NOT WANTED

BETWEEN six and seven o'clock on a July evening, a crowd of summer

visitors--mostly fathers of families--burdened with parcels,

portfolios, and ladies' hat-boxes, was trailing along from the

little station of Helkovo, in the direction of the summer villas.

They all looked exhausted, hungry, and ill-humoured, as though the

sun were not shining and the grass were not green for them.

Trudging along among the others was Pavel Matveyitch Zaikin, a

member of the Circuit Court, a tall, stooping man, in a cheap cotton

dust-coat and with a cockade on his faded cap. He was perspiring,

red in the face, and gloomy. . . .

"Do you come out to your holiday home every day?" said a summer

visitor, in ginger-coloured trousers, addressing him.

"No, not every day," Zaikin answered sullenly. "My wife and son are

staying here all the while, and I come down two or three times a

week. I haven't time to come every day; besides, it is expensive."

"You're right there; it is expensive," sighed he of the ginger

trousers. "In town you can't walk to the station, you have to take

a cab; and then, the ticket costs forty-two kopecks; you buy a paper

for the journey; one is tempted to drink a glass of vodka. It's all

petty expenditure not worth considering, but, mind you, in the

course of the summer it will run up to some two hundred roubles.

Of course, to be in the lap of Nature is worth any money--I don't

dispute it . . . idyllic and all the rest of it; but of course,

with the salary an official gets, as you know yourself, every

farthing has to be considered. If you waste a halfpenny you lie

awake all night. . . . Yes. . . I receive, my dear sir--I haven't

the honour of knowing your name--I receive a salary of very nearly

two thousand roubles a year. I am a civil councillor, I smoke

second-rate tobacco, and I haven't a rouble to spare to buy Vichy

water, prescribed me by the doctor for gall-stones."

"It's altogether abominable," said Zaikin after a brief silence.

"I maintain, sir, that summer holidays are the invention of the

devil and of woman. The devil was actuated in the present instance

by malice, woman by excessive frivolity. Mercy on us, it is not

life at all; it is hard labour, it is hell! It's hot and stifling,

you can hardly breathe, and you wander about like a lost soul and

can find no refuge. In town there is no furniture, no servants. . .

everything has been carried off to the villa: you eat what you

can get; you go without your tea because there is no one to heat

the samovar; you can't wash yourself; and when you come down here

into this 'lap of Nature' you have to walk, if you please, through

the dust and heat. . . . Phew! Are you married?"

"Yes. . . three children," sighs Ginger Trousers.

"It's abominable altogether. . . . It's a wonder we are still alive."

At last the summer visitors reached their destination. Zaikin said

good-bye to Ginger Trousers and went into his villa. He found a

death-like silence in the house. He could hear nothing but the

buzzing of the gnats, and the prayer for help of a fly destined for

the dinner of a spider. The windows were hung with muslin curtains,

through which the faded flowers of the geraniums showed red. On the

unpainted wooden walls near the oleographs flies were slumbering.

There was not a soul in the passage, the kitchen, or the dining-room.

In the room which was called indifferently the parlour or the

drawing-room, Zaikin found his son Petya, a little boy of six. Petya

was sitting at the table, and breathing loudly with his lower lip

stuck out, was engaged in cutting out the figure of a knave of

diamonds from a card.

"Oh, that's you, father!" he said, without turning round. "Good-evening."

"Good-evening. . . . And where is mother?"

"Mother? She is gone with Olga Kirillovna to a rehearsal of the

play. The day after tomorrow they will have a performance. And they

will take me, too. . . . And will you go?"

"H'm! . . . When is she coming back?"

"She said she would be back in the evening."

"And where is Natalya?"

"Mamma took Natalya with her to help her dress for the performance,

and Akulina has gone to the wood to get mushrooms. Father, why is

it that when gnats bite you their stomachs get red?"

"I don't know. . . . Because they suck blood. So there is no one

in the house, then?"

"No one; I am all alone in the house."

Zaikin sat down in an easy-chair, and for a moment gazed blankly

at the window.

"Who is going to get our dinner?" he asked.

"They haven't cooked any dinner today, father. Mamma thought you

were not coming today, and did not order any dinner. She is going

to have dinner with Olga Kirillovna at the rehearsal."

