she went to bed at night by standing in
front of the looking-glass in her night gown, with her thick black hair
streaming round her like a cloud, while she repeated solemnly:--
"She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes.
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies."
She quite agreed with the poet that "gaudy day" was a little unkind to
her appearance. She was too brown; moreover, she was no longer pale, and
this rather vexed her. She had an idea that Lord Byron would have
preferred her pale. Still she felt that her hair was quite satisfactory
and shook it round her, only grieving that the glass was far too small
to show it all. There was not a cheval-glass in Mr. Wycherly's house.
But from time to time she caught sight of her big plait (Mrs. Methuen
had persuaded Mrs. Dew to have Jane-Anne's hair done in one thick plait
instead of two) in shop windows, with the profoundest satisfaction.
"One shade the more, one ray the less."
She hoped she had rays in her hair, but was not quite sure.
"Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place."
To obtain the "thoughts serenely sweet" it was but necessary to adopt
the Bruey pose, and, behold, the thing was done.
Mere words cannot express the comfort that poem was to Jane-Anne. Up
and down her room she sailed, "clothed on in majesty," an unbleached
calico night gown, and her long black hair.
"The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent."
At such moments she adored Lord Byron for writing such beautiful things
about her, and was perfectly happy.
Mrs. Methuen's magazine opened up new possibilities. From its pages she
learned that no one need despair of their personal appearance. Had
nature been niggardly in the matter of hair, a hundred artists in
coiffure advertised their aid. Was one's complexion not quite to one's
liking, there were skin specialists galore who undertook to remedy any
facial defects. In fact the journal was a regular _vade mecum_ as to
the cult of beauty, and such pleasing visions were not conjured up by
words alone. There were pictures in plenty of lovely ladies in every
stage of lack of attire and with every variety of "transformation."
Radiant beings with enormous eyes, preternaturally minute mouths, and
figures so slender that one wondered if they ever had anything to eat.
And every one of them had wavy hair.
Now Jane-Anne's hair waved just after it was unplaited, but it was
naturally quite straight, soft, fine, abundant hair, growing very
prettily round her face with an upward sweep from her forehead.
It was all very well to walk in beauty like the night. It was
comparatively easy to imagine one realised Lord Byron's conception of
the Hebrew beauty. But here much more was expected.
Jane-Anne was certainly slim, the unkindly accurate might have described
her as decidedly thin; but, even so, she was not shaped at all like the
ladies depicted in _The Peeress_. Her legs were long and her hips were
small, but--"I seem too thick through," she said to herself.
There was a whole page of replies to anxious students of the Art of
Beauty. "Pietista" sought to improve a throat "discoloured and too
thin." "Butterfly" complained of "sagging lines beneath chin and around
mouth."
Jane-Anne flew to the glass but could discover nothing of the kind, and
was comforted.
"Troubled" wanted to know how to "colour dark hair a bright auburn," but
Jane-Anne passed this by. She was perfectly satisfied with the colour
of her hair. What she did long for was a box of "Magnolia Bloom
powder," which _The Peeress_ assured "Amabelle" would lend to the
countenance "the soft sheen of a butterfly's wing."
But this desirable appearance could only be arrived at by the
expenditure of eighteen-pence, and Jane-Anne possessed but
three-halfpence in the world. The other beautifiers cost such vast sums
as excluded them altogether from her scheme of possibilities.
Eighteenpence: one shilling and sixpence. Once Lord Dursley had given
her a new two-shilling bit and her aunt allowed her to keep it. But,
alas! it was spent long ago, and Lord Dursley was not very likely to
come to Oxford that summer.
She would consult Mr. Wycherly. She had infinite faith in his sympathy,
his wisdom, and his resource. She would show him this enchanting
journal and see what he thought of it. Perhaps he, who read so many
books, was already familiar with its pages.
She carried it with her when she went to bid him good-night. It had
become an established custom for Jane-Anne to bid him good-night at
considerable length.
"Have you ever read _The Peeress_, sir?" she asked, laying it on his
table on the top of an open book.
"Never," said Mr. Wycherly. "Is this the lady?" He opened it, turned
the pages somewhat hastily, and actually blushed.
"My dear child!" he exclaimed, "where did you get hold of this extremely
shameless production?"
"Mrs. Methuen always takes it, sir; it's a ladies' paper. She left this
number here."
"Mrs. Methuen, that refined and charming young lady! Surely, my dear,
you are mistaken."
"No, sir, really. Lots of ladies always read it, aunt said so. I
wanted to take it back to her lest she should want it, but aunt says she
gets it every week, and she didn't think it mattered."
"That being the case," Mr. Wycherly remarked, hastily shutting the
magazine, "it is evidently not intended for me, and you had better take
it away."
"Oh, sir," Jane-Anne pleaded, "do look at the pictures. They're such
beautiful ladies."
But Mr. Wycherly steadfastly averted his gaze from the offending
magazine, exclaiming:
"Beautiful! My dear child, how can you apply that dignified and really
expressive adjective to anything so dreadful? Have you ever seen any
human being who in the least resembled the extremely indelicate
creatures depicted in this paper?"
"No, sir, but I'd like to. They've all got such curly hair."
"Most of them," Mr. Wycherly said severely, "appear to wear very little
else. We must show you some really beautiful pictures, Jane-Anne, and
then perhaps you will realise the worthlessness of these."
She felt that it was an unpropitious moment for the introduction of
"Magnolia Bloom toilet powder." Mr. Wycherly's attitude was strangely
unsympathetic. Nevertheless she was full of tenacity of purpose, so she
said, in what she was assured Bruey would have considered a "winning"
voice:
"Please, sir, is there anything I could do to earn one-and-six?"
Mr. Wycherly laughed. "I think you have earned it many times over by
all the things you do for me. Would you like it now?"
He took a handful of silver from his pocket and pushed the coins toward
her, saying:
"I wish they were new ones. I always think all the new silver ought to
be kept for boys and girls--but if you're in a hurry--perhaps you'd
rather have it now."
"Thank you very much, sir," said Jane-Anne; but her voice was not
joyful, as one might have expected.
She felt rather uncomfortable.
He had never questioned her as to why she wanted it.
"Are you sure it's enough?" he asked kindly.
"Quite sure, sir, and I'm very much obliged."
Mr. Wycherly looked at her curiously. Why was her voice so listless and
flat?
She dropped the coins into the pocket of her dress and stood before him,
rubbing one slender foot over the other, her eyes downcast, quite unlike
the eager, chattering child he loved.
"Good-night, sir," said Jane-Anne.
When she reached her bedroom she felt very miserable indeed. She
possessed the coveted eighteenpence and was thoroughly ashamed of having
it. It had been obtained too easily and she felt that she was deceiving
Mr. Wycherly. Without knowing why, she was certain he would not wholly
approve of the purchase of the "Magnolia Bloom powder," and he had never
asked her why she wanted the eighteen-pence. He trusted her.
Jane-Anne felt mean.
Against her will, the verses she loved returned to her mind:
"The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent."
Hitherto she had happily considered those lines quite applicable to her
general conduct. Even the disastrous morning at Mrs. Cox's had not left
behind it the uncomfortable sensations she was now enduring.
She had not been six years in Mrs. Dew's charge without acquiring
something of that good woman's sturdy independence.
She had asked for money.
She had taken it; and for a purpose she was certain the donor would
disapprove.
He would call it "meretricious," that curious word Master Montagu had
used. She had heard Mr. Wycherly use it too.
"A mind at peace with all below,
A heart where love is innocent!"
Should she go back and tell Mr. Wycherly why she wanted the money and
let him decide? Then once more might she "walk in beauty like the
night" with her hair all round her and a light heart.
But he would be certain to advise her not to buy the "Magnolia Bloom."
He wouldn't forbid it. That was not his way. But he would make it
impossible for her to go and buy it--and she wanted it so dreadfully.
Perhaps when he saw how lovely she looked with a face that was no longer
brown but purest white "with the soft sheen of a butterfly's wing" he
would be glad she was so much improved.
Jane-Anne knelt down and said her prayers and added at the end the
following petition:
"And please, dear Lord, let him admire me very much when I'm all over
'Magnolia Bloom.'"
Mrs. Dew came to take away the candle, but the room was quite light, for
a big yellow moon was shining straight in.
Now was the moment when Jane-Anne usually arose and walked in beauty,
repeating the poem the while.
Instead, she lay quite still. She felt she had no right to that poem;
Lord Byron had not written it for her.
Why did she feel so certain that he, too, would have disapproved of the
"Magnolia Bloom"?
Jane-Anne cried herself to sleep.
* * * * *
Next day she went to the largest hairdresser's in Oxford, and presented
herself timidly at a counter laden with all sorts of pots and boxes and
bottles.
She asked for the "Magnolia Bloom" in a weak and trembling voice, and
was relieved to find they had it.
"Which shade will you have?" asked the young lady behind the counter.
"Oh, the very whitest, please!" exclaimed Jane-Anne.
"D'you want a puff, miss?" asked the attendant.
Jane-Anne had never thought of a puff. She shook her head sadly.
Judging by the price of the other things, no puff could be obtained for
three-halfpence, which was all the money she had.
She hurried from the shop.
How expensive it was to be beautiful!
She knew what a puff was, for she had been permitted to assist at and to
admire the bathing of Mrs. Methuen's baby, and she had seen the nurse
powder him. She was nothing if not resourceful. She went to the
nearest jeweller and bought a pennyworth of cotton wool, and armed with
what _The Peeress_ called these "aids to beauty," she returned to
Holywell in a flutter of excitement.
