Opinions

"The young people today ain't worth a shit. These young people going to

school don't mean good to nobody. They dance all the night and all the

time, and do everything else. That man across the street runs a whiskey

house where they dance and do everything they're big enough to do. They

ain't worth nothing."

Interviewer: Pernella M. Anderson

Person interviewed: Sarah Douglas

Route 2, Box 19-A, El Dorado, Arkansas

Age: 82?

[Illustration: Sarah and Sam Douglas]

[TR: The Library of Congress photo archive notes "'Tom' written in

pencil above 'Sam' in title."]

"I was born in Alabama. I don't know when though. I did not find out

when I was born because old miss never told me. My ma died when I was

real small and my old miss raised me. I had a hard time of my life. I

slept on the floor just like a cat--anywhere I laid down I slept. In

winter I slept on rags. If I got sick old miss would give me plenty of

medicine because she wanted me to stay well in order to work. My old

master was name John Buffett and old misses name was Eddie Buffett. She

would fix my bread and licker in a tin lid and shove it to me on the

floor. I never ate at the table until I was twelve and that was after

freedom.

"To whip me she put my head between the two fence rails and she taken

the cow hide whip and beat me until I couldn't sit down for a week.

Sometimes she tied our hands around a tree and tie our neck to the tree

with our face to the tree and they would get behind us with that cow

hide whip with a piece of lead tied to the end and lord have mercy!

child, I shouted when I wasn't happy. All I could say was, 'Oh pray,

mistress, pray.' That was our way to say Lord have mercy. The last

whipping old miss give me she tied me to a tree and oh my Lord! old miss

whipped me that day. That was the worse whipping I ever got in my life.

I cried and bucked and hollered until I couldn't. I give up for dead and

she wouldn't stop. I stop crying and said to her, 'Old miss, if I were

you and you were me I wouldn't beat you this way.' That struck old

miss's heart and she let me go and she did not have the heart to beat me

any more.

"I did every kind of work when I was a little slave; split rails,

sprouted, ditched, plowed, chopped, and picked and planted.

"I remember young master going to war and I remember hearing the first

gun shoot but I did not see it. I saw the smoke though.

"I never went to school a day in my life. The white folks said we did

not need to learn, if we needed to learn anything they could learn us

with that cow hide whip.

"We went to the white folks' church, so we sit in the back on the floor.

They allowed us to join their church whenever one got ready to join or

felt that the Lord had forgiven them of their sins. We told our

determination; this is what we said: 'I feel that the Lord have forgiven

me for my sins. I have prayed and I feel that I am a better girl. I

belong to master so and so and I am so old.' The white preacher would

then ask our miss and master what they thought about it and if they

could see any change. They would get up and say: 'I notice she don't

steal and I notice she don't lie as much and I notice she works better.'

Then they let us join. We served our mistress and master in slavery-time

and not God.

"I recollect miss died just after the War. Old miss was very strict on

us and after she died we was so glad we had a big dance in miss's

kitchen and old miss came back and slapped one of the slaves and left

the print of her hand on her face. That white hand never did go away and

that place was forever haunted after that.

"Now I don't know how to tell you to get after my age but I was twelve

years old two years after surrender."

Interviewer: Carol Graham

Subject: Ex-slaves

Information given by: Sarah Douglas, El Dorado, Arkansas

Mornin' honey. I thought you wuz comin' back tuh see me ergin las'

summer an' I looked fuh you the longes' time. I'se plum proud tuh see

you ergin. Dis other lady ain't de one that wuz wid you las' summer is

she?

Now jes lis'en tuh that will yuh, she wants Aunt Sarah tuh tell huh some

more 'bout slave'y times. John Bufford wuz mah marster's name. I wuz

bo'n in Alabama an' brought to Louisiana by my marster's fambly. Aftuh

de wah he freed us an' some of 'em mixed up in politics an' the white

folks from the North fooled 'em into makin speeches fuh 'em, but dey

soon learnt bettuh.

I ain't been well lately. The doctuh said I had slamatory rheumatis. I'm

ol' now end don' have nobody tuh do nothin fuh me. My mistress wuz mammy

in de ol' days.

Aftuh I got up fum mah rheumatism I went down tuh that church you sees,

I give de lan' fuh hit, me and Tom did and I jes felt good and wanted

tuh praise the Lord. I wuz so glad the sperit come once more, I got

happy and I got up and went down tuh de fron' and said; "I want to shake

hand wid ever' body in dis house. I wanna stroke yo hand." An' I stood

down there at the front so happy an' duh yuh know one little chile and

two women come down an' shook hands wid me, I jes didn't know whut tuh

think. Yoh know when I wuz young and a body got happy evuh body did an'

dey made a noise but not so now. An' tuh think dey couldn't turn

praises.

You say yo' wants tuh talk tuh Tom? Well he's out dar in de back yard

but he aint well and I specks he won't talk tuh but if you mus' come on.