"Oh, thank you very much; and you, what have you to eat?"

"I've had some milk. They bought me six kopecks' worth of milk.

And, father, why do gnats suck blood?"

Zaikin suddenly felt as though something heavy were rolling down

on his liver and beginning to gnaw it. He felt so vexed, so aggrieved,

and so bitter, that he was choking and tremulous; he wanted to jump

up, to bang something on the floor, and to burst into loud abuse;

but then he remembered that his doctor had absolutely forbidden him

all excitement, so he got up, and making an effort to control

himself, began whistling a tune from "Les Huguenots."

"Father, can you act in plays?" he heard Petya's voice.

"Oh, don't worry me with stupid questions!" said Zaikin, getting

angry. "He sticks to one like a leaf in the bath! Here you are, six

years old, and just as silly as you were three years ago. . . .

Stupid, neglected child! Why are you spoiling those cards, for

instance? How dare you spoil them?"

"These cards aren't yours," said Petya, turning round. "Natalya

gave them me."

"You are telling fibs, you are telling fibs, you horrid boy!" said

Zaikin, growing more and more irritated. "You are always telling

fibs! You want a whipping, you horrid little pig! I will pull your

ears!"

Petya leapt up, and craning his neck, stared fixedly at his father's

red and wrathful face. His big eyes first began blinking, then were

dimmed with moisture, and the boy's face began working.

"But why are you scolding?" squealed Petya. "Why do you attack me,

you stupid? I am not interfering with anybody; I am not naughty; I

do what I am told, and yet . . . you are cross! Why are you scolding

me?"

The boy spoke with conviction, and wept so bitterly that Zaikin

felt conscience-stricken.

"Yes, really, why am I falling foul of him?" he thought. "Come,

come," he said, touching the boy on the shoulder. "I am sorry, Petya

. . . forgive me. You are my good boy, my nice boy, I love you."

Petya wiped his eyes with his sleeve, sat down, with a sigh, in the

same place and began cutting out the queen. Zaikin went off to his

own room. He stretched himself on the sofa, and putting his hands

behind his head, sank into thought. The boy's tears had softened

his anger, and by degrees the oppression on his liver grew less.

He felt nothing but exhaustion and hunger.

"Father," he heard on the other side of the door, "shall I show you

my collection of insects?"

"Yes, show me."

Petya came into the study and handed his father a long green box.

Before raising it to his ear Zaikin could hear a despairing buzz

and the scratching of claws on the sides of the box. Opening the

lid, he saw a number of butterflies, beetles, grasshoppers, and

flies fastened to the bottom of the box with pins. All except two

or three butterflies were still alive and moving.

"Why, the grasshopper is still alive!" said Petya in surprise. "I

caught him yesterday morning, and he is still alive!"

"Who taught you to pin them in this way?"

"Olga Kirillovna."

"Olga Kirillovna ought to be pinned down like that herself!" said

Zaikin with repulsion. "Take them away! It's shameful to torture

animals."

"My God! How horribly he is being brought up!" he thought, as Petya

went out.

Pavel Matveyitch forgot his exhaustion and hunger, and thought of

nothing but his boy's future. Meanwhile, outside the light was

gradually fading. . . . He could hear the summer visitors trooping

back from the evening bathe. Some one was stopping near the open

dining-room window and shouting: "Do you want any mushrooms?" And

getting no answer, shuffled on with bare feet. . . . But at last,

when the dusk was so thick that the outlines of the geraniums behind

the muslin curtain were lost, and whiffs of the freshness of evening

were coming in at the window, the door of the passage was thrown

open noisily, and there came a sound of rapid footsteps, talk, and

laughter. . . .

"Mamma!" shrieked Petya.

Zaikin peeped out of his study and saw his wife, Nadyezhda Stepanovna,

healthy and rosy as ever; with her he saw Olga Kirillovna, a spare

woman with fair hair and heavy freckles, and two unknown men: one

a lanky young man with curly red hair and a big Adam's apple; the

other, a short stubby man with a shaven face like an actor's and a

bluish crooked chin.

