III

It was half-past five when Mitchy turned up; and her relapse had in the

mean time known no arrest but the arrival of tea, which, however, she

had left unnoticed. He expressed on entering the fear that he failed

of exactitude, to which she replied by the assurance that he was on

the contrary remarkably near it and by the mention of all the aid

to patience she had drawn from the pleasure of half an hour with Mr.

Van--an allusion that of course immediately provoked on Mitchy’s part

the liveliest interest.

“He HAS risked it at last then? How tremendously exciting! And your

mother?” he went on; after which, as she said nothing: “Did SHE see him,

I mean, and is he perhaps with her now?”

“No; she won’t have come in--unless you asked.”

“I didn’t ask. I asked only for you.”

Nanda thought an instant. “But you’ll still sometimes come to see her,

won’t you? I mean you won’t ever give her up?”

Mitchy at this laughed out. “My dear child, you’re an adorable family!”

She took it placidly enough. “That’s what Mr. Van said. He said I’m

trying to make a career for her.”

“Did he?” Her visitor, though without prejudice to his amusement,

appeared struck. “You must have got in with him rather deep.”

She again considered. “Well, I think I did rather. He was awfully

beautiful and kind.”

“Oh,” Mitchy concurred, “trust him always for that!”

“He wrote me, on my note,” Nanda pursued, “a tremendously good answer.”

Mitchy was struck afresh. “Your note? What note?”

“To ask him to come. I wrote at the beginning of the week.”

“Oh--I see” Mitchy observed as if this were rather different. “He

couldn’t then of course have done less than come.”

Yet his companion again thought. “I don’t know.”

“Oh come--I say: You do know,” Mitchy laughed. “I should like to see

him--or you either!” There would have been for a continuous spectator

of these episodes an odd resemblance between the manner and all the

movements that had followed his entrance and those that had accompanied

the installation of his predecessor. He laid his hat, as Vanderbank had

done, in three places in succession and appeared to question scarcely

less the safety, somewhere, of his umbrella and the grace of retaining

in his hand his gloves. He postponed the final selection of a seat and

he looked at the objects about him while he spoke of other matters.

Quite in the same fashion indeed at last these objects impressed him.

“How charming you’ve made your room and what a lot of nice things you’ve

got!”

“That’s just what Mr. Van said too. He seemed immensely struck.”

But Mitchy hereupon once more had a drop to extravagance. “Can I do

nothing then but repeat him? I came, you know, to be original.”

“It would be original for you,” Nanda promptly returned, “to be at all

like him. But you won’t,” she went back, “not sometimes come for mother

only? You’ll have plenty of chances.”

This he took up with more gravity. “What do you mean by chances? That

you’re going away? That WILL add to the attraction!” he exclaimed as she

kept silence.

“I shall have to wait,” she answered at last, “to tell you definitely

what I’m to do. It’s all in the air--yet I think I shall know to-day.

I’m to see Mr. Longdon.”

Mitchy wondered. “To-day?”

“He’s coming at half-past six.”

“And then you’ll know?”

“Well--HE will.”

“Mr. Longdon?”

“I meant Mr. Longdon,” she said after a moment.

Mitchy had his watch out. “Then shall I interfere?”

“There are quantities of time. You must have your tea. You see at any

rate,” the girl continued, “what I mean by your chances.”

She had made him his tea, which he had taken. “You do squeeze us in!”

“Well, it’s an accident your coming together--except of course that

you’re NOT together. I simply took the time that you each independently

proposed. But it would have been all right even if you HAD met.

“That is, I mean,” she explained, “even if you and Mr. Longdon do. Mr.

Van, I confess, I did want alone.”

Mitchy had been glaring at her over his tea. “You’re more and more

remarkable!”

“Well then if I improve so give me your promise.”

Mitchy, as he partook of refreshment, kept up his thoughtful gaze. “I

shall presently want some more, please. But do you mind my asking if Van

knew--”

“That Mr. Longdon’s to come? Oh yes, I told him, and he left with me a

message for him.”

“A message? How awfully interesting!”

Nanda thought. “It WILL be awfully--to Mr. Longdon.”

“Some more NOW, please,” said Mitchy while she took his cup. “And to

Mr. Longdon only, eh? Is that a way of saying that it’s none of MY

business?”

The fact of her attending--and with a happy show of particular care--to

his immediate material want added somehow, as she replied, to her effect

of sincerity. “Ah, Mr. Mitchy, the business of mine that has not by this

time ever so naturally become a business of yours--well, I can’t think

of any just now, and I wouldn’t, you know, if I could!”