Tom here is a lady wants tuh talk tuh you. I'll go back an talk tuh de

lady whuts waitin' in de car.

(The above written just as Sarah Douglas expressed it).

(Taken down word for word.)

(August 11, 1937.)

Interviewer: Pernella M. Anderson

Person interviewed: Tom Douglas

Route 2, Box 19-A, El Dorado, Arkansas

Age: 91

"I was born in Marion, Louisiana September 15, 1847 at 8 o'clock in the

morning. I was eighteen years of age at surrender. My master and missus

was B.B. Thomas and Miss Susan Thomas. Old master had a gang of slaves

and we all worked like we were putting out fire. Lord child, wasn't near

like it is now. We went to bed early and got up early. There was a gang

of plow hands, hoe hands, hands to clear new ground, a bunch of cooks, a

washwoman. We worked too and didn't mind it. If we acted like we didn't

want to work, our hands was crossed and tied and we was tied to a tree

or bush and whipped until we bled. They had a whipping post that they

tied us to to whip us.

"We was sold just like hogs and cows and stock is sold today. They built

nigger pens like you see cow pens and hog pens. They drove niggers in

there by the hundred and auctioned them off to the highest bidder. The

white folks kept up with our age so when they got ready to sell us they

could tell how old we were. They had a 'penetenture' for the white folks

when they did wrong. When we done wrong we was tied to that whipping

post and our hide busted open with that cow hide.

"We stayed out in the field in a log house and old master would

allowance our week's rations out to us and Sunday morning we got one

biscuit each. If our week's allowance give out before the week we did

not get any more.

"Cooked on fireplaces, wasn't no stoves. We did not have to worry about

our clothes. Old missus looked after everything. We wore brogan shoes

and homespun clothes. There was a bunch of women that did the spinning

and weaving just like these sewing room women are now. I was a shoe

maker. I made all the shoes during the time we wasn't farming. We had to

go nice and clean. If old missus caught us dirty our hide was busted. I

got slavery time scars on my back now. You ought to see my back. Scars

been on my back for seventy-five years.

"I never went to school a day in my life. I learned my ABC'S after I was

nineteen years old. I went to night school, then to a teacher by the

name of Nelse Otom. I was the first nigger to join the church on this

side of the Mason and Dixie line. During slavery we all joined the white

folk's church set in the back. After slavery in 1866 they met in

conference and motioned to turn all of the black sheep out then. There

was four or five they turned out here and four or five there, so we

called our preacher and I was the first one to join. Old master asked

our preacher what we paid him to preach to us. We told him old shoes and

clothes. Old master says, 'Well, that's damn poor pay.' Our preacher

says, 'And they got a damn poor preacher.'

"I did not know anything about war. Only I know it began in 1861, closed

in 1865, and I know they fought at Vicksburg. That was two or three

hundred miles from us but we could not keep our dishes upon the table

whenever they shot a bomb. Those bombs would jar the house so hard and

we could see the smoke that far.

"We was allowed to visit Saturday night and Sunday. If you had a wife

you could go to see her Wednesday night and Saturday night and stay with

her until Monday morning and if you were caught away any other time the

patrollers would catch you. That is where the song come from, 'Run

nigger run, don't the patarolls will catch you.' Sometimes a nigger

would run off and the nigger dogs would track them. In slavery white

folks put you together. Just tell you to go on and go to bed with her or

him. You had to stay with them whether you wanted them or not.

"After freedom old master called all us slaves and told us we was free,

opened a big gate and drove us all out. We didn't know what to do--not a

penny, nowhere to go--so we went out there and set down. In about thirty

minutes master came back and told us if we wanted to finish the crop for

food and clothes we could, so we all went back and finished the crop and

the next year they gave us half. So ever' since then we people been

working for half.

"Here is one of my boy songs:

'Sadday night and Sunday too,

A pretty girl on my mind

As soon as Monday morning come

The white folks get me gwi-ng.'"

[HW: Regrets End of Slavery]

OLD SLAVE STORIES

[TR: Sarah and Tom Douglas]

[TR: Aunt Sarah Douglas]--Ah wuz baptized de second year of surrender. Wuz

twelve years ole at de time an my mistress spoke fuh me when ah j'ined

de church. In them days when chillun j'ined de church some grown person

had ter speak fuh em an tell if they thought they wuz converted or not.

Now when chillun j'in de church if they is big enough ter talk they take

em in widout grown fokes speaking fuh em a tall.

Slavery times wuz sho good times. We wuz fed an clothed an had nothin to

worry about. Now poar ole niggers go hungry. Sho we wuz whipped in

slavery times. Mah ole man has stripes on his back now wha he wuz

whipped an ah wuz whipped too but hit hoped me up till now. Coase hit

did. Hit keeps me fum goin aroun here tellin lies an stealin yo

chickens.

