CHAPTER III

A HOTEL PORTER

THE HIGHLANDS, ORANGE COUNTY, N. Y.,

Tuesday, 25 August, 1891.

I am now a hotel porter. More strictly, I have just resigned my

position, and with the net proceeds of three weeks' wages, which amount

to four dollars and two cents, I am ready to make a fresh start in the

early morning. The leisure of this last evening at the hotel I shall

give to the task of summing up the fragmentary notes which I have made

in such chance hours of rest as were to be had in a service which has

kept me on duty from five o'clock in the morning until eleven at night.

Why I have lingered here so long I scarcely know. The time has flown

with amazing swiftness. I soon found my new job easily within my

powers, as compared with the last one, and I have felt a certain

restful security which has held me here for longer than I meant

to stay. But I am ready enough to set out now, and I feel again a

"yearning for the large excitement" that comes of life upon the open

highway, and the chances of a living earned by the work of my hands.

I am not twenty miles beyond my last station at Highland Falls. It was

raining when I left Mrs. Flaherty's home, and she pleaded with me to

stay; but I had nothing with which to pay for further entertainment,

and I certainly had not the courage to return to the job on the old

Academic building. And so we parted, Mrs. Flaherty standing with arms

akimbo in the open door of her cottage, a final protest against so rash

a venture as her last word, while I lifted my hat to her and to Minnie,

who peered at me from the shadow of the passage behind her mother.

It must be owned that the prospect was not encouraging to my new

departure. At intervals of less than a mile, sometimes, I was driven

to seek refuge from the rain. The mountain-road was soft with mud,

and a secure footing was a fruitless search. In the hot air the heavy

dampness added to the discomfort of walking. Only in a general way

I knew that the road would lead me eventually over the Highlands to

Middletown, which lies in my westward course. The beauty of the country

was lost upon me, for the mountain was cloaked in a heavy fog, and

all that rose visible were short, succeeding sections of muddy road,

bordered with forests of oak and hickory-nut and chestnut, with matted

weeds growing thick to the wagon-tracks, and clumps of blackberry

bushes standing here and there along the lines of tottering stone walls

and wooden fences.

In the middle of the noon hour I reached Forest-of-Dean Mines. A

general supply store stands on the roadside. It was thronged with

Italian laborers. I waited in its shelter until the one-o'clock whistle

recalled the men to their work, and then I made terms with an Italian

boy, who was left in charge, for a five-cent dinner. The child spoke

English with perfect readiness. Almost concealed behind the counter,

he looked wonderfully important and business-like as he reached up to

apply the weights and fixed his great black eyes shrewdly upon the

oscillations of the balance. For five cents he agreed to give me two

ounces of cheese and six soda-crackers.

This proved a hopelessly inadequate dinner, and by the middle of the

afternoon I was painfully hungry. It must have been between the hours

of three and four when, on a stretch of level road, I met a tall,

over-grown negro youth with a bucket of sour milk in each hand, which

was plainly destined for a pig-pen that I had passed but a few yards

back. Looming dimly in the fog behind him, I could see the outlines of

a large frame structure with lightly built verandas engirding it. I

asked the youth what it was, and learned that it was a hotel, the "----

House."

'Did he think that I could get a job there?' He was doubtful of that,

but advised my seeing the "boss," whom I should find in the office. The

office was deserted when I entered it. Some men were playing billiards

in the larger room beyond, which, with the office, forms the ground

floor of a building detached from the main hotel, but joined by a

veranda on the upper story.

I sat down, and began to dry my feet at a slow fire which burned

in an iron stove. Presently there came in a tall man, straight of

figure, with black eyes and hair and mustache and an uncommonly dark

complexion. I rose with an inquiry for the proprietor, and he sat

down with the assurance that he was the man. There were two definite

requests in my mind. I meant to apply first for a job; but, expecting

nothing of a permanent character, I resolved to ask work for the

remaining afternoon for the sake of food and a night's shelter from the

rain. To my surprise, instead of the negative I expected to my first

request, I found some encouragement in the proprietor's manner. He

owned to the need of a porter until the arrival, in a few days, of the

man who had been engaged for that position. I declared my willingness

to serve and to begin work on the moment. He pointed out that he did

not know me, and that he was not in the habit of engaging servants whom

he did not know. 'Besides, there was not much for the porter to do, and

for his services he was paid at the rate of eight dollars a month and

his board.' I was ready with a plea for a trial, if only for a single

day, and presently the proprietor consented.