“I can promise you then that there’s none of mine,” Mitchy declared,

“that hasn’t made by the same token quite the same shift. Keep it well

before you, please, that if ever a young woman had a grave lookout--!”

“What do you mean,” she interrupted, “by a grave lookout?”

“Well, the certainty of finding herself saddled for all time to come

with the affairs of a gentleman whom she can never get rid of on the

specious plea that he’s only her husband or her lover or her father or

her son or her brother or her uncle or her cousin. There, as none of

these characters, he just stands.”

“Yes,” Nanda kindly mused, “he’s simply her Mitchy.”

“Precisely. And a Mitchy, you see, is--what do you call it?--simply

indissoluble. He’s moreover inordinately inquisitive. He goes to the

length of wondering whether Van also learned that you were expecting

ME.”

“Oh yes--I told him everything.”

Mitchy smiled. “Everything?”

“I told him--I told him,” she replied with impatience.

Mitchy hesitated. “And did he then leave me also a message?”

“No, nothing. What I’m to do for him with Mr. Longdon,” she immediately

explained, “is to make practically a kind of apology.”

“Ah and for me”--Mitchy quickly took it up--“there can be no question of

anything of that kind. I see. He has done me no wrong.”

Nanda, with her eyes now on the window, turned it over. “I don’t much

think he would know even if he had.”

“I see, I see. And we wouldn’t tell him.”

She turned with some abruptness from the outer view. “We wouldn’t tell

him. But he was beautiful all round,” she went on. “No one could have

been nicer about having for so long, for instance, come so little to the

house. As if he hadn’t only too many other things to do! He didn’t even

make them out nearly the good reasons he might. But fancy, with his

important duties--all the great affairs on his hands--our making vulgar

little rows about being ‘neglected’! He actually made so little of what

he might easily plead--speaking so, I mean, as if he were all in the

wrong--that one had almost positively to SHOW him his excuses. As

if”--she really kept it up--“he hasn’t plenty!”

“It’s only people like me,” Mitchy threw out, “who have none?”

“Yes--people like you. People of no use, of no occupation and no

importance. Like you, you know,” she pursued, “there are so many.”

Then it was with no transition of tone that she added: “If you’re bad,

Mitchy, I won’t tell you anything.”

“And if I’m good what will you tell me? What I want really most to KNOW

is why he should be, as you said just now, ‘apologetic’ to Mr. Longdon.

What’s the wrong he allows he has done HIM?”

“Oh he has ‘neglected’ him--if that’s any comfort to us--quite as much.”

“Hasn’t looked him up and that sort of thing?”

“Yes--and he mentioned some other matter.”

Mitchy wondered. “‘Mentioned’ it?”

“In which,” said Nanda, “he hasn’t pleased him.”

Mitchy after an instant risked it. “But what other matter?”

“Oh he says that when I speak to him Mr. Longdon will know.”

Mitchy gravely took this in. “And shall you speak to him?”

“For Mr. Van?” How, she seemed to ask, could he doubt it? “Why the very

first thing.”

“And then will Mr. Longdon tell you?”

“What Mr. Van means?” Nanda thought. “Well--I hope not.”

Mitchy followed it up. “You ‘hope’--?”

“Why if it’s anything that could possibly make any one like him any

less. I mean I shan’t in that case in the least want to hear it.”

Mitchy looked as if he could understand that and yet could also imagine

something of a conflict. “But if Mr. Longdon insists--?”

“On making me know? I shan’t let him insist. Would YOU?” she put to him.

“Oh I’m not in question!”

“Yes, you are!” she quite rang out.

“Ah--!” Mitchy laughed. After which he added: “Well then, I might

overbear you.”

“No, you mightn’t,” she as positively declared again, “and you wouldn’t

at any rate desire to.”

This he finally showed he could take from her--showed it in the silence

in which for a minute their eyes met; then showed it perhaps even more

in his deep exclamation: “You’re complete!”

For such a proposition as well she had the same detached sense. “I don’t

think I am in anything but the wish to keep YOU so.”

“Well--keep me, keep me! It strikes me that I’m not at all now on a

footing, you know, of keeping myself. I quite give you notice in

fact,” Mitchy went on, “that I’m going to come to you henceforth for

everything. But you’re too wonderful,” he wound up as she at first said

nothing to this. “I don’t even frighten you.”

“Yes--fortunately for you.”

“Ah but I distinctly warn you that I mean to do my very best for it!”

Nanda viewed it all with as near an approach to gaiety as she often

achieved. “Well, if you should ever succeed it would be a dark day for

you.”

