CHAPTER XVIII.

THE terrible tragedy that had filled so many hearts with

consternation, the untimely and mysterious death of Mark Abrams, had

long since been numbered with the events of the past. In the Hebrew

burial ground, in a suburb of the Queen City, his mortal remains

were at rest. Months ago, the grass had sprung, and the flowers of

affection blossomed above his pulseless bosom. Upon the seventh day

of every week since that dreadful January, the unhappy father and

mother had turned their faces devoutly toward the city of their

fathers, and offered their fervent prayers. Yet no abatement of

sorrow had time brought to the mother's wounded, bleeding heart.

Wearily, and often despairingly, she longed for that untried,

unknown life beyond, where she dimly hoped for a reunion with her

lost son.

Sarah Mordecai, young, thoughtless, volatile, in the death of her

lover was disappointed, but not heartbroken. Recovering from the

shock of her sorrow with the buoyancy and elasticity of youth, her

repinings scarcely reached beyond the period that brought blossoms

to the resting-place of the dead. Let no one censure this young

heart that, by reason of its nature, could not sit enshrouded in

gloom and sorrow, nor shudder at the thought that when the summer

came, with warmth and brightness, she was as light of heart as the

birds that carolled in the garden around her spacious home.

Not such the mourning of her disappointed mother. From day to day,

since the failure of her cherished hope, regret and disappointment

had rankled in her bosom with consuming force. She despised the fate

that foiled her plans and purposes, and left the object of her

hatred still uncrushed. Leah, with her beauty and unaffected grace,

was again to be triumphed over. Again she might not be so

successful. Rebecca was cold, cruel, and false-Leah fearful,

dispirited, and miserable. Alas! poor Leah Mordecai. EMILE LE

GRANDE'S DIARY.

"August 15.-So sure as my name is Emile, I believe I shall succeed

in my endeavor to marry the Jewess. She is beautiful! She receives

my attentions more kindly now than she ever did before, and she

confesses that she loves me truly. That's 'half the battle.' She

seems very unhappy at times, yet only once did she ever hint to me

that her life was aught but a summer's day for brightness. I once

thought she loved Mark Abrams, and I hated him for it; but that's of

no use now. 'Dead men tell no tales.'

"August 20.-Whew! how mother did rave to-day when I intimated that I

might possibly marry Leah Mordecai! She asked indignantly what I

'designed to do with Belle Upton, a girl of eminent respectability

and an equal of the Le Grande family?' I mildly suggested that I

could not love such a 'scrap of a woman as Belle Upton was; and if

she was in love with me, it was without a cause.' I have paid her

some attention, but only to please mother and Helen. She's too

effeminate, if she is so very aristocratic-not half so handsome as

'ma belle Juive.' Oh! those dreamy eyes! They haunt me day and

night. I believe I am sick with love!"

"August 30.-This has been a memorable month to me. Last night, in the

starlight, as I walked home with Leah from the Battery, she promised

to marry me; yes, actually to marry me! Said she was unhappy at

home-I wonder why-and would marry me in self-defence, if from no

other cause. A tear stood in her dark eyes as she said, with stern,

hoarse voice, 'If you love me, Emile, truly love me, and will be

faithful to me, I will forsake all others and marry you.' Then she

made me swear it--swear it there, in the face of the blue heavens and

the glittering stars. I tremble when I think of my parents'

displeasure, but then I love the girl, and shall fulfil my vow, even

unto death. In a month I shall be twenty-five years old, and before

another birth-day rolls around, after this one, I shall be a married

man-married to the girl I love, Leah Mordecai, the Jewess. I wonder

what the world will say. But I don't care; love knows no barriers.

When my plans are a little more defined, I shall mention the matter

seriously to my father. Mother will not hear to it, I know. And

then; if he is willing, all well; if he is not willing, all well

still. I shall marry her."

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