Anxious as she was to try the beautifying effect of the "Magnolia
Bloom," she felt some diffidence in presenting herself before her aunt
thus embellished, so she waited until she had taken in Mr. Wycherly's
tea and had her own.
It was Mr. Wycherly's pleasant custom to keep her for half an hour or so
when she went in to take away his tea. They talked about Greece, and
she had learned to read some of the simple words. She learned the
alphabet in two evenings, and astonished Mr. Wycherly by her quickness
and receptivity.
She stood in front of her looking-glass that evening and, with hands
that trembled with excitement, applied the "Magnolia Bloom" to her
little brown face.
It never occurred to Jane-Anne that the way to use powder was to put it
on and take it off again. That would have appeared to her a wasteful
work of supererogation. She liberally bedaubed her face with the
"snow-white" powder and anxiously regarded the result.
Her eyes looked very dark and large, and her eyebrows, what she had left
of them, very black. It had rather an ageing effect on the whole, for
so liberal had she been with the powder that her hair all round the
temples was iron grey.
She was not quite sure whether she liked the effect or not. Even to her
own prejudiced eyes it was a trifle _bizarre_ and pronounced.
Where was the soft sheen of the butterfly's wing promised to "Amabelle"?
"Perhaps it looks different to other people," she reflected.
She crept to the foot of the stairs and listened.
Yes, her aunt was safely in the kitchen. She darted through the
housekeeper's room and upstairs to Mr. Wycherly's door, and went in.
He looked up from the letter he was writing with his usual kindly smile
of welcome, then suddenly he laughed.
"My dear Jane-Anne," he exclaimed, "have you been baking?"
Jane-Anne stood still in the middle of the room and hung her head.
"It's Magnolia Bloom," she mumbled.
"It's what?" Mr. Wycherly demanded.
"Magnolia Bloom," she repeated, her cheeks very hot indeed beneath the
powder.
"Is that some new kind of flour?" asked Mr. Wycherly, "and if so why in
the world do you not wash your face?"
"It's not flour, sir, it's powder--face powder--to make one white and
pretty? Don't you like it?"
Mr. Wycherly sat back in his chair gazing in speechless wonder at
Jane-Anne. That a girl who admired Lord Byron's poetry, who could learn
the Greek alphabet in two evenings, who showed a real appreciation of
what was noble and uplifting in the history of her country, could make
such an absolute guy of herself in all good faith was to him quite
incomprehensible. Boys did not do these things. He was fairly
nonplussed.
"Where did you get this--ahem--bloom?" he asked quietly.
"I bought it, sir, with that eighteenpence."
"Have you much more of it?"
"Oh, yes, sir, a whole box."
"Please bring it, and you shall similarly adorn me and see how I look."
Jane-Anne was puzzled. He certainly had not admired her, but then,
again, he had not condemned, and he wanted some himself. Swiftly and
softly as a panther (lest she should meet her aunt) she fetched the
powder and the screw of cotton wool from her room.
"Now," said Mr. Wycherly, "do me."
Jane-Anne made a dreadful mess. All over his coat, his chair (even the
writing-table did not escape), fell the "Magnolia Bloom."
"What a very disagreeable smell the stuff has got," said Mr. Wycherly,
and sneezed. He hated common scents.
At this psychological moment, when they were both smothered in powder
and clouds of it were in the air, Mrs. Dew opened the study door,
announcing:
"Mr. Gloag, sir."
Jane-Anne started violently and upset the box, and the visitor announced
came into the room.
He was tall and young, with a keen, clean-shaven face, merry dark eyes,
and dark curly hair worn a thought longer than is usual with young men.
He stopped short on the threshold, for really the pair before him
presented a most extraordinary appearance.
Mr. Wycherly leapt to his feet, exclaiming:
"Curly, my dear fellow, I am delighted to see you." He had quite
forgotten the "Magnolia Bloom" in his pleasure at beholding an old
friend.
"Am I interrupting a rehearsal, or what?" the young man asked, as he
shook hands warmly.
Mr. Wycherly sneezed again. "Oh, this abominable powder; I had
forgotten it for the moment. Now, Curly, you are an actor; you are
familiar with make-up in every shape and form. Will you kindly tell
this young lady whether you consider us improved by this whitewash?"
The situation jumped to the eye. The young man laughed.
"You are both of you rather new to the use of powder, I should say; no
one ever leaves it on, you know."
"Then what on earth is the use of it?" demanded Mr. Wycherly.
"It has, perhaps, a softening effect, but it is never used in such
quantities."
"Go and wash, Jane-Anne," said Mr. Wycherly, "and I must do the same,
then ask Mrs. Dew--no, come yourself with a dustpan and brush and clear
up as well as you can. Curly will go downstairs."
In absolute silence Jane-Anne did as she was bid. It took a long time
to clean Mr. Wycherly's study. There seemed a great deal of "Magnolia
Bloom" for eighteenpence when she had finished. She emptied the dustpan
into the dustbin, then she went and fetched _The Peeress_. Mrs. Dew had
gone out to get something extra for dinner, as the gentleman was going
to stay, so Jane-Anne had the kitchen to herself. She tore _The
Peeress_ across and across and thrust it down into the hottest part of
the fire, putting more coal on the top of it lest her aunt should see it
and wonder.
"There," said Jane-Anne, poking viciously. "You're a horrid,
meretricious, lying old thing, that you are."
*CHAPTER XVI*
*THE PURSUIT CONTINUED*
"For beauty draws us by a single hair." POPE.
Jane-Anne waited at dinner that night, and the stranger with the dark,
vivacious eyes looked at her curiously more than once. When she had set
the port in front of Mr. Wycherly and left the room finally, this guest,
whom he called "Curly," leant forward, saying:
"So that is the new ward?"
"If you like to call her so."
"She is not an ordinary girl."
"I fear not."
"Why fear?"
"Because she will be very hard to place safely."
"My own impression is," Curly said slowly, "that she will need no
placing at all, she will arrange matters for herself."
"You mean she will marry while quite young."
"Not at all. I should say she is quite unlikely to marry very young,
but she will find a niche for herself, and she won't follow any beaten
track either."
"When she came first of all," said Mr. Wycherly, "it was understood that
she was to be trained for a servant; the doctor vetoed that--said she
would never be strong enough. Then a charming lady here suggested having
her trained as some very superior sort of nurse--children's nurse, but I
question whether her genius lies in that direction. Personally, I can
think of nothing very suitable for Jane-Anne except to delight me and
get strong; but of course one must be practical. She is extraordinarily
receptive. She takes pleasure in every kind of beauty, and she is quite
singularly susceptible to beautiful verse. You should hear her recite
Byron's 'Isles of Greece.'"
"Why shouldn't I hear her? Get her in and ask her to do it, then,
perhaps, I can throw some light on this dark question."
"I can't say that I think she would be shy," Mr. Wycherly said
dubiously, "for shyness and Jane-Anne seem quite foreign to one another;
but--whether it would be good for her----"
"I'd like to hear her awfully," said Curly persuasively. "A
housekeeper's niece, not thirteen, and steeped in Byron sounds such a
delightful anachronism. Moreover, a little girl brought up by you.
Please let me."
There was something very wheedling about Curly as he rose and went to
the bell.
Mr. Wycherly nodded, and he rang.
Mrs. Dew thought it was for coffee, and that they were in a great hurry.
However, she made it quickly and sent Jane-Anne in with it.
"This gentleman," said Mr. Wycherly, as she set down the coffee in front
of him, "is fond of poetry, and I wonder if you would repeat to him your
favourite verses about Marathon?"
Jane-Anne looked quickly from one to the other. She stepped back a
little from the table and held up one slender brown hand as if adjuring
them to listen.
Curly leant his elbow on the table and his head on his hand, and sat
still as a statue, his brilliant eyes fixed on Jane-Anne.
She had a musical voice and a singularly clear enunciation. She no
longer mispronounced any words, for Mr. Wycherly had heard her say the
poem many times and took care of that. There was, withal, a curious
little foreign distinctness in the way she separated one word from
another that was undoubtedly a reminiscence of her father. She was
never monotonous and she never ranted; best of all, she was utterly
unconscious of herself and absolutely wholehearted in her lament for her
country, and there was real passion in her young voice as she declaimed:
"A land of slaves shall ne'er be mine--
Dash down yon cup of Samian wine!"
No one spoke for a minute, then very gravely and courteously Curly said,
"Thank you."
Jane-Anne turned to go, and Mr. Wycherly rose and opened the door for
her. She looked up at him as she went out, with timid questioning eyes.
"It was beautiful, my child, quite beautiful," he said.
Jane-Anne went back to the kitchen to wash dishes, perfectly happy.
Curly waited till Mr. Wycherly sat down again.
"And so you wonder what that child will be?" he asked.
"I do, indeed," sighed Mr. Wycherly.
"And she, with those great eyes set so wide apart?"
"That," said Mr. Wycherly, "is the Greek type."
"Every great actress," Curly said sententiously, "has her eyes set wide
apart. There has never been a ferrety-faced actress worth anything."
"But what has that got to do with Jane-Anne," Mr. Wycherly said in a
puzzled voice.
Curly laughed. "I shan't tell you," he said. "Only I know what she will
be, and you needn't worry or try to stop it, for you can't."
"I hope she will be nothing of the kind," Mr. Wycherly said hotly.
