While thus pleasantly pass the days with Colonel Armstrong's younger
daughter, to the elder they are drear and dark. No love lights up the
path of _her_ life, no sun shines upon it; nothing save shadow and
clouds.
More than a week has elapsed since their arrival in Natchitoches, and
for much of this time has she been left alone. Love, reputed a generous
passion, is of all the most selfish. Kind to its own chosen, to others
it can be cruel; often is, when the open exhibition of its fervid zeal
recalls the cold neglect, it may be, making their misery.
Not that Jessie Armstrong is insensible to the sufferings of her sister.
On the contrary, she feels for--all that sister can--on occasions tries
to comfort her, by words such as she has already spoken, beseeching her
to forget--to pluck the poison from out her heart.
Easy to counsel thus, for one in whose heart there is no poison; instead
a honeyed sweetness, almost seraphic. She, who this enjoys can ill
understand the opposite; and, Jessie, benighted with her own bliss,
gives less thought to the unhappiness of Helen. Even less than she
might, were it more known to her. For the proud elder sister keeps her
sorrow to herself, eschewing sympathy, and scarce ever recurring to the
past. On her side the younger rarely refers to it. She knows it would
cause pain. Though once a reference to it has given pleasure to
herself; when Helen explained to her the mystery of that midnight plunge
into the river. This, shortly after its occurrence; soon as she herself
came to a clear comprehension of it. It was no mystery after all. The
face seen among the cypress tops was but the fancy of an overwrought
brain; while the spectral arms were the forking tines of a branch,
which, catching upon the boat, in rebound had caught Helen Armstrong,
first raising her aloft, then letting her drop out of their innocent,
but withal dangerous, embrace.
An explanation more pleasing to Jessie than she cared to let Helen know;
since it gave the assurance that her sister had no thought of
self-destruction. She is further comforted by the reflection, that
Helen has no need to repine, and the hope it may not be for long. Some
other and truer lover will replace the lost false one, and she will soon
forget his falsehood. So reasons the happy heart. Indeed, judging by
what she sees, Jessie Armstrong may well come to this conclusion.
Already around her sister circle new suitors; a host seeking her hand.
Among them the best blood of which the neighbourhood can boast. There
are planters, lawyers, members of the State Assembly--one of the General
Congress--and military men, young officers stationed at Fort Jessup,
higher up the river; who, forsaking the lonely post, occasionally come
down on a day's furlough to enjoy the delights of town life, and dip a
little into its dissipations.
Before Helen Armstrong has been two weeks in Natchitoches she becomes,
what for over two years she has been in Natchez--its _belle_. The
"bloods" toast her at the drinking bar, and talk of her over the
billiard table.
Some of them too much for their safety, since already two or three duels
have occurred on her account--fortunately without fatal termination.
Not that she has given any of them cause to stand forth as her champion;
for not one can boast of having been favoured even with a smile. On the
contrary, she has met their approaches if not frowningly, at least with
denying indifference. All suspect there is _un ver_--_rongeur_--a worm
eating at her heart; that she suffers from a passion of the past. This
does not dismay her Natchitoches adorers, nor hinder them from
continuing their adoration. On the contrary it deepens it; her
indifference only attracting them, her very coldness setting their hot
southern hearts aflame, maddening them all the more.
She is not unconscious of the admiration thus excited. If she were, she
would not be woman. But also, because being a true woman, she has no
care for, and does not accept it. Instead of oft showing herself in
society to receive homage and hear flattering speeches, she stays almost
constantly within her chamber--a little sitting-room in the hotel,
appropriated to herself and sister.
For reasons already known, she is often deprived of her sister's
company; having to content herself with that of her mulatto maid.
A companion who can well sympathise; for Jule, like herself, has a
canker at the heart. The "yellow girl" on leaving Mississippi State has
also left a lover behind. True, not one who has proved false--far from
it. But one who every day, every hour of his life, is in danger of
losing it. Jupe she supposes to be still safe, within the recesses of
the cypress swamp, but cannot tell how long his security may continue.
If taken, she may never see him more, and can only think of his
receiving some terrible chastisement. But she is sustained by the
reflection, that her Jupiter is a brave fellow, and crafty as
courageous; by the hope he will yet get away from that horrid
hiding-place, and rejoin her, in a land where the dogs of Dick Darke can
no more scent or assail him. Whatever may be the fate of the fugitive,
she is sure of his devotion to herself; and this hinders her from
despairing.
She is almost as much alarmed about her young mistress whom she sees
grieving, day by day evidently sinking under some secret sorrow.
To her it is not much of a secret. She more than guesses at the cause;
in truth, knows it, as it is known to that mistress herself. For the
wench can read; and made the messenger of that correspondence carried on
clandestinely, strange, if, herself a woman, she should not surmise many
things beyond what could be gleaned from the superscription on the
exchanged epistles.
She has surmised; but, like her mistress, something wide away from the
reality. No wonder at her being surprised at what she sees in a Natchez
newspaper--brought to the hotel from a boat just arrived at
Natchitoches--something concerning Charles Clancy, very different from
that suspected of him. She stays not to consider what impression it may
produce on the mind of the young lady. Unpleasant no doubt; but a
woman's instinct whispers the maid, it will not be worse than the agony
her mistress is now enduring.
Entering the chamber, where the latter is alone, she places the paper in
her hands, saying: "Missy Helen, here's a newspaper from Natchez,
brought by a boat just arrived. There's something in it, I think, will
be news to you--sad too."
Helen Armstrong stretches forth her hand, and takes hold of the sheet.
Her fingers tremble, closing upon it; her whole frame, as she searches
through its columns.
At the same time her eyes glow, burn, almost blaze, with a wild
unnatural light--an expression telling of jealousy roused, rekindled, in
a last spurt of desperation. Among the marriage notices she expects to
see that of Charles Clancy with a Creole girl, whose name is unknown to
her. It will be the latest chapter, climax and culminating point, of
his perfidy!
Who could describe the sudden revulsion of thought; what pen depict the
horror that sweeps through her soul; or pencil portray the expression of
her countenance, as, with eyes glaring aghast, she rests them on a large
type heading, in which is the name "Charles Clancy?"
For, the paragraph underneath tells not of his _marriage_, but his
_murder_!
Not the climax of his perfidy, as expected, but of her suffering. Her
bosom late burning with indignant jealousy, is now the prey of a very
different passion.
Letting the paper fall to the floor, she sinks back into her chair, her
heart audibly beating--threatening to beat no more.