Me an mah ole man is been married sixty-six years an have nevah had no

chillun. Yo know little chillun is de sweetest thing in the worl'. Now

if we had chillun we would have someone tuh take care of us in our ole

days. Mah ole man, Tom, is 89 an I'se 82. Poar ole man. Ah does all ah

kin fuh him but I'se ole too. These young niggers is gettin so uppity.

They think they is better than we is. A Darkey jes don' love one another

an stick t'gether like white fokes does. But ah is goin ter stick ter my

ole man. He needs me. He is jes like a little helpless chile widout me

ter look after him. Ah used to be mighty frisky an mighty proud when ah

wuz young but ah wazn' as good then as ah is now. Ah likes ter go ter

church. See that little white church over de hill? That is Douglas

Chapel, a Baptist church. Me an mah ole man give de lan' fuh that

church. We had plenty them days when Douglas was laid out (meaning

Douglas Addition). But now poar ole niggers don' have enough ter eat all

de time. None of them church members is missionary enough ter bring us

somethin' ter eat. White fokes have good hearts but niggers is

grudgeful. De bigges thing among white fokes is they do lie sometime an

when they do they kin best a nigger all to pieces.

Niggers don' have as much 'ligion as they use ter. Ah went to a

missionary meeting at one sister's house an she said ter me: "Sister

Douglas, start us off wid a song" an ah started off with "Amazing

Grace." Sang bout half of de first verse an noticed none of them j'ined

in but ah kep' right on singin' an wuz gettin full of de sperit when

that sister spoke up an said: "Sister Douglas, don' yo know that is done

gone out of style?" an selected "Fly Away" an den all of them sisters

j'ined in an sung "Fly away, fly away" an hit sounded jes like a dance

chune.

Yas'm, that is our ole buggy standin aroun de corner of de house. We use

ter ride in hit till hit got so rickety. An that ole horse is our fambly

horse. Dolly Jane ah calls her. We've had her forty years an she gits

sick sometime jes like ah does an ah thinks sho she is gone this time

but she gits ovah hit jes like ah does when ah has a spell. We has lived

in this house since 1900 but we is goin ovah on de utha side of de

tracks soon wid the res of de niggers. Nobody lef on this side but white

fokes now ceptin us. When de railroad come through down there ah had a

cotton patch growin there an ah cried cause hit went through mah cotton

patch an ruint part of hit. All we got out'n hit wuz damages.

No'm, mah ole man caint talk ter yo all terday; he is sick. Mebby ifn yo

all come back he kin talk ter yo then.

(In the meantime we investigated Tom and Sarah Douglas and found that he

has a bank account and at one time owned all the land that is now

Douglas Addition. In a few days we went back and found Tom sitting on

the porch.)

Uncle Tom Douglas--Yas'm, ah members de wah. Ah wuz fo'teen when de wah

began an eighteen when hit closed. Mah marster wuz B.B. Thomas, Union

Parish, Louisiana, near Marion, Louisiana. Ah saw de fust soldiers go an

saw young marster go. When young marster come back at de close of de wah

he brought back a big piece of mule meat ter show us niggers what he

done have ter eat while he wuz in de army.

Ah nevah wuz sold but lots of marster's slaves wuz sold. They wuz sold

jes like stock. Ah members one fambly. De man wuz a blacksmith, de woman

a cook, an one of their chillun wuz waitin boy. They wuz put on de block

an sold an a diffunt man bought each one an they went ter diffunt part

of de country ter live on nevah did see one nother no moah. They wuz

sole jes like cows an horses. No'm, ah didn't like slavery days. Ah'd

rather be free an hungry.

(Tom is the only ex-slave who has told us that he had rather be free and

we believe that is because he has a bank account and is independent.)

Yo say tell yo about hants. There is such a thing. Yes mam. Some fokes

calls it fogyness but hit sho is true fuh me an Sarah has seed em haint

we Sarah. Here young missy, what is yo doin wid that pencil?

(After we had put up our notebooks and pencils and assured them that we

would not repeat it, they told us the following):

When me an Sarah lived out at de Moore place about three miles east on

the main street road we seed plenty of haints. De graveyard wuz in sight

of our house an we could see them sperits come up out de groun an they

would go past de house down in a grove an we could see them there

campin. We could see they campfires. We could hear their dishes rattling

an their tincups an knives an forks. An hear em talkin. Den again they

would be diggin with shovels. Sometimes in de graveyard we could see de

sperits doin de things they did befo they died. Some would be plowing,

some blacksmithing an each one doin what he had done while he wuz livin.

When day wuz breakin they would go runnin crost our yard an git back in

de graves. Yes'm, we seed em as long as we lived there. After we moved

from ther somebody dug up some gold that wuz buried at de corner of de

chimney. An hit is said that from that day hants have not been seen

there.

Yes'm, there is no doubt erbout hit. They is such thin's as hants. Me an

Sarah has both seed em but we aint seed any in a long time.

Interviewer: Mrs. Carol Graham

Person interviewed: Tom & Sarah Douglas

Resident: El Dorado, Arkansas

Age: 90 and 83.

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