VII

At a quarter past five that day I started for Wimpole Street, filled

with a sensation of strong curiosity, for which, in mental debate

with myself, I could not quite satisfactorily account. It was a very

ordinary matter, surely, this selling and buying of a dog. Why,

then, did it seem to me an affair of importance? I asked myself that

question while I waited. The only answer I could find was that the

dog was a black spaniel, and that before the sad death of my friend

Deeming a black spaniel, the creature that had caused the tragedy, had

mysteriously complicated, and indeed altered, my pleasant relations

both with him and with Vernon. But all that was a year ago. The past

does not return, and therefore it was absurd to be—to be—what? What

was really the exact nature of the emotion that now beset me? Had I

been strictly truthful with myself I should, perhaps, have called

it apprehension. But we are not always strictly truthful even with

ourselves. I think that day I named it nervousness. I was nervous, out

of sorts, a little bit depressed. Vernon’s _volte-face_ had surprised

me. The dog’s cringing fear had made an unpleasant impression upon me.

And so, now, as I drew near to Wimpole Street I was slightly strung

up. That was the long and short of it.

In some such fashion I think I spoke to myself, explanatorily, falsely.

When I turned into Wimpole Street the image of poor Deeming was very

present in my mind, and I could scarcely believe that he did not still

inhabit the house to which I had come that Sunday morning. I wondered

who lived there now, who was Vernon’s neighbour; and when I reached

the house I looked towards it with a sad curiosity, which quickly

changed to surprise. The house was transformed. Where once had been a

doorstep there was now an area railing. The front door had vanished. In

its place was a window, with a box in which roses and geraniums were

blooming. In a moment I realised what had happened. Formerly the two

houses—Nos. 300 and 301—had been one house. Since I had been there they

had once more been thrown together. Vernon, then, was living now in the

house that had been Deeming’s. As I grasped this fact, Vernon appeared

at a window of what had been the second house. Seeing me, he smiled and

waved his hand. Before I could ring, the door was opened by Cragg, his

faithful man.

“Glad to see you again, Sir,” said Cragg, with a respectful bow which

he had learnt, I think, in Italy.

He had several little foreign ways, but was extremely English in

appearance—calm, solid, neat, and closely shaven.

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