"Poor little nymph, so sensitive, so loving-hearted, so wise, and at
times, so amazingly silly."
"They are like that," said Curly.
* * * * *
Next morning, Mr. Wycherly told Jane-Anne that the friend who had dined
with him the night before was an actor, and that the company he was in
was performing "As you Like It" that afternoon in a ducal garden not
very far from Oxford; and finally that he was going to take her to see
it.
That day was one long _festa_ for Jane-Anne. First of all came the
drive, sitting side by side with Mr. Wycherly in a hired victoria. She
wore her best summer frock and hat, beautiful white garments chosen by
Mrs. Methuen, that filled her soul with rapture every time she put them
on; white cotton gloves that Mrs. Dew had washed that morning, thin
black stockings, and the light shoes Mr. Wycherly had insisted upon
after he had seen her dance under the apple-tree.
Mrs. Dew watched them drive away with great pride.
"I will say this," she said to her friend, Miss Morecraft, that
afternoon, "that when Jane-Anne's dressed you couldn't tell her from one
of the gentry. She's got something about her, my sister had it, and her
father--not as I ever cared for him--had it, too. I think if my sister
could have seen her this afternoon she'd be set up, that I do. He's a
fine-looking old gentleman, too; handsome he is, and no mistake."
A good many people regarded the quaint pair with pleasure. They were so
manifestly proud and fond of each other, and the child was so radiantly
happy. The crowds of well-dressed people delighted her. The garden was
beautiful, the weather perfect, and with thrills of the wildest
excitement she recognised Curly as Orlando.
When it was over, her first criticism was characteristic. "I'd have
made a better boy than that if I'd been Rosalind; she wasn't a bit like
a boy really, was she? If ever I pretended to be a boy I'd try to
behave like Master Edmund, then I don't believe anyone would rekkernise
me."
"I don't think Shakespeare meant Rosalind to be a finished actress. She
is a supremely lovable girl. I don't think we would care so much for
her if we didn't realise the girl all the way through," Mr. Wycherly
said thoughtfully.
"Perhaps that pretty lady was right then," said Jane-Anne; "but somehow
I _think_ Rosalind would have tried to behave more like a boy."
"When you play Rosalind you shall give us a new reading of the part,"
Mr. Wycherly remarked carelessly.
Jane-Anne cuddled closely against him. "When I'm grown up," she said, "I
shall ask that Mr. Curly to take me about acting, too. How did he
begin?"
"That," Mr. Wycherly answered dreamily, "is a long story, and rather
sad. No one wanted him to be anything of the kind----"
"But he _had_ to!" exclaimed Jane-Anne. "He just had to, something drove
him----"
"I suppose so; even yet I think it a pity."
"I don't," Jane-Anne said decidedly. "I'd rather go about being people
than anything--one could never be dull."
"I'm not so sure of that," said Mr. Wycherly.
For several nights now, both Bruey and "She walks in beauty like the
night" were forgotten. Jane-Anne arose, after her aunt had taken away
the candle, to impersonate Rosalind. She rolled her thick plait round
her head and pinned it up with hairpins stolen from her aunt's store.
She achieved doublet and hose by means of two towels, several safety
pins, and her long stockings. And the moon looked in at the window and
was doubtless well amused.
The moon waxed and waned and the end of July was at hand.
Mr. Wycherly was plainly stirred out of his usual scholarly calm. His
boys were coming home. Jane-Anne shared his excitement, and even Mrs.
Dew felt it necessary to make a large cake and "to get in" quantities of
stores of every description.
Jane-Anne was strung up to the highest pitch of expectation. Although
she had seen comparatively little of the "young gentlemen" when she
first came to Holywell, she had heard about them so much and so
constantly from the master, that she felt she, too, owned them. There
was, moreover, the delightful sense of an "understanding" with Montagu.
He had asked her to look after his guardian and she had done her best.
Moreover, quick and sympathetic always, she early realised that not even
the Greek Myths were so entrancing a subject to Mr. Wycherly as these
two boys of his, and during their walks together she invariably led the
conversation in their direction, and found it an easy and fascinating
path.
At last the great day came. The boys were to meet in London and come
down together to Oxford by a train getting in just before tea.
At the last moment Mr. Wycherly bade Jane-Anne come with him to the
station.
She was pale with excitement and could hardly speak.
When at last the train came in and the boys, brown and jolly and full of
rejoicing at getting home, jumped on to the platform, and the first
exciting greetings had passed, Jane-Anne suddenly flung her arms round
Edmund's neck and burst into tears upon his shoulder.
Edmund looked across the weeping damsel at his guardian in comical
dismay. "I say," he exclaimed. "If she does this when she meets me,
whatever will she do when we go away?"
"I beg your pardon, Master Edmund," sobbed Jane-Anne, hastily
withdrawing her arms, "but we have wanted it so, and now it's come."
"Well, that's nothing to cry for," Montagu said, patting her back
consolingly. "Cheer up."
Jane-Anne dried her eyes, and the four went home in a cab laden with
luggage.
The next few days drove Mrs. Dew almost to desperation. It was
impossible to make Jane-Anne "keep herself to herself," as that good
woman considered decorous and desirable.
Wherever the young gentlemen were, there was Jane-Anne, and it wasn't
altogether her own fault. They sought her out. She fielded at
impromptu cricket matches, and discussed high subjects with Montagu.
She proudly displayed her knowledge of the Greek alphabet, and assisted
to stick in stamps in a long-neglected album. She even confided to the
boys her misfortune with the "Magnolia Bloom," nor was she wholly
crushed by their scorn for her silliness. _Apropos_ of this, one day,
she said:
"I wouldn't mind so much being brown if only I had curly hair."
"The Greeks always had curly hair," Montagu announced authoritatively.
"I can't think why you've been left out, 'ribbed and rippled like the
wet sea-sand,'" he quoted.
"I wonder," Edmund remarked, with a gravity that would have warned a
wiser person, "that you never wash it in beer, then it would curl like
anything."
"_Would_ it?" exclaimed Jane-Anne, in great excitement. "Is that why
yours is so curly?"
Edmund winked at Montagu, who grinned appreciatively. "Of course it
is," he cried; "all our chaps wash their heads in beer every Saturday,
that's why we've all got such ripping hair. Look at it." And Edmund
thrust his head under Jane-Anne's nose.
She ran her hand gently over the short, fair hair that was indeed
"ribbed and rippled like the wet sea-sand," then she sniffed delicately,
remarking: "I wonder it doesn't smell of it."
"Oh, the smell soon goes off," Edmund answered airily.
"Why don't you do it?" she asked Montagu. "Your hair's as straight as
mine."
"He's too slack," Edmund remarked.
"Oh, I can't be bothered," Montagu said carelessly; "I don't want curly
hair. If I did I should wash it in beer."
At that moment Mr. Wycherly called the boys to go out with him, and they
rushed off leaving Jane-Anne to digest this seemingly simple specific
for curly hair.
Reflection unfollowed by action was impossible to Jane-Anne.
The beds were made. Her share of the dusting was done. The boys and
Mr. Wycherly would be out until luncheon, and her aunt was busy in the
kitchen where she strongly objected to have Jane-Anne, as she described
it, "clutterin' round."
There was a large cask of beer in the cellar, and the key was in the
door. The cellar was to the front of the house under the dining-room,
and was consequently some distance from the kitchen.
Jane-Anne rushed upstairs, seized her large bedroom jug, emptied it, and
descended with it to the cellar.
The cask was near the steps, and, with the door at the top left open,
she could see quite well. She turned the tap and the good brown ale
foamed gaily into the jug.
Just as, by its weight, she judged it to be about half full, she heard a
sound as though her aunt were coming.
She seized her jug and rushed up the steps, forgetting to shut the door
at the top, and hid in the parlour. No, she was wrong, Mrs. Dew was
still busy in the kitchen.
As quietly as she could, she crept back to her room, and, once there,
bolted the door.
Her heart was thumping in her ears, and she panted with excitement.
She had a good large basin in her room and a foot-bath. She chose the
foot-bath and what was in the jug filled it half full of the strong
brown ale of Oxford.
What a smell it had!
Jane-Anne knelt down, unplaited her hair and shook it forward over her
face. She held her nose tightly with one hand and with the other
plunged her heavy mane into the foaming beer. The smell was
overpowering. She was obliged to let go of her nose for she was
choking, and as she did so the beer, forced higher in the foot-bath by
the mass of hair, splashed her in the face.
Gasping and choking, she persevered; she laved her head with beer, she
rubbed it in with both hands, rejoicing that it made a beautiful lather,
and she spat out vigorously what had been forced into her open mouth
while she held her nose.
It was a horrible experience, but the blood of the Spartans ran in
Jane-Anne's veins, and she endured till every hair and a large
proportion of her upper garments was thoroughly saturated with beer.
At last she felt the treatment had had full justice, and she drew out
what appeared to be yards of sticky, sodden pulp that had once been
human hair.
"Of course it won't curl till it's dry," she said to herself, and
proceeded to sprinkle more beer about her bedroom in her efforts to free
her hair from that nourishing beverage.
But it wouldn't dry.
Her bedroom already smelt like ten public-houses rolled into one, and
brown stains were everywhere.
Not a ripple nor a rib appeared on her matted and bedraggled head.
Her towels were already saturated with beer, and only seemed to make
matters worse.
Her eyes smarted and her nose was scarlet. The strong smell made her
feel quite faint.
