EVENTIDE 261
DAISY
THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A CAT
DAISY
_AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY_
I
EARLY DAYS
I have no doubt people will wonder that a Cat should write a story. Of
course, fighting is more in their line.
However pleased I might have been to help my fellow-sufferers, and use
my natural weapons in their defence, a remark I heard made by a very
learned man decided me to use my brains instead of my claws.
He quoted:--
"The _pen_ is mightier than the _sword_."
Taking this quotation for my text, I have written my own story, hoping
it will benefit the poor cats who are made the victims of great cruelty.
No other animal has to suffer like the household pet, the cat.
I am a Boston boy, born eighteen years ago, in one of the nice
old-fashioned houses for which our quiet street was noted.
I was born in a clothes-basket, and do not feel ashamed of my
birthplace, though fire and the swill man long ago removed all trace of
it.
I cannot remember much about my home. Like all young things, my food and
having a good frolic were all I thought of.
I loved my mother, for she was very kind to me while I depended on her
for sustenance; but when I grew large enough to lap milk, she began to
wean me and teach me that hard lesson--self-dependence.
My mother was very handsome--black as coal, with a long tail and white
feet. She was very proud of the latter, keeping them as white as snow;
and on account of their beauty she was called "White Foot." She was very
graceful and slender--her fur soft and glossy as a raven's wing.
She had brilliant, restless eyes, fierce in expression and watchful,
never seeming to trust even her friends. But every one was attracted to
her.
We had not much room to boast of. The back yard was very small, but over
the way a large unoccupied field gave us a grand opportunity to run and
enjoy ourselves.
It was a great neighborhood for cats. Though I thought them rough and
aggressive, I enjoyed myself, for I could outrun the biggest of them,
and never allowed myself to be defeated.
One day my mother called me to her, and said: "I wish you to listen to
what I am about to say to you. The cats who live here are rough alley
cats, and have never learned good manners. You have a better chance than
they have, and I hope you will grow up gentle and sweet-tempered. Never
bite or scratch, and learn to control your angry passions. Then you will
be a favorite and a very happy cat--happier than your mother, who never
had a chance till now. And _now_ it is too late. I shall not be with you
long, and you must try to do the best you can for yourself when I am
gone."
This conversation with my mother made me very sad, though I was young
and full of frolic, and did not fully realize her true meaning. I never
forgot her advice, for I knew she was a very wise cat, and her wisdom
had been gained through suffering. My life with her was short, for she
left us before I was six months old.
Perhaps here I had better tell her story as she related it to me. She
had always been very strict with me, and taught me to be very neat, and
keep my fur and my claws clean. My claws were a great delight to me,
they were so sharp, and I used to bite them with great satisfaction. It
was delightful to feel how sharp my teeth were.
Though I did not use a "toothpick," my nails were very useful instead,
and I bit them and enjoyed the fun. But one day I bit them so loud that
my mother, after reproving me many times, boxed my ears. She was very
nervous, and the snapping provoked her very much.
Of course, I was obliged to obey her; but I bit them all the same, only
on the sly.
II
MY MOTHER'S STORY
I do not know where I was born. I can only remember a dark cellar where
I seemed to belong, and children who drove and frightened me every time
I went near the house. The cook was kind to me and put out scraps of
food in an old tin plate. I was often obliged by hunger to pick from the
swill barrel my dinners. I soon found plenty of rats, and after I
learned to kill them, life had some charm for me.
It was a dirty, damp, dark cellar, for the people who owned the house
were of the "newly rich" class. They thought only of decorating that
part of the house open to public inspection. Everything was made to pay
its way, and the servants were kept on short rations.
I earned my living (picked from the swill barrel) by killing rats, for
the house was infested with them. No one ever spoke a kind word to me,
and I often wondered why I was made. I would creep into the house like a
criminal.
Once I enjoyed the luxury of sleeping in a chair. Oh, how soft and nice
it was, and I began to purr, with the sense of happiness. But I was
rudely shaken from my dream of bliss, and this was the only chance I
ever had to test the delights of easy chairs. I was driven out with
stones and bits of wood till I gladly found refuge for my poor bruised
body in the cellar. There I lay in hunger and pain, my heart filled with
bitterness toward all mankind. I felt the injustice, if only a poor cat.
It was a great neighborhood for cats, and I soon made friends with them.
I was perfectly reckless, and caterwauled with them, joining their
midnight revels with all my heart. We cared not for bottles or
bootjacks, but made night terrible. Why should we keep quiet? We had no
homes, no nice beds, no friend to speak to us. Why should we care to
please those who remembered us only to abuse us?
Now this is all very sad. Since I have seen what life ought to be, in
this dear home, I wish with all my heart I had earlier known these good
people. I am very thankful that you, my only living child, will grow up
in this refined atmosphere.
To return to my dismal history. Soon after my introduction to the
nightly revels, I had my first kittens. I never was so happy in my life.
Though I had suffered all alone the most severe pain, the dear little
creatures compensated me for my hours of anguish. There were four of
them. Two of them were black, and two of them gray. Such perfect little
creatures, I was delighted with them. Though we had only an ash-heap for
our bed, I kept them on my fur, and did not care for the ashes on my own
nice fur coat. No mother on her bed of down, with laces and embroideries
around her, could have kept her children nicer than I kept mine.
I followed just the instinct my Maker gave me, and what came after was
from no fault of mine, but from the wickedness of human nature, which
has unsettled my beliefs and made me a sceptical and unbelieving cat.
I hated to leave my kittens to take my food. How I fought for the best I
could get, to nourish them! I swallowed things I had always disliked,
for I was determined to carry back milk enough for all four of them.
This happiness lasted but a short time. The tyrant of the family, a
dreadful boy of ten years, discovered them one morning. With shouts of
delight, he took them and dropped them, one by one, into a pail of
scalding hot water.
The cook called to him and tried to remove the pail, but it was too
late; he continued his cruel work till my four dear little kittens were
lost to me forever.
When I heard their last feeble wail, I tried to save them or share their
fate. I was driven back with laughter, and the blows from a huge stick
in the hands of the young murderer soon drove me down to the cellar,
where I lay bruised, and oblivious of my pain and loss, for some hours.
Late at night I crawled out, faint and hungry, a hopeless outcast on the
face of the earth. Tom, one of the neighbors' cats, shared his supper
with me, and listened with sympathy to my sad story.
"Oh, is that all?" he said, when I had finished. "You may be glad they
are dead, and out of the reach of that boy. If he is not hung," said
Tom, with a wise shake of his head, "I miss my guess. Why, he is the
terror of the neighborhood. He invents cruel things to practise on
animals. Some time ago he cut a little baby pup's throat with a
penknife, and sewed it up with cotton and a great big needle, while he
never winced. The little pup died in great agony. And the boy's mother
said, 'The dear child will certainly be a doctor, he has such skill.'
Old Tabby, who lives next door, when she heard this speech of his
mother's, said, 'He may be, and is, a devil, but he never ought to be a
doctor.' And as we all believed in this wise saying, we gave old Tabby
three cheers."
Tom tried to comfort me, telling such heartrending stories of the abuse
of poor cats that my hair stood on end with horror. I then and there
vowed hatred to all mankind. Even the peace of this dear home and the
love of these dear people have not cured me of my distrust. I see an
enemy on every hand.
Tom could not console me, and I was too wretched to confide my plans to
him. I was suffering intense agony. My breasts were swollen like
crab-apples. I could not bear the pain, and dragged myself to a puddle
of water, hoping to cool the heat in them.
That night's suffering was the turning-point with me. I made up my mind
I would take myself miles away from these cruel people, where every hand
had been against me and mine.
I started slowly, and crawled through alleys and back yards, it seemed
to me, for miles. The sound of a human voice, particularly that of a
child, acted like a whip on me. I would run till my breath grew short,
and I would sink down, feeling I must die, that I could never move
again. Then at some sound I would start once more.
At last, worn out with fatigue, hunger, and fever (caused by my inflamed
breasts), I reached a gate just as it opened to admit a man with
groceries. I rushed in, spent and breathless, and hid myself in a dark
corner. Here, thought I, will be a rest for one night.
As I crouched down in the dark corner, the man came out of the house,
with the servant behind him, to close the gate. What an anxious moment
for me! She returned to the house without seeing me, and I was safe.
After a brief rest, broken by the throbbing of my breast, I aroused
myself, and, attracted by a bright light, I approached the window. The
light came from the kitchen, where the half-curtain, open in the middle,
gave me a glimpse of paradise.
This is the picture I looked upon with longing eyes: A large,
old-fashioned kitchen, scrupulously clean, a table covered with a red
cloth, a shade lamp standing in the centre, and a nice work-basket by
its side, completed this homelike picture. The servant, a woman of
middle age, nice, fresh, and pleasant looking, sat by the table, in a
large rocking-chair, darning stockings. A more homelike scene never
greeted the eye of a poor outcast. But the crowning object of all was a
large black cat, spread out on a nice rug in front of the fire.
Presently she arose, walked about, swinging her tail, "monarch of all
she surveyed," as I soon found she was.
How my heart beat as I thought, "Why is this? Why am I homeless, cast
out to starve, while this cat has a beautiful home and is well fed and
happy?"
Alas! even in the animal world is the vexed question, which disturbs
human beings, of why one being, created by our "Heavenly Father," should
be high in power, while others who are just as worthy are down under his
feet. We ask, but who can answer?
Very soon, while I stood looking in, shivering with envy and my bodily
pain, a door opened, and a lady came in. She was no longer young, but
ladylike, and very kind and pleasant looking. She sat down and called,
"Topsy, Topsy," in such a kind voice it made my heart ache. I looked
with surprise, for Topsy took not the least notice of her. The lady
laughed a very pleasant laugh, as she said, "What an odd creature you
are," as she took Topsy in her arms, and smoothed her fur. Topsy did not
seem to care for the affection lavished on her, never responding at all.