He rose, and at once began to instruct me in my duty. Standing on the

threshold between the office and billiard-room, he pointed to the

bare floors, and explained that they must be scrubbed every morning.

He then indicated the score or more of oil-lamps with which the rooms

were lighted, and said that these must be kept clean and filled. Next

he opened a door from the office into a small room in which was a cot.

That was to be my sleeping-place, and he showed me, in one corner,

buckets and a mop and a broom, which were intended for the porter's

use. Quite abruptly he asked to see my hat, and, wondering at the

request, I showed him the stained black felt with ragged holes in the

crown. "That won't do," he said, and with the word he took down from

a peg a porter's cloth cap with a patent-leather visor, and bade me

wear it at my work. It was much too small, but by dint of holding my

head with care I could keep it on; thus balancing the cap as best I

could, and with the broom in hand, I followed my employer for further

instructions. He led the way to the verandas, and explained that they

must be swept each morning before the guests are up, and again in the

afternoon, at the hour when they are least in use. They were nearly

deserted now, and the proprietor told me to begin my work by sweeping

them, and then he left me.

I could have danced with sheer delight. Not if I had deliberately

planned it could I have effected a better arrangement. It fitted

my needs exactly. A change to lighter work for a time was almost a

necessity; for my hands were much blistered and torn, and they refused

to heal under the friction of my last employment. And then--and my

spirits rose buoyantly to this idea--here was a chance to see something

of domestic service, and such another, under conditions so favorable,

might not offer in all my journey across the continent.

"This morning," I thought to myself, "I was a roving laborer in search

of work and with but ten cents in my pocket; now I am a hotel porter,

with bed and board assured and an open field for observation, and some

certainty of a surplus, regardless of the weather, when I quit the job,

although, at its present rate, my daily wage is a fraction less than

twenty-seven cents."

As I swept the verandas my plans began to form themselves with exciting

interest. "Here is clearly a splendid opportunity. I have been frankly

told that a porter is already engaged, and is on his way, and that

my occupancy of office is simply for the interregnum. Plainly, if I

can give evidence, in the meantime, of usefulness such that, when the

regular porter comes, I shall be continued in some employment about the

hotel, that will be a distinct achievement; and it will not be without

a bearing upon the practical question as to what a penniless man may

do for himself in the way of winning permanent employment that offers

chances of promotion." I resolved to bend all my energies to that.

When the verandas were swept, I returned to the office and

billiard-room, and began to study the field. The floors were sadly in

need of scrubbing; many of the lamp chimneys were smoked, and all were

far from clean; the windows of both rooms were much weather-stained;

and the paint on the woodwork could be improved by a thorough washing.

I then went over the grounds, and found the walks in disorder, and the

lawns matted and strewn with litter.

I lit the lamps at nightfall, and awaited a summons to supper. While

in the region of the kitchen I noticed that an extra hand might often

prove of service there. Back in my own domain for the evening, I found

my offices in demand in attendance upon the billiard and pool tables.

By eleven o'clock the house was still, and I was at liberty to go to

bed. Among the furniture in the office was an alarm-clock. This I wound

up, and set for a quarter to five.

The morning was splendidly bright. When I stepped out upon the veranda

the sun had already cleared the tops of the wooded Highlands, and, with

the radiance reflected from infinite rain-drops in the forests, there

rolled from their "gorgeous gloom" the "sweet after showers, ambrosial

air." In no direction was the outlook wide; but the air gleamed in the

sunlight with the crystal clearness which gives its peculiar quality

to our autumn, and which so early as August can be had only at

considerable altitudes.

But the scrubbing awaited me, and was a task of much uncertainty. In

the kitchen I filled my buckets with water--cold water, I am sorry to

say. I threw wide open the doors and windows, and first sprinkled the

floors, as I had seen shopkeepers do, and then swept them thoroughly. I

tried to apply the water by means of a mop with a long wooden handle;

but failing completely in that, I detached the handle, and getting

down on my knees, I went carefully over the surface with the mop in

hand. Frequently I changed the water, and when the scrubbing was done I

looked the damp floors over with immense satisfaction.