She began to cry bitterly; her hair was stickier than ever and showed no
signs of even waving.
In her ardent pursuit of beauty she had forgotten that explanation would
be necessary, and what explanation would be possible in the face of all
these stains and this terrific smell? She hung her head out of the
window and it dripped into the stone-cutter's yard.
A man passed underneath, sniffed, and looked up; all he saw was a wet
mass of something that dripped beer. "Waste o' good liquor," he
muttered, and passed on.
Jane-Anne was getting desperate when there came a rattling of the handle
of her door, a hasty push against it, then a tremendous knocking and
Edmund's voice:
"Are you there, Jane-Anne?"
"Yes," in a muffled sniff.
"What are you doing? Come out."
"I can't."
"Well, let me in, then. I want to speak to you."
"I daren't."
"Oh, nonsense, let me in quick, I say, I've something important to tell
you."
Curiosity was too strong in her to resist this. She opened the door,
hiding herself behind it as she did so.
"Good gracious!" exclaimed Edmund. "It's here, too."
Then, as he saw the foot-bath on the floor, the beery stains everywhere,
and lastly, the distracted figure behind the door shrouded in sticky
locks that still dripped beer, he subsided upon the bed in fits of
laughter.
Jane-Anne banged the door, bolted it, and faced him indignantly.
"Why are you laughing?" she demanded.
"You've never gone and done it really--well, you _are_ the simplest
juggins."
"D'you mean," Jane-Anne demanded sternly, "that it _doesn't_ make hair
curl?"
"Not that I know of," gurgled the perjured boy; "it may," and relapsing
into howls of mirth he buried his face in her pillow to stifle them.
Jane-Anne clasped her beery hands and wrung them. "And I've endured all
this for nothing," she cried indignantly.
"And wasted a whole cask of beer," Edmund continued. "You left it
running, and the cellar's flooded and you can smell us half-way down the
street; there's quite a little crowd outside," he announced gleefully.
"I wish I was dead," she moaned.
"I'd have a bath if I were you, quick," said Edmund. "If you're safe in
there, locked in, no one can get at you. Mrs. Dew and Montagu and
Guardie are all at the cellar. Montagu's wading about in it, scooping
it up, and I want to go too, only I thought it would be mean not to
fetch you----"
"You can't be meaner than you've been already," she cried angrily. "Why
did you tell me such a lie?"
"Nonsense like that isn't lies," Edmund answered, angry in his turn.
"It's chaff. I never dreamt you'd be such a fool as to go and do it."
"Is it really no use?" she pleaded, still clinging fondly even yet to
the hope that all might not have been in vain.
Edmund looked at her and began to laugh again.
*CHAPTER XVII*
*THE PHILOSOPHY OF EFFORT*
"A man's fortunes are the fruits of his character." RALPH WALDO
EMERSON.
When one has passed fifty, four years--provided no one of them brings
severe illness or great sorrow--make little if any difference in outward
appearance. Time is usually kind to the middle-aged, and it is only
when we reach middle-age ourselves, and the dear old landmarks are
removed one by one, that we realise how much we unconsciously depended
on this stability of appearance, this changelessness in those who helped
to shape our destiny.
Thus if there was little change in Mrs. Dew and Mr. Wycherly four years
after Jane-Anne had flooded the Holywell cellar with beer, Jane-Anne
herself and the boys looked back upon the children of that time with a
kind of affectionate scorn.
Montagu was now taller than Mr. Wycherly, thin-faced and analytic as
ever, only waiting for the following October to take up his scholarship
at New College.
Edmund was on the _Britannia_, all uniform and gold buttons, naval
phrases, and nonsense. When he appeared for his "leaves" (he scorned to
call it holidays) he imported so much liveliness and laughter, to say
nothing of visitors from the outer world, into the quiet household that
during these hilarious weeks Jane-Anne forgot to be earnest.
For Jane-Anne was very earnest.
Four years of school-life had wrought great changes in Jane-Anne.
For one thing, no one any longer had to worry about her lungs.
Crepitations were things of the past. She was strong as a Shetland pony
with fully as much endurance.
There was nothing in her physique to prevent her becoming a most
efficient housemaid. Moreover, she was tall enough for even the most
exacting situation. But even Mrs. Dew had ceased to include that idea
among practical politics.
For Jane-Anne had turned out "clever at her books" beyond all
expectation. She went first of all to a nice school over Magdalen
Bridge, but she got on so fast and was so unusually receptive a pupil
that the head mistress herself called upon Mr. Wycherly and suggested
that Jane-Anne should go on to the High School. Mr. Wycherly consulted
Lord Dursley, who still continued to take a vicarious sort of interest
in the child, and the matter was arranged without much difficulty.
Here Jane-Anne fell under the influence of Miss Willows and became
strenuous and earnest to the last degree.
Miss Willows taught the top form, and she did more than teach it, she
moulded it.
She was twenty-eight years old and was fully determined to be a head
mistress herself before many years had passed. She was of the stuff
head mistresses are made and she was modern of the moderns. She was
tall and strong and handsome, good at games and a first in classics, and
hers was indeed the doctrine of perfection.
"Don't only try to do things as well as other people," she would say;
"try to do them a little better. Never be content with mediocrity."
Courage and strength were her watchwords and her ambition was that her
girls should go forth into the world not to be shielded from temptation
but armed to withstand it. Silliness she abhorred, and, satisfactory
pupil as Jane-Anne was, she was thankful that Miss Willows could not, as
she put it, "see inside her," for Jane-Anne was conscious that she
frequently lapsed from grace, was often frankly and unashamedly silly
and enjoyed it.
Miss Willows was always beautifully dressed, and taught her girls to
care a good deal about their clothes. She was sarcastic, and the clumsy
and untidy trembled before her.
Jane-Anne never trembled. She admired and adored and perhaps "inside"
she was a little afraid of her, but outwardly she was quite fearless,
and Miss Willows respected her in consequence. Even more did she
respect the girl's quite extraordinary command of English and her
familiarity with schools of philosophy that were to most of the class
mere names.
Miss Willows had settled Jane-Anne's career. She was to go on to one of
the women's colleges and then she was to teach. It was her plain duty.
Jane-Anne said nothing, seemed to acquiesce in all these wise and
benevolent plans on her behalf, and all the time dreamed dreams and saw
visions of something very different indeed.
She had not wavered in her allegiance to Lord Byron. He was still her
hero, and she stoutly refused to displace him by Mr. Robert Browning,
who was the chosen prophet of Miss Willows.
"Lord Byron is so obvious," that lady said one day, when she had found
fault with a quotation from "Childe Harold" that Jane-Anne had dragged
into an essay.
"It is impossible to misunderstand what he means," Jane-Anne said
quickly, ever ready to take up arms on behalf of "her oldest friend," as
she called him.
"He is not subtle," Miss Willows continued.
"He is never obscure, never unmusical," quoth Jane-Anne.
"I am sorry," Miss Willows said gravely, "that you make such a hero of
Lord Byron, the more so, that, from what I can make out, you do not do
so in ignorance of his character. You say you have read his life?"
"Years ago."
Miss Willows made a point of never being shocked at anything her girls
might say--to be shocked showed weakness. Nevertheless, she rather
wondered what Mr. Wycherly could have been about to allow such a thing.
And there was a black mark against him in her mind.
Curiously enough, it was Mr. Wycherly himself who first aroused
Jane-Anne to any enthusiasm for the works of Robert Browning, and it
came about in this way.
She still passionately desired curly hair. It was the desire of the
moth for the star, for her hair remained obstinately straight. That it
was beautiful in colour, texture and abundance, did not comfort her; it
was straight, uncompromisingly straight, though it maintained its
upward, outward sweep round her broad, low forehead.
Mr. Wycherly thought it was hard for Jane-Anne to have no money, and
insisted on paying her five shillings a month for waiting upon him. Out
of this, her aunt insisted that she must keep herself in stockings and
gloves, which the child faithfully did.
But a girl at school enlightened her as to the uses of curling tongs,
and Jane-Anne succumbed to temptation. She borrowed the goffering
irons, heated them in the kitchen fire and burnt both her hair and her
forehead rather badly.
Mr. Wycherly was infinitely more distressed about this than over the
beer episode and took her gently to task for trying to improve upon what
Nature had already made so harmonious and pleasing to the eye.
That was the way to get at Jane-Anne. As always, she was perfectly
frank with him.
"Miss Willows says it is the duty of everyone to look as pretty as
possible. 'Do your best and then think nothing more about it,' she
says. But I seem obliged to think about it. You see, I _know_ I'd be so
much nicer if my hair was frizzy."
"But I don't think you would," Mr. Wycherly argued. "Your type is
severe and classical; 'frizziness' would be quite dreadful and
incongruous."
"But could _anyone_ be beautiful with straight hair?"
"Why not?"
"Lord Byron had wavy hair, _you_ have wavy hair, all the goddesses and
people and Helen of Troy had wavy hair."
"I assure you," Mr. Wycherly declared, absently passing a long, slender
hand over his thick white locks, "I never think about my hair at all,
except when I have to go and get it cut."
"You never think about it, my dear, because you are so sure it is all
right. You _know_ you are a most beautiful old person and that people
must admire you if they looked at you at all, _therefore_ you can afford
not to think about it."
"My dear Jane-Anne, you are talking nonsense."
"I'm not; really, truly, not. I often see people look at you in the
street and I often hear them say nice things----"
"Good heavens," cried Mr. Wycherly, "how dreadful!"
