I save no answer. What could I have given?

Dame Joan de Vaux saith, "Dame, the King is there, and God will be with

the King. We may well be ensured that no wrong shall be done to them

that have done no wrong. This is not the contekes [quarrel] of a rabble

rout; it is the justice of the Crown upon his enemies."

"His enemies?--whose? Mine enemies are dead and gone. All of them--

all! I left not one. Who be these? who be they, I say? Cicely, answer

me!"

Afore I could speak word, I was called by another voice. I was fain

enough of the reprieve. Leaving Dame Joan with the Queen, I ran forth

into the Queen's closet, where stood the King.

What change had come over him in those few hours! No longer a bashful

lad that was nearhand afraid to speak for himself ere he were bidden.

This was a young man [he was now close on eighteen years of age] that

stood afore me, a youthful warrior, a budding Achilles, that would stand

to no man's bidding, but would do his will. King of England was this

man. I louted low before my master.

He spake in a voice wherein was both cold constrainedness, and

bitterness, and stern determination--yet under them all something else--

I think it was the sorely bruised yet living soul of that deep

unutterable tenderness which had been ever his for the mother of his

love, but could be the same never more. Man is oft cold and bitter and

stern, when an hour before he hath dug a grave in his own heart, and

hath therein laid all his hopes and his affections. And they that look

on from afar behold the sheet of ice, but they see not the grave beneath

it. They only see him cold and silent: and they reckon he cares for

nought, and feels nothing.

"Dame Cicely, you have been with the Queen?"

"Sir, I have so."

"Take heed she hath all things at her pleasure, of such as lie in your

power. Let my physician be sent for if need arise, as well as her own;

and if she would see any holy father, let him be fetched incontinent

[immediately]. See to it, I charge you, that she be served with all

honour and reverence, as you would have our favour."

He turned as if to depart. Then all suddenly the ice went out of his

voice, and the tears came in.

"How hath she taken it?" saith he.

"Sir," said I, "full hardly as yet, and is sore troubled touching my

Lord of March, fearing some ill shall be done him. Moreover, my Lady

biddeth me tell her who these be. Is it your pleasure that I answer the

same?"

"Ay, answer her," saith he sorrowfully, "for it shall do no mischief

now. As for my Lord of March, no worser fate awaits him than he hath

given better men."

He strade forth after that kingly fashion which was so new in him, and

yet sat so seemly upon him, and I went back to the Queen's chamber.

"Cicely, is that my son?" she cried.

"In good sooth, Dame," said I.

"What said he to thee?"

I told her the King had bidden me answer all her desire; that if she

required physician she should be tended of his chirurgeon beside her

own, and she should speak with any priest she would. I had thought it

should apay [gratify] her to know the same; but my words had the

contrariwise effect, for she looked more frightened than afore.

"Nought more said he?"

"Dame," said I, "the Lord King bade me to serve you with all honour and

reverence. And he said, for my Lord of March--"

"Fare forth!" [go on] she cried, though I scarce knew that I paused.

"He answered, that no worser should befall him than he had caused to

better men than he."

"Mary, Mother!"

I thought I had scarce ever heard wofuller wail than she made then. She

sank down in the bed, clutching the coverlet with her hands, and casting

it over her, as she buried her face in the pillows. I went nigh, and

drew the coverlet full setely [properly, neatly] over her.

"Let be!" she saith in a smothered voice. "It is all over. Life must

fare forth, and life is of no more worth. My bird is flown from the

cage, and none can win him back. Is there so much as one of the saints

will speak for me? As I have wrought, so hast Thou paid me, God!"

Not an other word spake she all the livelong day. Never day seemed

longer than that weary eve of Saint Ursula [October 20th]. That morrow

were taken in the town the two sons of my Lord of March, Sir Edmund and

Sir Geoffrey, beside divers of his friends--Sir Oliver Byngham, Sir

Simon de Bereford, and Sir John Deveroil the chief. All were sent that

same day under guard to London, with the Mortimer himself.

No voice compassionated him. Nay, "my Lord of March" was no more, but

in every man's mouth "the Mortimer" as of old time. Some that had

seemed his greatest losengers [flatterers] now spake of him with the

most disdain, while they that, while they allowed him not [did not

approve of him], had yet never abused ne reviled him, were the least

wrathful against him. I heard that when he was told of all, my Lord of

Lancaster flung up his cap for joy.

Some things afterward said were not true. It was false slander to say,

as did some, that the Mortimer was taken in the Queen's own chamber. He

was arrest in the Bishop of Lincoln's chamber (which had his lodging

next the Queen), and in conference with the said Bishop. They took not

that priest of Baal; I had shed no tears had they so done. Sir Hugh de

Turpington and Sir John Monmouth, creatures of the Mortimer, were slain;

Sir John Neville, on the other side, was wounded.

Fourteen charges were set forth against the Mortimer. The murder of

King Edward was one; the death of my Lord of Kent an other. One thing

was not set down, but every man knew how to read betwixt the lines, when

the indictment writ that other articles there were against him, which in

respect of the King's honour were not to be drawn up in writing. Wala

wa! there was honour concerned therein beside his own: but he was very

tender of her. His way was hard to walk and beset with snares, and he

walked it with cleaner feet than most men should. Never heard I from

his lips word unreverent toward her; and if other lips spake the same to

his knowing, they forthank [regretted] it.