Until I was called to breakfast I spent the time in sweeping the

verandas and clearing from the walks the twigs and dead leaves with

which they were strewn after the rain. In no way was I prepared for

the alarming surprise which was in store for me. When I returned to

the office I stood aghast at the sight of the newly scrubbed floors.

They were dry now, and were covered with fantastic designs. Every final

movement of the mop was distinctly traceable in streaks of unmistakable

dirt. And there was the proprietor at work at his desk, and he faintly

noticed me as I entered. I stood expecting my discharge, with what

fortitude I could summon, but receiving no further attention from my

employer, I hurried back to the work on the walks and drives. During

the dinner-hour I brought a broom to bear upon the coiling traceries on

the floor, and succeeded in softening their bolder outlines.

But scrubbing proved a peculiarly difficult art. On the second morning

I did all that I had done before, and then got buckets of clean hot

water and a fresh mop; and on hands and knees I went over the floors,

wiping them up with scrupulous care. The result was no better, once

dry, and the designs in daubs of dirt were as fantastic as ever. On

the third morning I tried still a new plan, but only with the result

of effecting a change in the designs. I was learning to scrub by an

empirical process, and the fourth venture approached success. Hot

water and soap, and a scrub-brush vigorously applied, and then a final

swabbing, left the floors comparatively clean, and free from the

persistent mop-stains.

Only one more of my duties I found difficult of mastery. Like scrubbing

the floors, washing the windows was full of surprises. From one of

the house-maids I learned that clean, hot, soapy water was the prime

necessity. I was delighted with the first result, for after the washing

within and without, I had visions of the glass in a high state of clean

transparency. But the sun had absorbed the water, and left stains

of tenacious soap, when I came to the polishing, and after hours of

labor I almost despaired of ever bringing the panes to a reasonably

untarnished condition.

The work has varied so little in detail that the history of a single

day is an epitome of the three weeks' service:

I am up at a little before five in the morning. The floors of the

office and billiard-room are my first concern; and by the time these

are scrubbed it is six o'clock. The _chef_ early noticed my willingness

to lend a hand in the kitchen, and he rewards me with a liberal supply

of hot water every morning, and a cup of coffee and a slice of bread at

six o'clock when he takes his own. Fortified in this way, I sweep the

verandas and walks, and rake the drives and lawns until breakfast.

There is a curious, horizontal, social cleavage among the "help."

I belong to the lower stratum. I first noticed the distinction at

our meals. The negro head-waiter, and the pastry-cook, and the

head-gardener, and the company of Irish maids, who do double duty

as waitresses and house-maids, take their meals in the dining-room

after the guests are served. The remnants of these two servings are

then heaped upon a table in a long, low, dimly lighted room which

intervenes between the kitchen and dining-room, and there we of the

lowest class help ourselves. Our coterie consists of an English maid, a

recent arrival from Liverpool, who serves as a dishwasher, three negro

laundresses, two negro stable-boys and myself, with a varying element

in two or three hired men, who drop in irregularly from the region of

the barns.

Martha, the English maid, is chiefly in charge here, and she bravely

tries to serve, and to bring some order out of the chaos; but the task

is beyond her. We take places as we find them vacant, and each helps

himself from what remains to be eaten of the fragments of the meal just

ended. There is always a towering supply, but an abundance of a sort

that deadens your appetite, like the blow of a sand-bag.

I reproached myself with fastidiousness at first, and imagined that to

the other servants, who shared it, the fare was entirely palatable; and

so I was surprised when, at a dinner early in my stay, one of the negro

laundresses seized a plate heaped with scraps of meat, from which we

had all been helping ourselves, and carried it out with the indignant

remark that it was fit only for the dogs, adding, sententiously, as she

disappeared through the door: "We are not dogs _yet_; we are supposed

to be human." And back to her afternoon's work she went, although she

had eaten only a morsel.

These meals were curiously solemn functions; scarcely a word was ever

spoken. Martha was "cumbered about much serving," and very heroically

she tried to impart some decent order to the meal, and a cheerfuller

tone to the company. I never knew the cause of the sullen unsociability

which possessed us, whether it was ill-humor born of the physical

weariness from which all the servants seemed constantly to suffer as a

result of the high pressure of work at the height of the season, or the

revolting fare which often sent us unrested and unfed from our meals.

