Frau Ehrenberg answered: "Oskar's bound to be home soon."

Ehrenberg turned to Nürnberger. "You will doubtless be glad to know

that my son Oskar is an Anti-Semite as well."

Frau Ehrenberg sighed gently. "It's a fixed idea of his," she said to

Nürnberger. "He sees Anti-Semites everywhere, even in his own family."

"That is the latest Jewish national disease," said Nürnberger. "I

myself have only succeeded up to the present in making the acquaintance

of one genuine Anti-Semite. I'm afraid I am bound to admit, dear Herr

Ehrenberg, that it was a well-known Zionist leader."

Ehrenberg could only make an eloquent gesture.

Demeter Stanzides and Willy Eissler came in and immediately spread

an atmosphere of vivid brilliancy around them. Demeter wore his

uniform lightly and magnificently, as though it were a fancy costume

rather than a military dress; Willy stood there in a dinner jacket

looking tall and pale and as if he had been keeping late hours, and

then immediately gathered up the reins of the conversation, while

his pleasantly hoarse voice rasped through the air with amiable

imperiousness.

He gave an account of the preparations for an aristocratic theatrical

performance in which he was adviser, producer and actor, just as he had

been last year, and described a meeting of the young lords, where, if

his account was to be believed, every one had behaved as though they

were in a lunatic asylum, and then went on to treat them to a humorous

dialogue between two countesses whose mannerisms he managed to take off

in a most delightful way. Ehrenberg was always very amused by Willy

Eissler. The vague feeling that this Hungarian Jew managed somehow

or other to outwit and make a fool of that whole feudal set, whom

personally he hated so much, filled him with respect for the young man.

Else sat at the little table in the corner with Demeter and made him

tell her about the _Isle of Wight_. "You were there with your friend?"

she inquired, "weren't you, Prince Karl Friedrich?"

"My friend the Prince?... that's not quite right, Fräulein Else. The

Prince has no friends, nor have I. We're neither of us the type to have

friends."

"He must be an interesting man according to all one hears."

"Interesting--I don't know about that. At any rate he's thought over a

lot of things which people in his position are not usually accustomed

to bother their heads about very much. Perhaps he'd have managed to do

all kinds of things too, if he'd been left to himself. Well, who knows,

it was perhaps better for him that they kept a tight hold on him, for

him and for the country too in the long run. One man alone can do

nothing--never in this life. That's why it's best to let matters slide

and get out of things, as he did."

Else looked at him somewhat coldly. "You're so philosophical to-day,

what is it? It seems to me that Willy Eissler has spoilt you."

"Willy spoilt me?"

"Yes, you know you shouldn't associate with such clever people."

"Why not?"

"You should simply be young, shine, live, and then when there's nothing

more to do, do whatever you like ... but without bothering about

yourself and the world."

"You should have told me that before, Fräulein Else; once a man's

started getting clever...."

Else shook her head. "But perhaps in your case it might have been

avoided," she said quite seriously. And then they both had to laugh.

The chandelier was lighted up. George Wergenthin and Heinrich Bermann

had come in. Invited by a smile George sat down by Else's side.

"I knew that you would come," she said disingenuously but warmly as

she pressed his hand; she was more glad than she thought she would have

been that he should sit opposite to her after so long an interval, that

she could see again his proud gracious face and hear again his somewhat

gentle yet warm voice.

Frau Wyner appeared, a little woman with a high colour, jolly and

awkward. Her daughter Sissy was with her. The groups got broken up in

the "general post" of mutual greetings.

"Well, have you composed that song for me yet?" Sissy asked George with

laughing eyes and laughing lips, as she played with one of her gloves

and moved about like a snake in her dark-green shimmering dress.

"A song?" asked George. He really didn't remember.

"Or waltz or something. But you promised me to dedicate something

to me." While she spoke her looks were wandering round. They glowed

into the eyes of Willy, passed caressingly by Demeter and addressed

a sphinx-like question to Heinrich Bermann. It seemed as though

will-o'-the-wisps were dancing through the drawing-room.

Frau Wyner suddenly came up to her daughter. She flushed deeply. "Sissy

is really so silly.... What are you thinking of, Sissy? Baron George

has had more important things to do this year than to compose things

for you."