That same day the King departed from Nottingham for Leicester, on his

way to London. He left behind him the Lord Wake de Lydel, in whose

charge he placed Queen Isabel, commanding that she should be taken to

Berkhamsted Castle as soon as might be. I know not certainly if he

spake with her afore he set forth, but I think rather nay than yea.

October was not out when we reached Berkhamsted. The Queen's first

anguish was over, and she scarce spake; but I could see she hearkened

well if aught was said in her hearing.

The King sent command to seize all lands and goods of the Mortimer into

his hands; but the Lady of March he bade to be treated with all respect

and kindliness, and that never a jewel nor a thread of her having should

be taken. Indeed, I heard never man nor woman speak of her but tenderly

and pitifully. She was good woman, and had borne more than many. For

the Lady Margaret her mother-in-law, so much will I not say; for she was

a firebrand that (as saith Solomon) scattered arrows and death: but the

Lady Joan was full gent and reverend, and demerited better husband than

the Fates gave her. Nay, that may I not say, sith no such thing is as

Fate, but only God, that knoweth to bring good out of evil, and hath

comforted the Lady Joan in Paradise these four years gone.

But scarce three weeks we tarried at Berkhamsted, and then the Lord Wake

bore to the Queen tidings that it was the King's pleasure she should

remove to Windsor. My time of duty was then run out all but a two-three

days; and the Queen my mistress was pleased to say I might serve me of

those for mine own ease, so that I should go home in the stead of

journeying with her to Windsor. At that time my little maid Vivien was

not in o'er good health, and it paid me well to be with her. So from

this point mine own remembrances have an end, and I serve me, for the

rest, of the memory of Dame Joan de Vaux, mine old and dear-worthy

friend, and of them that abode with Queen Isabel till she died. For

when her household was 'minished and again stablished on a new footing,

it liked the King of his grace to give leave to such as should desire

the same to depart to their own homes, and such as would were at liberty

to remain--one except, to wit, Dame Isabel de Lapyoun, to whom he gave

conge with no choice. I was of them that chose to depart. Forsooth, I

had seen enough and to spare of Court life (the which I never did much

love), and I desired no better than to spend the rest of my life at

home, with my Jack and my little maids, and my dear mother, so long as

God should grant me.

My brother Robert (of whom, if I spake not much, it was from no lack of

loving-kindness), on the contrary part, chose to remain. He hath ever

loved a busy life.

I found my Vivien full sick, and a weariful and ugsome time had I with

her ere she recovered of her malady. Soothly, I discovered that

diachylum emplasture was tenpence the pound, and tamarinds fivepence;

and grew well weary of ringing the changes upon rosin and frankincense,

litharge and turpentine, oil of violets and flowers of beans, _Gratia

Dei_, camomile, and mallows. At long last, I thank God, she amended;

but it were a while ere mine ears were open to public matter, and not

full filled of the moaning of my poor little maid. So now, to have back

to my story, as the end thereof was told me by Dame Joan de Vaux.

Queen Isabel came to Windsor about Saint Edmund the King [November

20th]; and nine days thereafter, on the eve of Saint Andrew [November

29th], was the Mortimer hanged at Tyburn. He was cast [sentenced] as

commoner, not as noble, and was dragged at horse's tail for a league

outside the city of London to the Elms. But the penalties that commonly

came after were not exacted, seeing his body was not quartered, nor his

head set up on bridge ne gate. His body was sent to the Friars Minors'

Church at Coventry, whence one year thereafter, it was at the King's

command delivered to the Lady Joan his widow and Sir Edmund his son,

that they might bury him in the Abbey of Wigmore with his fathers. His

mother, the Lady Margaret, overlived him but four years; but the Lady

Joan his wife died four years gone, the very day and month that he was

taken prisoner, to wit, the nineteenth day of October, 1356, nigh two

years afore Queen Isabel.

The eve of Saint Andrew, as I writ, was the Mortimer hanged, without

defence by him made (he had allowed none to Sir Hugh Le Despenser and my

Lord of Kent): and four days hung his body in irons on the gibbet, as

Sir Hugh's the father had done. Verily, as he had done, so did God apay

him, which is just Judge over all the earth.

And the very next day, Saint Andrew, came His dread judgment upon one

other--upon her that had wrought evil and not good, and that had

betrayed her own lord to his cruel death. All suddenly, without one

instant's warning, came the bolt out of Heaven upon Isabel of France.