“You bristle with your own guns,” he pursued, “but the ingenuity of

a lifetime shall be devoted to my taking you on some quarter on which

you’re not prepared.”

“And what quarter, pray, will that be?”

“Ah I’m not such a fool as to begin by giving you a tip!” Mitchy on this

turned off with an ambiguous but unmistakeably natural sigh; he looked

at photographs, he took up a book or two as Vanderbank had done, and for

a couple of minutes there was silence between them. “What does stretch

before me,” he resumed after an interval during which clearly, in spite

of his movements, he had looked at nothing--“what does stretch before me

is the happy prospect of my feeling that I’ve found in you a friend

with whom, so utterly and unreservedly, I can always go to the bottom

of things. This luxury, you see now, of our freedom to look facts in the

face is one of which, I promise you, I mean fully to avail myself.” He

stopped before her again, and again she was silent. “It’s so awfully

jolly, isn’t it? that there’s not at last a single thing that we

can’t take our ease about. I mean that we can’t intelligibly name and

comfortably tackle. We’ve worked through the long tunnel of artificial

reserves and superstitious mysteries, and I at least shall have only to

feel that in showing every confidence and dotting every ‘i’ I follow the

example you so admirably set. You go down to the roots? Good. It’s all I

ask!”

He had dropped into a chair as he talked, and so long as she remained

in her own they were confronted; but she presently got up and, the next

moment, while he kept his place, was busy restoring order to the objects

both her visitors had disarranged. “If you weren’t delightful you’d be

dreadful!”

“There we are! I could easily, in other words, frighten you if I would.”

She took no notice of the remark, only, after a few more scattered

touches, producing an observation of her own. “He’s going, all the same,

Mr. Van, to be charming to mother. We’ve settled that.”

“Ah then he CAN make time--?”

She judged it. “For as much as THAT, yes. For as much, I mean, as

may sufficiently show her that he hasn’t given her up. So don’t you

recognise how much more time YOU can make?”

“Ah--see precisely--there we are again!” Mitchy promptly ejaculated.

Yet he had gone, it seemed, further than she followed. “But where?”

“Why, as I say, at the roots and in the depths of things.”

“Oh!” She dropped to an indifference that was but part of her general

patience for all his irony.

“It’s needless to go into the question of not giving your mother up. One

simply DOESN’T give her up. One can’t. There she is.”

“That’s exactly what HE says. There she is.”

“Ah but I don’t want to say nothing but what ‘he’ says!” Mitchy laughed.

“He can’t at all events have mentioned to you any such link as the one

that in my case is now almost the most palpable. I’VE got a wife, you

know.”

“Oh Mitchy!” the girl protestingly though vaguely murmured.

“And my wife--did you know it?” Mitchy went on, “is positively getting

thick with your mother. Of course it isn’t new to you that she’s

wonderful for wives. Now that our marriage is an accomplished fact she

takes the greatest interest in it--or bids fair to if her attention can

only be thoroughly secured--and more particularly in what I believe is

generally called our peculiar situation: for it appears, you know, that

we’re to the most conspicuous degree possible IN a peculiar situation.

Aggie’s therefore already, and is likely to be still more, in what’s

universally recognised as your mother’s regular line. Your mother will

attract her, study her, finally ‘understand’ her. In fact she’ll ‘help’

her as she has ‘helped’ so many before and will ‘help’ so many still to

come. With Aggie thus as a satellite and a frequenter--in a degree in

which she never yet HAS been,” he continued, “what will the whole thing

be but a practical multiplication of our points of contact? You may

remind me of Mrs. Brook’s contention that if she did in her time keep

something of a saloon the saloon is now, in consequence of events, but

a collection of fortuitous atoms; but that, my dear Nanda, will become

none the less, to your clearer sense, but a pious echo of her momentary

modesty or--call it at the worst--her momentary despair. The generations

will come and go, and the PERSONNEL, as the newspapers say, of the

saloon will shift and change, but the institution itself, as resting on

a deep human need, has a long course yet to run and a good work yet to

do. WE shan’t last, but your mother will, and as Aggie is happily very

young she’s therefore provided for, in the time to come, on a scale

sufficiently considerable to leave us just now at peace. Meanwhile,

as you’re almost as good for husbands as Mrs. Brook is for wives, why

aren’t we, as a couple, we Mitchys, quite ideally arranged for, and why

mayn’t I speak to you of my future as sufficiently guaranteed? The only

appreciable shadow I make out comes, for me, from the question of what

may to-day be between you and Mr. Longdon. Do I understand,” Mitchy

asked, “that he’s presently to arrive for an answer to something he has

put to you?” Nanda looked at him a while with a sort of solemnity of

tenderness, and her voice, when she at last spoke, trembled with a

feeling that clearly had grown in her as she listened to the string of

whimsicalities, bitter and sweet, that he had just unrolled. “You’re

wild,” she said simply--“you’re wild.”