"Oh not at all," said George politely.

"You buried your father, that's no trifle."

George looked straight in front of him.

But Frau Wyner went on speaking quite unperturbed. "And your father

wasn't old, was he? And such a handsome man.... Is it true that he was

a chemist?"

"No," answered George calmly. "He was President of the Botanical

Society." Heinrich with one arm on the shut piano-top was speaking to

Else.

"So you've been in Germany?" she asked.

"Yes," replied Heinrich. "I've been back a fairly long time, four or

five weeks."

"And when are you going back again?"

"I don't know, perhaps never."

"Come, you don't believe that yourself--what are you working at?" she

added quickly.

"All kinds of things," he answered. "I'm going through a rather

restless time. I sketch out a lot but I finish nothing. I'm very rarely

keen on completing things, obviously I lose all my interest in things

too quickly."

"And people too," added Else.

"Possibly. Only unhappily one's emotions remain attached to people

after one's reason has long ago decided to have nothing more to do

with them. A poet--if you will allow me to use the expression--must

go away from every one who no longer presents any riddle to him ...

particularly from any one whom he loves."

"They say," suggested Else, "that it is just those whom we know least

that we love."

"That's what Nürnberger makes out, but it's not quite right. If it

were really so, my dear Else, then life would probably be much more

beautiful than it is. No, we know those whom we love much better

than we do other people--but we know them with a feeling of shame,

bitterness and with the fear that others may know them as well as

we do. Love means this--being afraid that the faults which we have

discovered in the person we love may be revealed to others. Love means

this--being able to look into the future and curse this very gift....

Love means this--knowing some one so that it smashes one."

Else leant on the piano in her childish lady-like way and listened to

him curiously. How much she liked him in moments like this! She would

have liked to have stroked his hair again consolingly, as she had done

before on the lake when he had been torn by his love for that other

woman, but when he suddenly retired into his shell, coldly and drily,

and looked as though all his fire had been extinguished she felt that

she could never live with him, and she would be bound to run away

after a few weeks ... with a Spanish officer or a violin _virtuoso_.

"It is a good thing," she said somewhat condescendingly, "that you see

something of George Wergenthin. He'll have a sound influence on you. He

is quieter than you are. I don't think that he is so gifted as you are,

and I am sure that he is not so clever."

"What do you know about his gifts?" interrupted Heinrich almost rudely.

George came up and asked Else if they couldn't have the pleasure

to-night of hearing one of her songs. She didn't want to. Besides

she was principally studying opera parts nowadays. That interested

her more. As a matter of fact she was far from having a lyrical

temperament. George asked her jokingly if she didn't have perhaps the

secret intention of going on the stage?

"With my little bit of a voice!" said Else.

Nürnberger was standing near them. "That wouldn't be an obstacle,"

he observed. "Why, I feel quite positive that a modern critic would

soon turn up who would boom you as an important singer for the very

reason that you have no voice, but who would discover some other

gift in you by way of compensation, as, for instance, your gift for

characterisation, just as we have to-day certain painters who have

no sense of colour but only intellect; and celebrated authors who

never have the vaguest ideas but who succeed in discovering the most

unsuitable epithets for every noun they use."

Else noticed that Nürnberger's manner of speaking got on George's

nerves. She turned to him. "I should like to show you something," she

said, and took a few steps towards the music-case.

George followed her.

"Here is a collection of old Italian folksongs. I should like you to

show me the best. I myself don't know enough about it."

"I can't understand," said George gently, "how you can stand any one

like that man Nürnberger near you. He spreads around him an absolute

atmosphere of distrust and malice."

"As I've often told you, George, you're no judge of character. After

all, what do you know about him? He's different from what you think he

is; just ask your friend Heinrich Bermann."

"Oh, I know well enough that he raves about him, too," replied George.

"You're speaking about Nürnberger?" asked Frau Ehrenberg, who had just

joined them.

"George can't stand him," said Else in her casual way.

"Well, you're doing him a great injustice, if that's the case. Have you

ever read anything of his?"

George shook his head.

"Not even his novel which made so great a sensation fifteen or sixteen

years ago? That is really a shame. We've just lent it to Hofrat Wilt.

I tell you he was quite flabbergasted at the way in which the whole of

present-day Austria is anticipated in that book, written all that time

ago."