It is the vision of supper that will linger clearest in my memory. The

long, reeking room seen faintly in the yellow light of one begrimed

oil-lamp; the ceiling so low that I can easily reach it with my

upstretched hand, and dotted over with innumerable flies. The room

is a paradise for flies, which swarm most in our food that lies in

ill-assorted heaps down the middle of a rough wooden table. Here we sit

in chance order, black and white faces often alternating; the white

ones livid in their vivid contrast with the background of the room's

deep shadows, and the others ghastly visible in the general blackness

from which gleam the whites of eyes. Sometimes the two stable-boys find

seats together; and then they bid defiance to the general gloom, and

are soon bubbling over with musical laughter, that rolls responsive to

the least remark from either. It is interesting at such times to watch

Martha's face. The nervous energy which is always struggling there

against a look of utter weariness shines victorious now, in the light

of a new hope that a better cheer has come at last to her table.

From breakfast I hurry back to the work of putting the grounds in

order. The walks I sweep every morning, and then rake the drives and

the lawns.

It was at this work that I early found convincing proof of the

completeness of my social change. The lawns at certain hours are in

the possession of nurse-maids and infants. I have never calculated

the number of children in the hotel, but their ages apparently mark

every stage of advance from a few weeks to as many years. My liking

for children amounts to reverent devotion, and it gave me a shock,

from which I have not recovered, to find that, unshaven and uncouth in

workmen's clothes, I had become for them a bogey with whom their nurses

frighten them into obedience, warning them in excited tones with "Here

comes the man to take you away!"

It was at this work, too, that I once incurred the avowed displeasure

of a guest. She was a beautiful Philistine, with a keenly penetrating

twang and turns of speech that bespoke the regions of Sixth Avenue and

Fourteenth Street. But she was remarkably handsome, tall and graceful,

and of high-bred bearing and of a thoroughly aristocratic type. It must

be confessed that whenever she was visible from my regions the section

of the grounds which commanded a view of her, and was yet fairly

beyond the sound of her voice, received assiduous attention from me;

for she was highly remunerative to look at. I was sweeping a section

of the walk immediately in front of the hotel. Unlike the work at

West Point, a porter's duties do not preclude mental effort. Absorbed

in thought and quite unconscious of my surroundings, I was suddenly

recalled to them and to my station in life by nasal accents raised

in strong reproof. I looked up in bewilderment, and saw confronting

me the beautiful Philistine, holding a little child by each hand.

Very straight she stood and bright-eyed, with her head thrown back,

and an exquisite flush over her face, and her beautiful lips curled

in anger, as she scolded me roundly for raising so much dust. I was

unfamiliar with the etiquette of the situation, so I held my peace, and

respectfully touched my cap, inwardly calling her the beauty that she

was as she stood there, and ardently hoping that she would scold me

more.

[Illustration: I HELD MY PEACE, AND RESPECTFULLY TOUCHED MY CAP,

INWARDLY CALLING HER THE BEAUTY THAT SHE WAS.]

From the lawns I go to the kitchen, and offer my services to the

_chef_. Usually he has ready for me a basket of potatoes to peel. In a

little shed by the kitchen-door I sit and peel endlessly. The servants

are flocking in and out through the open door in the fetid air. The

heat is of the suffocating kind, in which the heavy air lies dead.

It is nearing the dinner-hour, and everyone must work with almost a

frenzy of effort. The high tension communicates itself to us all, and

we feel the nervous strain upon our tempers. The hundred and one petty

annoyances which cause the friction of household service prove too

much, and the tension bursts into a furious quarrel between the Irish

pastry-cook and the negro head-waiter. No one has time to heed them,

but his storming oaths and her plaintive, whining key, maintained with

provoking tenacity, whatever relief they bring to them, are far from

soothing to the rest of us.

The maids are gathered from all parts of the hotel. Most of them have

been on duty since six o'clock, and after the morning's work there

now awaits them the rush of serving dinner. Want of sufficient sleep

and utter physical weariness have drawn deep lines in their faces.

Presently one of them, a slender young girl, sinks exhausted into a

seat, and we hear her notion of the _summum bonum_: "Oh, I wish I was

rich, and could swing all day in a hammock!" I follow the direction

of her eyes. Across a wide stretch of lawn and in the shade of some

clustering maples I see the gleam of a white dress rocking gently in a

hammock, and I catch the flutter of a fan and the light on an open page.