But just then another lady, somewhat younger than the other, came in.
Topsy gave a great rush into her arms, and to my surprise, clasped her
black paws around her neck, while the lady hugged and kissed her just
like a child.
I could watch no longer. Envy, hatred, and malice, added to my swollen
breasts, made me too wretched to live. I just dragged myself back to my
dark corner and closed my eyes for a long time, oblivious of everything
around me. At intervals I slept when the violent throbbing of my breasts
would allow me; but when I could think, one idea had taken full
possession of me, and that was a determination to get into this home.
"Surely," I said, "they have such kind hearts, they will not refuse help
to such a miserable object as I am."
This comforted me a little; and as the neighborhood was a quiet one, and
as I was worn out by the miles I had run and the pain of my bruises, I
was able to sleep till morning.
The first thing I heard was a step approaching, and Bridget, the girl I
had seen the night before, bent over me, saying, "Bless me! here's a
strange cat in our yard." Then, as she looked again, she said in a
sympathizing voice, "Poor creature! you look half starved."
She ran in, and soon returned with a saucer of milk. She held it to my
lips, and I tried very hard to move myself up, that I might swallow. It
was impossible; for the slightest movement gave me great pain, and I
moaned and closed my eyes.
She then got an old blanket, and folding it nicely, she lifted me up
tenderly and placed me on it. I tried to lap some of the milk, but the
effort brought back all my pains. The anguish of my swollen breasts was
more than I could bear, and I fell back on the blanket, hoping I should
die. Everything was so peaceful that I had no desire to arouse myself to
battle with life any longer.
"Here," I thought, "they will care for me and bury me, then I shall be
with my dear little kittens perhaps."
I had no fear, but a great pleasure in a quiet death; for I knew that
God would care for all the creatures He had made. I was glad to die and
escape from persecution,--no more to be kicked and cuffed, no more be
hunted by cruel children.
As I dozed off, I heard voices, and on opening my eyes I saw Miss
Eleanor, the lady I had first seen the night before. As she bent over
me, I thought her face was beautiful. Her eyes were filled with tears in
pity of my suffering. She smoothed my fur with her soft hand, and when I
moaned as she touched my breast, she exclaimed, "You poor creature! your
breasts are like bricks. Look here, Milly," she called to her sister,
"just see this poor cat's condition. What brutes she must have lived
with, to treat her in this manner, taking away her kittens, and leaving
her to suffer."
"Take her in, Bridget, and put her in Topsy's basket," said Miss Milly.
"I wish I could deal with those people! They would never abuse another
cat."
I was lifted tenderly and placed in a large basket, with a beautiful
soft rug inside to lie on. Miss Eleanor bathed my breasts with warm
milk, and then applied some healing lotion after the milk had dried. It
kept them very busy, for the heat dried the milk as soon as it was
applied. It was very soothing, and I tried to lick her hand. She was
delighted, and kissed me right between my eyes, saying, "She is a
grateful creature," while tears of sympathy shone in her eyes.
"This is heaven," I said to myself, "and I am perfectly happy here."
When Bridget brought me some warm milk, I was able to lap it very well.
"What shall you do with her?" asked Bridget.
The sisters looked at each other while Miss Eleanor said: "What will
Harrie say? We cannot keep another cat with Topsy."
"We may find a good home for her, but it would be better to chloroform
her than leave her to suffer," said Miss Milly.
The warm kitchen, the soothing cream, and the soft rug made me very
comfortable, and I slept the rest of the day, trusting myself to these
dear, kind people.
Miss Eleanor came quite often to see me, bringing me cream and soft bits
of chicken, though, never having tasted such food before, I did not know
what it was. I had very little desire for anything but water or milk, as
the fever made me very thirsty.
Miss Milly came down later in the evening with the elder sister, the
mistress of the house. Mrs. Rice was a sweet-faced little woman, and
looked with great kindness on me.
"What shall we do with two cats? Topsy is a houseful. What will you do
with her, Milly? She is so jealous if you touch another cat."
"I will manage her, for we must keep this poor creature till we find her
a good home."
"You have a hard task, and when you introduce her to Topsy, 'may I be
there to see.'" And Mrs. Rice turned away, laughing. "This bids fair to
be the 'cats' house' that Eleanor used to tell the boys about."
"There is no use waiting," said Miss Milly. "If Topsy should find a cat
in her basket, war would be declared at once."
This made me tremble a little, and subsequent events proved I had good
reason for my fears.
Pretty soon we heard Miss Milly coming downstairs and telling my story
to Topsy in a coaxing voice. She told it in so thrilling a manner that I
never realized I was such a sufferer before. She came in, holding Topsy
in her arms very tightly.
The moment Topsy's yellow eyes rested on me she gave a yell, and tried
to escape, but her mistress held her fast while Miss Eleanor came over
to me. I cowered down in the basket--not from fear, oh, no! Like the
war-horse, I "scented the battle," and longed to measure claws with this
proud creature. But I was wise. I knew I had a character to sustain and
a home to earn. I kept my temper, closing my eyes as if too weak to open
them.
"I think I had better take her in my arms, as this is Topsy's basket,
and you know she never allows any one to touch it." And Miss Eleanor
took me on a blanket, and held me on her lap.
"You are a naughty cat, and I am ashamed of you," Miss Milly said, as
she put Topsy down.
She did not care for the reproof, for she glared and scoffed at me. Then
she went to her basket, snuffing around it, till Bridget came, and
taking out the rug, said, "Of course I must shake it, or Madam will not
touch it."
She soon brought it back, and after a time Topsy seated herself bolt
upright, and looked at me with such contempt, as if to say, "Never dare
enter this basket again."
I never did, and never wanted to, as they found me a very good place in
an old clothes-basket, and, to Bridget's delight, gave her a new one
instead.
Then Miss Milly took me in her arms, in spite of Topsy's yells and
frantic efforts to get at me, saying, "Now, Topsy, if I ever hear you
have treated this poor creature badly, I will punish you, and love her
best."
After this, though Topsy never cared for me, she treated me like a poor
relation, offering me all the tough pieces of meat and bones; but she
could never see me near Miss Milly without trouble.
We lived very happily in this nice house for one year. No one had cared
for me, and I had settled down like one of the family, and soon my place
was assured, for one day Topsy was missing. Everything was done to find
her. Rewards were offered, and, for months, Miss Milly never gave her
up, and it made her so ill that no one ever dared mention Topsy to her.
I did pity them all, for they loved her dearly, but to Miss Milly it was
like losing a child. She was always very kind to me, but she never was
known to pet another cat till you were born. And I do think, Daisy, you
can win her love, and in a measure console her for Topsy's loss.
It was a great mystery, her disappearance, for they never got one trace
of her. One thing was very sure; she was stolen, for she never would
have left of her own accord. Some one suggested that, being a "Salem"
cat, she had gone home to the "witches," as all black cats are said to
belong to them.
I missed her, but was very happy to be the only pet in the house. I had
many kittens, and they were treated kindly, and mercifully disposed of.
One was always kept till I could wean it, and then a good home was found
for it. You were promised to a friend, but it was very fortunate for you
that their delay in sending gave you such a hold upon the affections of
these nice people that they decided not to give you away.
This pleased the boys, as they did not care to lose their dear little
playmate. Miss Milly said, "Daisy shall be mine."
Great changes have come to this home. We have moved twice, and the good
Bridget they could no longer afford to keep. We are now about to move
again. I know they will provide for me, but I like this nice
neighborhood, and the musicales on the back shed. The Bohemian blood in
my veins I cannot ignore.
The trouble I have passed through makes excitement necessary, and I put
my whole heart into the fierce fights, and enjoy them.
Why not? I know people say, "_Cats!_ awful fighting creatures!" Well,
but where are the bull-fights, in which man and beast shed each other's
gore and men and women look on? Dressed in their laces and diamonds,
they applaud while rivers of blood flow from the poor wounded victim.
The genteel cock-fights, and hunting down one poor little fox by a pack
of hounds! If we are cruel, we learn it of human beings.
I do wish I could be satisfied with a quiet life, but it is too late to
reform, and I shall meet my fate here. I will not go with them. You, my
dear child, will be the loved one to comfort them. And I charge you to
profit by your mother's experience, and you will be a fortunate cat.
* * * * *
This is my mother's story as I heard it from her lips.
Two weeks after this conversation we moved to a small house, with only a
few rooms. To me the change made no difference. I was happy, petted by
all. It was no surprise to me that at the last moment my mother was
missing. But it was a real sorrow to them all. They searched everywhere.
They sent to all the neighbors, asking them to feed her, and let them
know if she came back that they could send for her. How I wished I could
speak, and tell them that one reason why she left them was the fear of
being a burden to them.
For several weeks they never gave her up, but often went to the old
place; but no one had seen my mother. At first food had disappeared that
they had put out for her, but after a time it was not touched, and no
one ever saw her again.
III
MY HOME
Years have passed since my mother left us. Though I never forget her, I
am very happy with the dear people who were so kind to my poor mother,
and I try to be a comfort to them.
No reverses of fortune have touched me. Mrs. Rice is very kind to me,
though she is not so fond of cats as her sisters. The boys are just
perfect. I love them dearly. Karl, the eldest, is a real tease. He
pretends to his aunties that he does not care for me, but no one makes
more of me (on the sly) than Master Karl. Will is such a dear little
fellow! His love for me made them decide to keep me.
We had one long room, and the seam in the poor old carpet was very
prominent. On this seam Will and I had our race-ground. He would run
just on the seam, and at the end of the room would jump very high. I
would run just behind him, and jump higher. This pleased them all, and
we got many kisses and treats for our play. Then we would roll over and
over, my claws and tail flying, and we did enjoy it.