"Natalya, set the samovar," cried Nadyezhda Stepanovna, with a loud

rustle of her skirts. "I hear Pavel Matveyitch is come. Pavel, where

are you? Good-evening, Pavel!" she said, running into the study

breathlessly. "So you've come. I am so glad. . . . Two of our

amateurs have come with me. . . . Come, I'll introduce you. . . .

Here, the taller one is Koromyslov . . . he sings splendidly; and

the other, the little one . . . is called Smerkalov: he is a real

actor . . . he recites magnificently. Oh, how tired I am! We have

just had a rehearsal. . . . It goes splendidly. We are acting 'The

Lodger with the Trombone' and 'Waiting for Him.' . . . The performance

is the day after tomorrow. . . ."

"Why did you bring them?" asked Zaikin.

"I couldn't help it, Poppet; after tea we must rehearse our parts

and sing something. . . . I am to sing a duet with Koromyslov. . . .

Oh, yes, I was almost forgetting! Darling, send Natalya to get

some sardines, vodka, cheese, and something else. They will most

likely stay to supper. . . . Oh, how tired I am!"

"H'm! I've no money."

"You must, Poppet! It would be awkward! Don't make me blush."

Half an hour later Natalya was sent for vodka and savouries; Zaikin,

after drinking tea and eating a whole French loaf, went to his

bedroom and lay down on the bed, while Nadyezhda Stepanovna and her

visitors, with much noise and laughter, set to work to rehearse

their parts. For a long time Pavel Matveyitch heard Koromyslov's

nasal reciting and Smerkalov's theatrical exclamations. . . . The

rehearsal was followed by a long conversation, interrupted by the

shrill laughter of Olga Kirillovna. Smerkalov, as a real actor,

explained the parts with aplomb and heat. . . .

Then followed the duet, and after the duet there was the clatter

of crockery. . . . Through his drowsiness Zaikin heard them persuading

Smerkalov to read "The Woman who was a Sinner," and heard him, after

affecting to refuse, begin to recite. He hissed, beat himself on

the breast, wept, laughed in a husky bass. . . . Zaikin scowled and

hid his head under the quilt.

"It's a long way for you to go, and it's dark," he heard Nadyezhda

Stepanovna's voice an hour later. "Why shouldn't you stay the night

here? Koromyslov can sleep here in the drawing-room on the sofa,

and you, Smerkalov, in Petya's bed. . . . I can put Petya in my

husband's study. . . . Do stay, really!"

At last when the clock was striking two, all was hushed, the bedroom

door opened, and Nadyezhda Stepanovna appeared.

"Pavel, are you asleep?" she whispered.

"No; why?"

"Go into your study, darling, and lie on the sofa. I am going to

put Olga Kirillovna here, in your bed. Do go, dear! I would put her

to sleep in the study, but she is afraid to sleep alone. . . . Do

get up!"

Zaikin got up, threw on his dressing-gown, and taking his pillow,

crept wearily to the study. . . . Feeling his way to his sofa, he

lighted a match, and saw Petya lying on the sofa. The boy was not

asleep, and, looking at the match with wide-open eyes:

"Father, why is it gnats don't go to sleep at night?" he asked.

"Because . . . because . . . you and I are not wanted. . . . We

have nowhere to sleep even."

"Father, and why is it Olga Kirillovna has freckles on her face?"

"Oh, shut up! I am tired of you."

After a moment's thought, Zaikin dressed and went out into the

street for a breath of air. . . . He looked at the grey morning

sky, at the motionless clouds, heard the lazy call of the drowsy

corncrake, and began dreaming of the next day, when he would go to

town, and coming back from the court would tumble into bed. . . .

Suddenly the figure of a man appeared round the corner.

"A watchman, no doubt," thought Zaikin. But going nearer and looking

more closely he recognized in the figure the summer visitor in the

ginger trousers.

"You're not asleep?" he asked.

"No, I can't sleep," sighed Ginger Trousers. "I am enjoying Nature

. . . . A welcome visitor, my wife's mother, arrived by the night

train, you know. She brought with her our nieces . . . splendid

girls! I was delighted to see them, although . . . it's very damp!

And you, too, are enjoying Nature?"

"Yes," grunted Zaikin, "I am enjoying it, too. . . . Do you know

whether there is any sort of tavern or restaurant in the neighbourhood?"

Ginger Trousers raised his eyes to heaven and meditated profoundly.

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