"Really, is that so?" said George, without conviction.

"You have no idea," continued Frau Ehrenberg, "of the applause with

which Nürnberger was then hailed; one could go so far as to say that

all doors sprang open before him."

"Perhaps he found that enough," observed Else, with an air of

meditative wisdom.

Heinrich was standing by the piano engaged in conversation with

Nürnberger, and was making an effort, as he frequently did, to persuade

him to undertake a new work or to bring out an edition of previous

writings.

Nürnberger would not agree. He was filled with positive horror at

the thought of seeing his name a prey to publicity again, of plunging

again into a literary vortex which seemed to him as repulsive as it was

fatuous. He had no desire to enter the competition. What was the point?

Intriguing cliques that no longer made any attempt at concealment were

at work everywhere. Did there remain a single man of sound talent and

honest aspirations who did not have to face every minute the prospect

of being dragged down into the dirt? Was there a blockhead in the

country who could not boast of having been hailed as a genius in some

rag or other? Had celebrity in these days anything at all to do with

honour, and was being ignored and forgotten worth even a single shrug

of regret? And who could know after all what verdicts would pass as the

correct ones in the future? Were not the fools really the geniuses and

the geniuses really the fools? It would be ridiculous to allow himself

to be tempted to stake his peace of mind and even his self-respect on

a game where even the greatest possible win held out no promise of any

satisfaction.

"None at all?" queried Heinrich. "I'll grant you as much as you like

about fame, wealth, world-wide influence--but for a man, simply because

all these things are of dubious advantage, to relinquish something so

absolutely indubitable as the moments of inner consciousness of one's

own power----"

"Inner consciousness of power? Why don't you say straight away the

happiness of creating?"

"It does exist, Nürnberger."

"It may be so; why, I even think I remember that I felt something

like that myself now and then, a very long time ago ... only, as you

no doubt know, as the years went by I completely lost the faculty of

deceiving myself."

"Perhaps you only think so," replied Heinrich. "Who knows if it is not

that very faculty of self-deception which you have developed more

strongly than any other as the years went by?"

Nürnberger laughed. "Do you know how I feel when I hear you talk like

that? just like a fencing-master feels who gets a thrust in the heart

from one of his own pupils."

"And not even one of his best," said Heinrich.

Herr Ehrenberg suddenly appeared in the doorway, to the astonishment of

his wife, who had presumed that he would be by now on his way to the

station. He led a young lady by the hand. She was dressed simply in

black, and had her hair done extraordinarily high after a fashion that

was now out of date. Her lips were full and red, the eyes in the pale

vivid face had a clear hard gaze.

"Come along," said Ehrenberg with some malice in his small eyes, and

led the visitor straight up to Else, who was chatting with Stanzides.

"I've brought a visitor for you."

Else held out her hand. "But this is nice." She introduced them--"Herr

Demeter Stanzides--Fräulein Therese Golowski."

Therese bowed slightly and let her gaze rest on him for a while with a

little embarrassment as though she were scrutinising a beautiful beast,

then she turned to Else: "If I had known that you had such a lot of

visitors."

"Do you know what she looks like?" said Stanzides softly to George.

"Like a Russian student, don't you think?"

George nodded. "That's about it. I know her. She is a school-friend

of Fräulein Else's, and now she's playing a leading part among

the Socialists. Just think of it! she's just been in prison for

_lèse-majesté_, I believe."

"Yes, I think I've read something about it," replied Demeter. "One

should really get to know a person of that type more intimately. She's

pretty. Her face might be made of ivory."

"And her features show a lot of energy," added George. "Her brother

too is an extraordinary fellow, a pianist and a mathematician, and the

father's supposed to be a ruined Jewish skin-dealer."

"It's really a strange race," observed Demeter.

In the meanwhile Frau Ehrenberg had come up to Therese. She considered

it correct not to show any surprise. "Sit down, Therese," she said.

"And how have you been getting on all this time? Since you've devoted

yourself to political life you don't bother about your old friends any

more."

"Yes, I'm afraid my work gives me very little time to pay private

visits," replied Therese, thrusting out her chin, in a way that made

her face look masculine and almost ugly.