I was usually very obedient, but sometimes I had contrary fits. It was
the "Bohemian" blood in my veins that my poor mother so often spoke of.
I cannot get rid of it, and it makes me do something naughty. One cold
day, just before Christmas, when I was nearly five years old, I ran
away. The door of the laundry was open, and without a thought I rushed
out. No one missed me. They supposed I was in the laundry. I mounted to
my seat on the fence, and just turned around to find a comfortable
place, when a strong hand seized me from the other side, and I was
carried swiftly down the alley and taken into a strange house.
I was received with open arms. Not one word of reproof was given the big
boy who had stolen me, for the wickedness of the act. They asked him,
"How did you manage?"
"Oh," he said, "I was looking over the fence, to see if the stuck-up
Rices were there, when I espied my Prince, and grabbed him."
"What shall we do with him?" asked the boy's mother.
"Shut him up till he forgets his old home."
(How little they knew about a cat's nature, when they thought I could
forget!)
I rushed into a corner, and struck out with open claws at all who
approached me, growling just as I had heard dogs growl--an
accomplishment I had just discovered. Delighted with my success, I was
inclined to make the most of it.
"Well, I must say he has a nice temper." And the bad boy held up his
hands, where my etchings, though painful to him, were a credit to my
skill. "King Karl and Prince Will must be covered with scars. Who cares!
If they won't play with me, I have got their pet cat, and will keep him,
in spite of his beastly temper."
"No, you won't," I said to myself, "if I can help it."
For three wretched days I was shut up. They treated me with great
kindness, and tried to pet me, offering me nice food. I was too homesick
to care for anything, and too wretched to think of eating, only that I
had sense enough to know I must take enough to give me strength. I could
not sleep. Visions of my dear home and loved ones kept my eyes wide
open, and I did make good resolutions never to run away again if I could
get free.
The big boy went away to spend the holidays, leaving orders with them
all to keep me, that when he came home he might enjoy the sorrow of the
Rices.
"They have sent around slips to all the houses and have advertised, but
they shall never get him," he said, with a horrid laugh.
After he had gone, finding I was no pleasure to them, they decided to
let me go. They could tell the boy, when he returned, that I ran away.
They were not people who regarded truth at all.
So one day I found the door open, and without waiting to say good-by, I
ran home. I had been away three days. It was the day after Christmas,
and it seemed to me three years since I left my home.
Stacy Knight, a dear little fellow about Will's age, the son of the
friends in whose house we had rooms, happened to be in the basement, and
espied me when I jumped on the window. He gave a real Indian yell as I
rushed into his arms, and we mounted the stairs, two at a time, and
found ourselves in the midst of the family assembled in the hall,
wondering at the war-whoop given by Stacy.
My dear mistress sat down on the floor, hugging me in her arms, while
all of them were ready to take me from her.
"Oh, Daisy," she said, "what a sad Christmas we spent without our pet!
Where were you?"
I could not speak and tell her what it had been to me, and they never
knew where I had been. After this I always looked on both sides of the
fence before I seated myself.
After they had all caressed me and expressed their delight at my return,
dear Mrs. Knight said:--
"Now that 'The Prodigal Son' has returned, he must have a party."
"Yes," said Karl and Will, "we had no Christmas; let's give Daisy a
tree."
After Stacy, Karl, and Will had indulged in a war-dance, and each had
turned me heels over head, they all decided it would be a nice plan. And
from that time till the New Year's night, when the party was to be
given, we could think of nothing else.
IV
DAISY'S PARTY
Great preparation was made for my party. I was truly a fortunate cat. I
could not help them work, but rushed to and fro from one to the other,
knocking down spools of cotton and everything I could get at, jumping up
in their arms, disarranging their work, and trying in every way to amuse
myself; but when I was wanted to try on my clothes, I would rush under
the bed and elude even the longest arm. Then Will would crawl under the
bed, and, after a good frolic, would land me where I was needed.
Mrs. Rice made a tall black hat with a cockade on it. She had to tie it
on with strings, for as soon as she put it on I jerked it just as I had
seen monkeys do.
Miss Eleanor made me a pair of red pants, leaving a good slit for my
tail, for I was to represent a monkey, and the tail was very important,
though, as my mistress said, no monkey ever had such a beautiful tail as
mine.
Miss Milly made me a dress-coat, with white ruffles at the neck and
wrists, brass buttons, and a white shirt front.
They covered a large pasteboard box with green cloth, for the organ.
Will and his friend Josie were to be the organ-players.
The long-looked-for day came at last. I had raved up stairs and down, as
Miss Milly said, "just like a maniac." I superintended all the
preparations, walked over the tree that they were to decorate in my
honor, and scratched it well, as they said, sharpening my claws for the
evening. I was too busy to take a cat-nap or one of my "forty winks."
We had before this eventful day rehearsed our parts, and I had provoked
them with my stupidity. I did make fun enough with that hat. I hitched
it on the back of my head, getting out first one ear, then the other;
for they had tucked my ears in, saying my face looked so innocent
without them. It was all mischief, for I intended to do my best.
Mrs. Knight threw open her nice rooms, and in the hall room off the back
parlor the tree was placed.
They were obliged in the afternoon to keep me prisoner upstairs. I was
disgusted, for I wanted to be in the thick of it all. I could not sleep,
and I kept pretty near the door, ready to run out if I could get a
chance.
At seven o'clock they dressed me in all my finery, and before eight all
our guests had arrived: Madam A., a lovely woman, and one of our best
friends, with her three noble boys, and a sweet-faced little bit of a
woman whom every one who knew her called cousin; then Madam M., with her
daughter and granddaughter,--charming people, and all my dear friends.
These, with Mr. and Mrs. Knight and their son Stacy, with ourselves,
made a party of (reckoning myself) seventeen,--quite a roomful.
I thought (and I can assure you a cat's opinion is of some value) that
the Queen might be proud to see such beautiful, refined, and highly
educated people at her drawing-room. To be sure, there were no decollete
toilets, but then it was a proof of the good sense of the people. Of
course the Queen would not admit cats to her receptions; it would not be
safe. The bones would be a temptation, and I fear cats would not respect
even elderly bones, or spare them though decked with diamonds. I am
happy to say that my party was purely democratic; they were really all
my equals.
The back parlor door was thrown open, and we were in full view of them
all. The three boys in ragged clothes, bare legs, old shoes, were as
hard a looking crew as ever accompanied a hand-organ. Will had the organ
strapped to his back, and I sat upright on it. I was tied to Will's arm,
and Josie held another string, for they could not trust me, fearing I
would run under the sofa, at the expense of my tall hat and my dignity.
We were greeted with a burst of applause. The boys so successfully
assumed the street gamin air, and looked so thoroughly demoralized, as
they pulled their forelocks in recognition of the greeting, that no
wonder they brought down the house, and for a short time obscured my
august self. Stacy and Will gave a song in nasal style, pretending all
the while to grind the organ, while I was mounted on Will's shoulder,
swelling with importance.
Then they began "Yankee Doodle." Josie shook the castanets, Stacy beat
the drum, Will ground the organ and sang, while they all danced like
street Arabs.
I was perfectly beside myself. Oh, if I had only been Balaam's ass,
wouldn't I have made a speech! I ran to and fro on the organ, then
rolled over and over, my hat on one ear, my coat up my back, around my
neck, and my tail wagging from the red pants, in fine style.
The boys looked on in wonder, for it is needless to say that this act
was not on the programme, but an impromptu act of my own--and it was the
crown of the performance.
There were a few songs after this, but nothing like our "national air."
We could rest our laurels on that. I was handed around, kissed, and
admired to my heart's content. My clothes were pronounced perfect; and
then, when the boys went upstairs to change their clothes, my mistress
removed my finery, much against my will, and I made it very hard for her
by sticking my claws into the clothes as she tried to take them off.
Chester and Henry A., with Karl, were the ushers, and they opened the
door of the hall room, where the tree was displayed in all its beauties.
Mrs. Rice made a little speech, while Miss Milly held me tight, for,
regardless of etiquette, I was eager to rush for the tree.
As soon as she released me I made one jump on the table, and discovered
what my sense of smell had led me to expect,--three little fishes tied
with a red ribbon. I soon had them off the tree and on the floor, and
made inroads into them before I could be prevented.
Karl read the labels on the articles, while Chester and Henry
distributed them, for I was pleased to see that my dear friends had been
remembered as well as myself.
Miss Milly had a book of "Familiar Quotations." On the fly-leaf was
written in Madam A.'s lovely handwriting:--
"To my dear mistress, whose motto has always been, 'Love me, love my
cat.' Mew translated, 'God bless her.'--DAISY.
"Hang sorrow! Care will kill a cat; therefore, let's be merry."
I was very much pleased that the gift, purporting to be given by me, had
just the nice selections I should have made.
The tree did look lovely. Karl had lighted all the tapers, and it was
one blaze of light. There were very pretty paper decorations of bright
paper. Mrs. Rice said, sometimes taste was better than money. We had
little of that, but we had such warm friends we were very happy.
I had a pack of cards a little over an inch in length. They were a great
pleasure to us. Will would spread them on the floor, and I would roll
over, scattering them about. Sometimes he called me a knave, sometimes a
king or queen, but I did not care, only for a good frolic. I had a box
of pennies for my meat, a paper of catmint that I enjoyed, and a nice
kidney done up in pink paper, some white, soft candy I loved, and last
of all Miss Eleanor and Miss Milly gave me a lovely collar and padlock.
I was proud as a prince with it on my neck.
There were nice little gifts for all my dear friends; but the best of
all was, that on them were written nice little texts and--"From Daisy,"
just as if I had given them myself. It proved that they understood how
well I loved my dear ones, and how gladly I would have given if I could.
