LIFE AND DEATH.

Constancy's college career ended, as had always been anticipated, with

credit, and even with a share of renown. She helped to prove the power

of her sex to compete for laurels formerly reserved for the other, and

she was made much of accordingly. She was very much pleased, and not

greatly surprised, for the kind of power that she possessed is rarely

unconscious. It was not through the sense of intellectual failure that

the gospel was to come to her. She was not even tired with the hard

work, only ready for a holiday, and Kitty and Violet Staunton were glad

enough to share it with her.

So off they went, prepared for every sort of exercise and adventure.

After about a fortnight of successful sight-seeing the three ladies

found themselves in a charming little settlement in a broad mountain

valley, which we will here call Zwei-brucken, where cool green rivers

rushed through green fields and flowed from the heart of dark,

snow-tipped mountains. There were large fawn-coloured oxen and little

fawn-coloured goats, houses surprisingly like toy Swiss cottages, and a

new hotel in the same style, with the usual variety of tourists. It was

a centre for mountain ascents and for excursions, and Constancy and

Violet sat under a wide verandah, on the afternoon of their arrival, and

watched the groups of travellers.

"Don't you remember," said Constancy, "talking about the feeling of

London? What's the feeling of this? It's green, it's cool, it's windy,

it's rushing and fresh."

"When Guy Waynflete came in in the middle, and we settled about

Moorhead," said Violet, "I was provoked with him this year for not going

abroad when he promised, for Cuthbert simply buried himself in the

British Museum, and said all the sources of culture were to be found

there."

Constancy did not answer; she had fallen into a dream. She leant her

chin on her hand, and looked over the wide valley, while into her open

eyes there came the same look with which Florella "saw" the picture in

her flowers. At such moments there was a promise for the future in

Constancy's young face of which, with all her successes, the present had

shown no performance. Suddenly her intent look brightened.

"The mountain nymph, sweet Liberty," she exclaimed. "You can't get

`back of that.' Free, free, free! That's the feeling of it! The

river, the wind, the sky--every one out on a holiday, and--the curate

there in his flannels, how he enjoys them. It makes one a little mad--

Why, Vi! Good gracious!"

For Violet, in startling confirmation of the last words, had suddenly

rushed forward and launched herself on the neck of a young man in brown

tweed, who was coming up the steps of the verandah.

"Cuth, Cuth! Oh, how lovely! Oh, did you know we were here?"

"I have known long enough to mitigate my alarm at your greeting. Your

letters were at the post-office. Yes--here we are. How do you do, Miss

Vyner?"

"I shall believe in brain-waves in future," said Constancy, as she gave

him her hand. "I had just recalled a conversation with you and Mr

Waynflete, and I see you coming. Is he with you?"

"Yes, at last. His brother thought him overworked, and very sensibly

wrote to me to come and carry him off. There he is."

Constancy had not seen Guy for more than nine months, her last

remembrance of him was among the dancers at the Kirkton Hall

garden-party, and she realised at once, as he came along the verandah,

that the slight youth with his pathetic eyes had grown into a very

remarkable person.

"Why--he looks like a mystic, or a martyr!" she thought. "No wonder

people turn and look at him. It's a startling face."

Guy's greeting was, however, simple enough. He was cordial, but he

smiled his little reserved smile as he said--

"Yes, it was very good of Staunton to wait for me. I couldn't get away

before. When I go back, I hope Godfrey will go to Scotland and get some

shooting."

"And Rawdie? Is he thriving? And have you seen my aunt and Florella?

Are they quite settled at Waynflete?"

Guy answered appropriately, and presently took his letters, and went

away to study them.

He was still sitting in a quiet corner of the verandah, when Staunton,

who had remained to exchange news and plans with his sisters, came in

search of him.

"The girls are getting coffee," he said, "and then they are going to

stroll out and see the bridges. Will you come?"

"Better not. I walk so slowly. I'll come and meet you."

"Come now," said Cuthbert. "This trip isn't quite answering for you.

What is it? You must tell me just what you like."

"Well--new places and so many changing people worry me. _He_--it looks

uncommonly grim and grotesque in new combinations. It spoils the look

of the world. It's a little queer, you know, and tiring. I'm much

stronger, really; I can do what I've got to do. But I expect that's

about all. It's months since the real trouble touched me; but I think

there's something more to come--some day."

"Suppose we find some more out-of-the-way place, and stay there quietly.

What you really want is rest."

"No. I like this place, and everything is really going on well with us.

Godfrey shall get out of his hole yet. Oh no, I'm not beaten. We're

not going to the dogs ourselves, nor is Waynflete. And as for other

things--well--the world goes wrong with others."

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