Frau Ehrenberg vacillated as to whether she should or should not make

any reference to the term of imprisonment which Therese had just

served. It was certainly to be borne in mind there was scarcely another

house in Vienna where ladies who had been locked up a short time ago,

were allowed to call.

"And how is your brother?" asked Else.

"He's doing his service this year," answered Therese. "You can imagine

pretty well how he's getting on." And she looked ironically at

Demeter's hussar uniform.

"I suppose he doesn't get much opportunity there for playing the

piano," said Frau Ehrenberg.

"Oh, he's given up all thoughts of being a pianist," replied Therese.

"He's all for politics now." And turning with a smile to Demeter she

added: "Of course you won't give him away, Herr Oberlieutenant?"

Stanzides laughed somewhat awkwardly.

"What do you mean by politics?" asked Herr Ehrenberg. "Does he want to

get into the Cabinet?"

"Not in Austria at any rate," replied Therese. "He is a Zionist, you

know."

"What?" exclaimed Ehrenberg, and his visage beamed.

"That's certainly a subject on which we don't quite agree," added

Therese.

"My dear Therese ..." began Ehrenberg.

"You'll miss your train, my dear," interrupted his wife.

"I'm not going to miss my train, and anyway, another one goes

to-morrow. My dear Therese, this is the only thing I want to say--each

person should find happiness in his own way. But in this case your

brother and not you is the cleverer of you two. Excuse me, I'm perhaps

a layman in politics, but I assure you, Therese, exactly the same thing

will happen to you Jewish Social Democrats as happened to the Jewish

Liberals and German Nationalists."

"How do you mean?" asked Therese haughtily. "In what way will the same

thing happen to us?"

"In what way...? I'll tell you soon enough. Who created the Liberal

movement in Austria?... the Jews. By whom have the Jews been betrayed

and deserted? By the Liberals. Who created the National-German

movement in Austria? the Jews. By whom were the Jews left in the

lurch?... what--left in the lurch!... Spat upon like dogs!... By the

National-Germans, and precisely the same thing will happen in the case

of Socialism and Communism. As soon as you've drawn the chestnuts out

of the fire they'll start driving you away from the table. It always

has been so and always will be so."

"We will wait and see," Therese replied quietly.

George and Demeter looked at each other like two friends marooned

together on a desert island.

Oskar, who had come in during the middle of his father's speech,

compressed his lips and was very embarrassed. But they all felt a kind

of deliverance when Ehrenberg suddenly looked at his watch and took his

leave.

"We certainly shan't agree to-day," he said to Therese.

Therese smiled. "Scarcely. Hope you will enjoy your journey and I want

once more to ... to thank you in the name of...."

"Hush!" said Ehrenberg and vanished.

"What are you thanking papa for?" said Else.

"For a gift of money for which I came to ask him in the most shameless

manner. Apart from him there is not a single rich man in the circle of

my acquaintances. I am not in a position to speak of the purpose for

which it is wanted."

Frau Ehrenberg came up to Bermann and Nürnberger, who were continuing

their conversation over the top of the piano, and said softly: "Of

course you know that she"--then she looked at Therese--"has just been

released from prison."

"I read about it," said Heinrich.

Nürnberger half shut his eyes and cast a glance at the group in the

corner where the three girls were talking to Stanzides and Willy

Eissler and shook his head.

"What cynicism are you suppressing?" said Frau Ehrenberg.

"I was just thinking how easily it might have come about for Fräulein

Else to have languished two months in prison and for Fräulein Therese

to have held receptions in a stylish drawing-room as daughter of the

house."

"Easily come about?"

"Herr Ehrenberg has had good luck, Herr Golowski bad luck.... Perhaps

that is the only difference."

"Look here, now, Nürnberger," said Heinrich, "you're not going to deny

that such a thing as individuality exists in the world.... Else and

Therese are rather different characters you know."

"I think so too," observed Frau Ehrenberg.

Nürnberger shrugged his shoulders. "They are both young girls, quite

gifted, quite pretty ... everything else is more or less of an

accidental appanage, just as it is with most young women--most people,

in fact."

Heinrich shook his head energetically. "No, no," he said, "life is

really not as simple as all that."

"That doesn't make it simpler, my dear Heinrich."

Frau Ehrenberg turned her eyes towards the door and beamed.