"I shouldn't think it a bit dreadful if they said such things about me,"
Jane-Anne said, "but they don't yet--not often."
"Do they ever?" Mr. Wycherly asked anxiously.
"If I told you, you would say it was impertinent, so I won't tell you,
dear master."
"Will you promise me to let your hair alone?"
"If I promise, I should have to," Jane-Anne said doubtfully.
"That's why I want you to promise."
"Will a year do?" pleaded Jane-Anne.
"Three years," Mr. Wycherly maintained.
Jane-Anne sighed deeply. "Well, I promise--but if at the end of that
time I find something that will really truly make it curl, without
smelling horrible or burning or spoiling it----"
"Three years will do," said Mr. Wycherly.
That evening when she went to say good-night to him he read her "A
Face," by Robert Browning.
"If one could have that little head of hers
Painted upon a background of pure gold...."
Jane-Anne listened, breathless, charmed. When he had finished he turned
to her:
"That always makes me think of you, and I wish I could have you painted
so. But you wouldn't be a bit like it if you had different hair."
Jane-Anne was silent for nearly two minutes; then she said thoughtfully:
"I rather like Browning's poetry after all. I'll quote a bit in my next
scripture just to please Miss Willows."
At first her position in the school was something of an anomaly. Her
exceptional ability and her fleetness of foot gave her an assured place
in the school work and games at once. Her personal appearance and her
eager charm brought her friends. Then one of the girls, who had asked
her to tea, a girl living in a large house in the Woodstock Road, whose
people had nothing whatever to do with any of the colleges, discovered
that she was no relation to the old gentleman in whose house she lived
and that her aunt was his servant.
The girl was horrified, told every girl she could get to listen, and
always concluded the harangue with the remark: "We all know the school's
mixed enough, but it's getting a bit too much when they take the
daughters of domestic servants. Someone ought to write and complain."
She forthwith cut Jane-Anne, as did several others. Jane-Anne was
puzzled, then angry, and finally forced the girl to explain her conduct
in the playground.
"Your aunt's his servant," the girl concluded, "and we don't like it."
"I'm his servant, too," Jane-Anne said haughtily, "and I'd rather be his
servant than your friend any day."
"You won't have much chance of being that," the girl said angrily. "I
wouldn't be seen with you for the world."
"The whole of Oxford," cried Jane-Anne, "can see me with him, and he's a
great gentleman and a scholar; and you--you're a carroty-haired,
ill-bred little nobody who can't write a French exercise without getting
somebody else to do half of it."
The school took sides, and the best and cleverest half finally sided
with Jane-Anne. She never told anybody but Montagu what she had gone
through, but whenever any new girl made friendly advances Jane-Anne took
care to inform her that Mrs. Dew, Mr. Wycherly's housekeeper, was her
aunt, that she loved her and wasn't in the least ashamed of it. "And
now," she always concluded, "you can go on being friends with me or not,
just as you choose."
The girls were friendly enough in school, but she knew very few of them
at home. Those she did know were nearly all friends of Mrs. Methuen and
girls whose position was assured. Thus it happened that Jane-Anne's few
friends were the nicest girls in the school. But she had very little
time for friendship. She still helped her aunt in the house as much as
ever she could. She had really hard and heavy homework to prepare--only
her extraordinary quickness got her through it in the time she allowed
for it, and she was, moreover, always to the fore if any play or
recitation or fancy dancing was toward. She was so easily and far
beyond any other girl in things of that sort that she could never be
spared. The dancing-class was her greatest joy. Mr. Wycherly had
insisted on her learning to dance whenever she went to school. He paid
the fees himself, and sometimes even braved the phalanx of girls at the
class in order to go himself and see her dance.
And once a year Curly came with his company and acted in the Oxford
Theatre. Mr. Wycherly always took Jane-Anne and Curly always came to
see them in Holywell, and every time he came he asked Mr. Wycherly the
same question: "Well, and have you settled yet what she is to be?"
"She talks," said Mr. Wycherly, "of being a teacher of dancing--but it
seems to me that in that case her education is rather thrown away."
"A teacher of dancing!" Curly repeated ironically. "I think I see her
teaching dancing for long."
"She came to me last night," Mr. Wycherly continued, as though he had
not heard, "and asked abruptly, 'Do you think one can serve God and
dance for a living?'"
"Ah," said Curly, "that's a different thing; and what did you say, sir?"
"I fear," said Mr. Wycherly humbly, "that I made no very definite
answer."
"I should like to know what you think," Curly persisted. "You consider
dancing to be one of the beautiful and delightful arts?"
"I do."
"And in Jane-Anne that art finds the subtlest and most delicate
expression?"
Mr. Wycherly groaned.
"Why should she not serve God as well in that way as in any other?"
"Because," said Mr. Wycherly haughtily, "I should dislike it extremely."
Curly laughed.
"I have an idea," he said, "that Miss Allegra Stavrides will find
another mode of expressing the artist that is in her."
Mr. Wycherly groaned again. "She is so young," he said; "why should she
be anything at all for years and years?"
"Because," said Curly, "the race is to the swift, and the child is very
fleet of foot."
"You will not, promise me you will not, say or do anything to put such
an idea into her head," Mr. Wycherly pleaded.
"My dear old friend, the idea has been there for years--and it is quite
possible it may come to nothing."
But though Curly spake comfortable words there was no conviction in his
voice.
*CHAPTER XVIII*
*GANTRY BILL*
"Oh, why are eyes of hazel? noses Grecian!
I've lost my rest at night, my peace by day,
For want of some brown holland or Venetian,
Over the way."
TOM HOOD
Old Holywell in Oxford town is an interesting street. Not only does
every house there differ from its neighbour, but the inhabitants are
just as varied.
Opposite Mr. Wycherly's was a tall, straight, grey house, which had been
let as rooms to generations of undergraduates when the time came for
them to "live out." Some two years before, Jane-Anne had watched these
young gentlemen, as she then still called them, with the greatest
interest; in fact, undergraduates as a class held for her one supreme
possibility--one of them might fulfil in the flesh all she had dreamed
in the spirit of Lord Byron.
She had never met one that in the least resembled her dream. They were,
for the most part, broad-shouldered, brown-faced, exceedingly untidy
young men, who slouched about Oxford in ancient Norfolk jackets, baggy
grey flannel trousers, and slippers down at the heel. Most of them
looked in the best of health and spirits. The few who might, perhaps,
be suspected of soulfulness were so plain-looking, that she dismissed
them at once; they were out of the running altogether.
Montagu was good-looking in a straight-featured, quiet sort of way.
Edmund was radiantly and riotously handsome. Mr. Wycherly, in
Jane-Anne's opinion and that of several other people, was the most
beautiful person in Oxford. Therefore she was hard to please.
After she came under the influence of Miss Willows, young men interested
her no more. True to her theory that every eventuality should be met
fearlessly, Miss Willows never omitted the possibility of marriage from
talks with her girls. With her, they regarded it as a rather
commonplace fate, that might perhaps fall to the lot of some of them.
But there were many more interesting things in life than that.
Miss Willows never, by word or look, hinted to her girls that young men
were dangerous, and therefore to be avoided. They were there in Oxford
in large numbers, let the girls meet them in society if possible, let
them judge of them dispassionately. Let there be no glamour of the
forbidden about them. They might talk to them; listen to them; weigh
their conversation in the balance of reason, and--she always added
inwardly--"find it wanting." But she never said this; she implied it,
and the girls, with youthful earnestness and scorn, finished the
sentence for themselves.
Jane-Anne met no young men. Every undergraduate at New College knew Mr.
Wycherly by sight, but not one knew any more of him. At the time when
Jane-Anne took an interest in them they took no sort of interest in her.
Now that she was tall and straight, with frocks down to her ankles, and
bright eyes that rained influence, a good many undergraduates wished
they knew Mr. Wycherly. As for Jane-Anne, she desired no notice from
foolish young men. The notice she craved was larger and more impersonal,
and although she was an impatient young person, she was content to wait
for it. She knew that she was not wasting her time. She studied Greek
dramatists with Mr. Wycherly, and read eagerly every word of his
translation of Aristotle's "Poetics," laying to heart many of its
maxims. She walked to and from school by herself, she went on
occasional errands for Mrs. Dew, but beyond that she was rarely seen in
Oxford except accompanied by Mr. Wycherly. With him she wandered in
college gardens, and by the banks of the Cherwell. When the boys came
back, she spent long days on the river with them, and every new dance
she learned at school she danced again for "the master," and in summer
always danced barefooted on the lawn.
Mr. Wycherly allowed her to do her evening work in the parlour, which
was quieter than the housekeeper's room in such close proximity to Mrs.
Dew. The May nights were hot, and Jane-Anne opened the window and drew
back the short white curtains to let in as much air as possible. People
might look in if they liked. It mattered nothing to Jane-Anne, loftily
absorbed in work for Miss Willows.
There she sat at the round, rosewood table in the middle of the room,
the electric light shaded and drawn low over her papers (Mr. Wycherly
never allowed her to work in a bad light), her delicate Greek profile
presented to every chance observer, severe, detached, an example of
studious girlhood most edifying to behold.
So evidently thought the undergraduate who lived opposite. For no
sooner had she turned on her light than he extinguished his and took a
seat in the window, which, a little above the level of hers, commanded
an excellent view of Mr. Wycherly's parlour. His watch was shared by a
white bull terrier, who spent long hours sitting on the sill.
