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_PART I—THE DEATH_

I

In the big hall of the Grand Hotel at Rome I introduced Peter Deeming

to Vernon Kersteven.

The two men were friends of mine, and I wanted them to like each

other; and, perhaps because they were both fond of me, I thought that

they would get on well together, and that we should form a happy and

a lively trio at dinner. Was this the fancy of an egoist? I have

sometimes wondered since.

At the time I speak of I had known Deeming for over two years, having

met him first in London at a friend’s house. Vernon was a comparatively

recent acquaintance whom I had encountered when I was travelling in

Algeria; but already in my heart I gave him the dearer title, for I had

come to like him greatly, and I knew that my sympathy was returned.

The two men were very different—in their appearance, their natures,

their ways of life—but differences sometimes seem to make for pleasant

intercourse, and even for intimacy. We often love ourselves; but do we

generally love those who markedly resemble us?

Vernon usually spent his winters in Rome, where he had a delightful

house on the Trinità dei Monti. Deeming had come from England to take a

long holiday, as his health had partially broken down from overwork. He

was a very successful London doctor, devoted to his profession. Vernon

was a rich man, passionately interested in the arts and in travel. How

well I remember that first evening we spent together, that—I had almost

written fatal evening! We were dining in the restaurant, and directly I

had made my friends known to each other we went in and sat down at our

table, which was in the middle of the room.

Deeming was a very thin man, nearly forty, clean shaven, with iron-grey

thick hair, narrow clear-cut features, and a tremendously decisive

mouth and chin, betokening power and resolution. His face was pale, and

bore traces of his recent illness. In his long, rather colourless grey

eyes, penetrating and usually calm, one could see the slightly anxious

and irritable expression of a man whose nerves had been, and still

were, overwrought. His hands were delicate, with thin fingers curving

backward perceptibly at the tips. He leaned forward as he sat in his

chair, glancing over the crowd of English, Americans, and foreigners

who were busily eating and talking round us.

Vernon was tall and fair, younger than Deeming by some five or six

years, with meditative, almost gentle, and very kind brown eyes, a

sensitive, though not handsome, face, with a clear boyish colour in it,

a voice that was generally low unless he got much interested in the

subject he was discussing, and an extremely fascinating manner, whose

fascination sprang from his great courtesy, combined with a perfectly

natural self-possession, as of a man who seldom thought about himself,

and who was desirous of making things go easily and pleasantly for

those with whom he was brought into contact.

I saw Deeming look at him steadily, rather as a doctor looks at a new

patient, more than once as we drank our soup, and I knew that with

his invariable acuteness he was taking stock of his new acquaintance.

Vernon, on the other hand, showed at first no special interest in

Deeming, did not regard him earnestly, but was gracefully agreeable to

him as he was to everyone. He was far more what is generally called a

man of the world than Deeming, whose devotion to, and great success in,

his profession had kept him bound to the wheel of work in London, and

had prevented him from having the opportunity of knowing the nations

and mixing perpetually with society which Vernon had enjoyed.

At first we talked quietly, almost languidly, of Rome, of its changes

and its tourists, of the influence of America upon its society, of its

climate, of the differences between life in England and life abroad,

and so forth. It was not till the middle of dinner that anything

occurred to wake us up into great animation. Then a stout, dark, and

very vivacious little lady, with a commanding air, came into the

restaurant followed by two men, and sat down at a table near us. She

and her companions were obviously Italians, and almost directly she

screwed up her eyes at Vernon and nodded to him. He returned her salute

with _empressement_.

“Would you mind telling me who that lady is?” said Deeming.

“Margherita Terrascalchi,” replied Vernon.

“What—the famous authoress?” I said. “The writer of ‘Pietà’?”

“Yes.”

Deeming stared hard at the little lady, who was beginning to eat with

extraordinary, almost comical, gusto.

“I have read that book,” he said. “In a translation.”

“What do you think of it?” asked Vernon.

“No doubt it is well done and calculated to move the ordinary reader.”

“Only the ordinary reader?” said Vernon, with a slight upward movement

of his eyebrows.

“I think it wrongheaded and sentimental,” said Deeming, with more

energy than he had yet shown. “She appears to wish to elevate the

animals above humanity, to take them out of their proper place.”

[Illustration: “SHE AND HER COMPANIONS WERE OBVIOUSLY ITALIANS.”]

“What would you say is their proper place?”

“They are in the world, in my opinion, to be the servants of humanity,

to minister to our comfort, our pleasure, our necessities, to help to

increase our knowledge and satisfy our appetites, to give us ease and

to gain us money. Don’t you think so?”

“No doubt many scientists, many sportsmen, and most, if not all,

butchers do.”

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