Felician had just come in. With all the sureness of a sleep-walker he

walked up to the hostess and kissed her hand. "I have just had the

pleasure of meeting Herr Ehrenberg on the steps; he told me he was

going off to Corfu. It must be awfully beautiful out there."

"You know Corfu?"

"Yes, a memory of my childhood." He greeted Nürnberger and Bermann, and

they all talked about the South for which Bermann longed and in which

Nürnberger did not believe.

George gave his brother a hand-shake which meant a salutation and a

goodbye at the same time. As he unobtrusively disappeared through the

open door of the dining-room he looked round again, noticed Marianne

sitting in the furthest corner of the drawing-room and looking at

him ironically through her lorgnette. This woman had always had the

mysterious gift of suddenly being present without one realising where

she came from. And then a veiled lady came up to him on the steps.

"Don't be in such a hurry, you can surely wait another moment," she

said. "One really shouldn't spoil women so.... I wonder if you'd be

in such a hurry, you know, if you were going to keep an appointment

with me...? But you prefer to be non-committal. Probably because

you're afraid that my husband will shoot you when he comes back from

Stockholm. I mean he's probably got as far as Copenhagen to-day. But

he places absolute confidence in me. And he's quite right too. For I'm

able to swear to you that no one has managed to get any further than a

kiss on my hand.... No, to tell the full truth, on my neck, here. Of

course, you believe, too, that I have had an affair with Stanzides?

No, he wouldn't be at all in my line! I positively loathe handsome men.

I couldn't find anything in your brother Felician either...."

One could form no idea when the veiled lady would leave off speaking,

for it was Frau Oberberger. Similar conduct in other women would

have betokened a specific overture, but that was not so in her case.

In spite of the dubious impression created by her whole manner the

world had never been able to fix her so far with a single lover. She

lived in a strange, but apparently happy, childless marriage. Her

brilliant handsome husband, a geologist by profession, had undertaken

scientific expeditions in days gone by, when, so Hofrat Wilt used to

assert, he had set more store by the good travelling and facilities and

unimpeachable cooking of the districts in question than on their being

actually unexplored. But for some years past he had given up travelling

in favour of lecturing and ladykilling. When he was at home he lived

with his wife in the best _camaraderie_. George had frequently, though

never seriously, considered the possibility of a liaison with Frau

Oberberger. He was even one of those who had kissed her neck, a fact

which she probably did not remember herself. And as she threw back

her veil now George again surrendered himself with pleasure to the

fascination of this face, which though no longer in its first flush

of youth was yet both charming and animated. He wanted to take up the

conversation, but she went on speaking. "Do you know you're very pale?

a nice life you must be leading. What kind of a woman is it who is

responsible for taking you away from me this time?"

Hofrat Wilt, with his usual silent step, suddenly stood by them. With

a casual air of gallantry and superiority he threw them a "Good-day,

beauteous lady, Hullo, Baron," and started to go on.

But Frau Oberberger thought it fitting to inform him first that Baron

George was just going to one of his usual orgies--she then followed

Hofrat up to the second story at the risk, as she remarked, of his

being taken for her ninety-fifth lover if he presented himself at

Ehrenberg's at the same time as she did.

It was seven o'clock before George could settle himself in a fly

and drive to Mariahilf. He felt quite exhausted by the two hours at

Ehrenberg's and he was even more than usually glad at the meeting

with Anna which was before him. Since that morning at the miniature

exhibition they had seen each other nearly every day; in parks,

picture-galleries, at her house. They usually talked about the little

incidents of their life or gossiped about books or music. They did not

often talk of the past, but when they did it was without doubts or

misgivings. For so far as Anna was concerned the adventures from which

George had just come were far from being surrounded with the uncanny

atmosphere of mystery; while George gathered from her own jesting

allusions that she herself had already experienced more than one

infatuation, though that did not cause him to lose the serenity of his

good spirits or even to ask her any further questions.

He had kissed her for the first time eight days ago, in an empty room

in the Liechtentein Gallery, and from that moment Anna had employed the

familiar 'du,' as though a less intimate appellation would have rung

somewhat false. The fly stopped at a street corner. George got out, lit

a cigarette and walked up and down opposite the house out of which Anna

was due to come.