Sometimes I am in the region of the kitchen during the dinner-hour

itself. As an experience, I fancy that it is not unlike that of being

behind the scenes in the course of the play. The kitchen and pantry

are ill-ventilated, and are hot to suffocation. About a counter-like

partition which separates the two rooms crowd the eager waitresses,

rehearsing in shrill tones their orders to the _chef_ and his

assistant. There is a babel of voices striving to be heard, and a

ceaseless clatter of dishes, and a hurrying to and fro. The _chef_ is

not a bad fellow, but his temper is rarely proof against the harassing

annoyances incident upon serving a dinner, and he loses it in a torrent

of oaths. The volume of noise increases until the height of dinner is

reached and passed, and then it subsides, quite like a thunder-storm.

The afternoon's work keeps me, for the most part, in my own

regions. The lamps must first be cleaned and filled, and then the

billiard-tables brushed for the evening play, and there may remain

unfinished work on the grounds, which claims me until it is time to

sweep the verandas again.

When I am out of the office I must be careful that the doors and the

windows are open, and my ears attentive to the bell; for I am porter

and bell-boy in one.

A bell-boy is sometimes at a disadvantage. He is not supposed to

explain, and circumstances may wrong him.

The bell rings. I run to the indicator, and then climb to the door that

bears the corresponding number. A lady asks for a pitcher of ice-water.

Unluckily the ice-chest is locked, and the key, I learn, is in the

keeping of the head-waiter. After hasty search, I find that official

seated on a rock in the shade behind the barn, conversing with some of

the hands. He tells me that there is no ice in the chest, and advises

my going to the ice-house. I do so with all possible speed, and am

fortunate enough to find a piece of loose ice not far below the surface

of saw-dust. Back to the kitchen I run with it, wash it, and chop it

into fragments. But all this has taken time; it is very hot, and the

lady, no doubt, is very thirsty. As I hand her the pitcher of water,

her caustic acknowledgment expresses anything but gratitude.

The verandas are no sooner swept for the afternoon than the stage

appears from the station. I must be in attendance to relieve the newly

arrived guests of their lighter luggage and, with the help of one of

the stable-boys, to carry their trunks to their rooms.

It was in such services as these that I met with an insuperable

difficulty. Before I launched upon the enterprise of earning my living

by manual labor I settled it with myself that I would shrink from no

honest work, however menial, that might fall within the range of my

experiment. I confess that, in my present avocation, when it came

to the necessity of cleaning the cuspidors used by a tobacco-eating

gentry, the task was accomplished only after hard setting of teeth,

and much involuntary contraction of muscles. But I hasten to let

fall a veil already too widely drawn from the hidden rites of a

porter's service. The difficulty in point was of another kind, and

had to do with tips. I was not unprepared for the emergency, for the

proprietor had hinted, in our first conversation, with every mark of

embarrassment, and with a tone of apology for the eight dollars a

month, that that amount was sure to be supplemented by gratuities.

It might have been different under other circumstances; but when I

had seen the guests and noted the unmistakable marks of residence in

cheap flats and low-rent suburban cottages, and realized the careful

husbanding of funds and the close calculation which make a summer

outing possible to them, their fees were some degrees beyond the

possible to me.

In the case of the luggage, it was easy to bow acknowledgment and to

decline in favor of Sam, the stable-boy, who, beaming with delight,

stood ready to receive gifts to any amount, and who loved me warmly.

But when I was alone with some guest in the act of a personal service,

the situation created by a proffered fee proved embarrassing to us

both, and was not to be relieved by bows and expressions of sincere

appreciation.

The evening's duties are usually the lighting of the lamps at

nightfall, and assorting the mail that comes in after supper, and

attending the billiard and pool tables, and answering the bell-calls.

Saturday afternoons and evenings are varied with industrious

preparations for extra guests. This makes added demands upon us all,

and the servants dread Sunday as bringing always the severest strain of

the week. My own share of extra work is confined to Saturday afternoon

and evening, when I put up cots, and carry bed-linen and blankets

about, under the orders of the house-keeper, usually until midnight.