It was better than all my own gifts, though I enjoyed them very much;
but this understanding of me, making me one with them, made me feel like
a cat-angel--and then and there I became a Christian cat.
Then we had ice-cream and cake handed around by the boys. I had some in
my own little pewter plate. Miss Milly melted it a little, but I had
very small appetite for it. I was so excited that I could not keep still
enough to lap ice-cream. I had licked the kidney, tasted the fish,
chewed a little catmint and was quite hilarious over it, as it always
went to my head. My tail had more to do with it than was agreeable to
the company; for I whisked it about, greatly to their disgust: they did
not like being dusted with catmint. Miss Milly said, "I shall be obliged
to give you a dose of nux vomica, for I fear you have eaten too much of
a mixture for even a cat's stomach to digest." I just winked at her,
finished licking my ice-cream, then I kicked over the plate, making it
roll under the piano. This provoked a shout of approval from the boys.
Then we had a little music. Chester and Henry A---- played nicely, and
my one dear girl friend also played, but she preferred playing with me.
I was very fond of her and always responded to her affection.
Then my nice party broke up. No one of those who were there will ever
forget it, I know.
Ah me, how long ago it seems! The boys and my one girl friend are twelve
years older, while I am an old cat. Mamie, my friend, is a graduate of
the Boston University. She will make her mark some day. The boys are
Harvard graduates, while our own boys are Brimmer and High School boys.
They can all talk in many languages which I, of course, can understand.
Some of them will be smart business men. Chester, I think, will fill a
professor's chair, while the others will represent the law. They will
all achieve greatness if the love of one cherished cat can make them.
I know there is a warm corner in their hearts for Daisy. And however
hard the world has used them, they will read my little book and keep
green in their hearts the memory of one who loved them dearly, when she
is sleeping peacefully under her namesakes, the daisies.
Perhaps they will tell their children about their cat friend, and read
to them this little story of one happy cat, who was made a member of the
family and a friend of all the nice people who visited them. It will
teach them kindness to their little four-footed playmates, and they will
realize that warm hearts beat under their little fur coats.
V
REVERSES
I pass over several years--very sad ones to us all. The breaking up of
our home, the death of dear Mrs. Rice, I cannot write of, though Time,
the true friend of the sorrowful, has laid a healing balm on our hearts.
Miss Eleanor and Miss Milly were both prostrated by their sorrows, and
we were obliged to go into the country for a change of air.
How carelessly I looked upon the preparation for our flitting! When I
mounted the piano, my favorite seat for many years, I little thought it
was for the last time--that I should never hear my kind friends play on
that dear old piano again, that I should never again arouse them in the
morning by walking over the keys when they had left it open at night.
I could not understand their tears, when the furniture and piano were
carried away, that they were parting forever with things associated with
their old home and those who had made their happiness, now gone forever.
Yet when I saw only our trunks, and looked at their sad faces, I did
wish I could be something better than a cat and be able to help them.
I tried to amuse them, acting over all the little tricks they had taught
me, and was a very happy creature when Miss Milly smoothed my fur,
saying, "Oh, Daisy, what should we do without you!" Then I realized I
was a comfort to them.
They had bought me a large brown straw basket with a cover, and very
strong handles, and when I walked into it, taking possession, I felt
like a prince of the blood. I little thought how many miles I should
travel in that basket! It was open in places to give me air, and I could
lie down and turn around comfortably in it. When travelling, my mistress
would keep her finger between the cover and the basket, and with my eyes
fixed on her face I felt safe. She said she felt under a spell, to watch
me, and my stony stare reminded her of the Stranger Guest, in the
"Ancient Mariner."
We remained only one month in our first boarding-place, for it was not
satisfactory. The cats I could not associate with, for they were rough
tramps, no one owning them, and they had no care. I was very sorry for
them, knowing how care and kindness could transform them.
They really hated me, and it made me very unhappy, my chief offence
being my collar and padlock. They might have overlooked my collar, but
the padlock was adding insult to injury. Their eyes would grow green
with envy that one of their race should be above them. They looked upon
my collar and padlock just as women look at each other's diamonds.
Animals feel envy the same as human beings; only they can tear and rend
each other, while their so-called superiors would like to do the same
were it not for the power of the law.
Cats and dogs fight, and that is the end of it; but with human beings it
is never forgotten, and makes them bad-tempered and tyrannical.
I was very sorry for these poor cats, though I could not understand such
mean feelings. I was always pleased when I saw cats or dogs with pretty
collars on and bows of ribbon. One lovely white cat I knew used to wear
blue ribbons, and I always told her how nice she looked, till I found
how vain she was; then I said no more about her good looks, for I do
hate vain people. I would gladly have given my collar and padlock,
though I loved it dearly, if it would have helped them.
It is a problem beyond one poor cat's solution to know just how to help
people to understand our race; but I do hope this little story will help
a little. The life of one petted cat perhaps may make others as happy as
I have been.
We changed our rooms quite often on our return to Boston; many of them
were so cheerless I will not speak of them. Whatever our discomforts
were, I was always cared for; but I did wish I could provide a palace
and servants for my dear friends. I remember the stories Miss Eleanor
used to tell the boys, and I wished I could be Cinderella, with a fairy
godmother to give me means to help others. I fear I should have killed
the mice before they were changed into horses. And when the boys would
say to their aunties, "Why don't you have horses and carriages?" I also
asked the same question.
I am an old cat now, and I know, and do not ask such questions, for I
understand the world better, that it is not to those who deserve the
most that luxuries are given. Why, we will never know.
We lived in one house where we were very uncomfortable. Our room, to be
sure, always looked bright and nice, but it was because we had such good
taste in covering up our defects and making poor things look nice.
The lady who owned the house was a philanthropist. It is a long name for
me to master, but I thought it over in my waking hours, just as my
mistress pronounced it, and I can think it quite correctly, better than
I can understand why she was so called. She was utterly neglectful of
the two gentlewomen in her house, who were far ahead of her in education
and culture, if not her equals in money.
I pondered the name, and its meaning, more and more. I will not say it
made me tired, for that is slang; but it did make me sleepy, and I would
drop into a good cat-nap right in the midst of defining
"philanthropist."
She had a cat named "Oliver Twist." One must have some companionship of
his own kind. So Miss Milly said, "Perhaps he will be a playmate for
Daisy."
"Perhaps," Miss Eleanor said, "he also may be a philanthropist."
We soon found, however, he was nothing of the kind. He proved himself a
most depraved cat. Under the cloak of virtue he concealed a very coarse
nature. He never came up to our room without trying to provoke a fight.
His black, beady eyes and sleek Maltese coat always irritated me. I had
a cattish desire to fight him and let him know his place. For my
mistress's sake I tried to subdue this feeling, remembering he was my
guest, and I must be polite even at the expense of comfort.
It was all thrown away on him; it was "casting pearls before swine."
When I went out into the yard, as I did every day for an outing, he
would hunt me about, as if I had no right to be there. Not one scrap of
food did I ever get down there, though he was always ready to have a
feast when he came to us.
One day things reached a climax. I had tried to amuse him; he had taken
my favorite chair, and washed himself all over in it, leaving so many
hairs on it I thought I should go wild, knowing how Miss Milly would
have to clean it. I gave him half my milk, and though he stood with one
leg in the saucer to keep me from eating any, I still kept my temper. I
would not make a fuss. But when, after finishing my milk and licking his
chops right in my face, he flew at me and knocked me down, then I threw
all politeness to the dogs, and unsheathing my claws, I closed with him,
rolling over and over till he yelled well. Like all bullies, he was a
coward.
My mistress said, "Daisy, I am ashamed of you." Miss Eleanor took
"Oliver Twist," and put him out, with scant ceremony, saying, "I wonder
what Charles Dickens would say to hear a cat like that called 'Oliver
Twist.'"
"Poor cat! You know he is disciplined by a philanthropist." And Miss
Milly laughed at the absurd thought.
I laughed also, as I crept into a corner, when I thought how nicely I
had "Oliver Twisted" him. I slept the sleep of the victorious. I did not
see very much of him after this, for we went early into the country for
the summer.
There were very nice people where we boarded. One dear little boy was
very fond of me. He hugged me so hard I avoided him. My mistress told
his mother that she did not think children should be allowed cats and
dogs for playthings. Miss Eleanor talked quite nicely to little Alec,
and I think when he remembers her stories of children who were good to
animals, that it will make him careful, for he was a nice little fellow,
and he may be a good friend to poor ill-treated dogs and cats.
I enjoyed that summer very much. The cats were kind and friendly, and
the beautiful trees on the grounds gave me a nice chance to run up and
hide from my mistress. She was anxious about me all the time, fearing to
lose sight of me. She used to pet all the cats that were good to me, and
they all said, if they had a friend like her, how good and happy they
would be. Some of them were very wild and rude, hunted as they had been
by bad children, and scat from the door when, half starved and cold,
they had sought shelter and friends. No wonder they were not nice
company for well-bred cats. I did pity them and never turned away when
they came near me.
At the end of the grounds was a big bed of catmint. It was like the
"corner grocery store" for the cats. Crowds of them would assemble there
to talk over their affairs. And when, excited by the power of the
catmint, they would get into a row, though there were no pistols or
murders, such as characterize human fights, there were black eyes,
scratched faces, and hate and rage in plenty.
I kept out of it all, though I cannot deny that my heart beat faster. I
had to sheathe my claws till they hurt me; but I thought of my position,
for a well-brought-up cat can understand the meaning of "noblesse
oblige." I suppose I felt just as men do (and women too, as to that)
when they bet on the fighting parties. And I had my favorites as well as
they, and knew who I hoped would win.