That undergraduate was a rowing man, the Eights came on in another
fortnight, and in the evenings he "did a slack."
He was musical, this undergraduate, possessed a piano and a pleasing
tenor voice, and sometimes after dinner, although Jane-Anne would not
have dreamed of interrupting her work for one instant to listen, she was
vaguely conscious that the music was agreeable, and was sorry when it
ceased.
One evening, however, she did listen, for there came from the house
opposite strains that were, to her, curiously familiar; a queer,
old-fashioned song, and then with a little leap of the heart she
recognised a poem she knew and loved. The young man opposite had
evidently been well taught, it was quite possible to hear his words. She
stopped short in the middle of a complicated sentence to the effect that
the aim of discipline is to produce a self-governing unit, laid down her
pen, and, forgetful that the light was behind her, went to the window
and leaned out.
The young man seated at the piano in the darkness of the room opposite
smiled gleefully, and sang more loudly and with increased fervour:
"By those tresses unconfined
Woo'd by each AEgean wind;
By those lids whose jetty fringe
Kiss thy soft cheek's blooming tinge;
By those soft eyes like the roe ..."
Then followed the passionate Greek invocation with which each line of
Byron's "Maid of Athens" concludes.
Miss Willows would doubtless have dismissed words and music as hackneyed
and obvious. But her pupil had read the verses till she knew them by
heart, feeling, as in the case of "She walks in beauty like the night,"
that Lord Byron had written them for her and about her; she had not
heard them sung since her mother sang them to her when she was a very
little child. Now in the soft spring night the once familiar strains
came floating across the quiet street charged full of innocent and
tender memories.
In the semi-darkness, Jane-Anne beheld a ghostly white dog, seated
solemn and sedate on the window-ledge. The dog also noticed Jane-Anne,
and while his master still passionately proclaimed the fact that his
heart had passed into the possession of "The Maid of Athens," the dog
pricked forward his long ears, after the fashion of a bull-terrier when
interested, and wagged his tail. At that instant the music ceased with
a crash of chords.
"Oh, you dear!" exclaimed Jane-Anne, and went back to her work.
The singer came and sat in the window again.
"Gantry Bill," he said softly, "which of us did she call a dear?"
Gantry Bill wagged his tail again.
_He_ hadn't the smallest doubt.
"That seemed to fetch her rather," the singer continued.
Gantry Bill evidently thought this a foolish remark, for he made no
response.
"It's a shame to make such a pretty girl work so hard, ain't it, Bill?"
Here Gantry Bill was more sympathetic, and tried to lick his master's
face.
"We'll try another," said that gentleman, "we'll fetch her again, won't
us, Bill?"
But he sang the most passionate love songs in his repertoire, apparently
to deaf ears. The little head, with its cameo-like profile and dark
wealth of hair, remained studiously bent under the shaded light. The
self-governing unit had triumphed.
Her opposite neighbour might shout himself hoarse for all she cared.
She wanted full marks and a "plus" for her essay.
Night after night that week from the house opposite a tenor voice
apostrophised some peerless she. But never again did Jane-Anne go to
the window, and Gantry Bill laid his head sideways on his paws, his ears
flopped forwards, and snored gently, while his master, at the top of his
voice, proclaimed "the thousand beauties that he knew so well."
He was a patient dog, Gantry Bill. More patient than his master who,
by-and-bye, gave it up as a bad job--and went out. He occasionally
attended lectures, too, whither the dog could not accompany him. Then
would Bill sit on the window-ledge watching the passers-by with a wise
reflective air, or sleep in that pathetic abandonment of attitude
habitual to the bull-terrier.
Jane-Anne sometimes crossed the street, spoke to him, caressed him, and
peeped into the empty room behind--a most untidy room.
"Poor doggie," she said, one Saturday afternoon, "alone so much; would
you like to come and play in our garden, Gantry Bill? It's much cooler
than over here. The master's out, and you'll not bother anybody."
Gantry Bill looked at her, and evidently was tempted. In fact, a pretty
girl in a white frock on a hot July afternoon is always a pleasing
apparition.
Very slowly, like a stiff old gentleman, Gantry Bill arose and stood on
the window-ledge. He smiled at Jane-Anne, and playfully took her hand
into his mouth and mumbled it, in token of his approval.
"He's gone to the boats, he'll be hours and hours," she said. "I saw
him rushing up the street in those awful little short knickerbockers,
and you left all alone to mope, poor dear! Why shouldn't you have a
little amusement, too?"
This appeared a sound argument. Gantry Bill dropped from the
window-ledge into the street, and followed Jane-Anne across the road.
Into the garden she took him by devious ways that did not challenge the
observation of Mrs. Dew. She fetched him water in a pie-dish and
presented him with a chocolate biscuit, then she sat down under the
apple-tree to mend her stockings. But Gantry Bill hadn't come out for
the afternoon to watch people mend stockings.
He spied a hockey ball lying on the path, seized it in his mouth, and
galumphed heavily towards Jane-Anne, laid it at her feet, barked and
made a series of short rushes at her in token that he desired to play.
"Hush," said Jane-Anne, holding up a needle in her finger and thumb,
"you mustn't bark, else aunt'll hear you and come out. What do you
want?"
Another short rush, another "wouf," and an eager head, ears cocked
forward, eyes beseeching Jane-Anne.
"You want me to throw it, do you?"
This was exactly what Gantry Bill did want, and for twenty minutes he
kept Jane-Anne very busy indeed. Then, hot and exhausted, they both sat
down under the apple-tree, and she was permitted to mend her stocking.
This was the first of many meetings.
Gantry Bill's master had no idea his dog made assignations with the
young lady of the Greek profile and the long, thick pig-tail. Otherwise
he would have insisted upon an introduction. She showed no signs of
playing Eurydice to his Orpheus, sang he never so. None of his pals knew
Mr. Wycherly, and Mr. Wycherly's friends in Oxford he did not know; and
just because the thing seemed so impossible he ardently desired to meet
Jane-Anne, and he had never wanted much to know any girl before. He was
not a ladies' man.
After all, it was Gantry Bill who brought the thing about.
Mrs. Dew was very particular about eggs. Shop eggs she declined to use
even for the "egg and bread crumb" of fish, and all eggs in Holywell
came from an old woman who lived on the Iffley Road, kept large numbers
of fowls, and sold her eggs to a chosen few who would fetch them.
It was one of Jane-Anne's duties to fetch eggs twice a week. It
happened, however, that Mrs. Dew "ran short" one day when she
particularly wanted to make an omelette for Mr. Wycherly's dinner. So
after tea she sent Jane-Anne, with a shilling tucked into her glove, to
bring the required eggs. Jane-Anne walked quickly and procured the eggs
without adventure of any kind, carrying them in a little round basket
shaped like the hilt of a single-stick.
It was hot, and on her return she walked more slowly, dreaming as she
went. She held the basket rather loosely in one hand, and was quite
unprepared when a heavy body bounced at her from behind and knocked her
over. The basket flew from her hand, the eggs were scattered and
smashed; and much startled and confused she felt two strong hands under
her armpits that raised her to her feet, while a penitent voice
exclaimed:
"I say, I am most awfully sorry; it's that brute of a dog. I can't
think what possessed him to bounce at you like that. He's never done it
before to anybody. I do _hope_ you're not hurt or very frightened.
Down, sir! Down, you brute! You shall have a good thrashing for this."
Jane-Anne recovered her senses to perceive that a tall young man, in a
blazer and white flannel trousers, had picked her up, that two other
young men stood by, looking rather amused, and that Gantry Bill was
cringing at her feet in evident expectation of the beating his master
had promised him, while round about them the broken eggs were drawing
maps upon the dusty road.
"Please don't beat him," she said, hastily settling her hat, which had
been knocked over her nose. "He didn't mean to knock me down; he was
only saying how-do-you-do. He's a great friend of mine, really."
"Lucky beggar," said the young man; "but I don't see why he should show
his friendship in such an inconvenient fashion. He must be a tremendous
weight to knock you down like that."
The two other young men had discreetly strolled on. Jane-Anne, Gantry
Bill and his master stood in the road encircled by broken eggs, and
looked at one another. Jane-Anne saw a tall, broad-shouldered young man
with a brown face, a very clean brown face that had once been fair. He
was not handsome--his nose was too broad and his mouth too big; but he
had splendid strong white teeth and merry blue eyes, which, at that
moment, looked into her own full of contrition and commiseration.
"I think," he added hastily, "that we are neighbours; don't you live
opposite?"
"That's how I knew your dog," Jane-Anne explained. "You leave him alone
a great deal."
"I can't take him to lectures."
"I'm sure he'd behave very well. But, as I was saying, you leave him
alone and I was sorry for him, and so he sometimes comes and visits me,
and we're great friends, aren't we, Gantry Bill?"
"You know his name?" the young man exclaimed.
"Of course. I'm not deaf, and the street is not wide. Oh, dear!
whatever shall I do about the eggs?"
"Where did you get them, and we'll go and get some more?"
"But I haven't any more money, and we always pay for them."
"Of course, you must allow me to pay for them. My dog broke them."
"If you wouldn't mind--just for to-day. You see, if I don't take them
back aunt couldn't make an omelette for Mr. Wycherly's dinner."
"Let's go and get them at once. We can get them at the nearest
grocer's."
"Oh, you needn't trouble to come with me. I must go back, for aunt
won't get eggs anywhere else. If you could lend me the shilling----"
"I'm going to carry those eggs, and see you safe home. You might feel
faint or something after such a shock."