And when I go to sleep at last it is on the hay in the barn, for my

room is swept and garnished on Saturday and given up to a guest. It is

no hardship to sleep on the hay, but, through knowledge gained from

the scale of prices posted in the office, I can but understand what an

admirable business arrangement it is for the proprietor to so utilize

my room over Sunday. The added revenue which is thus yielded during my

stay amounts to fifteen dollars, and as the total sum of my wages for

the three weeks is five dollars and sixty-seven cents, the net returns

to the proprietor in service and profit speak well for his management.

But there is other evidence of good management, and in a quarter that

appeals to me more. His treatment of the "help" is so uniformly fair.

I do not like him; but, so far as I know, I am alone in my dislike

among all the servants of the house; and I cannot fail to see that a

feeling of personal loyalty is behind much of the patient, enduring

service to which I have been witness. Only once was there an approach

to a collision between us, and certainly I emerged from that in rather

a ridiculous light.

It was but two or three evenings ago. Usually I have been able to

eat at our table enough at least to deaden appetite, but on that

evening I could eat nothing. As I passed through the pastry-kitchen

on my way back to the office I saw a few pieces of corn-bread which

were apparently to be thrown away. I asked the cook for some, and she

readily told me to help myself. On a flagging near the kitchen-door

I sat down to eat the bread, and the proprietor must have seen me

there in the dim light. I had not finished when the negro head-waiter

came upon me in much excitement. I belong to a lower order of service

than he, but he treats me civilly, and there was nothing more than

nervousness in his manner now.

"You mustn't get cheese from the pantry without leave," he was saying

in high agitation.

I thought that he had gone mad, but he presently made clear that

the proprietor had come to him with the complaint that I was eating

cheese, which is kept in the pantry, and is not intended for the lower

servants. The supper-table had upset me, and the corn-bread which

caused the present trouble had been cold comfort. I was furiously angry

now, hot and aglow with a passion of rage which at that moment was a

splendid sensation. With great civility I thanked the head-waiter, and

explained the mistake, and showed him a fragment of bread still in my

hand, and then asked where I should find the proprietor. He had gone to

the office, and I followed him there, scarcely conscious of touching

the ground. It was close upon the mail-hour, and the office was crowded

with guests. Near the stove stood the proprietor, and he saw me as I

approached him. I was looking him full in the eyes when I told him,

without introductory remarks, that if he had any further criticisms to

offer upon my conduct he was at liberty to bring them directly to me.

If I had had any sense of humor left I should have laughed then at his

appearance, and have forestalled the ridiculous scene, in which, with

a look of distressed embarrassment, he edged toward the door, and I

followed, with my eyes on his, as I treated him to the most cynically

patronizing sentences which I could frame, while the guests looked on

in silence.

Once in the quiet of the veranda, he explained to me that, since he

holds the head-waiter responsible in such matters, he had naturally

complained to him, and added that he was sorry if any mistake had been

made. I pointed out the mistake, and felt the fool that I was, and

spent the evening in a long walk over the hills, returning only in time

to lock up and put out the lights.

As a basis of comparison I have now the two short terms of service at

West Point and here. I received employment at both places as almost

any laborer might have done, and I found in them both the means of

livelihood. But as a servant, I have found more than that. The man who

had been engaged as porter appeared about a week after my arrival. He

proved to be Martha's brother, and a newly landed immigrant. There was

no mistaking the last fact. His peaked countenance, with surviving

traces of ruddy color; his queer pot-hat, that rested on his ears; his

bright woollen tippet, defying the heat; his baggy suit, which had

doubtless served for day and night through all the voyage; his heavy

boots--all proclaimed him the raw material of a new citizen. Nor

could there be a doubt of his kinship with Martha. She stood with me

awaiting the stage, directing eager glances down the carriage-drive

and excitedly asking questions about its coming. She was the first to

see it, and to recognize her brother on the seat with Sam, and she

fluttered about in the unconcealed delight of affection, perfectly

unconscious of everyone, until her arms were about her brother's neck,

and she was leading him away to the kitchen.

Nothing was said to me about leaving; Martha's brother became her

assistant as a dishwasher, and learned to lend a generally useful hand

in the kitchen.

And so I had fairly won my place, and had open before me a way of

promotion. Experience alone could disclose the value of the opening;

but the "---- House" is a winter as well as a summer resort, and

a porter's services are therefore in demand through the year. If

efficient, intelligent labor could not eventually win higher and more

responsible position in such an enterprise, and possibly gain, at last,

an interest in the business, the case is surely exceptional.

