CHAPTER XX.

THAT A MAN MAY ACT HIS PART BUT NOT CHOOSE IT.

1. Remember that thou art an actor in a play, of such a part as it may

please the director to assign thee; of a short part if he choose a short

part; of a long one if he choose a long. And if he will have thee take

the part of a poor man, or of a cripple, or a governor, or a private

person, mayest thou act that part with grace! For thine it is to act

well the allotted part, but to choose it is another's.

2. Say no more then, _How will it be with me?_ for however it be thou

wilt settle it well, and the issue shall be fortunate. What would

Hercules have been had he said, _How shall I contrive that a great lion

may not appear to me, or a great boar, or a savage man?_ And what hast

thou to do with that? if a great boar appear, thou wilt fight the

greater fight; if evil men, thou wilt clear the earth of them. _But if I

die thus?_ Thou wilt die a good man, in the accomplishing of a noble

deed. For since we must by all means die, a man cannot be found but he

will be doing somewhat, either tilling or digging or trading or

governing, or having an indigestion or a diarrhoea. What wilt thou,

then, that Death shall find thee doing? I, for my part, will choose some

work, humane, beneficent, social, noble. But if I am not able to be

found doing things of this greatness, then, at least, I will be doing

that which none can hinder me to do, that which is given to me to

do--namely, correcting myself, bettering my faculty for making use of

appearances, working out my peace, giving what is due in every

obligation of life; and if I prosper so far, then entering upon the

third topic of philosophy, which concerneth the security of judgments.

3. If Death shall find me in the midst of these studies, it shall

suffice me if I can lift up my hands to God and say, _The means which

thou gavest me for the perceiving of thy government, and for the

following of the same, have I not neglected: so far as in me lies, I

have not dishonored thee. Behold how I have used my senses, and my

natural conceptions. Have I ever blamed thee? was I ever offended at

aught that happened, or did I desire it should happen otherwise? Did I

ever desire to transgress my obligations? That thou didst beget me I

thank thee for what thou gavest. I am content that I have used thy gifts

so long. Take them again, and set them in what place thou wilt, for

thine were all things, and thou gavest them me._

4. Is it not enough to depart in this condition? and what life is better

and fairer than one like this, and what end more happy?

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