Jane-Anne laughed, but she did not forbid him to accompany her. Gantry
Bill gambolled on ahead, and together they bought another shilling's
worth of eggs from Mrs. Dew's old woman.
As they walked down the Iffley Road together, he said rather
diffidently: "Gantry Bill is more fortunate than his master, since he
seems to know you, Miss Wycherly."
"My name's not Wycherly," Jane-Anne answered. "It's Stavrides. I'm no
relation to Mr. Wycherly; my aunt is his housekeeper, and he lets me
live there. I love him dearly."
"My name's George Gordon."
"Oh!" she exclaimed. "Are you any relation to Lord Byron?"
"Certainly not, I'm glad to say," he remarked decidedly. "We're quite
another lot of Gordons. It's a big clan, you know. We're the
Dumfrieshire Gordons. The poet was a gloomy sort of chap, wasn't he?"
Jane-Anne stood still, and gazed at the Gordon at her side with great
indignation.
"Gloomy," she repeated; "sad, if you like, sometimes, but very witty and
amusing; have you read his letters?"
George Gordon hung his head; the brown eyes looking up into his were so
grave and accusing.
"I'm afraid I know very little about him," he said humbly; "perhaps he
was an ancestor of yours--I'm awfully sorry----"
Again Jane-Anne laughed, and he thought she had the prettiest laugh.
"Do you only defend people when they are your relations?" she asked. "I
admire Lord Byron's poetry, and I am grateful to him because he gave his
life for my country--but he's not the least little bit of an ancestor.
I don't think I've got any."
"That must be rather jolly, because then you can play off your own bat,
and people aren't always expecting things of you because your
great-great-uncle did something or other last century."
"Oh, I'd like them if I'd got them," she said; "but as I haven't--it's
no use fretting. Have you a great many?"
"Nothing to speak of," he said, blushing. "I can't think how we've got
on to such a footling subject. You like Gantry Bill, don't you?"
"He's a perfect dear, but why is he called Gantry Bill? What's gantry
mean--I looked it up in the dictionary, and it says----"
"Oh, it's nothing to do with that--it's some soldiers' lingo--he
belonged to my elder brother; he's a gunner and he had to go to Nigeria
and couldn't take him, so he gave him to me. He's a faithful beast, and
understands every word you say to him."
By this time they had reached Long Wall, and as they strolled along in
intimate converse they met Miss Willows, who looked hard at Jane-Anne
and her escort carrying the basket of eggs.
When they reached the archway leading into the builder's yard, Jane-Anne
stopped and bade him farewell.
"I can't pay you the shilling now," she said, "for I haven't got one,
but the minute I have one I'll bring it over. I've spent my allowance
for this month already."
"Oh, please," he said, looking most unhappy; "please don't speak of it.
I broke the eggs, at least Bill did--so, of course----"
"Good-bye," said Jane-Anne, and vanished in at the side-door.
George Gordon crossed the road very slowly, with Gantry Bill following
sedately at his heels; when they reached his sitting-room he sank
heavily into the chair by the window, and the bull-terrier leapt up on
to his seat on the window-sill.
"I say, Bill," his master asked, "how have you contrived to see so much
of her?"
The shilling weighed heavily on Jane-Anne's mind. She could not repay
it herself, for she had spent four-and-elevenpence-halfpenny on the
first of May, the day she got her allowance, on a pair of black silk
stockings declared to be "half-price," which she had greatly coveted to
dance in.
Mrs. Dew would undoubtedly repay the shilling, but she would, at the
same time, ask so many questions and comment so severely on Jane-Anne's
carelessness, and (this was what Jane-Anne particularly dreaded) express
such horror at her "forwardness" in walking home with George Gordon,
that Jane-Anne simply could not summon up enough moral courage to
confess herself to her aunt.
Therefore, as had happened hundreds of times in the past, there was
nothing for it but to go to "the master" who would, she knew, get her
out of the difficulty, and ask no questions. Yet--she felt shy even of
the master.
Suppose he forbade her ever to speak to George Gordon or Gantry Bill
again?
Still, the shilling must be got back to George Gordon that night, and it
was already seven o'clock, time for her to lay dinner. She ran up to
Mr. Wycherly's study, and found him sitting in his arm-chair by the
window reading Horace.
She went and stood before his chair, clasped her hands behind her, and
announced:
"I broke a whole basketful of eggs, sir, this afternoon. They cost a
shilling."
"Do you think," said Mr. Wycherly, smiling, "that the domestic exchequer
will stand such a heavy drain upon it?"
"But that's not all," she continued breathlessly. "He picked me up, and
as I hadn't another shilling he paid for the eggs, and I've spent all my
money, and can't pay him back till June. Will you lend me the money to
pay him?"
Mr. Wycherly no longer lounged in his chair. He sat up very straight,
but he spoke gently as usual, saying:
"Do you mind explaining to me who 'he' is, and why you should need to be
picked up?"
"Gantry Bill, that's his dog, bounced at me from behind; we're great
friends and he was glad to see me, and I was thinking deeply, and he
knocked me over and the eggs flew all about and made a great mess, so he
helped me up and we went together to buy more eggs, and he carried them
home for me."
"Gantry Bill, as you call him," Mr. Wycherly said, his eyes twinkling,
"seems a very remarkable dog. First, he knocks you down, then he picks
you up and gives you a shilling to buy eggs, which he politely carries
home for you. Is it this intelligent animal that you propose to repay?"
"No," said Jane-Anne, blushing hotly; "it's the intelligent animal's
master. He lives just opposite. He's at New College."
"And is it he who is such a great friend of yours?" Mr. Wycherly asked,
as though it were the most natural conclusion possible.
"No," said Jane-Anne, rosier than ever; "I never spoke to him before,
though I knew him by sight. He's rather nice," she added; "his name is
George Gordon, but he's no relation to dear Lord Byron--and he doesn't
seem a bit sorry. May I take the shilling over?"
"I think," said Mr. Wycherly, "that perhaps it would be better if I took
him the shilling myself. After all, you know, the eggs were for the
house, and therefore my affair."
"Oh, would you?" cried Jane-Anne. "That is perfectly lovely of you, and
then you'll see him, and see if you like him."
"Exactly," said Mr. Wycherly, "that's why I want to go."
"You will give it back to-night, won't you?" she begged.
"Directly after dinner; I hope he will be at home."
"Oh, he's sure to be at home," she said simply. "He generally sings
then; I hear him while I'm working. He sings 'Maid of Athens' most
beautifully."
"Does he indeed?" said Mr. Wycherly.
*CHAPTER XIX*
*THE STARLING FLIES AWAY*
"What is to come we know not. But we know
That what has been was good....
Let the great winds their worst and wildest blow,
Or the gold weather round us mellow slow:
We have fulfilled ourselves, and we can dare
And we can conquer, though we may not share
In the rich quiet of the afterglow
What is to come."
W. E. HENLEY.
While Mr. Wycherly was still sitting over his port, Mrs. Dew brought him
a note that had come by hand. He opened it, and found that it was from
Miss Willows. Now, Mr. Wycherly knew very little of Miss Willows. She
had, it is true, been to tea with Jane-Anne on two occasions, when the
child had implored him to be present. Of course, Jane-Anne was dying to
"show him" to Miss Willows. That lady felt his charm, but she doubted
whether he was a very safe or suitable guardian for so unusual a girl.
What she had seen that afternoon convinced her that her doubts were
justified, and she felt that not a moment must be lost. It was
necessary to awake in him a sense of his responsibilities, therefore she
wrote:
"DEAR MR. WYCHERLY,
"I feel sure you will acquit me of any desire to be fussily interfering
if I venture to ask whether it is with your knowledge and approval that
Jane-Anne walks with undergraduates in the evening after tea. I hope
you know me too well to imagine that any foolish prudery or even an
exaggerated sense of the importance of Mrs. Grundy's opinion causes me
to bring the subject before you. It is only that while Jane-Anne is so
young, while she is working so hard, it would be wiser, I think, to
discourage intimate association with the other sex except under proper
auspices. Pray do not mistake me. I should like Jane-Anne to have
plenty of young male society but not to saunter about the roads
_tete-a-tete_ with any one youth during term time. If you can see your
way to oblige me in this I shall be grateful.
"Very faithfully yours,
"DOROTHY WILLOWS."
Mr. Wycherly read the note twice very carefully, folded it, put it back
in the envelope and, without waiting to finish his port, went for his
hat. He crossed the road. Mr. Gordon, seated as usual at his open
window with Gantry Bill in attendance, saw him coming, turned extremely
red and went himself to open the door, without waiting for his visitor
to knock.
Jane-Anne, seated at her studies in the parlour, also saw Mr. Wycherly's
pilgrimage across the road, and was filled with satisfaction that her
debt was to be so speedily discharged.
"Are you Mr. Gordon?" Mr. Wycherly asked as the door was opened before
he could knock.
"I am; will you come in, sir?"
Mr. Wycherly accepted the invitation and came in. The experience caused
his heart to beat a little faster. It was so many years since he had
been in an undergraduate's room. The past came back with a rush. What
a lot of water had flowed under Magdalen Bridge since those dear, far
off, happy, and, afterwards, most miserable days.
"Won't you sit down, sir?" young Gordon said hospitably.
Mr. Wycherly sat down. "I come," he said, "to discharge a debt," and
laid a shilling on the table beside him, "and I must thank you for
carrying home the eggs for my ward."