While the body of the Mortimer hung upon the gibbet at the Elms of

Tyburn, God stripped that sinful woman of the light of reason which she

had used so ill, and she fell into a full awesome frenzy, so dread that

she was fain to be strapped down, and her cries and shrieks were

nearhand enough to drive all wood that heard her. While the body hung

there lasted this fearsome frenzy. But the hour it was taken down, came

change over her. She sank that same hour into the piteous thing she was

for long afterward, right as a little child, well apaid with toys and

shows, a few glass beads serving her as well as costly jewels, and a

yard of tinsel or fringe bright coloured a precious treasure. The King

was sore troubled; but what could he do? At the first the physicians

counselled that she should change the air often; and first to Odiham

Castle was she taken, and thence to Hertford, and after to Rising. But

nothing was to make difference to her any more for many a year,--only

that by now and then, for a two-three hours, she hath come to her wit,

and then is she full gent and sad, desiring ever the grace of our Lord

for her ill deeds, and divers times saying that as she hath done, so

hath God requited her. I have heard say that as time passed on, these

times of coming to her wit were something oftener and tarried longer,

until at last, a year afore she died, she came to her full wit, and so

abode to the end.

The King, that dealt full well with her, and had as much care of her

honour as of his own (and it was whispered that our holy Father the Pope

writ unto him that he should so do), did at the first appoint her to

keep her estate in two of her own castles, to wit, Hertford and Rising:

and set forth a new household for her, appointing Sir John de Molynes

her Seneschal, and Dame Joan de Vaux her chief dame in waiting. Seldom

hath she come to Town, but when there, she tarried in the Palace of my

Lord of Winchester at Southwark, on the river side, and was once in

presence when the King delivered the great Seal to Sir Robert Parving.

Then she was in her wit for a short time. But commonly, at the King's

command, she hath tarried in those two her castles,--to wit, Hertford

and Rising--passing from one to the other according to the counsel of

her physicians. The King hath many times visited her (though never the

Queen, which he ever left at Norwich when he journeyed to Rising), and

so, at times, have divers of his children. Ten years afore her death,

the King's adversary of France, Philippe de Valois, that now calleth him

King thereof, moved the King that Queen Isabel should come to Eu to

treat with his wife concerning peace: and so careful is the King, and

hath ever been, of his mother's honour, that he would not answer him

with the true reason contrary thereto, but treated with him on that

footing, and only at the last moment made excuse to appoint other

envoys. Poor soul! she had no wit thereto. I never saw her after I

left her service saving once, which was when she was at Shene, on

Cantate Sunday [April 29th], an eleven years ere her death, at supper in

the even, where were also the King, the Queen of Scots [her younger

daughter], and the Earl of March [grandson of the first Earl]; and

soothly, for all the ill she wrought, mine heart was woe for the caged

tigress with the beautiful eyes, that was wont to roam the forest wilds

at her pleasure, and now could only pace to and fro, up and down her

cage, and toy with the straws upon the floor thereof. It was pitiful to

see her essaying, like a babe, as she sat at the board, to cause a wafer

to stand on end, and when she had so done, to clap her hands and laugh

with childish glee, and call her son and daughter to look. Very gent

was the King unto her, that looked at her bidding, and lauded her skill

and patience, as he should have done to his own little maid that was but

three years old. Ah me, it was piteous sight! the grand, queenly

creature that had fallen so low! Verily, as she had done, so God

requited her.

She died at Hertford Castle, two days afore Saint Bartholomew next

thereafter [August 22nd, 1358. See Note in Appendix]. I heard that in

her last hours, her wit being returned to her as good as ever it had

been, she had her shriven clean, and spake full meek [humble] and

excellent words of penitence for all her sins, and desired to be buried

in the Church of the Friars Minors in London town, and the heart of her

dead lord to be laid upon her breast. They have met now in the presence

above, and he would forgive her there. _Lalme de qui Dieux eit mercie_!

Amen.

Here have ending the Annals of Cicely.

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Note 1. The chroniclers (and after them the follow-my-leader school of

modern historians) are unanimous in their assertion that the Black

Prince was born on June 15th. If this be so, it is, to say the least, a

little singular that the expenses of the Queen's churching were defrayed

on the 24th and 28th of April previous (Issue Roll, Easter, 4 Edward the

Third). On the 3rd, 5th, and 13th of April, the King dates his mandates

from Woodstock; on the 24th of March he was at Reading. This looks very

much as if the Prince's birth had taken place about the beginning of

April. The 8th of that month was Easter Day.

Note 2. Modern writers make no difference between a Colloquy and a

Parliament. The Rolls always distinguish them, treating; the Colloquy

as a lesser and more informal gathering.

Note 3. Second son of the elder Sir William de Montacute and Elizabeth

de Montfort. He appears as a boy in the first chapter of the companion

volume, _In All Time of our Tribulation_.

Note 4. Discretion, wisdom.

Note 5. The pavon was a slow, stately dance, but it also included high

leaps.

Note 6. Occasion, opportunity. Needles, at this time, were great

treasures; a woman who possessed three or four thought herself wealthy

indeed.

Note 7. Striking clocks were not invented until about 1368.

Note 8. Had the Queen spoken in English, she would certainly have said

_sweet_, not _gentle_, which last is an incorrect translation of

_gentil_. This latter speech, though better known, is scarcely so well

authenticated as the previous one.

Note 9. Royal etiquette prescribed a scratch on the door, like that of

a pet animal; the knock was too rough and plebeian an appeal for

admission.

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