CHAPTER V

THE ROSE OF FIRE

It was during the next nine days, counting from that Saturday early in

June the first Saturday in June, as I believe--that Llantrisant and all

the regions about became possessed either by an extraordinary set of

hallucinations or by a visitation of great marvels.

This is not the place to strike the balance between the two

possibilities. The evidence is, no doubt, readily available; the matter

is open to systematic investigation.

But this may be said: The ordinary man, in the ordinary passages of his

life, accepts in the main the evidence of his senses, and is entirely

right in doing so. He says that he sees a cow, that he sees a stone

wall, and that the cow and the stone wall are "there."

This is very well for all the practical purposes of life, but I believe

that the metaphysicians are by no means so easily satisfied as to the

reality of the stone wall and the cow. Perhaps they might allow that

both objects are "there" in the sense that one's reflection is in a

glass; there is an actuality, but is there a reality external to

oneself? In any event, it is solidly agreed that, supposing a real

existence, this much is certain--it is not in the least like our

conception of it. The ant and the microscope will quickly convince us

that we do not see things as they really are, even supposing that we see

them at all. If we could "see" the real cow she would appear utterly

incredible, as incredible as the things I am to relate.

Now, there is nothing that I know much more unconvincing than the

stories of the red light on the sea. Several sailors, men on small

coasting ships, who were working up or down the Channel on that Saturday

night, spoke of "seeing" the red light, and it must be said that there

is a very tolerable agreement in their tales. All make the time as

between midnight of the Saturday and one o'clock on the Sunday morning.

Two of those sailormen are precise as to the time of the apparition;

they fix it by elaborate calculations of their own as occurring at 12.20

a.m. And the story?

A red light, a burning spark seen far away in the darkness, taken at

the first moment of seeing for a signal, and probably an enemy signal.

Then it approached at a tremendous speed, and one man said he took it to

be the port light of some new kind of navy motor-boat which was

developing a rate hitherto unheard of, a hundred or a hundred and fifty

knots an hour. And then, in the third instant of the sight, it was clear

that this was no earthly speed. At first a red spark in the farthest

distance; then a rushing lamp; and then, as if in an incredible point of

time, it swelled into a vast rose of fire that filled all the sea and

all the sky and hid the stars and possessed the land. "I thought the end

of the world had come," one of the sailors said.

And then, an instant more, and it was gone from them, and four of them

say that there was a red spark on Chapel Head, where the old grey chapel

of St. Teilo stands, high above the water, in a cleft of the limestone

rocks.

And thus the sailors; and thus their tales are incredible; but they are

not incredible. I believe that men of the highest eminence in physical

science have testified to the occurrence of phenomena every whit as

marvellous, to things as absolutely opposed to all natural order, as we

conceive it; and it may be said that nobody minds them. "That sort of

thing has always been happening," as my friend remarked to me. But the

men, whether or no the fire had ever been without them, there was no

doubt that it was now within them, for it burned in their eyes. They

were purged as if they had passed through the Furnace of the Sages,

governed with Wisdom that the alchemists know. They spoke without much

difficulty of what they had seen, or had seemed to see, with their eyes,

but hardly at all of what their hearts had known when for a moment the

glory of the fiery rose had been about them.

For some weeks afterwards they were still, as it were, amazed; almost, I

would say, incredulous. If there had been nothing more than the splendid

and fiery appearance, showing and vanishing, I do believe that they

themselves would have discredited their own senses and denied the truth

of their own tales. And one does not dare to say whether they would not

have been right. Men like Sir William Crookes and Sir Oliver Lodge are

certainly to be heard with respect, and they bear witness to all manner

of apparent eversions of laws which we, or most of us, consider far

more deeply founded than the ancient hills. They may be justified; but

in our hearts we doubt. We cannot wholly believe in inner sincerity that

the solid table did rise, without mechanical reason or cause, into the

air, and so defy that which we name the "law of gravitation." I know

what may be said on the other side; I know that there is no true

question of "law" in the case; that the law of gravitation really means

just this: that I have never seen a table rising without mechanical aid,

or an apple, detached from the bough, soaring to the skies instead of

falling to the ground. The so-called law is just the sum of common

observation and nothing more; yet I say, in our hearts we do not believe

that the tables rise; much less do we believe in the rose of fire that

for a moment swallowed up the skies and seas and shores of the Welsh

coast last June.

And the men who saw it would have invented fairy tales to account for

it, I say again, if it had not been for that which was within them.

They said, all of them, and it was certain now that they spoke the

truth, that in the moment of the vision, every pain and ache and malady

in their bodies had passed away. One man had been vilely drunk on

venomous spirit, procured at "Jobson's Hole" down by the Cardiff Docks.