After a few minutes she came out of the door, he rushed across the

street to meet her and kissed her hand ecstatically. Following her

habit, for she was in the habit of reading on her journeys, she carried

a book with her in a pressed leather cover.

"It is quite cool, Anna," said George, took the book out of her hand

and helped her into the jacket which she had been carrying over her arm.

"I was a little bit late you see," she said, "and I was very impatient

to see you. Yes," she added with a smile, "one's temperament will break

out now and again. What do you think of my new dress?" she added as

they walked on.

"It suits you very well."

"They thought at my lesson that I looked like a lady-in-waiting."

"Who thought so?"

"Frau Bittner herself and her two daughters whom I am teaching."

"I should rather say, like an Arch-Duchess."

Anna nodded with satisfaction.

"And now tell me, Anna, all that's happened to you since yesterday."

She began quite seriously: "Twelve o'clock, after I left you at the

door of our house, dinner in the family circle. Rested a little in

the afternoon, and thought about you. Pupils from four to six-thirty,

then read 'Grüner Heinrich,' and the evening paper. Too lazy to go out

again, messed about at home. Supper. The usual domestic scene."

"Your brother?" queried George.

She answered with a "Yes" that ruled out all further questions. "A

little music after supper.... Even tried to sing."

"Were you satisfied?"

"It was quite good enough for me, anyway," she said, and George thought

he detected a slight note of melancholy in her tone. She quickly went

on with her report. "Went to bed at half-past ten, slept well, got up

early at eight ... one can't lie in bed any longer in our house ...

dressed till half-past nine, was about the house till eleven...."

"... Messing about," added George.

"Right. Then went on to Weils, gave the boy a lesson."

"How old is he?" asked George.

"Thirteen," replied Anna.

"Well, after all that is not so young."

"Quite so," said Anna. "But you can set your mind at rest when I inform

you that he loves his Aunt Adele, a sentimental blonde of thirty-three,

and is not thinking for the time being of breaking his troth to her....

Well, to continue the record. Got home at one-thirty, had my meal

alone, thank Heaven! Father already at the office, mamma in a state of

sleep. Rested again from three to four, thought even more about you,

and more seriously too, than yesterday, then went shopping in town,

gloves, safety pins and something for mamma, and then drove on the

tram, reading all the way to Mariahilf, to the two Bittner kiddies....

So now you know all. Satisfied?"

"Except for the boy of thirteen."

"Well, I agree that that might be a bit upsetting. But now we should

like to know if you haven't got even more sinister confessions to make

to me."

They were in a narrow silent street, which seemed quite strange to

George, and Anna took his arm.

"I have just come from Ehrenbergs'," he began.

"Well?" queried Anna. "Did they try very much to inveigle you?"

"No, I can't go so far as that. Of course they seemed a little hurt

that I did not go to Auhof this summer," he added.

"Did dear little Else perform?" Anna asked.

"No; of course I don't know what happened after I left."

"It won't be worth the trouble now," said Anna with exuberant mirth.

"You are wrong, Anna. There are people there for whom it is quite worth

while singing."

"Who?"

"Heinrich Bermann, Willy Eissler, Demeter Stanzides...."

"Oh, Stanzides!" exclaimed Anna. "Now I am really sorry that I wasn't

there too."

"It seems to me," said George, "that that is a true word spoken in

jest."

"Quite so," replied Anna. "I think Demeter is really desperately

handsome."

George was silent for a few seconds and suddenly asked, with more

emotion than he usually manifested: "Is it he then...?"

"What 'he' do you mean?"

"The one you ... loved more than me."

She smiled, nestled closer up to him and answered simply, though a

little ironically: "Am I really supposed to have been fonder of any one

else than of you?"

"You confessed it to me yourself," replied George.

"But I also confess to you that I should love you in time more than I

have loved or ever could love any one else."

"Are you quite sure about that, Anna?"

"Yes, George, I am quite certain of it."

They had now come again into a more lively street and reluctantly let

go of each other's arms.

They remained standing in front of various shops. They discovered a

photographer's show-case by a house-door and were very much amused

by the laboriously-natural poses in which golden and silver wedding

couples, cadets, cooks in their Sunday best and ladies in masked fancy

dress were taken.

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