I did love that catmint bed, and never for one moment doubt that in the
boundless green fields of Paradise we shall have acres of catmint where
we can roll to our hearts' content. I did try to encourage the poor
neglected ones with this prospect, but they did not believe me. They
said I was a "cat fanatic," "a fool," "a revivalist." They said, "If we
are to be so cared for, then why don't your 'heavenly father' that you
think so much of do something for us now?" And they all talked at once
and were so excited, they hissed and yelled so loud, that my nerves were
all of a quiver; but I stood my ground, though they pressed on me very
hard, and breathed so much catmint over me I was glad when my mistress,
hearing the row, came and took me away.
It was many days before I visited that catmint bed again, for it rained
very hard. Miss Eleanor remarked that Daisy was rather quiet; she feared
he was sick. I could have told her my heart was sick, trying to solve
the problem, how I could reform my race, how make people believe them
the intelligent beings they are.
After this I had to bear jeers and scoffs; but I would not give up my
principles nor yet my catmint bed. Many were the scratches Miss Eleanor
got, pulling me out from under the bushes, for the smell magnetized me.
She always got me by the tail or leg, she cared not which, so that she
carried me home and saved Miss Milly anxiety.
The people were very nice to me. One quiet young man, an artist, was
very fond of me, and said I would make a fine subject for a picture. I
used to flourish my tail and hold my head on one side just like a fool,
I suppose; but then I know I am a beauty. I hear it every day, and how
can I help being vain?
Before returning to Boston we paid a short visit to one of our friends.
She had a delightful home, and the children were very much pleased to
have me visit them.
As I have quite an adventure to relate, where I did not distinguish
myself, I will take another chapter, and give it in full, without
extenuating my faults, leaving them to be judged by my readers.
VI
DAISY'S ADVENTURE
The eldest son and daughter were very kind to me, and I thought them
just lovely. Their mother was an old friend of mine, and always when she
came to Boston I was delighted to see her. I would jump up in her lap--a
favor that I did not often grant to any one. Cats can tell who are true
and who are false. I could have given my mistress points on this
subject, for she believed in those she loved, and was often deceived.
There was a dog and cat that were great favorites with all the family.
Spot, the dog, was very plain,--a great lanky creature,--but he had one
virtue; that was obedience. Tom, the cat, was a hard-looking creature,
but they all loved him dearly.
Of course both dog and cat hated me. They thought I put on airs, and
they resented the affection their mistress gave to me. I walked about
the garden, regardless of their hisses and growls; and they very soon
got tired of it, when they saw I did not notice them. Mr. George, the
eldest son, had Spot in complete subjection, and Tom dared not approach
me when the family were near.
Miss Eleanor and Miss Milly were invited to the seashore. They had
decided not to accept the invitation, as they could not take me with
them. Mrs. H. urged their going, saying: "It is just what you both
need,--change of air. I can take care of Daisy; it will be a pleasure."
So it was decided.
When they kissed me at parting, and said, "How can we leave you, Daisy?"
my heart ached so that I was too wretched to live. Had not Mrs. H. held
me tight, I would have followed the carriage that took them away from
me. Spot and Tom looked anxiously on. They thought, "Is this upstart to
be left here to rule over us?"
Mrs. H. said that Spot must be kept at the store, only coming home at
night. She tried her best to have Tom friendly with me, but a more
obstinate cat I never met. He would stay in the room with me, and once
took his dinner out of the same plate after they had kept him hungry a
long time; but never could they make him friendly with me. I tried to be
just to him, knowing how hard it was to have a "handsome, fashionable"
cat, as they called me, come into their home and share their friends.
And then there was that collar and padlock. How much I suffered for that
little bit of finery! And yet I loved it dearly. I never struck an
attitude (as my mistress called it) without my padlock was in full
sight, just under my chin, where I had placed it.
How long that one week was to me, and I am ashamed to say how many
disgraceful acts I was guilty of. One night the climax was reached, and
then my character was ruined for that family. I slept in the room with
Mrs. H.--much to her husband's disgust.
It was a nice lounge I had, with a blanket on it, and any cat might have
been happy there. Tom was envious of it, for one day he walked in and
was just about to jump up there for a nap, when I jumped up before him,
and gave a powerful hiss right in his face. He was all ready to fight
when his mistress came in and giving him a shake, said, "If I ever hear
you hiss at Daisy again, I will punish you."
Poor Tom! He knew he was unjustly accused, but what could he do, and I
did feel mean, but what could I do either? I could not speak. I might
have hissed; then, she would have known who was the offender. I did not,
however, but just glared at Tom when she carried him off.
One night I could not sleep. I was homesick. So I just walked over the
bureau, clinking the glasses and toilet bottles, and then mounted the
mantle, meandering about sure-footed, though I did kick over a wooden
ball, for pure mischief. I threw it on the floor, where it crashed down
loud.
Mrs. H. started up, saying, "That cat is on the mantle; she will break
the vases and clock."
"Let her break them," Mr. H. replied; "we shall get off cheap if that is
all the mischief she does." And he went off to sleep again.
When Mrs. H. reached the mantle, no cat was to be found.
"Oh, Daisy," she said, "there you are, so demure, sitting on that chair!
You are just like your mistress, so cute, no wonder she loves you
dearly."
After coaxing me to lie down on the lounge, she went to bed, and soon
fell asleep. I could not sleep, however. I had a restless desire to go
and find my friends.
The end window was open at the top; it faced on a narrow piazza that
extended the length of the house. It was gravelled on the top. I was
very agile, and giving one spring from the top of a chair, I soon
reached the window, and overlooked the situation. A good jump, and I
landed on my feet, and walked along, crunching the gravel as I went.
I passed the bath-room window and then approached the window of Mr.
George's room, which was open wide, but protected by a heavy screen.
Here I planted my paws and looked in. One wild yell and a succession of
barks rent the air, and Spot, who had been sleeping at the foot of his
master's bed, rushed for the window and would soon have dashed through
the screen and finished me,--for he was a powerful dog,--but his
master's hand on his collar restrained him, with the other hand he
reached for his pistol, thinking there were burglars about. His mother's
voice at the door arrested him, and he opened the door, to meet her
anxious question, "Is Daisy safe?"
"She is safe enough," he said; "but are we safe with a cat like this one
in the house?"
"Take Spot into my room," said his mother, "while I get Daisy." In spite
of her alarm, as she approached the window, she could not help laughing.
"Oh, you cunning creature!" she said; "just as composed as possible,
looking from one to the other, as if to say,--'Why, what is all this
fuss about?'"
Sure enough, I stood with my paws on the window-sill, and did not move
till she came, and removing the screen took me into the room where all
the family were assembled, in undress, while Spot's loud barking could
be heard from the next room. I was taken into the guest chamber, where
Mrs. H. remained with me; for she said she was convinced no one could
govern me but my mistress.
Two days more, and I was made happy by the sight of my loved ones. Mrs.
H. did not tell them for a long time of my naughtiness. They said their
visit was pleasant, but without me they had decided never to go away
again. They said their friend had given them an invitation for me when
they visited her another year. And it was really true. The next year
they did take me; and as it is all fresh in my memory now, I will jump
one year and tell you all about it.
I saw the cats they had told me about. One was called "Forepaugh," and
she did look just like a real circus cat. She had one brown and one blue
eye. The other cat was called "Spring." I liked them both very much.
They were not educated cats, but they had good manners, and were very
kind hearted.
Forepaugh told me sad stories of the cats around. She said very few
people made them members of the family, as we were. Most of the cats
were tramps, living in the fields and woods, afraid of every human
being, having to steal or starve. They were naturally antagonistic to
cats that had homes. They never had known kindness and could not believe
in it. She said if ever a missionary was needed, she thought it was
right here.
She said that just below, near the poorhouse, was a large field called
"Cat Swamp," because all the cats for miles around congregated here.
Some "dudes" had altered the name to "Feline Meadow." "Cat Swamp" held
the fort, however, as the most appropriate name. Here the cats yelled
and caterwauled and told all their trials and sorrows caused by mankind.
The fights were fearful, and the heaps of fur to be seen around after
one of these encounters proved in reality that there was nothing ideal
in the tongues and sounds heard in this region. They said there was no
help for it; people could not be made to realize that cats had a claim
on them.
For several nights I had noticed one of the neighbors' cats sitting on
the fence and listening intently to our conversation. This evening she
came nearer, and gave a groan, while Forepaugh was speaking to me of the
neglected cats. At last she said if she might be allowed to express an
opinion, she had one all ready. We said at once how glad we would be to
hear her.
"Suppose," she said, "some of your good Boston people, with their little
tracts on the treatment of dumb animals, come along! What then! We can't
eat their tracts, or live on them, can we?"
I didn't like to answer this cat, she was so big and aggressive, and
looked at me with such spite, as if she thought I liked tracts, and the
people who carry them about, when I do despise them. Finding I did not
answer, she continued:--
"There it all ends. A lot of women will get together, with a few men
thrown in, and they will talk and talk, going all around Robin Hood's
barn, till they lose the thread of their discourse, and we wish some big
bat would rush out and catch the thread and bring them to the point.
Then they argue and draw up resolutions, and call upon the brethren to
agree to them, which the poor men do, because they are afraid of the
sisters' tongues. Then they are exhausted, and are obliged, 'as weaker
vessels,' to drink gallons of tea, and the men smoke acres of cigars,
and it all ends in smoke and tea grounds for us poor cats. The women
think about each other's clothes, while the men are wondering if the
women are rich enough to support them, should they propose marriage.
Naturally cats are forgotten.
"Sometimes they find a home for a good-looking cat, but it is not a
satisfactory one. Such people are not supposed to know much about people
with hearts large enough to take interest in cats. They are handed over
to high-toned servants, to pet and snub in alternation. The poor
no-tailed horses, made wretched by the abominable check-rein and the
flies, hate everything that moves, and kick at us. The liveried servants
smoke in our faces, swear, and spit on us, till we hide ourselves in
disgust and wonder if animals have dirtier habits than human beings.