It is the change in external conditions and its bearing upon me as a

human worker which have most impressed me, in contrast with my first

experience.

I worked for nine hours and a quarter at West Point, and had, at the

end of the day's labor, if the weather had been good, eighty-five cents

above actual living expenses. Here I have usually worked from five

o'clock in the morning until eleven at night, at all manner of menial

drudgery, and have gone to bed in the comfortable assurance that, in

addition to food and shelter, I have earned twenty-six cents and a

fraction. And yet, as a matter of choice, purely with reference to the

conditions under which the work is done, I should infinitely prefer a

week of my present duties to a single day at such labor as that at West

Point.

The work here is specific, and it is mine, to be done as I best can.

Responsibility and initiative and personal pride enter here, and render

the eighteen hours of this work incomparably shorter than the nine

hours of my last. It is true that it partakes of the character of much

household service, in that it is ever doing and is never done; but

there is a feeling of accomplishment in the fact of getting my quarters

clean and the grounds in order, and in keeping them so, although it be

at the cost of labor always repeated and never ended.

Perhaps it is because I am still haunted by the thought of the cruel

bondage of unskilled labor, under which men exhaust their powers of

body and mind and soul at work that, in the very conditions of its

doing, seems to harden them into slaves, instead of strengthening them

into men, that I fail to feel keenly the want of time that I can call

my own. I have an independence of vastly better sort in having work

which I can call my own, and which I can do with some human pleasure

and interest and profit in its performance, however hard it may be.

Slender as is my acquaintance with either, I yet see, with perfect

certainty, that the standard of character is higher in this company

of servants than among the gang of unskilled laborers. Other causes

may have a share in this result, but the efficient cause is clear

in the better moral atmosphere in which the work is done. I do not

know how conscious is the feeling of unity of interest with their

employer, or of copartnery with one another in labor, or of personal

responsibility; but all these motives must play a part in effecting the

successful accomplishment of the house-work, with its intricacies and

interdependencies which render constant personal oversight impossible.

Of course the proprietor has much trouble with the "help," and there

are frequent changes among them; but the body of the company remains

the same, and some of the servants have been here for several seasons.

Certainly one is obliged to look elsewhere than to wages for a cause

of better work as showing a finer moral fibre, if I may judge from my

twenty-six cents a day. I dare say that mine is the minimum wage. The

_chef_ told me that he gets sixty dollars a month, and I fancy that his

is the maximum sum. It is purely a guess, but I venture it, that the

average among us would not exceed five dollars a week. Five dollars a

week above the necessaries of life will buy much among the commonest

proletariat. Under certain conditions that, or even a less sum, might

buy industrious and almost continuous effort for fourteen or eighteen

hours a day, but not, I fancy, in the present economic condition of

household servants in this country. There must be other causes to

account for that.

The want of time which is at one's own command is the commonest

objection urged against domestic service as accounting for the ready

choice of harder work with far less of creature comfort, but with

definite limits and entire disposing of the rest of one's day. Stronger

than this, I fancy, as an objection, is a social disability which

attaches to service, and under the sway of which a house-maid has not

the prospect of so good a marriage, socially considered, as a factory

girl, who earns a scanty living, but is subject to no one's command

outside of the factory gates.

The strength of social conventions is a force to be reckoned with among

the working classes. It may seem that below the standing of folk gentle

by birth and breeding there are no social standards or social barriers

of serious strength. I begin to suspect that distinctions are as

clearly made on one side of that line as the other. Very certain I am

that the upper servants here and the nurses and house-maids are removed

from us of the clothes-washing and dish-washing and floor-scrubbing

fraternity by a very considerable social gulf.

A course of eighteen hours of continuous daily duty soon gives one

a surprising relish for the pleasure of doing as you please. I know

now something of the delight of a "Sunday off." I got my first leave

of absence one afternoon when I was allowed to go to the village of

Central Valley to have my boots mended. Not since I was a small boy at

boarding-school have I felt the same vivid pleasure in going freely

forth, knowing that, for the time, I was my own master; and when I

returned to the hotel, it was very much with the school-boy's feeling

of passing again under the yoke.

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