"It's very good of you," the young man mumbled, looking much confused;
"it was nothing really; you see, my dog was the cause of the accident.
I was bound to replace the eggs."
"My ward begged me to pay her debt at once. That is my reason for
invading you at such an unseasonable hour, but since you have received
me so hospitably, I wonder if you would further allow me to ask you a
question, Mr. Gordon?"
There was no light in the room save the grey gloaming of a May evening.
Across the road Mr. Wycherly could see a brilliant, luminous square
defining his own parlour window; he was too short-sighted to see the
studious figure seated at the table, but he perceived that she must be
plainly visible to those possessing normal sight.
"Certainly, sir," young Gordon said politely.
"You probably"--here Mr. Wycherly turned a kind, inquiring gaze upon his
young host--"have sisters?" Mr. Gordon bowed. "I have been out of the
way of these things for so long that it is possible I may make
mistakes--I shall be extremely obliged if you will tell me--quite
frankly, do you think we do wrong in allowing Miss Stavrides to walk
about Oxford by herself?"
George Gordon looked very hot indeed. The last thing he had dreamt of
was that this dignified, white-haired old gentleman should consult him
about anything. Honest himself, he was touched at the evident
earnestness and simplicity that craved his opinion. Acting almost
automatically, he lit the gas and stood well in the centre of the light,
looking fairly and squarely at his guest.
"Since you do me the honour to ask me, sir, I should say that there is
not the smallest harm in allowing Miss Stavrides to walk alone anywhere.
If she were my sister, I shouldn't be a bit afraid because, you see,
she's not that sort----"
"Yes," said Mr. Wycherly; "please tell me why."
"It's a little difficult," the young man continued, "without sounding a
bit of a cad--but it's like this. She walks along thinking her own
thoughts, and if she looks at you--she seems to look through you. Now,
there are girls, nice girls, pretty girls--ladies--quite ladies, you
know--and yet you know they've seen you. Well, all I can say is, you're
jolly well sure Miss Stavrides hasn't--and so it's no good."
"And yet," Mr. Wycherly said smoothly, "she seemed to be aware of your
existence."
George Gordon thrust his hands deep into his pockets, but he still
looked Mr. Wycherly straight in the eyes.
"She couldn't help that. My dog--somehow--upon my honour, I don't know
how or why, seems awfully fond of her. He knocked her down jumping on
her playfully, when she didn't expect it--and what could I do? But--I
think it's only fair to tell you, I've been dying to know her ever since
I came to these rooms, and I hope I shall see her again. She is, I
suppose you know it, sir, an extremely attractive girl, because she's so
unusual."
Mr. Wycherly rose and held out his hand:
"I am greatly obliged to you," he said. "You have been very frank and
helpful. It will give me great pleasure if you will come and see
us--and as a personal favour, I would ask you not to walk in the streets
with her again, for her sake."
"I should like awfully to come, sir. It's very kind of you. It's my
last term, so you won't be troubled with me for long."
Gantry Bill rose slowly and majestically from his place in the window,
dropped to the floor, and came and sniffed at Mr. Wycherly. George
Gordon pulled himself together with a mighty effort, and said somewhat
huskily: "You know, sir, I think she ought to have a blind or something.
Anyone can see her."
Mr. Wycherly stooped to pat Gantry Bill.
"I am still very much in your debt," he said.
* * * * *
That summer Montagu went in the vacation with a reading party to
Brittany. Mr. Wycherly took Edmund and Jane-Anne to Burnhead, in
Midlothian, where he had spent so many years, and Mrs. Dew went to stay
with Lord Dursley's housekeeper.
The minister lived in the house that had belonged to Miss Esperance; Mr.
Wycherly and the two young people lodged with her old servant, Robina.
While they were there Curly came to see the minister, who was his
father, and during the week he spent in Burnhead, he made Jane-Anne,
through Mr. Wycherly, the offer of a definite engagement in a company he
was going on tour with after Christmas. She would, of course, at first
only walk on. After that she would be entrusted with small parts and
then--her chance might come. The company was good in more senses than
one. The actresses were ladies, two of them married to members of the
company, and Jane-Anne would be well looked after.
The project flung Mr. Wycherly into a perfect tempest of worry. Had
Curly so much as hinted the possibility of such a thing to Jane-Anne
herself, he would have felt that he had just cause for grievance. But
he knew that Curly had done nothing of the kind, and that it lay with
him, and with him only, to suppress or put before her this, to him,
detestable plan.
There could be but one outcome. Mr. Wycherly's sense of honour would
not allow him to conceal from Jane-Anne an opportunity he feared she
would be only too ready to grasp. And that same sense precluded his
laying the matter before her himself. He knew that he was so biassed
that he must place the whole scheme in a most unattractive light; and
his very faculty for seeing all round a question prevented his
expressing the actively hostile views he most certainly held.
Therefore, he left Curly to lay the question before her.
This Curly did, and actuated, perhaps, by a somewhat similar spirit to
Mr. Wycherly's, he hid from the girl nothing of the disagreeables she
was likely to encounter. He painted the life of little more than a
super with a travelling company as the reverse of pleasant. He spared
her no sordid detail, he exaggerated rather than minimised all she would
have to endure.
With downcast eyes and lips that trembled a little, she heard him in
silence to the end. Then she turned her large gaze upon him, and asked:
"But shall I learn things?"
"It is the only way to learn things."
"Then, if the master will let me, I will come."
"He doesn't like it. He hates the idea. It will make him very unhappy.
He will miss you dreadfully."
"Montagu will be at New College then. He will be always in and out. I
wouldn't go if the master would be all alone. But with Montagu
there--it makes all the difference----"
"I don't know even now that he will consent."
"I think," said Jane-Anne, "that he will allow me to go, because he is
so just."
But Mr. Wycherly refused to give a definite opinion.
"We will wait till December," he said.
So Jane-Anne went back to school, and Mr. Wycherly sent for Miss Willows
and explained the situation to her. To his surprise and dismay she
sided with Jane-Anne. This was fine of Miss Willows, for she had set
her heart on Jane-Anne's doing brilliantly at Lady Margaret Hall. But
she understood the girl. She realised her powers and her limitations,
and she was one who, in looking into the future for her girls, would
fain have them hitch their horses to the stars. She believed that
Jane-Anne might become a fairly successful teacher, but she was certain
that she had it in her to become a great actress. Miss Willows detested
mediocrity.
An unexpected ally for Mr. Wycherly appeared in the person of George
Gordon, who, having got a moderate degree, came back to Oxford to see
everybody before he settled in London to read for the bar. With him he
brought Gantry Bill as an offering for Jane-Anne, who embraced the dog
fondly, exclaiming:
"I shall love him, if the master will keep him for me, but I don't
expect I shall be here after Christmas, you know, except when I can get
away for a little holiday."
"Not here?" he exclaimed. "Where are you going--abroad to study?"
"No, I'm probably going on the stage--at least, to study for the stage."
"The stage. _You?_"
"Why not?"
"Because it's unthinkable, because I hate it, because--I want you so
myself."
Jane-Anne looked very serious, but she didn't blush or show any signs of
confusion.
"I shouldn't make a nice wife," she remarked.
"I think you would make an adorable wife--but, of course, we couldn't
marry just yet," he added honestly; "I've not got enough to make you
comfortable; but we could wait--and I'll work like the dickens
and--you're very young."
"For the matter of that, so are you, but it isn't a question of youth or
age. There's something I've got to do, and I must do it. Marrying and
things like that must come after. I fancy"--here she raised her solemn,
candid eyes--"everything will come after--always."
George Gordon looked so miserable that Gantry Bill went to him,
stretched up and licked one of the hands that hung so limp and
melancholy at his sides.
"Mr. Wycherly would have liked it," he said sadly. "I spoke to him last
night, and he gave me leave to come to-day. He would have allowed us to
be engaged."
Jane-Anne gave a little laugh. "I am engaged," she said, "to Mr.
Wendover's touring company."
"Damn Mr. Wendover!" exclaimed her angry suitor. "I'm awfully sorry,
but you can't think how I hate it. Will you keep Bill? Mr. Wycherly
said he might stay here. I can't have him in London, he'd be so
miserable."
"We shall love Bill," she said gently.
Towards Christmas a bazaar was held in which Mrs. Methuen was much
interested, and among the side-shows was a little duologue which she and
Jane-Anne played together. It happened that Curly's company was in
Oxford at the time, and one afternoon he dragged Mr. Wycherly to the
bazaar to see Jane-Anne act.
Now, although Mr. Wycherly had seen her dance hundreds of times, he had
never seen her act. He could not screw his courage to the point of
facing the crowd of parents assembled at the school theatricals, and
Mrs. Methuen had never yet induced him to come and see the little plays
she was so fond of getting up in aid of various charities.
This time, however, wearied by Curly's importunities and fortified by
his company, he was persuaded, and found himself seated in front of a
red curtain, in the second row of chairs, while, pince-nez on nose, he
studied a programme which bore the legend "A Joint Household."
Jane-Anne had gone to lunch with Mrs. Methuen so as to be ready for the
play which came fairly early in the afternoon.
The noisy piano ceased, the curtain was rung up, and the two ladies,
who, with their husbands, had agreed to share a house for the summer
holidays, one after the other appeared upon the scene.
Mrs. Methuen was unmistakable; pretty, eager, much concerned for the
future comfort of her absent lord.