"When the family returns to the city the house is closed, and these
Christian people leave poor Pussy behind to look out for herself. Is it
any wonder that cats have no faith in any one? That they join the
midnight revels, and fight, and steal, to keep them alive?"
She was very sarcastic, but Forepaugh said it was all true; that cats
were cast off just as if they had no right to live; then when they steal
some bit of food, they are given a bad character and hunted about. They
are expected to have better morals than human beings.
Forepaugh said that she had a real respect for this cat, that she knew
all the cats for miles around, and helped them all she could; she said
that hearing their tales of sorrow had made her cynical.
"I had thought her disagreeable," Forepaugh said, "till one night I saw
her tugging along the remains of a big fish which a neighbor who had
been out fishing had given her. I had the curiosity to follow her. She
had to take a rest frequently, for the fish was heavy. At last, after
walking a long distance, she dragged it over a stone wall. Soon feeble
voices greeted her, and two half-starved cats that had been abused by
bad boys raised themselves up, while their friend tore the fish to
pieces with her sharp teeth. I got over the wall and helped her. They
all were shy of me and inclined to sneer because I had a home, but I
said I did not care; it made me mad, but I put all my madness into
tearing up the fish, and they satisfied their hunger."
Forepaugh also said that their friend, not satisfied with feeding them,
began to lick one of the great wounds made by a sharp stone thrown by a
boy just for fun. Then, as they were thirsty, they dragged themselves
down to a brook at the end of the field, and after drinking they were
very comfortable. Then they told their trials, and said, "What can we do
to make people kind to us?"
Forepaugh said she had heard of a Dr. Angell, who was devoting his life
to helping dumb animals. They all yelled and scoffed when she said
"Angell," saying, "Do you believe there is an angel in heaven that would
look at a cat?"
Forepaugh said (being a Christian cat) she was shocked. She explained to
them that it was the name, though she said, "I am sure it is
appropriate, for he has proved himself one by his help to all helpless
creatures."
"Well," they said, "we wish he could see us and help us. Why can't some
one speak to him? Perhaps, though, he will think cats beneath his
notice."
Forepaugh said she had often thought she wished she could see him and
tell him about their sufferings. She said, "I always respected that cat
after that night when we walked home by moonlight, after taking care of
those cats; and when she sat down on a stone, saying, 'I must rest, for
I feel faint; I have had no food for some hours, for I knew that fish
would be only enough for them,' I said, 'You shall have some of my
supper,' and I got her some pieces of meat and gave her all my milk, and
went to bed happy, though I was rather empty."
After this I did have a real friendship for Forepaugh, and I told her if
ever I could, I would try to interest this good man in our race. I had
not then thought I should ever write a book, but now is my chance, and
somehow I do feel he will help us.
The cynical cat never would make friends with me, but I did admire her,
and I feel how small my life is compared with hers. Here am I, petted
and living in plenty, and I can only be grateful and try to be a comfort
to my dear friend.
Forepaugh told us that at one of the great shore houses they had a cat
called Prometheus.
"Oh," said our cynic, "how I wish we could get at his liver; we should
never want for food."
I pondered over that speech, and one day I heard my mistress telling her
little niece, who was reading mythology, the story of Prometheus, "who
was bound to a rock, vultures feeding upon his ever growing liver." It
was very funny for a country bred cat to be versed in mythology. I
suppose, however, she heard it, as I often do things my mistress and her
friend talk about, and the liver made her remember it.
I was heartily glad to return to Boston, and I made up my mind I would
let cats and all the animals I could reach know that they had not met
the true philanthropists, but the shams that take up every new cause and
dishonor it. For there are many earnest, true philanthropists who spend
money and publish nice tracts in behalf of animals, and thus, in a
measure, the tracts "do feed" animals; for they open the eyes of those
who perhaps have never thought of the matter earnestly.
I determined, after my visit to Beverly, to write this book to help my
unfortunate race.
VII
CAT MEMORIES
Our new room, a very large alcove, was pleasant and comfortable. The
people who owned the house were school-teachers, refined, and the
atmosphere was congenial to us all. I loved to watch my friend's busy
fingers and follow Miss Milly's pen, as she wrote for hours at her desk.
I loved to walk over the fresh writing and flirt my tail over the
ink-bottle. That would make her stop and scold me, then pet me till I
was willing she should return to her work. The eyes of affection are
sharp. I saw with pain that they were obliged often to lie down, after a
long spell of work, but they never complained.
Mrs. Knight came often to see us, but I did not see Stacy for a long
time. He was busy with his studies at Harvard, but he sent me kind
messages, and I knew he loved me. Our boys were not with us, and I had
no young company; but then, I was happy for I could see and hear from
our young friends frequently.
I always greeted dear Mrs. Knight with delight. She had a camel's hair
shawl she used to roll me in, when we lived in her house, and I loved to
claw it and pull the wool out of it. I wondered she did not wear it, but
then, I suppose, it was old fashioned. She told me that her cat Solomon
was very fond of it, and she allowed him to sleep on the lounge with
that shawl under him.
I felt a little jealous of Solomon, but I doubt if they ever love
another cat as well as they love me. They said Solomon had no
associates, though they lived on the swell avenue.
The cats belonging there were only tolerated one-half the year. The cats
that were not boarded out were left to become tramps. Of course these
cats were very immoral, and they did not think it would improve Solomon
to be friendly with them. I did smile when Mrs. Knight said, "Daisy is
such a perfect cat, we hold him up as a model for Solomon."
I wondered how Sol would like that, for he told me he did not like being
kept in. He guessed he could take care of his morals; the society cats
could not hurt him.
One day he proved himself not so wise as his name would indicate. He
fell out of the third story window. When they gathered around him,
thinking he would have to be chloroformed, he got up, shook himself, and
lived.
He told me very sad tales of the cats living in that vicinity. "Would
you not think," he said, "that in these palatial houses there would be
room for one cat?"
I said I should think they would want two or three. He shook his wise
head, saying, "Oh, no. If they see a cat that pleases them, some
superannuated spinster will gush over her, making her a pet for a little
while. But let poor Pussy fall ill, or get one flea on her, and out she
goes into outer darkness."
"Oh," I said, "don't speak like that! my two dear friends are 'maiden
ladies,' and no one can be kinder to animals than they are. The sick and
unfortunate always appeal to their sympathy, and not in vain. I remember
Miss Eleanor washing every day a poor neglected black cat whose eye a
rat had bitten. It was not a pleasant piece of work, I can tell you, and
she tended that eye so faithfully that it got well. They would go hungry
to give food to a poor animal that needed it."
"Well, well, it may be so," said Sol, impressed by my indignant protest;
"but I have heard that old bachelors and old maids are always the
hardest on animals."
I indignantly denied this. "It is married people who dislike each other
and cannot get free, who have horrid children--they are the hard ones.
They do not want the care of their children themselves, and expect
animals to offer themselves to be tortured by these wretched children.
And if they defend themselves, refusing to have their eyes poked out
with sticks, tin pails tied to their tails, and lighted matches held to
their noses, and bite or scratch, then they are denounced as vile, and
are given bad characters that will follow them through life."
I had spoken with real feeling, and I could see that Sol believed me.
"You are right, I suppose," he said. "We are both of us fortunate cats;
'our lives have fallen in pleasant places.'"
Poor Sol! He was so wise he had to quote Scripture, even if he did not
understand it; and in this he was no worse than human beings. Do half of
them know the meaning of the passages of Scripture they quote so
confidently?
"We," he continued in a sentimental tone, "cannot realize how hard it is
to be outcasts. These closed-up houses and boarded-up doors are gloomy
enough during the summer months. At dusk the skeleton forms that steal
out, too feeble to mew, start at every sound, fearing the stones and
jeers they are sure to meet from the stray ragamuffin children who roam
about this deserted region. Their hearts are broken,--for cats have
hearts, and loving ones too,--and it is hard for them to believe that
those who have sometimes noticed them have left them alone. I do not
know," he continued, "where we are going, but I do not believe we were
made in vain, and I think these heartless people will find in the
hereafter that the animals they have abused will be avenged."
"All I desire," said I, "is to be with my two dear friends." And to this
Solomon said, "Amen."
I like Sol very much. He is a very well educated cat and looks upon life
in a serious manner. He has grown quite large and appreciates his good
home. I think he is a Christian Endeavorer, and will do all he can for
homeless cats. I remember his wise words; and when dear Mrs. Knight
brings me some of his catmint, I enjoy it for itself, because I love it,
and in memory of his friendship. One can remember his friends even if he
does not meet them often. Perhaps if we were to see each other every
day, we should disagree.
VIII
AN ACCIDENT
We had a very nice home in the country offered us, which we were very
glad to take advantage of. The people who owned the place, going to the
seashore, preferred to have their house occupied rather than shut up,
doing no one any good.
It was very pleasant there, and we had a very delightful time, though
the accident which nearly cost me my life, and from which I shall never
recover, happened there.
It was the day before the Fourth of July. Miss Milly had been to Boston
to the funeral of our beloved Doctor. Miss Eleanor being too unwell to
go, we kept each other company, and sad enough we were.
When Miss Milly returned, she was thoroughly worn out with grief at the
loss of her dear friend and Doctor. It was a great loss to me, for I had
been his special pet. During our dear Mrs. Rice's sickness I watched for
his daily visit and knew his ring always. He would say: "Well, Daisy,
how is your health to-day? Put out your tongue." Which, with Miss
Milly's help, I would do. Then he would take my paw and feel my pulse in
the most sober manner.
