CHAPTER X.

KNOW THYSELF.

1. If a man have any advantage over others, or thinks himself to have

it when he hath it not, it cannot but be that if he is an untaught man

he shall be puffed up by it. Thus the tyrant says, _I am he that is

master of all_. And what can you give me? Can you set my pursuit free of

all hindrance? How is it in you to do that? For have you the gift of

never falling into what you shun? or never missing the mark of your

desire? And whence have you it? Come, now, in a ship do you trust to

yourself or to the captain? or in a chariot, to any one else than the

driver?[1] And how will you do with regard to other acts? Even thus.

Where, then, is your power? _All men minister to me._ And do I not

minister to my plate, and I wash it and wipe it, and drive in a peg for

my oil-flask? What then, are these things greater than I? Nay, but they

supply certain of my needs, and for this reason I take care of them.

Yea, and do I not minister to my ass? Do I not wash his feet and groom

him? Know you not that every man ministers to himself? And he ministers

to you also, even as he doth to the ass. For who treats you as a man?

Show me one that doth. Who wisheth to be like unto you? who becomes your

imitator, as men did of Socrates? _But I can cut off thy head._ You say

well. I had forgotten that I must pay regard to you as to a fever or the

cholera; and set up an altar to you, as there is in Rome an altar to

Fever.

2. What is it, then, whereby the multitude is troubled and terrified?

The tyrant and his guards? Never--God forbid it! It is not possible that

that which is by nature free should be troubled by any other thing, or

hindered, save by itself. But it is troubled by opinions of things. For

when the tyrant saith to any one, _I will bind thy leg_, then he who

setteth store by his leg saith, _Nay, have pity!_ but he that setteth

store by his own Will, _If it seem more profitable to you, then bind

it_.

----"Dost thou not regard me?"

I do not regard you. I will show you that I am master. How can you be

that? Me hath God set free; or think you that He would let His own Son

be enslaved? You are lord of my dead body--take that.

----"So when thou comest near to me, thou wilt not do me service?"

Nay, but I will do it to myself; and if you will have me say that I do

it to you also, I tell you that I do it as to my kitchen pot.

3. This is no selfishness; for every living creature is so made that it

doth all things for its own sake. For the sun doth all things for his

own sake, and so, moreover, even Zeus himself. But when He will be

Raingiver and Fruitgiver and Father of Gods and men, thou seest that He

may not do these works and have these titles, but He be serviceable to

the common good. And, on the whole, He hath so formed the nature of the

reasoning creature that he may never win aught of his own good without

he furnish something of service to the common good. Thus it is not to

the excluding of the common good that a man do all things for himself.

For is it to be expected that a man shall stand aloof from himself and

his own interest? And where then would be that same and single principle

which we observe in all things, their affection to themselves?

4. So, then, when we act on strange and foolish opinions of things

beyond the Will, as though they were good or evil, it is altogether

impossible but we shall do service to tyrants. And would it were to the

tyrants alone, and not to their lackeys also!

5. But what hinders the man that hath distinguished these things to live

easily and docile, looking calmly on all that is to be, and bearing

calmly all that is past? Will you have me bear poverty? Come, and see

what poverty is when it strikes one that knoweth how to play the part

well. Will you have me rule? Give me power, then, and the pains of it.

Banishment? Whithersoever I go, it shall be well with me for in this

place it was well with me, not because of the place, but because of the

opinions which I shall carry away with me. For these no man can deprive

me of. Yea, these only are mine own, whereof I cannot be deprived, and

they suffice for me as long as I have them, wherever I be, or whatever I

do.

6. ----"But now is the time come to die."

What say you? to die? Nay, make no tragedy of the business, but tell it

as it is. Now is it time for my substance to be resolved again into the

things wherefrom it came together. And what is dreadful in this? What of

the things in the universe is about to perish? What new, or what

unaccountable thing is about to come to pass? Is it for these things

that a tyrant is feared? through these that the guards seem to bear

swords so large and sharp? Tell that to others; but by me all these

things have been examined; no man hath power on me. I have been set free

by God, I know His commandments, henceforth no man can lead me captive.

I have a liberator[2] such as I need, and judges such as I need. Are you

not the master of my body? What is that to me? Of my property? What is

that to me? Of exile or captivity? Again, I say, from all these things,

and the poor body itself, I will depart when you will. Try your power,

and you shall know how far it reaches.

7. But the tyrant will bind--what? The leg. He will take away--what? The

head. What, then, can he not bind and not take away? The Will. And hence

that precept of the ancients--KNOW THYSELF.

8. Whom, then, can I still fear? The lackeys of the bed-chamber? For

what that they can do? Shut me out? Let them shut me out, if they find

me wishing to go in.

----"Why, then, didst thou go to the doors?"

Because I hold it proper to join the play while the play lasts.

----"How, then, shalt thou not be shut out?"

Because if I am not received, I do not wish to enter; but always that

which happens is what I wish. For I hold what God wills above what I

will. I cleave to Him as His servant and follower; my impulses are one

with His, my pursuit is one with His; in a word, my will is one with

His. There is no shutting out for me--nay, but for those who would force

their way in. And wherefore do I not force my way? Because I know that

no good thing is dealt out within to those that enter. But when I hear

some one congratulated on being honored by Cæsar, I say, What hath

fortune brought him? A government? Has it also, then, brought him such

an opinion as he ought to have? A magistracy? Hath he also gained the

power to be a good magistrate? Why will I still push myself forward? A

man scatters figs and almonds abroad; children seize them, and fight

among themselves; but not so men, for they hold it too trifling a

matter. And if a man should scatter about oyster-shells, not even the

children would seize them. Offices of government are dealt out--children

will look for them; money is given--children will look for it; military

commands, consulships--let children scramble for them. Let them be shut

out and smitten, let them kiss the hands of the giver, of his slaves--it

is figs and almonds to me. What then? If thou miss them when he is

flinging them about, let it not vex thee. If a fig fall into thy bosom,

take and eat it, for so far even a fig is to be valued. But if I must

stoop down for it, and throw down another man, or another throw me down,

and I flatter those who enter in, then neither is a fig worth so much,

nor is any other of the things that are not good, even those which the

philosophers have persuaded me not to think good.

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