He wonderfully glared. “Am I then already frightening you?” He shook his

head rather sadly. “I’m not in the least trying yet. There’s something,”

he added after an instant, “that I do want too awfully to ask you.”

“Well then--!” If she had not eagerness she had at least charity.

“Oh but you see I reflect that though you show all the courage to go

to the roots and depths with ME, I’m not--I never have been--fully

conscious of the nerve for doing as much with you. It’s a question,”

Mitchy explained, “of how much--of a particular matter--you know.”

She continued ever so kindly to face him. “Hasn’t it come out all round

now that I know everything?”

Her reply, in this form, took a minute or two to operate, but when it

began to do so it fairly diffused a light. Mitchy’s face turned of a

colour that might have been produced by her holding close to it some

lantern wonderfully glazed. “You know, you know!” he then rang out.

“Of course I know.”

“You know, you know!” Mitchy repeated.

“Everything,” she imperturbably went on, “but what you’re talking

about.”

He was silent a little, his eyes on her. “May I kiss your hand?”

“No,” she answered: “that’s what I call wild.”

He had risen with his question and after her reply he remained a moment

on the spot. “See--I’ve frightened you. It proves as easy as that. But

I only wanted to show you and to be sure for myself. Now that I’ve the

mental certitude I shall never wish otherwise to use it.” He turned away

to begin again one of his absorbed revolutions. “Mr. Longdon has asked

you this time for a grand public adhesion, and what he turns up for now

is to receive your ultimatum? A final irrevocable flight with him is

the line he advises, so that he’ll be ready for it on the spot with the

post-chaise and the pistols?”

The image appeared really to have for Nanda a certain vividness, and

she looked at it a space without a hint of a smile. “We shan’t need any

pistols, whatever may be decided about the post-chaise; and any flight

we may undertake together will need no cover of secrecy or night.

Mother, as I’ve told you--”

“Won’t fling herself across your reckless path? I remember,” said

Mitchy--“you alluded to her magnificent resignation. But father?” he

oddly demanded.

Nanda thought for this a moment longer. “Well, Mr. Longdon has--off in

the country--a good deal of shooting.”

“So that Edward can sometimes come down with his old gun? Good then

too--if it isn’t, as he takes you by the way, to shoot YOU. You’ve got

it all shipshape and arranged, in other words, and have only, if the

fancy does move you, to clear out. You clear out--you make all sorts of

room. It IS interesting,” Mitchy exclaimed, “arriving thus with you at

the depths! I look all round and see every one squared and every one but

one or two suited. Why then reflexion and delay?”

“You don’t, dear Mr. Mitchy,” Nanda took her time to return, “know

nearly as much as you think.”

“But isn’t my question absolutely a confession of ignorance and a

renunciation of thought? I put myself from this moment forth with you,”

Mitchy declared, “on the footing of knowing nothing whatever and of

receiving literally from your hands all information and all life. Let my

continued attitude of dependence, my dear Nanda, show it. Any hesitation

you may yet feel, you imply, proceeds from a sense of duties in London

not to be lightly renounced? Oh,” he thoughtfully said, “I do at least

know you HAVE them.”

She watched him with the same mildness while he vaguely circled about.

“You’re wild, you’re wild,” she insisted. “But it doesn’t in the least

matter. I shan’t abandon you.”

He stopped short. “Ah that’s what I wanted from you in so many clear-cut

golden words--though I won’t in the least of course pretend that I’ve

felt I literally need it. I don’t literally need the big turquoise in

my neck-tie; which incidentally means, by the way, that if you should

admire it you’re quite welcome to it. Such words--that’s my point--are

like such jewels: the pride, you see, of one’s heart. They’re mere

vanity, but they help along. You’ve got of course always poor Tishy,” he

continued.

“Will you leave it all to ME?” Nanda said as if she had not heard him.

“And then you’ve got poor Carrie,” he went on, “though HER of course you

rather divide with your mother.”

“Will you leave it all to ME?” the girl repeated.

“To say nothing of poor Cashmore,” he pursued, “whom you take ALL, I

believe, yourself?”

“Will you leave it all to ME?” she once more repeated.

This time he pulled up, suddenly and expressively wondering. “Are you

going to do anything about it at present?--I mean with our friend?”

She appeared to have a scruple of saying, but at last she produced it.

“Yes--he doesn’t mind now.”