How nice it was! I would not give up this memory for a great deal of
money. I could tell by his face just how our dear invalid was, and when
he told them his skill was in vain, and that he could not save her, I
saw the tears in his eyes as he took me in his arms. He was a perfect
gentleman, and we all loved him and respected his great knowledge and
skill.
We were sitting on the piazza talking about him, when I saw something
move over under the trees. Supposing it might be a squirrel, I went to
interview him, thinking that if I could kill something I should feel
better. My mistresses were so preoccupied that when they went in to tea
they never noticed that I had not followed them.
Finding no squirrel, I sat down under a pine tree, thinking about the
beautiful flowers and the music Miss Milly had told us about, at the
church funeral of our friend, and mourning that I should never see our
dear Doctor again, and wondering what Miss Milly would do without him,
when a rush, and a bark, and before I could face around a fierce bulldog
buried his teeth in my shoulder. I fought for my life, though I felt the
odds were against me. But let him kill me; I would die game. I did claw
his eyes, blinding him and giving me chance to escape.
I crawled over the grass, then through the fence, into the neighboring
estate, and hid myself in the bushes and deep grass. Then I lost
consciousness. At times I realized my pain, and my brain was clear, for
all my past life passed before me.
How beautiful seemed my dear home and friends, that I should never see
again! Then the old childish days, when I had frolicked with my poor
mother, came to me so vividly I could smell the sweet clover where we
played; and then the dreadful pain and faintness made me realize the end
was near.
I said, "I shall see our dear Doctor, and he will say, 'Why, Daisy! Have
you followed me so soon?'" It was all dreamy; another fainting spell had
come on, and it was nearly morning before I was again conscious. Then I
thought, "I must try to see my dear mistresses once more, even if to die
in sight of their windows." I was half crazed when I thought of their
sorrow.
With the greatest effort I raised myself up, and it was nearly an hour
before I reached the tree, the scene of yesterday's disaster. Inch by
inch I crawled along, with all the courage I could command. If cats have
nine lives, I lost eight of mine on that journey. I could not see; my
eyes were closed up by cobwebs, from the bushes I had crawled under when
I hid myself. I felt my way along, and when the tree was reached fell
down exhausted.
Soon I heard a soft step, and Miss Eleanor gathered me up in her arms,
trembling with fear that she should hurt me. She cried out with pain
when she saw my bloody side, with the skin and fur hanging down nearly a
quarter of a yard. She folded her apron, and held me in that, as I could
be moved easily in that way; and I never winced, though the least jar
hurt me, closing my eyes, and feeling I could die in peace. She carried
me upstairs to Miss Milly's bedside.
Poor Miss Milly! She had not closed her eyes till toward morning, when
she fell into a doze. She opened her eyes when Miss Eleanor spoke, and
screamed with pleasure when she caught sight of me. She held out her
arms; but Miss Eleanor said, "Do not move him." Then, when she opened
her apron, and Miss Milly saw my torn and bloody side, she cried as if
her heart would break, saying, "He will die! What shall we do?"
"Dress yourself quickly, and we will see what can be done. One comfort:
he will be with us, and will have our care, even if we must lose him."
They folded a blanket, laid it on a wide lounge, then covered it with a
clean sheet folded thick, and laid me on it. Then Miss Milly soaked off
the cobwebs from my eyes with warm water and a soft cloth, and I could
just see a little; but it was like a view of heaven to see their dear
faces once more.
I tried to lap some warm milk, for the fever had made me thirsty. The
effort was too much, and I fell back, faint and dizzy. When this attack
passed off, I took a few drops of water from a spoon, and Miss Milly sat
for an hour patiently, giving me drop by drop, till my parched tongue
and throat were relieved.
She sponged around the wound, soaking the clotted blood from my fur so
tenderly that I suffered very little.
My heart was so full of thankfulness that I would not murmur at my
pains. And I do not think it was such a great virtue, though the
suffering was fearful, for I think animals bear pain always with more
fortitude than human beings.
Miss Eleanor went into Boston as soon as possible. Mrs. Knight was very
much distressed, and at once went with her to see the great doctor for
animals, Dr. Watts. He said he could not leave his office the Fourth of
July. He said he thought my shoulder bone was bent, and as I was so old,
he should advise bathing, without trying to have it operated upon. He
gave them a liniment, saying he did not think I would ever get over it.
Miss Milly said he evidently thought me an old cat, and that I had
better die than live and suffer. "He shall not die," she added, "if we
can save him."
The liniment was just fearful, Miss Milly held my head in her arms,
covering my eyes and nose; for it was very strong, and drew tears from
their eyes. Miss Eleanor applied it slowly. I winced and moaned, but
tried hard to restrain myself, for I knew they were suffering with me.
And I was anxious to bear it; for somehow I had faith in Dr. Watts, and
I believed it would help me.
Never had a patient better care. They made me catmint tea, and rubbed it
on their hands so I could smell of it, and never left me alone. They
kept the sheet smooth under me, for I could not turn over. It was like
heaven to me, and after I had slept a little while, I opened my eyes,
and seeing Miss Milly bending over me, I purred and put out my tongue to
lick her hand. She kissed me with delight, and both of them caressed me,
saying, "He will live, and no matter how much trouble he is, we will be
only too glad to do for him."
It was very true. From that day I got better slowly. I could turn over,
and the hanging skin and fur fell off; and they kept soft greasy
handkerchiefs on the wound till it closed over and healed. In two weeks
the fur began to grow, and soon I had as lovely a coat as before my
accident.
Just one week did I keep good, because I could not help myself. Then,
one day, they went down to dinner, leaving me asleep on the lounge.
I said to myself when I awoke, "This has lasted long enough; I will not
be an invalid longer." I crawled down and surprised them. They gathered
me up, and carried me back, saying: "You will not get well so soon if
you behave like this. We will close the door when we leave the room
after this, for we see that you are not to be trusted."
It did put me back, but my one desire was to get about, and I was soon
able to. My shoulder was stiff, and it was a good six weeks before I
could walk about with comfort. I limped a little, but my mistress
laughed over it, saying it was an aristocratic limp--like some old
gentleman leaning on his gold-headed cane.
It was due to the love and care of these dear friends that my life was
saved--another debt added to the long list of favors I received from
them. I hope my little book will be successful and prove how much I
loved and appreciated them.
I have never been strong since my accident. There were internal
injuries, and I often have an inward fever and great pain. I keep it to
myself when I can, for if they find my breath feverish and my paws hot,
they are very anxious and dose me with aconite and sometimes oil.
Aconite I can take, but I do just hate oil. I act like a bad boy when it
is given to me.
My misfortune had one bright side; it gave us nice neighbors. Very
congenial ones they were.
When my mistress left me, to go in to tea that afternoon, they thought I
had followed them, and had not missed me. Two tramp children shouted at
the window, "Missus, your cat's killed! We seed a dog kill him."
They ran out to question the children, but could get no satisfaction.
Then they called, "Daisy, Daisy!" all around the house and grounds; for
they could not believe I was lost. The children must be mistaken.
There were some young people playing tennis on the Anchorage
grounds,--the Admiral's place opposite,--and they came over when they
saw Miss Eleanor and Miss Milly, and said they had seen the attack. They
said the loud barking of a dog and a scream from the girl who was
wheeling a baby carriage called their attention. They thought Daisy was
killed; they saw him move, but could not tell in what direction; they
said they did not believe it could be far off, as he must have received
his death wound. The dog was a fierce bulldog, and belonged to the girl
who had screamed. She had wheeled the carriage off quickly and called
the dog, who was howling and bleeding from the encounter. They said, had
they only been able to get a pistol, they would have shot the dog at
once; but no one dare interfere with an enraged bull dog. And they had
no time, for it all passed so quickly.
They came over and very kindly helped in the search, going down cellar,
looking in the cold air box, and over the grounds. Where I could have
taken myself so quickly, they could not understand. After their dinner
they searched again--without success, however.
The Admiral's charming daughter, with her friend from a neighboring
place, was very kind, calling the next day, trying to comfort my
distracted friends.
It was after twelve o'clock before they went into the house; then they
could not rest, walking out on the piazza, or sitting in the bay-window,
and starting at every sound or shadow. Miss Milly said if they could
only give me Christian burial, she could bear it better. It was a night
never to be forgotten by them, and they loved me more, if possible, for
what they had suffered when they thought they had lost me.
The young ladies I was soon quite intimate with. They brought ice-cream
and jelly to me, and beautiful flowers. Of course we understood it was a
delicate attention offered through me; in fact, it was using me as a
"cat's paw." We had nice times sitting in the porch or on the piazza.
They were so bright and chatty, talking about books they had read. I
could not read books, but I could sit on them and look wise, and I never
was known to scratch one.
In the next house were two pet cats. One was Maltese, the other black,
with white breast and paws. They were very large and dignified. There
was one singular feature about them: both had double thumbs. After I
became acquainted with them I asked them why they did not join a circus
or museum. Oh, my! how mad they were, for they were very proud and
exclusive; and at first were very shy of associating with me till they
saw what nice company we had. They said they thought we must be poor,
for we kept no servant.
I told them we were poor, but we did not judge people by their money;
that I guessed that so far as brains and culture and good breeding were
concerned, my mistresses could beat the neighborhood, if we did not keep
help. Then I pushed open the screen door and banged it in their faces. I
was so very mad I never looked at them for a long time, and kept on the
piazza at the other side of the house.
I did forgive them, however, but it was after their pride had a fall.
The family, went away for some weeks, and the house was closed. They
left the small door in the barn open, and a heap of straw, with a
blanket over it, for them to sleep on. They engaged the man who cared
for the places around to provide them with milk and food; and he was
very faithful to them.