He was horribly ill; he had crawled up from his bunk for a little fresh

air; and in an instant his horrors and his deadly nausea had left him.

Another man was almost desperate with the raging hammering pain of an

abscess on a tooth; he says that when the red flame came near he felt as

if a dull, heavy blow had fallen on his jaw, and then the pain was quite

gone; he could scarcely believe that there had been any pain there.

And they all bear witness to an extraordinary exaltation of the senses.

It is indescribable, this; for they cannot describe it. They are amazed,

again; they do not in the least profess to know what happened; but there

is no more possibility of shaking their evidence than there is a

possibility of shaking the evidence of a man who says that water is wet

and fire hot.

"I felt a bit queer afterwards," said one of them, "and I steadied

myself by the mast, and I can't tell how I felt as I touched it. I

didn't know that touching a thing like a mast could be better than a

big drink when you're thirsty, or a soft pillow when you're sleepy."

I heard other instances of this state of things, as I must vaguely call

it, since I do not know what else to call it. But I suppose we can all

agree that to the man in average health, the average impact of the

external world on his senses is a matter of indifference. The average

impact; a harsh scream, the bursting of a motor tyre, any violent

assault on the aural nerves will annoy him, and he may say "damn." Then,

on the other hand, the man who is not "fit" will easily be annoyed and

irritated by someone pushing past him in a crowd, by the ringing of a

bell, by the sharp closing of a book.

But so far as I could judge from the talk of these sailors, the average

impact of the external world had become to them a fountain of pleasure.

Their nerves were on edge, but an edge to receive exquisite sensuous

impressions. The touch of the rough mast, for example; that was a joy

far greater than is the joy of fine silk to some luxurious skins; they

drank water and stared as if they had been _fins gourmets_ tasting an

amazing wine; the creak and whine of their ship on its slow way were as

exquisite as the rhythm and song of a Bach fugue to an amateur of music.

And then, within; these rough fellows have their quarrels and strifes

and variances and envyings like the rest of us; but that was all over

between them that had seen the rosy light; old enemies shook hands

heartily, and roared with laughter as they confessed one to another what

fools they had been.

"I can't exactly say how it has happened or what has happened at all,"

said one, "but if you have all the world and the glory of it, how can

you fight for fivepence?"

* * * * *

The church of Llantrisant is a typical example of a Welsh parish church,

before the evil and horrible period of "restoration."

This lower world is a palace of lies, and of all foolish lies there is

none more insane than a certain vague fable about the mediæval

freemasons, a fable which somehow imposed itself upon the cold intellect

of Hallam the historian. The story is, in brief, that throughout the

Gothic period, at any rate, the art and craft of church building were

executed by wandering guilds of "freemasons," possessed of various

secrets of building and adornment, which they employed wherever they

went. If this nonsense were true, the Gothic of Cologne would be as the

Gothic of Colne, and the Gothic of Arles like to the Gothic of Abingdon.

It is so grotesquely untrue that almost every county, let alone every

country, has its distinctive style in Gothic architecture. Arfon is in

the west of Wales; its churches have marks and features which

distinguish them from the churches in the east of Wales.

The Llantrisant church has that primitive division between nave and

chancel which only very foolish people decline to recognise as

equivalent to the Oriental iconostasis and as the origin of the Western

rood-screen. A solid wall divided the church into two portions; in the

centre was a narrow opening with a rounded arch, through which those who

sat towards the middle of the church could see the small, red-carpeted

altar and the three roughly shaped lancet windows above it.

The "reading pew" was on the outer side of this wall of partition, and

here the rector did his service, the choir being grouped in seats about

him. On the inner side were the pews of certain privileged houses of

the town and district.

On the Sunday morning the people were all in their accustomed places,

not without a certain exultation in their eyes, not without a certain

expectation of they knew not what. The bells stopped ringing, the

rector, in his old-fashioned, ample surplice, entered the reading-desk,

and gave out the hymn: "My God, and is Thy Table spread."

And, as the singing began, all the people who were in the pews within

the wall came out of them and streamed through the archway into the

nave. They took what places they could find up and down the church, and

the rest of the congregation looked at them in amazement.

Nobody knew what had happened. Those whose seats were next to the aisle

tried to peer into the chancel, to see what had happened or what was

going on there. But somehow the light flamed so brightly from the

windows above the altar, those being the only windows in the chancel,

one small lancet in the south wall excepted, that no one could see

anything at all.

"It was as if a veil of gold adorned with jewels was hanging there," one

man said; and indeed there are a few odds and scraps of old painted

glass left in the eastern lancets.

But there were few in the church who did not hear now and again voices

speaking beyond the veil.

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