Mitchy again laughed out. “You ARE, as a family--!” But he had already

checked himself. “Mr. Longdon will at any rate, you imply, be somehow

interested--”

“In MY interests? Of course--since he has gone so far. You expressed

surprise at my wanting to wait and think; but how can I not wait and not

think when so much depends on the question--now so definite--of how much

further he WILL go?”

“I see,” said Mitchy, profoundly impressed. “And how much does that

depend on?”

She had to reflect. “On how much further I, for my part, MUST!”

Mitchy’s grasp was already complete. “And he’s coming then to learn from

you how far this is?”

“Yes--very much.”

Mitchy looked about for his hat. “So that of course I see my time’s

about up, as you’ll want to be quite alone together.”

Nanda glanced at the clock. “Oh you’ve a margin yet.”

“But you don’t want an interval for your thinking--?”

“Now that I’ve seen you?” Nanda was already very obviously thoughtful.

“I mean if you’ve an important decision to take.”

“Well,” she returned, “seeing you HAS helped me.”

“Ah but at the same time worried you. Therefore--” And he picked up his

umbrella.

Her eyes rested on its curious handle. “If you cling to your idea that

I’m frightened you’ll be disappointed. It will never be given you to

reassure me.”

“You mean by that that I’m primarily so solid--!”

“Yes, that till I see you yourself afraid--!”

“Well?”

“Well, I won’t admit that anything isn’t exactly what I was prepared

for.”

Mitchy looked with interest into his hat. “Then what is it I’m to

‘leave’ to you?” After which, as she turned away from him with a

suppressed sound and said, while he watched her, nothing else, “It’s no

doubt natural for you to talk,” he went on, “but I do make you nervous.

Good-bye--good-bye.”

She had stayed him, by a fresh movement, however, as he reached the

door. “Aggie’s only trying to find out--!”

“Yes--what?” he asked, waiting.

“Why what sort of a person she is. How can she ever have known? It was

carefully, elaborately hidden from her--kept so obscure that she could

make out nothing. She isn’t now like ME.”

He wonderingly attended. “Like you?”

“Why I get the benefit of the fact that there was never a time when I

didn’t know SOMETHING or other, and that I became more and more aware,

as I grew older, of a hundred little chinks of daylight.”

Mitchy stared. “You’re stupendous, my dear!” he murmured.

Ah but she kept it up. “_I_ had my idea about Aggie.”

“Oh don’t I know you had? And how you were positive about the sort of

person--!”

“That she didn’t even suspect herself,” Nanda broke in, “to be? I’m

equally positive now. It’s quite what I believed, only there’s ever so

much more of it. More HAS come--and more will yet. You see, when there

has been nothing before, it all has to come with a rush. So that if even

I’m surprised of course she is.”

“And of course _I_ am!” Mitchy’s interest, though even now not wholly

unqualified with amusement, had visibly deepened. “You admit then,” he

continued, “that you’re surprised?”

Nanda just hesitated. “At the mere scale of it. I think it’s splendid.

The only person whose astonishment I don’t quite understand,” she added,

“is Cousin Jane.”

“Oh Cousin Jane’s astonishment serves her right!”

“If she held so,” Nanda pursued, “that marriage should do everything--!”

“She shouldn’t be in such a funk at finding what it IS doing? Oh no,

she’s the last one!” Mitchy declared. “I vow I enjoy her scare.”

“But it’s very bad, you know,” said Nanda.

“Oh too awful!”

“Well, of course,” the girl appeared assentingly to muse, “she couldn’t

after all have dreamed--!” But she took herself up. “The great thing is

to be helpful.”

“And in what way--?” Mitchy asked with his wonderful air of inviting

competitive suggestions.

“Toward Aggie’s finding herself. Do you think,” she immediately

continued, “that Lord Petherton really is?”

Mitchy frankly considered. “Helpful? Oh he does his best, I gather.

Yes,” he presently added--“Petherton’s all right.”

“It’s you yourself, naturally,” his companion threw off, “who can help

most.”

“Certainly, and I’m doing my best too. So that with such good

assistance”--he seemed at last to have taken it all from her--“what is

it, I again ask, that, as you request, I’m to ‘leave’ to you?”

Nanda required, while he still waited, some time to reply. “To keep my

promise.”

“Your promise?”

“Not to abandon you.”

“Ah,” cried Mitchy, “that’s better!”

“Then good-bye,” she said.

“Good-bye.” But he came a few steps forward. “I MAYN’T kiss your hand?”

“Never.”

“Never?”

“Never.”

“Oh!” he oddly sounded as he quickly went out.

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