How we did pity them! I held up my head and walked away when I saw them,
and Miss Eleanor said she did not think I could be so hard-hearted; but
I could not stand it when I heard a piteous mew and saw a sad face
looking at me, and I at once threw all resentment to the winds and went
out with them.
After this they were in our house all the time. As soon as it was light,
over they would come, and wait till we came down to breakfast. They went
home reluctantly at night, and Miss Eleanor was so good to them she went
with them and poked up the straw and shut them in for the night. Miss
Milly would say to her: "Did you tell them a bear story? And did they
say their prayers?" Miss Eleanor would laugh, and say: "I did pity the
poor lonely things; they looked like the babes in the wood when I
covered the old blanket over them. Only I thought they had a good, nice
auntie instead of a wicked uncle." For, as you will see, I had been told
all these stories, or the boys had, and I listened to them.
These cats were very nice to me. They would run up the trees and on top
of the bay-window to amuse me; for I could not run or climb very well,
though the next year, when we were out there, I could run with them very
easily. We had such nice dinners together; for I enjoyed sharing my good
things with them, and they were very nice about eating. They did not
snort and growl as some cats do, or pick for the best. My mistress used
to put down one large platter, and would give each of them the end,
while I had the middle. Each shared alike.
We had a great deal of company. I enjoyed them all, particularly the
artists. I had an eye for color, though I could not make a telescope of
my paw and put it over my eye, exclaiming: "What perspective! What
color! What technique!" But I could open both eyes and see if the
pictures were true to nature.
Many offers were made by the artists to paint my picture; but my
mistress refused them, saying: "Should I lose my Daisy, I could not bear
to see a picture of her. I should always carry one in my heart, and
would need no other."
Our pleasant home we left the last of September, just when the autumn
foliage was in a blaze of color, giving us a delightful picture to
remember through the winter. We carried home some pine-cones for our
grate, and bright leaves to put in our vases--a very pleasant reminder
of our summer home.
We made a pine pillow. I say _we_ because I pulled out the pine as fast
as they picked it. At last they were obliged to put me in the closet. I
climbed on the shelf and knocked down boxes till, in self-defence, they
released me.
But the pine pillow was finished, and I had many good naps on it,
remembering those with whom I had played under the pines.
IX
CAT TALES
I had always felt desirous of hearing the history of Topsy. My mother
lived one year in the house with her, on good, if not friendly, terms.
Her disappearance was a subject I pondered over quite often. Naturally,
having taken her place in Miss Milly's affections, I wondered about her.
One day my curiosity was gratified. A friend, very fond of cats, who had
known Topsy very well, called. Miss Milly told her this interesting
story.
Topsy was a Salem cat, and no one could doubt her being a real witch
cat. She was nervous, always on the jump, and "such a smart temper!"
Miss Milly said: "I had always been very fond of black cats, but it so
happened, though we had cats of all colors, we had never a black one,
till the arrival of Topsy. You know," she laughed, "I have always been
very proud of calling myself a Salem witch. I have a mole on my left
shoulder, and now that the black cat had arrived, I felt that I had all
the requirements needful to make a veritable 'Salem witch.' I believe
there is some superstition about a black cow, also; but one could not go
about leading a black cow quite as well as a cat, and I felt satisfied
that would entitle me to the name."
This is the way Topsy came to my mistress: One summer evening a friend
drove up to the door with a basket of flowers. Miss Milly was pleased
with them, but when under the flowers a little fluffy ball revealed
itself, and when the little ball had brilliant yellow eyes, she was
delighted. She smoothed its soft fur, saying: "What a lovely kitten! Is
it for me?"
As she asked the question, the kitten gave one spring and landed on her
shoulder, where she secured her position by sticking her sharp claws
into Miss Milly's shoulder. At every attempt to dislodge her, she
asserted herself with tooth and nail; having undoubtedly a claw hold,
she would never resign.
This was Topsy's first claim on my mistress, and she made a slave of her
ever after. All the family were pleased with Topsy. The advent of a
coal-black cat into a family was looked upon as a very fortunate
occurrence. Such cats have always been singled out from all others as
associated with good luck. If one is driven from the house, it is
thought to bring disaster.
In northern Europe the idea of prosperity is so associated with a black
cat that the owner of a new house often sends a black cat there, before
he takes possession, in order to secure good luck. The Egyptians called
the cat "Pasht" (their name for the moon) because her eyes were bright
in the dark. Of course I heard this from my mistress, and it is probably
more interesting to me than to my readers. Miss Milly said Topsy had
round yellow eyes, big enough to entitle her to the name of "Pasht."
She was so like Mrs. Stowe's Topsy in "Uncle Tom's Cabin" that no other
name could be so appropriate. If standing on her head and fighting every
thing that moved, even a leaf, could make her like Topsy, she deserved
the name. She was full of life and electricity. If any one smoothed her
fur the wrong way, in the dark, sparks would fly, and a snap like a
fire-cracker would follow.
We have a picture of her taken with the two boys. Karl has a great
sleepy creature called Daisy because he was white and black and had
green eyes. He is, as usual, asleep on the boy's knees. Will holds
Topsy, and his face wears a distressed expression, for she is tearing
and clawing him, trying to escape.
Daisy belonged to Miss Eleanor. She brought him home one evening from a
friend's. She put him in a closet over night, Karl slept in his aunt's
bed, and just before morning she got Daisy and hid him at the foot of
the bed.
When Karl awoke he teased for a story. Aunt Nellie bewitched the
children with her original tales of animals. She began the oft-told
story of the little pig family, when Karl said,--
"Hark! I hear breathing."
"Nonsense," said Aunt Nellie; "perhaps it is the little pink pig."
Pretty soon, however, the kitten had grown warm and comfortable, and
ventured on a louder purr than he had given before. Karl started up
saying:--
"Oh, stop! Aunt Nellie, I do bleevs it is a kitty."
There was no longer chance for concealment, and the kitten was produced,
to the boy's great delight. When Willie came in from his mother's room
to ask for his story, the same fun was repeated.
The children were very much pleased with him, and named him Daisy. Their
aunties remonstrated at one of his sex being called Daisy; but when the
children asked in an aggrieved manner, "Are there no boy daisies?" as
they were not able to answer the question in a satisfactory manner, he
was allowed to bear the name of Daisy. (There is no doubt that since
then they have decided that boys have as good a right to be called
Daisies as girls, for my mistress called me Daisy, and I like it.)
Three years after Daisy came to them he disappeared, and they mourned
long for him, particularly because they thought a neighbor who disliked
cats had killed him.
Topsy quarrelled with him and drove him about, but Daisy was sweet
tempered and bore it so quietly that Topsy despised him. She did not
love any cat unless she could fight with him. Topsy had a great many
kittens. Like many human mothers, she was not fond of taking care of her
children. She was very peremptory, cuffing them right and left at the
least provocation. She was a cat "Mrs. Jellyby," the Borrioboola-gha
mission being more to her taste than her home. She did not care to
chaperon sons and daughters into society, and she cast them adrift as
soon as possible. One kitten was always kept for her, and she never
seemed to miss the others. When she was ready to wean that one, it was
provided with a good home, without the least interest on her part. The
family were very fond of kittens, but dared not get interested in them,
for they could only keep two at one time.
She had one beautiful little black one, and Miss Eleanor became so fond
of her that she decided to keep her for her own. She deserves another
chapter.
X
LITTLE PEARL
Little Pearl was coal-black, with one little white star under her chin.
She was the only one of all Topsy's kittens that was black. Topsy did
show more affection for her than for any of the others. She had bright
yellow eyes like her mother's, and her fur was soft and glossy as silk.
She was very sweet tempered, and never would strike back, as her
brothers and sisters had done when their mother washed them, cuffing
them if they dared move.
Miss Eleanor was devoted to little Pearl, but all her care could not
keep her. She died from some internal disease when she was about four
months old. She was a perfect skeleton, and her mother nursed her out of
pity because she could not take much food.
One evening Miss Milly returned home from a visit, and on going to Miss
Eleanor's room saw something in the middle of the floor covered with an
apron. Miss Eleanor sat by the window, in great affliction. She lifted
the apron, and there lay little Pearl, looking just like a lovely piece
of sculpture.
Miss Eleanor said: "I had her in my lap, when Topsy came in, and as she
seemed to be amiable, I laid little Pearl by the side of her. Topsy
began to lick her fur, and then she allowed her to nurse. But it was
only a feeble effort; her little lips fell away from her mother's
breast, and with one soft sigh little Pearl's short life ended."
Topsy looked at her for one moment, then, with a piteous mew, she rushed
out of the room and never returned till Miss Milly found her, and,
taking her in her arms, comforted her.
They took a strong pasteboard box and laid in some wool and a soft
handkerchief, and little Pearl looked lovely on the soft white bed. They
put geraniums and white flowers around her; for she had played often in
the fragrant beds they plucked them from. Then the box was closed up and
put in a back room till morning. They made Topsy keep an unwilling vigil
to keep away rats.
In the morning they engaged three children belonging to a poor family
living near them to dig a grave. They came armed with shovels and spades
enough to dig many miles. Miss Milly said she worked harder as overseer
than she would at digging the grave alone. They were willing to work,
but ignorant of the way.
It was a very pathetic sight,--a dark cloudy day, the sun obscured, the
wind rustling through the trees, and even the flowers drooped their
heads; Miss Eleanor, with the box in her arms, and Miss Milly with the
improvised grave-diggers standing by the open grave.
Miss Milly held Topsy in her arms; but it was hard work, she made such
frantic efforts to free herself. At last she did escape, and ran up the
apple tree, and out on the branch that hung over the open grave. Here
she looked down on them, while they laid away her dear little kitten.
After the grave-diggers had raked the earth over the spot, and received
their money and departed, Miss Eleanor and Miss Milly put fresh flowers
around it and a large pot containing a nice geranium in the middle.